hits diff when you know you still love each other but you also know it's never gonna work out even when you're back at square one all over again..
@ermsigma15Ай бұрын
I just miss my sweet boy that I knew at the beginning. I really miss him. But it’s never going to work out. I miss him. God, please.
@itscoachmorphius12329 күн бұрын
There was a different look in his eyes back then. The way he touched me. The tender way he looked after me. It’s been so long since I’ve physically seen him now, the love he gave me has died. He haunts my mind like a ghost. I don’t know the man he is anymore..
@ermsigma1529 күн бұрын
@@itscoachmorphius123 damn…
@joonfinley215525 күн бұрын
I miss my sweet boy. it's been a year since he's moved on, I physically cannot move on. ill never have what me and him had with any other boy ever. I ruined it all and now I'm miserable in my own loneliness, I can't talk to any other boy it's like my heart and body isn't letting me. its not the same with any other boy, I look for him in every boy I talk too but it never works out. ive tried so hard to move on but my heart isn't letting me. deep down I know our souls were tied and he was the first boy I loved and tried for. No one compares to my sweet boy aaron
@jeremyjim505Ай бұрын
I Wanted to stay Wanted to be there Wanted to hold you But I I was afraid Wanted to be there I should’ve told you
@cvldheart43Ай бұрын
i’m crashing out
@aoneko_2221 күн бұрын
Real
@1sa0fАй бұрын
listening to this after an avoidant break up hits hard ☺️ i hate him. (i can't hate him.)
@uwererightinfrunamiАй бұрын
the gif is criminal
@peeweeisri9532Ай бұрын
No fr
@Faye77Ай бұрын
what is it?
@bananab0y28Ай бұрын
@@Faye77It’s the main singer of The Marias (Maria) and the drummer of the Marias (her ex bf)… this album is basically about their relationship that ended :(
@Faye77Ай бұрын
@@bananab0y28 ohh thank you! Way more depressing knowing this 😭
@xzyzayyz28 күн бұрын
@@bananab0y28 IM GONNA SOBS
@avaaaadore427Ай бұрын
k so basically i am drenched in tears!
@not_julsАй бұрын
I wanted to go back to the times when we’re still together
@Nick-oe8ytАй бұрын
Cant be without him anymore its been already 2 years
@loveworrmАй бұрын
thank you for your service i very much needed this
@amyprs26 күн бұрын
damn i can't take it anymore
@mystyc7733Ай бұрын
I’m in love with this girl i’ve been in love with her since freshman year and we are currently in our senior year of highschool there’s was a time in freshman year where I feel like I crushed her heart and I felt like sh!t I changed to redeem myself and I would break down almost every night even though we weren’t together. Sophomore year comes by and we get into contact again but then she ghosts me; being devastated I was stupid and went after someone else and I just felt so guilty only to find out after that relationship ended that I found out she ghosted me because she got into a relationship with another guy. Again I was devastated and felt like it was all my fault. Junior year came and we got into contact again, but this time I could see the lack of feelings and emotions in her eyes, like if she was bored. It made me feel like a burden to her so and she kept cancelling plans on me. So then after that I decided not to ghost her but to write her a paragraph saying how maybe this isn’t a good idea because I could just feel the lack of love. The Summer going to senior year comes and and I could not eat I would take bites out my meal and would want to throw up right away and I lost a total of 10-15 pounds but then out of the blue she texts me asking if we could try again and I agreed and we started talking again and then finally we had our first kiss and then got together not long after that but then into the relationship I could feel like things weren’t the same and maybe it was me, but we would argue all the time especially when I would speak up about things that made me feel uncomfortable (walking with other guys in the hallway while I was waiting for her to walk with me etc) I would wait multiple times and text her that I was waiting and she wouldn’t even text me atleast saying that she can’t walk with me and then I found out how she would lie to me a lot and hide facetime calls between her and another guy. I was devastated and my trust was broken and then she would get mad at me because I couldn’t recover from my trust as fast she wanted me to recover from it and it led to one last argument which she then ended breaking up with me. I just wish I got to hug her and kiss her one last time. 🖤
@mystyc7733Ай бұрын
also sorry for all the misspelling and grammar errors I was in a rush💔💔
@Yuhyuhyuhh128Ай бұрын
its hard to accept someone is not our person no matter how much we wanted them to be, but life keeps going on and eventually you will move on and find happiness within yourself. You will eventually find ur person it’s just all about being patient. If she’s ur person then the time will come where both of u guys are ready for eachother just let time take care of it all💕
@Nadamuhayadjsjs829 күн бұрын
U deserve better than her🙏💗I hope ur doing okay now
@not_julsАй бұрын
baby I’m still waiting here
@ermsigma15Ай бұрын
aw..
@karterlageАй бұрын
Crash out song !!!!
@Ooo-bv5fy28 күн бұрын
this is soul crushing
@mindndheart27 күн бұрын
i miss him guys
@Stevenpumpkineater6927 күн бұрын
this is youtube not tiktok
@lucy-mg9ss11 күн бұрын
bitch me too its okay
@Octavios-lifeАй бұрын
I regret everything i hate myself so much, i just got broken up with and even when ik she still wants to be friends it hurts so bad i just want to go back and time and fix what i couldn’t, i miss her man. I wish i was as mature as her because even i know it hurts both of us she still able to say “its okay because its for the best”
@yuli5490Ай бұрын
i hope things get better for you
@davinachavez10 сағат бұрын
thank uuu for thisssssss
@izzybe3484Ай бұрын
THANK YOU
@Isma_TheWeeb_Osito20 күн бұрын
I Wanted HER to stay Wanted HER to be there Wanted HER to hold me
@angel-qu4lbАй бұрын
this hits differently when ur a trans girl with a bf that invited u to his prom n that very same night u went all out purchasing a cute dress your very first pair of heels just for him to end up cheating u on his prom to whom u were never actually invited due to him being consumed about what other people would think about him i could never blame him for feeling like that i knew that it was hard for him but i wanted to be there and hold him
@cvldxnao2303Ай бұрын
You deserve better.. I'm sure you'll find the right one in the future don't settle for less
@homesickradiohead26 күн бұрын
“with a bf”? change that for ex, you deserve better
@angel-qu4lb20 күн бұрын
@@homesickradiohead oh i actually broke up with him like a week ago... yeah im not gonna force someone to love me its not easy but i knew id be misreable with him so yeah lol
@blesxyzАй бұрын
i LOVE you
@msash70058 күн бұрын
he never loved me he loved the fact that i loved him
@kpopxw_luverАй бұрын
thank you for making me cry😂
@maryjane3083Ай бұрын
it can hurt a ton to not to be with someone who you thought will be the one for you forever, but there’s a whole world of 8 billion+ people out there, don’t think you won’t be able to find love again, and perhaps a “better” even fonder love. to know the true depths of love you must learn the depths of a heartbreak. Romanticize your life, and love yourself as much as you will want someone to, you are worthy, and you will love again, and someone will love you as well, perhaps someone already does, I know I do, thanks for reading, have a lovely rest of the day.
@not_juls29 күн бұрын
thank you for this
@heybye6212Ай бұрын
So no one else thinks ab their parents when listening to this???? 😍😍
@lucy-mg9ss26 күн бұрын
girl no
@JSanchez-eo3qdАй бұрын
you are amazing i hope both sides of your pillow are cold
@audeiore2483Ай бұрын
i know that you still need me
@heyivlАй бұрын
THANK U
@JacobgoofyАй бұрын
Thought we were gonna work out😞
@imz9185Ай бұрын
I miss my baby boy
@AiyshaAliesa-rb1kk20 күн бұрын
i should make it better if i know what's gonna happens you're my favorite if
@kpopfan4478Ай бұрын
he broke up with me bc his parents forced him. we both loved each other so much. i js miss him a lot.
@nuts-n7dАй бұрын
get him back its not the end trust me if you both really love eachother then u will find a way back and continue that bond you had together sooner or later love doesnt fail
@radiohead444-d3m29 күн бұрын
i should’ve told you
@DannaVelandia-yw8qwАй бұрын
Brokeback mountain.
@robertopg174618 сағат бұрын
I need the Spanish version 😩😩plz
@aleramos0410Ай бұрын
Real
@LettingGoLucyАй бұрын
As i see u live on with him I read the notes u wrote me when i was that him