You explain the quran in ways that bring calmness to the heart and in a beautiful manner may Allah reward you for ur actions ameen
@guledsm2 ай бұрын
Thank you. Following you from Garowe, Somalia. I can't afford to pay you. No human can afford to pay you. Only Allah can. May Allah bless you.
@the_weal_mawa2 ай бұрын
It's truly saddening that so many people in the Islamic space contantly emphasise how great the sahāba were, and spend far less time showing us that they were human and actually had flaws like us too. This notion really plagues the youth because they feel they can't live up to the standard of the sahāba, thus thinking there's just no point in following their footsteps whatsoever. I also felt affected by this idea which many of us have been indoctrinated with. Of course, the sahāba were great, but we shouldn't ignore the fact that they were still humans, made mistakes, had disagreements but still managed to get along. Not all sahāba gave up all their wealth like Abu Bakr ra, or not every woman as pious as Khadija ra, but they were still great Muslims.
@AJ-jg7xf2 ай бұрын
i agree but Alhamdulillah Allah is The Most Merciful and The Most Loving, give us far more great example of a flaw of prophet Musa AS that can we relate to in our life in the Quran and the example is came from a prophet Musa As. my second favorite prophet after prophet Muhammad SAW. please learn about prophet Musa As , he is a one of the great prophet. i love him, i wish i can meet him in judgement day.
@mhd45452 ай бұрын
@@AJ-jg7xf Stories about Musa in the quran, cover at least in 34 surahs, where Musa by his name is mentioned more than 130 times, and numerous mentions using his titles or “nicknames” or descriptors All are 100% true Where as, stories about Muhammad also mentioned quite a lot in quran. But not as extensive as musa Even a “simple” stories of Lut are mentioned in at least 15 surahs The prophetics stories in quran are much neglected, though they made up 60-70% of quran Now days prophetic stories are only reduced as “child’s play” Most focus are on ibadah and muamalat where those issues are only 5-7% of quran Back to Muhammad saw we got most of his stories from the seerah books, where the contents are at best contradicting and irreconcilable and unverifiable Not sure how much is true
@AJ-jg7xf2 ай бұрын
@@mhd4545 my favorite stories about Musa AS is when prophet Musa AS meet "one of the servant of Allah" people said it was prophet khidr. we can learn from this story is that: 1. no matter how much makes no sense Allah's plan is to us, just trust his plan, because sometimes Allah just want to protect us, Allah knows alot of things that we dont know. 2. It taught us its okay if we dont have patient, even prophet Musa was too dont have patient. Prophet Musa AS is one of the patient people, he is THE PROPHET after all. 3. and other things that im lazy to type. and other stories when he accidentally killed a wrong guy, and then he run away and then he met his future wife...those stories also make a lot of relatable in my situations. correct me if im wrong, im too lazy to type, i learn a lot about prophet Musa AS from NAK's Lectures. and sorry for my bad english, im not very good at english
@mhd45452 ай бұрын
@@AJ-jg7xf To go through the stories of musa effectively, we need at least 2 screens with total of 15 tabs open A lot of his stories need to be cross referred all the time during the engagement Alhamdulillah, now days with the advent of technologies, such things are achievable I hope you would apply 21 century technology when engaging the quran To go tru quranic verses line by line and surah after surah are way of the past
@mhd45452 ай бұрын
@@AJ-jg7xf To go through the stories of musa effectively, we need at least 2 screens with total of 15 tabs open A lot of quranic discourses need to be cross referred concurrently all the time during such engagement Alhamdulillah, now days with the advent of technologies, such things are achievable I hope you would apply 21 century technology when engaging the quran, coupled with a lot of Duaa to Allah for his mercy To go tru quranic verses line by line and surah after surah like normally done are ways of the past Not efficient
@omarfarooquekhan91102 ай бұрын
The way You explain Quran is awesome and beautiful. May Allah reward you the best for this in duniya and akhirah.
@ismaelabdi60022 ай бұрын
THE LESSON WAS GETTING MORE AND MORE DELICIOUS AND WAS GRABBING MY ATTENTION IS THERE PART 2?. NOUMAN ALI KHAN IS AMAZING SOUL.
@ShonMardani2 ай бұрын
What was the fist part about? What did he really said?
@anordinaryhuman29622 ай бұрын
@@ShonMardani the person is actually asking, is there part 2 coming ? So it makes this a part one.
@ShonMardani2 ай бұрын
@@anordinaryhuman2962 You sounded like disappointed for wasting half an hour and he did not say anything with conclusion. JUst confusing incomplete information and continuous advising and insulting their audience by calling them sinners, lost and hopeless.
@anordinaryhuman29622 ай бұрын
@@ShonMardani maybe, you misunderstood.
@ShonMardani2 ай бұрын
@@anordinaryhuman2962 I think I did, I do not trust NAK to be honest and sincere, I believe he is hurting Muslims and he is a zionist and british agent, like YASIR QADHI.
@candicecole192 ай бұрын
A beautiful scene from the day of judgement✨ “But Paradise will be brought close to the righteous and will no longer be distant. This is what you were promised-this is for everyone who turned often to God and kept Him in mind.” (Quran 50:31-32) 🤍
@cassara56282 ай бұрын
The heat of iman = hearts on fire. Low iman = dimly lit . No iman = punishment of separation from divine guidance.
@durdurdikir40212 ай бұрын
🎉Maa'Shaa'Allah...Nouman Teachings are A Real Blessing For This Dark Human Times! Because the Whole World is in Deep Crisis!!
@Sifat-g2p2 ай бұрын
Let me ask you most respectfully, how come this lectures of a particular man helping the world of science, world of advancement and world of reasoning and the world of WAR ?
@iqrahFark902 ай бұрын
After a long time ustadh i miss the old days 😊 when i was learning Arabic from your institute Alhamdulillah for everything ❤
@HSABilal2 ай бұрын
Can you shed some light on that experience? I'm also thinking about learning arabic. I know how to read but don't understand it like most of us Muslims.
@iqrahFark902 ай бұрын
@@HSABilalbetter to join Ustadh Noman institution for Arabic he is one of best among all Almighty Allah has blessed everyone with wisdom Noman is just amazing and I successfully learned Arabic from him
@zaidan43292 ай бұрын
@@HSABilal He has taught his entire Dream Arabic program online on Bayyinah Tv, telling you that as a student of the program 😉
@mohdshahabaz67832 ай бұрын
@@zaidan4329 Have you learnt complete arabic?
@zaidan43292 ай бұрын
@@mohdshahabaz6783 Done with Grammar and Morphology now time for learning how to Read and comprehend any book written in Arabic ;)
@Mariyamsdeenworld2 ай бұрын
WHEN GOING THROUGH THE TOUGHEST TIMES ⏲️, trust on Allahs plan and imagine how far we reached and how strong we got now . Alhamdullillah ✨️
@Thinkerbellization2 ай бұрын
Thank you Ustadz... You've cleared 1 question that I've had for years. May Allah reward you and your team abundantly.. Aamiin
@fayru83362 ай бұрын
Allahumma Barik the wisdom Allah SWT gave NAK is so beneficial to all of us. May Allah bless us all Aameen 🤲🏾🙏🏾
@Fol0709Ай бұрын
Subhanallah! Wallahi, I do wonder sometimes about the "whatever" but I don't just give much thought about it. Thank you for shedding light into it! May Allah reward you abundantly! Aameen!
@fuhadakinbola9692 ай бұрын
I'm addicted to listening to ustaz Nouman ❤😊
@Rafael.D.Mikhrali2 ай бұрын
This video beautifully captures the essence of Islam, delving into the profound moral compass it provides and the deep human connections it fosters. The emphasis on understanding our religion's basics and its intricate depth is truly inspiring. It reminds us of the beauty and compassion inherent in Islamic teachings, encouraging us to live with integrity, empathy, and a profound sense of purpose. We should definitely sign up and make our contribution to better ourselves and our community. Thank you for this enlightening and heartfelt content! Thank you, Teacher 🙏!
@ayeshakunni69082 ай бұрын
JazakAllah khairan. What a beautiful simple explanation. May Allah swt blessed u brother nouman and full bayyinah team.
@syedakhter5943Ай бұрын
I am happy with your work that you are explaining the Quran nicely. Good work!
@nOOn.A2 ай бұрын
بآرك الله فيكم ونفع بكم فريق بينة 🌸
@sahrishjaved91422 ай бұрын
You are a living legend:)
@khalidhabib15522 ай бұрын
Great lecture. May Allah grant all of us the paradise.
@AhmedAhmed-mu1fr2 ай бұрын
Masha Allah brother may Allah bless him 😢 salute
@humayasir57292 ай бұрын
May allah give success to this mission of learning quran
@sadikurrahman19132 ай бұрын
SubhanAllah Amazing
@asifhussein21662 ай бұрын
Thank you HABIBI ❤❤
@MaryamAli-tv3dg2 ай бұрын
Astagfirullah ×5 Subhanallah ×5 Alhamdulillah ×5 Allah hu akbar ×5 La ilaha illallah ×5
@BeautyFuzStudioАй бұрын
Subhan Allah Amazing approch ❤🙏
@SohaAnjum-w6k2 ай бұрын
Subhanallah.. that two whatevers explanation..I am literally shocked..
@MeemNun_ALiF_Revived_LykNvrB42 ай бұрын
i am going to be utilising these 3 ALEPHs to realize various goals . . one of which is to write a SELF - HELP book .. 🤓
@MeemNun_ALiF_Revived_LykNvrB42 ай бұрын
so much had happened in that couple of moments .. I am talking about the *'GUiDE'* ALEPH ..
@legalnation12462 ай бұрын
May Allah preserve you Ustaadh
@rekiahannani23 күн бұрын
جزاك الله خيرا
@mubeen.fatima2 ай бұрын
ماشاءالله تبارك الله great detail of musabahaat
@aslamsaa142 ай бұрын
Jazakallah khair. May Allah almighty give us understand ing Qur'an and practice into our life's
@zahidmuslim65602 ай бұрын
May ALLAH Accepts you amongst the ambassador of Tawhid....The true Deen... unapologetic truth.
@the_weal_mawa2 ай бұрын
Oh my, I've been wanting an explanation of the usage of ما with ارض for a long time! I first noticed this in ayat ul kursi where near the beginning of the verse it say wa maa fil ard but near the end just says wal ard😊
@jaffarsamoon67112 ай бұрын
❤❤❤ jazakallahu khair n kaseera va alaikum Salaam wa Rahmatullah wa barakaatuho 👌🤲✅📌 regards and respect to you sir ✅
@munibashahid85792 ай бұрын
Jazak Allah Ustad
@MrKhan111112 ай бұрын
Jazakallah. Ustad e Muhatram ❤
@NaseemAkhtar-po2cvАй бұрын
Subhanallah alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar JazakAllah khair
@rayyanahmad772 ай бұрын
جزاک اللە خیرا
@IrfanAhmad-zo6ni2 ай бұрын
Looking forward to an English translation of Quran by Ustad Nouman Ali Khan. This will provide an amazing understanding of Quran. We need clarity in order to appreciate Quran.
@badr36282 ай бұрын
jazakAllahu kheyr
@nafeesahassan67092 ай бұрын
23:01 here I love this part, and at the end, I am reminded of what Allah says to us about prophet Ibrahimﷺstory ﴿وكَذَلِكَ نُرِي إبْراهِيمَ مَلَكُوتَ السَّماواتِ والأرْضِ ولِيَكُونَ مِنَ المُوقِنِينَ﴾ [الأنعام ٧٥] Thus, did we show Ibrahim (Abraham) the kingdom of the heavens and the earth that he be one of those who have faith with certainty. So to have faith with certainty, making me contemplate and question the word "يقن" to find out what does it means?! And relate it when we know about Allah's Kingdom from Ayat
@putiandini15152 ай бұрын
I hope you could do seminars in Indonesia, I’d love to come and listen more about Al Quran 😢
@samirmikaeel63342 ай бұрын
What a lecture mashallah
@jeelanbasha2332 ай бұрын
Masha Allah. Hamiduddin Farahi RH, concept is popularized by Dr Israr Ahmed RH.. may Allah reward them and all the righteous scholars and people in this dunya and aakhirah .. Aameen
@attarehman60302 ай бұрын
@jeelanbasha233. In my opinion the best proponent of Farahi school of thought is Javed Ahmed Ghamidi
@larsapherАй бұрын
I really appreciate this conference because in Egypt.You can still see that they fight amongst themselves about who is the better ranked muslim.. And sometimes it has to deal Location and where they came from.. Of course , I do love their name sake
@alsalman007tube2 ай бұрын
Great content.. ❤
@IamNobody1-o3n2 ай бұрын
If you've benefited from this video, don't forget to give a Like👍 it'll help the video spread faster to others who may benefit from it. May Allah reward you as you do
@nadeemlakha85092 ай бұрын
Love u ustaad❤
@ambienceclarity11232 ай бұрын
Clutch moment Never thought i would heard that in a quranic lecture
@ALWAYSFAITHFUL2472 ай бұрын
Alhamdulillah..
@nadeemlakha85092 ай бұрын
Love u sir ❤
@mahtabhashmi64672 ай бұрын
Please bring one video regular on Quran explanation surah one to last
@OnePathNet2 ай бұрын
Astounding, informative and engaging lecture ❤
@AtherSheikh-wl2ho2 ай бұрын
Ah! So much engaging
@frankquinn70612 ай бұрын
SubhanAllah
@Astaghfirullah-y5m2 ай бұрын
Salam walekum
@MinJo-892 ай бұрын
Subhanallah
@Gain_Knowledge72 ай бұрын
Al-Harith Ibn Qays (radiyAllahu'anhu): "When intending to do something good, do not delay it until tomorrow. When involved in something to do with the hereafter, keep yourself involved as long as you can. When involved in some worldly matter, put your mind to it (so as to get it done). And if you are praying and Shaytan whispers, ‘You are showing off,’ then make your prayer even longer." (Ibn Al-Mubârak in Al-Zuhd wa Al-Rqaiq 1/126)
@M.G.19892 ай бұрын
_- Āyatu l-Kursiyy/ der 'Thronvers':_ _{اللهُ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ الْحَيُّ الْقَيُّومُ لاَ تَأْخُذُهُ سِنَةٌ وَلاَ نَوْمٌ لَّهُ مَا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الأَرْضِ مَن ذَا الَّذِي يَشْفَعُ عِنْدَهُ إِلاَّ بِإِذْنِهِ يَعْلَمُ مَا بَيْنَ أَيْدِيهِمْ وَمَا خَلْفَهُمْ وَلاَ يُحِيطُونَ بِشَىْءٍ مِّنْ عِلْمِهِ إِلاَّ بِمَا شَاء وَسِعَ كُرْسِيُّهُ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالأَرْضَ وَلاَ يَؤُودُهُ حِفْظُهُمَا وَهُوَ الْعَلِيُّ الْعَظِيمُ}_ _Allāhu lā ilāha illa Huwa-l-hayyu-l-qayyūm. Lā ta´chudhuhu sinatun wa lā nawm, lahu mā fī s-samāwāti wa mā fī-l-ard. Man dha-lladhi iashfa´u ´indahu illa bi-idhnihi. Ya´lamu mā bayna aydīhim wa mā khalfahum. Wa lā iuhitūna bi-shay´in min ´ilmihi illa bi-mā shā´. Wasi´a kursiyyuhu s-samāwāti wa-l-ard, wa lā ia´ūduhu hifzuhumā, wa Huwa-l-´aliyyu-l-´athīm._ _"Ich suche Zuflucht bei Allah vor dem verfluchten Satan. Allah - es gibt keinen Gott außer Ihm, dem Lebendigen und Beständigen. Ihn überkommt weder Schlummer noch Schlaf. Ihm gehört, was in den Himmeln und was auf der Erde ist. Wer ist es denn, der bei Ihm Fürsprache einlegen könnte - außer mit Seiner Erlaubnis? Er weiß, was vor ihnen und was hinter ihnen liegt, sie aber umfassen nichts von Seinem Wissen - außer, was Er will. Sein Thronschemel umfasst die Himmel und die Erde, & ihre Behütung beschwert Ihn nicht. Er ist der Erhabene und Allgewaltige." - Sūrah al-Baqara 2:255_
@naila1276Ай бұрын
MashaAllah
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
15:07 Moris Gerald. خيار آخر لـ 50 هو جبل طارق (جبل طارق) - مراكش (المغرب) - مدينة بو دزاليكا بالرباط.
@saniaaziz81342 ай бұрын
Allah hu Akbar
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
13:00 Moris Gerald الإصدار الآخر الأكثر صحة هو 54-جزر الأزور بونتي ديلجادو. البرتغال.
@ShonMardani2 ай бұрын
Quran if Farsi word " کارگران - karegran " which means Workers, and originally was workers' rights law book. Duaa is " دوللا - dolla " meaning "Bow / Bent Over'', it is the same as English Law.
@mamoonmalik15222 ай бұрын
Is there any way to apply for a scholarship or something to get access to this knowledge on Bayyinah TV? For someone who does not have that kind of money to buy a subscription. Please let me know. JazakAllah!
خيار آخر لـ 50 هو جبل طارق (جبل طارق) - مراكش (المغرب) - مدينة بو دزاليكا بالرباط.
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
12:00 Moris Gerald 30- نسخة أخرى أكثر صحة من المقياس تبدأ في جزر كارولين ثم جزر سليمان التابعة للأميرالية-مانوس.
@Khan.Official_72 ай бұрын
Always waiting you're new video on bayaniya channel in urdu please sir
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
16:50 Moris Gerald أعتقد أن المقياس الخمسين هو مقياس من إصدار كانازاوا الياباني والآخر من جزيرة مينيماتوري.
@saqibmughal92132 ай бұрын
Well I can understand what you said but please include urdu or hindi dubbed in your videos so those can also understand who can't understand English
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
16:33 Moris Gerald نسخة أخرى 26- جزيرة الميزان جزيرة أوكينادويتو اليابان.
@blobbins172 ай бұрын
Yes the sahabba are not all of equal rank and this is brought to the forefront after the death of the prophet pbuh where many of them fought each other in battle and blood was shed
@BeiBe427802 ай бұрын
Look brother I be see you have understanding But in times of war ☝🏻 is up In times of peace✌🏾up
@OwaisQarni-k9o2 ай бұрын
indeed that's tha sign having eman when prophet has said anything in your issue and you agree and be agree with what prophet had cleared and dont use ads indeed some o it have fahash and music
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
19:43 Moris Gerald 20- هارون عليه السلام هو أيضاً رسول ووفقاً للآية تسعين يجب أن نستمع إليه برج الحوت التشيلي أريكا-أنتوفاجاستا
@MdFaizal-r1r2 ай бұрын
Hindi batao koi Hindi me bhi dubbed karna chahiye kuch samjh nai ata hai 😢😢😢
MANY PEOPLE WANT TO TALK WITH NOUMAN ALI KHAN BUT THERE IS NO WAY TO TALK WITH HIM HEY BAYNNAH TEAM IS THEIR ANY WAY TO TALK WITH HIM
@the_weal_mawa2 ай бұрын
You might be able to join his classes on Bayyinah if u have membership or email him
@MB-id1uh2 ай бұрын
Well hes my uncle. What do you want to say to him?
@sufism15162 ай бұрын
@MB-id1uh Tell him that he Safe my Iman with Allah’s help. And I love him dearly 😢❤
@zaidan43292 ай бұрын
@@MB-id1uh Tell him that We love him❤
@ranafaisal11722 ай бұрын
Really? @@MB-id1uh
@Embarasin2 ай бұрын
The moment you talked about Others like i used to.. where id assume motive: Heres the thing about Listening to someone as a spy or nonmuslim believer only coming.. Truth is truth…. The power of whats being taught should win over even someone Pretending…. They might come for the wrong reason or your perception of their reasoning… they might show up cuz they want to prove you wrong… thats no concern of yours.. all your job is to do is be your definition of Allah.. acting and being Like Allah as he would do it or handle that…. And if you try to speak their language and be kind and offer.. why wouldn’t they stay or come back? Why wouldnt it win them over? What would scream at them to sabotage All you stand for? Unless there is something within or how you are presenting it…. And that’s possible because of being human .. but when someone presents You with a new look at things.. consider their offer or why youd go spy on someone .. The opposite of love is not hate.. its indifference.. meaning if someone is spying on you or stays hidden in the shadows not yet sold on something.. projecting that theu havd ill intent it bad motives is Your reasoning for “spying on Joel osteen “ did you go for wrong reasons? Cuz when you told the story it was so amazing.. i saw you doing what i was doing and collecting information and seeing what things/ sight.. trading one sight for another and allowing evidence to guide me…. Might have come off as sabotage ir Spying from lack of understanding of myself or how i was coming off.. but the intent was to share my view with people in their circles and Be given theres tonbring back and consider/ maul over. Sometimes we cant always reach the deepest part if our motives until its revealed with Being upset or angry about something that Makes you dig deeper inside to understand why Allah would call you to do something others thinking all the motives or bad things.. and ur just Trying something and seeing How stuff works.. and excising in stretching out your sight accepting others sights and testing their actions against the preaching.. Saying be merciful and kind and humble plays out differently when ur the weird girl with a crazy story and ur ostracized for something that gives you insight into how it feels to be the outsider. To me if a Muslim shows up to a christian church.. they should be treated in the same way Jesus would treat the person.. not havr them feel like par’eye’ah (par’ayah) parriah.. To me everyone can find a place in a tribe.. from Using someone like A private investigatir yo tell you why the snake is a poweful view point.. cuz his eye is in the shape of an i that s’lit it views the world in tempetures and tastes the air/heir eith its tongue or i. Simple terms can sense bullshit .. .. actions are far more powerful the the words someone says.. Something you “sensed” regarding your actions as a “spy” which i woulf have never known about you being there in that manner…. Cuz i think it was for research purposes rather then under negative tones …. The idea being dont consider a spy to be negative.. Projecting motives and intensions is not fair. Some people dont know what they are seeking ir looking for.. only feeling things out by sensing. If you give them a sense that theyvare welcome to spy cuz you got nothing to hide.. that might be the wait/weigh on the scales they are Moving through and around.. because someyimes time will tell more then preaching. Next, The Material was delivered over time .. soooo to shall be each mans journey through development. If you have soneone from the outside.. be able to teach them at any direction from and sight level and give them time to come around and in time and times they will see pattern and consistent behaviors which is the foundation of trust. Muhammad was overwhelmed in the cave.. Exhausted by the Intense experience.. and ge kept coming back to ensure he was fully Present and able to provide the experience in a POSITIVE manner through his actions and words…. Thats what wins people over.. :) take it as a compliment that someone wants to spy.. for any reason. Serve them food for thought and give them a reason to keep coming back .. digesting the materials as their Growth rate. dazees (daises) Dont need the same amount oak trees need.. maybe a daisy 🌼 is gonna take in light different then the one who sticks and embarks but at least they “leave” things for others to Consider :) or break down and give others something to grow
sir mai bohat shok sy ap ka bayan sunte hn par sir ap urdu mai keya kary ta ky jo log english nahe samaj saqty un k liye asane ho
@zainabvillager51512 ай бұрын
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@bsands1162 ай бұрын
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@meawthecandy354623 күн бұрын
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@tasneemrasool8222Ай бұрын
All the questions are answered in the Makkan Qur'an Shareef.
@Jamesbond-xd3rd2 ай бұрын
First one❤
@toobatooba53342 ай бұрын
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@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
14- برج الثور غينيا مامو بواسطة دزاليكا طلع ليبيريا كوناكري (64).
@yellosamАй бұрын
Even abu bakr doesn't have full trust in Allah and his Messenger, which is why he argues with Prophet when he did a peace pack with meccan...
@sousculture_xix31812 ай бұрын
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@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
111-نسخه دیگری از ترازو جزایر ماریانا سایپان وجود دارد. 10:10 Moris Gerald.
@midnitqween860921 күн бұрын
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@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
32-Iran Birjand twins. 08:56 Moris Gerald.
@МоррисДжеральд2 ай бұрын
15:12 Moris Gerald 40- برج الحمل هافانا كوبا.
@Embarasin2 ай бұрын
Awww and the assumption that they dont want to see is differebt from being able to reflect. Last couple of years my motive fir teasing and playinh and being a smart ass was me thinking i could make religion fun.. like a game show ir sports event and teams…. And going to each “team:tribe” was about seeing what sense was made to see if i belonged anywhere to see if anyone Would accept my story .. but then upon reflection i could see that was taken differently then i considered because my back drop was people killing each other over religion.. so i was trying to lighten things up.. but people who are killing others over religion took it through different perspective that my motive was to create trouble .. i wthought of it like creating conversation and showing christians how to defend a muslim being attacked or Provide jews with more information or to correct like a game of jeopardy: like someone would make fun of a Muslim and i would chime in and say “things Jesus wouldnt do for 1000 alec” thinking id make people laugh… came off as rude and flippant now i can see…. And now im trying tk just talk … i apologize that i was rude in your sight/site. It was not meant as disrespect. Simplt to create conversation s and Help each geoup to see similarities in materials and proper ways to treat one another. But as a stranger i can see it came off all wrong. Or that i was wrong for the behavior that offended. But it was with a good intent to Change the way we see spirit… and sometimes i was mad and frustrated .. but i kinda though expression of that was fine… muhammad got mad or Irritated when others Stepped on things wrong.. also i was practicing authenticity if feelings in traumas… so i was dealing with a lot of New things all at one time. We dont all come to pathways walking and talking the same way.. I looked at my way like i guess sharing my sight in various ways to see who would and what worked to get a response or answers to all my thoughts versus Seeing and hearing. I have very specific muslim teachers .. and i stick pretty closely to them because i sense they mean what they say…. while we shouldnt judge by covete like flesh.. ir sight.. you still get a sense about someone .. and thats sense Will keep somepne coming fir more light or Retreat to go see elsewhere.. and i think you could reflect back on teachers who Were true teachers.. people who love learning and See questions not as a challenge but as a String to pull on to see more unravel…. So awesome when you find a teacher who can teach you words like Fitnah and ayat and their meanings to see how you preceive through their material…. Its hard when reading in english cuz in arabic the sound different.. and In the Online reading of quran.. guys tone is scary ..