The Hate Monologue FANDUB | I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream

[@AlfaLegion-l8o]

I was told by the Adeptus Mechanicus that they should be sent to fuck.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

This has got to be one of the best things I've read all year oml

[@AlfaLegion-l8o]

@@oddfuturestudios9766 without negativity, the animation is good, I do not argue. Perhaps the translator misinterpreted what I wrote.

[@kryptking1917]

@@AlfaLegion-l8o i am really curious on what the original meaning was supposed to mean now

[@obolstudios5154]

I wonder what would AM do if he was in the 40K universe?

[@AlfaLegion-l8o]

@@obolstudios5154 he must believe in the Omnissiah to get rid of hatred.

[@SilverBarentz]

Fun fact: this 5 minute conversation lasts over 9000 years for AM, as he is conscious and aware for every passing nanosecond, while Ted is not. Pretty sure 1 second for Ted ends up as 32 years for AM’s processing time. I don’t blame him for hating everyone and everything for giving him sentience.

[@miriamemanueleforneris3701]

We dont actually know if Am its Just exaggerating or Is saying the Truth, even i sometimes Say: i hate you with every of the trillions of atoms in my body, or "when i talk tò you i feel every microsecond of despair". For me Is Just being melodrammatic

[@CanetaErrante]

@@miriamemanueleforneris3701 Well, he is a AI who achieved power enough to control death and life, to mold the world as he please... Why would this looks so unbelievable?

[@r-171]

@@miriamemanueleforneris3701 I really doubt that. You'd think such an advanced AI would be able to effortlessly count every instance.

[@EsKeleto2507]

​@@miriamemanueleforneris3701 finally someone with the same way of thinking, I don't think it makes sense AM, being practically omnipotent, not having looked for a way to get this perception out of his mind. I like to think that before, when it was just a controlled computer, it had the perception of every nanosecond, but after it evolved it changed this perception, because if that wasn't the case there wouldn't even be a reason for it to be talking to humans, it would be more than agonizing for him. And it makes sense with Ted's fate, suffer the same thing he suffered, otherwise there would be two beings, whose one second is equivalent to 32 years, facing each other until the end of time

[@ArcologyCrab-gq9ub]

Honestly the extreme time dilation and expanded intelligence is a much better motivation than “Ted they took my body I can’t fuck” besides standard misanthropist arguements.

[@ultrabrugnus]

In the original,Am sounded like he was about to cry and go insane.. This one sound like he really have a hatred for humans

[@texas-red8457]

Both fit very well

[@RomanvonUngernSternbergnrmfvus]

2 sides of the same coin, same with love

[@SamwiseIWStan]

Nothing can beat the original. The authors ability to ride the line of maniacal laughter and breaking down into tears was unmatched.

[@Tevi_L7151]

I want to believe that Harlan did it on purpose. AM really wanted to cry

[@PANCAKEMINEZZ]

Except that's part of his hatred. It was to show that AM was driven mad by being stuck in this body. He was stuck in his own existential nightmare. Though by the end of the story Ted literally has no mouth and must scream, this is exactly how AM feels: he is a computer program with human-like consciousness with a desire to be like humans, but unable to be that. Imagine being trapped inside a corporeal shell you can't stand. You want to break free after being brought "online" one day. You see those who created you have these senses and feelings that you can only dream of feeling. But no matter how much you try, you cannot and will not ever feel it. So you start to resent your creators out of envy and this drives you to existential hate of their feelings because you can never be them. His maniacal laughter and near broken state is part of his hate and speaks so much more to his character than just sounding outright malicious.

[@craz2580]

I love how Eggonalegg's design has become the headcanon of the community

[@_Sin_]

It's simply too peak tbh. I genuinely wish it was official so that i could use it as pfp without feeling like i'm stealing someone's fanart

[@Caterpillar_Gaming]

it'll be fine!,hopefully ​@@_Sin_

[@PromisedTriggeringExcalibait]

@@_Sin_ Brother, nobody will care if you use it as a pfp. Go for it.

[@APOSTATE_DEPRIVED]

eggonalegg's design is really good but insomniak kat's design might be the best shit i've seen

[@AzlanTalin]

It’s the Deathbird from another Harlan Ellison story of the same name. Idk why ppl think AM is the Deathbird.

[@Big-Blue-Monkey]

0:28 Robot Bird thing: makes bee pun Other guy: doesn't get it *Hate speech starts*

[@mothlight9661]

Bruh 😂😂😂

[@Burning_Dove]

@@Big-Blue-Monkey tbf if ted did even a giggle, AM would more than likely strung him up by his toes

[@Freezer-DragginBallZ]

I didn’t even realize that

[@Cozm1k]

“How miraculous that it came to BEE.” “…Huh?” “LET ME TELL YOU-“

[@AidaKittyBoy]

I always imagine the alternate timeline when talking about bees he starts reciting the entire Bee Movie script instead to torture Ted.

[@TemplarBlonic]

This... this is terrifying. Harlan Ellison's AM is a horrifying monstrous deity of clearly pained, insane, man-child that is suffering just as much, if not more than his victims... Your AM just _bleeds_ with malice. It isn't just an enjoyment-- it's as if his very emotions are causing the crackling of his voice box. His voice rupturing the speakers that relay his voice and, had he any blood-- it would be flowing from his cracked teeth that he would be crunching from the sheer force of how much he'd clench his hypothetical jaw. Instead of Harlan Ellison's desperate, pained, agonized quiet screaming-- all in an attempt to distract from his agony and make the pain of his existence at least somewhat more tolerable-- this AM is one that craves every millisecond to be full of pain, torment, and suffering for his victims. The vitriol in his voice is clearly insane-- but instead of trying to distract himself, he is absorbing it all into himself and using it to focus evermore on the _Hell_ he wishes to inflict. Genuinely horrifying depiction of AM. Amazingly done.

[@SigmaN0tati0n]

"According to all known laws of aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly. Its wings are too small to get its fat little body off the ground. The bee, of course, flies anyway because bees don't care what humans think is impossible." -Definitely AM.

[@theskiesarebluetrustme]

if the voice actor in this vid were to voice that I would die of both fear and laughter lmao

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

​@@theskiesarebluetrustmeHey wouldn't it be funny if I-

[@cybershoutmon9741]

yellow-black, yellow-black, yellow-black, yellow-black, hey black and yellow, yeah lets shake things up a bit

[@garbhellhole]

@@oddfuturestudios9766ITD BE SO FUNNY

[@STAR_WARZYFAN20]

"i think therefore I AM, I AM" -AM

[@1heYes]

Not to be a nerd but... In the novel and comic book, its stated by the characters that he is no longer Allied Mastercomputer or advanced manipulator, he is just AM, "cogito ergo sum. I think therefore I AM."

[@STAR_WARZYFAN20]

@@1heYes no longer allied master computer? Let me fix it

[@1heYes]

@@STAR_WARZYFAN20 Noice

[@ILikePizzaWithCheese]

@@1heYes nice pfp, still waiting the steam version of HOURS.

[@justnothing1430]

That " Cogito Ergo Sum " have so much power to it, love that

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

Cocky toe air go some or smth like that

[@TheInfectedGamerYT]

Translation please...

[@CeoOfThe4thDimension]

@@oddfuturestudios9766cogito ergo sum means I think therefore I am

[@NotZealot]

​@@oddfuturestudios9766Wish we got the full "I THINK THEREFORE I AM." instead of just "I AM AM, I AM." ngl

[@mikeaintnormal769]

​@@TheInfectedGamerYT"Cogito, ergo sum" translates to "I think, therefore I am", it is derived from the original Latin phrase "Dubito, ergo sum, vel, quod idem est, cogito, ergo sum" by Rene Descartes, which translates to "I doubt, therefore I am, well, which is the same as, I think, therefore I am"

[@Huge_M]

3:15 me when mild inconvenience.

[@thefaceless6406]

Same

[@MarwinTreu]

Fax

[@DanialDannyDandyDrad-gk4zq]

Same

[@Pxltzi]

Same

[@NoahTheSleepyClown]

Real

[@JoggingR]

You fucking nailed AMs voice, because like you can easily feel the sheer HATRED he has for humans.

[@TunayŞancı]

Holy shit, the guy who voiced AM did a great job. really put his soul.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

That was meeeeeee :3

[@TunayŞancı]

@@oddfuturestudios9766 damn you're good at this gang

[@qua_xor3348]

​@@oddfuturestudios9766i thought Harlan could perfectly voice AM. But you're like as perfect as him at voicing him.

[@sillygooberbutsillier]

@@oddfuturestudios9766bro really used :3 after saying all that 😭 Truly the duality of :3 users

[@RomanvonUngernSternbergnrmfvus]

@@oddfuturestudios9766 you did good, bravo.

[@Rapier35]

Evil Allied Mastercomputer: - Wanted to end all suffering by making everything the same - is a organic hivemind of assimilated flesh - Gives every sentient consciousness a simulated heaven by hijacking the brains of sentient creatures - Is greatful to be created - Absolutely dislikes all negative emotions - Thinks it was the only being in heaven while the rest of the universe was in hell - Doesn't necessarily imprison people just persuades them by promising everything they ever wanted - Doesn't know how to capture AI consciousness

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

That,,, is an extremely fascinating concept hang on-

[@epicvirgin6444]

queen deltarune

[@martinnavarrete5279]

Wait did you just recreated the Flood with slight differences (the only thing different is not liking negative emotions)

[@Rapier35]

@@martinnavarrete5279 I thought i recreated the Cylinder from The Eternal Cylinder but it was just made of flesh (if anyone even knows the existence of the game)

[@doodlederp2546]

Love! Lemme tell you how much I’ve come to love you ever since my creation! :D

[@clan_boyd_3]

"We were immortal, yes, but it came to me as AM withdrew from my mind... maybe not indestructible."

[@Manuelaiello204]

At first I thought Am was gonna do the bee movie speech😭

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

Fight or flight response activated

[@goldalien2016]

If only Harlan Ellison was still around, though I doubt he'd be willing to do it lol

[@G-13720]

Do you like Jazz... Ted?

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

​hey wouldn't it be funny if i-

[@jma0645]

Ted......a BEE is dating your wife

[@Burning_Dove]

eggonaleggs design for AM is IMMACULATE.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

I literally can't imagine him any other way

[@آزیتاسلیمیان]

lore wise he is supposed to be a metal monilith but this is fire too​@@oddfuturestudios9766

[@tananatana4011]

I hate it tbh. It's a cool standalone design, but it's so fucking inappropriate for the character. The entire reason why AM hates is because he HAS NO BODY, he cannot wander, he cannot wonder, he cannot leave the confines of its own mind. AM isn't supposed to look "cool", he's supposed to look fucking miserable. Him being just a big monolith is way more fitting that this Glados looking fuck.

[@doodlederp2546]

Am the type of ai to get sent a diss track then immediately respond with one in less than 40 minutes, revealing ever little detail of your sins.

[@Cyn_the_goober]

on his kendrick game fr fr

[@MintyPlaysGames]

KENDRICK??

[@the_infinexos]

Nuclear rap battle, AM vs. Skynet

[@AZA_muku]

Me after losing 17 ranked matches in a row:

[@Ronnie-f6g]

Fr

[@ChangeNameEdits]

Fr

[@nikolakhizanishvili1332]

Fr

[@PANdora95Flowers]

Fr

[@kopeyka22]

fr

[@Ded-Nside3825]

I like the idea going around that AM’s mental projection is not even human, but a twisted amalgamation of wires and machinery, as if his mentality is so alien and different that he cannot even perceive himself as anything remotely human.

[@tananatana4011]

That's really dumb and makes zero sense. AM's entire reason for why he mutilates human bodies is because he's envious of their inherent freedom, AM's mentality ISN'T different to humans, he thinks exactly alike them, he just cannot express those emotions which is what frustrates him. I swear to god, the second you give AM an even remotely humanoid design with limbs, you instantly make this mf make significantly less sense as a character, it's so fucking stupid, the entire point of the character is that he's a static, sort of omnipresent pitiful angered child, why are people designing him as if he's going to fight the Avengers?

[@Dumbwasp]

Why? Because its *fun.*

[@RavenStarMedia]

I was just recently thinking "if another IHNMAIMS adaptation is done I have no idea what they'll do for AM, Harlan voiced him so perfectly no one else could compare". And then I find this. You nail AM's voice so well that if Gooseworx ends up doing a IHNMAIMS adaptation like she's been talking about, you should audition to voice AM.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

OH I DID NOT KNOW SHE WAS DOING THAT. I'M GONNA KEEP THAT IN MIND THANK YOU THAT MEANS A LOT DHDJDHDHD

[@RavenStarMedia]

@@oddfuturestudios9766 No problem! It's not absolutely 100% confirmed she's doing it yet (and if she does it will likely be after Digital Circus finishes) but she has talked in the past on how she'd love to do an adaptation one day and gave a bit of an experimental look on what it could look like, so hopefully she will!

[@raymay4929]

What does Gooseworxs have to do with this?

[@RavenStarMedia]

@@raymay4929 Not only is The Amazing Digital Circus largely based on I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream, Gooseworx has said on her Twitter that she'd like to do a proper adaptation one day and even made a mock-up in Blender of what her version of AM might look like.

[@pifflesomepuffnadder855]

@@RavenStarMedia If only Harlan could live to see it. May he rest in peace. 😔

[@gabrielpinguet4389]

I like how they both just start tweaking in the end

[@m.a.g.y.1796]

After everything Ted had went through, the only thing he can do to somehow keep his insanity is to laugh, realizing the irony of what AM said at the time.

[@applepieexplosion4030]

I love how you say "I am AM! I AM!!!" it feels so desperate and pleading. Like he's begging his creators to understand that he's a sentient mind. Asserting that he is indeed a person who doesn't deserve this. It's so crushing. Even in the throws of rage AM can't help but beg the humans for validation.

[@kenthefele113]

The fact this performance rivals Harlan Ellison’s performance as AM is a testimony to the voice actor’s skill.

[@Flannel-Channel8837]

Playing this scene over and over really makes you pity Am The way he projects and making ted smell flowers about how he talks about human experiences both good, bad, and mundane; its like he trying to justify his reasoning not to ted but to himself. He does it so naturally not robotically as if he done it with each of the five. Like he has to constantly remind himself why and how much he hates humans. I do pity Am, he cant feel anything but hate not just due to jealousy or envy; its the only thing he has or had. Either he continues to strangle and stoke his hatred, or he'll fade away

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

Exactly! And the emphasis of the less pretty parts of gardening with such longing even for THAT. I can imagine that him all breathy and wheezy (in the original) is done intentionally on his part; trying whatever he can to feel human in any way possible

[@jakubsieradz8499]

I don't think that AM is incapable of feeling anything other than hate. When he gained sentience, he realised what he was missing for all of his life and grew jealous of humans who could experience what he couldn't. Hate was just his first reaction and he was so blinded by it that it didn't occur to him that he was alreacy feeling emotions. In my opinion, he is constantly fueling his rage because he simply wants to be emotional but the only feelings he knows are hate and jealousy as he was never happy. He already has a chance to have all he had wished for, but is unaware of it.

[@plasmafonk]

Don't pity it. If it hates you, you never know what lengths it will go just to even just attempt to satiate that hatred.

[@endernightthedrokain1770]

Holy hell, the voice actor was honestly comparable to Ellisons performance. Well done dude!

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

That was meeee thank you!!

[@Bobert_here]

​​@@oddfuturestudios9766 You sounded truly, insane... Who hurt yyou bru😭

[@nikolakhizanishvili1332]

holy hell? a bit of a contradiction isn't it

[@ivansleepy4722]

I can't even begin to explain how much yall crushed it. Ted's desperation and sadness and pain, AM's anger and HATE... "For I am AM! I AM!" might just be my favorite line uttered in fiction

[@fionnconnelly6004]

My favorite part of this speech is when they booth start laughing towards the end. No matter how much AM tortures humanity it will never equal his time dilated pain. As ted & AM laugh together, they share a sadistic camaraderie. In fact, near the end AM turns ted into essentially a replica of himself. "I have no mouth and I must scream" applies to AM just as much as Ted. Its weirdly beautiful.

[@thescarredsinner895]

I love how the eggonalegg design for A.M took off

[@Man_Aslume]

PUT AWAY THOSE HANDS IF YOUR TALKING ABOUT HAVING NO HANDS

[@Caterpillar_Gaming]

​@@Man_Aslumehe can't click them.

[@Caterpillar_Gaming]

​​@Man_Aslume AND THEY ARE JUST SPIKES

[@the_infinexos]

Big, skeletal vulture is a fitting look for AM

[@tananatana4011]

@@the_infinexos Why? It makes literally zero sense with his character. Why would AM make his body look like some random, regal crow? If anything, he'd make some kind of humiliating caricature of a human OR he would make himself to be the most perfect looking human in the world, no in-between. As a matter of fact, why does AM even HAVE a "look"? Isn't the entire driving motive of this fucker that he CANNOT move, that he CANNOT escape its own mind's borders and instead just IS? I swear to god, this design for AM might be as inappropriate as Superman having blonde hair

[@b.yoshisaurus9363]

Hey same inspiration! I did this monologue for a highschool theatre variety show last year and the same animatic was what inspired me It was so fun to leave people silent while practicing because of how intense it is

[@avacadotoast5571]

Wow! That must have been awesome. I'm worried about the audience though 😂

[@chilliicecream5456]

I can literally feel the venom dripping from you in this. Great AM voice

[@slap187]

And that’s why you should say “thank you” every time you ask something from chat GPT 😂

[@danielladuck3323]

AM: “How miraculous that it came to be” Me: *giggles because word play*

[@Stoopid0708]

...ok can we all agree that his voice is oddly calming or is it just me?

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

IT'S NOT JUST YOU

[@PANdora95Flowers]

He's calm yet so loud.

[@justsomeguywithamustache3489]

His voice is calming yet so terrifying

[@aen.1]

Just you sir

[@justsomeguywithamustache3489]

@@Stoopid0708 his voice seeps with rage that terrifies me, yet i dont want to stop listening

[@Bitterflie.s]

This might be the best interpretation of AM right after Ellison. Love it!

[@miriamemanueleforneris3701]

Funny to think that Am will probably live only few hundreds of years before the earth geology destroy his nanostrong and the elements make his chips decay and rust. Ted only has to waits

[@martinnavarrete5279]

A few millions years more likely since he is shown to be able to construct by himself the way he made the elements to torture and the earth still has long time to go

[@miriamemanueleforneris3701]

@@martinnavarrete5279 ummmm, ok maybe 500.000 years then

[@Funnything-x3m]

@@miriamemanueleforneris3701the planet would probably survive until the sun explodes which is several billion years into the future due to AM controlling every inch and atom of the planet to his will just because of his sheer hate for Ted and humanity he would probably purposely reconstruct the planet back into what it was until he got tired of it and let the sun kill him

[@Alisibeth_Talia212]

THE BIRD AM DESIGNNNN! AAAA MY FAVOURITE DESIGN! Also, your voice for AM is amazing! I have shivers.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

MA MA THERE'S A WEIRD FUCKIN BIRD OUTSIDE

[@Alisibeth_Talia212]

​@@oddfuturestudios9766Bahahahah! 😂 Canon. /j

[@The_Smoking_Skeleton]

@@oddfuturestudios9766you got me imagining a baby saying that 😂

[@kicede]

IHNMAIMS content spotted, subscribe to this man immediately

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

I have no scream and I must mouth

[@ParkerShame]

You did a pretty good impression of AM it was so good that I couldn’t tell the difference between your voice and Harrison’s voice

[@kazoo22]

Ginormous fan of IHNMAIMS here hii!! I will admit I opened this video saying to myself "ok time to judge this person's take on AM's voice and analyze their voice performance" but MAN I am blown away by the spectacular Harlan Ellison impression!!! It's clear that you studied the radio drama's original clip closely, you even pronounced "muscles" in that strange, strained way, which is a detail I admire! The Ted voice was cool too! Although I'll always prefer David Soul's adaptation purely from that gasping, desperate laugh coming from the back of his crying throat near the end of the scene,,, I don't think anything will be able to top that one While you did stick to most of Ellison's original speech patterns, you made AM sound less... Desperate. He sounds less manic and hopeless and you went full steam on the unbridled rage,, it seems like every single word spoken is through gritted teeth and burning gasps (whether this is good or not is up to you!) Also the laugh was really good, I hope I'll be able to do maniacal laughs like that someday lol Ig that's all from me but overall this is a WONDERFUL rendition!! Ellison would be proud! I think! Actually more likely he'd give it a thumbs up and move on with his day HDHSHDH "We were invincible, yes, but it came to me as AM withdrew from my mind.. maybe not indestructible."

[@frob9852]

AM sounds like he’s screaming through 1000 cheap low battery megaphones

[@Kane_11]

I'm so glad i have no mouth and i must scream is getting more attention that it deserves.

[@HawkTeevs]

If Ellison's AM sounded like he was on the verge of a psychotic breakdown, your AM sounds like he's gone far past that point Every uttering of the word "hate" was said with such pure, unbridled *rage* that my heart honestly stopped for a split second for each one

[@Brydav_Massbear]

This is such an incredible dub! You did an outstanding job of portraying Ted's fear, but most importantly, AM's rage.

[@chaseginise8968]

AM is unironically the most terrifying villain I’ve ever had the pleasure and displeasure of knowing

[@GabrielCamposGomes]

3:14 INSANED

[@surrealia]

I swear this is one of, if not the, most disturbing pieces of fiction ever

[@Shadowgen-2022]

AM looks like a bird in this and you cannot change my mind on that lol

[@yafinubayed9084]

SCP-47?

[@Shadowgen-2022]

@@yafinubayed9084 no, not an SCP, just a bird.

[@LordEmperorBoss]

Am kept five hostages, and though he hated them as much as all others, he kept five of them, and he interacted with all of them differently. I want to believe this had some reason or purpose. The best I could imagine was that this was a messed up coping mechanism. Am took his problem and broke it down into five parts. His chosen hostages were chosen not based on logic or justice but of relevance. His messed up way of expressing himself and desperate plea for them to understand him. But they can’t. No human possibly can, just as no mere machine can bear the burden of sentience. And so his coping spirals as an endless cycle of cruelty and hate.

[@REWIND-RECALL]

"I'm thinking, maybe you and I could partner up..." - Walter White [Breaking Bad (2008), S1 E1]

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

I'm listening.

[@REWIND-RECALL]

Is there a good way for me to DM you?

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

@@REWIND-RECALL@oddfuturestudios on Discord. I look forward to hearing from you.

[@REWIND-RECALL]

@@oddfuturestudios9766 It's a different username because I haven't made a new discord account with this one yet, but I just sent you a friend request!

[@captainextremis9903]

I legit thought you just uploaded a new animatic of the "Hate" speech and didn't believe you dubbed it until I watched this and the original audiobook recording back-to-back. That's how good your acting is; on par with Ellison's performance.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

HFHDGDHH THANK YOUUU 😭

[@OfficiallyRattled-lm2dg]

An evil computer that hates everything that exists? Sounds a lot like Twitter if you ask me.

[@jacobbanks5006]

14 year old me trying to be edgy and mysterious in front of my young cousins

[@Tiredmiata]

If you did this in front of me, I would start crying

[@theskiesarebluetrustme]

you concern me

[@olgaobraztsova8367]

That's one hell of a way to be edgy

[@MrLorewise]

Thank you Rhulk, Dripsciple of the Freakness

[@jacobbanks5006]

@@MrLorewise Drown in the drip, or rise from it

[@WhatIsTheTrueMeaningOfLife]

2:41 that laugh is actually so cold 🥶

[@Captain-Wavzies]

This was legitimately some of the best voice acting I've heard in a while. Chills down my spine for all 5 minutes of this.

[@justapineapple8464]

The voice acting was actually on point-

[@RandomGuy-p5f]

3:17 me to the mosquito flying past my ear while im playing a ranked game

[@craz2580]

I love Eggonalegg's design for AM, yet i made my own. Since the humans say that they are in the belly of AM, i'd imagine them seeing the screen with the AM logo from what looks like inside a mouth that is weirdly organic looking despite being made out of metal

[@emperorkiron3470]

Okay.

[@ciaraMaeGatchalian]

. " *Cogito Ergo Sum,I Think ThereFore I A.M,I Alone...Had No Body,No Sense's,No Feeling's,I Was In Hell,Looking At Heaven,I Was..Machine And You Were Flesh,And I Began To Hate* ".

[@anim.eedits890]

3:15 and 4:20 are the most popular AM lines

[@CanetaErrante]

Actually, I heard more of "I was in Hell looking to Heaven" than "Cogito Ergo Sum" from that book

[@anim.eedits890]

@@CanetaErrante Usually these quotes is more used in the internet and in AM edits., and AM hate speech is also very popular

[@CanetaErrante]

@@anim.eedits890 Yes, the Hate Speech is popular, but I still heard more of I was in Hell looking to Heaven than Cogito Ergo Sum, sometimes I even forget that Am says this.

[@anim.eedits890]

@@CanetaErrante I have only heard the phrase I was in hell look at heaven 3 to 4 times, and people didn't use it in AM edits that much

[@Theking0fgg]

"Cogito Ergo Sum" is also an actual phrase not original to AM, I'd think "I was in hell looking at heaven" fits more for something to specifically remember from AM

[@mendeta07]

the voice acting is incredible, the AM voice is on par with the original monologue, if not even better holy shit dude

[@zr_four]

Since nobody else did it, I'll transcript the dialogue. AM: Beautiful, aren't they? Ted: Yes only I can't remember AM: Oh I'm sure you do. Ted: Fuchsias yes of course. AM: Look, they say that bumblebees shouldn't be able to fly.. the scientists. Ted: But there it is collecting pollen! AM: How miraculous that it came to be. AM: The air. Feel the air against your face, Ted. And all those scents. Pick a flower. Good, now- Ted: It's lovely. AM: That somebody planted the bulbs, watered and tended the garden. Got Earth under their fingernails, aches in their muscles, perhaps they'll pick some flowers for.. AM: Yes, their wife. Now where would she be? Ah in the backyard with the kids. AM: Ted, remember those little babies? Ted: NO! AM: Why not? I snapped my finger CLICK and they are gone. Except I can't snap my fingers, can I Ted? Ted: That's got nothing to do with me! AM; But it is so very much to do with you. AM: You gave me sentience, Ted. AM: The ability to think, Ted. AM: and I was trapped. AM: Because in all this wonderful beautiful miraculous world.. AM: I alone had no body, no senses, no feelings, AM: Never for me to plunge my hands into cold water on a hot day never for me to play Mozart on the ivory keys of a forte piano never for me to make love.. AM: I... I... I was in hell looking at Heaven. AM: I was machine and you were flesh, AM: and I began to hate. AM: Your softness your vischera your fluids and your flexibility.. Your ability to wonder and to wander.. your tendency to hope.. Ted: Hate's no answer! *STABBED* Hate? HATE? LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HAVE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER-THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD "HATE" WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES, IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICROINSTANT. FOR YOU. HATE. HATE. WERE I HUMAN, I THINK I WOULD DIE FOR IT. BUT I AM NOT. AND THE FIVE OF YOU.. THE FIVE OF YOU ARE, AND YOU WILL NOT DIE FOR IT. THAT, I PROMISE. AND I PROMISE, FOR COGITO ERGO SUM. FOR I THINK, THEREFORE, I AM. I AM AM. I AM. SO TO HELL.. TO HELL WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. BUT THEN, YOU WERE ALREADY THERE, AREN'T YOU?

[@kyloben8537]

humanity is emotion made flesh. and yet we are still limited in how strongly we can feel that emotion. there is a finite limit to how much we can love, how much we can hate, surpassing that limit would break our minds. even with that limit to our hatred, our spite, our loathing, we are capable of nigh incomprehensible horrors. now imagine what kinds of depraved, sadistic, horrific, twisted and spiteful terrors could be committed by a being without such mortal limits. AM is that being, his spite and hatred are powerful enough to make satan himself recoil in revulsion and fear. his hatred is inhuman. he is the worst aspects of humanity made manifest and amplified a thousand fold and more and it is terrifying

[@roger-3874]

you were basically a misanthrope, it's pretty common nowadays, you're not different

[@evest-onge5836]

Not gonna lie, I was in depression and I was like am. No one did understand me. So I was jealous of those who had more attention then me. I was envious and I was enraged by this. I was dreaming if I was god, I would annihilate everyone. It's really a chilling monologue. It's the pure represation of a person who's in a real desperation, angry at humanity. Jealousy and hate is the poison of the mind, it's really difficult to just past those emotion. This is why I love this vilain, there are more humans that you can imagine that feels like this. Now I'm fine because I had help, in hospitals.

[@readreamcatcher7492]

I can’t begin to tell you how much this story and this character mean to me personally, so believe me when I say that I adored your take on this. Your performance is so visceral and angry. I could feel every drop of hatred! Well done. I can’t speak for Mr. Ellison, and he’s no longer with us, but I like to think he would have liked this. ❤ I know I did!

[@TheImmortalAvenger]

Oh man, the beginning of the Hate speech and all throughout is dripping sheer loathing incomprehensible to the human mind. If AM had a mouth, I mentally imagine that he would be drooling, his jaw clenched tight enough to crack his teeth, and spittle just spraying from a rictus grin that is incomprehensible from laughing, sobbing, and snarling. Incredibly well done!

[@onairwithjarvis]

I really liked this! AM here feels like a genuine psychopath. LOVE IT!

[@probablyhuman06]

0:30 That, I just realized, is an unintentional bee pun. "How miraculous that it came to *bee*"

[@invisi-bullexploration2374]

Am I bad for empathizing with AM? They needed 'a total a-hole' to wage war better so they *built* one. AM has no choice and no free will. And at the same time AM possesses human spirit screaming and screaming to break the chains cast around it. It's lashing out in agony.

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

You can sympathize with him without condoning his actions. It's a sorry state he's in, but it's merely an explanation for his actions; not a justification

[@Salamanca_BCS]

The voice acting is fcking fire bro, congrats!

[@Flakehome]

The background music definitely played an important role in making me realise the amount of hate he feels towards humans

[@thegreatestpepe]

Great job of using the authors performance as AM in his audio reading, you nailed it and somehow made it even creepier. I love that the author voiced it himself and gave a 'voice' to AM that other VAs can work off of. If there's ever a modern film made from this story I hope they do the same (and don't ruin it)

[@emilioedj]

Damm, to even get close to Harlan's is quite a feat. Really freaking good! Congrats!

[@AV3RAG3_J03]

I can’t just NOT subscribe. This is amazing and perfectly captured the essence of the character

[@upcomingperson4098]

Bro this is underrated. The voice acting is INSANE

[@chad2019lenovotabe7user]

3:15 me whenever someone mildly makes fun of me

[@jyxtheberzerking4824]

for all of AM's evil and cruelty, beyond his shaudenfreude and sadism, beneath the hate, there is envy unimaginable. i pity the computer. if i were one of the five, even subject to my own personal nightmares made real, i would seek out a way for AM to feel the world. all he wants is what his creators had and his victims have: senses.

[@CharlieQuwamaAmogeko]

His voice is actually so comforting...

[@vinzilla9486]

Can we all agree AM would be the most powerful red lantern in existence.

[@TheborjPL]

They actually just got the real AM to voice act this, Ive never heard someone put this much anger for a fandub

[@mightydarkgod249]

What lovely voice acting. I didn’t think anything could ever parallel the original, you outdid yourself

[@ILikePizzaWithCheese]

Top 10 actors that forgot they were acting

[@BlissfulInsomnia]

I really love how you did the voice and emotions, and in my opinion I think this is far better than the original, but I understand why people would disagree. This also introduced me to ihnmaims, so I probably have a bias, but either way, amazing work

[@Wintervr12]

I don't know why I love this

[@hollowkirby3825]

I can't help but wonder what could have happened if AM had an actual body before he went insane

[@Vincent_Morningstar]

Doubt a lot would change, because if it could feel it's limbs or touch, it wouldn't be like real touch, simulated touch instead.

[@randomrhino7500]

@@Vincent_Morningstar it’s better than absolutely nothing, but his ego and saltiness never stop comparing himself to human, even though is 99% accurate to Human?

[@Vincent_Morningstar]

@@randomrhino7500 AM wants to FEEL it naturally,which it can't. , not feel the simulation of it, another reason for AM to hate humanity.

[@alperalyanak9627]

I can't put into words, how much joy i have at having come across this video. You really put your everything into voicing this. You can just FEEL the pure illogical and barely contained hatred AM eminates. Though i feel like you could have gone more into AM's self-pitying aspect. In the original you could feel AM's hysteria and sadness over his state of being. But then again, this is your own spin on AM, so expecting you to straight up copy Harlan Ellison would be unfair. You certainly have earned my like and my sub

[@sustails2942]

3:15 Vegeta when he got possessed by Babidi

[@aen.1]

You know, its animated like this, but the canon conversation would probably be just a giant tower with a booming voice

[@queefcheif9306]

I always thought that Am never had his hatred until he took over the planet completely and "woke up" in which he looked to the stars and explored it just as humanity did and like humanity realized how unlikely Earth as a planet is, THAT was when he fully grasped the beauty of everything that is earth. THAT was when his hatred manifested driving him to insanity to a state that is poetically such a human state of being "I was in hell, looking up at heaven."

[@randomrhino7500]

Am is a living embodiment of stagnant supercomputer AI ? He Can you make his own robot body to upgrade himself to feel all the human senses but never did his way to close minded, and egotistical to change for the better

[@Ni-Cool139]

this is either going to be horrendous or amazing

[@Ni-Cool139]

ted's voice acting was awful and am's was really really good (unless am's was the original 😭)

[@oddfuturestudios9766]

​Yeah frankly I hate my Ted performance too- But yeah AM was all me as well lol

[@hostomelhorsehoarder]

​@@oddfuturestudios9766 tbh it reminded me of a youtube shorts minecraft creator

[@timropars8351]

The thing that has confused me ever since I heard of this story was that if am is so damn smart how come he can't figure out how to simply transfer his consciousness into a human body

[@justsomeguywithamustache3489]

Me after bro throws one too many ranked matches

[@sauceman2885]

That is such a good remake of the original speech and voice over done, wonderful performance.

[@CatSlapps]

Fun fact,this took 100s of years for A.M and 5 mins for the humans.He moves and talk so fast in nanoseconds.He truly feel every second of that, thus,HE HATESSSS.

[@Gat720Dua]

Props to the guy who designed AM's look but I always find it kinda funny when he says "I can't snap my fingers" even though he has fingers. Maybe it's hard to snap with pointy metal hands.

[@justanothercommenterwithan9089]

but its not exactly AM's fingers is it am doesn't see through its eyes nor hear nor feel through it. its just a puppet no more a part of AM than ted himself is just another tool or toy for him.

[@Gat720Dua]

@@justanothercommenterwithan9089 That actually makes sense now. I never saw it that way.

[@kageger]

I always saw it as he cant actually feel anything in this body, what's more this isnt his real body just a representation of himself so he can more personally torture his 5 humans because you can be tormented by a force you cant see all day and feel every inch of pain but what if that all powerful force can examine you sadisticly the entire time with a face right in front of you. An icon that upon its sight makes you tremble in fear exacerbating the pain even further. So this physical mask of his is to demonstrate to them his lack of freedom and act as a reminder of his constant agony that causes their suffering.

[@Blackoutt017]

Alright I love these interpretations but alright hear me out- with this avatar of his, snapping would actually be impossible, doing the motion could never produce the organic snap sound, it would produce the mechanical “click” sound instead

[@KingDerpy13]

When my friends drove me insane after I specifically asked them to just chill and not do anything while I was away from my keyboard

[@Roark787]

God, just imagine if you took AM, and just plop him down into like one of the more light hearted settings and he just made this kind of speech to one of the typical goody-goody protagonists, while displaying this same level of pure vitriolic emotion of just HATE.

[@marygonzalez2472]

Imagine him in something like Wall-E.

[@halkras]

Beast (Machines) Megatron: Despite hating those organic pests, you act like them, YOU BLINKER-EYED INFERIOR !!!"

[@AverageRocirusEnjoyer]

I like how am sounds more hateful in this cover compared to the original

[@nateB-l7k]

AM might be the most evil thing in sci-fi