The worst day since I arrived - Starting life again at 51

Although I had been expecting it, to find Dave's field empty yesterday morning was gut wrenching for me. Thank you to all my amazing supporters :-)
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[@user-nd3nd3ux9d]

So sad for you that Dave was taken away, even though he wasn't yours, he was a part of your life for so long and I know he will be missed, you looked after him so well! ❤

[@tracey4474]

Ok practical steps Marc - close off the fence near the shelter straight away to make clear Dave was welcome in there but no one else is - maybe keep the shelter while you decide how to proceed with your fields as it might form the start of a goat shed or chicken coop? ( which would need to be closer to your house) Happy to contribute if you want to get some lawnmower goats in that field ? Or an alpaca or two ? (People pay to walk Alpaccas ! It’s a thing !) or start a lavender / cut flower farm - so many options with the amazing space you have there. Thank you for caring for Dave despite him living up to the shitland description so perfectly - you did a lovely thing for that grumpy old chap showing him love and care he had probably never experienced before.

[@permissiontoshine]

Definitely good to close of the shelter. Knowing that jerk of a person, the one who drives the tractor (as he'll forever now be known to me as) he'll claim that as his own because Dave was his horse. Yes, definitely keep it for now. I see a couple of pet sheep finding home in there one day. Sheep can be dumb as rocks, but if you get them young enough and some training, they can be fun and very funny at times.

[@christinaplaisted9563]

Oh Marc , I feel your pain , you were the best thing that happened to Dave in you he had a friend and someone who really cared for him ,as you said he was a rock star ,, sending you some big hugs , yes perhaps a dog and a cat ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@shonalogan1581]

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[@gaynordyer7822]

@christinaplaisted has said it all and we feel so sad for you. You brought him happiness I know you did and he was your friend. Thinking if you and Dave x

[@ianrussell1897]

I hope that Dave will have a as such a good life wherever he is that you gave him the last 18 months or so. Sad but should be mighty proud Marc.

[@jasmorgan94]

My heart hurts for you. Dave may not have been your horse but he was your friend and by extension ours as well. Hugs to you as you process this loss. ❤

[@hennagspmaria7722]

Time to rescue a few animals of your own ❤ why waste your amazing ability to care for another being ❤️

[@Mr_CMH]

Dave has, in fact, already given you a gift, in the form of a new resolve to seek meaning...to do something good and purposeful with your property. Thanks Dave.

[@pamkullman8839]

You tried for Dave and gave him care at a time when both of you needed it. I hope the best for Dave! There are so many cats and kittens that need a home.. get 2❤

[@alliejones9864]

We took in a manky little rescue dog who had been at our local pound for 3 months, he was all bad breath, rotten teeth, a tad ugly, he was 5, we only had him for 3 years and one morning he woke up poorly, we rushed him to the vet and he didn’t come home, we were devastated. As you did with Dave, we have to console ourselves that for 3 years, he lived the best, most loving and nurtured life he had experienced. Dave may have been a bitey, cranky old man, but he wouldn’t have come to you so readily if he didn’t feel that love and energy off you. Your time with him was not for nothing. Chin up 🙃

[@kathyeyesopen4078]

It is so hard to love any animal, horse, dog, cat knowing that you will lose them someday, BUT, the unconditioned love you give and get from a pet is Worth the eventual pain of lose. I have gone thru this numerous times but still I will Always have a pet. I always had dogs but can no longer walk them as I am now disabled so instead I now have 3 cats who I adore. They pretty much ignore me as my husband is the one who feds them but I just love to watch them. So worth it for you and the pet❤

[@1969genie]

Sorry that Dave has gone - you certainly did your best to look after him in a very caring way under adverse conditions. Please be kind to yourself. I think in being a caretaker of the land and your home, you are playing an important part in this world's ecosystem.

[@lukemintram3270]

Do you know where Dave has gone

[@lavignemorte]

If Dave has been rehomed to someone with other horses then please don't be sad. It's a fundamental need for horses to have a companion. I hope this is the case for Dave. PS I have a Shetland you can come and visit if you are ever in northern Vienne.

[@ourfrenchabode]

Marc we are all feeling your loss and sadness-it’s so painful! Dave was a little legend and we’ve all loved watching your kind friendship grow over the years. Maybe do a poll and see what animals your subscribers suggest?

[@permissiontoshine]

💞💞💞 I love this - Dave being a little legend. He's been brought up in many a lunchtime conversation here, across the other side of the world. Everyone who I showed these videos to, talked about, from time to time, still ask me 'how's Marc and the little horse doing?'

[@janetpendlebury6808]

I really think he needs to get a pet that he wants, not what the subscribers think he should have.

[@garyc5483]

Sorry to hear Dave has gone. I hope he will be ok wherever he has been taken. Maybe time to finish off that chicken run you seem to have in the garden. Use some of the timber from Daves shed to build a coop for them. It will give you something to do whilst you decide what else you want to do with the land and give you some food for the table. ATB regards from the UK

[@celinefederici6951]

What a poignant photo you opened with...I can understand that it was heart wrenching for you to actually watch or know that Dave was put in a wagon and was being taken away from you and the land that was his home. He must have been terrified. I am sure he misses you & poor Dave won't ever understand what's going on. He is kind of a loner, but hopefully he will find another friend…another animal that he can hang out with. Marc, we all grieve differently and at different rates so only you will know when to get a pet and what kind. Contrary to what a lot of people think, cats and dogs can be good friends... mine were.

[@Stitchesandmore]

Thank you, Marc. Thank you for taking care of Dave so well. You have great character. My son has a birthday this week. My son does not speak to me. I feel your pain.... So thinking of you….blessings and many prayers sent your way.

[@GoingsoloinFrance]

Good to hear from you Kasi :-)

[@leparcartsfrance5892]

Thank you for sharing Dave with us. I am so happy to know that he had your kindness and it was clear he certainly loved you. As a Family of animal lovers and actually we have 4 rescue animals, we know the absolute beauty of the unconditional love returned to us. I hope you are ready to welcome a pet or 3 into your life soon. ❤

[@permissiontoshine]

It was obvious Dave did appreciate his friend Marc, even if at times he still turned into a homicidal maniac of a pocket-size stallion.🤣

[@janetdaniels9015]

We will all miss Dave and his exploits and I’m sorry he has gone. Just not having the daily focus and routine of looking after him will be a big change for you. I hope you find the right animal for you. A well behaved dog with good recall would absolutely love exploring in your fields but maybe a cat would be more sensible. Bon courage!

[@johnroadley-battin4577]

We will miss seeing Dave, hope you find another use for his shelter, perhaps a goat, it can keep the grass down in the field.

[@BeFree-BeFrugal]

I feel for you, he was a companion. My son, my only child lives the other side of the world…making a life for himself I haven’t seen him for 11 years although we are close and in regular contact..it’s ,,,well… sometimes I just have to do the day. Sending positive vibes 💫

[@IsMise]

Grieving takes its own path and time

[@frenchpatou]

Marc, you became attached to Dave from the get go, that right there shows your genuine humanity, hopefully Dave will meet a friend like yourself wherever they took him at ..... I am French, living in the USA now, lived in Surrey or 3 1/2 years before moving to America, and I was really well treated in the Guilford area .... some French people can be "etrange", but is it not everywhere now, that people can be weird more and more !??? (always looking for your "news" Marc ! Merci ! Patrick) ..... keep up the "spirit" mate !

[@jillipepper5353]

So sad to hear of your loss, maybe you can find out where he is and drop him some carrots once in awhile. My daughter just got two kittens and they are such good company, hilarious as they run and play then drop and fall asleep. It is apparently “ kitten season “ just now so it wasn’t hard to find them. So sorry he’s gone, you had a sweet relationship. ❤️😢🙋🏼‍♀️

[@marjoriewatton8546]

Feel your sadness. You have your Vlog family to vent all you worries and concerns. Dave was well cared for by you while he was there. You have done your best!

[@dawnrudd2496]

So sorry Marc how they have treated you over Dave. The way you cared for him routinely made a huge difference to his life and he to yours. I think now it is imperative that you set your strong boundaries around your property. I feel for you sending you love and hugs,take time to be kind to yourself my friend. Xx

[@charleydavidson69]

Morning Marc. I know you had a love hate relationship with Dave but I can't imagine what you must be feeling, especially the way this has been done. You should be very proud of what you have done to make Dave's time with you the most comfortable of his life. Keep your pecker up. I still smile to myself whenever I recall that you named a horse "Dave". Up until then he didn't even have a name. Take care.

[@suebignell4334]

Oh Mark, I'm so sorry that Dave has been taken away from you, after yesterday's video my husband and I felt your pain, and admire your strength as it was a hard video to make and again today. Dave will always be a very special pony, full of character , a tough little chap, who we all grew to love, and I'm sure the time you spent together enriched his life enormously. Stay strong, find another animal to love, although we will never forget Dave.

[@Reet64]

Ai. I’m so sorry. I hope Dave is lucky enough to have a new caregiver with some heart. He sure was lucky to have had you. It would have been a kindness for the owner to have shown you some consideration given the care you gave Dave. I hope you will give yourself some time to readjust to his absence. Heaven knows you’ve had practice with that. 😢 I also used to be a cat person but I got a dog for my son when he was little and soon saw the sweetness of a canine companion.

[@susanobryen5947]

I loved how you took care of Dave. So cruel what they have done

[@christinegreenhill540]

So sorry about Dave Mark. Take comfort in the fact that you made his life so much better than it was before you moved there. You showed him such love and respect despite your denial of having any affection for him. Maybe now is the time to get some chickens to move into the lovely coop and pen you made.

[@heatherking2967]

Oh Marc, I am so sorry and feel your pain at this time, I’m going to miss you walking down to give Dave a carrot or apple, I do hope wherever he’s gone that he will be cared for humanely in his old age. Pls look after yourself, we will miss Dave very much in your videos, we did love that little guy. Heather ❤Australia

[@donnamurdoch8949]

Uts tough Marc, you're grieving and that shows you have a good heart. Give yourself time to heal and remind yourself you were the one to show Dave love. Go out and blow the cobwebs away and look after yourself.

[@pamwallace-borowski480]

Marc, my heart breaks for you and for me. I grew to love Dave and loved the relationship you had with him. Be well and I hope you do get a cat or dog. Pets make our life’s so much sweeter. 😢

[@annbarns652]

this is so sad . i will miss Dave. sorry to hear about your son Marc .our thoughts are with you allways xx

[@zlatahume3134]

I know it is sad Marc about Dave but you will recover and when time is right you will have pets. We are on your team and you said yourself that you are not really ready. So let’s concentrate on the house to make it cosy and you can still go in the field just to check your land. Keep going. ❤️❤️❤️

[@mandyedgar4663]

Thankyou no harsh word's from me just sadness not seeing his gorgeous face peeping out from the gap's in his stable you built him ❤

[@RueRiposte]

Sorry that things aren't going well. I do hope Dave is in a good place. Happy birthday to your son, even from far away. Good luck with the fencing! There are many people with shared experiences regarding loss and life changes. You are not alone in that regard. * hugs * I hope tomorrow brings with it a breath of happy changes! p.s. You can have both a cat AND a dog! Trust me! 😂

[@permissiontoshine]

I am in the same camp as you - there will be both a cat and a dog. I can feel it in my bones🤣

[@MarianneInmarsilia]

So sorry this had to happen Marc. Hope Dave is taken care of….though maybe he won’t get the kind of attention you gave him. Animals are such great company….maybe you will find a furry buddy sometime in the future when you’re ready. ❤

[@melissahalbert9455]

Ask the farmer where is Dave? And bring him back home!

[@janetpendlebury6808]

He cannot steal someone else's horse!

[@babzblu]

This is so sad. So hurtful. I feel for you so much, and Dave.😢 Take care of yourself.

[@hannakinn]

I think your getting a pet, dog or cat, is an excellent idea. As an empty nester I badly needed something to nuture in my life. Adopting a feral cat and a long term shelter cat have me purpose my job could not.

[@rosemarymccarron3887]

Greetings from Ireland Marc.I love animals as Im a farmers daughter.☘️

[@angelalou511]

Honestly, what an amazing bloke you are. Despite your obvious heart break, you've got such a positive attitude in such a contentious situation. I definitely think you could do with a little companion, whether a dog or cat (get a cat, get a cat 😺). Nothing better than a fluff companion. I'll send you one of mine - pain in the rear... Take lots of care.

[@gwynethgrove772]

Sorry that Dave has moved on. Perhaps you should think about getting some animals of your very own to care for as you would wish to care for them. As you say everything is temporary really. I’ve moved to a different country and it’s very tough … many speak about doing it but you are actually doing it. Keep going Marc.

[@myrnamcmillan4755]

Marc so sorry about Dave you have lost a friend you could see he really enjoyed your visits I have two dogs and they keep me sain they are great company you are never alone when you have a dog plus great for guarding the house 😊😊

[@carolranes91]

I am so sorry for your deep loss! Losing an animal that is part of your life is always painful but in association with the loss of your son I cannot imagine what you are going through! I hope one day your son sees this video and comes to you with love!

[@CarolLoch-ww7po]

Words of comfort come cheap, only you can face this getting a pet would be good love and hugs from Spain xxxxx

[@Arni130]

Marc, so so sorry that you’re lovely companion has been taken, you said one day this would happen but I was hoping the wee buddy was going to spend his days with you. I do hope he will be looked after nicely for the rest of his days, you done him proud and he knew it. Think of all the good you done for him, I so proud of you Marc, just as you were I’m so choked knowing you are sad and he has gone, hugs for you Marc, life has to go on as sad as we are. Take care and stay safe. ❤️

[@SuperBotanica]

I didn't know you saw Dave get picked up. Now I hope he has a good time in his new surroundings. But the whole story is weird and I'll miss Dave too. Your son has long since reached an age where he should contact you if he has contact details. Sometimes I don't understand how mothers act. Even a father who is far away is and remains the father.

[@debbierya5668]

So sorry you’re feeling a bit lost without Dave, wish the whole situation could be different ❤

[@patriciapadgett4696]

Well Marc, I admire you for always opening up with your feelings, good & bad. Only just started watching your channel, but know you'll bounce back. We have dogs & cats, and think you'd manage well with either or one of each 😂 Definitely bring the place alive, think about it. Tomorrow's another day, so hope you feel happier. Hugs ♥️

[@bobmarrier4374]

Keep your head up, I'm really sorry for your loss. I think the dog thing is a great idea. Cats are fun, too.

[@patriciamilnes4793]

Feel for you.....but.....just a suggestion....use wood from Dave's shelter and start building a chicken house......they are a bit of company and eventually will produce eggs.....can be left without much bother whilst you volunteer....and it's a new project...which I think you need right now....cheap to buy too.

[@user-vy3vk2sb8p]

I hope wherever Dave is that he's taken care of. You did the best you could in taking care of him. Sad....but it is what it is.

[@kathsmith4924]

you gave dave the care he never got for a lot of years that is precious .Time is a great healer you may not forget but learn to live with as i'm sure you already know

[@jacquipierce5558]

Marc, I can only imagine how you must be feeling. You gave Dave so much love and attention. I've experienced the loss of four precious toy poodles and a Siamese cat all due to old age. The last toy poodle was a adopted from a rescue shelter and she turned out to be the easiest to house train. Perhaps there's a pet rescue shelter near you that you can check in to. From my experience "rescued or adopted" dogs make the best pets. I imagine it's because when they know they're loved they want to stay and try very hard to be obedient and pleasing. We loved having our furry dog kids cuddle up to us at night or sit on our laps. However, it does take a while for an adopted/rescued pet to settle down. Our last little dog, Lady, would run whenever I got the broom out, but when she realised she was not going to get hurt, she just snuggled up in her basket and went to sleep. I sincerely hope you'll find a dog to walk your fields with you, and maybe a cat as well.

[@wendylewis1050]

Sending you a Hug ,Im sure you made a big difference in Daves life even though he was a grumpy old horse you showed him compassion and company you could do no more. X

[@Iazzaboyce]

Hawthorns are good for hedgerows. Hazel is good too and can be layered. Some types of willow can be cut into twigs (whips) and stuck in the ground. There are plenty of free hedge trees in the countryside - I always pot up hawthorns etc. I find naturally seeded and regularly plant in the hedgerows.

[@permissiontoshine]

OMG I see some Willow being coppiced on the farm at some point and one of those fences made out of them. I love those fenches.

[@tjeffscats]

Aww Mark, thats so sad. I love watching you care for him. I have five hens. I recommend having hens for company as they are loving, and have great personalities, and give good eggs and are cheap to look after. I would never not have hens now. Regarding your son, I know a little how you feel, my daughter I saw every other weekend from the age of 3 to 18. Now for the last six years she has not wanted to speak or see me and has never told me why. Just recently I have found out where she lives and hope to drive 50 miles away from my house to try and reconciliate. Very hard. I feel your loss with your son, its very very difficult but chin up, you live in a lovely place and keep positive. Honestly things go up and down. xxx Tracey

[@ianrussell1897]

Marc pain is hard but passes, your heart will forever remain good. Dave and yourself had a mutual understanding relationship that you both benefited from. Hope he will be ok and you can take your time to discover new opening that will come to you.

[@cambbrown6205]

Sorry to hear that Dave is no longer with you. I think your kindness is needed by lots of rescue animals. That could be your raison d'etre :-)

[@pamhalliburton9737]

I’m sorry for your loss Mark. But may I suggest you get a dog and a cat and maybe some chickens, this is said with love.❤

[@user-nq1nc8dy4q]

So sad to see Dave gone. We just have to hope he will be well looked after. You did your absolute best for him. 😢

[@victoriart95]

I learnt 9 years ago to switch off when it comes to neighbours animals as it killed me frequently, and my business was an animal focused one. I focused on my customers animals and my own little dog and blocked out the rest, its too hard here otherwise, and you will end up trying to help hundreds and it kills you even more. I focus on donating to associations that help other animals with food, money and blankets etc.

[@alexparsons-moore9068]

So sorry to hear that Dave has gone. Although you anticipated what may happen, this kind of thing is always hard to take. I hope that you can console yourself with the knowledge that you provided him with a great deal of care and affection (when he wasn't biting you).

[@jodieshannon5033]

In time , it might be good for you to get a companion pet .. dogs, cats .fence it all and take care ❤

[@denisetaylor4099]

Oh gosh mark I was so upset for you to hear that Dave isn’t part of your life any more🥹I was really upset for you both. You were quite clearly attached to him and even though he wasn’t yours on paper you cared and gave Dave affection that he wasn’t getting and should of had and he quite clearly responded to that. Your a lovely guy what you did for Dave and he won’t forget. We had our pony from a foal until he passed away 24 yrs later so I know how attached they can get and us to them. If I could give you a hug I would . Take care 🤗

[@JeanettVeronica]

I’m so sorry, Marc ❤ Happy birthday to your son.

[@maureenreid]

I'm very sad, god bless you Dave, you are a Rock Star💙💙💙

[@katbar6066]

You showed incredible compassion and care for Dave and I am sure he appreciated it no end. You can only do what you can do and as you said he was not your horse so you had no say in where he now goes and how he will live but you can be sure he probably had the best couple of years of his life once you moved in.

[@lynndixonsilva9961]

Marc, all your viewers knew how much you loved Dave .... you gave him love & care & attention, that he desperately needed. Hard to understand what your neighbors did, but know that you did good. I'm thinking you can have both a cat & a dog (I'm partial to cats myself). I live alone now, too, and I'm missing my cat that passed in May (actually lost 4 in 2 years, all about 18 years of age). I said, no more, but that's probably not going to happen! haha ..... was going to suggest fostering, but think you need a pet of your own.

[@debpate9405]

I hope you will continue to share your joys and sorrows about the things you choose to share. It's good for you and we viewers . Talking through sadness lifts some of the burden. I'll be thinking about you and David, wishing you both a happy, healthy future..and no more olive pits.❤❤

[@Barneysma]

I am so sorry Marc. You were so kind to Dave and you made his life happier. Maybe a dog would be a good thing, and then also a cat. Sorry, not good with words, but I do feel for you xx

[@pamfogarty3087]

Hopefully Dave will be OK. You did your best. They could have told you they were moving him though!!!!

[@gilliansmyth7167]

Bless you take care of yourself 😘

[@Scruffychick]

Marc you may be able to find other rescue animals whose lives you can transform with your love and attention.

[@annwilliams9519]

I didn't respond yesterday because I thought you were joking about Dave. It's a shame, it seems to me that you were looked at like an interloper and you have been dealt with by the mob. I can understand your comments about meaning. I can't imagine my life without my son. I take care of a neighbours dog I have him all day and night but his expenses are met by the owner. If I didn't have him I probably would not get out of bed. It's very sad and i knew you would miss Dave but something will come along, don't give up you will get there. Ann xx

[@Sarah_C68]

all very sad I will miss seeimg Dave x

[@janetkennedy5940]

You are sorely missing Dave and so are we. It's normal to feel the way you do given what has happened. When the vlog started I said you need a fur friend to look after, one that will give unconditional love and make you feel needed. Then towards the end you said it yourself. I'm a cat person too but with all that land perhaps a dog would be best. Have a good think about it, you have a lot of love to give. Is there any animal rescue places near you? And thank you for all that you did for Dave, because of you he got to know love and caring.

[@mrsweneid]

Difficult times hits us all. That’s life. I’m very proud of how you manage yours. It’s an example for us all. Talk about it, deal with it and then go on💙new doors will open👍

[@butterflyj1967]

You did do your best Marc and you gave him some moments of happiness xx Some things in life just don't come to a perfect conclusion but a raggedy unperfect ending . But you showed him kindness xx

[@margp3973]

Omg Marc I'm stunned..I'm a little behind with you tube vlogs due to having work done so to click on this I'm at a loss what to say to you except I feel your pain at Rockstar loss I know you had your moments and had a few chunks removed but you were buddies and it was obvious you cared for him and gave him care and attention he obviously had been without, any chance of finding out where he's gone so maybe visit ..just a thought , just hoping wherever he's gone he will be looked after poor old lad , happy birthday to your son keep faith that one day he may find you out my heart goes out to you the coincidence of the 2 timing is a double whammy to you I'm sure , sending you heart felt best wishes Keep your chin up Marc bless you 💕 x

[@lieuwina]

Oh Marc I am so sorry about Dave. Even though as you say he was not your horse you did look after him and you both did sort of bond in your own ways with each other. I hope Dave is in a better home.

[@sistermecktis5791]

Hi Marc I hope you feel better soon, don't let people get you down .just keep smiling. 😊

[@georgianative5735]

God bless you! It’s never easy saying goodbye to those we love. Praying for you and also Dave that he is safe and sound.

[@jeangodding6348]

I’m sorry for poor old Dave an innocent .

[@dianesmith5254]

It is sad times now Dave has gone, we will all miss him, like you.. what an emotional scenario.

[@FranLuckyflute]

Dave has probably gone to a place with other donkeys etc., so he will have company of his own kind - be positive. That’s what you wanted a while ago anyway, for him to be cared for, you got in touch with someone a while ago about Dave.

[@kaylawild4019]

I feel absolutely gutted for you Marc, we’ve all been on this journey with you and I think we all feel your pain . You gave him more attention and care than he’d probably received in his whole life and that makes you such a better person than heartless scumbags who can just treat a poor aging horse like he’s worthless. Virtual hugs from Romford 💔

[@liesavillandre3481]

Loss is hard to get through, I do understand that with the loses I have experienced, but we will have better days. Remember the good you did for Dave.

[@vsee2207]

Lots of animals need rescuing. It hurts though. Life.

[@dianajohnson9327]

I’m gonna miss Dave😢

[@lornasimmons5499]

😢💔 How about a couple of little goats? They would help keep the greenery down and they're so loving? Xx

[@gaynorbistram9813]

I have said it before but I really think you should consider a dog.Sending my love xx

[@gregsdesigns3923]

Sorry for you losing your borrowed pet horse, very sad to hear your news about that eventhough you figured it might happen some day. Keep your chin up, stay focused on the good things around you, you are a positive person, best wishes to you.

[@susangranger3089]

So sorry for your loss, you were so very kind to Dave and there must be a void in your life, perhaps a little dog would the way forward. Take care and look forward to your next vlog.

[@kayschwartz-pq5kx]

I tried not to watch this video because it was going to be too sad...but i have and read a few comments too, also too sad... My eyes are misting over, so have to go now, however just one thing we all remember and know how you cared for Dave and he will remember you for that.. Maybe one day you will reunite with your son and his family , I hope so for your sake..meanwhile Happy birthday to him

[@sonjakogler2356]

So sad.... 😢, dear Mark, you need something to care for, this will heal your heart. Get a little puppy! I think, this will be good for you. Send you a big hugh from Austria!

[@warwickkeene363]

Very touching to see how upset you are. Also the story about your son touched my heart. Very sad to lose your sone like that. Thinking of you and stay strong.

[@Janece-ft2mx]

So flippin sad for you Marc and for Dave too. He’s been there for an eternity. That’s not fair on the old fella. People disappoint. Life disappoints. Gutted. Why why why? Thoughts with you right now.

[@noelthomaspower]

I feel very sorry for you Mark and can really feel your pain. Hopefully time will bring new horizons and happiness that you truly deserve.

[@SweetOne.]

I am so relieved to hear that he is still alive. This could be a good thing for Dave too. Hopefully he has been given shelter from this terrible storm that is coming. Maybe Legacy of Legends could help you home a rescued pony when and if you are ready. They are "The Moons" on KZbin and they are in France. Sadie Petherick got Udea (a retired Olympic horse) from them. Just a thought. Something to consider. An older Shetland pony doesn't cost much - cheaper than a dog actually. Sending you Love and Hugs.