The Difficult Months | Lucy Moon

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[@JamesTownsendJian]

My audio wasn't working, so I just assumed that this was a silent video. I watched for three and a half minutes, struggling to make sense of what I thought was symbolic footage. Watching this the second time around, I'm so glad that I've got audio back working now.

[@lucymoon]

+Parham Jian this is maybe my favourite comment

[@JacquelineZMusic]

Lucy, thank you so much for making such meaningful content that was touched my heart for years. Even though I only subscribed recently, a quick search brought me to your old videos, of which I realized I had seen years earlier, from my pit of despair, lol, but your words have stuck with me since - I hardly recognized you with all that hair you used to have!

[@tharin8635]

Parham Jian iiiii

[@DottieJames]

Oh my god Lucy. I needed this.

[@theodoralee]

Such a lovely, delicate film.

[@MyNamesChai]

You have such a beautiful mind.

[@lucymoon]

+MyNamesChai Chai you're too kind!

[@italktomustaches]

This was so creative and moving. The juxtaposition of the bright colors and child like decorations vs the adult words and worries you were spewing was so relatable. My favorite part was the "do you need therapy?" quiz (such a brilliant idea to have it in one of those preteen mags) because I've struggled for the past five years with this question. This was just so beautifully done and a little sad but also hopeful. I hope your lemonade was delicious x

[@OrionCarloto]

I too have been dealing with a lot these past few months so this video truly hit home. I adore your work, Lucy. Keep it up. All the love. Xoxo

[@lucymoon]

+Orion Carloto I'm sorry to hear that - we are in the same boat. if I've learned anything from the comments on this video it's that we all feel like this for periods of time and they do pass. Big love to you xo

[@saraduty8972]

I too have had a rough couple of months and I already know that the next 3 will be challenging. Thank you for this little video. It helps to know I am not alone....we will all make it through and be better for it! : )

[@Xena9002]

For the longest time I was made to believe that asking for therapy meant I was weak and something to be ashamed about but after I went therapy I wished I had gone sooner because it would have saved me from so many years of self loathing and suicidal thoughts and actions. I urgently encourage everyone that is having a difficult time to manage their mental health to go see a proffesional or just talk to someone anyone that is close to you and loves you because trust me you would be so much happier and its not shameful at all to ask for help in fact it is the opposite, its utterly brave thing to prioritize your mental health!

[@MaisieHPeters]

This is BEAUTIFULLY shot the camera angles the general aesthetic holy moly LU the colours even the text slide with pink and white and the props just. This is a wonderful video wonderful and know that everyone fucks up and it's OK to not have your shit together a lot of the time because we all die one day anyway ok that wasn't as motivational as I wanted but Hey Ho gorgeous vid you gorgeous gal xxx

[@lucymoon]

+Maisie Peters only just saw this comment and boy is it a good'un

[@KnightsOfBellamy]

You're ridiculously good at making these artsy-helpful-self-reflecting videos and I just want to say I can't get enough of them!

[@GraysDays0]

I don't know what it's been about the past few months, but god, yeah, same. Thank you for this.

[@kaelynandlucy]

This is so good and so helpful.

[@lucymoon]

+Kaelyn and Lucy Thanks guys!

[@HistorywithHannibal]

@@lucymoon my favourite part was of you eating the cake

[@christy-anne-jones]

The university part pretty much summed up the last two and a half years for me

[@LittleGeneviev3]

You do not realise how relevant, helpful this is and how happy it has made me. Thank you Lucy x

[@emilymarsden4001]

It's not easy Lucy! I'm a second year studying an intense university course and it's hard to keep life in perspective! What do you do when self care impacts grades? When grades defending life but who want to life a life determined only by grades? When friends are saying we must get first, and you know it's health over first? When you feel so sick you know you should eat but you brain is preoccupied trying to learn everything! But you are almost there! Just remember that this is one short time in life, there is so much more to come! ☀️

[@BeautyByKat08]

Loved this Lucy, you can tell how much hard work went into editing and producing this! :)

[@mandy]

LOVE this. I have felt this way in the last few weeks. Lovely video.

[@xxxxxxxxx1652]

I'm a junior at highschool, and never in my life did I have a more depressing back to school time then this year. I feel depressed, unmotivated and like a burden to other people whenever I complain about my problems or thoughts. This video somehow helped me so thank you. It makes it that much easier to know I'm not the only one with thoughts like that because it can get seriously hard to even get up in the morning when the only mood you're in is either sad or angry..

[@AceGangx]

This really resonates with me, for things haven't been the most enjoyable lately. However, it helps to see other people dealing with similar issues and eventually carrying on. hope for the best for you! PS - i was totally devastated when u smashed the rest of that beautiful, innocent cake. RIP delicious cake.

[@OsofoGriot]

Wonderful scripting, this seems somewhere between poetry, dramatic monologue, and just conversation, which I think are the things that can make a good video great. Also, lemonade analogies as form of the piece, KZbin artistry yo

[@sophlynne]

I feel this a lot - I've never heard someone describe depression/lack of productivity so well as feeling like you're doing both too much and not enough at once. This is awesome 💓

[@michaelaroy]

"I lost both events because I put too much and not enough into everything" wow, it's crazy how much that resonates. I must say, it is so wonderfully refreshing, and to some degree comforting, to find someone as raw yet well put together with a passion for creating content. This idea is something I struggle to translate to others around me and you seem to be smashing it- really enjoy seeing someone making a success of it, keep at it for the creative in you :)

[@thebigredmeg]

"I was putting too much and not enough into everything" THIS! Thank you Lucy

[@IrixKiri]

"because I was putting too much and not enough into everything" that line really hit me thank you so much lucy

[@CalumMcSwiggan]

I loved this so much I can't even. Thank you for this Lucy, never stop creating this kind of wonderful content. You have a truly beautiful mind x

[@lucymoon]

+Calum McSwiggan Thanks so much Calum! big love

[@thoseoldcities]

your honesty and mind is incredible, lucy. this was lovely x

[@KhanStopMe]

"I was putting too much and not enough into everything" - this video explained myself to me better than I've been able to explain myself to myself. I hope the summer months brings sunshine into our lives ✊🏾 Wonderful video Lucy 🎉

[@KhanStopMe]

The last 10 seconds of this video is a summary of my life tbh

[@lucymoon]

+KhanStopMe Thanks Taha, yeah that's how I feel when I spread myself too thin. Or just spread myself in general. Or just do one thing intensely. Ah.

[@xmartamarques]

1 year later, this is still my favourite video of yours Lucy. So unique, raw and honest. I love it.

[@ALittlePickle]

You're a brilliant storyteller. I love your style and creativity, how you've taken the crappiness and turned it into something uplifting and inspiring c:

[@katharineannie]

I can see so many people saying they relate to this and honestly I can too. Being young, being in your early twenties especially, involves so many learning curves that it's impossible to learn from all of them. I've found that as I've got older I still make the same amount of mistakes I did when I was a teenager but with this acute sense of self-awareness that leaves me feeling guilty and stupid for not acting differently. I am overwhelmed, and watching this video has helped me to understand why x

[@Anica547]

Thank you so much, the past month or so has been one of the worst of my life. Aside from your fantastic advice, there is something comforting just about other people sharing their troubles, it makes me feel human and connected.

[@lucymoon]

+Anica Maree totally agree - the comments on this video have made me realise how we are all in it together. Hope that May improves for you x

[@Anica547]

Definitely :) and thank you so much, I hope so too x

[@xmartamarques]

Just wanted to say that this video was the reason I found you, 10 months ago now. 10 months later and it's still one of my favourite videos of yours and one I sometimes find myself going back to because of stress. It just makes me feel better somehow. Thank you for being so inspiring, Lucy! :)

[@alexaareyouhere7262]

your vids make me so happy

[@ramona4ever]

this was so wonderfully creative and aesthetically beautiful and clever and it's late and i feel like i cannot express my thoughts properly, but o god please do not feel pressured to make videos etc if other things are overwhelming you! please please we understand n we can wait your well being is the priority take care of yourself see a therapist seek help if you need it! you are strong and you are smart and important and i should be asleep i hope you're well and warm

[@winterlikessummer]

I don't know how to describe my feelings and the thoughts I have right now from watching this video in just a few sentences. But for some reason the past few months have been pretty hard for me too. Big and long friendships falling apart, way too much course work, missing family more than ever and always feeling like I need to just breathe again. This video has put all my negative thoughts away for a few minutes and made me realise that yes, some days/weeks/months may be horrible right now, but in no time there'll be some good out of this and a positive outlook will come. Hope you find your happiness. I'm struggling just as much, but hey at least we all are in the same boat! All I can say is: Thank you for this video x

[@victoriabettany5976]

This is literally how I've been feeling recently! I've been really down and stressed because I've had some really important exams! It's so nice to know I'm not alone! 💙

[@milliehey4841]

this is still one of my favourite videos ever... i’m rewatching it for the billionth time in April 2018, and it’s still so relevant for me

[@willmoorewill]

Oh my, the illustrations and analogies were so on point! Really enjoyed the video!

[@mannyclouds17]

I have had the worst couple of days. Legitimately the worst time of my entire life. My grades are getting lower, my anxiety is growing, and finals are coming. I'm so confused and scared and upset about everything I have done these past couple of months. I'm so unproductive and I am completely unmotivated to do well in school. My GPA has never looked so grim. So bad that I measure my worth by my GPA, apparently. Well done video, Lucy! Was definitely needed by me.

[@franisaunicorn]

Going through stress of exams, and i have to deal with myself having absolutely no motivation in studying anything which is important right now. Instead i end up, stuck, daydreaming about being somewhere which isn't where i am now. Thanks for sharing, Lucy. At least i don't feel like i was the only one going through a rough patch.

[@hannahclarke5324]

ive been having a difficult time recently too. a lot of life changing stuff, and im not sure whether it's for better or worse, but right now i have exams too focus on, there's no time to be upset, so i end up getting so sad any time anything small goes wrong. what im going through at the moment is not easy and im sure that's the same for you but we'll get through it. ❤️

[@jammie784]

This really hit home with me after I had a couple of difficult months during university from some bad grades. However, it's important you pick yourself back up and push on. Very inspiring, thank you!

[@indubitablyzara]

Such a lovely video - I'm impressed that you were able to make something so creative and heartfelt out of what have clearly been a difficult few months.

[@ellieabrahams5598]

This was such a creative way of talking about what's been bugging you. This is why I love you're channel so much! You could've just sat in front of the camera and rambled for hours I'm sure but instead you made this beautifully creative and overall positive video. Lovely x

[@bpdbigsister]

I've recently had to go back to therapy for some issues I'm unable to deal with and it's nice to know even people who have their shit together most of the time, sometimes need therapy too xx

[@lucytinker4546]

This video has helped me so much, I've been feeling like this the past few months and finally someone has put it into words

[@basicallyzaynab]

This video in some ways encapsulates the way i feel about school at the moment, thank you for making hard times sound so poetic!Really love this, its super beautifully edited and i love your honest words.

[@ashleypechin2066]

LOVED this video. The insight on unhappiness and why you feel the way you do was great. It's important to look back on how your are feeling and why you feel that way.Your props and editing was also beautiful. I love the whole aesthetic of this video. My favorite part is when you ate the cake, and they symbolism of you punching the word happy. This is exactly the type of video that inspires me to make my own.

[@louisarhodes3881]

I don't know if you put it in just as a side note, but if you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, I know how hard they are to deal with and no one would ever wish you to go through it, even if you feel completely alone. If not, I still hope you're next few months improve but we're here for you all the same xxxxxx

[@lucymoon]

+Louisa Rhodes Thanks so much for this! Fortunately I am not in that position myself, I just went through the NHS depression test to get some "inspiration", so to speak, and saw that they were a symptom. You speak as though you've been through them, in which case I hope you're working past them and you are in a better place

[@louisarhodes3881]

Thank you, you're reply really means a lot! And yes, I have been in that position, but through many things I have started to find a way out

[@louisarhodes3881]

oops, *your xx

[@evie3806]

This is beautifully created and edited. You have managed to keep a great amount of creativity as well as advice. This video cam at a great time and I can't thank you enough for it x

[@nicolemarie0001]

This video is so well-made

[@annefien]

This was really kind of just what I needed, especially today. 2015 was really hard for me, and when 2016 started, promised myself I'd get out of it on the good side.... But 2016 has been relentless, the worst of the worst thrust upon me and sometimes I'm getting through ok and sometimes, like today, it's the hardest and I need something like this to remind me... It can be ok again, we all struggle, such is life. I hope things get better for you very soon.

[@dearxsera]

Wonderful video Lucy! I hope you feel better soon. ❤️

[@briony9687]

THIS IS THE REASON I'M SUBBED AHH I'm sitting in silence after watching this, it was stunning!! I loved the message you gave and it was so aesthetically pleasing, I'm gonna keep coming back to this every time life gifts me a few lemons

[@MiriamGallacher]

this is so wonderful oh my goodness

[@manognittttttttttttt]

I adored this whole video and how honest it is. Not feeling too great the past couple of months with finals coming up and everything. You cheered me up, even if it was a only for a brief moment. Thankyou lucy!

[@CluelessEmmie]

Lucy oml, I really really needed this. Honestly thank you so much. I could potentially fail my classes because I no longer have the motivation but it scares me. I want to do it but I just lack the energy. This is an awesome reminder that nobody's perfect. Not even those considered 'well known' or 'famous' I completely understand the putting in too much effort but not enough. This is my life on a family basis. I've always thought about getting help but I always considered my issues insignificant in some sense as there are a lot of people that are worse off than me. People with actual, genuine issues. I'm always encouraging others to get help which I guess is a bit hypocritical of me as I've never listened when people have suggested it to me. I guess I'm just terrified of there being something wrong with me. I do t want all the attention that comes along with it. I prefer not to draw attention to myself unless absolutely necessary but now I think I should reconsider my decision. I'm sorry if this didn't make much sense I'm just rambling 😂 This video along with Carrie's recent video has definitely opened up my eyes to the world and encouraged me to find the motivation I need and to put in the effort to get my life back on track. Thanks again Lucy and I am sorry for writing a novel in your comments section 😂😂

[@charliemartin2471]

Thank you for sharing Lucy, this was a fun experience! I love the fact that you didn't have to say 'when life gives you lemons, make lemonade' cause that would be too cheesy. You have such amazing videography skills, they never fail to impress and make for an amazing video. Keep pushing through, you're just great.

[@aoifegraham8468]

Thank you so much. For everything.Keep going Lucy 💞

[@franziskadodl6601]

Lucy, this is probably my favourite video of yours of all times, I come back to it so often. And I've only just seen the end bit, which makes it 100x better)

[@sabrinasmnelli]

This was beautiful. I've been feeling the same over the past few months. You're my favorite KZbinr because you manage to take a shitty situation and make it seem pretty. I love that, and I hope you'll be doing better soon!!💖💖

[@zuzuf8709]

I really needed this video at this point in my life. Thank you for making it and I really hope things get better for you.

[@HannahKepple1]

I've been struggling with my classes recently and I really needed this. Thanks for being such a wonderful human being

[@alsmirle]

this video was beautiful, and exactly what i needed to see right now.... my last 4 months have been quite disastrous as well, resulting in much crisis, painful disappointment, extreme self-loathing, and a very wobbly, shaky heart. my seams are coming apart a little. as such, i've taken steps to get help and sober up as well! thanks for sharing, as this really WAS something i needed to see whilst i go through my own process. your channel is lovely :) sincerely, a fan from montreal, canada

[@z.spinney2058]

Thank you thank you thank you. These are indeed the difficult months. I wish you all the best in the months to come (I admire your ability to admit the negative effects that alcohol has on you. That is an incredible step in becoming healthier). You are very articulate in both your words and in your imagery. I'm completely in love with this video and the wide range of emotion that you've been able to capture. Your introspection and your skills with expression will take you far. ♡♡♡

[@anthonybourdainsuperfan1241]

I seem to keep coming back to this video. I relate to it so so much and you structured and staged the whole thing so simply and beautifully. It's sad because I see my own situation reflected so much in what you are describing, but also gives me hope. xx

[@seehowirock]

Sorry to hear you're having a tough time, Lucy. I had a few months like this in school where I was terrified to commit to anything, so didn't do any homework or anything that wasn't sit in my room and play on the playstation. It took detention after school for me to start doing any work and getting anywhere, ended up going along to it voluntarily as it was so much easier. Pretty minuscule problem I'm sure you'll agree, but just thought I'd share. Hope things pick up for you soon.

[@lovefrombee]

You're videos inspire me endlessly Lucy! I too have been at such a loss this year. And I only feel like I pulled myself out of that mess this month! I hope you're doing well girl. Just know I think (and I'm sure plenty of other think so too) that you're rad!

[@lucymoon]

+Scout & Company been dipping in and out of your Veda - you're doing so well, plz keep inspiring me!

[@lovefrombee]

Awww! Thanks girl! This made my day brighter!!

[@mashal3839]

i love this little film. i want to play it every day to motivate me to actually live, instead of exist. and the extra footage at the end never fails to make me laugh. life gave you lemons, indeed.

[@ancasugeac6745]

I'm a little late watching this but I need to say that your video just put the biggest smile on my face. Now, this may sound odd. I too have been struggling the past couple of months and the worst is yet to come but, somehow, i found comfort and understanding in this video, as if you just gave me the biggest hug ever. Just wanted to pop and say thank you for this. You are so talented, and just gave me the push i needed to keep going. Hugs xx

[@Mocchan]

Don't give up, Lucy. You are a strong, resourceful, talented young woman and you'll find a way to learn from these difficult months, to make everything better again. Good luck!

[@mayan4665]

Lucy ur so creative, I love watching ur videos and really hope everything turns out good sooner rather than later. Also, well done for submitting ur dissertation! I admire ur strength and persistence so much, I'm struggling to get down and do my GCSE work but when I see ur videos they always help inspire me to get up and do it, and generally find some kind of motivation when things are not so great. Thankyou :)

[@iuhhjvhgcfrd]

I hope it all gets better for you, lord knows you deserve all the happiness people can find in this world. Sending you lots of love!

[@ForagingGardener]

this is really beautiful.

[@emilyjane9992]

This speaks for me. Lucy this video is phenomenal. Beautifully created. As all your content.I hope you're feeling okay, and if notI hope you do soon. You deserve so much happiness.

[@hollyanderson5269]

Your videos are so lovely and moving! Oh my gosh! I have never been so blessed in finding such a wonderful channel. The past few hours I've been binge watching your videos have made me realise a lot of things and I would just like to thank you. Keep up the good work :)

[@sineadscully2671]

Such a lovely, lovely video. Sorry to hear you're going through a rough time! You're an incredible creator and seem like a lovely person! Hope things get better soon

[@222singstar]

As a uni student i don't think a video has ever resonated with me more than this one, thanks Lucy! Love your videos

[@Mangokatt]

Wow. These past few months have been hard for me too. It's so strange to see a video that encompasses everything I'm feeling right now. Beautiful video Lucy!

[@neve9308]

im in the hospital recovering from a bad few years & this made me so happy. Thank you

[@LaytonObserves]

I don't know what it is, but I feel like I've seen quite a few people "running through the six" for the first few months of 2016. Hopefully the negativity will transition into positivity soon.

[@cinemoni]

Loved this video Lucy, so creative and colorful! I could relate to everything you were saying. Keep up the good work, you're doing awesome. xx

[@sharonnn.zeller]

This was the video I needed. It's so true and close to my heart, it's nice to see that we're all humans. Good job Lucy, I wish all the best for you and hope that things will get better soon for both of us

[@izdiaz]

I found this ironically beautiful, and by that I mean I loved it because I understood it and empathised with you. 2016 was meant to be the year everything worked out, but instead I've been drowing in the lemonade I made from last year...but watching this was in some way calming and just nice, I'm not too sure how to articulate it all tbh..but I did love this Lucy, and I hope the other 8 are better and more joyful, truly

[@zieleangielskie3351]

Your video completely shocked me. I'm impressed. You are a wonderful person. I'm glad I found you on youtube and watch your moving vlogs. Sometimes it's difficult for me to understand all the words, because I'm still learning English, but in most cases I'm making out. A lot of love from Poland! Hope you're okay.

[@aliceinwonderzz]

i hardly ever comment but this video....is something else. I have been in the same position as you, coursework, the future, other various things and i just wanted to say thank you....thank you so much for making this. It has made me see clearer, after my coursework has been handed in, i am going to sort it out. but you're right, these have been some difficult months indeed x

[@lyluball]

Lucy, i really really loved this. ive had the hardest last few months of my life and it feels good to know im not alone. i love how you express yourself, i love the images you evoked here. im rooting for you. here's to maybe some limes or even an orange or two next month

[@nkfbrx]

'I was putting too much and not enough into everything' Couldn't say it better if I tried. Beautiful video as always.

[@BumbleBeeble]

I love this. Thank you for sharing!

[@livi.a.w]

This is truly one of the best videos I've watched in a long time. I hope you are ok Lucy.

[@littlerebelle]

This was such an amzing video! I loved how you still this the orange juice in the end

[@wowthatsemma]

Lucy this is beautiful, I love how you put your feelings into images and words to create this. It's just lovely !

[@SweetasSugar42]

This has been my entire year so far. Boy drama, friend drama, food problems. I don't know if I'm coming out the other end or if I'm just getting used to the clouds.

[@mandymoe6493]

Thank you for sharing. I'm currently writing finals. Just two more months... emotions simply go crazy

[@lauraj.461]

This video is so beautiful! Sadly, this is exactly how I've been feeling these couple of months, it's good to know that I'm not alone on this. Thanks for motivating me not to give up

[@katieknish5653]

I love this. I'm so glad you seem to be taking care of yourself. Remember that we all love you and are rooting for you!

[@FlipFlop2729]

this video is so honest and creative. I think this is a good way of dealing with everything.

[@DanielleIry]

Thank you for making this. It's very creative, and reflects how I've been feeling. You channel the ugly in life into beautiful things, Lucy.

[@janetsplanet5599]

Lucy, thank you so much. All of your videos are so beautiful and thoughtful, and your honesty and openness give me hope. Thank you.

[@RachaelOMearaCurran]

my final year of Uni was quite tumultuous too. just keep going, things will get better! I hope making this vid has been somewhat therapeutic for you. it was so honest and I could relate so much xx