The Coroner Called / High Blood Pressure / Trying to keep busy

[@cyrodilicbrandy]

My mother’s menopause began after she found her sister unexpectedly passed away. My mum was only in her early forties at the time but the doctors reckoned the sheer shock of it all had kick started it. Sending so much love x

[@georginavlog]

That maybe is what is happening to me. I am on iron tablets now, and also something for help my hymaglobin levels. (no idea how to spell it) Also I am taking vitamins too.

[@cyrodilicbrandy]

@@georginavlog sending massive hugs x

[@rebeca4862]

No process is perfect. You're doing great lovely and you're doing the best you can for you! Lots of hugs.

[@georginavlog]

Thank you so much!

[@vervideosgiros1156]

@@georginavlog Hi, Georgina! We think about you and we care. Take care. Sending you love from Portugal

[@PhoenixFeathers]

Give yourself a break ❤ Don’t try to stay busy so you won’t feel pain. Your body will make you stop if you push through. Be gentle with yourself! Slow down. Breathe.

[@kldc2156]

Hi Georgina, I’m so sorry your clearly struggling. Grief isn’t a linear process, you’ll find that you circle round and back again through all the stages. It doesn’t mean your not working through things. I lost my dad suddenly and unexpected earlier this year. The coroner was also involved and it’s still heartbreaking. Just keep on doing what your doing because that’s all you can do. Please take care of yourself x

[@robertogranto7887]

You look so lost 😭😭 my heart hurts for you trully I'm so sorry xxxx

[@DazzleDust32]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I haven't lost a child, but my sister died before her time. We were like twins and I was so discombobulated for about six months (there are no words to express how crap it all is, so that's as good a word as any) after she died. Have you heard of David Kessler? He is a grief expert and really knows what he is talking about as his son died suddenly aged 21. You mentioned about your 'What ifs'. He says that reframing this as 'Even if' can help. 'EVEN IF I had done x/y/z, it still might have happened.' It can help if we are feeling guilt or unease about our loss. I hope this makes sense. You are so strong, I couldn't imagine picking up a camera and filming so soon after a loss. Anyone who has criticised you for trying to carry on and enjoy life after your loss doesn't know what on earth they are talking about. Sending you all the best. x

[@annmarie6732]

You are moving through your grief with such grace sweetheart. Be kind to yourself x

[@colettemarchington8724]

From one northerner to another: you’re doing alright, lass. Take each moment at a time. Taking one day at a time is far too big of a mountain with grief as soul consuming as the grief of a mother. Thinking of you xxxx

[@Irishgui83]

My heart breaks for you. It's such a disorientating time, and grief kicks the stuffing out of you at the same time.

[@traceyraybould7863]

Lovely lady. So so sad for you and your loss 💔please keep talking to us xxx

[@georginavlog]

I will do

[@brigette_m]

Nachos=chips and cheese!:):) You have an incredibly beautiful soul!

[@inxa8617]

Sending love♥️♥️♥️

[@helentowse4990]

It's heartbreaking watching you trying to be so strong in these videos . I can't imagine what you are going through . Take care Georgina, sending hugs from South Western Australia 🐨

[@robinking7137]

I am having the same happening to me it has been about 18 months since my brother passed away and I still feel my anger for not being around when my brother passed away and my mum

[@PianoHits]

Liife sure has tested you the limits, but i see a spirit who dedicates her life purpose through love of singing, music, exploring, enjoying life, you will never be defined by what this world has done to you without your choosing. All of our physical bodies are temporarily here till we return to home of peace, and this space in between is ours to create. Your human, take as much time to heal. Also I'm always interested in improving my own health so i can create on earth as long as possible , i don't know if you watch Dr Berg on KZbin, i've implemented some of his advice and it's definitely benefited my body. Much love x 💖

[@utesommer8214]

I'm so sad to see you suffer, but you're on a good Way to do the Things you love. I'm from Germany, and the Doctors sometimes are some kind of weired.

[@epicepicart1161]

Big cuddles Georgina and family xxxxx lots and lots of love xxx ❤❤❤

[@julieedgar9606]

You have my complete sympathy, dealing with the coroner’s office horrendous, ( my husband died 31:12 last new years eve ) it took 12 weeks and honestly I do so sympathise . It makes it EVERY THING seem worse . I wish i could help you . The drs are not helpful either when you need looking after properly. You are doing so well, really you are . I can’t concentrate on my favourite reading so I know how you can’t settle to things . I do so feel for you had to write hope you don’t mind

[@louises2278]

You have just lost your Child ,I lost my mother in May and that was bad enough, losing your child...I can't imagine losing my sons...OMG i can only tell you....please....take it easy,give yourself time,it was an absolute shock to us about Ellie and we don't even know her only from YT!! So I can only imagine how much pain you are in......please be kind to yourself...you are a wonderful person.....a shining light in this dull world........Ellie is with you she always will be ,her time was short for some reason none of us will ever know or understand...eventually you will learn to accept ............and cherish the memories xxx

[@telecontar]

To quote Jamie Anderson "Grief is love with no place to go". Grief is exhausting and you're doing amazing, there's no one way to process grief. Take each day as they come.

[@101doggies]

Grief is so complicated. It's completely okay to feel okay one day and not okay the next. You are doing so well and you are so strong. I love watching your videos. Keep your head up!!! 💜💜💜💜💜 Your baby girl is smiling down at you and giving you strength

[@aekelly]

I hate when doctors don't even read the basics! Ack. So frustrating. Keeping you in my prayers as you navigate your grief. Your nephews are cuties! 💕

[@suemachado4464]

Please know that your viewers really love you!!!

[@emmadeal1105]

Ditto that💖

[@AndrewColin]

My mum died about the time of your daughter.... For the past 6 months feels like just a blur. I keep wondering when this feeling will end, all I can say is it does get better with time. It honestly does. I know what you mean when you say, you don't want to do anything and you think to yourself "what's the point". Just hang in there, every day is a step forward on the road to recovery. The moment you don't think about it for a few mins or even a couple of hours, then it just hits you again, and comes flooding back with a wave of emotions again.

[@real6762]

Love you Georgina 🖤

[@jensjourney8184]

Hey Georgina! You have no idea how much you’re helping other people. Thank you for your vlogs. 🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤ Jen x 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

[@moondustangel889]

​We love you. You're so strong. Remember it's ok to not be ok and we appreciate the honesty. Sending hugs X

[@mallorychurch202]

I’m sorry you’ve had such a difficult time these past few days. I’m glad you’re being kind to yourself and spending time with your loved ones (your nephews are so adorable btw!). Sending you some positive energy for the future 🌈✨💕

[@Blaizeria]

💜 it's like reliving it all over again I hope they all agree so a line can be drawn under it. Can't wait to listen to your show which I guess should be available now! Your nephews are adorable.

[@georginavlog]

it really is. Like I starting the whole thing again

[@AniWatX]

Bless you Georgina. Hope you get to bottom of your blood test result readings and causes for the issues they found. I think you cope so admirably well even in the most rocky, saddest parts of your grief. You really are an inspiration for sharing and helping others and you’re such a lovely lady. I have been through a lot of grief and I have now learned to live a little easier with it but I personally don’t think you ever get over it. I don’t think I’d want to either as it’s a testament to the love shared for those I have lost.Much love to you and your loved ones. X

[@bombeproductions4216]

I’m so proud of you and my family is very interested in crystal healing and psychic abilities so I’m excited for your journey! You’re such a strong woman and I know you will accomplish at everything you do! Just remember at the end of the day the only thing getting you moving is you. So treat yourself well.

[@georginavlog]

Thank you x

[@schneevongestern9898]

I send greetings ❤️ Coping with such a horrible experience takes long. Trust in time.

[@dominiquelydon118]

Consider Iron Liquid like Sytron can be proscribed. Explore B12 Deficiency as well.

[@tryingtracy9329]

Never stop being you 🤗

[@Rekowcski]

I love sewing, i even worked as a seamster for a couple years (yes it's just like underworld on corrie). I think it's a great way to get your mind off things because you are forced to calculate stuff sometimes.

[@faith3955]

Stay strong Georgina 🥰❤

[@loz0985]

Sending you much strength & love 💕

[@charlotteoleary196]

Oh Lordy I had high cholesterol after my father died; I found out because I went to see my GP as my grief was so bad I thought I had cancer. They completely fixated on the cholesterol (and I could have told them what it was as I'd stopped exercising and was eating cake, cheese and potato because of the grief) and I ended up under a cardiologist for two years. It went on and on. The question about family cholesterol is probably to see if you have a history of family cholesterol, if it's over 7.5 they assume you might have the high cholesterol gene which can be treated with statins. It was really the absolute last thing I needed after losing my dad, and there was no consideration that perhaps I needed to just deal with that rather than worry about cholesterol. I did manage to get it down from 7.8 to 5.2 with a lot of hard work, good eating and Benecol (!), but I really wish I hadn't gone through that. However getting your iron sorted out, and HRT if you need it, will help you feel better in yourself, even if mentally you're struggling. I also understand about the coroner and throwing curve balls; my dad died of heart disease but the specialist asked me when he was diagnosed with severe dementia and I couldn't believe it - it had never been mentioned and in retrospect made total sense. But it was a real body blow. xx

[@emmadeal1105]

One giant hug heading your way Georgina 🤗💖Sorry you aren't feeling ok at the mo..you are allowed those days remember. Time is a healer, you'll get there. We arent going anywhere. Keeping busy is a good idea hope it helps a bit. You are lovely and doing so well. Love your vlogs. Lot of luck with your course...good for you! Hope you enjoy it. Love Emma xx

[@kirstyjones2530]

Bereavement and grief are so difficult to cope with. My husband died very unexpectedly in July and although we have a cause of death, we are still awaiting the results of further investigation into the why. I still get angry at so many silly things - his refusal to go to the hospital the day before he died, his leaving things in such a state of chaos that when the heating decides not to work - I cannot find the radiator key! Stupid, I know. Even the girls (13 and 21) still get angry about it sometimes. At other times I just want to cry, I sometimes feel it coming like a dark cloud when I am driving to work, so I totally empathise with you. Weirdly, I was thinking about my aunt (whom I have not actually seen for a couple of years) a couple of days ago, only to have my sister contact me that evening to say that she had passed away. I keep thinking who will be next, as I tend to find deaths happen in threes. I too am trying to focus on other things, trying to sort out all the little unfinished jobs in the house, brushing up on my language skills in the hopes of taking the girls on holiday next year so that they can have something to look forward to. Look after yourself and do what feels right for you.

[@verolawson3898]

Much love to you and your girls 💕🍀💕

[@Mistysmudge1]

My heart goes out to you and your family, so hard to lose someone in any circumstances but when coroners are involved etc doubly hard :( Sending lots of love your way, have a few time outs so you can grieve and try to process things 💖🤗xxx

[@Ma_Pooh]

Stay strong, Miss Georgina - there are a lot of us wishing you nothing but the best!!!!Your nephews are adorable. Lots of love and blessings from Sacramento, CA.

[@secretivesomebody]

Darling learning to live with the pain is exactly the right thing. There is no way to eliminate it and you know it, so please just find a way to keep going. It’s the worst thing in the world and nothing will make it right. Life cannot be the same but can be happy in time. Keeping faking til you make it, go easy on yourself and go with the flow. X

[@nicolayacoub9520]

Thanks Georgina xxxx sending you best wishes such strength and tenacity for you to speak about such difficult information from the coroner. I wish you well. Virtual 🤗😘 I will look forward to listening to your podcast take care xxx

[@vicbarns]

A distant relative of mine developed high blood pressure when their adult child suddenly became ill and died. It's not always related to high cholesterol or being deficient/low in whatever. The strain of losing a dearly loved one can never be underestimated. It may be a good idea, in the short-term at least, to start treatment for the high blood pressure. As someone who suffers from high blood pressure myself and someone who has tried various treatments for it, I can recommend an A2 blocker like Candesartan. It seems to have the least side effects with a high efficacy. Don't be afraid of reaching out for help and advice during this period of your life. We are here to lean on one another at such times.

[@ladylee1979]

Snap i was diagnosed with low iron week later the menopause now on hrt best thing ever i feel so much better xxxx

[@cherwinemmanuel]

I lost one of my cats last March. She got sick one day then died three days after on my lap. We still don't know what happened to her but we tried our best to nurse her back to health but she didn't make it. I know some might say that losing a pet isn't the same as losing a human loved one but for me, it feels like it. Watching you, Georgina, feels like I have someone here in the internet who is taking the same journey with me in dealing with loss. Thank you!

[@KayGri]

I say this with love. And I am sorry for your loss. This comparison is inappropriate. Pets are absolutely nothing like children. They just aren’t. I’m sure you don’t mean to be insensitive but please do not compare Georgina’s loss to your own. It is just too different. 🙁

[@cherwinemmanuel]

@@KayGri I'm sure there are people who see and treat their pets as their children already. As for me, I don't have children so, I treated my cat like she was my child. It's fine if you don't understand.

[@cherwinemmanuel]

@@KayGri Why don't I feel the "love" from your comment? I'm really sorry if I'm bursting out on you but just to let you know, you have invalidated my grief (which I have been working on for months on my own since I don't have the means to go to therapy) and ruined my day. All I said was I was going through a journey dealing with loss like Georgina. Grief is grief. It's not a contest.

[@verolawson3898]

I am so sorry for the loss of your cat 😔😢... and yes, for most of us it hurts and tears at our heart just like any 'other' loss of a loved one... #foreverinourhearts 🌈

[@dollyshortcake7515]

Georgina love, your doing very well by filling ur life with stuff to deal. Your up and dressed, and engaging with loved ones! I'm proud of u, and my heart aches for you. All my love from Boston USA ❤️

[@Calicokit101]

For me, the anger stage was the worst. I HATED feeling so bitter and angry! The only thing I can say is that doesn't last. You just have to tough it out. I PROMISE you won't always feel this debilitating anger.

[@GeminiCaron]

You are doing great and keeping busy, look after yourself, thinking of you and your family. x

[@markwilks1896]

You are doing amazing in what is a very difficult time big hugs ❤️

[@artysqueezy184]

I’m sorry you are also having health issues but you did make me smile with your rant about doctors reading reports…you have to look after yourself Georgina that is important. I’m sorry too about the coroners confusing reports. You still have your sense of humour so that’s a good sign…keep smiling and keep that sense of humour as much as you can…it’s a tough time for you. Thinking of you ❤️❤️

[@Allegra11]

I think you're doing amazingly well. I wish I could offer words of comfort ~ all I can say is time is your friend. Keep on going and live your life as fully as you can for both you and Ellie. X

[@kyletreslove]

Wotsits! Stay strong.. sending Love. X.

[@sldorhout1]

Lots of love from Holland....your vlogs helps me to get through my own stuff as well.... Thnx so much...and take care Georgina

[@mrmatt6231]

You are such an inspiration!!!

[@CellarDoor1970]

Sending the biggest hug to my favourite KZbinr ♥️♥️♥️

[@emmapj4062]

All my love 💓 ❤

[@MegaCrazylady1]

My mum knitted the scarecrows for me when I was younger! They are so cute and your nephews will love them xx take care Georgina, grief has many steps and anger is one of them. Hope you get to the bottom of your health issues xx

[@juliematthews6723]

Ok Georgina I need to apologize to you for my statement RE: Crystals , if rocks help you good for you Not for what I say about God I can never Deny him , Im still going to Pray for you and come check you every once in a while I really really enjoy your Vlogs ..Be blessed

[@chrisramsey9241]

What you're saying is perfectly normal and to be expected. Just breath. Spending time with your nephew had to feel therapeutic. Children are such great energy especially in times of loss. I don't know you Georgina but know that you're loved and in my prayers. Rest and be well.

[@frentbow]

Georgina, you're so sweet. Sorry you having a tough time. Your website looks great

[@georginavlog]

Thank you so much!

[@alanbedworth4629]

That was tough to watch Georgina. Ellie will be watching over you love. Take heart from how far you took me down the road with singing, and getting me to take a Musical Theatre exam and achieving a distinction. Also encouraging me to write poems and songs, and now I'm on another path, I've joined a choir, which is really enjoyable. Although I haven't gone to punch a hole in the wall when I get things wrong. lol I hope my words can at least give you some comfort at this time. You're one brave lady, take care. Love Alan x

[@missab1122]

I’m very sorry to hear you’re going through a tough time at the moment Georgina. All you can do is take is one step at a time. No wonder your blood pressure is high considering all the stress in your life right now. I hope you feel a bit better soon x

[@TopTierFive007]

I’m so terribly sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. You can not avoid mourning. We have to go through the process. You will get there for sure. Give yourself a break and give yourself time and plenty of it ❤

[@nancybaca6472]

You are doing just fine. Thank you for sharing your process. It helps others with theirs.

[@alisonpoiner630]

So sorry you have so much to deal with. No wonder you feel exhausted. Sending love and strength. X

[@ramonajordan3875]

I'm so sorry. It's no wonder your BP is up. Stress will do that! Sending good mojo your way.

[@Dion_Mustard]

You're amazing Georgina

[@georginavlog]

Thank you 😊

[@tommygold2044]

What a terrible thing that happened. Sending love to you ❤ Try to take a little care of yourself.

[@samlomas1808]

Take care of yourself Georgina, you have lots of people who care so don’t feel alone. I am a regular viewer on your Tiktok lives, you always cheer me up and provide a safe space for me so thank you for that. As I have already told you - you are an icon. ❤️

[@arielross4019]

Stay strong and remember we all love you and are willing you to get through this!!❤❤❤

[@gilliandoyle8533]

I just want to reach into the screen & give you a hug. I’m so sad for you. Take all the time you need, do only the things you want to do. Thinking of you, take care of yourself x

[@michelle_mitch_p]

Your an incredible lady and we all love you ❤

[@KateStrongHealer]

Georgina you are doing so well. Much love to you. Hearing from the coroner will be hard because it's another finality. It may be too soon but something that helped me when my best friend died, mind you this was after a year or more, is I saw a Medium. It really helped me not feel so shocked at her not being here. Your courses sound great. I became a psychic and then a healer after another death in my life and I'm still doing it 15 years later. It's very rewarding. Your blood pressure, im not surprised you have something, all that stress. I have been on the blood pressure journey (I'm 61) for 11 years, other than medication the biggest thing I found to keep my blood pressure down was cutting out refined carbs and going low carb (not keto). Carbs really do elevate your bp. There's alot of food out there now that is tasty and doesn't spike your blood sugar etc.

[@leewesterby8950]

You're dealing with it your own way. Everyone is different. You're in limbo but I think you're dealing it with it so well. Sending you so much love ❤️

[@carla4229]

Stay strong, we’re here for you. You are doing so well during this difficult, heartbreaking time. You are a true inspiration. Your little nephews are adorable. Love the pressies you got for them. So cute 🥰 🥰 Good luck with your new radio show, I’ll definitely be tuning in. Look after yourself , take everyday as it comes. You will get through this lovely. Sending hugs and lots of love xx

[@kateyoung2913]

Bless you Georgina. I admire you so much. Sending hugs 💖

[@nathanalford8924]

Sending hugs Georgina ❤

[@AMYWESTALL28]

Sending you so much love to you Georgina. Your doing a great job ❤️

[@artysqueezy184]

Depression and emotional tiredness is part of the grieving process and you are doing well considering what has happened. Keep going. Crystal healing is going to help you so much. Keep going Georgina. Thinking of you and sending you healing thoughts. Does singing help you or not at the moment? ❤️❤️❤️

[@DazBradyLM]

My heart goes out to you. I sincerely wish you all the best. You are going through the mill at the moment. I hope for brighter days for you. You think they will never come but they will. Please take care of yourself.

[@buleberryjam177gaming7]

Bless you during this heartbreaking time. The trauma may be causing your own physical health problems at the moment. It is understandable you feel exhausted. Sending love and hugs xx

[@vickytaylor9155]

I know what you mean about doctors. Have you been tested for pernicious ? It is a b12 deficiency that leads to iron deficiency. It can be related to heart issues and moods and peri menopause. I was diagnosed with it in my 30’s. It also causes high blood pressure.

[@carolgillis5265]

Ta care and keep busy

[@JustMe-mp8on]

May God bless you and give you comfort and peace. Ellie was a bright light. I miss my grandmother dearly and hope to see her again someday. I think she watches and prays over her family. The nephews are cute. They had fun.

[@amyb696]

just take it one breathe at a time, Grief is not an easy process . Loving thoughts and prayers are with you.

[@perditawinter4694]

Really hoping that you can find some time to have all your feelings. Very best wishes to you. Like everyone, I find it impressive, how you are handling things.

[@rodolfocoronel487]

Georgina I'll sent you my best wishes to you. Please take care of your health you're such an strong woman ♥

[@footsteps1988]

The crystal hut has amazing crystals can you buy them from him without going to there? My friend bought one from his shop not long ago. You are going through so much but you have alot of love and support xxxx

[@lydon65]

I wish I could say something to make you feel better, Georgina. But I know nothing would help. All I can say is that I wish you peace and good health and that you are kind to yourself.

[@Scottish-Ali-C]

I have been taking blood pressure tablets for 25 years now (I'm 45) and it's because I'm in kidney failure, nowt to do with my heart! My specialist put me on them but my GP at the time was convinced it was bc I had a heart problem somewhere - which I didn't! High blood pressure isn't always due to a dodgy heart - hasn't anyone connected the dots and realised that it may be due to what you're going through, dealing with such a huge loss? I'd say it's most likely to be a temporary thing... I lost my best friend when we were 20 years old. She had a pulmonary embolism and it caused her to have a huge heart attack and she was without oxygen for 8 minutes but they somehow managed to bring her back. I wish they hadn't though - for her sake - because she was a vegetable until she finally passed 13 years later, having never left hospital. Her family was of a great comfort to me and I hope I was to them. I was the one who had to let ALL her - our - friends know, and it was such a hard time for me but I don't think there's anything harder for a mum than losing a child, no matter how old they are at the time. My mum lost her 4 year old brother to leukaemia, and I remember finding my Nana early one morning when she thought everyone was still asleep, sobbing quietly to herself. When I asked her why, she told me, "It doesn't matter how old you are, a mother never gets over losing her child.' And she was in her 80s at that point. But she remembered him with love and loved to talk about him, so much that I almost felt like I knew him. She kept him alive so that me and my cousins could all know their uncle Peter also. And I know you will do the same with Ellie - you already are with these vlogs. Every time my friends and I get together, we cheers to Emily - 'those who we wish were with us' and I know you'll do the same for Ellie. Every wedding and christening, we play her song and dance up a storm in her honour! And every religious place I visit, regardless of the faith, all over the world, I send up a wee prayer in Emily's name and I light a candle for her. She was my closest friend for years and years and I thought I'd never get over losing her, especially when I basically lost her twice... but now I talk to her all the damn time! When I'm doing the housework, when my partner first told me he loved me, when my nieces were born, when HER niece and nephew were born, if I do something stupid, I look up and say 'bet you loved that, Ems!' and I laugh... and now, when I think of her, my first thought of her is us on a night out, drinking and dancing and laughing the night away. Together. We may not be together in this life anymore, but in some ways we are now more together than we ever were before. I promise you, it will take time and tears, but you'll get there too. The hurt never goes. But the memories of happy times come to mind far more quickly than the fact that you lost her. And memories are what carry us through. Although we won't see Ellie on your channel anymore, she IS still here. And she always will be 💜.

[@LETTYONLY1]

I bought some Karen Kay oracle of the faires cards! I adore Karen she’s just so positive (KZbin vids) and I use the cards as a positive affirmation not in a tarot sense but they just give me positive vibes during difficult times - they may help you too ❤ Hey and I’ve put bloods off for like 7 weeks because my health has been nose diving maybe peri menopausal for me as my mum was 39 and I’m 41 …… let us know how you go on. Big hugs X

[@coscoroba111]

I am thinking and praying for your Georgina and your entire family and friends, it is such an horrendous and difficult time for you. ❤❤❤

[@dianeculverhouse6979]

You are doing fabulous looked better to go to the people that know you.Would contact the surgery and ask if you need any iron supplements and which type and to repeat your blood test.

[@michelle_mitch_p]

Me and menopause are not friends 11 years and my best friend is my fan and and a towel. I even saw dr Hillary once and he said no timescale it will end when it ends. That was 5 years ago. It will end one dayxx

[@kristymac3236]

Sorry that you are feeling so low at the moment, it’s to be expected . It sounds as though you are trying to keep busy to stop you thinking too much but grief has a way of catching you out no matter how much you try. There are going to be good and bad days. I was going to suggest giving yourself a break and then you said it at the end. Be kind to yourself

[@danihalling9734]

My heart breaks for you Georgina 💔 I can only imagine what you must be going through. I know that sitting with the pain and mixed emotions probably feel (a lot of the times) just so intense and helpless… but I just want to remind you that it’s ok to just let it all out. Take deep breaths and release all that’s built up. There’s no time limit on a grieving process, it’s full of ups and downs… as you know, sometimes out of nowhere it just hits you. But love is always there… around you and inside your heart ♥️ Sending lots of hugs✨

[@alexiblue434]

Sending you all the love and strength, we’re all here to listen and are thinking of you 💜

[@natalienevins1464]

Sending you big big hugs❤️ you are doing amazing 💕you are a great KZbinr and always love watching your videos x ☺️