The mistakes I made this year.

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[@evazubeck]

Wishing you all a happy Christmas and an inspiring 2024 ❤

[@jaygorakht5135]

Same there may santa fulfill everyones dream love from sanatan. Country nepal ✌️😍😍

[@anus7246]

Lots of ❤️ from India, Kerala 🙏🇮🇳

[@garimavasudev1043]

Hi Eva!! Merry Christmas to you too. Sometimes it is best when u don't know where ur life is going. Mistakes are a part of our lives. May be these are not mistakes. These are the real life experiences. Love these experiences and Enjoy this phase.

[@thepanafricanempire]

i wouldn't call something a mistake unless your life is in dangour or other peoples lives or you have been harmed somewhow... otherwise it's just life decisions and choices , some are better lol and you learn but not necessarily mistakes.

[@SB-jd6zh]

And to you as well! 🎄🎁🎄

[@kayakjim007]

I am 65 years old. When ever I see younger people trying to build up their ideal lives I think, "Oh dear. Do they realize the bumps life is going to send their way." It is just in the nature of life for things to go sideways from time to time and a few not-so-great roads to be explored. Wishing you all the best in the coming year.

[@dertythegrower]

cheers Jim. Well said. Come through North Michigan and yak the Pere Marquette

[@SBC581]

Yup 👍🏽 don’t let others convince you to stop your mission to join them on theirs.

[@johno3288]

I can answer that with a big "No!" 😂😂😂 I'm 51 and looking back, it was a bumpy ride, but I'm successful.

[@beebop4333]

OBSERVATION AND SUGGESTION And let me add, the things that we worry about when we're young are just a drop in the bucket of life. We spend too much time worrying...comparing...building our own roadblocks insead of roadmaps. The way to look at is dont shame and guilt and eventually define yourself by what you didnt do, but look at what youve done. How different the tone and vibe of this video would take if it was about all that you did do and not what you feel you didnt do. The choices you made were yours at that time, but these are learning lessons whether right or wrong. What you learned is that social media can be a blessing and a curse. A curse bc u compare and compete against and chase a false reality. Imo, first off, you must embrace your inner self, know who you are, where do you get your core, be happy in your skin. You cant change who you are and you cant change anybody else.

[@kevinwallis2194]

No kidding. Im 67 and every time i feel like im in a good place in life, and things are going great, i know something will throw me a curve ball. sometimes its my fault, sometimes it others. Ive found live is full of ups and downs, and its almost like 10 year cycles.

[@nancylancaster5457]

Eva, have you noticed how many of your followers are old folks? I'm 86 years old. We admire you. You have done what most of us really deep down would have loved to have done in our long lives. For instance, I spent the first 19 years of my life doing what my parents wanted, the next 25 years being a Navy-wife doing mostly what he wanted me to do, the next 20 years doing what i thought i wanted to do, and then ten years doing the life of being a helpful sister, and now i am doing what i really love doing. I have spent time learning!!!! I really should have gone on to college and pushed myself to learn more. You see, there are sections to your life. You are in one of those sections. Make the most of it. You are learning first hand. That's good. If chaos is good for you, well you will learn from it. That's ok. Put that chin up. If you feel like sharing with us, do it. If not, don't. You are very good at it. The day, sections down your road when you can sit still and pull it all together and write a book about it, but right now you are still in the learning section. Oh, and sometimes a dog is the very best relationship you can have. Enjoy it!!!!

[@user-ef2bg5lo9b]

[@c.s.thorogood203]

NancyLancaster, you are a beautiful Woman. Recently widowed at 76, I will do mostly what she wants the next time, as I have done what I want in life. Eva be strong, but do not discount the Joys love can bring. Be safe, travel far, and LOVE.

[@Tam-Solo70]

Amen!!!

[@user-os6fr2mo1l]

This is a hard comment to write. However, there is something that I must point out. Eva, although your year didn't work out as planned, let me assure you that it could have been far worse. I'm a 70 year old single man, living in Canada. The last member of my family died 8 months ago. The last of my friends died two days ago. I've been mobility-handicapped for six years now. Four months ago, while crossing a crosswalk, I got hit by a car at 50 kph that was being driven by a distracted driver. Afterward, while seeing a myriad of specialists for surgery, severe wounds, broken bones and physiotherapy, etc., and with all of the resultant CT and MRI Scans, X-Rays and blood work that were ordered, it was discovered that I now have (treatable) thyroid cancer. So my point to you, Eva, is don't feel sorry for yourself. You hold your head up high, be the best person you can be, take care of yourself, take care of your companion, Vilk, and if things don't go your way... move on. Don't ever stop being the best version of yourself. Take care. I wish you all the best in life.

[@lonniepee9804]

You could sit in the woods for a year and stare at the sky, Eva, and you'd STILL have accomplished much. Your mind is a treasure and I suspect it's always processing new information. I'll be 75 in three weeks and I hope to be like you when I grow up.

[@answerman9933]

Based on you just wrote, you will never grow up.

[@tobarragl]

She actually did, at around 9:00

[@yellowwb4183]

❤

[@afrobian1]

Happy birthday.

[@user-zw9nn8cx3r]

I am 77 years old, educated, financially sound, and have always practiced these thoughts? Before entering into any situation of unknown's; always, always, have another way out of what you just got yourself into. You aren't alone in the "been there done that". I have always looked at you as a person who has no fear of the unknown. Lighten up, you're doing fine. You're only 32, and you have seen and done so much. I'm proud of you!

[@canada957]

Same age....solid advice to her!

[@toddpeters9007]

Yep

[@richardlindell9976]

Well said. 70 here and done a lot too, she has got a huge start at 32. She doesn't realise that over half the population will never do what she's already done. She is still very young and smart. Keep positive and have a great 2024.

[@user-kc6ve2kj6t]

I agree with the other reply's here. I'm 73 and have responded recently about your move from the US. In my experience don't spend too much time on regrets, and don't set your goals in so solid. To me the life you have chosen is more about freedom. I have lived that life and the advice I would have is if you don't have some roots (a place to go back too and recharge) find a way to get some. That was my log cabin in the mountains of Oregon. I got it when I was about your age. Not much invested but for me roots helped me a bunch (Just knowing it was there) Also learn to take the door that opens if it is something you want to do, don't plan too much. I still love to go to the cabin. Keep going and enjoy 2024.

[@user-yu2mg1ek6l]

78 here. Enjoy! @@user-kc6ve2kj6t

[@jasonlightfoot4145]

I have a feeling that you will look back on this time and realize just how necessary and important it was ❤

[@rosameijering5161]

Yes like verything in life. Otherwise ir would not happen

[@MvP19877]

You said exactly what I was thinking. It's all growth and necessary.

[@ArthurShedsJackson]

I think you are too hard on yourself. You've accomplished more in a year than I've done in a lifetime. Your videos have been so amazing too, your travels, your experiences. You are much younger than me, you still have so much ahead of you, don't let one year get you down. All best to you!

[@janiewindle946]

Take it from a 62 year old woman who has had many regrets. Don't ever stop being you for anyone. And may the coming new year be one of your best!

[@PDogB]

Hello Janie, I think we might agree, regrets are a waste of time. We can change what we can, but the rest is done and over with. And the thing is, it's never too late to make peace with our past and ourselves. Take care and Happy New Year!

[@scottyshields9876]

You adopted Vik, the year was not a waste. What I like about your channel is you jump in and do things.

[@dertythegrower]

she is rare... i travel also.. most girls are hooked on tiktok, boxed wine, and thinking their ssri is their savior

[@CartwrightFour]

Vïlk

[@alnazarov]

I think his name is Wilk (it's wolf from Polish)

[@bohoxplorer840]

@@alnazarovthe V in German is pronounced like a W in English. They are correct is name is spelled Vilk

[@alnazarov]

@@bohoxplorer840 whatever but Eva is from Poland, not from Germany. What would she name her dog in a German-style?

[@ReboundSaga]

Hey Eva, I don't know if you'll read this message, but I wanted to tell you that each of your new videos is a positive shock for me, something I currently don't see on social media. It's like a breath of fresh air, and I breathe thanks to you. Why? Because I feel literally like you... Your video speaks to me in a very personal way. I love your authenticity - it gives me the motivation I lost, especially after losing my beloved mom earlier this year. This loss made everything else seem insignificant, even the dream job I landed. For months, nothing could lift my spirits or bring me any joy. But your videos have sparked something in me. They reminded me that there are people out there who understand and share similar experiences. You've inspired me to start my own KZbin channel, to find my voice and share my story. Thank you for being a beacon of hope and authenticity in a world that often feels disconnected. Your courage and honesty have given me the strength to embrace my journey and to start creating again. Stay strong. Amen.

[@Dipeshgiri7]

Yes, this year was way too much for me to handle. 1. Had to quit job. 2. Had to lose a eprson who i felt was life for me. 3. No savings at all, too many expenses - two major accidents, lost many things such as mobile phone, got robbed. 4. Anger issues 5. Depression not moving out at all styaing inside house a lot. 6. No one to say out loud. 7. Every single day was like hard ro pass. Thank you for motivating even if you would never see my comment. I have been watching you for a long time. Fingers crossed this year will be great. I am having my tears dropping out of my eyes.

[@dudoklasovity2093]

this is so relatable thank you for writing this down. Best wishes to you! Remember, nothing lasts forever. That goes for good things but also for the bad ones, luckily!👍🙃

[@Dipeshgiri7]

@@dudoklasovity2093 WOW Thank you for your words

[@mdkram]

I'm 56 and I've never been able to settle down. So don't worry about it and what other people say you should do. Be true to yourself, always. Because, in the end, only you know what you want. Best of luck and always do what drives you.

[@HansKeesom]

You achieved more things in 2023 then I have in my whole life, the things you did not finish, I have never even started. Be proud for trying all these things, you got a lot of information out of them for years to come.

[@gregnass5715]

Eva, you are not alone, you made no mistakes this year, you just learned what does not work for you, simple. You are a true Free Spirit, easy to catch but hard to hold down. Do you, and own it. For what it is worth, you have inspired a great number of people whom support you, and that, is a massive achievement!

[@nickbenfell4327]

I was fumbling as to what to take out of this video and you nailed it "You made no mistakes this year, you just learned what does not work work for you, simple". Yes simple and a great way to look at things that don't go the way you expect.

[@faery222]

I think you are an amazing and very brave person. If I can say one thing, it would be to give yourself a break. You have done more with your life at 32 years old than most people do in a life time. Much love and happiness in 2024. 💛🙂

[@readygi]

totally agree, wish i could give Eva a hug, she is such a sweet soul

[@renatasaraziemska7729]

I agee with You ,!!!Amazing Eva I wish her ALL the Best ..//Lisbon//London//

[@ursinidaho]

Gosh! You took the words right out of my mouth. ❤

[@tamarwyschogrod]

Thank you for posting this. You will probably never know how many people benefited from your honesty, from hearing that a woman who seems to have such a perfect life of adventure and independence might feel unsuccessful or unfulfilled. But know this: The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. I'm turning 62 in a few days. I have had some incredible adventures, but I also decided at a very young age to link my life to someone I love, whom I've been fortunate enough to spend most of the past 44 years (!!!) with, with whom I have three children. It's been a life of compromise, and eventually became far more settled than I dreamed of when I was young. You might look at me and think I have a perfect life, but I look at your freedom and sense of adventure and think you do. In the end, both of us share an enemy: the idea that the perfect life exists. Be well, take care of yourself, and cut yourself a break. You deserve it.

[@NZKiwi87]

Lovely sage answer 🫶

[@prinzessinnnn]

“In the end both of us share an enemy: the idea that the perfect life exists” That is an absolute gold nugget of wisdom right there - thank you 🙏

[@NicoleFitnessYouTube]

Absolutely beautiful

[@cllintdevena7712]

So well put. Alot of wisdom in what you wrote. I am so thankful for God's promises. Let's me know this life is not the end of our existence. 2 Corinthians 2 .15, 16 .

[@kathleenmonicatti5096]

You are a beautiful 32 yr. old woman. See that you have a long life ahead of you. As an 83 yr. old, woman, I am in awe of all your travels, including your journey across the US. Look at what you have accomplished and love every minute of it. Please do not dwell on the things you feel were mistakes. Travel more, write, and film. You have the future! Lucky you!❤

[@barbarawinslow6895]

What mistakes? Your year was amazing and you learned a lot about yourself. That's how life goes. I'm 57 and let me tell you, the phrase "life is what happens when you're making other plans" is true. You're a vibrant, intelligent woman. Enjoy what you've accomplished and never apologize for being yourself. ❤

[@joemacha6717]

I am 80 and still going strong. SO. You learned and now to can adjust. As one book I love is “the boy, the mole, the fox and the horse by Charlie MacKesy be you. Move forward and build on what you have learned. Go and fly!

[@605pilot]

I’m 69 years old and in my life most of my romantic relationships didn’t last, but in all of them there was a lesson to be learned. You’re very young and have done more than most people. Keep pursuing your dream.

[@augustingarnier4625]

I am a mere 3-minutes into your video, and I can tell you, at the age of 60, that I did not feel that I "hit my stride" in life until I hit my 50's! Further, when I was your age, I also had profound doubts about which direction I should take for the "bigger picture". Now, I raise Monarch butterflies (my mantra is simple: Raise. Release. Repeat), hold copyrights in music, literature, and photography, and am a senior officer on two local nonprofit board of officers. I only wish to reassure you, dear sister, that living takes labor. It is as simple as that. However, you may extend your blessings upon your life by having a creative energy that the rising sun looks forward to. Also, it's great to still see Vilk happy and helping you keep your balance. Sting said it best in his song An Englishman in New York; "Be yourself, no matter what they say".

[@jackdianaeve3905]

this comment is so beautiful

[@mbal4052]

Great comment, I'm 49 years old and my wife of 20 years left me 6 months ago. I'm tired and alone and worried that my best life is over. I try to stay strong but it's hard I hope like you I get a new life and direction

[@Kristina-tr1sg]

From one child-free, 30-something to another, never apologise for how you live your life and always do what makes you happy ❤ Happy New Year Eva x

[@yagurla]

i really appreciate hearing this so much. this year has been so hard, exhilarating, depressed, eye opening, and yeah, shitty. this felt validating in a time where i'm questioning if something is wrong with me

[@ovrlndr]

The things that happen are never “wrong” and never a “failure”, but instead, learning and growth opportunities. The year went for you the way it needed to. The journey of life has ups and downs, but always puts you where you’re supposed to be.

[@OliveGroves24]

💯👌♥️

[@Steevee14]

But what if the "journey of life" leads you to a place or circumstance which is harmful? Of course, each circumstance in life is an opportunity for learning, but I don't think that life has a "need" to lead you to any particular circumstance, and doesn't necessarily cause you to be in a circumstance in which you are "supposed" to be. In rationally / logically evaluating where you are, or are going, in life, it is possible to arrive at conclusions that are incorrect or harmful.

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

That's not true at all. There are wrongs and failures. Saying the opposite of this reality is delusional and gets people to dig themselves into deeper holes than the one they have already dug themselves into.

[@kjoyner1]

Eva, you have 1.76 million friends that love you. You have given all of us more than you will ever know. All of us want you to be happy in everything you do. I know, if you ever need to reach out to any of us we will gladly be there for you. It is our honor to be able to share your lifes adventures with you.

[@debmadden4157]

@Kjoyner1Very well stated. I agree with you 100%

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

Followers. Not friends. You're definition of friends needs immediate review and adjustment.

[@kadubcovasimona]

The part about instagram leading us to certain believed and paths is so true. I quit all platforms - Facebook, Twitter, Insta as I was no longer able to tell what is it I want and what is it I think I want because everyone else seems to do it/have it... It is the most toxic thing. I feel so much freer and happier without it, like finally I feel there is an actual life outside those platforms. And regarding mistakes - there are no mistakes in life, there are lessons and experiences. ❤

[@Koshalamya]

It can be very cathartic to vocalise to others as well as yourself. Being more open allows you to move on in most cases. But also taking the time to realise that sometimes we just have to take a break and look at where we are in our daily and overall life. Just be yourself and take each step as you find it. The confidence will come back!

[@awesometreasures7773]

As a Mom of a special needs child that doesn't have the opportunity to travel, thank you for letting me travel with you and Vilk. I pray that you will find the path God has for you🙏 Keep traveling and sharing with us

[@justinko]

It really is amazing how these videos can semi-scratch the travel itch.

[@nickbenfell4327]

Forget the god nonsense - that is insulting to put it mildly. And out of sync with the other lovely comments.

[@virgosun1991]

Girl! You keep saying “I failed”. You’ve done more things so far in your life than most will never do. You’re an inspiration. Make sure you give yourself credit for all that you HAVE accomplished as well. Your life is a dream to me! Even if it’s not as you “planned”. Still awesome :)

[@augustingarnier4625]

Agreed! BAM!!

[@_beejazz]

After reading some comments, I also realized that you have built a beautiful community. Every comment I read was wholesome, with everyone trying to cheer you up and provide great advice. You should be proud of this community that you've created because, in some way, you've brought all these nice people together, and that is truly an accomplishment ✨

[@Jessicaperry19293]

Thank you doesn’t say enough for sharing this hard year. I too have had the worst year of my 47! I found out my spouse of 25 years has been living a double life and being unfaithful. When you said to trust your gut, that is what I’m kicking myself over. Because the last 12 years have been a lie and we have 4 kids that have to suffer the fallout. The quote about the dark side and new beginnings really spoke to me. I need to write it down. But it helped me to know I’m not alone in this very very lonely sad time. You’ve inspired me for so many years…I found you when you hiked Kilimanjaro and couldn’t get enough. Thank you and blessings for your new year! Jessica

[@HermanFickewirth]

It breaks my heart to read about your troubles. And you have 4 ( I'm sure beautiful ) children. I will pray for your situation, and that God protects you and grants you the strength and wisdom and guidance you need as we head into the New Year! It will make you stronger,there is light and life at the end of the tunel.

[@sabinamantel8261]

best wishes for 2024!

[@stormrider8957]

Eva, my dad recently passed away. He left you two words... BE AUTHENTIC. He was a visitation pastor ministering to the sick and dying. I asked him if there was a common theme in what the dying shared with him. He thought about it for a minute and said, "Too many had regrets not living authentic lives." Then he asked me to spread the word. Thank you for being "authentic" and for spreading the word to others who need to hear it.

[@liewchengyeh]

couldn't agree more.... YOU BE YOU....

[@SB-jd6zh]

I don't think they were failures, Eva, they were a combined lesson in you. Now you know more about yourself, and being true to the genuine Eva will possibly be easier than before. I respect and admire your journey, not just your travels.

[@Nate1975]

Definitely lessons ❤

[@dertythegrower]

She is not failing.. she is growing

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

​@@dertythegrowerWell, of you reach 40 years old, and only then realize you want kids, and are physically incapable of reproducing at 40, then that's a big gigantic FAILURE.

[@Norman.Metzger]

The triumphant reclamation and acceptance of your life toward the end was one of the most inspiring things I've seen. I really felt that in my soul, thank you Eva!

[@theuncletim920]

I'm glad you posted this. I have ADD and it holds me back quite a bit. This last year has been one of great change for me and your videos are an inspiration. Every success is built on failure unless we stop trying. You will write that book, you will keep traveling, and you will fail often. You need at least 10 solid fails for every great success. I use failure as a stepping stone...a required part of success. Keep going. You're great!

[@holtcrowder]

Eva, No failures at all, just lessons about yourself, life, and the world we live in. Always learning, always growing, always becoming. That is life. 😇

[@MusicRowScott1]

For what its worth (from a 57 year old Indie Artist POV), when I look back at what I see as my biggest "failures" and "mistakes" from earlier decades...I can see now how they ultimately led me to my greatest successes and amazing life memories. Many of my highpoints in life would have never happened with the flops that preceded them. Dust off, learn from the experience and lean into whatever is coming next! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, thanks for sharing your adventures!

[@petermorettii]

Happy new year to you dear Eva ❤ Many thanks for your post. You help me reflecting my own way. I adore your honesty, your courage and your strength. I wish you every success in achieving your big goals and much joy in realising your own ideas and wishes.

[@davidschlosser3946]

Happy New Year, Eva! Stay strong! Lots of us fail at many things in life, but we keep learning and moving forward. Even just day to day life is an accomplishment, and you've already done much with your videos and showed us some amazing places in your travels.

[@contactsuzi7096]

I don't think you thrive on chaos, I think you thrive on adventure...people who aspire to set goals to get where they want to go, are not at all chaotic...I'm a 74 year old creative still chasing and seeking. I do keep social media at arms length...it's a time waster that doesn't deliver anything worthwhile...I follow just a handful of YT channels - yours included - because you gift to me moments of a life well lived...Do you my friend! Love, Suzi

[@kateklein8874]

What a lovely comment! Never too old to be creative and to chase that "thing" that your after.... still chasing my novel to write as well! Blessings💛🧚

[@jodiprofdanglais]

I am 52 years old and I was just rereading some of my journals that I kept when I was in my 20s… I have to say that I literally had a jaw dropping experience when I read these entries last night… The things I was writing about and looking to understand, and the directions I wanted to go in, are exactly the same as they are today. Almost word for word… And I hadn’t looked at those diaries in decades… Just crazy when you realize that you have an essence. Just keep being yourself… a person, by the way, that I absolutely enjoy listening to, and who really makes me think and even dream, despite our age difference. I’d much rather watch you than anything on TV ❤️

[@daveedson32]

Same here to all of this.

[@jongrall]

You had a tough year. Thank you for your honesty and for sharing your vulnerability in light of the recent personal failures you mentioned. We can all relate to that feeling of disappointment and self-doubt. I hope you can move forward and put 2023 in the past where it belongs. Please take care of yourself, and don’t judge yourself too harshly - you’re only human, after all. Wishing you all the best this year. Dig deep and carry on. 💪🏻

[@nadiaplokhooij8514]

Thank you for sharing! I'm going through a breakup myself at the moment and it does help to see people online having real lives

[@_DREBBEL_]

Everyone on earth deserves a Poland. A place of refuge. A place that doesn’t ask for an apology. For everyone’s Poland, wherever it may be, I hope your place always embraces you. It’s always there for you Eva. Treat it beautifully ❤ 🇵🇱

[@MO-xm1kj]

I felt a lot of sadness watching this video, primarily because I could relate. When I was young, it was not OK to be myself because people were always criticizing, offering their opinion on what I should do or just judging what I was doing. When we are not confident and strong in ourselves, we allow the outside world to dictate our inside world. Now I’m 55 years old and I really don’t care what people think. It took a while! 😂There’s a quote that says “I am who I am” and that’s really the truth of it, we are who we are at the core, embrace who you are, love who you are. Don’t ever let anybody try to change you. They are not your friend. You are so perfect just the way and not because you don’t make mistakes but because you’re you AND When that special person comes in your life they should be like the cherry on top of Sunday just adding richness to your life And above all be your best friend. Stay strong and embrace yourself Eva you are amazing!

[@pdmb7659]

Thank you Eva, I needed to hear this too. Thank you for being such an inspiration in living fearlessly, even when sometimes it might not feel like it. Keep on being you, because it’s the best version you have

[@Lou-Tube]

I've loved, but also felt envious at times from, your content! I believe hearing this message breaks this bubble for many people❤ which inspires even more! Thank you for your top quality content on so many ways❤

[@dyoung3536]

"Your choices are the building blocks of your character, and there's no wrong way to construct the masterpiece of who you are." - Unknown

[@mikezr1000]

Unless you're Jeffrey Dahmer.

[@hallowrant8091]

Yeah that is a stupid quote. Hate to bag on Eva, but the one she shared is also nonsense and cope really.

[@MusicFandom]

Eva, I have traveled the world, going places so few will ever see. I have done things, so few will ever do. When I set my mind to doing something that would take a year or longer to do just for the experience of it, I done it. The only thing is, ALL of the above was only accomplished in my dreams. YOU have actually done what the majority of people ON THIS EARTH will never do in reality but dream of doing their entire lifetime. So, please understand that even though things have not gone to plan, you will forever be known by MILLIONS of people as the person who has lived their dreams by the time you were 32 years old. How many can say that? That is not something to regret. That is an incredible accomplishment. I am 50 years old and disabled so I will not be able to do most of what I planned on doing before I die. When the day comes and I am on my death bed, when I am thinking about the things I have done in my life, I just pray that it is at least 2% of what you have already done with yours. Thank you for being out there doing the things I dream of doing and thank you for posting your adventures so I can visualize what it might be like if I could have ever done it myself.

[@aleshawhite2381]

Wow, this took so much humility and grace to write from one person to another. This comment was exceptionally touching and i just wanted to say hi from another corner of the internet x

[@darrinrebagliati5365]

Ditto. In fact I was about to write this to her. Kinda nice to know I'm not the only one!

[@greghayes5708]

Wow, great comment, exactly how I feel

[@Gator-fromOZ]

😊 👍

[@JimMathey]

At 82 believe I'm one of your oldest fans.. I really enjoy your VLOGS as I am now handicapped so do all my traveling watching UTUBE. At your age I had just finished 5 years traveling the world. I loved ever minute on the road and still miss it. New life experiences are ahead for you but you will never forget or regret your travels. At my age you would think I would have some sage advice. The best I can give you is the old Hawaiian saying, "No rain, no rainbows".

[@agnieszkatraczyk3592]

Thank you for this video. 🙏🏻 That’s pretty much also a summing up of my year and it’s wonderful that you put it into words. ❤ I have dreams, I have hope and I believe in us!

[@TheMtnNomad]

Eva, I just watched this video and all I can say is you’re doing it perfectly. Your introspection is revealing and necessary for what you need in the coming year. I look forward to seeing how that transpires. Your free spirit is a joy to watch.

[@oxigenarian9763]

I'm in my 70s now. I discovered along the way that my heart starts moving in new directions before I am aware it is happening. Try as I did/do, it was inevitable that I succumbed to my heart's bidding. Eva, it's not the end of something, it's just the beginning of a new chapter. We've always accepted you for who you are, not who we think you should be. Keep in mind that you are already a highly accomplished person. Truly.

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

Isn't falling victim to illogical heart-driven feelings the story of every female? One of the oldest stories in human history. I've yet to see any good advice from anyone on the comments. It's all telling her to dig herself a deeper hole. She's going to go absolutely Catwoman insane if she hits menopause and has no kids/grandkids/family.

[@oxigenarian9763]

@@MonstersNotUnderTheBed That's a great point but it needs to happen on her own terms...without pressure...

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

@@oxigenarian9763 That's a big bet. "Her own time" is not the supreme axiom from which biology or mortal life or marriage rests upon. She must submit to time, she doesn't get to claim it and make it bend to her will. I heard a bunch of me, me, me, me, I, I, I in the video. She's definitely not ready for the enormous self-sacrifice and loving glory of children and that bringing into mortal existence new souls.

[@oxigenarian9763]

@@MonstersNotUnderTheBed In any case, that's not for us to work out for her, wouldn't you agree?

[@MonstersNotUnderTheBed]

@@oxigenarian9763 No, I don't agree with whatever premise you just formulated where we are "working it out for her". This is just called "having an opinion" that's strongly correlated to patterned reality in a YT comment section that no one will read and doesn't even matter in the grand scheme of things.

[@TheCurlyGirlys]

I’m sitting here drinking my hot matcha latte with happy tears for you and yelling “Go girlie go, Go Eva go! Live Eva live!” We are cheering for you and your adventures!

[@customskee4427]

Eva I can’t watch it I am getting so emotional for you and with you like you deserve the best you seem so so honest so I wish you the best for next year !

[@kamikoluna17]

Sending hugssss your way. 💙 It's okay not to be okay. That's normal. I hope next year will be a good year for all of us. 🥺 Manifesting!🙏

[@kristinapaxton9686]

“I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.” - Thomas A. Edison. So now Eva, you will be much closer to finding the the things that will work :D Take heart that you were brave enough to try in the first place. Some people get old and die without even trying....

[@thelaughingprophet2275]

Perhaps put the cameras away for a while or at least turn them away from you. You could just be trying too hard to please everyone but yourself. You could be trying too hard to prove yourself to everyone else, which is just not necessary. I’m in my 50’s, lost my wife to cancer, my kids have grown up and left home and my life has been under constant self review ever since…focusing on your mistakes only makes you sick. Life is a journey, make it your journey and love yourself. Everything else will follow

[@tomsmith4148]

"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new" Albert Einstein

[@santiguu236]

Thank You Eva for opening up to us! I'm sure a lot of us can relate.

[@TrekkingTheRockies]

Dearest Eva, I found your channel this year and have enjoyed watching your journey immensely. Your year of 2023 did not go as you hoped. Our goals are often dependent on so many other circumstances and factors. We only have so much power. It's totally normal to feel the way you do with so many dreams that were not fulfilled. I imagine the ending of your relationship was the cherry on top. You're an adventure seeker both in location and new people. You're able to do what most of us only wish we could. Take your own time to heal and find that spark again. Never measure your self-worth against what other people say you should be doing. You are the CEO of your life. Thank you for taking us along.

[@user-cr3fz8lz2i]

Happy New Year Eva! Yeah, too much social media can warp you if you let it. Focus on what you want and your path(s). Just learn from your experiences and mistakes and be safe!!! Have a great 2024!!!

[@HeyJakFrost]

We love you Eva! Don’t look at letting go as failure, everything in life is meant to teach us! We have all gotten to see you grow on your adventures, and your videos get me excited to get out and experience life. You are a beacon of light in a world that has become too comfortable playing it safe🤍

[@georgescully9586]

"You can't have a light without a little shadow..." - Ronnie, Mick, & Keith. Thank you for being real. All the best in the new year.

[@chiptaylor1124]

Thank you for this.

[@zedwpd]

"The night divides the day" - Jim

[@paulroman8045]

Thank you for making this video and being real and genuine. My life has also taken many different paths then I had once envisioned and I have struggled at times to not perceive those as failures. However I try and remind myself that learning what it is you don't want to do in life, and better defining who it is you truly are, is incredibly valuable. It sounds like you have come away from 2023 with a better sense of who you really are and what you continue to be passionate about, so I am sorry you had tough times this year, but I hope you can come to appreciate the value of what you have taken away from those experiences. Be free and explore, Best Wishes.

[@thomashope9762]

Eva - Thank you for this video and the honesty. Your life, along with all those so called ‘mistakes’, is truly inspiring. Keep on being you. Wishing you all the best in 2024.

[@danielwong2767]

You deserve someone who will support you in ANYTHING you want to do. Don't settle for less.

[@packcrackergoose7111]

Do they settle or do they realize they get what they deserve? Most people think too highly of themselves. @@AtoZandba

[@tallest4eva]

I dislike the implication that some other person who doesn't fully support her life choices is "less". Everybody is different. Her lifestyle would be quite difficult for a significant other. It just wasn't meant to work out. She shouldn't have to change her core self for anyone, but NEITHER should he. It just wasn't meant to be. Your comment should be "Don't settle for otherwise".

[@awesomepants4401]

Nah, her last mate was 30 years older than her and pressuring her to settle while he plays outside. She must grow up so he can play. This is also her sole income and personality. Plenty of men that don't want kids that'd appreciate her personality and freespirit. Women don't dim their sparks because the guys hate the brightness, a man that feeds them will be kept warm.

[@tomanderson6140]

Her selfishness is the issue with any relationship, I promise. She wants to do what she wants when she wants and have no obligations to anyone while the other person supports her needs selflessly. That's not how it works. Long-term relationships are a forcing function toward maturity and realizing that you have to compromise and not always get your way. Not only that, but supporting others actually is fulfilling, rather than viewing the needs of others as burdens. Sounds to me like she has decided that self-absorbed and chaotic is "just her nature," and she wants to double down on it. Maybe, but then don't get into relationships at all, or at least be up front that anyone thinking long-term with you is wasting their time. We see so much of this these days, when people come to believe that rather than continuing the tried-and-true human embracing of various social roles at different levels of the human hierarchy -- wife, mother, daughter, entrepreneur, etc -- their own self expression and adventure is the height of being. And then they wonder why they feel lost. I think she's hoping to find a therapist that will simply validate her approach of radical individualism, whereas in reality she'd be better off considering what therapists like Jordan Peterson have to say about the relationship between happiness and societal roles. Note that I say "consider," because his are the strongest arguments against the approach that she's taken so far, and I say this as an atheist who ignores Peterson on religious matters while understanding that tradition exists because of the social wiring we've evolved with. In the end of such examination she might come to fully embrace a "chaotic" life, but for now she seems as adrift as anyone else who thinks that "being true to yourself" with radical individualism and self expression is the height of human existence. Her videos are interesting, but I find nothing at all in terms of greener pastures to envy here. I see a lot of comments about how people wish they could live like this, which just shows how many lost and confused people are out there.

[@user-vg2eg7oo5n]

Research about the different types of narcissists. It could be helpful?

[@sergiotech1323]

Eva, I would like you to know why I follow your channel. Not specifically because of your wonderful adventures. I follow you because of your emotions. How you feel about things. How you express them. Whether happy or sad. Everybody have ups and downs. Few people will be eligible to give you advices, I certainly am not one. So, listening to you in this video made me feel bad about how could I help this person so wonderful. No, you can't. So I though about giving you a feedback how you help me be a better person by trying to absorb as much as I can from you. I hope this make you feel better.

[@zilbest]

I just found out your channel and I can't get enough of this. This is the 8th videos I watch straight away. Even though you feel you didn't do anything last year, I'm pretty sure most people learn a lot from your videos, including me. From nicely narrating videos, taking beautiful shots, giving new perspectives, writing compelling story, and just simply not taking the easy way. So, thank you...

[@SiiliKodu]

Thank you for making this video, it makes us all feel more human to see that others struggle too and it is not just rainbows and butterflies. Sending love and best wishes your way!

[@michellecusack5625]

Eva, you might like a book my own therapist recommended called No Bad Parts by Richard Schwartz. I hear you using some of the same word choices I did, being harsh with myself, words like "mistakes," "quitting," "failure." The book encourages you to see all parts of yourself as useful and necessary. I love watching your channel because you are a free spirit, living a unique life on your own terms, sharing your insights along the way; I don't watch to see you "accomplish" stuff or make perfect choices. Please don't be hard on yourself. We are all just trying to figure out life, trying new things and changing course as we learn and grow. You inspire me to be more independent and adventurous! Give yourself some TLC, and I will be sending caring thoughts your way. :)

[@KabodS7]

Thanks for recommending the book No bad Parts !

[@dapsolita]

Richard Schwartz is definitely one of the good ones!☺️

[@richardmathews6236]

Yes IFS, Schema therapy and compassion focused all have good things to say about our internal world and how to live with them

[@philipl.borkholder9077]

Eva, you didn’t make “mistakes”, you just had learning experiences and you survived another year. Every relationship is a learning experience good and bad. You were smart and realized what you didn’t want and moved on! Keep making your adventures and don’t let anyone snuff out your vision for life❤❣️🤩

[@AngelOClock1010]

Thank You so much for being honest and those words... it's so uplifting, You have no idea how inspiring it is. A great new year. =)

[@chelseaturgeon9383]

Thank you for sharing this video and being so open and honest. Sounds like this year has been one of those fun years of "lessons" for you. Sometimes we just have to go through a year of making the "wrong choices" to remind us how badly we need to connect back to ourselves. It's so easy to lose the true self in social media land, and I think especially for a content creator like you who puts your self on display all the time- how do you maintain the true YOU vs who other people expect you to be. Not easy questions to answer, but I'm excited for you to connect back to yourself in 2024

[@aglaiacassata8675]

Dear Eva, be kind to yourself. In 2023. you lived, you grew. While growing, not every day can be spectacular, or better than the day before. It is hard work to be authentic. Your community loves you the way you are. And I don' expect you to achieve massive goals every month. Just be yourself - and occasionally tell us about it.

[@Loverofanimals777]

There are no "wrong paths"....detours are all part of the journey. It's all experience, lessons and memories. Good or bad is Life 🖤

[@hughmac7423]

Thanks for the update, and Happy New Year!

[@Ariar995]

Dear Eva, you are a huge inspiration for me. Wishing you a happy new year 🎉❤

[@calmthemonster]

100% f*cking fine. I spent the last 7 months fighting Cancer (I'm fine now) and your channel was and is one of my favorite when I needed an escape... So, thank you! Now, get back out there! :)

[@randmohammad7181]

Think of it as a year that you tried some scenarios of the "What ifs" you had at the back of your mind, and now you have no regrets for the future... you tried out-of-character options that only gave you more clarity and certainty about who you are and what you want in life 😊😊 Wish you the best, Eva ❤

[@rahulkhanna3322]

You have inspired millions across the globe Eva..when i first saw your video i always thought how lucky and brave you are that you are able to follow your dreams!!! So keep on moving and do what you do best...happy new year 2024🎉🎉

[@earthgrazer5511]

Thank you, Eva. This resonated with me. It's comforting to be with you on this. Let's keep going. ❤

[@TashMusic]

A wise woman once inspired me with the words '' you can bounce back and create something beautiful out of every crisis .. because the world belongs to the brave '' - I took these words close to heart and remembered them in my lowest until I reached the top where I still keep them in the back of my head. Eva, you are exploring life, you are experiencing life, you are learning to find your path and learning never comes without so called mistakes. Mistakes are needed in other to push yourself to the right direction - these mistakes are lessons. Lessons to test you and lessons to bring the best out of you. 2023 was a year of learning, growing and 2024 will be the year of evolving, progressing.

[@katzcrow640]

So Well Written ❤❤

[@onetjeffersonsplace]

Long time viewer and 1st time commenter. I so appreciate your realism here. Too many don't share the real struggles of being an influencer and that life isn't all that it seems. It's ok to be human and to fail sometimes. You made some memories in America. You adopted a wonderful puppy. So it isn't all lost. Onward and upward girl! Chin up keep moving forward.

[@barbaraives4962]

Eva, I've only come across your channel recently, but it sounds like you have had a year of great growth and learning. For what it's worth, you've packed so much into a year that it's hard to imagine how you'd have fit in more! I think your remarks about social media are very insightful - at best it's a mixed blessing. Thank you for sharing this journey with us. Wishing you plenty of happy days and travels in 2024!

[@brownknee]

Hey Eve I’ve watched a lot of your vids and I like who you are and what you do. Your little mate is great as well! I’ve learnt that expectation is the mother of all disappointment. Plan for the best without expectations. Easier said than done. Don’t stop being you as you inspire people to get out there and be positive in life which is awesome. Thanks for making this video as it would have taken guts to put yourself out there but you are great. Just know that.

[@RealMobStories]

You went all over the world. You are an explorer. Far from having a bad year. Bless you and Merry Christmas.

[@tuscansun53]

This year was not a loss! You were “experimenting” and finding your way! This is your time, enjoy the journey!❤

[@christopherharris6005]

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Eva and Vlik.

[@ThePaperbackFairy]

I am someone who is wired the opposite, I like staying in one place and slowing down, and I get to live many adventures vicariously through you, so thank you! Let yourself free of those expectations, I hope your 2024 is full of wonderful excursions and many goals achieved!

[@Prosecco_Pundit]

Hi Eva, I don’t normally comment on any video! But I wanted to say thank you for being so vulnerable with us and sharing your life in this way! You are loved! I love your channel! You’re going to thrive in 2024, and if that means changing your channel or trying some different creative outlets - I’ll be there supporting you as best I can.

[@RonWrightwrites]

VULNERABLE. You mean vulnerable, although venerable is applicable, also, in respect to her plodding through adversity and trip setbacks!

[@Prosecco_Pundit]

@@RonWrightwrites thanks Ron you’re correct.

[@ensfletcher]

Eva, never apologize for being yourself. You have done things and seen places most people can only dream about. You are an inspiration to many. Don’t forget that but most importantly do what makes you happy. Don’t lose sight of what makes you truly happy.

[@justinbryson352]

I do not know what to say, but I love this lady so much. What an amazing person. I hope she finds happiness, in whatever she settles down on, and reaches all of her goals, because I know she can do anything she puts her mind to. Such a brave, beautiful, and amazing person. This is the most wonderful channel I ever watched.

[@ulfakerblom9200]

Hi Eva! Thank you for this video. This video really shows how life really is. It is npt always the happy place. Hearing you feels good even though you're not happy for the moment. But as you said, a new year is comming with new doors to open. Take care.

[@lastpme]

You have done so MUCH this year. I am truly amazed the things you do. I think it ok to maybe start something and then realize it will not work. I think some people keep going the wrong way when they know they are making a mistake. The good thing for you was when started a project that you realize it wasn’t going to workout you moved on. I would look 👀 2023 as a learning opportunity. I am sorry that your relationship didn’t work out, but you are an amazing woman and you will get past this chapter. We are pulling for you and your videos allow us an opportunity to escape and see the world and inspire us to also travel 🧳.

[@MadgazelleFilms]

Eva, I don’t know if you will see this but in case you do, I feel compelled to encourage you. First of all, as someone who follows many travel vlog channels, the one consistent thing I’ve noticed this year is that everyone is struggling in one way or another. Several have made efforts to “settle down,” others have purchased new modes of transportation, and others seem to be planning their exit from the vagabond lifestyle. As I’ve watched all of this from behind the screen, my mind keeps coming back to one thought: you all must feel enormous pressure to make up for lost time post-pandemic… not only because you love adventure, but because we - your audience - want to live vicariously. Just yesterday I saw someone complain on one of your peer’s channels that their video was too short and that we are “paying for more content than that.” Um, no. We are not. And you guys are entitled to the same amount of grace I get at my job when I have stuff going in my outside life that is distracting me. So my first point is: please be gentle with yourself. Your hopes and dreams the last few years have been sideswiped by MANY things outside your control. ♥️ Secondly, I just wanted to say as a fellow single woman with no children (who is 2 decades ahead of you): YOU ARE WONDERFUL EXACTLY AS YOU ARE. I believe in Jesus, which means I believe we’ve each been created with a specific purpose in mind. Whatever that may be for you, no one else has ownership over it. You’re the only one walking through your life second by second, so you are the only one who actually has agency over your life. Everything else is noise! Someone told me once that the Enemy likes to whisper things to us as labels: “you’re single,” “you’re childless,” “you’re chaotic.” And the reason he does that is because our ACTUAL identity is GOD’s CREATION. And if we could only remember that, the Enemy would have a REALLY hard time accomplishing anything on this earth! 👀 I say all of this knowing that you do not have the same worldview as I do, and I respect your heart on this topic, so I hope you don’t mind my sharing my own thoughts. I definitely only say all of this to encourage you! You are wonderful, and you don’t need to fee disappointed in this past year because I actually see that you have just been struggling with the same hard changes as everyone else… albeit in your own way. Thank you for sharing your life with us and for staying vulnerable! I’m very sorry for your recent heartbreak, especially since it thwarted your beautiful plans of writing and dreaming with the pomegranate trees just outside your window! 💔 Sending my best wishes from Texas - we sure loved having you in the USA over the past couple of years!

[@simonfrayne5474]

great comment & encouragement

[@Simply_GenX]

Absolutely beautiful! ❤

[@sophianuttall2725]

Thank you for being raw and opening up to us. You are a true inspiration to alot of people. Keep being you and look after yourself. Don't change for anyone x

[@ianham]

You’re seeing and learning at an incredible rate. You learned so much in 2023. I hope you can find serenity. You are amazing!

[@upandaway5844]

Thank you for your honesty Eva! From one child free woman in her 30s who recently found a good therapist to another: there is NOTHING wrong with still looking for what it is you want from life!! I ended my year with finally telling my boss that I'll quit soon, and no, I have no idea what I want to do next. Just what I do now is NOT it for me. So let's stay strong, keep on searching, and just be who we freaking are 😊❤

[@sanelatutaris15]

That’s my story too!

[@Volteran]

You're not child free. You're childless. You don't need therapy. You need children.

[@sanelatutaris15]

@@Volteran go and learn what this means: “For the children of the desolate woman are more than the children of the married woman,” says God in Isaiah 54:1

[@Volteran]

no thanks@@sanelatutaris15

[@alisongood9572]

Oh, hon. This is an important video. The first big theme is the dangers of social media leading you astray from your real self. The second is accepting yourself. It's much harder to accept your real self than to try to conform to expectations. You don't have to settle or settle down. Being yourself is normal, but it may not be mainstream. A lot of things are normal. I used to think I was not normal and was a weirdo. But I realized a lot of things are not stereotypically normal, like thrill-seekers or tap dancers. So I started thinking of people as being average or not. But that wasn't right, either. Average sounded dull. Now I say there's people that are mainstream and people who were not. I'm not mainstream.

[@nevgeth40]

To know thyself is the beginning of wisdom. Wishing you such wisdom, and the clarity it can bring, in the coming year. Your courage is inspiring.

[@DavidTarekLifestyle]

Thank you Eva, I can relate so much with you. Thank you for sharing and being open. What an amazing authentic woman you are. Follow your heart.