My last Pusheen Box video + life/channel update

[@TheHollycopter]

Hello friends! I appreciate everything Pusheen Box has done for me over the years and I will never stop loving Pusheen! The intro of this video I realize is pretty much of a repeat of what I said in a video that I made around this time last year, but it still remains true. Thank you for those that have supported me all along, I appreciate you more than you know! I am still writing my journey here on KZbin, so I hope you stick along with me. LOVE YOU!

[@christinesanchez4521]

Holly, no matter what, you'll always have a fan in my daughters and I. I know it's hard to love yourself especially after kids. I'm a mother of three now, my youngest child being born on Nov 4, 2021, a day before my birthday. I honestly hate how I look. But I'm working on loving myself as well. It's a journey for sure. Hang in there.

[@shopculturefly]

We're sad to see your reviews for our Pusheen Box are ending, Holly. You have been an amazing Pusheen Box ambassador and supporter and we have loved seeing your reactions and true passion for each box. Your mental health is super important and we understand the change in content. Whenever you want to rejoin us just for fun, please let us know! Thank you for everything over these many years! Looking forward to what you create in the future!

[@elrondriel]

I love your boxes!

[@jaz__07]

I grew up with you while I was in my very happy Pusheen phase and ended up binge watching so many of your videos and fell in love. Thank you for all that you have done and take as much time to yourself. I also went through a terrible mental health period in my life recently where I struggled majorly and wished no one else had to go through it. I think posting about mental health would really help so many people. You were there for when I was in my pusheen phase, and I can’t wait to get content on helping my mental health as well. You’re worth it all, Holly, and I hope your 2022 treats you the best! ❤️

[@dyobun]

Despite not being a hardcore follower who likes or watches all your videos, I’ve casually watched your videos for so long and I’ve always appreciated your videos because of how GENUINE you are. Wishing you further healing and growth and all the things you desire for your well being. Good luck Holly

[@cheekers3328]

I’d definitely watch some decluttering, item purging videos. I like your style and personality so I’m here for new content

[@cheekywitch]

Idk about anyone else, but I'd definitely be interested in watching you going through your decluttering process. It's something I struggle with too and it can be really encouraging watching someone else going through it too. Whatever makes you happy to create.

[@ChelseyDIY]

so proud of you for reflecting within and getting on your way to figuring out what you need to do going forward! :D I'll always be here as you know i love you for you! ❤️❤️

[@TheHollycopter]

THANK YOU I LOVE YOU ❤️❤️❤️

[@ruru8625]

The last couple of years have been a STRUGGLE! You are definitely not alone and I really hope that 2022 brings you all the personal growth and self-love that you deserve. Happy New Year Holly xxx

[@Lacey0312]

Aww Holly!! I’ve watched you for yearrrrrs, and I’m so glad that you’re still writing your story here on KZbin. So excited to hear of your growth and healing, it’s such an incredible journey to be on. Love this for you! And will forever watch your content ❤️

[@pascalelewis]

holly please just do whatever makes you feel good ❤️ whether that's staying on youtube, taking a prolonged break, changing the sort of content you post, leaving youtube altogether, gurl, just do what's best for YOU. i'm sure i speak for everyone or at least the vast majority of your followers when i say that we all just want you to be happy, healthy, and to feel at peace. it's up to you to figure whether youtube is going to be a part of this next chapter, but i'm sure that if you do decide to continue sharing your life with us, many people will be here to support you and will be impacted in a positive way by your kindness and beauty 💕 just make sure that it's right for you! and if you need to change your decision later down the road, there's absolutely nothing wrong with that either. you should be very proud of yourself holly, you may not always realize it, but you're a tremendous source of inspiration and you have a profound impact on this world 🥰 sending you lots pf positive vibes for 2022 and beyond! 💖 (also hard agree about the notepad lol wadahek is going on there 😂)

[@annejelina]

I’ve been a subscriber for many years now and honestly, Holly, I’m so proud of you. Seeing you talk about healing-all the positive vibes! I’ll still be here checking in, I’ll always love your videos!

[@kittyologyful]

I'm about a year too late...but thank you for all the pusheen content 😀 and good luck to a new chapter of your life.

[@z_peach_z9703]

aw holly, i’m so proud :((. i’ll admit i haven’t watched you for years but back in the day you were my hero and i spent hours watching you. so glad that you’re getting better and i hope you enjoy your new journey with youtube. your time on this platform is so so appreciated and you’ve made so many people smile, and regardless of what you do now you’ll always be important to me and i hope you do well in the future. have a great new year,

[@NexJen]

Hey Holly just want to start off by saying as usual I love you and I think you're an amazing person. I'm really proud of you for acknowledging the progress you've made and realizing that although things can make you happy and have made you happy, they might not necessarily be something that you need in order to continue on with your journey and finding success in learning to love yourself. I definitely applaud you for expressing that. Especially publicly. You're very brave person and I appreciate knowing you and even just having you share that with everyone. I've always loved watching you open the pusheen boxes and getting to live vicariously through all the cute things that you've received, but I also acknowledge that collecting things can sometimes be a way to self soothe when we can definitely find healthier ways to do it without having to rely on purchasing or collecting items. Through you I've actually started realizing this and am attempting to purge which of course you know. It feels weird when you have the revelation of knowing something's no longer necessary and might not have ever been necessary, and even though it takes time and might be a little scary getting rid of stuff it feels good or at least for me I feel kind of lighter. I remember messaging you how excited I was that I sold a few things it was baby steps but I didn't die when I got rid of them I was amazed LOL ask me a year ago and I would have been "like no I can't get rid of my stuff!" Anyways I could talk to you privately about this I don't know why I'm messaging you here. All I want to say is that I love you and I'll always be here to watch the videos that you do post, if and when you do... and if the shift is to mental health then I'm here for that too. Hugs 🤗

[@TheHollycopter]

I love you so much Jen, thank you for your vulnerability! I can relate (and I'm sure many others can to) to it being scary and also sometimes painful to get rid of things, it's so hard! I'm so proud of you for making those steps to sell things when it was scary, you are so brave.

[@Megan-gy4ly]

Girl you sound so content and mature at the beginning of this video, and it's obvious you are making exactly the right choices for you. So proud 😭😭😭 I'll be here no matter what content you decide to post in the future, whenever that is.

[@anabelle6312]

Take as much time for yourself as you need Holly! Mental health is so important, make sure to take care of yourself! You’re amazing don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!

[@goosechips]

We love you, Holly 💕 Your Pusheen box videos are what brought my son and I to your channel and we fell in love with you 😘 I'm so glad to hear you are caring for yourself and not forcing yourself to do something that doesn't bring you joy - thank you for being honest with us. ❄️

[@henloworld514]

aw I used to watch your videos all the time in elementary and middle school and I’m so happy for you 💖💖 I’m glad you’ve been healing, and I’ve also been focused on healing trauma as well in the last years! I wish the best for you!! ♡ I’ll be keeping an eye open for your updates :)

[@meganskalicky1219]

I’m so proud of you Holly! You’re doing a great job. I’ve followed you for YEARS. Hearing you say this about self reflection, growth and self love just warms my heart. This is so fantastic and exciting and I can’t wait to see where you go from here!

[@KhamSouniyaphong]

Everything you feel, I’ve felt girl. We’re here for you darling ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏼

[@rachelthompson7487]

Hello Holly I've watched your videos off and on for years. I really enjoy them. You made the right decision.i hope the best for you and your well-being. I've been struggling with mental health issues myself. Your video brightened my day.

[@NataKagome]

Hi, Holly!🌹 I have been watching you since 2015 or 2016 and I have always felt myself a little part of your life, all your hobbies and emotions, I remember all the happy and sad moments you shared with us and continue sharing, thank you so much for such an open heart! I wish everything is fine in your life and we all love you and will support you whatever you do or make, you are such a wonderful person and you deserve to be happy!❤It is very important that you've realised the necessity of changes and of course the most important thing is to do everything for your own comfort, so, just looking forward to the new you and to the changes on the channel and in your content! Best of luck!!

[@Sweatdropp]

I like your rare coloring videos and the doll houses/rooms crafts. If you ever felt like doing those type of videos, I would be so interested! They're very calming.

[@teatimebuilds]

I'm glad your taking time to learn yourself. I wish you an amazing journey.

[@adriannie7]

Love your honesty and hey you're not alone! Happy to have stumbled upon your channel ❤️

[@BlakeThePainter]

I love your personality and videos so I will definitely continue to follow you no matter what content you post! I’ve been following your channel for years and I love coming back and rewatching your videos. I know the past few years have been rough but I can tell how much more sure you seem when talking about the changes. I hope you continue to do what makes you happy and only make the content YOU want to make 🖤

[@Anna81Louise]

Hi Holly, looking forward to see the new direction your channel will be taking. ♥

[@Megan-gy4ly]

I'd be really interested in an unhaul/declutter series if that sounds like something you'd like to do! As a collector who has been feeling overwhelmed with the amount of stuff in my own life, I bet it would be really cathartic to watch. No pressure of course!

[@thatcrazyorc5335]

Can't wait to see the new things you bring into the channel this year!

[@mialutz8083]

I have watched you for so so many years and although all of us that have stayed love your toy and unboxing content, we also care about you and your mental well being. Please keep doing what makes you happy and happy new year!!!!

[@ToiSauce]

Love the message in the beginning. Best of luck on your journey. I also figured out that I have been coping by buying and eating. Got to a point where everything was overwhelming rather than enjoyable. I have been enjoying purging and regaining space. 💕

[@bcgrote]

I have been with you on this journey for many years. Seeing you grow and develop as a person has been really cool. I will watch what you post because I like YOU, so know that. I've enjoyed your unboxings and your energy. I am glad you are growing up more and healing, and taking care of yourself, because you are amazing. Thanks for all the fun, and I will see you when you post again. Hugs!

[@burntmarshmallow7234]

I’ve been watching you ever since I was in middle school. And I will stay here as you go through this new journey! I’ve always loved your content and I know whatever comes next from you I will enjoy just the same because it’s you who is the face of all of it!

[@ZhiMinLim]

Hello !

[@tracyjean9155]

We love you Holly!! I always love watching your videos and I hope you realize how much joy you bring to us. You give off a lot of positive energy and I look forward to seeing where your channel goes and I promise there are a lot of us still here. You are so fun and bubbly and it literally made me tear up to hear you are so hard on yourself. Keep working on self love we all support you

[@lizb5298]

I've always enjoyed seeing your collection, and struggle with overshopping/downsizing myself sometimes! I think making conscious choices for purchases rather than from boxes is really useful. I also totally understand the pain you're going through with your hands right now; I've had psoriasis on my hands for years and at its worst it was so painful and sometimes socially uncomfortable with flakes, itching and cracking. It will get better and there are so many types of treatment to try- I hope you find one that works well for you.

[@jho3902]

I’m in the same place as you regarding my collection! I’ve collected all kinds of cute things and vinyl collectibles now for over 20 years and FINALLY… realized… ok.. enough is enough 😆. I’m super picky now on what I want to add in my collection I’m keeping and purging the rest (selling). I’ve actually made a decent profit from the ones I sold 😉 (since they are considered or almost considered as vintage (ex. Hello kitty items, some kidrobot, and some of the rements i have). Also, 2020 was also a very difficult year for me as well. So I can relate. Lolz on the movie checklist 😂🤣😂. Agreed. You’re really funny. Loved your reaction on that 😄. Hope you have a great day Holly!! 💕💕

[@flutesalute]

I'm excited to see whatever you decide to do next and glad you are at a place where you can talk so openly about your mental health progress without self judgment!! I'm definitely still working on that, lol. Also, if you decide to sell any of your collectibles I'm sure a lot of people would be interested.

[@MaryBear]

❤️❤️Sorry to hear the last couple years have been tough. KZbin just somehow feels different to me now too, I really haven't kept up like I used to (at all LOL). it's an odd time and to me kind of just feels better to be offline sometimes. whatever new path or outlet you choose it is surely a positive change for you--things have a way of working out!❤️❤️ hugs!

[@puddinggirl08]

I've watched ur videos since i was a kid!! Sending u good vibes and lots of love

[@hbear95]

I’m so glad to see that you are okay. I hope this new year treats you well and you can focus on yourself ❤️💜 we love you 😍

[@breakmyselfJNH]

Here for any kinda content!! Just be happy and true to yourself!

[@wildspirit6785]

I love your little rooms you make. Take care of you. I myself have been struggling as well. Sending awesomeness your way. Hugs ❤🚁

[@CuteFluff8]

Funny enough, Holly but 2020 and 2021 were the worst years of my life. I have been healing in those years as well. I love this new transition. I too buy things as a coping mechanism and I am still struggling with my shopping addiction. I try to manage it but it can be so hard. I am proud of you to make some healthier changes in your life. Very inspiring. I am excited to see your next chapter for your channel. HugS!

[@ashleymonroe4258]

I will ALWAYS be on ur side & will watch WATEVA u post!!!

[@HiyaLilxKitty]

I’ve been a long time supporter for awhile since maybe around 2014? I loved watching your squishy and kawaii videos from junior high to high school! I’m in college now so it’s been awhile since the last video I saw. Regardless I’m happy to hear that you’ve been doing a lot of healing and thinking more about your mental health too. I’ll definitely stick around to see your new videos since it’s something I’ve been interested in as well :) wishing you all the best!

[@ameshiacarpenter9462]

Hellooo HoLLy copter 💓💓💓 beautiful evening 🌆 we are having hope you are feeling better soon and healing glad you are feeling better welcome back really enjoyed your videos a lot amazing content as always marvelous absolutely marvelous outstanding job we are here for you you get this we are rooting for you keep up the good work holly copter 💓💓💓.

[@PinkyBear]

I feel the same way about collecting sometimes. As a result, I'm selling random things I don't like anymore, like blind box stuff or random plushies that I don't like. I need to make room first and then buy more. I can't just continue to buy more and more. There's just no space. I still LOVE collecting though, just doing very much less of it. Definitely, not getting rid of any of my Bratz though!

[@Kawaiicutiebaby]

I love you sweetie and I’m happy your taking to steps you need to make your life better. I will miss your review videos. I will always be around to see your growth and your videos.❤️🙏🏾🤗

[@lauramodena6810]

I been watching for yoy years and your awesome! I would watch anything you post. Your like a friend 💜

[@elizabethpawul511]

I've been watching you for soooo long! I'm so glad to support you even if it's not here on KZbin :) Taking care of yourself is so important!!

[@stephanasmith7744]

Best wishes for a wonderful and healthy New Years.

[@jenniferingram1471]

😍 I would so Buy hollycopters Pusheen collection❗❗💖

[@KhamSouniyaphong]

Haha me too!

[@mikidesi3]

Oh holly... I understand what ur decision, and whatever you choose I will always respect it even tho it's sad that u will probably stop posting squishies and lots of cute toys but remember that, no matter what we will love and respect your decision ok? We love you so much ok? And we pray for ur health

[@crishzi]

yaaasss i love the life update

[@Megan-gy4ly]

Oooo the shaker would be great for cocoa, powdered sugar, or cinnamon for hot chocolate or coffee (since it's only one shaker)!

[@LJG7654]

Totally understand changing tastes and interests! You need to put you first! Good luck on your journey! For the box: Everything was cute, but like you said on a few of the items, they seem to be cheap or not super well made. Agree with the pad not making sense as an avid movie watcher. I'd just use it as a note pad. The socks, I laughed as soon as you held them up as I remember you're in CA. I get what they were going for...a winter box needs winter items, but how many people won't get any use out of them? T-shirt, totally cut the sleeves off if you'd wear it more! It should be super simple to do and if you have a sewing machine, you can hem the cuffs so they don't fray.

[@drippyxish1849]

Been watching these since 2015 and I started watching when I was like 11 so I had a lot of collections to cope too but I now that I’m 18 I definitely get what you’re saying about all of it being a little much

[@jodiedaley2471]

I only received my PusheenBox yesterday so I've been holding out to watch your video and scrolled really fast past spoiler videos! What you said at the start truly resonates with me. I spent a lot of time in my late teens early twenties not embracing my kive for cutesy things like Pusheen and now in my thirties I might have gone overboard and used it as a bit of a crutch outside of reality. I pay for the box too, so for the last year or so I keep wanting to unsubscribe but have such terrible feeling of missing out too. Thankfully besides the 'notepad' this box has been useable. But it might be time for me to let go soon too. I could probably use your videos if you turn to mental health stuff xx

[@koi.in.pond3149]

I under completely with mental and physical health. I struggle with a lot of the same issues with too much stuff for coping. My family was also huge into collecting and clutter. Clutter is shown to be bad for mental health. I stopped getting Pusheen boxes for a while for several reasons. Quality, not needed stuff and I had a huge problem with the customer service department for a refund of a box. I canceled it took and it took months to get my refund. I hope you continue to make videos and it would be great about mental health and those topics. I hope you well. Love from NM.

[@kjnleys]

Please post about squishies! I miss the era so much!

[@claricemmb]

sooo happy that you're well! i've been watching you for a while and never really comment but i really like you ❤️ wishing you a happy 2022 also, omg i would looove to have pusheen things. where i live i don't really have access to them and i love the character :( i even named my cat pusheen lol

[@nicoleluna31]

Happy New year Holly! Omg I feel the same way I have a lot of stuff and I got rid of some stuff,been watching for years ,we got your back holly 💗☺️ and we are particularly neighbors I’m in San Diego lol

[@beccababygirl1399]

You do what you need to do. I love you. I am going to miss your videos.

[@coffeeandbookmealdeliveryr1328]

I've missed so many of your videos I will have to catch up I've watched you sense the beginning

[@unicornmusic3890]

I really love Pusheen ❤️ And i have a big collection to💗💗

[@deniserenesanchez]

I so where you r at. I decided that 2022 is a year that I would love myself.I’m stop hating myself I’m a do things for me and do the things I love and not worry about what people say

[@kevmadi1819]

Hi :D aww its sad to see how were probably not gonna be seeing pusheen videos, I hope ur hands get better

[@dsvanbreda1869]

i would love to see more videos on mental health. we are going through similiar journeys. be blessed.

[@kaitlinandkayla4782]

I love you so much I have watched you for ever your the best

[@wildspirit6785]

Much love n hugs to you

[@Ms.SpookyNerd]

Great box

[@kimyurabacon]

Im still here holly!

[@haleelester]

Holly, your the freaking best and I love you so much, I was going to suggest if you want to you could donate your stuff to a local charity, or just give to kids in need, your the best

[@WarmMukwa]

Came across a miniature on reddit. It was you! Was a nice surprise. Have had exema in past. It can sure hurt.

[@Sourcandyqueen2372]

Yeah I hear you on the clutter I’m trying to find ladies my own age and wants to trade and you look cute with your gloves

[@TieDyedSquishy]

Make it short sleeved

[@unipegrosequartz1987]

I’m sorry to hear that your Eczema has acted up, I used to have Eczema so incredibly bad behind my knees and in the crook of my arms too. My Eczema looked so so bad at one point it looked like 2end and 3erd Degree Burns in some places. If you can take Amoxicillin Capsules the light tan ones give them a try Ok, it cleared up my Eczema literally in one days time but everyone is different so give it some time if you can Ok. Eczema is awful I hope yours gets better soon.

[@pepper2332]

Good luck

[@Gwencassidy]

I miss your videos

[@ava-gc3kz]

miss u

[@silviaauswanderr8510]

♥️

[@xing914]

I have same doubt with the thoughts part, the lines are too fewer than the movie list parts. I thought the thought part is for the movies we have watched, but the room is not large enough to write. Maybe it's for the impression we have when we see the reviews about a film and why we would like to watch them.

[@DebbieSp19]

Self-Care Chopper! Helicopter 🚁

[@Rose-bg9xr]

I understand your decision will you be getting rid of some of your pusheen collection?

[@i_dont_know_what_to_put_he3941]

Do y’all remember the giant peach squishy 😂

[@CurrentlyONyourROOF]

Awwwwww poor Holly!🥺I’m so sorry that your feeling sad.😢are you giving away your squishys? Just wanted to know, Jesus Christ I feel like a jerk for asking that T^T but anyway hope you feel better 🥺🤩🥰✌️

[@MC-fu7bl]

...wait...does she not re-sell these items???... Would that be helpful financially? And like... space wise??? Aww, I love her though, I totally get the purging bit and the burn out bit though good for her 💖, she deserves happiness in whatever way that may look like for her she's the best 💖🙏🏼

[@TheHollycopter]

Some I sell and some I donate 💕

[@MC-fu7bl]

@@TheHollycopter oh that makes sense! New things are good in the new year! Wishing you the best of luck you're the best!

[@ninolover6286]

What a shame your not going to do Pusheen unboxing anymore. I understand that you are on a mental health kick but can't you do both and then give away the items you don't want it have them as prizes or even sell them. ( Os. Everyone is doing the wellness videos)

[@Random_ThingsLol]

Is she losing views

[@BB.halo_heir]

I hope you've discovered that you were/are dealing with your emotional health, not mental health. Mental health is insanity, psychotic behaviors, etc. I also hope you've realized that "energy" is a dead-end, and leads you into dark places. Please search for God, you're creator. Praying the best for you ♡

[@BlutEngelBatty]

it's been fun, but no thanks......un-subbing.......