Thinking about her

Sad Lofi Mix
'Thinking about her'
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats🎧
All music by E s s e n c e
Soundcloud - / essence-ep
Instgram - / producingessence
Sorry - / sorry
Don't cry - / cry
Tracklist:
0:00 - goodbye//
1:45 - i love u.
3:48 - sorry.
5:36 - to be alone
7:07 - love again. feat. shiloh
9:05 - don't cry
Art by Allmad7
/ allmad7
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[@thebootlegboy]

shoutout to essence for putting this mix together 💗 support the channel, cop a signed print here - thebootlegboy.bigcartel.com/

[@daipowod]

Hey bro, where i can find first track "'goodbye"? This guy dont have this track on Soundcloud(

[@blaccxxsnorlax8004]

Can I buy the first track off you I'm interested

[@laurenwatton4686]

intense

[@bigtacos1897]

Thank you...

[@nn-om1cy]

could you upload goodbye// as a single track please ? :)

[@Hu3Baracho]

The constant bad feeling of loving the person who used to love you.

[@veezyxp7030]

Amazing how you can talk to someone for so long.....and they just forget about u like u never existed 😔. I guess that life

[@MexicanSweetBread]

The "her" I think about is no longer with us. She took her own life 4 years ago. I will never not be thinking about her.

[@cliquecommunity4655]

Richard Anthony R.W I'm sorry for your loss. We're all here to help. Stay hopefull.

[@galactictime7071]

Richard Anthony R.W ik how u feel my cuz did the same and my ex tried and so did I but when u realize the opportunities around u it just goes for that little bit but then your alone and it comes back.

[@lizprice8783]

[@nilsix2371]

I know i am late but I am really sorry, please stay strong, we support you.

[@tanialeonor2299]

When I thinks that when you posted that the world was equally " Good " but that now the end is approaching slowly that your friend soul rest in piece.. -Kyoto Sanemuro

[@zacharylocke6077]

I view life like this, you're a massive tree, and these temporary people are like leaves that come and go every season. Long as your roots stay strong you can stay standing tall through any storm, so don't let these temporary leaves bring you down, you have formed strong branches that can hold the weight of life. Don't forget it.

[@nembutsu1045]

well said bro 👌❤️

[@zacharylocke6077]

Thanks man, keep your head up.

[@rovermakoto]

Thinking about her again What i would do to be with her again What i would do to feel her soft touch The sadness in my heart is too much Her wonderful smile Her beautiful voice Her dumb jokes My heart didn't give me a choice I was drawn to her like a moth to a flame As soon as she kissed me everything changed From that moment on i knew nothing would be the same She gave me a reason to wake up everyday But suddenly she had a change of heart I wouldve never imagined this moment from the start What i thought was a spark Is now a flickering light in the dark From that moment on i knew nothing would be the same In a matter of seconds my whole world changed I miss her so much... I love her so much...

[@Ben-jv5cz]

K1NG_BRAD gay

[@hugocerqueira8609]

I feel you...I feel you 😭

[@vory2hard]

Ben nibber LMFAO I choked on my trail mix

[@liammerc4129]

Man this gets me thinking about her and how I will never be with her. Can anyone else relate?

[@TomDebiase123]

Letting her go was the hardest thing I ever had to do, saying goodbye for the last time crushed me

[@pabloemilioescobargaviria2488]

Don Paçhéčò at least you could say good bye....

[@alegofanwithatrumppicture7634]

Well i couldnt.

[@sofilol4739]

This reminds me about a girl who committed suicide. This girl was my friend. And she was my best of friend. We would go to the movies and have fun with other friends. And now that I hear this. It reminds the good times we spent together. It was a good 4 years. It was worth spending my time with her. But all of it is gone. Her smile, her laugh, her cries, her anger everything. Now that I hear this it all puts me in a good mood to know that she's in a better place and that she can stop feeling pain that people have given her. At least she's given me a good time in my life. And I hope she can see me right now. R.I.P Jennifer With love ❤

[@nembutsu1045]

Rest In Peace Jennifer 😔

[@nadam844]

i'm sorry for ur loss ... RIP

[@nilsix2371]

I am sorry for you, stay strong. God bless you

[@antoniomascioli7482]

She was unique and couldn’t be replaced by anyone else..

[@FatalBassOfficial]

*_"Thinking about her... as liquid diamonds from my eyes touch the cold ground"_*

[@rollounden8667]

FatalBass where is that from?

[@FatalBassOfficial]

its my own

[@retroceans]

poet.

[@FatalBassOfficial]

:3

[@wadegrenier6435]

🙁🙁🙁🙁

[@cardioasthenia]

songs, your channel, it all leaves me so much to vent to, it's such a comfort knowing you enjoy letting us have this, the hard work you put into your videos, everything you do means so much, the music and aesthetic, visuals and genuine feel, I wish I could give you more, but all I can give is something genuine, and that's thank you, thank you so much.

[@abednegoterlaak2327]

who else missing someone RN?

[@funkyverdecat5135]

Two cups of depression please

[@freudian2811]

Funkyverde Cat put in a little bit of self harm in there too

[@gordonramsay7242]

“Two shots of vodka” *pours the whole thing*

[@Flamingdragon907]

Some Hennessy for me

[@thamerendyck1795]

A pack of cigs some wiskey and a sharp knife please

[@amanpre3t]

You just reminded me that I haven't consumed any coffee yet brb

[@mariamiguel7244]

*You know who I was thinking about?..The happy old me..But the old me is gone just like you..*

[@aliencatdolphin1420]

Maria Miguel Sampaio PT I always think about my old self and I just want to cry because of how much pain I go through now.

[@mariamiguel7244]

ALIENCATDOLPHIN hope it gets better dude 💛

[@musicaldude4660]

The old me back when he still was here to love me

[@ffbngbvzc5920]

ALIENCATDOLPHIN same😔

[@HeyWhySoSalty]

Well that made me sentimental...

[@alanaguina6753]

Words can't describe how much I love her.

[@mohamedshair7989]

Is it me or is this type of music just like so flowing on whatever mood

[@jarlwhiterun7478]

What?

[@Fierach]

You know, hearing the words "I don't love you anymore" sort of... healed me. Even if it was just in a song, it gave me the sort of closure I didn't have before, as strange as it sounds.So thank you for this wonderful music.

[@MAC14147]

I miss her so much and now I have nothing in my life apart from one simple question why wasn't I enough

[@pabloemilioescobargaviria2488]

Marshall collier feel the same

[@adagabranca]

is it possible to post these songs everyday, with these tittles and be 100% happy ? i picture this dude alone in his room, lights off, a few cans of empty coke xd just wondering

[@juanllantada1803]

Victor Pierre he is our hero. Our savior. I am so sad right now.

[@nembutsu1045]

yeah true thought about making my own channel like this one but dunno how to always find songs like this 😔

[@nembutsu1045]

cloverleafsippa713 ikr but you often have to pay 😂 haven't got that much cash lol 😂

[@docdeezer]

xd

[@unoriginalrose4788]

I recently experienced a break up, as in 3 days ago recently. Today was supposed to be the 7th month mark with her. It might not seem as a long time, but it was long enough to realize that I truly loved her. It's crazy to think this was released today. What a coincidence.

[@cliquecommunity4655]

Unoriginal Rose I'm sorry. That's horrible. But hang in there. It will get better. 💞

[@unoriginalrose4788]

I sure hope so, thank you.

[@Realiismx86]

That intro :( she left me behind and I haven't been the same since then... 2 years of this indifference

[@sasha-aol]

you had me at the hello.

[@nembutsu1045]

love this part

[@zaynehayashi2528]

And I got lost when you said goodbye

[@breezebee]

3 years later and I’m still listening to this🥺❤️

[@MrOtterMusicLtd]

The first song though ! 😍

[@ibrahimazam3442]

really needed this rn 💕

[@ikigai3000k]

She thinks ive moved on 😪

[@cliquecommunity4655]

I relate.

[@hash_em2906]

Damn man i can relate as well. It's been 13 months since i left her and we haven't talked since. Although we're not good for each other yet i still think about her and miss her.

[@anthony89107]

They can never know the truth that we still miss them, its better that way..

[@nathanielphilpot4614]

Same i can relate

[@izusblur]

Yup

[@Kaien]

I always think about her :(

[@Kaien]

😕

[@cmplz563]

😔

[@imgonnapullakurtcobain3148]

Same I hope she thinks about me as much as I do her but for whatever reason I doubt it/ Sometimes I worry if she even likes me as much as I like her.

[@Kaien]

Evil Morty Smith feel you ❤️

[@Green5126]

Bro, seriously, never stop making music. Never ever.

[@elodie5893]

*i miss you*

[@davidsferrazzo]

elooo I miss her too

[@Kim-gb5vk]

I'll always miss you...

[@LemonCookies]

literally instant feels.

[@mertkeske950]

pure "high" music for sure

[@fxbxn9582]

Damn.. that first track, i forgot about it. Anyway, amazing mix.💕

[@aufarrell1977]

the whole comment section is just fuckin sad

[@themanwhoyeets869]

[ tsugamori ] real sad nigga hours

[@miraqlexo1010]

Yuppp

[@shutup7259]

I left because I was afraid of the present, I came back because I was in love with the past.

[@aliciar.6449]

I was thinking about him. Damn, I miss him. 💔

[@user-ti8wy8rs5g]

Alice R. Ay girl things will be fine. I promise you that things will be fine.

[@aliciar.6449]

DiscoverTheBlossom I hope so. Thank you, really.

[@user-ti8wy8rs5g]

Tbh I'm going through so much shit with my girl and I am just feeling down...So all I want is just help people out with whatever I can even tho I don't know them. So Alice don't thank me. I'm being honest with you right now. Everything will be fine. And you'll be happy with that boy you love so much.

[@aliciar.6449]

DiscoverTheBlossom That's really kind of you. It's been months since he left me but it still hurt, but, maybe with time, it will get better. I hope that things are going to be okay for you too.

[@kiddpreme]

Alice R. i read your guys comments and I’m glad there are people that I can relate to. its amazing that we can come together like this. thank you.

[@CarlosFernandez-fu4wy]

What's sad is she thinks I moved on.. I didn't :( and I miss her.. alot..💔

[@theverdictofcoleman]

This helps alot. Havent seen the girl i lost in 3 months and she finally came back home yesterday. I wanted to see her but she says she prefers to be alone now. She is the only one I can see myself with in the future. Love can be exhausting and confusing but I know I cant give up.. It can only go up from here.

[@f-five9356]

𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝓃𝓊𝓉𝓈𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁

[@bigzz7139]

This brings me right back down, right after I feel like I dig myself out I feel like I always get pushed back in. After everything...

[@Kryzion]

this is so chill thx

[@AzizaNyx]

Wow! Lo fi and Donnie Darko?! LOVED that piece!!

[@woodddix-sept8188]

Ok, i was hit, so hard..

[@skrttles5093]

Girl in my class who I really like but I don't know if she likes me. She's my everything, the constant feeling of not seeing her drives me nuts, sometimes I just wanna tell her I love her but I'm too afraid

[@bigmoneysameer]

When you feel that you don't see it from the other side you might be dreaming about how you would sit on the couch drinking champagne watching a Wes Anderson film where she thinks of you as the guy who gave her a pencil once I went through the same thing where I didn't think it through and asked and my heart was broken and I self harmed if you know that you can handle heartbreak go for it but be careful - Safe Loving My Friend Sameer

[@theswaglessmonkey3640]

I dont know how you did it but you are able to get a song that by the first song I was in tears... 100% not lying😂😂❤❤❤ you are amazing.

[@gbhype805]

I'm happy and sad at the same time 🌹

[@juanllantada1803]

Me too

[@nickolasv2876]

The first song hit me hard

[@hmuxdaddy7878]

Thinking about her every night..💔

[@thedoshus5159]

You had me at hello... This is so happy it's sad

[@loganweeks5499]

we broke up seven months ago. its her birthday today. i cant stop thinking about her. i dont love her anymore, but i just cant stop thinking about her. and its killing me.

[@notoriousoki]

Life sucks Mate.

[@tomorrowisdead9454]

How on earth can I miss something I've never really had

[@fin6201]

I've been friends with this girl for 4 years and while she hangs out with boys all the time, she's never had a boyfriend and I've had crushes on her before but a week ago I had a dream of me and her. It was so powerful I perceived it as fate and now I don't know what to do. Can this really work?

[@deslacooda]

That piano riff about 2 minutes in is from one of the tracks from Nine Inch Nails' "Ghosts I-IV" album. Music is incredible that way, the emotion tied to it alone somehow recalls it clear as day. Awesome mix = D love melancholy music.

[@RayneEnvy]

The memories never left but you did.

[@trentdamon9573]

Those word's "I dont love you anymore" are the words she used a week before she left me in a foreign town with her senile grandfather for her ex who she had failed to be with over and over. Forgot to mention that she was 3 months pregnant with my kid.... Today 6 months later he's born and I rush up that hospital room just to be surrounded by her bf's friends and family. I felt so out of place at my own sons birth that I just froze at the end of the bed... I couldnt help but think what it would have been like if she didnt say those words. I love you so much Hunter... Its gonna be hard to watch you grow up on the sidelines but I want you to know that it wasnt my choice to make and you'll learn one day what love really is.. Something very fragile that even the miracle of life cant save.

[@eiroswrld9825]

I finally found my true taste in music

[@FLawLesSTaStE]

Dam, this is so amazing, thanks for sharing tbb!

[@internetdude6292]

Holy shizzle the intro song just left me in tears

[@jackola13]

I fucked up, hard. Please take me back 😭

[@mg00010]

this hits hard

[@jessicaalvarez9645]

I still love you

[@armandopatrylo9620]

This took feels to the next level

[@tripleBOOMER]

Why the fuck you gotta hit me in the feels, i miss her every day. Every waking moment. Her. Three years later. And it still hurts.

[@cameronistrash676]

In a bad mood right now, thanks for the video 💜

[@davideliasorozcovictorio8183]

Amazing job muchad gracias

[@marjajaja9498]

This is beautiful

[@hailie83895743]

bro that first song isn’t anywhere on soundcloud someone link me plsss it’s so fucking good

[@ManavYouTube]

Hailie Loakc Go Search in KZbin for essence goodbye. It's the first Video i think.

[@carrickcullen259]

I feel heart wrenchingly lonely. I have never felt this out of place

[@Adbasch]

Exactly what I need now

[@maia-ek8rr]

Love ya man!

[@mistresspasta620]

omg this is bliss

[@JustThatRandomGeek]

Just confessed to my crush today and she said she would date me but long distance relationships are too hard :(

[@hustletown71332]

This is glorious

[@beotree]

Notifications squad ❤

[@iam.justCR]

sooooooo chill but depressing i love it.

[@johnerc7596]

LOVE the music bro, Inspired me so many times... Been wondering how you make these graphics, they look sick! Keep up the amazing work, wish you the best ;D P.S. Please never stop posting, would be such a shame :D

[@CW-hf2po]

miss my husband riley !! he died in iraq, all the best wishes hubi x

[@groovygreg711]

we are all here for you charles,,,, this community is here to support you xx

[@kiddpreme]

im so sorry

[@aguaschan]

Like both comments above me, my whole support for you and for everyone here, feels kinda sad to not be able to hug you with all my strength!! Best wishes for you ❤

[@CW-hf2po]

thank you everyone for the heartwarming replies :)

[@forestpig1596]

Charles WInchester where's dean

[@stupidbrat7303]

I still think about her when our memories are gone.

[@genesisflores7156]

i love your music sm❤️

[@alexcortese5204]

favorite channel ever

[@moak08]

I always come back to this song eventually

[@michaelangelrenteria9625]

This goes hard BBG💗⚡️⚡️

[@formattedskys2992]

It hurts when they say that 😢

[@lilapie46]

Ugh, I love the idea of u bootleg boy 🖤

[@alinlupu6244]

Good music mate, love you

[@g.somakiss5593]

This song is lot of like my life.. sad... i feel this evrytime when my crush dont look into my eyes

[@CloroxBleach-er3qy]

G. Soma Kiss a crush?

[@jhlghk46]

honestly there's a fuck ton of worse things that could be happening, stop being self centred and focus on making yourself happier without the need of others

[@jnpa6227]

Find someone who likes you back it’s the best

[@maxronneland5209]

I am so heartbroken from seeing her last night She had a new haircut and she where so damn pretty. ｂｏｏｔｌｅｇ you always save my mornings

[@blackembers7887]

Anyone else feel like salt is being poured into your heart and it burns, especially when you talk to that person?

[@jordanlacey7807]

Weirdly enough I like the longer videos you upload

[@DudeBroSoda]

You had me at hello ❤

[@voiddiablo4799]

i woke up today crying like a fucking baby bc of my ex and then 7 hours later this came up unlucky day i guess.

[@cliquecommunity4655]

Void Diablo Hang in there. It will get better over time. 💞

[@the_booontch]

it's good to cry. you can let it all out.

[@mollybolwell1700]

its the sad boi hours

[@snackbearsamuel5967]

Just the idea of being able to bump into you in the halls again is enough to make me walk the halls all day seeing ghosts

[@gagecopas6816]

I've been so broken for so long I forgot how to care, how to cry, what is love ? Who am I ? What do I do ? I'm alone all the time, my parents don't seem to care, I don't seem to care, I give up even though it's just the beginning 😔

[@antoniomascioli7482]

Chill _freel I know how you feel but your parents do care me and my parents argue all the time but when it came to just today my mom was willing to help me calm down and just cared even though I thought she didn’t care

[@moonkid3577]

You and Lophee upload

[@mohamedalikassimi9886]

Kipp going 🙌 🙌

[@ItsYaBoi-iy5fi]

I had a girl once she told me she loved me and come to find out she cheated on me and told me she never loved me and that killed my confidence for a while I took to alcohol to numb the pain, I would drunk text her and it made things worse, I have since kicked my addiction, but why love when you only get hurt...

[@wholesomebone701]

Nice art

[@noahgreene6361]

love it

[@MegaGabby15]

damn this really hit me...