Every Single Person in this world has a purpose,Think of it like this God knows every scenario in your life but wants to see if you would have immense faith to deny Temptation. Don't think of it as being hard but think of it as the devil cannot defeat you because you are more special than you can ever imagine. The love will come back naturally Just read your Bible and Pray. Talk with God more by yourself than you speak about him or to anyone else really. HE IS SHOWING YOU THE BIGGER PICTURE