the truth (my story)

[@emilypaulichi]

omg i’m crying. u guys are so sweet!! thank you so much for listening and understanding! i love you all SO MUCH🤍(i will get back to posting) :)

[@piperhh5609]

Em we’re here for u

[@jazy3151]

we love u sm em! u deserve the world

[@mikeila421]

and if you don’t want to get back to posts if that’s ok!! focus on urself

[@j.piresc]

we love u!!

[@moreoflogann]

We love you so much !! 🤍

[@ErikaDiane]

aw em i’m so proud of u for filming this🤍ur so strong

[@vibes4465]

aww ikr 🥺💖

[@rebecabecaaa1635]

Yeah she was always strong..

[@ektabhatti3900]

Yesss right Erika 💓👍

[@ektabhatti3900]

Yesss right Erika 💓👍

[@jaymeew]

ikr shes amazing and we are all getting through this

[@jk7hqoa]

it’s completely fine to take a break to what you want to do and be yourself WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT

[@gw3nbautista]

right!! love you em!

[@carmenyt]

so much respect for u emily

[@alia-wo5go]

Haii pls notce mee im like ur biggest fan lol

[@nabaa4228]

@@alia-wo5go she wont lol

[@lexilasee2173]

can we give her some love and appreciate how she brought this to social media

[@emilypaulichi]

aw i love you

[@YoursTrulyKK01]

@@emilypaulichi aww it’s ok queen, take all the time u need we understand, hope u are doing better. Ilysm♥️

[@millie3milk808]

It’s actually really nice that you admitted what you struggle with, because I know a lot of people (including myself) see your life and assume you’re always happy and that your life is completely perfect. I always assumed that you were perfect and I used to look down on myself because I saw people like you living their life and that I was on meds and didn’t feel the greatest.

[@heleliawakalala3563]

Ily and hope you’re doing well.

[@averybm9590]

I saw the title and clicked immediately

[@brooklynisabella.]

Same

[@avery2921]

same

[@sanlian7913]

Me five

[@judyzepeda9181]

Me six

[@mikerooney4673]

the confidence it took for you to post this is inspiring

[@theeditaesthetic]

ok sidenote: you shouldn't apologize for not giving updates or taking a break! you don't owe any of us ANYTHING. please keep that in mind girlie ur just like us :')

[@finleyella]

we can all agree Emily is so kind and beautiful❤️❤️

[@glicerserge3629]

read the room

[@dqkkota3857]

@@glicerserge3629 huh?

[@polina9931]

@@glicerserge3629 huh

[@lucymonet]

em just know we’re all here for you, no ones perfect and we all need breaks thank you for being vulnerable w us 🥺🤍 we’re gonna make it

[@olivia-yf5tb]

i saw social anxiety and immediately clicked. i struggle with that too and can completely relate to social anxiety. it affects me everyday, i love that you talked about this. i appreciate you for that.

[@allynesanzz]

Babe don’t worry you’re not alone I’m 17 too and still sophomore and have no confidence to say it and you don’t have to apologize for not active on KZbin taking care of yourself is more important we love you and take care always

[@madelinec22]

no matter what you’re going through, i just wanted to say thank you for always being motivational and spreading amazing vibes to all of us!! you make all of us so happy and we’re very grateful :))

[@rithikaveeresh2903]

Emily you’re not dramatic, your feelings are valid and you are extremely strong. More power to you ❤️

[@lucy_5613]

i repeated first grade because of dyslexia I always avoid questions about it and lie about my age I completely understand the struggle ❤️

[@aradiaminter-bigelow1264]

My sister has dyslexia, I totally get it as in elementary she was discouraged to learn English so I translated for her.

[@alexvicente4599]

I just wanna say that everyone has problems and it’s not because we have these problems that we are stupid or whatever. You’re such a great person Emily and you really have help me. Just remember that you are beautiful, luv u so much

[@Charliecantdrive]

As someone with ADHD and anxiety, I fell so strongly for you because it's just so hard to be you without feeling like life is against you. You are so strong Emily, please never forget that.

[@merilyncortez4031]

Let just appreciate that she still uploads for us when she has her own problems literal queen! Keep doing you sis!💕🥰

[@pancspotting4227]

no :( You're not dramatic, this is hard for people to talk about. let alone posting a video on this. I'm so proud of you for talking about this.

[@taylorcrance1386]

u have been the biggest influence on me. i started watching ur videos during quarantine, and i started eating healthy, working out, taking care of my self, and just trying to stay really positive. i’m so glad u made this video bc it shows that no one is perfect, and we all of our problems and insecurities. i’m so proud of you for making this video and feeling comfortable enough to talk abt it. and i just wanna say that we are all here for u. love u em

[@aradiaminter-bigelow1264]

Hey, we all need breaks. Even those of us whom seem most strong on the outside, *are breaking down on the inside* . We love you Em! We just want our fav KZbinr to be okay.

[@sophialol5570]

i’m so sorry emily, throughout me watching you grow on this channel has been phenomenal. please take your time and come back when your ready

[@KaraKairis]

This video has helped so many people Emily, so much love to you. Let’s appreciate how she is spreading the message that life isn’t perfect and that it’s okay. We love you and support you

[@selenalove9139]

thank you for sharing your story em, we appreciate you and love you sm

[@emilypaulichi]

gosh i love you guys sm:,)

[@gaurideshpande5524]

it’s really brave of you to bring up the fact that you have hardships in your life mentally which i personally didn’t know but that didn’t stop me from watching your vids, take a break as long as you need emily and it was really amazing that you chose to speak up of something so personal to you, i will support you endlessly ❤️

[@sarahkdahl]

Girl, it’s ok. We are here for you any time you need and it’s ok to take a break.

[@shellsDiary33]

I hate having social anxiety, it ruins ur life 😔

[@mockingjqy2830]

Let's appreciate how open Emily is today!

[@october5567]

I’m going to be 17 as a sophomore as well! I feel you with some parts Emily! I’m sorry that your going through this and remember you have people that love you and have your back! I repeated a grade and I’m a freshman currently but I struggled with some school things! Give your self a break give yourself self care!

[@anushka.tiwary]

Bro thats so relatable! I've repeated a class and i completely know the pain... the most imp thing is to trust the process. We love you emily and we understand the pain. Its absolutely okay to take a break for yourself

[@leeshayvolmink8680]

I also get social anxiety and I feel the way you feel sometimes i don't want to do stuff in PE because I am scared that people will laugh at me and I cant talk about it with out crying so I am very proud of you making this video

[@sanrioluvr7]

you’re so strong, those people that bullied you were jealous of you so they made fun of you to feel better about themselves by letting yourself down.

[@helenadoherty6333]

em bae. you aren’t dramatic. i’m so happy for u to be talking about this and it brings such a positive light to situations so many people face and it rlly makes people feel less alone :) ur very brave for doing this and i admire u a lot for it. keep doing ur damn thing and don’t give a fuck bout what bitches say to u. they’re only jealous bc you have something good going for you.

[@ashleylaurenxo]

you're so brave for sharing this... i was put on adderall for 10 years & it fully f'd me up and has given me insane social anxiety also. i'm glad you were able to get off it, it took me awhile but finally am. keep your head up xoxox

[@livingwithlun6151]

This year I’ve been under stress and a lot that I can’t say but yeah I guess that is normal and the best thing to do is just ask god to help us

[@karaokecoversisters3844]

you are so amazing for fighting what you are going through. i’ve never experienced most of what you talked about, but i do suffer from social anxiety and i’m EXTREMELY shy. i get made fun of for it and nobody around me understands that. thank you for sharing this with us because this really made me feel a lot more confident about myself.

[@_scarlettkettish_735]

No one is forcing you to post it’s okay take as many breaks as you need the most important thing is yourself and your health ❤️

[@nataliapiper427]

awe i love you emily. you're so sweet !! we completely understand. take long i hope you get better:)

[@leticiaost14]

we’re here for you and we love you

[@KaleighSanaa]

Can we just appreciate how hard working she is and strong like - she shared her life with us 😌

[@emilypaulichi]

:,)

[@spongebob755]

@@emilypaulichi l hope you are you feeling better today

[@kassandrarusu9809]

Girl you are such a nice person and such a inspiration 😩💞 we love you em

[@am1603.]

My whole respect and so thankful that ur trusting us

[@starstv9775]

i'm so happy to know that i'm not the only one who has trouble looking people in the eye when talking - idk that part just stood out to me. em, i'm really proud of you for opening up to us about this and just knowing that i'm not alone everywhere and also knowing what my problem is, especially hearing it from you, actually helps me more than you think

[@ari8257]

thats so sad :(( in our school we don't rlly mind ppl that repeated a grade or when their age is supposed to be for a higher level

[@migle.d07]

bro i’m so proud of you for posting this, we love u and want what’s best for you. you focus on YOU. The reason my mental health is better is because you helped me and inspired me to work on myself🤍

[@yitonghu2228]

i repeated 2nd grade cause i never paid attention in class and now i’m 15 graduating 8th grade. people always ask me why i’m older than most of the students and i always have to lie and just can’t talk about it :(

[@pia5644]

love you em! i hope you will feel better

[@katlynjones3072]

OH MY GOSH I also got told that I had hdhd when I was in third grade and in fith grade is when never could eat and got really shy and only had one friend, but now I moved schools and got over that fear and I am the happiest I have ever been all I needed was time so it is perfectly fine if you take a break, it is your life!

[@adrianachavez605]

Same about the grades, I usually lie about it because I've failed 2 grades and its embarrassing to talk about to people

[@aleeshamisthry7988]

i’ve never related to something so much... i was diagnosed with ADHD at grade 2 - i was literally failing first term and second - i was then diagnosed and put on meds. the meds are not ADHD friendly at all andddd me have no appetite, headaches, i somehow became shy and quiet and my voice always went softer and everyday i would just feel dead in the inside. I’m still on the meds and i’ve been on them for 8 years now and i’ve gotten used to it (i only take them when i’m going to school and i don’t even eat at school - well i haven’t for 8 years - coz of the major loss of appetite and me just unable to eat but i have enough energy to survive the day normally like i’ve eaten. And none of my friends can relate on this. I’ve been diagnosed with ADD but now ADD is no more a thing and it’s all classified as ADHD now. I’ve become more open this year about letting my friends and ppl around me now, it was such a big insecurity for me coz it made me feel dumb that i’m ok meds to help me concentrate but then i realised that i shouldn’t be taking it this way and that i should learn more and be more open about it. I would love to become friends coz i’ve never had someone relate so much to something like this and have the same side effects at the same time

[@mc2072]

girl ofc!! take a break anytime ur so strong for filming this video take your time and come back whenever you feel like it mental health comes first 🤍

[@Parkrae]

Never thought I needed a video like this coz lot of people are going through so much that they don't even talk about, so come on guys, its actually so simple to just be kind and make them feel happy. We don't know who all lost their loved ones in this pandemic. So yah

[@july-ann0509]

the part where u’re talking about adhd hit closer to home… i’ve been diagnosed with it since i was 4 and it sucks, honestly. it just made me realize that every single one person with adhd aren’t fighting alone. so always remember that you are loved and you aren’t alone in this

[@Xrisi_Pisi]

i always felt so connected w u and now when you opened yourself about the things you have gone thru i understand that we are so much alike

[@vikyysantanaa]

Don’t worry girl you are so strong 💗💗

[@Fernandajholie]

hi emily, i followed you for a while and you always motivated me with your videos, every time you posted a video i was very happy and excited. I also have ADD and so I ended up repeating the 7 grade and knowing that you also went through something similar made me feel that I am not alone. thank you so much for sharing your story

[@katevlogs3554]

Aw, I am so sorry for what you are going through. I hope you get to feeling better!

[@bsianca]

I know this must have been so difficult for you to post em. Just remember we all will always love you no matter what. Also please don’t feel pressured to post. This channel should be something you enjoy and feel good about. I’m sorry to hear about your ADHD and ADD. We’re here for you. Your amazing and we love you. I hope you feel better.

[@ivexoxo]

4:10 girl it’s okay, you can still catch up, I remember I was behind gradess and now I’m advanced, just have to focus and stay determined. Social anxiety sucks but it gets better

[@rubyblanco739]

proud of you, so happy ur here. stay strong my love

[@_selenacai]

You are amazing don’t worry about how people see you but being yourself! you’re literally the best person and don’t ever doubt yourself. I see you as a role model as where you see Alisha marie as your role model! You got this! Stay strong!!

[@mathildemiserey4721]

it’s normal to not feeling happy all the time and I think it’s great that you’re talking about your struggles

[@owamistanley]

Okay but honestly I think that we can all agree that Emily definitely deserves a break from social media to focus on her mental health!!! I mean she works so hard to provide amazing content for all of us and it's not always easy you guys. So Emily I love you and wish you the absolute best because you deserve it and please take as long as you want to focus on your mental health because at the end of the day how you feel and how you are doing is what matters ❤️

[@foreverizzy553]

em I completely understand/relate to this video. in fourth grade I got held back due to just not focusing/anxiety. I to this day get bullied about it and now im 15 and a freshman. keep going! you're so strong!

[@mockingjqy2830]

I love the sit down vids where emily just talks. I love her talking alot lol

[@arianna2966]

your so sweet and strong for filming this. the best thing is you literally look like an angel

[@LexyBae]

emily im so glad you shared this with us, we all love you so much!! you never have to apologize for taking a break and focusing on your mental health, we all want to see you happy babe

[@livrodrigo2838]

em i’m so proud of u, luv u sososososoosos much🤍 always i still support u🤍 rn i’m feeling the same as u🤍

[@bellabrostrom9550]

It 100% okay that you had to take a break, and its also so understanble considering the pressure that is always being on a teen to put on a smile. Just remember we are all here for you !! take as much time as you need for your self :)

[@lemonadeluvr4]

i feel that social anxiety statement. i have that and it totally sucks. it started in middle school and i cry constantly after school and it totally sucks. i’m sorry to anyone who has to deal w it.

[@meg7083]

You can take a break whenever you need, please don’t feel bad about it, your mental health will always come first :) you’re so inspiring I’m so proud of you, luv you

[@russellferrera1]

love this. mental health is the priority and anxiety sucks. you deserve so much love and i hope you're feeling amazing!! 💕

[@brifrancoissss]

omw im so excited to hear this. we love you em

[@zaineh2607]

it's okay to take a break!!!! you are so strong!! you work so hard to make us happy, and I am so grateful to hear this story. ur so strong!!! and also how the heck would someone make fun of you for starting a youtube channel??? that is so stupid. you don't deserve any of this. love you

[@leilamilovich132]

Girl you are just GORGEUS i promise you. Doesnt matter what people say u are the best. And also its ok to take a break no one is perfect we always gonna luv u. (Also sorry if i wrote badly but idk english lol)

[@majakukulaa]

i’m so proud of you em! ily!

[@sarahcuellarr]

bro i luv her sm she’s the reason that I wanna do yt I was here since the purple room🤍 luv you cutie

[@emilypaulichi]

omg stop. i love you aw:,)

[@emilypaulichi]

u can do anything luv

[@riannahicks234]

And I do think you should do an updated Q&A because I want to see more videos about you the real you! I support you and love you! ❤️

[@KaleighSanaa]

Emily is a queen 👑

[@ΚωνσταντίναΓεωργοπούλου-σ8π]

you’re so so strong em and i admire that a lot for you 🤍 love u a ton

[@aislinn3892]

hey emily, we know that you’re always trying your best. you are such a kind and nice girl. you don’t have to apologise to us for any of the decisions you made, that are supposed to help you and your mental health. love your videos and have a really nice day!!! xxx

[@saratadiallo]

Also thank you for this because I struggle with social anxiety and it just makes me feel happy that i am not the only who is struggle as well🤍

[@sophiat7942]

em, i just wanted to let you know how proud i am of you for having the strength to talk abt this and post it. i’ve struggled with social anxiety and depression for a while and i just want you (and anyone else) to know that you’re not alone and you deserve all the happiness in the world. every time i’m feeling bad abt myself or i’m feeling down i like to watch your videos bc they always manage to cheer me up and make me feel better. so thank so much and ily🤍

[@sithmidayananda8754]

i love how she directly started the video without a long intro and em i hope you feel better , love you

[@syazaaliah5646]

It’s okay Emily, you did great on yourself keeping in mind that your life is yours and don’t compare it to others because you’re brilliant just the way you are and just keep believing in yourself ❤️

[@catherinesnyder3748]

em i’m so proud of you for speaking up, i know it’s very hard to open up/talk about these things, but we all love you and care so much about you!

[@j1yc11]

It’s ok,no one is perfect.if you’re tired or not doing well just take much rest as you need🥰remember to treat yourself well it’s important ok?🥺 I’m not sure my grammar is right or not don’t mine me if I write it wrong but I just wanna say treat yourself well you’re loved 💕

[@j1yc11]

I’m not born or raised in a english family so my english might sounds weird

[@sophiemichelle0783]

I can relate so much with the social anxiety I feel u and I’m here for u❤️🥺

[@adrianahernandez6856]

shawty ur doing great

[@emilypaulichi]

thank you love:,)

[@jeanneguezet5313]

you are gorgeous!!

[@janetsantoss]

Babes don’t worry, I have a lot of social anxiety and people think I don’t want to talk to them. But it isn’t that it is just so hard. I also am 17 and a sophomore, I repeated my freshman year due to being in the hospital half of the time and not going to school. Since I had and still have a lot of anxiety & bullying. But even if I don’t realize it each day I get better and better. You are not alone, and even when it feels like others don’t understand you. We understand, and we aren’t leaving you. We love you, every single subscriber on here. We all love you very much. You are so strong ! ❤️

[@avamartinn]

i’m so proud of you em ! stay strong

[@fm-ql1mj]

Emilyyy ily I was worried because you haven't uploaded anything ,I hope you're feeling better❤

[@eustacietorres7676]

em its honestly okay to not Be okay. Ive struggled with social anxiety too. My uncle who's 14 is struggling with adhd too its hard but we can. You can. You dont have to worry abt not posting vids if youre not ready. I hope we're not pressuring you on posting and stuff. I'm very happy for you opening up like this.

[@anfalarif3285]

It’s totally fine to take a break and give yourself some time. I wanna just let you know, you’re the best. I got inspired by you. You are gorgeous anddd we all love you. We would support you no matter what. Just keep loving yourself. And make us happy by your pretty smile. WE LOVE YOU EMILY🤍

[@ahkhalifa23]

em we’re so proud of you istg you’re so strong for talking about such sensitive topics like this we love you

[@mjdaniel8710]

Something everybody needs to remember is that your life, your friends and family are more important than any social media like youtube, take care of you first, hope you are feeling happier and have a good day

[@oliviamartin2723]

You're such a good example to follow. I love you so much you're so strong. Never give up Emily!

[@luizafrederico5421]

fica bem