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[@Katherout]

what is grief if not love persevering ❤️ honored that you chose to share your wonderful sensitive heart with all of us. such a strength to be able to express yourself so much. ❤️ from one pisces to another

[@ALISHAJPOOLE]

This Is Beautiful

[@Smileovertherainbow]

I remember your video about grief. It really marked me forever. What I learned from it came useful at so many times. Thank you so much for sharing it.

[@SassyL62]

Awww I loved that quote so much 😭 vision is my new favorite avenger

[@jakobbraylen4870]

i know im asking the wrong place but does anybody know of a trick to log back into an instagram account? I was stupid forgot the password. I appreciate any assistance you can give me!

[@popeb48]

Take a deep breath girl..your tears are cleansing your soul of its grief. Let them flow when and as they come. You are healing a huge wound. Be kind to yourself.

[@patriciamartinez4348]

This comment made me cry. What sweet words. And so true!

[@user-ot2yt1zk6l]

mhm words of wisdom

[@Mikaylap713]

If by “depressing” you mean raw to the core and a display of the strength of humanity, then yes! ❤️ Never stop being yourself Lexi!

[@itsmelexie1]

please don’t ever apologize or call yourself pathetic. everything you’re feeling and going through is so valid. I lost my mom a little over two years ago and I still have those painful little moments constantly. I’ll get a letter addressed to her, pass our favorite restaurant we would go to together, even find super old food in the freezer dated in her handwriting. it doesn’t get easier but you learn to deal with it better and it’s kind of a reminder that love lives on always. sending you all my love and best wishes. 🤍🤍🤍

[@alondra1609]

Lex this channel is your safe space. Even if you upload a video of you crying for 30 minutes straight we will be here to watch and give you our full support. Thank you for sharing these moments with us even though you don’t have to. Sending a lot of love your way! ❤️

[@Brittnaysbeastin]

you do NOT need to apologize or feel bad for the way you’re feeling. i lost my mom 5 years ago and i still go through moments where small things remind me of her & i will randomly have a breakdown. you are human. you are dealing with something extremely hard. don’t feel bad and don’t feel like you have to show up for everyone if you want time for yourself.

[@meghaha8966]

I hope you’re alright xx

[@wearilive]

You are such a special human Lexie ❤️

[@chaujosefina]

i really needed to cry and i felt like we cried together

[@JasmineRachelle22]

I felt this, me too. I hope we all feel better soon.

[@irisalexanderunofficial]

girl i've always been a depressed mess so i'm always gonna be here with you. i think we vibing even more tbh

[@AB-nu7tc]

You might not see this but my mom passed in July and just watching you struggle through some random things really helps me feel okay.. idk something about knowing someone else has breakdowns about things that shouldn’t matter much..

[@VioletDrive]

My mom also passed in July. I too have just been recently breaking down more than I ever did last year. So the grieving process truly is hard. Sending strength to you both💜

[@christineesparza5417]

I am so sorry for both your losses. Sending healing and loving hugs through the screen 💗 i cant imagine what you’re going through. The stress of a pandemic and the loss of a loved one. Life is short and weird but so beautiful at the same time. but i hope that time heals and that you feel your moms energy 💜💜 xoxo

[@iBeauty96]

Oof when you said “where my parents live... where my dad lives...” i felt that I lost my dad and i still talk about him in present tense sometimes because my mind just can’t fathom that he doesn’t exist in his human form anymore

[@Mary-bb1wc]

I'm really amazed at your emotional maturity. If this were me, I very well may have hidden and buried myself in something. But you're present, you're allowing your emotions to come through, and you're being conscious of things to be grateful for. I appreciate you sharing your journey.

[@littlemoonbeam7]

Your mom's physical form may be gone but the love you two shared transcends. She is you and you are her. Be kind to yourself, allow yourself time to grieve however you need to grieve. Sending you love and light, always.

[@juliannacapano2158]

I lost my dad a few months ago. It’s not depressing it’s relatable and nice for me to watch. Thank you for sharing such intimate feelings and process that is grieving

[@tiana482]

Don’t worry Lex, This is a safe place for tears and breakdowns. It’s ok to do that here

[@AllySheehan]

A few days after my dad died, I went to return the Christmas presents I had bought for him at the mall and it broke my heart. I cried at the cash register and just basically fell to pieces on the way home. I'm so sorry you know this pain too - you seem to be handling it so much better. Love you Lex, give yourself all the time and healing in the world

[@hanasuckz]

when you talked about your memories with your mum at the mall, it just broke me. it's the littlest things. sending all my love your way lexie, and to your family. we love you so much.

[@jaslove123]

Thank you for normalizing grief. After losing a partner to a tragedy I had no way of connecting to people for months. Just seeing you talk about the part where you want to just go out to the mall and you’re worried about a public break down would’ve helped me out during that time. This isn’t depressing it’s real. Thank you for sharing this with us. 🥀

[@josiealbert5675]

It's okay to say "the town my parents are in" and not correct yourself. My dad died when I was 8, I'm almost 22 and I still slip up and say "my parents" sometimes. Hope you heal soon, much love xxxx

[@kiklaluna2452]

You are so NOT depressing, i would say the opposite. I've lived with depressing people and and I myself was depressing during some times, you seem so strong and the amazing thing is that now your true vibrant character lights through

[@activelyalayna]

my mom passed recently as well and you uploaded as i was in the middle of a tear-filled grief-prompted moment myself. i appreciate you immensely, and you have a friend in me if you ever need someone who understands the gravity of this sort of emptiness. always cheering for u from afar.

[@soccerbopper124]

hi i’m one of your subscribers and randomly stumbled upon your comment. sending you big love

[@activelyalayna]

@@soccerbopper124 awh! hello! ♡ what are the odds we'd both be here hahah thank you for subscribing to me and thank you for the love too. you're sweet ♡

[@oliviawaterman4654]

You are not pathetic! You are human! And you are going through something nobody should ever have to experience. Doing simple tasks is hard when your physical and mentally preoccupied. Your someone who is very in touch with their emotions and you are very compassionate (I mean I don’t know you personally but it seems that way). The fact that your so sad and miss your mother so much reflects the amazing relationship you had with her.

[@oliviawaterman4654]

Don’t be too hard on yourself. We love your videos no matter what! 💕

[@flowerchild_92]

I admire your honesty and realness during this extremely difficult time in your life. You are surely helping people who have gone thru similar circumstances. Praying for you xoxo

[@okgoose]

last week was i think the 6 year anniversary of losing my mom so i fully understand all the little breaks throughout the video. seeing this actually comforted me to see how much easier it's gotten to live with the loss. it takes a lot of time and it never fully stops, but it really really does get easier. thank you for sharing this video

[@feliciamperez]

Thanks for sharing your heart here. Thinking of you and all that is lost. Heart aches for you, your Dad, your grandma and everyone who had the pleasure and joy of deeply knowing your mom. Take all the time you need to find comfort and peace with the world around you.

[@julesr3066]

This is such a beautiful comment. This is exactly what I would want to read if I was grieving. ❤️

[@santana9577]

It hurt my heart hearing you call yourself pathetic. You are going through one of the most painful things in life and you are doing it so graciously and beautifully - not that you have to, you can be as messy as you feel but to watch you be so emotionally aware and intelligent, allowing yourself to feel and be present is so incredibly beautiful and human and I admire and appreciate your vulnerability and strength so much.

[@melliethemortician]

Lexie I know it may be tiring to hear but it does get easier, it takes time LOTS of time, a good support system and just lots of love. My aunt(who raised me) died sometime back and she was also fine, hell we talked on the phone that morning joking about what lunch she wanted and it still hurts to hear her favorite song, go places weve been, do things she liked but now its no longer a "wow why did this happen" pain but more of a "i know she'd be having fun" kind of pain. I still do break down randomly and thats okay. When you need to cry just let it out it doesnt matter whose around, where you are etc just let yourself feel it and it'll be so much better after. Im so very sorry for your lose and I hope you and your family are doing okay during this time.

[@serrgggeo]

When my grandmama passed, I was so overwhelmed helping a friend shop at Hallmark, I literally picked up a frame with a picture of a grandma and smashed it on the floor in the store and walked out. I didn't want to see any smiles.

[@LizzieLovie6599]

I lost my father in high school about 8 years ago and the way you are grieving is exactly how I was. I appreciate this so much and I'm so glad you are showing this, because no one else I know has experience the loss of a parent. thank you for pushing through

[@jodie2294]

thank you for portraying grief and the days following losing a parent

[@nataliek.8076]

lexie that sunrise was your MOM!! abruptly waking up to the sun rising magically?? that’s her looking in on you & grabbing your attention.

[@meeghan7355]

Love you Lex! You have an incredible community here for you. You mean so much to so many people. Thank you for everything you do for us. 🦋

[@babysparks29]

Wow. I truthfully never comment on KZbin videos and honestly don’t consistently watch your videos. Watching what happened to your Mom has hit too close to home for me. When I was 17 my Dad passed in his sleep, and similar to your Mom was fine. I went to school having a Dad and came home and he was gone. When you said it was like your Mom vanished - that’s exactly how it feels. It’s been 8 years since I lost my Dad and I still feel like he will walk through the door sometimes. Sending you all the love and strength in the world. ♥️

[@megansroom11]

as someone who lost my mom a little over 3 years ago at age 21.. this is incredibly healing. and i'm so sorry u are going through all this. like u keep saying, cry it out and feel what u need to

[@linadams1965]

My mom recently just passed on Dec 26th she was sick for a while but still so young being only 52. It feels so surreal still. So coming across this was so fresh for me, but seeing how far you’ve come in a year has been helpful.

[@SophieLoovesYou]

losing my mom was the hardest thing i've ever been through. i empathize so much with the weight & the grief you're feeling. every time i go to cvs they still say her name when i scan my benefits card after many years & it feels fresh for a moment. when you have the opportunity & the space from the grief, there's a book called "motherless daughters" that i read over quarantine. it's about how losing your mom as a girl effects you in ways others may not understand. it made me feel a lot less alone. i hope you are able to find a little piece of comfort. remember she'll be with you always.

[@CathysandCie]

i lost my mom 2 years ago so i totally can relate to what you're going through and i wanna thank you for putting out so much vulnerability and honesty on your platform it feels good to see that i'm not alone

[@Mikaylap713]

YOU ARE NOT DEPRESSING LEXIE! Thank you for the content lately, but obviously only do what feels right. You’re grieving and everyone here should respect that. Personally, when I see you upset- it just makes me want to give you the biggest hug (and I’m not a hug person but maybe the pandemic has made me one). *Sending virtual hugs*

[@amandasade3882]

Lexi, I've been a silent viewer for a long time and I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry about your loss. You don't need to apologize for grieving and crying. We as your audience respect your emotions and feel for you. When you need to cry, CRY. We will be here for you and appreciate anything you post, because you definitely don't have to. Sending lots of love!

[@louelynnonato1622]

Lexie, Yesterday I had to put my dog down. And nothing right now (funny movies, KZbin, eating, being out, being home) makes the mourning process any better, then I remembered you had this on your channel and I clicked right away. Thank you I too, felt like, my dog vanished. Gone quick. More life to live. Just a freak accident. hugs

[@linadams1965]

Also the random crying at random things that remind you of your mom is so real. I hated going out and seeing someone that knew my mom and having to tell them because I’d end up crying.

[@ShannonCoty]

Love the realness 💕 never feel pathetic for grieving. Permanent loss is a hole that is never filled so take the time to go through the process, it's painful but beautiful

[@oklahomaproud6665]

Your grief is so raw right now, and so new, that I know it must be so hard to feel what you’re feeling. But watching it makes it so abundantly clear to everyone that you loved someone so much that you could feel this loss without them. I think one day you’ll look back on this and be able to see that too and maybe it’ll even feel bittersweet ❤️ you’ll always miss her, but someday it won’t be as raw. It’ll be a more gentle grief

[@xjelyd]

While I’m watching this, I’m crying with you. My dad suddenly passed away a year ago, and I went through these struggles. Seeing you trying to get along with your life, taking it one day at a time, is really inspiring. I did not even go out for months... I think you’re doing a great job, Lexie. Keep taking it one day at a time. ❤️

[@KatrinaLainsbury]

YOUR CHANNEL IS THE ONLY PLACE I WANT TO HANG! I am dealing with my mother having cancer and at the end of her life. You showing your process is something you do not have to do. Just know you are helping so many people right now. Thank you Lexie

[@ninav4097]

Sending you so much love Lexie. At first I thought these videos might put me back in a state of grief, but watching your videos has been SO helpful for my own process. Thank you so much for the vulnerability and perspectives that you share because it also helps other people dealing with grief

[@marenpeters8188]

you are so strong, Lexie. I am so so so sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing your grief with us. People don't like to talk about loss or death, especially in America, so for you to share this deeply personal time with us is so brave of you. Sending all my love and hugs and good vibes to you

[@karimeyunuen]

That shopping trip reminds me when I went to buy a printer and I used my dads number and I almost started crying when he said his name

[@lucyjurina3836]

this is so similar to my grief experience losing my dad, it is really cathartic to see the solidarity. sending sm love to you

[@tennisbabexox]

I grew up and still live across the street from the mall you visited. I have so many fond memories of that space and have always felt so connected to you because of our similar backgrounds and interests. Thank you for sharing your experience, even if it's somber. You are showing the world what it feels like to grieve on a platform that is so often curated and artificial. That requires so much strength. Sending you so much love and warmth

[@emsh44778]

I lost my dad when I was 14, he was my favourite person and reminded me so much of your mom. I've watched you since I was 13, I feel so connected to you and watching this vlog was so raw and real, and sadly so very relatable. It still hurts a little getting mail with his name on it or people asking how he is, you'll get through this my love. It never stops hurting, but it does get easier. you are so so loved

[@gracelindquist9784]

I didn't really find your channel until recently but I am so in awe of you putting your soul out here, its so comforting to see your heart here. I am sending you all the love and healing, but take your time love, we are all here for you

[@rosalyn58]

same

[@abbyvogelsang1816]

Grief is so natural and you are so brave for being honest. There is no need to pretend on your own channel. Thanks for your honesty and we lvoe and support you.

[@appleshampoozie]

I found your channel just before your Mum passed and I am so grateful that I did. You are a beautifully strong woman for sharing your grief with us. I lost my Dad 4 years ago and I feel what you are going through. It's rare to see such honest vulnerability on KZbin and I'm here for it. I hope sharing your journey of loss brings you healing. Keep shining, beautiful star ⭐

[@msbiebss]

When someone close to me passed away, that same evening I saw the most insanely beautiful sunset I’ve ever seen and I just knew that she was telling me she’s okay. and that she’s looking out for us down here. That sunrise was your mom letting you know that she’s okay, and she’s watching over you. To this day, a good sunset makes me think of her and it brings me comfort while also making me emotional. You woke up randomly at 6 am for a reason, and she’s got you Lex. It gets easier with time, but she’ll always be with you and give you little reminders that she’s got your back, just look for them💗💗💗 and also I grew up in Reston so shout out 👏🏽 hang in there, keep feeling all the feels, and thank you for being so raw and authentic and beautiful ❤️

[@mallymalz8014]

i’m so proud of you lexie! you absolutely did not / do not owe your vulnerability to us but you are being so open right now and it makes me admire you. wishing you nothing but love and healing ❤️

[@Chickennugget-hg6rz]

We having cathartic cries AT LEAST once a day in 2021😌 love you, Lexie. My mom committed suicide when I was a teen. My heart is with you❤️

[@daybydayna]

It's okay to continue to grieve whether it's crying, or going back to old places that remind you of your mother. You're so strong to be filming videos, while still remembering your mother. Your mother was such a light in the vlogs. She's dearly missed. I love you Lexie and continue to grieve in the way you need to, while still doing the things that make you happy. (:

[@pearl7665]

i love you vlogging this. i had a trauma when my sister died suddenly so i understand you a little bit, i appreciate that you share this.

[@fernandasc9265]

I wasn’t feeling good, and all I’m seeing is people at parties having fun, seeing your video and your transparency makes me feel at so much peace, thanks for this honesty, this is real life and this is what we need💕 I’m really really sorry for your lost, send you a lot of love and strength. Now you have a beautiful angel looking out for you.

[@Joyish]

You are incredible. Thank you for being so vulnerable and bringing us into you're journey. You are helping so many and we love you. Sending you so much love now and always

[@kia4034]

When you talked about your mom’s makeup, it made me cry. It’s truly the littlest things that get you. I’m wishing you the best. Lots of love ❤️

[@tamekaraeann]

God, I’m so sorry Lex. Watching you go through this is heartbreaking but I’m glad you feel comfortable enough to be vulnerable with your viewers. You’re stronger than you’ll ever know. Please don’t ever apologize about being “depressing”. The grief process is so real and we’re here for you throughout it all 💗

[@ashleygermain617]

lexie, i admire your vulnerability and your strength. i know you prefaced this by saying something along the lines of this might not be the channel to hang around at for a bit. even thought i haven’t lost a parent i struggle with OCD and something my mind gets stuck on a lot is losing my mom or dad. i rely on them for my mental health (something i’m working on in therapy) but seeing you get though something so terribly hard and devastating gives me hope that maybe i too can be as strong as you in my future. thank you for sharing such a hard time in your life. i’m sending you all of my love and wish you brighter days ahead filled with warmth and light from your mother. 💛

[@sheneedsbieber]

oh lexie, i send you the biggest and tightest hug possible. i feel all of your emotions + im watching this right after i had a cry session due to grieving, thanks to u i feel understood and less alone. thank you for sharing this part of your life with us, im honoured 🌸💖

[@caylameredith2479]

This is beautiful, thank you for sharing! Grieving is one of the hardest thing we do as humans and so often it is behind closed doors. Thank you for sharing what so many others keep to themselves, it’s so valuable

[@xoxokenseymarie]

I didn't go in public after my dad passed away for a long time too in fear I would start randomly crying lol. the way you're feeling is super normal and I'm so happy you're putting these videos out because it's raw and what life really looks like, I really appreciate it. sending love

[@Kate-bo6sb]

Grief is so real and so personal. This video is so raw and I just want to send you virtual hugs. Grateful that you're willing to share this side of yourself.

[@keeleyandacontra]

Thank you for sharing these moments with us, Lexie. While I cannot fathom the immense sense of loss you are enduring, i am dealing with some family problems and in a way mourning old memories and life. These videos are making me feel less alone today💕

[@delaneyexpressionalart]

sending you so many hugs lovey ❤️ pisces to pisces, take this time for yourself & let your emotions & feelings come as they need to come. talking & expressing yourself in healthy ways & surrounding yourself w loved ones is good therapy along w therapy therapy if that is something you need or wanna do ❤️ love you. i also really lost a loved one out of the blue, she was healthy & had 2 young kids. i know the pain, grieving takes time

[@Karenveeeeeeeeeeeeeer]

lexie, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. your mom was such a light. as always, I am so in awe of your vulnerability. this pandemic has felt like a lifetime of grief for so many people across this world. unfortunately, we don't have often give ourselves the time and space to really understand how grief shapes our lives. what you're doing is creating a language for grief by allowing us to watch/hear you metabolize these big, big feelings in real time. this is so important, I just hope you know that. as someone who also experienced the loss of close family this year, your content has really moved me. I feel seen, I feel heard and I feel so understood. thank you lexie. I am here, and I am thinking of you always

[@MayaASoto]

love u lexie! i lost my grandma in 2019 and it was very very hard so i understand how you´re feeling. don´t apolagize for it, it´s ok to cry and express your feelings, its part of the process. sending you a big hug and lots of love here from brazil ❤️

[@amandajewell]

i am so sorry for what you are going through

[@juicyjessica2298]

this is so real. you are so real. losing my grandma, I didn't even want to watch something happy. I appreciate crying with you and going through this with you. im proud of every step you take. slowly going out, going to hang out, driving back home. its all baby steps. again, your ny supporters are here for you

[@sarahdreyfus9133]

My father passed away two years ago suddenly when I was 18, he also was fine.. and then he was gone. I have no sparkling words of encouragement but I can say that maybe I understand some of your pain. I believe that my father and your mother are proud of us. Sending resilience and love your way. And to all who feel they could use it (most humans I think)

[@pixelstix1215]

This is so brave of you to share your grieving process in real time. You don't have to do any of this vlogging, but at the same time it's therapeutic and we're here for you (Im honestly a new viewer and learned of you through claudia's latest vlogs.). My dad passed 5 years ago today and I still find myself getting triggered randomly like you do in this video. The phone number at the store really hit home, because when my dad passed, I think the next few weeks after I needed to change something on my car's insurance and when they asked me if myself and my dad were still the primary drivers on the policy, I started crying. Even a simple removal of his name on something made it feel even more permanent that he was gone. It's hard. It's still hard. Losing a parent at a young age or any age is never easy, but I feel comfort in remembering the things he loved, or when he plays me a song on the radio, or flickers a light at the right moment I look at it. Your mama will show you she's with you.

[@poppyharris9961]

So much respect for you bro. I feel like the awareness you have of your emotions and acceptance of them as they come is the best thing you can be doing right now. Sending lots of love 💚

[@Caroline1775]

Oh I’m so sorry Lexi 🌸 you are glowing you are doing the best, and I hope you are feeling loved.

[@sloane629]

Lexie.. I’m so glad to have met your mom throughout your summer videos with her. You both had such a special and fun relationship.. and she had such a happy heart. You are a beautiful legacy of your mom 💞

[@ameenapersaud6208]

Watched till the end, my dad just passed away 59, heart attack no other health issues, also he had a dog named Bentley. Crazy world love you Lexie.

[@cloover333]

it seems like those moments you are reminded of your mom are just that, her. letting you know she will be there for you always

[@averywoodley4746]

had a horrible thing happen to my family this week, this brought me some peace. Hope your okay❤️

[@GabyP17]

I know your life has changed dramatically and I’m so sorry for this trauma you’re going through. I’ve been at a low point for some time now and I just want you to know that you aren’t alone. Lots of times I’ve been lonely I watch your videos and I just hope you read the comments and feel the same love. Sending you lots of healing and love to you and your dad!

[@marcmellow5573]

This is the video I've ever watched of yours. But you did NOT scare me away. I'm subscribing for the fact that I can see how your channel is developing, I vibe with you, and this is an event in your life that you did not plan, and to share this with your audience is very brave. I'm excited to see where your future goes. Keep taking good care of yourself.

[@ns1498]

Your vulnerability is beautiful thank you for sharing. Made me cry so much. I hope you feel better over time 🥲

[@PS-ls4kx]

you are beautifully vulnerable, thinking of you and sending you light lexie xxx

[@ninar9584]

Im going through a tough time in my life and you have no idea how much your videos help me cope. It reminds me that I need to cry I need to be sad if I’m feeling sad, grief is the price we pay for love

[@chelseatriano]

Thank you, Lex, for being vulnerable, brave, and kind to yourself and everyone and thing around you. Your radiance in your work has provided me with so much comfort starting in those days of filming in your eggplant room, and I'm forever grateful. Sending you love and peace.

[@erin365]

we love a brow gel tutorial also I love you so much & your channel will ALWAYS be a place I like to hang out. thanks for being real💕

[@morganroberts7636]

Lexi i think you have the most beautiful soul this earth has ever witnessed. I am so sorry about what has happened and the hurt you are going through and i know nothing i say can take that pain away but i wish you nothing but happiness, health, healing and love. the way you compose and express yourself truly leaves me in awe and i look up to you in so many ways! your mum would be so fucking proud and i'm sure she's laughing with you wherever she is now! all your emotions are so valid and its okay to not be okay, be good to yourself, i promise you will make it through to the brighter moments xoxox

[@xxinl0vexx]

Thank you for sharing your heart with us. You are so strong and documenting your grief is helping so many people through hard times

[@marybaum6759]

Hi Lexi, I just recently ”discovered" you. And I just wanted to say, thank you for sharing your thoughts and ur emotions. I love your open mind, your sensitive character. I just binged ur entire podcast and I am HERE FOR IT!! You are loved and supported and my condolences, I can’t even imagine what u r going through right now.

[@nicconway647]

Sending you love, so much love. I understand loss as well and to be blunt it sucks... especially when you’re in the same area as your loved one was. I’ve been subscribed to you for years and was never a true “subscriber” because to be honest I got so into watching the same 2 people everyday lmfao😭 but I’m glad that I was always subscribed because now we can heal together, and you don’t even know it lol. Learning to live again is hard but it’s okay to be okay in your own way and you’ve helped me to feel less alone or like guilty I guess? for continuing to grow. I feel for you and I’m sorry for your loss. I hope you know that you’re helping so many people by just going through the motions and sharing that. Sending you love.

[@xindigochildx]

So much love to you ❤️ my heart is breaking for you, you’re so strong.

[@Tutankhamun18Reads]

so much strength in this video ❤️ thank you for uploading. it comforted me through something

[@pbg624]

Honestly you are doing so much better then I would’ve been if I found my mother died. I know my aunt gave me a scare and I thought my mother committed suicide because of my grandmothers death two years ago. I have a full blown mental breakdown and if my boyfriend wasn’t there I probably would’ve done something stupid. I hope and pray when I get the call I try to stay as positive as you are right now.

[@kaitlynpake]

You’re so incredible, Lexi! I think seeing people that your mom touched will help you at some point in your process. Your feelings are valid and your grief is valid. 💛

[@juliasokoowska4337]

You’re so strong! Time will heal your wounds 🤍 sending you a virtual hug 🤗

[@Gwendolineeve]

I love those real vlogs with real emotions. I know it’s hard for you to film this Lexie but it makes me feel so much closer to you. ♥️Sending love

[@Sillylittlegoblin]

Not saying this to patronize you at all but this is so amazing that you still continue to share yourself and your life with us. I hope you know how incredibly strong you are. Sending you so much love.