The Malakas - Sorry Bout Drinkin' - 09 - Theresa

[@jodywest9044]

Amen

[@RudieAttax77]

I’m hurting so bad. I lost the love of my life after a short phone call. Lost another friend to suicide and my family has been fucked off for so damn long. I lost everything to my addiction. I have no one. I’m coming up on 9 months of sobriety and a couple months from turning 28 but I’m so close to staying 27 forever. I want to give up so fucking bad. I’d be long gone if I didn’t have cranford nixs music to give me the smallest sliver of hope. Fuck.

[@illmnts]

Hang in there, buddy. If you can endure addiction itself and also 9 months sober you can endure how you're feeling now. You don't know what the future holds for you. I only uploaded this but I hope making it easy to find at this this moment in time helped in some small way. Got a ton of acoustic stuff I've not uploaded yet.

[@htieksamoht2159]

It can get easier, bud. Keep on keepin' on.

[@clawhammer2753]

HOLD ON FOR YOUR LIFE

[@RudieAttax77]

@@clawhammer2753 I’m on the other side have just about a year and a half of sobriety. I’m in fucking college now with a safe place to sleep at night. I’ve come a long way from being a homeless junkie pos street punk. I stood on the tracks after checking the amtrak schedule and my sponsor knew where to find me. I saw the lights coming around the bend. If he was 1 minute off/couldn’t find me, I would have been a rudie pancake. Now im a thriving sober not so shitty punk lmao. If I didn’t have “too good to be true” I’d most currently been fucked. Much love and thanks for the support.