The Sailor | Biographical Documentary | Full Movie | Paul Johnson

What is the price of freedom? Paul Johnson sailed the world all his life. He loved, drank, and lived foolish, never truly living on land. Now he is turning eighty. What is at the end of such a journey? Is there loneliness?
Stars: Paul Johnson
Directed by Lucia Kasova
Produced by Nazarij Klujev
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[@petethenomad]

I was born into the cruising life in the sixties, raised on a boat through the seventies in these same islands. I’ve kept my own boat in Carriacou for about 20 yrs. In fact, I’m anchored off Windward, Carriacou, right now. I knew Johnson and pretty much every face in this movie. It’s a lovely film. It makes me both sad and happy. Sad because the drink got him years ago, as it got my dad and so, so many other cruisers along the way. I watched them all fade away long before their death. I don’t say this to piss on Paul’s campfire, he was an amazing man. Watching Paul’s last years was a big part of what made me stop drinking ten years ago. I was headed down the same old track as Paul and my dad. I learned from them, I’m happy for that. Today I mastered the gybe on a wing foil board and spent half the day foiling over the beautiful barrier reef here. When the wind drops I run, I call it runsploring, I’ve run very nearly every mapped road on the island. Fun without rum. Fifty-seven now, I want to do this into my 70’s or more. Enjoy the movie, live your dreams, but look after the real vessel that takes you on your adventures. You.

[@alexvon8611]

Thank you for posting

[@jameswatters9592]

Aye its not the dying is the problem its the manner of it though if you have been changed because of him and your dad then their memories will live on.

[@mp88888]

Yeah, it was sad watching him shaking trying to get that glass of rum to his mouth. He also seemed in denial about it and rationalizing it, as so many alcoholics do. Anyway, I know he wasnt rich, but I dont know how he had any money at all. Every tow, repair, food trip..etc is an expense. How did he do it? How do you do it?

[@sund5]

Wow thanks a lot for sharing that story! Really intersting!! :-) I have never been on a small sail boat. But have sailed with 3, 400 meter Maersk vessels :-)

[@everettlee6956]

Well said . Bravo , mate.

[@wallabybob3020]

I was sitting in the waterfront bar in Port Vila, Vanuatu about fifteen years ago when a tiny yellow yacht pulled alongside. This old bloke stepped out and came into the bar. We got talking. He was 95 years old, an ex submarine captain and told me, quite nonchalantly, that he'd just sailed all the way from Canada. That's the way to live life!

[@wavelength7503]

🇨🇦 great story.

[@unokarpa4405]

возможно тот парень был из тех что эвакуировали гитлера..

[@youpkroon7594]

@@unokarpa4405 great story putin

[@tommyvarcity2783]

Seen him the other day out by Hawaii old bloke still kicking 🦵 😂

[@sailingmistral685]

@@youpkroon7594 ?

[@tarjeik7162]

That mechanic is a LEGEND…’do not let your heart be troubled’!!!🙏🏻🤩😇

[@mntlfpv]

agreed. The mechanic was golden, what a class act.

[@postbusters-poundedpostfen717]

Gus is indeed a gem.

[@aadij1]

Gus; Hardworking, handsome, compassionate -what’s not to like!❤️🙏🐚!

[@JoeHarkinsHimself]

I am watching this at 90. I remember, back when I was his age, some of the same questions and the same lack of definite answers. Neither have changed in the past ten years and I don't expect they will change over the next ten. I still find it impossible to imagine a world without me being in it. But I know there was once such a time. I know it will be so again. I am selfishly glad I was here even if for this brief while and for an apparent irrelevant purpose and consequence. Sic transit gloria mundi.

[@jasonconnor3905]

Respect to you sir,

[@JoeHarkinsHimself]

@fgb fgb do you have scientifically verifiable evidence for the existence of a god?

[@JoeHarkinsHimself]

@fgb fgb I wonder if you understood my question. I asked if you have scientifically verifiable evidence for the existence of a god. All you did is repeat your unsupported claim. You also slipped in the other unsupported claim that everything is created. But you have zero evidence of any kind that anything was created. UPDATE: He deleted his posts and ran away.

[@mt_gox]

​@@fgbfgb-yx6kgi am jesus christ and i reject you in my holy name amen

[@sback5134]

@@JoeHarkinsHimselfit’s called Faith for a reason. God is bigger than your brain can comprehend. I hope you find him.

[@danhurley6152]

The guy helping him with the engine .. always try to be that guy !

[@jaydickey1049]

No kidding. I'll be back unless I'm dead.

[@1.2.3.4.A]

Maybe he want the boat

[@lennarthagen3638]

He wants the boat cant u see that? Dont try to be that guy.

[@danhurley6152]

@@lennarthagen3638 be interesting to know if he did end up with it, it looked pretty nackered and un maintained to me

[@Fixituptuck]

Amen!

[@Jj-ff9vq]

Hats off to the cameraman on this one.

[@750count]

Absolutely, yes

[@Every_Journey_has_a_Story]

People say "-You only live once.", but i`m sure Paul Johnson lived every day and only died once. Rest in peace you beautiful old man. May you forever travel in fair winds and following seas.

[@ElSantoLuchador]

This is the most masterful documentary I've seen in a long time. The edits were meditative and the story told itself with no need for a narrator. You must have had a close relationship with that guy to create that sort of intimacy. The presence of the camera person was never obtrusive and the cinematography was fantastic. Old school filmmaking. Well done.

[@itopus1]

My thoughts entirely.

The same

[@spyrosnomikos]

🎉

[@123pangolin]

Absolutely agree. Minimal music.

[@dasbongo4776]

Agreed, great work. who was the film maker ?

[@paulklein6962]

I'm now 72 years old and still sailing. I hope I can make it to 80

[@rorymurray78]

It's my dream to sail a boat working on ships oil rigs all my working Life . Jus love the freedom good luck too you stay Safe but injoy yourself along the way

[@tomwaite4594]

"BEYOND ALL THINGS IS THE SEA " Senaca

[@robertsigsworth8229]

Paul I'm 71 still sailing, and go home at night but my 72 year old mate John Beattie who wrote Breath of Angels ( a real good read) still lives aboard 6months of the year. I visited him on his yacht Warrior Queen in Portugal helping him with a few jobs, and the similarity is uncanny.

[@evinwhiteson4902]

I am 59. Hope i can make it to 72. My boats in pretty good shape for 47 years old. Cause i put all my money in to her. I can see myself about in tnis characters position sooner than at 80.

[@kenbeiser4443]

I am 66 and my wife gave me the go-ahead to buy my “last” ocean boat. Anyone know of a great old wooden cruising sailboat in ready-to-go shape? In the Atlantic or Caribbean. Schooner, ketch or cutter.

[@meemorelive]

Paul Erling Johnson, a respected sailor and designer of boats, was born in England in 1938. He died on June 28, 2021, aged 83. A world-renowned sailor, builder of boats and frequent caller on Bermuda was recalled by friends for his motto in life: “Never be afraid to be terrified.”

[@denisra1496]

😢

[@rolidcz7954]

:(

[@lawrencemeers164]

I 1st met Paul 58 yrs ago when he was Captain & I a green deckhand on a 65’ gaff rigged ketch ( Thane ) built in 1911. He literally taught me the ropes & personally pulled me from the water when I fell overboard. It was enlightening to see him in his advanced yrs, ever the heart & soul of the sea. Fair Winds & a Following Sea RIP Brother. Thank you to all those who took care of him in his later yrs.

[@sonicimperium]

Sure.

[@user-jumbibead]

I'm almost in tears as I realize I know this man. My father bought a small wooden north sea freighter for inter island shipping and some of the hull planking had to be replaced. He and an elderly man in Tortola, worked with my dad to do" old school" repairs on the freighter. He was good friends with my father and older brothers. He was fun and a bit "wild" and always made time for me when I was around. I saw him intermittently while growing up . Im smiling and crying at the same time. I experienced and understand the culture of this man and others like him. He really was a legend in Caribbean sailing circles. He would show up at the St Thomas Yacht Club and crew in races. He contributed to the Virgin Islands becoming a hub of world class racing in the 70s. Thank you for this video....

[@bernardcohen3245]

Liar

[@timbodnar6711]

@@bernardcohen3245 come on Bernard. Take it easy.

[@TinCupChalice40]

@@bernardcohen3245 Bernard you’re a freaking jerk

[@josephhertzberg2734]

The golden age of sailing was the 70s and 80s

[@TinCupChalice40]

@@josephhertzberg2734 I learned to sail at the age of 9. It was 1971. But I won’t say the 70s and 80s were the hay day of sailing. I worked for Frank Butler ( owner of Catalina Yachts) for years I loved the sailing lifestyle lots of really cool people.

[@wavelength7503]

I've sailed 40 years not as extensively as Paul. But had my fair share of what he speaks of. I thought I wouldn't like the story, finding it to be sad. But I would prefer his life over being druged up in an old age institution, wouldn't call them a home. Well done Paul you lived life as most should,a free man, as possibly as one can in a system of rules.

[@wavelength7503]

@@sjb3460 I as well 72, my beliefs in death. We do not die, we go to another journey. We are constructed by energy, as is the solar system that produces it. As logical as the magnetic force, that affects the moon, as it has its affects on the tidal oceans. It's all combined. Fear is not necessary. A poem to explain in a literary form. Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there; I'm not asleep. I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on the snow, I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quite birds in circle flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I'm not there, I did not die. Sam, learn to astrol- travel, this is why humans have our brain capacity/ capability.

[@Ranchohieloyfuego]

Godspeed sir.

[@michaelgifford3302]

Bravo well said

[@earlsnapp5209]

Well said...👍👍

[@wavelength7503]

@Ian Walter your more than welcome.

[@jimczerwinski4951]

I was really touched by this man. I was also impressed by the kindness of those people where he was. Bless you all.

[@hthring]

Yes this was one of the best bits, seeing the humanity in people that dont have much helping an elder

[@MsMesem]

Commonwealth

[@curlsblazers4780]

Carriacou the hospitality is what makes it special

[@artypj2416]

As a rookie sailor, this masterpiece of a story has touched my heart deeply. Thanks to everyone who took part in creating this film.

[@MrTheGiant]

What a freaking legend this man is. The point where he said he can't even blame all the woman he desperately loved to leave him cause they simply can not stand living on his boat anymore and that he realized at the same moment that he simply belongs on his boat and on the water even though that this means they `ll take away his kids is just so hard breaking. He kept it real all the way to the end, without ever wanting to hurt anybody. May Poseidon let him Rest In Peace!

[@gmy33]

Dont forget story of the booz and sekfhate

[@randalwhite1336]

Poseidon is gay.

[@user-of9qq6op5u]

@@randalwhite1336 You know, I was always wondering why he keeps in such immaculate shape. I mean, you're a god, why lift at all? Now it's starting to come together.

[@jimw7916]

An absolute masterpiece of cinematography! The people who filmed this are genius's. It was like I was really there!

[@gabagool_fool4933]

Couldn’t agree more.

[@Leandro756]

incredible ...

[@StarsoftheStreets]

True, they did amazing job!

[@John-gj9db]

Totally agree. Absolutely brilliant!

[@GreatWaterCircus]

Totally agree ... to make simple brilliant, is a brilliant skill...

[@skywongsuwan365]

Paul Erling Johnson, a respected sailor and designer of boats, was born in England in 1938. He died on June 28, 2021, aged 83. I'm guessing the artwork is done by Paul, I read a story he was an accomplished artist. One of the most interesting men in the world.

[@roadboat9216]

From the looks of the art that I saw here I would say quite accomplished.

[@NailsofNorway]

This man and his story touched me too close to comfort.. I was so sure that I heard a Norwegian accent in the way he spoke.. His boat definitely looks like it was based off of a Norwegian Colin Artcher

[@danweyant4909]

Makes me consider my dad, born 1936, - cancer got him in '94. Not everyone gets those years.

[@NailsofNorway]

@@danweyant4909 my thoughts exactly.. My dad also passed of cancer at 69 years. I would have loved for him to enjoy a lot more of his years on the boat as a retired man. He learned me to love it through..

[@StreetTruckinTitan]

I would love to own prints of his artwork.

[@sanatandharma4435]

If I had not discovered Buddhism and reflected on my alcoholic state, I would not be here! The numbness the alcohol brought me was helpful in escaping the misery of my life. I thought all the misery was an external phenomonen, when it turned out it was all internal. Best thing I did was learning to understand my pain and not run from it. A wonderful, sad and very human film, thank you!

[@therarebreeds77therarebree7]

ditto

[@edwardschmitt5710]

To be fair some of it is and was external.

[@HoldFastForge]

I didn’t catch the name of the mechanic/friend who helped Paul out (looked after him) but…what a beautiful soul. Imagine a world full of people like him.

[@Speedo123100]

The mechanic/ friend, a good soul.

[@Ukedc259]

Augustus Pierre

[@ragingsavage2]

I was thinking the same thing what a true gentlemen

[@Clika1BadBoy]

Yes I agree 🫡

[@frankieriaz9615]

Guss

[@kennethhammond6683]

A true sailor from cradle to the grave, a wonderful life lived to the fullest Paul's way.

[@Don-co9zs]

bullshit thats not living. grow up

[@canjul25]

My Dad lived on Tortola for 10 years, 5 years on a mariner 40 and then build a house and lived 5 years there. He loved it there he was happy and content something I never saw in him when I was growing up. He moved back to Canada when his grandchildren were born. He was a wonderful grandfather and that is when I truly got to know him. He died in 1994, and as I type this I feel the tears well up as I miss him so much 💕 Life in the West Indies is unlike anywhere I have ever been…… I really can’t describe it, it needs to be felt.

[@CheekyMonkey1776]

I’m amazed by how well the locals of Dominica (West Indies) take care of this man. I have been to Dominica, they are a lovely and compassionate people. There’s a primal instinct of care of all humanity inherent in everyone there regardless of skin color.

[@schoon111]

Yea but this is Carriacou not Dominica.

[@jbrat1967]

He doesn’t strike me as that good of a guy.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

@@jbrat1967 Is that really important and the point of the story?

[@Stenn333]

Cheeky....what I hear from MANY cruisers is that they find gracious Humanity pretty much EVERYWHERE they go.....But I remember reading that the Purdey's never had a bad, hostile experience anywhere in their world travels, EXCEPT the U.S. ! So maybe it's just us, not the rest of the world ? 🤔

[@mt_gox]

​@@jbrat1967but he fathered so many kids ...none of whom he knows! 😅

[@steveburke7675]

...about half way thru this I realized, this is not a sad film. It's a film about how to live a life.

[@David-cm4ok]

He looked sad and full of regret to me.

[@eleanortarr]

he was my friend.. it is

[@flatboat67]

nice.

[@Oozywolf]

​@@David-cm4okI agree. Beautiful in a way, that the man lived with zero restrictions. On the other hand, he seemed very sad about his past relationships and children. He talked about being selfish, and I think he had a moment of realization that how he lived his life, was quite selfish in a way. I think he was addicted to the ocean. His boat. His home was the sea. And I think that there was zero room to compromise on that. I think the most telling quote in the entire documentary was "I wish I could go with them. But I live here." As if he had no say in the matter. He belonged to the sea, and felt (or perhaps even knew) that he could not escape its grasp.

[@thatflightsimguy]

This is like watching Titanic but just the part where the ship sinks. This man lived a wonderful life. In this movie we didn't get to see his maiden voyage, the party, the excitement, the adventure etc. My grandparents lived their final decade in retirement homes, alone, drinking tea and eating mush on cold dark winter nights surrounded by dementia ridden 'friends'. This man is sipping his 100th beer that day on the deck of his boat in the sunshine. I know which one I'd prefer.

[@peterjenner5431]

The retirement home could be a lot of fun as you make it. There's wife-swapping and stuff like that going on in those places. Your grandparents Shield you from that

[@mt_gox]

@@peterjenner5431 my grandparents wife-swapped on their sailboat

[@Andromeda_CT86]

Did your grandparents live with roach infestation, though?🪳 Probably not ey

[@GulfCoastTim]

Well said 👏

[@HIM146]

That man who was helping him with his boat was the best part. This guy went out of his way to make this man feel safe.

[@rhythmfield]

Yep, the island mechanic - a man with heart who clearly appreciates an unusual character like Paul - he also seems like sort of a zen motor master who can really sense what’s happening with an old boat engine.

[@Mark-ww9sb]

As an old-ish sailor with more in my wake than on the bow, I really enjoyed this film. What a great character.

[@Airborne80]

Had to pause the fantastic documentary and Google him. As I find myself saying so often these days…..” My father would have loved this.” Mr. Johnson reminds me so much of my late ( and very well known) father, Mort Weiss. While most people who are jazz fans know my dad as one of the worlds great clarinetists, many are not aware of what an avid sailor he was. Watching the documentary about Paul Johnson has me flashing back to the sights, sounds and smells of life aboard a boat. Rest In Peace Paul Johnson.

[@gregsanford3848]

I lived remote outback Australia N.T on my farm alone for 25 yrs,I'm now 60 sadly cancer got at me,I can no longer keep up the work required,been through bush fires,floods lost everything only to learn things mean nothing and can be replaced,bush fires take everything with it,very much enjoyed this movie thank you for sharing your story with us

[@Charles-oo8bq]

Blessings from Bavaria

[@danmarsh1337]

This is a real film that deserves an Oscar.

[@thusspokezarathustra]

Living life on your own terms does not mean we dictate the end. I could not help but feel sympathy for Paul, as he endures the final chapters of a wild adventure. The kind and gentle island folk soften the edges of Pauls struggles with his inner conflicts. His last refuge and home seems pretty much tethered to the island and its beautiful people. A truly wonderful piece of cinema-photography and exquisite creative direction. The solitude of the aging process is laid bare - Paul 'medicating' his way through it like a true brassy sailor.

[@tonyjones7373]

Amen to that . The crime of our time ? Is that millions like him vegetate in so called 'homes for the elderly' where , savings + property are hoovered up .

[@stevenhombrados1530]

@@tonyjones7373 True, at the end, our possessions possesses us. Until you die, and vanish in the minds of those who once knew you.

[@EagleFang48]

@@tonyjones7373 this is why a family legacy is so important to build before you reach this point in life. Sure it would be nice to live on the sea forever and ever. Is it a practical life choice? Not really. I look forward to my kids living on in a legacy I helped build.

[@Abc-kf4qx]

Medicating…you mean straight up alcoholic. His reckless disregard in planning for his own future is not romantic. Will you pay for his medical bills, old age home, disposal of that decrepit boat out of your own pocket? Or perhaps you think “society” should pay for all his bad decisions? No accountability, just there to take advantage of that small community he’s “tethered” to. It’s the romanticized view of these types of behaviours that have brought our society to this point. Be accountable, be responsible, grow up.

[@EagleFang48]

@@Abc-kf4qx thank you for saying it. I’m so sick of people expecting others to bail them out of their bad decisions.

[@charley22123]

If you have lived on the sea and are free from the shackles of life , i can imagine it would seem daunting later in life to then succumb to them . Excellent film ..

[@marcocapozzella]

A very moving story of a man who lived his life the way he wanted to, probably one of the best short movies i have watched in a long time.

[@Pescoboy]

Wow, how beautiful is the narrative of this story! I'm moved by Paul's life. Amidst so much beauty but sometimes so much loneliness, I wonder about the price of freedom. Truly inspiring! Much respect to those who produced this documentary. I'm definitely not the same after watching it. Thank you.

[@omarmaldonado6739]

God bless all who help this old man maintain the feeling of being anything but a burden and who catered to him knowing his situation u guys are what the world should be filled of and it won’t go unnoticed you all are trulyGOD CHILDREN

[@michaelcody3829]

Amen to that Omar.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

Absolutely

[@DangerDan]

This film is leaving me speachless.... Happy and sad at the same time and utterly beautiful. Absolutely fantastic story. Love it. Thank you for this story!

[@jaynotjay]

Awesome doc. Godspeed Mr. Paul Johnson. I don't think many 80 year olds out there would have the ability to climb up and down the side of a sail boat and get in and out of a canoe and row it to/from shore every day. He did it his way. Many seem to feel sorry for him, but I doubt he has many regrets. No way he's going into rehab to die in a old folks home watching tv...

[@owenconnolly3041]

Hey Jay Great Comments !! As old Frank Said he did it ' His way '. A lot of us old timers working in an office Cubicle ( ME!!! ) are really Jealous! Time Passes and you can't buy it Back !!! Thats the Thing !!

[@brucegriffin4458]

This is probably the most poignant, beautiful film I've ever seen. His being overwhelmed by the arrival of a big box store was possibly one of the greatest points of the film. I'm 72 now. I can only wish I'd had the stones to live my life on my own terms, as he did.

[@michaelrg3836]

That ominous "Coming soon" sign!

[@cbot375]

Its ok, when we all die it will be as if nothing ever existed ever. So technically we are basically already did and we are only dreaming for a brief moment. Soon all of this will never have existed, your mind will be gone, nothing will matter, it's all just a dream.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

@@michaelrg3836 And how!!!!!! Which is why I am still working at 70 while I am trying to figure out how to face it on my terms. The funniest thing is the rest of the world doesn't give a damn. We've been so quickly programmed into consumerism instead of stoicism.

[@DiddleDangle]

Yes, I loved the ominous clicking and scanning sounds. Some of the shots overlooking the inside reminded me of the film Brazil.

[@luminousfractal420]

I moved from the uk where we saw the slow buildup of these monster companies, and moved to the usa, puerto rico. Where i witnessed a future vision of my own city. Its very sad to see so much life replaced with boxes and concrete roads. Streets full of life...reclusive and fearful and angry. :/ its not right.

[@edouardsowa3660]

As I will be soon landing on my last shore,this film has been,for me,very moving,and full of messages. It is a kind of freedom many have been dreaming of all their lives,but very few have realised. I know the people on those islands are very friendly,and help others to live more happily their loneliness.

[@amunderdog]

Paul Erling Johnson, a respected sailor and designer of boats, was born in England in 1938. He died on June 28, 2021, aged 83.

[@anderspersson7084]

Did he have Swedish, Norwegian or Danish ancestry, I mean Erling is a pretty Scandinavian mans name what I know; Johnson also a common surname atleast in Sweden, Paul isn't of Scandinavian origin but still a lot of them anyway in Scandinavia ?

[@magdakaniewski]

Great film. I'm a sailor as well, and I can tell you a solo sailor is never alone. On passage yes, but any port we make a community and real human compassion shines through.

[@muratceylan8933]

I drink to that, whem i am going somewhere and they ask me are you alone and i say "i am a lonely sailor" and you never will be alone.

[@alexandercameron1977]

I am not a sailor, although I was in the British Merchant Navy in the 60´s and can relate to the storms with fifty metre waves. Closing in on 72 yrs of age I can understand and emphathise with Johnson’ s reflections on the old days when five independent , small sailing boats crossed the Atlantic in one year. I spent years in Africa , living in villages with no electricty or fresh water where people were happy and free. Just like Johnson.

[@luminousfractal420]

"i live just below the poverty level, and im happy there" Was a massive statement. Lets you understand the boat. He was poor and happy, but he wasnt stuck as so many of us are. He found a loophole.

[@TheebayOffroader]

Brilliant! This is a great insight to how a real liveaboard lives. Most people don't know. I'm a longtime liveaboard and I can relate to so much of this. Not some Hollywood crap.

[@jacquiedowding3707]

Exactly, .me too ! Thought he was my ex- husband for a minute.

[@jamesjohnson8661]

It certainly ain't all tan titties and margaritas

[@einmensch4040]

Last year I sailed with a Skipper from Belgium in the Caribbean for one week, supporting him. He was 82 years old than and his plan was to buy a house on the canaries and to settle there with his younger female Partner. Seemed to be a smart decision in my eyes.

[@joshuamontgomery4992]

Wife left me, I turn 40 in may. She never wanted to do sailing. I hope to buy my first boat and live on it six months out of the year starting next summer. Have t watched this yet but can't wait

[@lukereynolds9907]

Goodluck and fair winds

[@emilydavies6216]

Ah this is amazing. I spent a lot of time on our boat in Carriacou and met Johnson several times. How nice to see old friendly faces and learn more about his amazing story, what a great documentary. I wish we could go back in time to the good old days in Tyrell bay! RIP Johnson.

[@hoosierpete]

What a inspiring story of a man the lived an extraordinary life on his terms. Rest in peace Paul Johnson.

[@alicantesailing5108]

A reminder for all of us. Time will run out. Body disintegratin in to a non functional left over of youth. Soul tied in faded memories of a once free of worries time. Clinching on lost loved relationships. Realising that no money, lost health, no partnership and no prospect of life, is the hardest thing to swallow. Even if it may seems... Reality will catch up. NOTHING is for free. God bless him.

[@peterfrazer1943]

A wonderful video and very moving. He lived his life as he wanted but it's always old age when everything crumbles and then you depend on others. The saying " No man is an Island" is so true. At the end of the Day, the Human Race that you seek to escape from are the ones that you need. What wonderful, caring and loving Islanders to take him to their Hearts the way they did. Love and respect to them and respect to Paul, who is now in God's care.

[@shoutatthesky]

Every man is an island and we only have tiny boats.

[@MsMesem]

Old age is becoming a more and more frightening prospect. I don't know anyone under 40 who gives a toss about the elderly around them.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

Wonderful words of true wisdom Peter Frazier. Personally, I would rather die in a place like that than in our so-called "civilised" society. I am currently living in Denmark. Having written that, my older sister's husband (she is Welsh) died at home in bed with my sister and their children present. My sister had to fight like hell to get his wishes respected. What is wrong with a society when you have to fight to die how you want to die?

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

@@shoutatthesky Beautiful Tahnk you. Really made me chuckle yet so true.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

@@MsMesem I know. I have already written something further up the page. I am still working at 70. I live in Denmark now and I can tell you no one will give up their seat at the bus stop when I am going home after work (I'm a cleaner in a factory, so it's quite hard work). The cult of the young, in turn brainwashed by social media. The invisible aged. Then, when I get on the train (after the bus) to come home, every Friday night there is the clunk of alcohol bottles in plastic bags as the youth go out partying. Just weave my way through the vomit at the station when I arrive home and my working day is over. Welcome to the New Age (and Denmark and no doubt other western countries, the so-called "civilised" ones). Yes Paul had an alcohol problem but rather die on that island than here. At least he was surrounded by beauty and gentle, caring people.

[@damo85]

His written words literally put a tear in my eye, people are too quick to reject our elders but their wisdom is often invaluable.

[@juliaelrod2154]

Godspeed Paul ❤. Very few of us will ever know what it is to live so free. To have the courage to chase our dreams as he did. One in a million.

[@curlsblazers4780]

Paul was someone I met when I was nine, sailing with him Patty and Marlon are still fond memories from my childhood. Seeing this with grown up eyes makes me sad and happy at the same time to see part of his life memorialised like this. Rip Paul

[@roadboat9216]

Wow, great movie and well done. I have lived the sailing/ cruising life for most of my life from childhood into senior yrs. Lived and cruised much of the world and lived in the south eastern Caribbean for 10 yrs running a dive/sail charter business with my wife, who was as in love with the life style as myself. The difference in Mr Johnson and I is that in my mid forties realized that I was dying of a progressive disease. It inflicts many sailors. It’s called alcoholism. The very good news is that it can be arrested, stopped in it’s tracks! Through AA I quit and never went back. I am now near Mr Johnsons age, sober ( thank God and AA). For over half my life. Had I not done this I very much doubt that I would be alive today. And would, like a number of my sailing friends be living a depressed miserable life in the “bottle”. Or also like quite a few, dead. I found AA throughout much of the world. Made many good friends in the islands through AA. Still keep in touch and even visit a few. Life is good. And the sailing life is wonderful……….sober! This was a very well produced movie. Thanks much for an enlightening movie with a powerful message.

[@zerofox7347]

Amen to that! Congrats on sobriety.

[@rudbeckia885]

I took found sanity in AA. Too many years hard drinking, sailing in the islands, boat delivery's,racing .... sat around Cruz bay drinking old Milwaukee. My friend Ski died ...the others either stopped or died. Im sailing again sober enjoying it more than ever. 32 year no booze ...I now believe it's great to be alive.

[@roadboat9216]

@@rudbeckia885 Man you are so right on there!!

[@timeagan893]

I too was brought into a new way of living that is so far beyond "Just being sober" through AA...I would have been contented to just be sober and clean....but that would have been selling myself so short....Because what AA has done for me has truly "Rocketed me into the "fourth dimension of existence" There is simply no way to put into words what AA has brought to me....all I can say is that being clean and sober was just the tiniest start on what would become a new way of looking at myself, and the way I see the world..and how to be of help to so many others. I had hit bottom and really thought "It was the end".....Little was I too know that real life was just starting. Now I don't want to "check out" of reality....I have learned to make peace with it and myself.....Now I don't reminisce about bygone days...I am having a cool life that I like and can't wait to see what happens next....I have also been able to help this miracle to come about for many "sponcees" and grand sponcees in AA....I visit people in detoxes, and prisons and have lots of friends in the people i meet up with at meetings. Outwardly you might think I don't have much....I don't have lots of money....Heck i have not been in a relationship in years (I certainly have been in many) but right now it's just me and my kitty.....on a very modest fixed income...but you know what? ...I'm the happiest, luckiest guy in the world....and I'm 63.....I am so grateful to God and AA....Had it not been for AA I would have missed out on the best part of life...."THE PRESENT".."RIGHT NOW"

[@roadboat9216]

@@timeagan893 Yes, it is a great way of living. The first part, getting yourself clean, the second part getting you life in good shape and thirdly maintaining this and helping others. I think this is something that many could use. It does work and is sooooooo much better than the alternative.

[@thescottishviking2778]

Beautiful Film. Paul Johnson is a realist. What a statement; 'I didn't think I was gonna live this bloody long'. Life is for the living.🏴‍☠

[@tutorialchief]

movie makers captured so much deep subtle feeling in it, for me it is like i would be there, i can feel the pain, time, ocean, loneliness

[@YanErikDecorde]

Thank you dearly. It resonates deeply with my old dad, who sold his boat, 'cuz it wasn't wise to keep sailing alone on a 32ft boat past 81 years old as the damn' fingers lost their precision and grip power. Blessed be all the seafarers !

[@MyLosada]

Brilliant movie. Thanks so much to post it in youtube. Every single minute of this story meant a lot to me. Is sad but at the same time is beautiful. Life is a free one ticket way.

[@Malama_Ki]

We’re all on the way….. Lived aboard and sailed for years in the Virgin Islands as a younger man. I wanted to do it young, while I could, and I also was ready to walk away on terra firma when I accomplished my dreams. I was surrounded by wasted drunks, withering away like raisins, stuck in limbo by their(or lack there of) choices. I’m so grateful I appreciate a great meal better than a great drink. It’s a great nomadic lifestyle, but ultimately I wanted some grass under my feet. If you wanna do it, DO IT. Face yourself and the bullshit excuses that holds you back from living your dreams. If not, live with regrets instead of experiences. Regrets are for what you’ve done, not what you haven’t.

[@tomainsworth5656]

sound advice... thanks

[@XxJustinxx88]

This has to be one of the best biographies I've ever seen. Sadly I had never heard of Paul Johnson until watching this. It made me want to do some research on him and damn I wasn't let down in anyway! He lived life as he wanted and In a way that I bet we all could. He's extremely honest with himself and others it seems. I took this quote from an Interview with Paul In 2014 that someone had done on him and It made me laugh a little for some odd reason. Paul Johnson said this "More recently, in the parking lot of the local grocery store, Paul mistakenly thought that all the screaming white folks were fans of his design work, not that he was about to be run over by a truck." Not sure why that made me laugh. Another funny section of the Interview was of Paul being Interviewed by Larry King. “I’ve seen your boat, Paul,” said Larry King. “And I wouldn’t sail it across the Miami River!” And given what I know of your sailing skills,” Paul replied, “that’s very wise, Larry.” RIP to Paul Johnson!

[@mtnckr]

Long and true silence accompanying the sound of wind and waves he seems to look deep inside of his life journey. And this tells me a lot...Thanks to all crew (producer, director etc.) for this great documentary.

[@andreflavell3453]

This is pure Art of film making . It is full of humanity. I to live on a small yacht with my dog and know people like him . Thankyou for documenting this wonderful man’s life with such grace . It inspires me to keep living my truth regardless of adversity

[@petermcminn9508]

What is a life well-lived? The question is beautifully framed here. Compassionate storytelling, brilliantly filmed & edited.

[@kewlmanable]

Not many documentaries change you, change how you feel about life and all its mysteries. What a legendary man and a legendary job making the film!

[@creatineforthesoul6495]

He passed in 2021 aged 83. I'm getting a little emotional watching this after reading that. What a man that bloke was.

[@creatineforthesoul6495]

Alright just finished the movie and I'll be honest fellas. I cried when they showed the photos near the end. I haven't cried in years but seeing that man in his prime living a great free life. Packed full of adventures and like he said beautiful women got me in my feels. What a man and what a life. Rest in peace mate I hope the seas aren't too bad up there.

[@AdventuresofanoldSeadog]

I was there on the island with my boat I think just before this documentary was filmed. Shame I didn't get to meet him.

[@cigarmann]

Barry, good to hear from another true sailor

[@JuanLopez-jk9mu]

Excellent documentary, you can feel the sadness and desperation he feels as he gets closer to the end of his useful days and feels lonely for the most part. I love the gentleman who always helps him. Overall it is a masterpiece... Rest easy sailor, with the sun at your face and following seas.

[@BoomnShedz]

A wonderfully shot film. I felt that I was in the small boat cabin with Paul. So poignant. Kudos to the film maker. Paul was such a great character. Impossibly leathered and windblown, a caricature come to life. I recognized in Paul many traits I find in myself, the joy of adventure, the hunger for absolute freedom, the reverence and awe of nature. As much as I appreciate the solitude, however, I have come to realize nothing feeds the soul more than the company of a loving family. His heartbreak and loneliness in his declining years left me thinking, "there but for the grace of god go I". I hope he had some family with him during his final days.

[@rowdy3837]

Well said.

[@David-cm4ok]

Where does it say he died?

[@moniquewells4068]

@@David-cm4ok The fist scene. June 2021

[@moniquewells4068]

first

[@ES-mq9ox]

@@moniquewells4068 I couldn't find that anywhere. Timestamp?

[@PHNEWS123]

Such a great film... When we grow older we realize how important our family is, he is leaving he's dream but there is no happiness in his eyes.

[@bohemianharvest]

Old people's eyes look tired and empty. It's old age, not some melodramatic event. He is not empty, he's lived a full life more eventful than most people.

[@C.E.Thomas1952]

Because we can't "have" it all and we are rapidly losing the art of dying.

[@blueocean2510]

Sailors have family, every other Sailor is that family, they help each other. Good wishes to everyone who has gone to sea.

[@ethanking4954]

Most of the elderly people I've known have that look at some point family or not.

[@hikesierranevadaspain7200]

_"According to Age UK, more than 2 million people in England over the age of 75 live alone, and more than a million older people say they go over a month without speaking to a friend, neighbour or family member."_ When we get to live that long, our final years are often not pretty, and there may be loneliness at the end of anyone's journey, no matter the choices we made or the way we lived. This is not the "price of freedom", it's the price we may have to pay for living a long life. Paul Erling Johnson had a great and accomplished life, and although he may have missed a woman by his side in those final years, there were friends and a community who looked well after him, and he lived and passed where he loved to be. There are much lonelier people living much sadder lives out there in the "conventional" world...

[@Charles-oo8bq]

Beautifully said. Blessings from Bavaria

[@toddbrown4935]

This reminds me of one of my favorite quotes from Joseph Conrad: "For many years he had heard himself called “Old Singleton,” and had serenely accepted the qualification, taking it as a tribute of respect due to a man who through half a century had measured his strength against the favours and the rages of the sea. He had never given a thought to his mortal self. He lived unscathed, as though he had been indestructible, surrendering to all the temptations, weathering many gales. He had panted in sunshine, shivered in the cold; suffered hunger, thirst, debauch; passed through many trials-known all the furies. Old! It seemed to him he was broken at last. And like a man bound treacherously while he sleeps, he woke up fettered by the long chain of disregarded years. He had to take up at once the burden of all his existence, and found it almost too heavy for his strength. Old! He moved his arms, shook his head, felt his limbs. Getting old... and then? He looked upon the immortal sea with the awakened and groping perception of its heartless might; he saw it unchanged, black and foaming under the eternal scrutiny of the stars; he heard its impatient voice calling for him out of a pitiless vastness full of unrest, of turmoil, and of terror. He looked afar upon it, and he saw an immensity tormented and blind, moaning and furious, that claimed all the days of his tenacious life, and, when life was over, would claim the worn-out body of its slave...." From: The Children of the Sea (aka The ___ of the Narcissus) - Chapter 4

[@jonathan-qs1xd]

amazing text thanks for sharing

[@123pangolin]

This really stayed with me. Beautiful. How is it that Slovaks make such wonderful documentaries?

[@larrylaird91]

I love Paul's attitude and his love for sailing.....

[@billhanna8838]

Its a drug , Once it bites you the smiles only get better & If you dont like your neighbours pull up the pick & go .

[@boognish-k6r]

He was a legend.. Always sailing on the windward side of the islands, trying to stay away from the cruisers. He will be missed

[@thesart_]

How many good words in comments about this man. I don't why but this story touched me a lot. It showed to me that I live an empty life with no goals, no inspiration, no fun. Even without alcohol. But I still don't want to change anything.

[@donklaing]

Enjoyed this story. I lived on a 1942 65' Coast Guard crew boat rigged for commercial diving. This story brought me back to Paul and his story. No I was not lonely and had plenty of free time to hang out at the Rudder Room. Some might find this story slow but if you ever experience ocean life you could relates. Paul left his lonely life like a true sailor of the sea. Give it a chance and remember there is a meaning to his story.

[@anunakigilgamesz8834]

An extraordinary sailor and fascinating biography. One of the most interesting movies I’ve seen. Thank you for sharing your story with us. ❤

[@elizabethmaggs3412]

Brilliant! Reminds me a bit of my lovely wild old Captain Bob on his steel junk rigged "Roamer". He sailed round world and Cape Horn on his own and lived on his boat for 30 years . He always said he couldn't live ashore and didn't want to get old. His last passage was between the azores and canaries in winter - he was 76 . Both he and Roamer were somewhat old and decrepit . He had his final adventure. He always planned to one day not come back and he didn't. ( he lived on brandy not rum).

[@paulamcnama1499]

"Let not your heart be troubled"his friend that mended his boat's word's..so beautiful ❤️

[@K31011]

The people on the Island were so kind . Paul said he set sail to escape communism and facism , it would seem we've come full circle as the world is crazier than ever. Brilliant story telling really felt like you were with him coming to terms with the end.

[@luminousfractal420]

The fascism of eugenics was never addressed. He knew what was up. Two evils battling.

[@dg7708]

We have a long way to go to even get close to matching the depravity of the first half of the 20th century.

[@alexwild4350]

Absolutely takes me back to my cruising days in the Caribbean, and yes I've met the type of women Johnson speaks of. This look into his last days really raises questions about our own lives. While this is so sad to see his decline, would it be any better to put him into an Old Peoples Nursing home on the edge of a city ? On top of which he could not afford ? He mentions he had half a million dollars at some point. He's had his lovers come and go, as women so often will to a life more stable apparently [looking at the world today is that true ?] he's crossed his oceans and lived his life, the bell curve of success - money and fame down to mediocrity, to inevitable invisibility in the world that surrounds him bar a few good willed people that look out for him. All the people that knew the rich and famous Johnson have moved on to other lives and Johnson refused to move with them. Johnson held on to what was past, fading and inevitably forgotten. Or his truth, his integrity and refused to sacrifice this for anyone else. So was he selfish as he worries ? A good father to his children ? Almost you can't have one thing without sacrificing another. Can't complete your own ambitions without inadvertently causing harm to another. Can't be with another without causing harm to self. As I watch him looking into his old life photographs, is this just the same as what old people do in Nursing homes ?This is just old age. Its what happens and there is nothing more or less to it than this. Then you die, and you don't have to worry about it or anything else any more.

[@fa7842]

That`s true

[@wavelength7503]

I've sailed 40 years not as extensively as Paul. But had my fair share of what he speaks of. I thought I wouldn't like the story, maybe finding it to be sad. But I would prefer his life over being druged up in an old age institution, wouldn't call them a home. Well done Paul you lived life as most should,a free man, as possibly as one can be free in a system of rules.

[@fa7842]

@@wavelength7503 👌

[@Unfluencer]

his only problem was the alcohol.

[@wavelength7503]

@@Unfluencer no different if one is druged up in retirement institution. But I get what you mean, it isn't my cup of tea. Maybe he doesn't want to live to a 100 with no teeth being fed baby food by someone else who may have an alcohol problem.

[@mikef.1000]

I found this a very sad film. The longing we have for the wide open sea, but the inevitability of loneliness and decline. There must be more, but this world cannot deliver it.

[@tomainsworth5656]

very poignantly put

[@gregorymoats4007]

No, the world cannot. It’s the souls within it that can. Perhaps this fellow learned it too late…crying in the morning for an hour when he realized HE left them all behind. And leaving himself behind in the process…

[@salty2667]

True….

[@blueocean2510]

​@@gregorymoats4007 Go without Ego & find true freedom.

[@blueocean2510]

Go without Ego & find true freedom.

[@captainzeppos]

I watched 5 seconds in random. I was captivated. Then I watched it all. Thank you.

[@aerozg]

Bless this film. This is a masterclass in documentary film making. Absolutely blown away by the story, the man, and the the way the film was done. Beautiful!

[@Geardog361]

This was an excellent movie about a man whom I see so much of myself in! Thank you for posting this and letting me see that I'm not alone in my journey through life!

[@andreflavell3453]

I have watched this many times . Always hear or see something else . Such a beautiful story. I to live alone on a yacht with my dogs . I hope his kids are proud of him .

[@RaveenJ]

always talking to inner me, is that what something I want for rest my life. felt his loneliness. awesome production which has given a golden moment someone's remarkable life story before it disappears unless knowing.

[@GUNNER67akaKelt]

I'd never heard of this film. I didn't have any expectations. This was really quite good. Touching. Beautiful cinematography. The story of a man coming to the end of his years, watching the world slowly becoming alien to him. I don't know, I don't have the words to really do it justice. I actually sat and watched this enthralled.

[@GeorgeHuss]

What a lovely film ! Great cinematography - Great story - wonderfully captured. Thanks to all involved ! RIP Paul Johnson. You did it well.

[@JagLite]

Very well done movie. Very slow, just as life is when we get old and everyone else is young, strong, and always in a hurry. The loneliness of being old and feeling useless, unable to do what we used to. Depending on friends to help us but hating to be dependent. Finally it is time to cast off and sail over the horizon to whatever lies beyond this life.

[@americanworldsuperbi]

Paul... I'm following right behind you. I'm a handicapped solo sailor since 2016. DO NOT COMPLY. SAIL ALONE. 💙🙏💙

[@americanworldsuperbi]

It's Aug 2023... I'm still on my sailboat still solo sailing but it's time to leave the Mediterranean and upgrade to a better boat.

[@swampyankee72]

A wonderful documentary, but it was hard to watch. I could see the all too familiar pain and torment in his eyes. Not quite as old as Paul, you reach a point in life when you become limited in what you are able to do. You become a bystander. This was portrayed so well by the cinematographer when he showed Paul watching the lively moonlit party a few boats over. You could see in his eyes he was remembering a time when he was there. The loneliness only gets worse as you reach the end. All you are left with are the ghosts in your memories, and the regrets. I watched a video a while back, where a young lady asked a older man "If you could leave Me with one bit of advise, what would it be?" The old man paused, then answered: "Make mistakes, but don't regret them. Learn from them. Because regrets are the hardest thing to carry when you get older." This My shipmates, is what I leave with you. Regrets later in life are like anchors, they will pull your down.

[@andrewbarten7347]

No doubt about it. He LIVED. Really lived.

[@mikeokeefe2014]

I sleep when I'm tired .. I eat when I'm hungry .. I love the Sea that's where I'll be because I'm free .

[@DiddleDangle]

Wow... what a beautiful film. As others have said, it was as if I was really there with him and could feel the wind and smell the sea spray. Camera work was impeccable. The attention to detail and really creating space to listen to the sounds and contemplate what he was feeling was a breath of fresh air. In a world where you can barely keep up with what's on screen, this was a great pace. Thank you.

[@scottcates]

Legend of a man. I used to skydive at a rural dropzone with a guy called Seventies Bob, who was way past 70 years old. Seventies Bob would do a couple of static line jumps from 3,000' each day. By the time we landed from our 14,000' climb to altitude and freewheeling, freefalling skydives, Seventies Bob would just barely be finished daisy-chaining his suspension lines for the walk back to the packing shed. Seventies Bob would rest up, chat up the students, and sleep in the packing shed, so he could jump the next day. One weekend, Seventies Bob didn't show up. The going story is that he had a significant health problem that landed him in a Skilled Nursing Facility, never to return to the skies he loved to fly.

[@raeanker3078]

Magnificent movie, what a adventurous life Paul has led. And to think how many millions of fascinating unique stories like this there is to be told. Thank you.

[@sailertimes]

So true Paul. Not many people understand the transition of career and the hunger for sailing and exploring the world. Well done you. 🙏🏻💙 thank you for such sharing. Rest in peace!!!

[@iah1]

Thoroughly enjoyed this. His quote " never be afraid to be terrified".... amazing...

[@MARKLINMAN1]

Great story yet sad at the same time, the drink has taken its toll on Paul, yes he has lived free but NOT free from the self medication, these Island people are amazing and will Look after Paul until he is gone. Thank you for this well put together documentary.

[@jasonconnor3905]

Why do you all keep talking about the “drink”?

[@michaelbrownlee9497]

@@jasonconnor3905 if you drink predators will prey on you and blame it on the victim, then the victim drinks too forgive and forget and they say he's self medicating and prey on him some more. Non drinkers prey on drinkers.

[@alaskalograft]

I'm alcoholic myself. Sober 38 years. I don't think he was alcoholic. He seemed to enjoy the drink. Lived a long, interesting life

[@jazzfeline5970]

@@alaskalograft Former alcoholic here too, I think he liked to drink a little too much, but nothing crazy. He lived to be 83, and was still active and independent. That's better than most sober people. This is as close to a happy ending as life gets.

[@SuperInsuranceman]

I did not know this man and I just learned that he passed away in 2021. It's sad.....but so goes life. In any case, it teaches us that life must be lived simply. When we get older we are left at a time with our memories and regrets. The deal is to have as few regrets as possible and to live a fulfilling life.

[@blueocean2510]

What happened to Paul Johnson sail boat?

[@alaskalograft]

​@blueocean2510 it doesn't matter to him

[@ethanking4954]

​@@blueocean2510probably got sold