Was my Coke Addiction Worth It?

[@TheGBLN]

1:12

[@BonzaiYT]

PLUGGG!!! 🔌

[@otrsmokey3381]

PLUUHHHHH

[@gone4now864]

PLUGGZ

[@jairusCOD]

PLUUHH

[@swingingelephant3415]

PLUGHHHH

[@AnabolicSaagAloo]

As a reformed coke fiend I can wholeheartedly say it's not worth it but when you're in that headspace you never need a reason or to justify that kinda of excess. It's a wild drug to abuse.

[@MrNatedunkin]

I think you mean to say, it's a helluva drug to abuse

[@gangter4569]

A friend of mine tried it recently for the first time and said it wasn’t much different from a “normal” high. So it’s just not worth it

[@gangter4569]

@@MR.BONES007 well it’s basic knowledge not to do sooo…

[@DoubleTime999]

Do it once in awhile at the bar with friends other then that I never have the want for it . I know for a fact it wasn’t pure either. I’ve had coke one time where it like fired me tf up and I was like oooook I’m Zooted that’s the only time

[@joshuacristiano4003]

You gotta watch out with those Xanax I'm currently on a maintenance dosage of clonazepam 3 mg three times a day I think the fact that I don't get the same you for you but my body and mind and anxiety is back under and as well as

[@immanuelo.9548]

The real moral of this story? Surround yourself with people you wanna be. If your friends do drugs, you do drugs. If your friends do crime, you do crime. if your friends study, you study. If your friends are successful...you become successful. Understand the power of social circles as you grow. You have the power to change your environment for the better...

[@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666]

Actually a really good spotted takeaway

[@RedFiredu29]

Its true and wrong at the same time even if you meet super cool peoples who abuse drugs you should help them not abusing it and do not take drugs because ure friends does, Be responsible for yourself the hardest is when ure young and ure not responsible, Thats the problem : when you get addicted before you understand drugs :/

[@adrianc6534]

what if your friends do drugs and crime and are still successful?

[@william9922]

What an ignorant statement, oh how I wish to be as ignorant as some of you

[@ffhhhbbfxfggggfdddffffffff]

Have no friends, become your truest self

[@Spenceeeeee]

Not only a hoot, but a certified holler.

[@something230]

like every goblin video

[@smugscribbles6667]

an absolute banger if you will

[@trevors.5998]

If you like goblin , you will probably like watching Seven Hunnid , he has the same schizophrenia

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@JuliaMarieH]

“The coke made me feel like Andrew Tate” -Goblin, 2023

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Lmao 🤣

[@krusher181]

As someone who’s done their fair share of drugs, that’s true. It’ll make people talk like they’re a god, it’s soooo annoying.

[@itzjetlife3639]

i went thru my addiction around the same time you did in your earlier vids. You were kinda the reason i stopped too. looking back ,it definitely wasn’t worth it. it shredded my pockets and messed up some relationships. haven’t touched it since November 2020

[@teenageangst666]

Ayy good job bro!

[@prestoncrafton3926]

Congrats homie

[@dddd8400]

W mans🎉

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Good 👍

[@joshchon1153]

Aye good job bro we are all very proud of you!!🎉❤

[@kameronhinkel3471]

Seeing goblins constant growth as a KZbinr is insane. It shows that people who do crack can be one successful with the right mindset. Proud of you goblin and every recovering addict out there

[@yousuck6639]

people who have done crack*

[@13smiley77]

@@yousuck6639 ok smart ass xD you really helped out by correcting that buddy

[@useronefiveninesix]

jeff bezos once smoke crack

[@kameronhinkel3471]

@@yousuck6639 yeah you’re right I worded it wrong. But you understood what I meant

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@paddywallace4645]

believe it or not, goblin's videos inspired me to quit cocaine. I used to be addicted, at one point at least 2 grams to an eight ball a day, and as he started talking more and more about the negative effects/consequences, I noticed them showing up in my life too. I totally get that part about waking up angry, and at one point that was every day. I now haven't done it in about a month, or maybe 6 weeks, just like you bro I don't count the exact days, just thankful every day that I don't do it. your the best bro.

[@PotHeadCreations2]

Good job G, remember you’re not alone.

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Good 👍

[@Natkureboy]

Keep going bro you are invincible 🔥🔥🔥

[@lilthom5729]

Respect. You got this

[@nothanks9503]

Man that’s so dumb while you were doing coke you missed the days of high quality heroin it’s all fentanyl now you’ll never even get to try the good stuff

[@nathanielwarren7697]

I loved how you humbled your self to talk about your struggles with coke. Really loving the vids recently. Keep them comin

[@itswilbur52]

shows he’s real

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Me too

[@Vid_Master]

Yea I have watched a lot of these types of videos, and this one is really honest. I can tell that he is putting it ALL out there, in order to save people from going down the same path he did. Great job Goblin, you earned a subscriber

[@retasketa]

I am so glad you never got stuck on freebase or anything like that. This is not a flex but I can relate to everything you've said... thank you for being truthful, candid and vulnerable on your channel. A lot of people need to hear this. Honestly, I questioned how sober Gob would survive as a content creator... you're still killin it. We appreciate you.

[@jordanbrace6747]

Not sober lol

[@retasketa]

@@jordanbrace6747 well not xan'ed out, coked out, smoking synthetics, rolling all the time gob. Lol

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@krusher181]

Sober? He’s not sober. I’m a recovered opiate addict who smokes weed, does psychedelics and drinks… I’m not sober lol. I got clean off opiates

[@krusher181]

@@retasketastill not sober. We gotta give credit to people who quit everything entirely. Not people like me who still smoke weed and shit.

[@lildewski7044]

You also forgot to mention that you have adhd and coke works on your receptors similar to adderal so it gave him the extra relief since it calmed you down mentally along with physically

[@sircharcoalthegoat]

Sameeee I have adhd and I don't do it no more but when I was doing it I felt calmer overall, heart was still racing tho haha

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@liberaldriller9884]

Stimulants are calming on most people regardless of ADHD. Lol everyone who gets tested for ADHD gets a positive diagnosis.

[@noakhaha12345]

@@liberaldriller9884 not true at all

[@nothanks9503]

Almost exactly the same as Ritalin

[@sbecerra219]

Really liking all these videos looking back at your past man, keep ‘‘em coming

[@koltondunkelbarger3538]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/m6LLqmCcfNFgqq8

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@zac6426]

After finishing this video I have so much respect for you. I personally never got into anything harder then psychs and these videos are very helpful from helping me avoid the scarier stuff. Keep informing the people and keep telling your amazing stories. Best KZbinr Fr

[@ryanhinman7730]

Same here. I didn't smoke weed until I was 16 and after a few years I wanted to try something bigger. Right around that time I found Gob, and he made me laugh when it was hard but he also scared this shit out of me with his experiences. Since then it's been as he said, "no pills and no powders"

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Me too

[@dahjeekwenglee5909]

weird, when i was a teenager psychs were considered the 'hard' drugs, everything else was casual. speed, coke, pills. that was the soft stuff....we still took both obviously, and still do.

[@zac6426]

@@dahjeekwenglee5909 times have changed as more information about drugs come out. Stay safe I’m drunk as hell

[@celeste2991]

@@ryanhinman7730 no snorting and no injecting

[@alexvalerio7963]

We stay supporting bro u been my inspiration in slowly leaving it

[@chris420somewhere9]

Ay man you got this I know it's hard but just tell yourself I'm not going to do it today. Just be patient with yourself and keep trying. Just remember Gob got through it and we all can too. Stay strong brother💪💪💪

[@alexvalerio7963]

Thansk man like gob said in his coke chronicles what if today I just smoke weed and that’s what really helping me Thansk for the support man 💪🏾

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@waceyrogers5384]

It really hit hard you talking about being on the porch trying to breathe thinking you were having a heart attack. Been there fam, this really helped thank you

[@Truejustice420]

This was the most heartwarming goblin video I've ever seen so happy you're clean and got you're life together brother you beat one of the biggest demons out there and that's what I call a hoot and a holler

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@clemencia921]

i usually don’t come to this channel for the super serious topics, but this video was one of the most heartfelt and honest videos I’ve ever watched. thanks for this goblin. Hope you are doing well

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@towjr4842]

exactly what I was thinking, Best vid I’ve watched from bro

[@OGEast1]

I was literally about to buy an 8ball from my plug, fuck man I want it so bad but you're right it's not worth it, I needed this bro thank Goblin, Ima just chill and roll a blunt, thank you dawg I can't express that enough

[@PowerHaters]

Just think of how much more money you can save and then spend on weed 👍

[@stephenfoster5671]

good shit homie j smoke ya bud fr

[@dj_aj908]

I’ve heard micro dosing 🍄 and buds can help you through cravings from substances (personally I think this is part of why so many people are “California sober.”) Of course not medical advice, do your own research and make sure it’s right for you. You got this regardless 👊🏽

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@DieTryingK]

did you buy it?

[@ernieleon2339]

Yesterday I’m not gonna lie. I was coming off of a gram of it while coming off. I got depressed and I watch this video and it helped me calm down so thank you goblin

[@mennis9736]

having the same shit right now

[@enigmaoftheechidna6279]

It takes a lot of courage to kick a habit that bad, and be able to talk about it clearly enough to advocate against it. Thank you for spreading awareness and teaching today's youth about consuming responsibly, for a degenerate you sure are a great man Goblin! Keep up the good work, it's always a hoot and a holler with you.

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍 ✔

[@veryfrozen3271]

worst part is his usage has had a *postive impact* on all our lives

[@SpaceRanger187]

makes me want to get some

[@something230]

@@SpaceRanger187 don't it's not really worth getting hooked

[@SpaceRanger187]

@@something230 ive been doing it for 20 years. 6months on 3 off some times 2 months..covid was boring asf

[@something230]

@@SpaceRanger187 oh I didn't know hope u get off that shit

[@salut730]

@@something230 if you don't have an addictive personality, then its definitely worth the risk and the money

[@CGOODYY]

I bought a eight ball a few days ago, first time ever trying it. Did 1.5 grams in 8 hours. Now I know why this drug is so abused. Amazingly horrifying realization when you finally look down at the whole bag and see how much of it is gone.

[@imchris5000]

your playing with doom. stick to weed dont touch opoids meth or coke. I have seen too many people turn to straight zombies then die

[@CGOODYY]

@@imchris5000 I’ve tried more drugs then you can count on both hands. None of them really have much appeal to me. My favorite was Percocet but even then, I wouldn’t like to feel like that every day. Drugs for me have always been like going to an amusement park or something. Never go to the point where it’s boring

[@MinePro404]

@@CGOODYYfamous last words, just be careful man

[@CGOODYY]

@@imchris5000 forgot to add in there, I do extensive research on all the things I consume. I know the risks and lack of rewards that come with 90% of the substances I’ve used, I just believe in being in control with the knowledge, and awareness, of what the beginning of an issue is. Coke definitely snuck up on me with the urge to do what you have, nothing did that to me besides some good old Mary Jane.

[@ferguson8143]

As your all in kind of guy I'm the same way too

[@starbolt293]

I hope you can continue to fight it my man, havent touched coke because I’ve got bad anxiety and never wanted to overwork myself with any substance, and hearing how addictive and destructive it is, ill stay away. You’re doing great gob

[@ferguson8143]

Well to much of anythjng is bad and that's where the bars come into play when doing uppers

[@SpaceRanger187]

Just have to learn to control yourself..

[@therideneverends1697]

@@SpaceRanger187 Well some people cant, or dont think they can, and considering the concequences why risk it? and lets be honest, even the most responsible stim guy has stupidly gone on a run by accident because the stuff convinced you that whatever you where doing at that moment was sooooo important that you should just skip sleeping a day or two some people take that learning experience and dont do it again, some people that a first class ticket to tweaker vill

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@matthewheneghan4605]

used to rail everyday and i think i can appreciate the times i had on it while also knowing that i shouldnt do it ever again. dont fight the past but appreciate what you know now. much love tho brother you give info that not many other youtubers do

[@S.C1970]

Man I miss them uppers. Adderall, vyvanse, coke. All of it. Definitely don’t miss that irritability aspect of it tho, relatable asf.

[@Franco-ss4bu]

I find it funny watching people popping vyvanse, ritalin and shit to party when I can literaly fall asleep on it even at the peak

[@S.C1970]

@@Franco-ss4bu yeah if you have adhd it will actually calm you down and make you function better but if your like me they geek you tf out and cause euphoric effects.

[@Rawyalty220]

percs and xans were way better but tougher to kick

[@therideneverends1697]

@@Franco-ss4bu i have this wierd paradox where they do both, i can get absolutely euphoric and wired, stayawake forever ect, but if i want to i can lay down, close my eyes and fall asleep easier than if im off the stuff, brains are wierd, i mean the same dose i use to have fun at a concert is the same amount i use to sleep if im haveing trouble doing so, hows that make sense?

[@krusher181]

@@Franco-ss4buyou’re SO COOL MAN

[@raybrown8305]

Ive watched u since i was 16 and on probation so ur content helped me to not smoke weed and get in trouble. Since then ive done a lot of stupid shit with drugs and i could always relate to your content cuz we talk about drugs almost exactly the same. This is my favorite video from u cuz im 24 now and realize how stupid i was with xanax and coke and whatever else i was doing and it feels like i grew up with u in a way (not to be a weird parasocial viewer who feels like we hella connected) but i really respect your introspection and even the fact youre willing to put it on your platform and share the experience with us. Thats really hard for a lot of people like us to do so i guess i just wanna say thank u for sharing ur experience with such an experienced view, and im also glad u and i both made it on the other side so i can still watch ur videos and u can still make them. Love u dude glad ur doing well ❤

[@c.edwards4457]

Well said. It’s such a shame that weed is federally illegal . Probation should allow zaza if it means you aren’t doing other drugs. (Bear with me I’m tweaking while writing this) but as a fellow gobbi viewer, I hope you are doing well and are at least cali sober. Stay safe yo ❤

[@collinparkin313]

Not even ten seconds in and I love how this topic gets treated like any another random KZbin vid topic

[@aybay8723]

LOL

[@tomplevin34]

Literally every way you’re describing your addiction and how it made you feel, credit cards debt etc. perfectly described my alcohol problem. Great video man.

[@tentoejoe7423]

U were the only youtuber I watched during my cokefaze and comedowns u helped me thru it brodie

[@georgewoodill4953]

Goblin always coming in clutch with the best vids and merch

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@RandyFlanders]

I just got off a bad coke binge during winter break. I am back at school now and doing better but there are so many similarities in your video that happened to me. Thank you for sharing it helps me feel like I am not alone trying to sober up!! You the GOAT GOBLIN!!

[@therideneverends1697]

You got this bud, keep at it

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Wow 👌

[@rekeembelac1684]

I can have up to any amount in my possession and even see people do it no problem but as soon as I get one it’s ALWAYS just one more until it’s been 48+ hours of no sleep or eating and taking bigger lines cause I’m clogged at this point. Literally can’t live like that had this realization recently, and appreciate you goblin for still making 🔥content

[@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666]

Really great to hear that you’re strong enough to withhold yourself when others are using 🙌

[@introver7ed]

Great video, the ending hit hard for me cuz i did the same thing with xanax, wasnt fun anymore and didnt even effect me until i did an absurd amount. Had a mental break down infront of my friends and almost jumped off a building downtown. After that i taperd the best i could for a while so i didnt have deadly withdrawal, and then flushed em. Now 9 months sober. Its great to hear this side of taking drugs cuz we can glorify them all we want but know how bad it really it can be for us in all aspects of life. Im glad that you made this video because in the times where i want to relapse and im depressed, i can come back to this and help get the courage to push through. Youre the best gob love ya ❤️ dont stop going up 🙏🏼

[@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666]

Love your comment, inspiring others after being inspired yourself ❤

[@lucidthc]

goblin coming in with the perfect timing as always

[@agenta1263]

Is this like some kind of a meme I see someone comment it every video he makes

[@jackoroni4609]

@@agenta1263 it’s because someone was about to take a dab or smoke a joint and they saw a goblin video. It’s a little ridiculous to say though because everyone commenting that is permanent stoned.

[@MrNatedunkin]

Perfect timing as in I just sat down ready to bust these rocks down ⛷️

[@BlackBeavisThataIsntReallyBlac]

@@agenta1263 Imagine not being a pre-2018 gob fan.....smh my head

[@BlackBeavisThataIsntReallyBlac]

This post was made by OG Goblin gang😈

[@Ratfkr]

bro almost slipped at 16:48 💀

[@Koah06]

Love you goblin blessed to have you here ,you’re like a big brother to all of us

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@whenthe4553]

My grandpa had been a coke addict for ~10-15 years and he stopped because of basically the same reason you did. That, and my mom was pregnant with me at the time they moved from the last place they lived; he didn't want that kind of life anymore. He recently had a quadruple bypass a couple of years ago because of him doing that shit and eating junk food almost every day. He's 64 now, and still kicking it. Love you, gramps ❤️.

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Wow 👌

[@ayezaywhatyoudoin2112]

“a much thinner and clammy version of urself” is so spot on lmao glad u got past that gobby we dont wanna lose ya!

[@davidcmelak7574]

It is crazy to me how similar your story is to mine. In 2019 i also broke up with my gf, finished highschool and started going to raves every week for like 7 months nonstop doing molly,meth and lsd. I got right thank god 😄

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@chrissimon3790]

Holy shit. I couldn't imagine doing any sort of stimulant with LSD. Even weed stimulates my mind too much when I'm tripping lol.

[@thenima]

Hey man I appreciate seeing your story come full circle and I'm happy you were able to turn things around. Consider yourself lucky. It's a hell of a drug.

[@ogmitherz9870]

Its a hell of a drug?

[@MrChief06]

I love this very inspirational. I’m glad you’re still here man keep your head up

[@nathankc6711]

this is how you actually educate someone to stay away from shit

[@joeysworldsewer]

I never done hard drugs like coke, just a LOT of psychs and weed, prescribed adderall, vicodin and oxy after surgery, some kratom here and there, nitrous, DXM (a dumb drug). I was kinda scared to take stuff like coke. Glad you're dropping vids so often Gob. I had a horrible day at work, and your vid plus a few gummies is always a chill time.

[@Permanentlyimpaired]

“No hard drugs” proceeds to name off adderal and opioids 💀😭

[@JR-tx8mi]

@@PermanentlyimpairedDeadass 💀 like that’s where you draw the line 😂

[@yenlaj]

22:37 Goblin im glad you have overcome the pain and struggles of addiction fam, clearly you had the right mindset to overcome the situation but to see you become a better person overall is amazing glad you are doing well man

[@itsriley1497]

I’m 17 and in AA and this is how addiction is. A lot of these things you said Goblin is facts. It’s a habit and you can’t stop.

[@cookieman876]

I’ve never been as I don’t have a problem with anything but weed and my vape lol but I would assume the older people would respect you and to a degree envy you for doing what they should’ve done years if not decades ago

[@itsriley1497]

@@cookieman876 bro they do envy me it’s crazy. They dead ass tell me. But thank you man. We just gotta keep stepping.

[@plutobear9318]

@@Hhehehehehshh the older people at the meetings i go to are all encouraging and supportive

[@alechayes7045]

Gobin is California sober!! Good for you my man your an inspiration for all of us

[@c0coabean]

love the new self reflecting goblin

[@aramis641]

true and the people watching him over the years will hopefully come to the same conclusions. A year ago I wondered how he was even alive at this point 😂

[@jdj8168]

Damn I'm actually so happy that where I live, credit cards are not common at all and not part of the culture

[@jacko1384]

love you gobby chillin in pshycology class needed this banger right now

[@ayzay844]

vids like this take me back to youtube 2009-2013

[@sergoz123]

I didn't have nearly as big of a habit for as long as you did, but back in 2020 there was a period where I would by myself a lil bit and do it alone and at every single outing I went to. Back then I had gotten close to some druggy people and was taking it few times a week. One day I took a little bit too much and got the worst anxiety atack in my life to the point where It unlocked some general anxiety issues in me. Made me stop doing it. I still may do a few lines at a party but generally I keep it WAY under control. I don't have fun with it anymore at all.

[@akiraakiraakiraakira]

this is a 100% accurate addict story tiem; especially the "reliefed feeling when you got a lot of your stuff at home";

[@cc1drt]

Loving the retroactive thoughts on your phases. Waiting for more!

[@sickdirtbag]

The passion and pain I heard in your voice Gob was truly upsetting bro I’m really glad you stopped ❤

[@Anon42063]

I was addicted to percs for like 2 1/2 years and I agree that it stops being fun but what made me stop was just how I felt when I didn’t have it, not worth it and it didn’t really even get me high when I was real deep into the percs. Been (California) sober since November 3,2022.

[@therideneverends1697]

stims are wierd, they really do exactly what they say on the tin, no more no less, and phsycically, they are not particularly addictive, the problem is they trick you if your not paying VERY VERY close attention, if your not totally monitoring your thoughts its easy for some reason why you need to pull an all nighter to pop up, even people who are on it can slip up sometimes, and the longer your awake the easier it is to justify staying awake longer, it builds exponentially. weather its amps, phens, or coke its just this wierd area of substances that are conceptually, fairly safe, but when it gets out of hand its 0 to 100

[@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666]

@@therideneverends1697yeah very true. I’ve had moments where I was doing speed with a friend the day before an exam and the fact that you simultaneously come up with reasons to do it and are also fully aware that those reasons are bullshit, but end up doing it anyway is scary. I’m clean for some time now but the biggest danger for me is people using it at parties I’m at. I have no problem not buying it, but when it’s laying in front of me it’s so hard to resist and when I do one line it’s the worst feeling to stop. Way too much about me, I just wanted to say I agree 😂

[@therideneverends1697]

@@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666 as someone who needs it medically that really is something i spend alot of time looking out for, ive had really good luck with proportioning the amount to be used the day prior in a separate container

[@isaachernandez6542]

I’ve tried quitting multiple times. It’s not worth it. All that money I spent, those late nights, and those ignored texts from my mother. It was fun until it wasn’t.

[@KungFuG]

I went through a DXM addiction for the entirety of 2022. I was doing it for days in a row at a time. I hated wanted to escape life but not being able to. DXM was the escape I attempted. I drove myself insane from it. I didn't know what was real anymore.

[@pushinpee3115]

same here bro. I got even into freebase bc most syrups had hbr. used to buy bottles off ebay and ship to canada of robocough r30's. such a fucked period of me life. the disassociation one can get from extended use is SO fucked

[@crims4938]

weak dph is better

[@elijahdrake9113]

Yeah same here in hs at first trip cs were what I’d do unknowingly doing no research whatsoever. Surprisingly never threw up on them even tho everyone else would usually get sick. Most I took was 48 but definitely popped a few more. Eventually did the syrups specifically delsym gave me my most crazy experience on dxm, I drank two of the biggest bottles they sell and had my first ever real outta body. It was 2018 me and my friend are playing fortnite and surprisingly i clutched a 15 kill squad clutch game ;) but I actually at some point was so high my it was like my fov was set to above the max. I was at one point watching myself play in my chair from the corner of the room. Went to bed and woke up till so high my pupils were so big that my perception was still so zoomed out I couldn’t see. Point is I was high for two days and stopped for awhile thinking I had brain damage lmao.

[@sourcream7557]

Idk if u will see this but love ur vids bro I’m always hyped for a goblin upload

[@Weedchat]

Boutta smoke. Good timing goblin, it’s aboutta be a hoot and a hollar

[@dunndorr5651]

Damn I feel you man. As far as the addiction part goes, I sympathize with you 100%. But when it comes to that white gurl, I can't relate cuz I never really did it... I just didn't fuck with it, it didn't do anything for me for some reason. I did a couple times and ..... nothing seemed to change? My friends would tell me I looked geeked af, but I would seriously not feel any different! They say when you have ADHD or other similar mental problems, coke just doesn't do anything seeing as how ur base state is being all geeked and tweaky to begin with. Lmao. So naturally my love was with dooooowners. Specifically, heroin and xans. Now THOSE w/drawls are straight from Satan himself. I mean it had me curled into a ball on my bathroom floor when I didn't have my shit (heroin), trying not to throw up and shit myself at the same time. ALSO while that was happening, I would get the worst cold sweats or my life. It felt like someone took me out of a sauna, put me in 30° weather, and covered me in ice cold sliced turkey. All while feeling like death and the flu times 20. Pure. Hell. Then once you do your fix, it goes away like magic. Fuck that shit man

[@Gabe94dotcom]

True 👍

[@GoonaTVhi]

I have ADHD and Coke is the only stimulant I can use that gets me geeked (or meth but fuck that shit). I can fall asleep on adderall.

[@tdtrecordsmusic]

stay away from subs. it took only 1 year... then when I tried to quit subs it made the H WD's seem like a dream. it took 2 years to taper off subs. Felt like death for about the next sober 4 years. after 10 years clean... I realized my brain had been permanently fk'd. it wasn't like that b4. back when, before the subs, when i'd quit i'd be fine sober. subs are for if you want a permanent addiction and that is best for your life. I HATE this shit.

[@cokeandchicken777]

Currently struggling with cocaine addiction, watching this on coke hits different. That anger that you talk about until you have a line is so relatable life just seems dull until you get your fix.

[@ennissavage8141]

The only way you can quit is accept that life isn’t gonna be a party all the time

[@beestar6964]

Great video Nick. This is truly harm reduction. This drug really won't take you anywhere you want in life. I've never tried it cuz I know i probably would get addicted to it

[@therideneverends1697]

cokes never going to get anyone anywhere, amphetamines have solid therapeutic use if you can keep a lid on it, but coke is just a roller coaster of rapid ups and downs by the hour

[@DominicanHater2375]

Goblin's been going to therapy and it shows. These are my favorite videos that he's been making.

[@Gabe94dotcom]

Me too

[@ethanlarson5025]

Currently trying to quit coke, yours ericks and yolas videos have been helping me a lot so I thank you goblin❤

[@SpaceRanger187]

you just cant do it all day every day..

[@Thebdsmfrog]

Good job bro your doing good that shit destroys your heart

[@ethanlarson5025]

@@SpaceRanger187 that’s the hard part lmao

[@ethanlarson5025]

@@Thebdsmfrog yeaaah and I weigh a decent bit so I probably already have some heart problems

[@Thebdsmfrog]

@@ethanlarson5025 stay strong bro❤️

[@jelani1212]

fire video love so much that youre off blow bro fr. Cocaine chronicles was amazing, honestly a highlight of my 2019 summer. I remember waiting on the next video of the series, crazy how far you've come goblin fr

[@aaronhernandez9887]

If you guys, especially the younger crowd, don’t already do drugs; I suggest you please keep it that way. I’m 22 now and still dabble with quite a bit of drugs. From benzos, opiates, weed to coke. I guarantee you it is not worth it. Just listen to Golbin’s experiences. Absolutely no point in developing a crippling addiction at such a young age.

[@TomK201]

Yeah I feel this so much man, I had an exceptionally well running business for my age in my teens, I spent 4 years building it and reinvesting everything back into the business but I got burnt out and started using coke to deal with my job and business during my burnout and I got so addicted and despressed within 2 years that the only decision left in my mind was to kill myself as I slowly watched my whole business account get completely drained and I thought that it was impossible for me to stop. There became a point where I could not function with of without coke. I isolated myself amd became aggressive towards friends and family and everyone started excluding me. I attempted to kill myself by crashing my car on purpose. Thank god I survived and I spent my last 15K to go to rehab. I had lost everything, my housd,my business, the trust of my friends and family, my sanity, my own dignity and my will to live. I stayed sober for 18 and the addiction was still pulling me and I just relapsed 2 weeks ago and since then the only thing my mind can think about is coke. Coke is a fucked up demon man, it nearly got me and killed several people that I used with in the past.

[@glennhagstedt]

I was a cokehead for 5 years, at the end of it i was doing 5 grams a day, if it werent for me overdosing and getting psychosis i would never have been able to stop, i had to be hospotilized 3 times before i was able to stop. been 3 years now and i dont miss it anymore.

[@deerentrailz420]

goblin this is real powerful so many people could be inspired by this vid thank u my man

[@thetruth1469]

Requiem for a Dream ..

[@SimRacingVeteran]

This is why I don’t feel bad with the money I’ve invested in my simulators. I’ve always said it was better than a coke addiction.

[@staygrinding3817]

I used to do alot of coke 17-20. One day me and my homie were doing lines and listening to blsck sabbath for hours in his room and i just thought "wtf am I doing , I'm just posted doing coke in a room that's a waste of time" and I haven't touched that shit in 5 years . Once you realize there's more important shit to do you can drop a vice pretty quick

[@masterBong1]

The timing is immaculate as per usual Goblin.

[@FishiganOutdoors]

He was a day late for me unfortunately

[@pettergriffin8725]

why is goblin so good at formatting a script for a video i feel his high school English teachers should be proud

[@zac6426]

Cali sober goblin is the goat fr

[@chutemi216]

No hell naw so happy you sober goblin only been watching you for like a month but still much love dawg🤞❤️

[@MaGiCMushroomClouds]

Smoked crack without going full crackhead. Not shooting smack just to feel normal. Haven't become a tweaker... yet. Never woke up with farm animals or human corpses in bed next to you. Got to get really high a bunch of times and came out relatively unscathed. I call that a win.

[@daytrix5923]

i love watching all of your videos in school. it helps me throughout my day❤

[@bunks2088]

I’m about a month since I’ve touched it, I’ve been at some really low points because of the excess. Fighting the thoughts and those urges can get pretty fuggd. Luckily I’m starting to feel better tho, you def helped me out more than you know.

[@nckbrtm6805]

keep going bro

[@txlers]

It takes lots of self discipline to do what you're doing. Good job brother we're all proud of you

[@odasity2970]

YO I'm literally at fucking work and I was re listening to an old story when this came out PERFECT TIMING GOBBY

[@237.x]

I relate to this alot I went on a 3 month ecstasy binge after me and my girlfriend broke up I took it very hard out of like the 10 girls I've been with before none of them hit like her I was devastated and I was geeked asff for those three months just to try to cope the day it got out of hand I took my normal dose then snorted a hole pill and then crushed up two more and put them in a blunt of weed and smoked it all at once I don't remember the rest

[@zazaquarantineboys900]

shit idk if u cap bc this youtube, however I kinda went thru the same, heart broken by girl I loved the most , mdma every single weekend at least 3day binges, my eye-bags got crazy, I would always be irritable or super depressed, happy to say I’m almost 6 months no E so it gets a bit easier

[@237.x]

@@zazaquarantineboys900 if u went on a pure Mdma binge I respect you I was unlucky and only had ecstasy pills I have no idea what we're in them all I know is it was some good shit everybody says it's meth but I don't believe it's meth because ive tried it before and it's a different feeling then the pills

[@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666]

@@zazaquarantineboys900Keep it up you’re doing great ❤ I was wondering, what are the effects of xtc after using it for a few days in your experience? Did it still give you a somewhat happy experience, or was it merely numbing the dip?

[@zazaquarantineboys900]

@@brankovanfrankenhuijsen2666 thanks bud, and it did feel good if you're wondering, but it loses a lot of novelty so it's a subdued happiness. the problem for me was alwaays the come down, it made me very sick like i had a strong flu , such a weird effect lol not to mention the post mdma blues, which gets so much worse because of the extended time on it,

[@JaeHutcho]

@@zazaquarantineboys900amateur at 14 I went through a 6 month straight binge md every day it was crazy for no reason too just felt fire

[@terranchow5949]

That section during the conclusion just gave me chills. This is the deepest video I’ve seen on this channel I think

[@aidenturner4233]

U were sitting on a big black what now??

[@johnheitkam193]

I just finished a 3+ year bender of doing 0.5-1 grams basically every day. In addition to the tens of thousands of dollars spent, and many many fucked up relationships/bridges burned, and many health issues, what people fail to warn you about is how it affects your johnson. The last 6-12 months of my bender did immense damage to mass, shape, and general bloodflow. Permanent "swimming pool shrinkage" and a massively lowered sex drive at age 25, i maybe get 65% as hard as i used to, probable need for ED medication in my 30's and thats if im lucky enough to stay clean. The cravings will be a constant battle I carry with me for the rest of my life and I need to be proactive in sobriety/recovery every day so i don't go on another run. LEAVE THE COCAINE ALONE BOYS, ITS NEVER WORTH IT! And if any of you are using somewhat regularly and "controlling it" it will get 1000 times worse, i guarantee it.

[@aedanbrock]

the coke videos never disappoint

[@vthokie4lyfe]

Why and how this video popped up is crazy to me and exactly what I probably needed. Literally exactly word for word. I will come back to this video. Future me thanks you brother.

[@Harryondabeat]

the man the myth the legend gob blessing us with another vid and the perfect upload timing, love you goblin, thanks for keeping us all entertained. your videos inspired me to quit coke. ill still cop a bit for occasions but i consider a few times a year better than a few times a day

[@UziSloth]

Half way to a mil goblin, congrats I still remember finding your channel when I was down n ur story’s brought me some cheer

[@daxxgaulden9553]

Bro as a former tweaker it was the same for me I literally quit cold turkey because I hated myself for it because at th3 end of my addiction I was to the point I was crying because I was tired of it but still felt like I needed it. I'm adhd so I was self medicating without even realizing it and after I got tired of it I was done I thought I had some great times but uppers not just coke are the devil it fucking sucks that people can't realize that but it's getting to the point where you know it's hurting you that really makes you quit the shit you said in this was some of the most relatable and I've been watching since your tribute video. My dude I'm glad you put this out here. 7 years clean BTW I quit in 2016 and haven't gone back

[@therideneverends1697]

theres that terrible point where you lean on them to fix your emotional shit, then it just, stops working because you over did it, horrible spot

[@Timmymtd]

Appreciate the honesty. A lot of people don’t share all this

[@JDsgarage720]

Love to see that you realized it wasn’t worth it anymore and trying to spread the message

[@mooseman9057]

was there for the hype train on twitch yesterday gobby. congrats bro

[@crazymonkey1426]

Really luvin the BO3 gameplay recently🖤 we luv u bro

[@SlumberLand888]

Congrats on recovery gob glad you can make great content and enjoy the success

[@OGCON]

It’s so weird when I think about doing coke i am disgusted but when you are on it it’s completely okay and fine with it that’s the problem in my opinion

[@medicine_abuser6969]

Perfect timing gobby, off the cake carts and smoked half a datura joint.

[@nadawiib]

Always love seeing the BO3 zombies classic maps gameplay its always so fire

[@X8551516]

It's nice hearing recovery stories, I've never had an interest in trying hard drugs, but stories from people who have will ensure I don't try anything beyond psychedelics and I know to be careful with that stuff too.

[@aramis641]

Start slow with the psychs, it’s the only drug that is worth it. Microdose first :)

[@therideneverends1697]

stims are wierd, have they overall made me a better person and can i use them responsibly now? yes, but man there was a learning curve, now i know how to mannage these things but in my case, give a borderline suicidal dude with ADHD whos never felt in control of his body a drug thats supposed to give you that control, well i dident know what that felt like. So i just upped untill i hit a high which lead to an, interesting, chain of experences.

[@Dilldog87]

goblin, u fucking get it. your shit is so real man thank you for not letting us feel alone 🤞🏼

[@mikael557]

Im glad you're having these realizations Now in life Goblin. One of my Uncle's has been a Coke head for decades. By some miracle of God, he survived a stroke, kidney failure, a bacterial skin disease, and was helped by a local church and got rehabilitated. Even though he's been sober for about 4 years, he still has a lot of catching up to do. Cocaine tears your brain up the longer you do it. His mentality is still almost that of a child and he has no emotional intelligence whatsoever. Moral of the story, the less cocaine you do, the better.