I will wait for you until the very end (pt. 2)

[@thebootlegboy]

This just hit 1,000,000 views so I thought I'd put together a part 4 for you guys, these mixes help me sleep 💜 I made a playlist of all these tracks on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb

[@MrVWlover1]

the bootleg boy 😊😊😊😊 I feel awake! Thank you for this. You are a one in a kind you tuber

[@dannydelany404]

the bootleg boy me too💓

[@BimBamB00m]

the bootleg boy Right on time mate ;^)

[@rickyyblitz4971]

the bootleg boy i think im 999 999 of those views

[@silasolsen4184]

Love your vids helps me finally relax

[@cg.jpg.]

i’ll wait for you, but i’m terrified that you’re already gone

[@hamburger3682]

Perfect representation of my life

[@linabrackett5586]

who does your heart desire?

[@Drtoey11year]

My heartless sea still inside ;(

[@giorgiacattaneo2185]

Same

[@bronobro1292]

i have that exact thought, i just want this girl back, but if not i sure hope she is happier then i am..

[@mellowpalmz2555]

Wow, this got released as I turned 18. This song will forever have the feeling of growing up. I’m glad that it is on this channel. Much love to all

[@Timefraction]

Mellow Palmz happy birthday!

[@zunaidillahi1110]

happy birthday my man . I’m 17 and am scared as shit of turnin 18. wish u the best.

[@Lindihopp]

Happy Birthday 🎂🎈🎉

[@skellbo]

Just turned 18 as well on the 11th. Its a scary and amazing place to be. Best of luck and lo-fi vibes to both of us!

[@quinnguyen4620]

SAME I'm turning 18 in less than a week and im terrified. it's like some part of my life is coming to a close. i think it's cause im ceasing to recognize anything around myself or about myself, so i at least want something to stay the same. i don't want things to end. i wish life moved a little slower

[@rovermakoto]

The sun is setting... The night is coming... The stars are falling... I'm all alone... Lost in my thoughts... The emotions I've fought... The memories rot... But I can't forget... At the top of the hill... It feels like time stands still... A part of you lingers with me still... Get out of my head... I check my phone... I remember your ringtone... I tried to put you on a throne... I'm sorry... I want you to stay back... But somehow I still want your love back... As a matter of fact... I'm lost... I won't budge... I'll always remember our love... You made me believe you were a dove... I'm not going anywhere... "I'll wait for you until the very end" #bootleggangg🔥💯

[@EddieNgatia]

im not crying...you're crying

[@nataliewall8597]

Beautifully written

[@warning9714]

Wow man. U should become a professional poet

[@hoangtien97]

👏

[@ayycasino4788]

K1NG_BRAD so deep💔

[@donyeo5437]

You sit atop the cliff. It's night time, and the stars are brighter than usual. You look up to the starry skies, the stars smiling at you. The ambience of the sea's waves accompany your music. But.. you don't feel home. Tears slowly fall. This feeling, this atmosphere where everything is at peace, where you feel.. happy. It'd soon be over once you take your leap. Isn't that why you came here in the first place? To experience it one last time? But you can't let the feeling go, can't you? You'd enter the void as you gaze the skies one final time, isn't that what *we* agreed on? _So why won't you die?_ As you stood up, running to the cliff to cancel the strain that your emotions gave you, you suddenly halted at the end of the cliffside. You're still in love with this, this feeling. You know you can't feel like this once you die. You sit back down, your hands wiping your face. You gaze up at the sky one more time. The stars.. they give you hope. As they grow brighter in your eyes, you finally stop crying. You sigh. "Maybe I do have a reason for living." You lie down on the grass, with the wind covering you like a blanket. You smile the biggest smile you've had for quite a while. As you're glad you chose to live on, the sky brightens. The sun rises from the horizon, with it's shine reflected by the sea. I think it's time for a break, let's head back, shall we?

[@Duckarefun101]

Please.... write more like this. it's beautiful.

[@enemyline5393]

Lets go back

[@haramuhara]

Nothing left in my life Only lofi music, nature & space that saved me They are the most beautiful things I dont want to miss experinces them They calm me down always :,)

[@astrid.175]

Thank you.

[@migatelihinda8753]

.....

[@jennaceline107]

It hurts to see someone that you love falling deeper and deeper into themselves you see the person you fell in love with helplessly falling down this well of sadness and it broke me when I realized that I can’t help you you’ve fallen so far that I can’t reach you anymore I can’t see you anymore I look carefully over the edge of the well and see the pit of darkness I remember that darkness so well I hear the echos of late nights I hear the echos of your voice telling me you love me the memories eerily reflect off the water I see your face in the moon please come home soon

[@chaitanyaayyappan8634]

Damn that's good art

[@calypso2790]

So beautiful

[@snackbearsamuel5967]

She once said my voice still echos in her head but knowing her I jus dunno it hurts

[@metatmongooltje]

Wow you gonna be the new Shakespeare

[@Visuals710]

I felt that

[@SnootyNinjaEllz]

Never thought I could feel so empty. This time it's different. It's hard to stay hopeful.

[@BrunoM321]

Elliot Conway dont give up buddy. just take a break, thinking about nothing for a while. it works, but you must be patient

[@yzwik8561]

feel you

[@vocexseta]

One of the worst feelings I've experienced hands down. I think one of the worst a human can experience. When you truly feel empty, it's next to impossible to have energy, motivation, excitement, or will to do a damn thing. Directionless, purposeless. It's horrible. I don't even know what helps me to move out of it other than just...sleeping. Resetting the day, taking my medication strictly on time, crying really hard and yelling my horrible unedited thoughts and feelings by myself in my car. The latter helps me a lot if I have it in me, which I don't always. I hope you find something to help you.

[@hymhym4975]

@@vocexsetai borrow it

[@nathanielriddle496]

It's pretty numbing waiting for someone but knowing in Your heart that person forgot about you the moment they left.

[@WOLF17]

Fuckkk right on the feels man 😔

[@julienconille1154]

My ex

[@koray2204]

fuck ur right

[@iluvnosleep3189]

*I waited for you and waited. Sadness and depression were everwhere. Drugs consumed my life. Now here I am, with you. The wait was worth it* 🖤

[@emiliesmith9403]

That’s a funny lil lie ... your not an artist ... your a freak con artist ..!! And I hated u anyways ... u hated all u have done this too...!! No big deal I don’t remember u anyways horror ....!!! Who r u ..?? Nobody to me ... I don’t even remember!!

[@emiliesmith9403]

Drugs .... u took drugs ...??? Like everyday u did ..?? Bullshit ... !! Get some help ..!!

[@iluvnosleep3189]

Emilie Smith yeah everyday. I smoked pot daily and drank whiskey daily.

[@iluvnosleep3189]

@Mr. Sannhetsverd I can say 100% weed shouldn't be a drug. But it effects the brain and that is what a "drug" is supposed to do. But I still don't want to spend my money on that shit anymore. Shit was expensive.

[@isaacsantiago251]

jordan peterson

[@tonebalone9197]

The more you wait... The more you're hurt...

[@braedonosmond3584]

true facts

[@vin5371]

I second you very hard

[@MikeJackson690]

Very true.

[@pia.juliee7486]

true

[@jls.mp4]

dead already

[@scrampledegg-nj1bj]

has anyone just wanted to cry so badly but couldn't

[@josiahdennis4381]

Yes, many times my friend. But you know, sadness has a beautiful touch to it. Very hard to describe...But I feel you man.

[@ripenoodles9986]

yes

[@melissapineda6808]

I thought I was the only one

[@julioortega3340]

Hey don’t worry same here .... you ain’t alone...

[@Rah3li0s]

I feel ya buddy

[@Phorox99]

until the day i die. i hope you're well.

[@faith9196]

Me: **almost falling asleep to this sad, calm, and quiet music** KZbin: lmao watch this guys- _aT ASHLEYS FURNITURE STORE_

[@Bump3rFish]

Omlll me 😂😂

[@Amaisian]

ad block lol

[@magma3046]

Ad block for pc and youtube premium for mobile. No ads for me! :smugface:

[@alexbaribeault]

Fuck KZbin premium. I searched for an app that can mute ads and skip them ASAP. I found a decent one. Good enough for videos like this

[@onemorebonktonight]

@@alexbaribeault name?

[@leafyisbeefy777poo6]

I feel like the two comets look parallel to each other... Further enforcing the fact that they will never meet. And as the title implies, waiting until the end or forever

[@a9dm460]

woah

[@bodieo832]

It be like that sometimes

[@MIG95374]

That's some great creative imagination you got there. Probably true and just makes this wallpaper even more powerful

[@dylannnnn3085]

Close But never together .

[@alanaguina6753]

Leafyisbeefy777 Poo when you’re geometry af 👌👌👌😩

[@homiesexual1357]

Love is a synonym for pain. Whoever thinks not, is yet to learn.

[@jon123marshall]

damn

[@UrboiLazy]

Love and War

[@jackmartinez3245]

Nah. Love is good, it feels good. Rejection, sadness, loss, etc. are what pain is. And without low points in life, we wouldn't appreciate the high points.

[@brandon_doe]

LOVE:EVOL

[@andrep.g.490]

DAMN do u mind if i use that?

[@legamaxx2752]

The Breaking Bad vocals really did it for me. Thanks

[@marvin2255]

yea man, feeling the same, this are like the best BB phrases of all time :)

[@souppe9616]

oh my god same. aaron pauls lines kill me, i feel so bad for jesse :v

[@migselv16896]

Same. The most amazing series ever created. Fits perfect in a mix like this

[@unpluggedtoaster7421]

Fun fact Aaron never had any acting lessons or classes, he's just naturally good!

[@whossnaps]

love is like a disease it spreads until it kills you

[@brandon_doe]

Except the fact that it’s a choice to love

[@100-w6e]

the case is same with college

[@AR-nu4qe]

Wrong .. lonely hurts .. envy hurts.. rejection hurts .. but love does not hurt. .. people get confused with these things but in reality love does not hurt.. Love is the only thing in the world that does not hurt

[@DomyHUN]

@@AR-nu4qe dont say that love doesnt hurt... It can cause jealousy, mental pain, stress, the feeling that you are not good enough, or she doesnt even like you

[@AR-nu4qe]

@@DomyHUN wrong.. all that is feeling lonely.. feeling rejected .. the feeling of love itself is no pain what's so ever

[@Theycallmeali3.12]

Every night before im going to sleep im going to this channel,listening to some lofi❤ who makes that too?

[@randomlithium7125]

Me

[@Lunari_wolph]

Every night tbh

[@alexandroslazaridis9318]

Yeah man

[@electroniceilean5474]

so helpful to cope with insomnia due to depression

[@nikibethani5714]

Related af

[@nah_chaww]

I'm waiting for someone who has already forgotten me.

[@axlerose4744]

Zei ゼイ S A M E ...........

[@jairtrail4921]

People don't forget

[@TheXTCNinja117]

That's exactly how it feels. As I light one up on this fine night with the sound of water droplets falling from the houses around me and the crickets chirping. It reminds me of the nights with her, I was at peace.

[@pola9799]

Zei ゼイ that’s me

[@TheMusafir91]

It hurts right.. but surprisingly we still wait.. 😢

[@oka2084]

an honor to be part of this mix, thanks again the boy ♥

[@jfm3265]

o k a Really feel the sidechain on yours!! Love it!! ♥️🤤🔥

[@fridagarcia1464]

Actually u deserve it

[@marcelocm07]

I remember when she used to say: “Por ti, hasta el fin del mundo”. Something along the way of “for you, until the world’s end”... It’s not even the end of the world and she’s gone. And now it’s just me and my 2 dogs surviving the holidays alone. It is what it is...

[@JustMyStufff]

*hug *

[@inactiveaccount2774]

**sad bark**

[@lenap.7451]

Depression, anxiety, everything goes away listening to you: , )❤️

[@subtotalsaint6837]

We listen because we’re lost and want to be found.

[@wh1t3d34th]

Am never gonna get found

[@b6274]

Or maybe because we were found but we convince ourselves we are lost so we don't have to lose anyone if we never had them.

[@yzwik8561]

it's about finding yourself, srsly :-*

[@in-between9397]

My friend got lost and now im trying to make her happy again but... I am also lost.

[@mitchcapps6021]

And we can be, right?

[@mr_swift7207]

5 years later and I still listen to this, not much has changed🤷‍♂️

[@uhchasey871]

*Don’t let your thoughts take control of your life.*

[@growingjourney2755]

I'm still learning.

[@Bruh-lq3fo]

too late!!💔

[@AquaMarineBelAqua]

They are already doing..

[@captainshinysidesofthehmsb8900]

I know a book, "First man in" by Ant Middleton. Great book! I recommend it.

[@tonitoni9059]

We're sorely missing the fear for our lives, from our lives.

[@rigorpablo5678]

I walk you home . I stare at you. I smile at you. I kiss you. You closed the door. Walk out of my life. The us became dust. I waited, you never came back. I loved you but you never did. I'm always here. I'll be waiting.

[@EddieNgatia]

its okay....not much from me but it will be okay...okay?

[@JoeyDoesStuff1120]

:(

[@rigorpablo5678]

@@EddieNgatia thanks man

[@rigorpablo5678]

@@JoeyDoesStuff1120 I know 😔

[@EddieNgatia]

@@rigorpablo5678 anytime.

[@stuffeddinosaur7772]

do you even cry yourself to sleep listening to these beats bro?

[@cantrip1316]

Sometimes

[@dimez3702]

stuffed dinosaur yeah..

[@Byepolor]

I cry in my sleep.

[@SahtxHDx]

often

[@Kim-gb5vk]

Most nights...

[@MMMM-hb5jc]

Im lost... lost in time it goes so fast

[@coldvibes8022]

Maria Meza subscribe me you definitely love the songs 💔💔

[@gabrieltaylor6534]

Hi Maria Meza

[@calmness7585]

I fell in love with the greatest man ever, we were so in love with each other, he was great but he was also a liar. He lied about his sickness, he told me that he was going on a business trip and it might take so long and he had to go I was extremely mad at him and I never said goodbye to him I was so sailfish, I only thought about myself..he tried so many times to talk to me but I refused and for a whole year we never talked and then I found fifty letters in front of my door, they were from him.. he was suffering from cancer, he was there receiving treatment and he was writing all those letters for me and he said that once I receive all those letters he would be gone ! He told me that he lied bc he didn’t want me to be sad he didn’t want to be the reason of my sadness! After this I suffered from depression and I’m still suffering until now..for like 3 years now ! I read a letter every weak and that was the only thing that keep me alive ! Im so sure that I’ll never love any man as much as I loved him..he was all I have now I’m completely alone

[@magicdreams5369]

Think about what he wanted. He wanted you to be happy. So try. Try to make the best out of your life. Because when it'll end you'll see him again. You'll just have to wait a while while he is looking at you. Life your life the best you only have one

[@mab7262]

I’m so sorry, you are so strong he loves you and want u to be happy, sending love ❤️❤️❤️

[@bonsaiwithluv]

you told me you're never coming back, but i'll still wait for you. because you're the only one i want

[@shareef5380]

I feel like we’re two comets parallel to eachother We’ll go on forever but never meet

[@nataliewall8597]

AntiSocial Shareef then change your direction..if you want to cross paths with someone special to you..speak the true feels outward and believe you will naturally pull there presents toward you and then cross paths..stay hopeful

[@vapireo8154]

I'm going to tell you a story. Once i was young i fell in love with an older girl. She use to come over all the time, take me out places at night. She was.. she was beautiful and she was something that i cant explain. She was there for me all the time, when things were bad. But i never seemed to cry by her, until one day.. Something happened between us and she left, she just changed locations, schools. Everything just happened so quick that i never got to say goodbye. As i was getting older i realised i have fallen in love with her. But it wasn't just friendship. I remember i loved her. And i was only thirteen. I never expected that missing someone could hurt this much, and that was only by one mistake. I remember depression, anxiety, and more, started when i was turning fifteen. It all caused me to fall apart completely, and once i met her. I couldn't look in her eyes, but when i did for the first time in many years, I cried. I cried, I cried, I cried, and then i hide myself with tears in my eyes. I wanted to run after her but she was gone. Then- it all got worse. I messaged her all the time. Got obsessed. And Depressed. And then.. i stopped, Parents knew, People knew. And now its all a history. I Miss Her. Then was the sleepless nights, them 'thoughts'. And soon enough i fell apart. 31/07/2018. My Mind and Heart Are Having A War, While I'm Heartless Looking At the Stars In The Sky. Wondering If you Are Too. - C.Heartless.

[@roclecorrea711]

ouch, my heart

[@ferro_nimo]

Damn..

[@CameronMcKee]

Dang, what'd you do?

[@equaLx0]

i feel you, i was in the same situation. Even if you're a randomly met person in the internet, i feel so close to you. We all clicked on the video for the same reason, so if you want to talk, hit me up on instagram. Im really into deep conversation. IG @hxccii . Keep you head up ❤️

[@julianac9848]

How did you meet her?

[@charlied3189]

Spent some of my lowest nights here. Thanks for doing what your doing

[@cukkyun]

Idk, everything tells me that i should just move on and stop dreaming, that's logic, but i still want to hope my love might be accepted some day even if it's impossible.

[@jasonlouw7852]

"For those of you that feel misguided or feel lost in the space in your mind. With whatever you apply your attention to is which direction your life will go in. The more you apply your attention towards the bad things in your life, the more it will appear. The more you apply your attention to the good things that you want in your life, the more it appears." Positivity attracts positivity and that applies to negativity as well. For those who have seen my comment on part one, see - you made it this far since that video. For the ones that havent seen it, I just wanna say I'm proud of you for getting this far in your life

[@koenhermans6473]

sorry bro but this doesnt happen in my life, everytime i am happy for a little moment something terible happen :(

[@beyzanur1768]

it‘s late at night but i love you because i needed this so bad ❤️🌙

[@kylaligayo2366]

Beyzanur O i hope ur okay

[@jsjsjwbzuqhauahaua]

s

[@jsjsjwbzuqhauahaua]

sen türkmüsün

[@conradcollier3126]

I like that and agree with you bro

[@jsjsjwbzuqhauahaua]

@@esatbaran35 ha

[@EL1T3xREC0N]

The breaking bad voice clips really get me emotional... such an amazing show.

[@viktor3525]

Yes Have to got to bed now Perfect 20 mins Thank you 💕

[@enkhmend5671]

idun care who you are, but i love you so much

[@spookles2277]

She was my everything... Then so suddenly, she was completely gone. My love for her will never go away, it will just mix with pain and sadness.

[@imbravve4430]

I see a lot of people in these comments talking about how their lonely or they got their heart ripped out by someone. But here I have a little story about how I got my heart ripped out in a different way. It was in the spring, and I was in love with a beautiful girl. Me and this girl were kinda longer distance so we could only see each other once a week. And it sucked, a lot. I wanted most of all to see her every day, and it felt like so long in between weekends, and it felt like the weekends were way too fast. I was so lost, I didn't know what to do or what to think. So without I lot of thinking, I told this beautiful girl that I had been in a mutual loving relationship with, that I had pain in my chest at night, thinking about how I couldn't see her. And before I knew it we had broken up. Done, for good. And what I realized was that my chest pains had become increasingly stronger after this day. That I truly had made a huge mistake. It felt like I had ripped my own heart out, and just dropped it on the ground and walked away. Not knowing which direction I was walking. I cried, endlessly, at night. I fucked up. And there's nothing I can do about it. 💔💔

[@penta8488]

doesnt sound any other than all the other stories.. you are one of us now, dont think you are much different. Welcome home..

[@rush7743]

I feel like you from a different universe

[@farahbushnaq7323]

Daymon is that u

[@Loop42]

I'm in exactly your shoes brother, all we can do is hope it gets better.

[@ZeRohn.Ent.]

I made a huge mistake too and lost my girlfriend because of me. I understand your pain. I’d still be with her now if I didn’t....💔 nvm she’s already found someone new and long forgotten than I even existed

[@b6274]

You swear on your life your the one who was heartbroken. Then you look back and realize how you reacted, so angry, sad, numb, made that person feel the same way. They loved you. And oh honey is heartbreak contagious.

[@enginerdurmaz6202]

I want to thank you for the songs you upload. As a 17 year old depressive kid who oftenly thinks about suicide this songs make me feel relieved and keeps me in life.

[@user-mw4kv5hl2j]

Hey dude hope you're doing well... Remember that if you're in your darkest hour, it's because dawn it's about to set, and there will be light for you. Don't give up. Much love and take care

[@badincap]

kanka selamlar yaşıyor musun?

[@moniaf7273]

I hope I will meet you again when we're older and have overcome our demons, and that everything will turn out okay...

[@bigshotz82]

She said we were soulmates, she lied she said she loved me, she lied She said she would be where, she lied She said I wasn't a rebound, she lied She said I was the one, she lied She said she wouldn't go back, she lied She said it would be okay, she lied. She was everything to me, we had this vibe that was unbreakable. I almost thought we were gonna be together until the end but she made me look like a dumbass. I learned to let go, I learned to forget, I learned how to love myself, I'll never let someone do what she did to me. She fucked me up, but I brought myself back up. I promised I wouldn't go back but she still has a piece in the back of my mind that comes back frequently. I think of what could've been. But I know never will happen. She got me scared of being in another relationship so I turn down girls back to back bc I'm afraid of feeling what she made me feel. Broken, lonely, and wondering where the hell I went wrong. I'm past that now it's been months. Yet she still lingers on my mind. Love is a fucked up game

[@bachiiro2629]

i hope you've found someone till now.. hope ur doing ok friend we all had ups and downs but we always take it slowly

[@henryrivera47]

A year later and I’m still waiting for you People tell me it’s a waste of time They don’t understand what I’m going through Everyday you cross my mind I wish I could hold you in my arms You were always my true friend I always wish upon a star I wish that you never left I hope you’re happy wherever you are I will wait for you till the very end

[@simpg00n]

I wish you never moved, cuz I'm starting to forget your face. I don't want to forget that smile that got me to fall in love with you. I wish I had said something that night we hung out together.......I miss you 💔

[@hamburger3682]

Same story here. Same exact story

[@whossnaps]

yea i can relate...im sorry

[@timefliesandaeroplanescras816]

Never too late?..

[@micahbreaux2456]

The very beginning already means so much to me.

[@redtunicrunsyt7197]

I just don't know if I can ever forget you

[@imcoyy580]

I take so much inspiration from this mix to continue making and releasing my own lo fi tracks. Turn your depression into production. It’s beautiful just what a sad mind can create. Thank you bootleg boy for these mixes❤️ And to anyone out there that’s sad or upset about someone leaving you just know it’s for the better, I don’t know if you’re spiritually empowered or not but my belief system tells me it’s a good reason that person or thing had left you. To make room for something greater.

[@rfta1184]

remember when lofi beats used to be like this? how things have changed :(

[@teyiy7224]

Why wait for you when you are going to leave me in this empty and dull world. Without you I cant see, your the light that guides me through life, your the heart thats keeping me alive. And in the end your just going to leave me

[@lol-uq1nm]

i always come back to this

[@bachabechgamert9077]

waited forever for it

[@xuan4903]

it made me cry so much... it's really beautiful and chill~ thank you so much for a part 2, because part 1 is my favourite from all mixes 💜

[@devsdystopia]

man sometimes I just don't what I'm doing. Time keeps getting faster and faster and with each fleeting second I drown deeper into an absis of emptiness

[@zl2240]

The picture is so breathtakingly beautiful. I wish I could see something like that with my own eyes.

[@UKNO444]

Just wanna thank you! Music has brought me so much peace and really helped me over the years! Much love💔💔💔💔

[@mydixiewrecked4489]

This is my lullaby.

[@andrew42861]

She's already gone but I'm still here hoping she'll come back to me. Hoping I'll still be here too if that day comes

[@charlied3189]

My favourite part of this series so far

[@tsc7589]

I love you. I love the way you smile. I love you when you text me at midnight. I love to wake up seeing your text. I love to look at you from your back. I love you when I heard your voice. I love you when you encourage me. I love you when you liked my photos on instagram. I love you when everything goes wrong, you can still make me smile. I love you when you made effort to see me. I love you and I have no idea why. I love you and I just want you to be mine. I love you and I want to make you the happiest in the world. But I can't. Because the world doesn't allow.

[@lazzypuppets2929]

Like thats ever gonna happen

[@taotapp]

So many good samplings in here. That part that includes quotes from The Village with samplings from "Twice" by Little Dragon is absolutely perfect.

[@frederikjensen8377]

but nobody is waiting for me... 😥😔

[@atharassya]

Me too in the same situation

[@becky9387]

hey you don't know that for sure, that's making assumptions

[@nataliewall8597]

You never know the further that's the beauty of it all..except nothing love everything and you will never be disappointed 😘😀 head up late nite friend

[@frederikjensen8377]

Emilie Smith excuse me what?

[@fingerherfastxd1862]

i am 😃😁😄

[@liaj9185]

I waited for a year and watched him fall in love with another girl. I watched him hold her hand. I watched him hug her. I watched him laugh with her. I watched him give gifts to her, I watched him tell her that he loved her. I watched him kiss her. Oh how I wish he knew I wanted to do all of that with him. I stood by his side all the time. I cared for him when he was in his darkest moments. I sat with him when he was alone. I checked on him when he was crying I truly loved him. I waited a year for him and got nothing out of it. And yet here I am, still waiting for him.

[@alexbaribeault]

Feels bad. I hope you find the happiness you deserve wether or not it comes with a new flame

[@xfinityplays7797]

there is always a light through your darkest time

[@alyssabaldwin1420]

Going thru the same thing right now, loving someone who will never love me, helping him get over someone he cared about more than he ever cared about me.

[@UndeadAbomination]

And what happened next?

[@Saundersstrong]

All 3 mixes are so well mastered , bravo sir . My ears are in ecstasy .

[@Vozxko]

so this is what it feels love someone..

[@oceanrosethatsailsacrossth5312]

Vozxko it feels amazing

[@jacopocostantini9586]

@@oceanrosethatsailsacrossth5312 but sometimes loving someone can destroy you

[@oceanrosethatsailsacrossth5312]

@@jacopocostantini9586 true especially when the person you love doesn't love you back

[@eiffel6565]

Black implies white, happiness implies sadness. Take care

[@oizy1760]

I see you're a man of taste, Alan Watts. "Black implies white, self implies other, life implies death. Or should I say, death implies life? You can feel yourself not as a stranger in the world, not as something here on probation, not as something that has arrived here by fluke, but you can begin to feel your own existence as absolutely fundamental. What you are, basically, deep deep down, far far in, is simple the fabric and structure of existence itself" kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6qrcn98qaeMnrM

[@SpaceHeavy-4]

Happiness can never truly be achieved if you can't even enjoy being in the presence of your own company.

[@yocampoyocampo8838]

If only you let me be by your side, and help you through this, I'll keep waiting for the day I see you, and I can tell you how much I've missed you and love you.

[@hamburger3682]

yocampo yocampo same here… same here

[@ghostzuki]

It’s so hard to stay hopeful sometimes... I just want things to get better

[@Tarr]

Dude, you're warming my heart.

[@jacksonhorton5938]

i’ll never stop waiting for her

[@guszy21]

This beat + weed = heaven

[@ArcticKF]

4 Years and I cant move on because the moment I move on is the moment I have to admit to myself I wasn't good enough for you.

[@ajanisenpai1524]

I hate that I still have some kind of love for her, but when I hear songs like this, it clears my mind and allows me to use the pain she brought into my past to give foundation to the joy I've discovered in my future. It's hard, but recovery is a journey. I hope those with heavy hearts find peace.

[@ajanisenpai1524]

Alright, fuck it you win, I still miss her xD. Damn, this just made the top of my lists, alotta feels in this track

[@rrrredd]

This wallpaper remind me of the anime : Your name :o

[@dhanashreep.8729]

Yes :')

[@meatr0ckeT]

no yeah for sure they got inspiration from Your Name

[@Rubbish1313]

This mix is just really good. Normally with mixes there’s usually one or two songs I gotta skip around - but not with this one. So thank you for putting this together.

[@fallen1776]

Same old vibes of memories of you 😢

[@scv1r585]

this kind of beats gives me goosebumps and it makes me hold back crying but deep inside i just feel like i wanna burst out crying with all the pain i bottled up in my heart.

[@swtvlly]

Damnn i recognized that pierce the veil💕

[@tylercoleman4813]

Waking up your neeeeeiiigghhborss doooowwwn stairs.

[@emmajade1144]

I've been inside your bedroom one thousand yeeeeeaaaarrrrrsss 💕💕

[@midnight_queen]

🌺That i love you in the most, and romantic ways✨♥️♥️

[@crystaldrozario3110]

Louisssiiiaaannnnnaaaaaaaaaa

[@samueld301]

You’re touring me with a beautiful face ❤️

[@caspercater8896]

You definitely need to make a pt. 3 because this series is by far the best content on your channel!!!

[@lukeconway4337]

im here, and im waiting

[@pdiddy2053]

These audios, just make me feel so peaceful, like there’s no worries in the world. I’m just still.

[@strangerthings2506]

"I don't want to die. Believe me when I tell you I'm actually afraid to. I just want all of my pain to die and be happy like I used to be. "

[@heitorsoa]

I love to wake up 4 am and walk through my neighbourhood seeing the sky changing color and feeling good while i hear this kind of music

[@ichigozangetsugrimmjozgqp9439]

WHY DIDNT YOU CALL OR GIVE ME A SIGN I couldn’t I JUST COULDNT IF I HEARD YOUR VOICE I WOULDNT OF TAKEN IT!

[@n-i-n-o]

*Hi wonderful human scrolling through the comments, I hope you are having a nice day and, if that's not case may the next one be a better one, also we got a big gift we can listen to beautiful music like this. Just keep trying ❤*

[@africanwallflower4816]

I fell in love for the first time It hurt A lot When it was over But he's still haunting me In my head I still say his name Sometime I can see his eyes Sometimes I wake up and I think he's right there beside me But no I'm home I'm alone

[@noname-tz7vo]

this is my absolute favorite lofi mix of all time. thank you for putting this masterpiece together ♡

[@xenochaos9526]

I feel myself, reaching the edge, every damn day.... I screwed up majorly big time and I ended up hurting the one I love by mistake and now its been 5 months since I've last spoken to her and she said she wouldn't even forgive me, no I did not cheat, I would never, this girl, she made it so easy to be loyal because of how much love and how much of a radiance her smile had.... and now.... with each day passing by, I feel more and more emotionally numb...

[@ayedrako]

THE PEIRCE THE VEIL SAMPLE😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ulrik348]

Didn’t even know there was a part 2 until I got both vids recommended to me side to side 😂🖤

[@chet7268]

This mix is incredible.

[@taylorgang.2624]

Love hurts. Life is short. *Go tell her what you feel*

[@JoeMama-ls8nj]

Taylor Gang. she doesn’t want to be in a relationship.

[@TheLatinGQ]

I did, and it didn't go my way. But at least I said what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it.

[@taylorgang.2624]

@@JoeMama-ls8nj so you have to accept it bro

[@greynight111]

I love reading through the comments. It makes me feel like I'm not the only one feeling like this... I just wanted to say thank you. To everyone commenting here. Thank you for making me feel understood and not alone.

[@prolificlatenightfeels4054]

I hate waking up every morning with no purpose. She was my purpose, but I messed up, and now she's gone... There isn't anything I wouldn't do take back what I've done, to give her what she deserves. Now I'll have to watch as she finds someone else willing to do what I should have... Hopefully the rain will wash this all away. I miss you.

[@conradcollier3126]

Pray bro....seriously

[@fleshyt-bird5764]

I'm glad we can share this moment together

[@ayycasino4788]

My heart strings...💔

[@jaggarbs]

Overcast just hits me deep man

[@wafsal2692]

Easy with out you. Na never, can't even breath with out you. Another sneeze another hhaaatchu, Thought you had feelings, didn't think you'd turn statue, remember you saying real love doesn't come . Just kidnaps you. Ever lasting love,this door I'ma smash through. Regrets when looking back, just know I Had too. Not a poet not a.rapper, just some.shit I liked too. Blind man loosing sight too. Def man cant help, slept right through,

[@Jamie-ic1op]

On an abandoned building roof looking at the stars alone in peace listening to this 🥺

[@VintageCR]

sitting on a rock at the coastline cliff, not a single soul around me. staring at the waves and into the distant while the sun is slowly but surely settling down. its weird but wonderful how many vibrant colors the sun has. i wish i was one of them so i could give color to people.

[@Mars-uj9ye]

I love it .. You better keep doing these "I will wait .." playlist ! they're quite enjoyable :)