The Comedy of Existence

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Inward

Күн бұрын

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@ONI_LONI Ай бұрын

Despite everything I believe we're all gonna make it, in our own terms specially.

@davidgoveia1 Ай бұрын

ur very cool n wise #subscribed

@CarlosDubon-m8h Ай бұрын

You remind me of Neo. Please keep making videos.

@Azreal.ra9 Ай бұрын

Love is a tricky one From moments of feeling like the world is staring at you in hate and shame, to finding out that the hate and shame came from within your own mind. We don’t have others' thoughts. Though some actions are a unique form of free will, not all intent is bad intent even though it may wildly be a terrible attempt. And with any skill, you need practice. Love is a skill, I’d even say life is a skill. Why do you think we get so many days to wake up? Not to master the art of living life, but to participate in the fun and joy that is participating in life, to go through the ups and downs, the fears and the doubts. I often spend time visualizing myself as a bird, being as free as I can be. Being able to go wherever I want and do what I want. This led me to running down a path of hyper independence. Though I could do a good portion of things myself, I couldn’t be in the shoes of the people I interact with in reality. Love is confusing, but life is confusing, and you yourself are confusing. Love has the same qualities as life, for it is the song we all sing when we pour our hearts into the world around us. Whether it’s yelling in a heated debate, to punching someone in the face… Love encompasses the ugly as well. But love accepts, love understands, love says, I’ll give you another chance, and it also says not this time… sometimes that’s all people need, another opportunity to reach a little farther, or be told to sit down because they are moving too much. To my insecure lovers out there, I see you! And we do love you. Welcome to the club, the population is 8 billion! You’re no different when it comes to the fears and circumstances of adversity you have. All seek love, but all reject acceptance. Including myself, I realized maybe there is an outside world out there that’s calling and screaming for me to be in it, but my world around me is screaming for my attention. “When will you come home?” the world says. I say “NEVER” but that’s because I was insecure about my home life, my hometown, my memories… I never wanted to feel like the past again, but I’ve grown, and haven’t felt like the past in years now… So what am I doing? I’ll just wait and let my dreams come to me… yes you may wait and let it come to you. But that doesn’t mean, halt your reality because you’re waiting for your package to be delivered… no it means live in your reality while you’re waiting. We can all wait for a new app to download but staring at it download is way more tiresome than just knowing it’ll download and you go back to living life. And sometimes to get new apps you have to delete old ones, and sometimes you’ll delete new apps to switch to the old ones. Why? Because you’re you, silly! it’s about what YOU prefer. Sometimes, you drop old habits just to pick them up again later, like my childlike wonder for creating art! Some paintings are so beautiful because of the pain attached to it… why? Because it shows perseverance, it shows courage, it shows someone chose to express instead of hide. And it’s the same in relationships. Yeah some mfs be different and shii but hey, are we trying to separate or coincide? Is the goal division and separation or is it union? I choose union, which means accepting things I can’t control, such as learning others flaws, which aren’t flaws. Just parts of myself I was not willing to accept and sometimes that version of you just wants to be loved, and told that they mean something to someone. Solitude can make you bitter, especially if you feel like your heart is alone. But don’t fear you’re not alone!! And I SEE YOU, and I ACCEPT YOU, friend. The UNIVERSE LOVES YOU and we can’t wait to see how you cocreate your life with the divine! And remember to stay where your feet are. The future of possibilities is enticing but getting there starts in the present. SO HEAL MF HEAL SO YOU CAN LOVE WHAT YOU SEE AROUND YOU!! WITHOUT THE NEED OF ESCAPISM!! CAPATALIZE ON THE GOLD THAT NO ONE SEES SHINING! Which is the reflection we see in the mirror… even with its impurities this is real gold. Our individuality and understanding that you're meant to experience people, not control or judge them for what they can and can’t do. Because there were times where you were incompetent as well. Now accept, accept, accept, don’t reject your heart even when you have to say no. But never accept the fear of not being ready. Because you prolly won’t be

@aycatech Ай бұрын

In Homo Ludens, Huizinga writes about how societal roles are forms of play that have become so ingrained over time that we often forget their playful origins He suggests that these roles were initially created and enacted within a ‘magic circle’ of play, a concept he introduces to describe the space where the normal rules and reality are suspended and replaced by the artificial reality of a game world. Over time, these roles have become formalized and serious, leading us to overlook their playful roots. - 3pm, Netherlands

@ONI_LONI Ай бұрын

It kinda feels relieving to know there's somebody like me out there lol. I mean I'm finishing college now and I'm approaching 30 and I feel bad for leeching off my parents but damn, this work life seems worse than starving to d3ath.

@The_Aspiring_Sacred_Clown Ай бұрын

I resonate with your story here as someone who worked for a corporation (Walmart) much longer than I actually wanted to, even tho I didn’t give a rat’s tiny puckered ring-piece about any of that “introjected familial/teamwork” stuff; the bodily consciousness, the psychology and other unseen influences had me looped in dissonance. Complacent and sure of comfort at the cost of self compassion. Psychological Introjection and Projective Identity are psychological terms referring to a mostly unconscious process of ego-self, to which we can consciously agree to or disagree with (ego syntonic and dystonic), they are often the echos (or internalized voices) of our past caregivers, or any significant other, we unknowingly internalized; these voices, feelings and behaviors are often negative or harsh, critical and intrusive. These are not innately controllable as they are like echos of the unconscious mind, they are what makes us feel like we have to “follow and conform”. From abusive familial systems to cooperate workspaces, projective ideation can make a person stay where they don’t truly belong. I recommend looking these terms up, not as a means to add to some internalized narritives about how the world feels about “us” but as a means to realize why we even gave a damn in the first place! Our sovereignty, spiritually and even in mundane regular life (the two are both very required by our psychologies) relies on learning the differences of conscious and willing thoughts/actions/behaviors and whats introjected from an old program of the self-survival mechanisms of our past. They are complex, and I’ll be learning about this for the rest of my days 😂 The basis of an introject is that is can be picked up on from a projection (hence “projective” identification); what are you identified with as a collectively associated being (referring to the use of “we” in terms of spirituality) and how might this identification be pulling on you as you approach authentic self expression?

@Selfunraveled Ай бұрын

I feel ya. I agree with it being a game but it’s also a challenge so sometimes we have to do things we don’t enjoy and to make the most out of it. It’s mining for the golden lessons in the tough moments.

@lesleywilson4714 Ай бұрын

Good for you! I am in Scotland. Yeah you are right. I knew this when I was a teenager. I am young 61 yr old woman. I felt like you in my 20's, 30's, 40's etc. I retired early at 55yrs old & still wandring ..is this it?.. I did all the other things that not many women in my era did. Lot's of nay sayers, I did what I wanted anyhoo. I still do. Some people question me like I a an experiment, egnima. I am not. I just never bought the b.s. It was so obvious to me & not many others could see the game. Hang on in there....I know it gets tricky when we still have to negiotate bills etc....I am still negotaiting money. This game was set up unfairly, I am a fair person so yeah it's not easy. However, now I accept it is unfair rules I am looking at it differently. I will always be kind but not necessairly nice, especially to pyschopathes out there. When I have been in jobs that have drained my soul, when I got to the point of I can't do it anymore, I surrendered. And things took a better turn, they didn't get easy but I followed my passions and it made it a good challenge. A different game on my terms. So keep going with your channel. Research how others make it on youtube it if it's your passion. Good luck, dig deep and surrender to your soul❤

@deityboog4903 Ай бұрын

The Jester was still within 🔥

@darashy3226 Ай бұрын

your videos have done more work against my people pleasing and happiness levels than I managed to do on my own. cheers to you

@aa-sd2io Ай бұрын

Thank you for the video! Love the realistic approach waiting for the next video!

@fxith00 Ай бұрын

my lil nug of wisdom before bed 💖 keep glowing

@paige9344 Ай бұрын

i feel that whole just not taking jobs seriously, especially when yk its all about money to them. like i truly can't make myself give a shit about a job, but ofc im going to be very good at my job and i can do anything w a good attitude bc i have to and i want to do things well but gd it's so exhausting. but ik because of the expanding of our hearts and souls as we gain more consciousness thru our studies and simple awareness practices consistently, our realities will begin to shift in ways we never thought they would today

@AnAngel111 Ай бұрын

When a clown meets a clown it's an event! I also wanted to be a dog when I was a child so I wouldn't have to go to school.😂

@KyeColymore Ай бұрын

have you though about getting a job in nature conservation then? working outside walking around in the woods is the go (especially if it’s consistently warm where you are) coworkers in the field are some of the best as well (anyone with too much pride/who is a walking ego USUALLY doesn’t last long)