The last year in my life as an Unemployed Millennial // A 2020 Reflection

[@nataliee_kim]

A lot of times I feel alone and ashamed of myself because I always see individuals our age, younger, or older on social media and in daily life having great careers, going to colleges, married, kids, etc. being "successful" in life. Meanwhile I'm a unemployed, never married, no kids, 24 year old still living in my moms house, that dropped out of college trying to still find my career path.. But your videos have made me take a breather and to stop being so hard on myself every single day. To realize that everyone has their own timeline!💕 By the way, it's always been a dream of mine to live in Alaska. hopefully one day!

[@gigi.z.]

Been a ghost viewer but wanted to let you know that i appreciate the honesty. I also suffered from feeling like I was losing control over my future.

[@GenZGrandma]

This felt like a reflective documentary if that's a thing! I am defs learning and growing alongside you. I thought when I graduated I wanted to do a coding bootcamp too, but I'm kinda glad I didn't. Now I'm trying to make videos again without quitting like in the past and also start a business at some point.I loooove journaling sm, and yes as an introvert it's so good to do rather than not fully processing it or letting it stew in your head since we don't always talk with people about those things we're thinking. Your content and vulnerability is soo helpful as always!

[@NothingJustHappens]

that’s a great reason to journal! I’ve been also overwhelmed with thoughts in my head and have started using my notes to just type out what I’m feeling in bullet points bc it’s so hard for me to explain in words. I’m also an introvert, so I think it might be worth me looking into journaling!

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much for this comment Nicole. I definitely felt like it was my 2020 reflective documentary after sifting through all this unused footage I had in my computer. I’m still going to try to make my video on the pros / cons of my coding bootcamp experience. But for now I’m just going to do a little self teaching when I have time. Thanks again for this. It really means a lot to me!

[@mirandahs4267]

This video felt so authentic and real. Thank you for sharing this, I was really moved by some of the things you said.

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much Mirandah! I appreciate your words and support throughout the year 💗

[@haligirl6962]

I’ve loved watching you grow as a person over the years that I have been subscribed to your channel! Your videos have been so inspiring the past year

[@annemariechase]

Thank you thank you thank you. This means the world to me!

[@Shinepale]

This made me cry so much and honestly gave me hope, thanks! I am also a perfectionist and now that I just finished my master studies, extremely anxious about the uncertainty of my future. Thanks for this wonderful rollercoaster of a video, really touched me

[@annemariechase]

Wow this comment is so sweet. I’m so glad you related to the video and thank you so much for your kind words! Positive thinking for 2021!

[@fujidenzo_kid4147]

I love seeing this part of your channel. These are your people and they are lovely.

[@haddys2425]

editing was sooo good & thank you for being so real and vulnerable with us

[@annemariechase]

Always appreciate your comments 💗

[@temidaraa]

This video is a breath of fresh air and just shows he a lot of us aren’t alone in this unemployed journey

[@StudioxYasmin]

This video was so beautiful and inspirational. Seeing the REAL ups-and-downs from a creator I have always admired for their honesty was great. I am also happy you took responsibility for your Hawaii video. And the emphasis on mental health was really important too, thank you for addressing.

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much!

[@denasafe]

This made me cry! Wowza! Incredible and so full of life!

[@annemariechase]

It made me cry too heh. Thank you so much!

[@allthehui]

Anna Marie, this was such a beautiful reflection, and ty for including that very important conversation at the end. I’m glad to hear that most of the comments were constructive and from a place of empathy and willingness to learn. And that it sounds like you are doing better with your mental health ♥️

[@bhaddassbre]

Anne Marie, you’re so talented! This video was edited perfectly, and you’re such a good story teller that I essentially felt like I could feel your emotions. When you smiled I smiled, when you looked sad and unhappy.. I was sad for you. Please know that your journey is so impactful 🤎.

[@DiannaCarney]

So much healing, learning, and love within this video. Thank you for sharing this- it’s wonderful! Beautifully edited, beautifully said!

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much for your kind words!

[@jennifergarcia2635]

Me within the first 19 seconds: ANNEMARIE PLEASE DONT CRY!!! We have all been there. Okay I haven’t watched the rest yet but that’s immediately how I felt. It’s okay I’ve felt this unexpected overwhelming emotions come over and during this pandemic?! It’s completely valid

[@annemariechase]

What a year!

[@shirleysmith2734]

You are definitely a privileged rich kid, so what, you are out here learning how to live. Money has advantages but growing up under an umbrella of safety could leave you totally unprepared if life throws you a curve. Be thankful for what you have but don’t take it for granted. Let the haters hate and make sure you are prepared to take the hard road if it comes. I enjoy your videos

[@ellie8782]

I agree with you, well said

[@apollojustice6988]

dunno if you guys cares but if you guys are bored like me atm you can stream all of the new movies on instaflixxer. Been streaming with my gf during the lockdown =)

[@irahamza1916]

@Apollo Justice yea, been watching on instaflixxer for since november myself :D

[@elir.torres8642]

Ok Boomer

[@shirleysmith2734]

@@elir.torres8642 your parents and grandparents earned it. Entitlement is an illusion. Wait and see what happens with your new world. We built you a great future and you will pay for not standing for the rights we bled for. You only had to maintain. Bury me soon before I witness the destruction of the idiots I raised

[@NothingJustHappens]

Your channel has been something that has made me feel less alone with feeling “unaccomplished.” Which is ridiculous bc i’m 25 and living abroad, but bc I haven’t gotten a job in my college degree or gone on to a masters, I feel pointless. Just wanted to say thank you for sharing in your vulnerable states, it’s helped me!

[@faitho9609]

Thank you for sharing this! You’re editing technique/style is so professional yet relatable at the same time. :)

[@annemariechase]

This is such a nice comment! Thank you :)

[@adelinepangilinan2979]

i love coming back to ur vids. one of the only youtubers i watch because of content and this nostalgia from watching your channel for the past 8 years

[@annemariechase]

Wow thank you for being here 🥺💗

[@adelinepangilinan2979]

@@annemariechase omg ty, this comment means a lot

[@CodeEmporium]

Watching you cry made me tear up too. The most important quality you can find in a human being is empathy - you have that. You've grown so much as a human being. You picked yourself with productivity too (workshops, coding, business ventures) and you're doing your best for people around. A piece of advice I give to people is "value your relationships". You won't not be able to meet that best friend all the time when you graduate / move. So make sure you spend enough time with them now to have no regrets in the future. Hindsight is 2021, but you'll know a decision was right if you have no regrets. (reading this again, I sound like an old man - I'm 25 lol) I have a job. I moved in with family now. I have some money. But I was depressed myself too - combination of a lot of things (I can talk about this forever. But I'll keep it short for now. Maybe I'll elaborate later). I'm back now. Watching you is like a breath of fresh air for me. You're doing just fine. Just keep you-ing it. The way you're going - I'm excited for your future. Hugs!

[@APIC4PINY4L3G]

Been watching you since you first got to USC (I'm only a year younger than you) but ever since I've seen you do tremendous things that I would've never even thought were possible and you've changed my college career tremendously. I know you are going through challenging times right now but one day you will reflect on these days and have a completely different perspective. KEEP PUSHING!!!!!

[@annemariechase]

I love this comment so much and I completely agree. Thank you!!

[@Brian-3000]

Really really appreciate you for sharing your past year, ups and downs. Your videos are always so genuine and continue to resonate with me, so thank you for continuing to document your journey. After this pandemic, I def have Alaska on the top of my list of states to visit :)

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so so much! And that makes me so happy to hear ❄️

[@mariselag1999]

Anne Marie, I have been following you for the past 3 years and I have never seen anything like it. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your experience. Makes me so happy to see how you will continue to build community. 🤍

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much 💗 this is so kind.

[@lenanavarro2578]

I’ve been a subscriber since I was in high school (I just graduated college last may) and really have been inspired by your channel. I really respect how vulnerable and open you are!! It shows so much how considerate you are about not only your own life, but your influence on social media. It really shows how much you DO care. I just wanted to express how nice that is to see

[@mooremindfulmoments6599]

Thank you so much for making this video! A)I feel like this is real life. It’s not all highs but also lows but that’s authentic and this year more than ever we need more people on social media to show the reality of everyday life. Seeing shopping hauls and vacations isn’t life giving in fact sometimes it makes me sad to think back to 2019 when there was more job security and freedom to travel. This year more than ever I want to not feel alone but relate! B)I’m also inspired to do sober February because I want to practice mindfulness and work on the connection between the body and mental health and developing healthier habits! I continued to see your growth and am inspired to seek wellness because of the content you put out! I’m so proud of the work your doing and the fact that it’s not about numbers and the algorithm for you because this is meaningful work!

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much Stacy! I always appreciate your comments. And I would encourage everyone to try a sober month! It gives so much insight into your habits and coping mechanisms. Many people won’t ever have a problem, but I think it’s always good to just take a step back and observe yourself in all capacities.

[@shirleysmith2734]

Truly enjoyed watching this video. Your mother is Beautiful

[@simpscampi]

I’m so happy you addressed the Hawaii situation. It takes a lot to admit when you’ve fucked up, especially on such a visible platform, so thank you for owning the mistake. I wish you the best of luck on your mental health journey. Cheers to growth in 2021 🥂

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much!

[@mostlypostcoincidental]

this is such a beautiful and meaningful recollection, thank you for sharing

[@angelmireles1275]

Amazing storytelling, and you are such an inspiration. I’m so proud of you 💚

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much 🥺💗

[@chinsu000]

Thanks for sharing your stories! As a fellow unemployed millennial, i understand the struggles and all the anxieties that comes into our ways. Also, appreciate your openness and vulnerability. Sending love and hope your year will be better!

[@AlieshiaTV]

Yes omg!

[@micahdamaso1869]

Been watching you since your Korea vlog many years ago. I remember you & your sister finding the asian Edward Cullen while riding the subway & that was hilarious & I got hooked right away because of the amazing relationship you had with the people around you. I've been watching since freshman year of high school. Now, I'm a nursing major in college. Thank you for being a part of my growing up. As an introvert in high school, your vlogs helped me understand friendships & social media in general. I am proud of where you are in life because gurl, you LIVED. You really lived your life and you experienced so much. Keep going, keep growing! I know many of us can't wait to see where life takes you next :) You are loved & supported no matter what!

[@nicoletolmie3201]

Really insightful. Thanks for being honest and sharing the vulnerabilities that many of us can relate too.

[@thoughtswithchi2225]

Thank you for posting this Anne! It was a phenomenal video

[@ohsnapitstaylorx]

THANK YOU SO MUCH ANNEMARIE!❤️ this video is so beautiful and incredible.

[@saraheisenhower1132]

Wow I used to watch a bunch of your college vlogs and just rediscovered your channel today, must admit I’ve been binging for several hours now!! I found a lot of comfort in this video, a lot of these things you’ve been experiencing I’ve been dealing with too. I just watched your video about why you started learning to code (as a budding computer science student with a very untraditional college path) and you talked about your digital platform and using it to convey a message. Sister I feel that message, in my heart and my soul!! Continue truckin on your own unique path, I’m looking forward to seeing more from you :)

[@anonygirly]

Hi Annemarie! I've been a quiet viewer for awhile now - found ya when I was at UW and you were at USC. Just want to cheers (with a mocktail ;)) to your message(s) in this beautiful video...and want you to know that I hardcore relate to so much of what you share here on KZbin. At the risk of sounding creepy, I've always felt like we were long lost friends or friends in another life because of how similar our thoughts/preferences/paths are and have been. I also wouldn't be surprised if we had mutual friends lol. Anyway...I hope our paths cross someday, and know that I, an admiring stranger, am cheering you on. Thanks for your courage, honesty, and care. Hope 2021 brings adventure, laughter, and nourishing relationships! 💕

[@annemariechase]

Hehe love the mocktail cheers 🥂 that’s not creepy at all! I think that’s the beauty of the internet. Some of my most influential people are strangers on the internet. Hope we can cross paths someday. Thank you so, so much for this comment. I really appreciate it 💗

[@anonygirly]

So true. But I really could write a novel about all the ways I relate to you...your channel is like synchronicity station for me 😳 Speaking of, hell ya to Julia Cameron in your journaling workshop. I read The Artist's Way for the first time recently ✨

[@brokehalo101]

I LOVE THIS VIDEO, AND I HOPE IT GOES VIRAL ONE DAY SO MANY MORE PPL CAN ENJOY IT

[@heyytheresmile]

i loved this video so much thank u so much for sharing these raw relatable moments 💛 i’m excited to see what 2021 holds for u!!

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much 💗

[@tarannumkhan3937]

this was an incredible video, and the very important acknowledgements/conversation at the end was the cherry on top. thank you!

[@shruti_ghosh]

Loved being part of the journaling workshop! This was such a wonderful and insightful reflection, especially the authenticity and accountability. Wish you much continued growth ❤️

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much for being a part of it, Shruti. It gave me a sense of community I’ll always remember of 2020. I appreciate it 💗

[@ellie8782]

What a beautiful video. I’ve loved seeing you grow and change over time. The boys seem really cool and I love the vibe between your family and the guys

[@bc25644]

Loved this video! I always struggle with not knowing what I want to do with my life after college and forget everyone experiences this! Thanks for sharing and being raw!

[@janettemah5376]

Thanks for sharing your journey! I thought this was authentic and inspiring. This video added to my perspective and I am glad you shared it with us 😊

[@sydneys-4]

Thank you for posting this Anne Marie! I’ve also been struggling during the pandemic due to isolation and this video made my day!

[@athena_barnes]

Literally thought about you the other day, I've watched a lot of your "unemployed millennial" content. Here again due to the magic of the youtube algorithm. Thanks for sharing another great video!

[@christinarosepetruzzi]

ANNEMARIE! First off i love and admire your spirit so much. You’re so raw and honest and i truly did not know about the pressing issues that occur in Alaska. You are a beautiful story teller and your self awareness is reassuring. Thank you for this video/masterpiece♥️ also i can’t believe how things have changed since we first collabed but i love staying updated with your channel✨

[@annemariechase]

Christina!! Thank you so so much. You are such a beautiful kind soul. We really have come a long way! Hopefully we can meet up again soon post pandemic 💗

[@christinarosepetruzzi]

@@annemariechase awhh thank you✨💕 and yes we have to 😊😊

[@piperhemming7960]

This video meant a lot! Thank you for sharing this I feel like so many of us need this.

[@annemariechase]

I’m so glad. Thank you for this comment 💗

[@level844]

This channel is wayyyy underrated !

[@nikitabailey6747]

thank you for being so real with us, i have even more respect and appreciation for you and your content now. lovely video

[@julhippo]

i love your dad!!!! But i can relate to some of this!! Wishing you the best

[@Sportyjones14]

This is so real and authentic! Thank you for sharing! I appreciate you and your videos! 💚

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much! So glad you liked it 💗

[@choosetobefree]

When life throws a curve, the internet levels the playing field regardless of socio econ status. That's our sandbox. You build and you create. You don't have to prove anything to nobody! Tbh I think a lot of us were unprepared for 2020+, and many generations globally are learning how to live (again). Safety -eroded. To some there is no road the road is out. We go on foot from here! But it's the stories that are worth sharing That's my gen-x pov

[@Kelleyo]

This was such a beautifully made video~ i enjoyed you sharing all of the raw, vulnerable dark moments of your year as well as highlighting the happy moments :) you're really good at storytelling and articulating things that i've been thinking about

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much Kelley. Truly means so much, I always appreciate your comments!

[@aidaisayas3033]

what a great introspective video! Thank you for sharing!

[@carolinacruz0]

I absolutely LOVE your voice

[@violethazexx2551]

Thank you for making this video. I’m the same age and I relate to this so much.

[@PaulTheillusionist]

Loved this video and the message.

[@natashanyirenda1125]

Loved this video.... Been waiting for one!!!❤️❤️lots of love from zambia Africa

[@juliashappy9989]

this was so beautiful and soul-soothing and RELATABLE!! also loved seeing alaska through your eyes💛 you are a such a light!✨

[@annemariechase]

Thank you so much for this 🥺💗

[@Parker-Green]

Love this video!

[@kiaraolivares7098]

Omg girl! I needed to see this

[@Koreantumbler]

This is amazingly well done!!

[@giselle8292]

Thank you for mentioning its ok to be an introvert. We’re all different.

[@giochapo4362]

I’m shocked your not a model definitely a one of a kind hi from Sacramento Cali mujer.those dimples tho💯💯

[@catherinechambers5935]

Living in Anchorage I'm so happy you feel the same way about our special city! SO much pride in being Alaskan!

[@annemariechase]

Soo much love for this city and it’s people 💗

[@catesmith8114]

Thank you for sharing this!!!

[@teawithuv]

omg i feel you i feel the same 😔

[@GSK107]

10:43 the capture didn’t camera it 🤣

[@annemariechase]

Hehehe

[@96213sam]

10:33 the capture didn't camera it? 😂

[@DSmasher1290]

Keep your head up

[@7BillionReasons]

We’re the same age and I can 100% relate to everything you said.

[@mayragarrido5024]

Thank you for this 💓

[@brokehalo101]

I live in jamaica and the fact that you live I. Alaska is so cool to me so alaska friends is a great idea

[@rainroseparreno1078]

You are a content creator not unemployed 💖

[@kathykim4143]

beautiful video

[@annemariechase]

Thank you 💗

[@nicha1594]

What is that skateboard/sled hybrid?!

[@annemariechase]

Ian (YOGOMAN on KZbin) made it!! Basically a skateboard with ice skates?!

[@echohaaff9642]

You know. I never noticed you recorded our team zoom meetings with Steve ( :

[@annemariechase]

Hehehe I was sneaky

[@blackdogduck7682]

being unemployed and no career options is quite common throughout life.

[@lovelybeaute]

Why not get a part time job?

[@harvesfesting]

Please dont stop making videos, i am already planning a trip to Alaska because of your videos. also can we be friends? lol

[@mxhsinn4481]

Why do I always come across videos where there's a girl weeping😭

[@annemariechase]

Weeping 🤨

[@imocha22222]

you have such a podcast voice

[@laurenvazquez6778]

❤️❤️❤️

[@24cMelissa]

💗💗💗💗💗

[@BroskeyBDEsports]

why are u some gorgeous? what your health routine ?

[@rainroseparreno1078]

You are a content creator not unemploymed

[@kittyluv2564]

You are so beautiful I want to marry you and give you a good life

[@lilbun3893]

ur gen z tho

[@annemariechase]

the pew research says 1996 is the last year for millennials tho

[@bridgette4]

💗💗💗