A Little Hello (11 weeks into recovery)

If you want to send a letter or card:
Heather Conn
c/o Allison Irons
P.O. Box 73
Hadley, MI 48440
The Hardest Video I'll Ever Make: • The hardest video I wi...

[@gigirob4635]

Father please watch over this woman, ease her anxiety, heal her and her children. We trust in you Lord, in Jesus Name I pray. Amen

[@bjquilts29]

Amen!

[@shannonc4939]

Amen 🙏

[@mommypaz1]

Amen ! Simply but beautifully worded

[@barbdavis6838]

Amen 💜💜💜

[@garyb4929]

amen

[@karenmuffler4676]

I found after I lost my husband 2 years ago to cancer, that God knows what you need at any given time and his timing is always perfect.

[@beccagee5905]

It certainly is. When my father passed away in February, God was with me through everything. Comforting me, making a way, and his wonderful presence was indescribable. His funeral was not one of mourning, but of celebration and worshipping God. Although we mourned, it was also a sweet assurance of the certainty that my father would be waiting for us when we go home.

[@jules4Him]

Yes! Karen is right. I lost my husband to cancer 2 years ago too and the Lord has been providing everything I need at each step. It is amazing looking back at it. Yes, the change will be good because all things work together for our good. My heart and prayers are with you Heather....and you too, Karen. God is good!

[@naturalbean5418]

We reported a drunk driver, he was arrested within 10 minutes of our call. His blood alcohol levels were so high they took him to the hospital. I was not a subscriber but saw your story. I called because of your story. My heart goes out to you and your family and for your loss. Lots of prayers for your recovery physically and emotionally. Your resilience is amazing.

[@5thdimension625]

This is late, but thank you! You may have saved a life, including the driver’s

[@sarawoods7874]

My 1yr old granddaughter kissed my phone all the way through this video. She must have felt you needed her love!

[@cj4666]

🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@robind8149]

Perhaps she is an empath...!👍🙏❤️

[@sarawoods7874]

@@robind8149 I think its more than that! She tells us our passed loved ones she never knew are around

[@robind8149]

@@sarawoods7874 - amazing!!! I hope that y’all are able to get her proper guidance on how to deal with it and protect herself...🙏❤️

[@goldierule1350]

Awww that's so sweet. 💝

[@queenspade1]

My Nana use to tell me " Its ok to cry thats how you strengthen the heart " You already show so much strenth. You and your babies are in my prayers.

[@rhondawilkins_]

Heather, I was WIDOWED in late 2017 after a 25 year marriage to my husband Keith.I have 5 adult kids. You cry ALL YOU WANT, AS MUCH AS YOU WANT! I'm 3 1/2 years out, and I still cry often.PSALM 91 everyday !Much love 💘 from Arkansas.

[@freedomforever1962]

Healing emotionally takes time. No one can set a time frame, everyone is different. Be gentle with youself. The loss of a spouse is difficult; the loss is more challenging than words can say. The pain is personal and very emotional. His last breath on earth was his first breath in Heaven. Hold fast to the Lord. He makes life easier until he calls us home in his own time. ~ 🙏🏻 Be well and be Blessed. 😘

[@nancyconnolly8607]

I became a viewer because of the accident. And now you are in my thoughts often, even when I’m not watching. Believe it when I say you’re the definition of strength fierceness. Crying is strength, grief is strength, knowing when you need time is strength. Powering thru your rehab to get home to your children is fierceness. I see your light that hasn’t been diminished. So many hugs and love from NJ. You are a true warrior.

[@haley4302]

So beautifully said and so true xxx we send you love and healing thoughts xxx

[@erikawindt529]

This is so beautiful. And it’s actually where you need to be in your recovery. Whatever you feel like doing and able to do is the right think fir you in that moment. You’re incredibly strong and have prayers being sent from all over - not just from the US. I don’t watch often but my thought and prayers are with you all constantly. Sending prayers and love 💖

[@ancntdrgn]

I am SOOO thrilled you and your babies are improving! I will continue to pray for you and yours!!! May God continue to wrap you in His arms!!! Blessings to you all!!!🙏🕊💙

[@karenissimalovestrilogy75]

Nancy Connoly, AMEN AND AMEN TO THAT! 💖💖💖

[@PollyPatriot]

Me too!

[@lindseywarren44]

I am a widow and you are on my heart and in my prayers. My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. It's hard and it will be a sharp loss for awhile. I can say that my grief grew more gentle with time and when the world became colourful again, I was so very grateful to move forward and be able to honour my husband's legacy & life. Walk softly, be gentle with yourself. Love & Bless, dear heart.

[@dd1394]

Consider making memory quilts for your children and yourself with pieces of your husbands clothes. Many people find these quilts to be very comforting.

[@TheNumber1Terry]

If you're interested in memory quilts but feel that it's just beyond your abilities for a while, I would be happy to offer my services to do them for you. Blessings on you and your family.

[@marlenejordan9442]

@@TheNumber1Terry I would be honored to help with this as well.

[@dd1394]

My friend made the beautiful memory quilt for my mother with my Dads clothes, it’s breathtaking and provides her with so much comfort. They were married for 56 years and still madly in love. There are many different patterns to choose from and we chose a tree of life. Each leaf came from a piece of his clothes and the border of the quilt as well. I’m happy to pass on a picture if anyone is interested for ideas. We even had our friend do a carving of their initials on the tree trunk within a heart, absolutely adorable.

[@diannebernau3293]

@@dd1394 What a lovely idea. I am sure it brings great comfort to you and your family. 😘💕🇦🇺

[@kathilisi3019]

For the kids, maybe a teddy bear made of dad's clothes. I made some "daddy bears" for my friend's kids when their dad died of cancer, and at first they just liked to cuddle with them, and after a while they started playing with them together with their other cuddly toys.

[@lindashum1716]

You will always miss him but he will always love him too. Please know that I cannot give to the go fund me but I can pray. I have been praying for you and the children and I know God has you in the palm of his hand. I am a 73-year-old Australian grandmother

[@beccagee5905]

Your prayers are just as important to this family as financial help. We cannot get through some things on our own, that's when God makes everything possible. Sometime when we are in the middle of grief, hardship, or fear, we can't even find the words to pray, so your prayers are valuable. I have learned myself if I don't know what to pray, I quote Scripture like the 23rd Psalm, sometime when I don't have time (like the time a tornado was heading to my house) I just call on the name of Jesus. God bless you sister.

[@m.c.1933]

I also can't give money but I am praying. Prayers are so important and have gotten me through a lot. God gives a comfort that is like no other. He gives us hope , love , understanding and forgiveness.

[@marcellynburrell3527]

"Not once have i been angry"......My Lord! How profound.

[@jesuschristislord6858]

Her true character.... I feel like we all know her not just know about her. She was amazing then and even more now .God bless Heather and her family.

[@cindys5426]

Amazing Lady.💗

[@truenews3763]

Iam the one who sent the check to Allison....she said you laughed when you looked at it, i cried when i read the letter...thank you and Allison for writting me back. I put the letter in my keepsake box. Keep getting better, and i will send more money when i can. We love you and pray always for you and your family. Its ok to cry honey, we are crying and laughing with you, always....xo 😇🙏🙏🙏🙏💝

[@ellenford4738]

Crying is a necessary part of the healing process. Please don’t apologize, you are a strong women. I will continue to pray for you.

[@roberthenrymatthis]

Lord please continue in healing this lady during recovery. The hardest thing for me to deal with while I was in law enforcement was the victims of senseless crimes. I may not know this lady personally but my heart cries for this lady.

[@creative2716]

IMO, all crimes are senseless except that they are sometimes a cry for help. Please Lord forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. Amen.

[@rowan2u380]

I'm new here. I found you by watching "The hardest video I will ever make. " I just wanted to tell you that You are an Amazing woman. I felt every wave of emotion that you bravely expressed and shared. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. 💙💙💙💙💙

[@tweezuh]

It may not be canning or homesteading but you continue to teach and inspire us. Sending you endless hugs from Texas. 💞💞💞

[@lesliefrost5338]

Heather... you look AMAZING! You’re hair is FABULOUS! You and Mina are rocking the new Doo’s!!! You focus on healing! If you need to cry, CRY! If you need privacy... embrace your privacy! You are an AMAZING person, a super powerful Woman! Love you! We are thinking of you EVERY DAY! 😘

[@TheKneadyHomesteader]

😊 thank you! Mina and I are twinning. 😆

[@DD_LetTheDogsOut]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader 🌷⚘

[@jenniferlego4221]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader this is knee-buckling stuff. Please be gentle with yourself. You owe yourself proper healing for yourself and your precious little ones. Take one day at a time. Social media is way down on the priority. THANK YOU for sharing your progress. It is a amazing how much strangers can love one another. You are inspiring in so many ways. If I could hug you, I would.

[@zMagnoliaz]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader Heather, I felt complied to respond to your message today. I don’t watch KZbin often it been several months since I came to KZbin but God knew I needed to see your update. Your tragedy breaks my heart! I wish could pour love and hugs into your life daily! Just know God has his arms wrapped around your children and you! Lean upon him as much as you need. As therapist I’m super happy your have sought out grief therapy. That so important not only for you but for your children! I do not leave comments but knew God wanted me to send you love through my message! I’m so glad others are responding to you and helping take care of you

[@mamamode1312]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader that you are, same hair, same eyes, same nose and soul sisters you both brain injury which you'll both learn living with and through it, give yourselves and each other grace lots of grace. You also all lost the most important man in your lives, before you ever anticipated. That's a tough one. Tough, but not impossible to grow through and recover from. The hope is in Jesus. Knowing and staying in the center of His will for you. Persevere in faithfulness to Him. Matt knew Jesus and now he's moved to Heaven to live with Jesus. Stay faithful to your Eternal Groom and you'll all be together again living with Jesus as His Eternal Bride. You got this. You can do it. One tear, one breath, one smile, one prayer at a time. You're on a journey. Let Christ be the light that guides your steps. You'll be victorious. 🤗✝️🛐🤗 & 🛀🛌☕ Self care

[@melissabruton484]

Dear Lord God hold this woman up and surround her family with the love.

[@beccagee5905]

Amen

[@jennenegludovatz3364]

“The lord is near to the broken-hearted and saves the crushed in spirit” Psalm 34-18 may you find comfort in these words dearest one🙏🏻💕💐

[@chrisreeves1547]

In times of tears, remember the laughter. In times of sadness, remember the smiles. In times of loneliness, remember all you shared.Praying for you and your family.

[@bonnieo9543]

Praying for you Heather. God is never tired of hearing our cries or prayers. 🙏🏼♥️

[@michaelcuti1108]

This is beautiful. Did you write this yourself? If so you could make money putting them on cards and selling them. Its absolutely beautiful!!!!!!!!!

[@audreysmith6579]

GOD never gets tired of hearing from his child.

[@fancyface5280]

Amen🙏🏾

[@daughteroftheking6889]

Amen

[@crystalinabacteria3430]

Amen🙏

[@cowgirl515]

If you feel the need to cry...cry, cry as much as you need to. Listen to your body hold your babies close. The Lord will take care of you & your family. You are loved by thousands. We’re praying for you every day.

[@shirleystrinden477]

Amen.

[@kimbibbs5700]

Amen 🙏

[@MsLiz2005]

Amen💖💖🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏

[@kileya6527]

I am so very sorry for everything you’ve been through and still going through. I lost my husband when he was walking with our daughter back to his car after watching a NASCAR race. He was almost to the car when a truck hit him. I had just talked to him 30 minutes prior whe he called to tell me he was heading home. My kids were 19, 11 and 9 at the time. It was so rough. My little girl is now 28 and a mommy of my 2 beautiful grandchildren! I look back and still wonder how we made it but I am pretty sure God has my Steve watching over us. Love to you and your beautiful children 💕🌸💕

[@cindysuemarshall9445]

I am crying with you. I haven't lost a husband but I lost my 19 year old son in a car accident. I cried for a year straight. Every day. I can't tell you that greiving gets better because I would be fibbing. I can tell you that you will cope better with time. One moment you will be good and one moment you wont. I still cry so much for my dear son. This October will be 6 years but to me it was yesterday, thats how my heart feels. I will pray for you and your family. May God bless you and give you strength in all the days ahead..

[@vernareed2692]

Yes when ppl say time heals all that is not correct!! With time passing we have to work,pray,speak & read Gods Word,& have help!! Then like you said maybe we learn to cope with the sorrow & sadness,pain,& loss a little better,but times it will hit again & when you're not even expecting it so have to grieve & work some more!!

[@phyllismartello6273]

I am so sorry about your son. My heart breaks for you. A parent should never have to bury a child. I lost a dear friend over 10 years ago. I think death is not something you get over but learn to deal with because the world keeps turning no matter how much you want it to stop. God Bless you!

[@southtexasmom3017]

Hi! We lost our daughter at age 26. She was hit on her way home from work on night she was hit at 110 mph by a speeding mustang, 11 years ago. I so agree that the broken heart doesnt heal, you just start to figure out how to cope. She'll always be my "baby" and the joy of my life. My prayers are with you and all who have lost loved ones. May God bless!

[@WillowsGarden]

Please Heather, you don’t owe us an apology. Everyone grieves in a different way and it takes time. I just want you to know that we are praying for you and your family, we love y’all 🙏❤️

[@tanyavanotterloo824]

Prayers for you, momma. I’m reminded of David, a broken man, when he said “My tears have been my food day and night” (Psalm 42:3). God loves you so much. He is for you and won’t leave you.

[@larisajeffrey2312]

Never apologize.....my arms want to comfort you with a warm hug. Grateful you are with us and your precious children. Your experience has also changed how we review life. We love you and want you to know we want to be with you on this difficult journey. 🇨🇦❤️

[@CraftQueen22]

I'm crying along with you. I lost my husband 5 years ago to a massive heart attack. He was only 60 & 6 months away from retirement. You & your family are in my prayers every night.

[@TheMixingBowlHomestead]

1. You don’t have to apologize 2. You look beautiful with your new haircut 3. THANK YOU for sharing 4. Cry all you have to. We are here with you. 5. WE LOVE YOU. 6. TAKE YOUR TIME. Healing is different for everyone. We are not going anywhere. Most importantly... God loves you and He is right there with you.

[@khouston1965]

AMEN!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@mamamode1312]

Spot on Sister. Look forward to meeting you in The Sky or above it as He wills.

[@ORSkie]

Amen🙏

[@tricid2458]

You said what I so wanted to just couldn’t think of the words!

[@lanam.3386]

💕

[@terrisylvester7870]

May our good Lord hold you an your family tight. Cry, cry, and cry some more. Don’t apologize for anything. Remember God is good all the time. Call on him every minute of the day every-time you need he is always waiting on you to call him. May the Lord keep blessing you an your family.

[@isabellewebber6841]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@sherryllynnjones7077]

Yes, in Jesus' name, Amen. 🙏❤🙏🤗😘👵

[@luannemacdonald8380]

Perfectly written! Amen and Amen! 😢🙏❤️

[@bettybutler6488]

AMEN!!!

[@karenhosko6283]

Yes and Amen! ☝🏾🙏🏾🧎🏽‍♀️

[@Mistysmudge1]

Don't ever apologise, recover and take care all of you, prayer to you all ❤❤❤

[@tonyaneely2162]

Bless your little heart, I love you and your kiddos to the moon and back! God has you and your precious kiddos in his hands, so heal in Gods grace.

[@suehartwigsen1655]

Just remember Heather, God is NEVER tired of hearing from us!!

[@lisahoward6411]

We miss you too! Please don't apologize for feeling your feelings! You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I'm sure I can speak for many when I say we will always be here, take your time.

[@jackiewilliams7039]

I found your channel just a couple days ago, please don't ever apologize for crying! I only want to say one thing...because this journey is yours. My oldest son died almost 5 years ago. I think the first year I cried every waking hour. God gave us those tears...it's almost a cleansing. Stay strong in the Lord sweetheart ❤

[@BucketlistHomestead70]

Bless you. I lost my husband 5 years ago. I hope you continue to get all the support you need as long as you need. 🙏

[@belindasylvester1119]

God Never tires of hearing his Children's Voice , GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

[@sonofeloah]

34,288 folks came on to visit and hear your voice. I am sure more will come on and that is just a small measure of how much you are loved and missed.

[@mamamode1312]

With all those folks, she is in their prayers. With only 24 hours in a day, there are statistically more than 1,000 intercessory prayers per hour being offered to Jesus for Heather, Mina, Mason, the big boys and the family & circle. That's 💖love💖.

[@MiddleEastMilli]

Well said Azri'el.

[@gelwood99]

61133 so far and 2872 comments! So many prayers and kind thoughts!

[@cynthiarayl8568]

191,924 views, 4,760 comments all these people love you!!!

[@racheldeal8322]

It is 9:23pm right now where I live in Aurora Colorado. The kids are asleep, I just brushed my teeth, and I am praying for you. The Almighty Lord of Heaven and Earth is holding you and me in His hand... And you know what? He's holding your husband in His hand too. In the same way that you cannot see or feel me, we are very truly both sitting side by side in the hand of our maker, and so is Matt, though we cannot see or feel him either. May the Prince of Peace overflow your cup with peace. Solid Deo Gloria, sister. Big hugs.

[@lizzysmith-jones3368]

I am bawling my eyes out over here, newbie. I am so very sorry for the loss of your dear husband. I can't begin to imagine the pain. Please accept my most sincere condolences.

[@kayceehaney-cennamo7302]

I lost my husband almost 5 yrs ago. The grieving process takes time. Crying a lot is part of it. I still have bad days.

[@kaywalker8856]

18 years for me and I still have tough days. No right or wrong way to grieve. ❤️🙏🏼

[@sherryllynnjones7077]

🙏❤🙏

[@sherryllynnjones7077]

7 years.

[@JustMe-rg7sv]

@@sherryllynnjones7077 me too. Mine passed Aug 8th, 2013. On his 54th bday. It gets easier with time, but it never goes completely away, of course. 😔💗🙏

[@pamelarogers6143]

Father I continue to send ministering angels to surround Heather and her family. I am amazed by the blessings and thankful. Heather may God's loving arms continue to heal you. In Jesus name amen. Love you sweet lady

[@pamelarogers6143]

@Sharon Bee I need God to go thru. You know nothing about my faith. The funny thing is I don't judge anyone I love the Lord with all my heart. But you judged me with no real knowledge. My prayer was to bring comfort to people I care about. May God bless you

[@marysuekutil7143]

Ooooh my heart breaks for you and your family. I just found your channel from the bushcraft u tube channel. This is my first time of watching you. Just know we are all ok with your beautiful tears. They are part of the growing and healing process. You are strong warrior. I can feel it. You are so worthy. Just keep sharing your process. Someone needs your inspiration ,your fire, and your strength. I'm praying for you for complete healing. 🙏

[@johnetteross6977]

Heather, you look great, as always. It’s so amazing to see how strong you are. Not only physically but emotionally and spiritually. You are such a strong woman and Matt knows you are being strong for him. He’s SO proud of you! You’re such an inspiration to us all for sure. Sending you lots of love and prayers! Please let us know if you need ANYTHING! 😘🙏🏻🍞

[@ashleycreason1986]

Yes, I really hope she will reach out to her followers if she needs anything. Sometimes I feel almost a personal connection to creators on KZbin, like if we knew each other off of KZbin, we'd definitely be friends! lol A lot of creators on KZbin share soooo much of their personal life and with some of them, I can relate to and have empathy. Does that make sense??? I hope it does anyways! LOL

[@tonyafromgeorgia3519]

I can’t hardly see through my own tears to write this message. Please please don’t apologize, we feel your pain and tragedy, it’s heart wrenching!! You and the children are continued to be in my prayers for healing and peace within.

[@douglasdawson68]

I agree with you on this story I cried out I understand your pain went lost of family members I loss family members my father and my grandmother and grandfather died and 3 uncles Tony killed by tree on his motorbike and uncle Frank was murder and uncle Paul from cancer grandmother and grandfather my mother's side and my father's side loss of grandmother and grandfather died I know your pain 😢 💔

[@renitameares3838]

Just know that you are loved by your YT family and by God. 🙏💗✝️

[@TheKneadyHomesteader]

thank you Renita! I feel it❤️

[@JR-zm2yu]

Amen!💜🙏

[@bjquilts29]

♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@hands2hearts-seeds2feedamu83]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader caffeine slows the healing process, they told me that after my skin grafts that I could not have any caffeine for over 8 wks. Which included chocolate and coffee, and they told me to eat lots and lots of protein...

[@hands2hearts-seeds2feedamu83]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader you will never be the same woman you was before... May the creator hold and keep you and yours....

[@kim-thestay-at-homequilter877]

Of course this has changed you. 💕 You are in the refiner’s fire and when He has polished you, you will come forth as gold. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss and for your injuries and those of your kids. Just hold on to the truth that while we are not in control, you are deeply loved by the one who is. He will get you through this.

[@terrychrist1383]

Crying is a form of healing 💞 My husband fell from a 11 ft scaffold he went through therapy for a year and a half my heart feels for you ❤️ but you will be healed . God will heal you physically, God will heal you emotionally, it takes alot of time.🙏🙏 God bless you and your children.💞💞🤗

[@amberpoynter3303]

We are here for you, cry on camera if you need to. Your honesty on your channel is what has built this amazing community. Whatever adjustments you and your channel have to take, do what fits your life now. We are here for it all. 💓 Praying for your recovery physically, mentally and emotionally. Never forgotten.

[@rvnana6606]

No apology needed ever for not posting. We love you and want you to heal at your own pace. We continue to pray for you and your family. I made my first French bread from your video. I am 73 years old and have never really cooked. You have inspired me big time. Praying for you like crazy!!!!

[@davidhebert1846]

What a beautiful friend you have in Alison, and your inspired collaborators! You are blessed.

[@kptown1]

I lost my husband suddenly and unexpectedly 8 years ago on Father's Day morning. It was a horrific tragedy for me and our three children but we are managing to keep moving forward and find new joys in our lives. Aside from the local grief support groups we joined I found the FB group called 'Young Christian Widows' to be a great place to find support from women walking the same path. Continuing to keep you in prayer. Sending you warm hugs from a widow who's made this journey. The Lord is holding you in the palm of his hand. 🌈

[@dawnjenness1916]

Dear Lord. This family has been through unimaginable pain, heartbreak and stress. I can't begin to put myself in their shoes. Father please embrace them with your love. Look after them and help them to heal, both physically and mentally. In Jesus's name I pray. Amen.

[@beccagee5905]

Amen

[@staci7107]

No need to apologize for not wanting to get on camera, we all support you!

[@staci7107]

Yooper here. Can't wait to see your dad's pasty.

[@baseballmomof8]

Amen.

[@joanhenschel3511]

Lord, please give Heather a huge hug from us here in South Africa. Heather, look how beautifully you're using your hands - what a Warrior Woman you are! God will never be tired of you, in any way. Proud of you xxx

[@debbieinitaly]

It’s ok to cry, mourn, feel as raw as you need to. It’s your test turned to testimony that gives God us to see his glory through your faith end even the pain dear one. I’m praying as I type though it’s a year later. Still not ready to skip to the end in full yet. Heather your strength and real beauty is a tremendous thing to behold. Love truly lives in you! Thank you dear Heather.

[@pameladouglas5193]

No apologies needed. I can’t imagine what you are going through. I feel led to give you this scripture: Psalm 56:8 (NLT): “You (God) keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in Your bottle. You have recorded each one in Your book.” God bless you & your family. I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@deewinston5651]

I always have loved this verse.❤️

[@aubreystalcup5452]

Father God please wrap this family up in your loving embrace. Please help ease their suffering, please help the void that Matt left not feel so oppressive, please fill their needs, emotional and practical.

[@raynonabohrer5624]

Amen

[@feliciafreeman9102]

You've won my heart and I'm still praying for you and all your children. You are full of God's grace.

[@LindaCBMediaGroup]

My prayers are with you. I have had multiple fracture before, back in the 90's. I'm also a widow, my husband passed away almost 13 years ago. Even when you expect it, it's still crushing to your heart. Please know I'm with you in prayer. I wish I could come and help y'all in person, and give you a gentle hug.

[@terrysandiego]

Everytime I see and hear her, I think WOW. Grace is the word, yes. Her children are very fortunate to have this strong woman in their lives.

[@colleenpritchett6914]

My husband died and I truly have no memory of the 3 months after ...and I don’t care. It took me soooooo long before I could even breathe correctly. Apologize for nothing....your grief will heal as God dictates for you , your body, your family....try to breathe....right now to hold your kids and family and to let them hold you. I had no one. Absolutely no one....and it has scarred me deeply. Please make certain that is not a scar you have, because you have support to not let that happen. My love and hugs...

[@judymccleary7426]

Colleen, I'm so sorry that you had no one to comfort you during your grief. It sounds to me that God has been your faithful companion. He never fails. He can, also, heal scars, so that we don't have to carry them. Love & blessings. ♥

[@smithacres1742]

Sorry for your loss ❤️

[@shellyg5705]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I would have been there for you 🌸

[@janetharlow4317]

hen my husband died i lost all track of time, God bless.

[@Set-Apart-By-Grace]

Gosh, I am so sorry...God Bless You!

[@cindy4046]

I began watching your videos after the accident. I thank a friend Julie G. For introducing me to you. I love your hairdo and you are inspiring. May got continue to bless and heal you. And know that you are in so many prayers. God is listening to you and to those of us who pray for you and your children. Don't be afraid to cry, it shows your strength.💖🙏

[@rierosholm9003]

Thoughts and blessings from Denmark, Europe. Grief comes in waves yes, and still after many years it may hit you with overwhelming power... As time goes by the way we miss a person, the image and memory of them gets frozen in time... and as we move on they stay frozen which is a curious process to go through...

[@judygagnon6676]

Never apologize Heather. Not only was your body hurt, but your soul as well. Tears help mend the soul/ spirit as the doctor helps mend the body. Both take time to heal. We are not going anywhere and will be here when you return, no matter how long that may be. So, you take all the time you need. Love you sweet lady.

[@marynyhof6916]

So,so true Heather. Please don't feel you need to apologize. You are loved, and being carried to our Heavenly Father in prayer. For healing, comfort and peace.

[@bsjourney8545]

Heather, can i just say that I’m loving the new look. You are simply beautiful. Even though you cannot knead bread, know you are still inspiring us by how to hold onto faith, how important it is to turn to an not away from God when we are facing our own Gethsemane. I love you and want to say thank you for opening your heart to me and those in your IC family.

[@TheKneadyHomesteader]

😭 thank you! this means everything to me. ❤️

[@jennmodsbestfriend]

You and your family are in my thoughts. I lost my dad when I was 19 and I spoke to my mom about you this past week. It helped us think back and talk about what we went through and times when we were brave enough to even speak about it that early on. Cry when you need to, ask help when you need to, and when you come across moments that make you smile or laugh... give yourself grace and allow yourself that happiness. He would want that for you to help you through.

[@charlibaltimore7641]

God bless you, you're an inspiration.

[@southernlady67]

"Weeping may endure for the night, but joy comes with the morning".... and "morning" will come..... God bless you richly....

[@kansasmisfit7404]

God loves us all. He is never tired of hearing us. No matter how big or small.

[@sin-lab2791]

You are a true beacon of strenght,life ,and living threw this pain! I can't even imagein what you and your kids are mourning I pray for you! Cry!!! there's no shame I'm crying for you.

[@sharonfoss328]

I’ve never seen anyone with more grace... thank God that others suffering ..and grace through that.. helps us all get to a better spiritual place... prayers for you.. your whole family.. you lifted me today! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@tammyshawl546]

You have nothing to apologize for, grief is very personal for everyone. I had a stroke at 24 yrs. Old and am now 9 months from 60 . I STILL TEAR UP EAISER THAN BEFORE. Take your time and heal. MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

[@brittnicole2438]

❤

[@MTknitter22]

You are an inspiration @Tammy Shaw

[@sherryllynnjones7077]

🙏❤🙏

[@CopperIslandHomestead]

Grief and healing both have no timeline. No need to apologize for the tears or the speech difficulties - It will all come when it's time ❤ God bless

[@laurarosas5899]

Heavenly Father, please continue to wrap your arms around this woman and her children. Heal her Lord, in Jesus's name, Amen.

[@gloworm1822]

AMEN

[@cindys5426]

Amen💗

[@heathergraff6740]

Amen 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹

[@mmw55122]

Amen.

[@geminiwaywardbound1229]

Thinking Of You and the little Ones❤️🙏🏻 I’m glad you’re surrounded by Love and Support ❤️

[@heatherlopez6627]

Hun do not apologize for not being on camera. You lost your best friend. You are FREE to take as long as you need to grieve and heal. We will continue to be here for you, whenever you come back. Sending many thoughts and prayers.

[@francisthompson6168]

Praying for Healing in JESUS name A men you have touch my HEART God BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. A MEN.

[@DFRANCK2001]

Know you are not alone and that you are loved by all of us.

[@terri4561]

You have been through something horrific my love , your husband is watching over all of you. 8 yrs ago my husband was hit head on by a very drunk driver , he was on his way home from a gig, he was actually taking the singer home . He almost died took 1.5 hr to get him out of our van they had to air lift him to St. Michael’s hospital in Toronto , Ontario Canada , thank God he survived but he had 8 surgeries coma for a week. But my dear he has to deal with many health issues. I may have not lost him but it was very close . My ❤️ heart goes out to you & the strength you have shown. Grieving never ends it just changes. We both still deal with the trauma of the crash. God Bless you & keep you close to his heart & loving arms. If you have to cry then you let that out my dear.....Take care & I will look out for your KZbin channel. Blessings to you & your family.....Terri 💐❤️🕯

[@Naturallyjj0806]

Never apologize for tears. They are a gift from God to help us in healing and mourning and expressing joy and they are beautiful. Beauty from ashes is how God works. Thank you for sharing, there is a need for this to help people understand how important it is to process grief and thrive through the storm. ❤️

[@3ChartreuseBuzzards]

Please, don't apologize for your tears, they are an expression of your love. 💗💗💗 Hugs and prayers to you all! ❤

[@FamousAmos120]

Hello, Heather! I just came across your channel via the YT algorithm. I don't know what to say. There are no words, as you know. For what it's worth, I lost my mother in a terrible car accident when I was seven, in February of 1988; I understand what it's like to lose the center of your world in an instant. Cry as much as you need. We love you no matter how you change because of this. I'm a fellow Michigander (way south, near Niles) & homesteading enthusiast; will be watching all of your videos, living vicariously. ❤️☺️ Hoping to get out of apartment life someday. It is a blessing to the world that you and your babies are still with us. Thank you for the update and for sharing your life with us.

[@caroljay593]

Bless Heather and her children. Take her pain away and give her strength. I miss her videos her cooking, her bread making. God Bless her family for being their for her. She so special and were going to miss Matt he was so fun when he would taste all of Heather's wonderful cooking. He was the best taster. I will keep Heather and her children in my prayers. God Bless them all. Love her and the children. 🙏❤💐❤🙏❤

[@blossombloomer6652]

Hang in there. I'm an unborn survivor of a drunk driver. 56 yrs ago. My father was killed and my mom severely injured. I was supposed to be still born but obviously wasn't. My mom didn't walk for 4 yrs but she made it and she walked right up until the day she passed away. Thankfully in her sleep

[@gulfportgyrl8798]

What is an unborn survivor? Not understanding what that means. It does sound like a miracle though...Praise God!

[@blossombloomer6652]

@@gulfportgyrl8798 My mom was 3 months pregnant with me when they where hit by the drunk driver. That's why I say I'm an unborn survivor. The drunk driver was estimated at doing 120 miles an hr

[@terrytt2932]

I would love to see your Dad cooking up a storm, with you in the background...I'm sure ALL of us would! Please continue at the pace that works for you, in all ways. Much love to you and your children !

[@cindyfields4620]

Shedding very real sympathy tears for you. I am so glad you are home. God hasn't left you and the children. You are being strong. Many will continue in prayer to help get you through so much trauma. Wish I could be there to give you my best "Grandma hug"...sending you one now...and for your beautiful children, too. Love from Ohio!

[@natalianegritto]

I lost my life love on New Year’s Day 2019. Grieving is unbearable sometimes and no one really understands because for everyone else life goes on... I used to cry every first without him.... first time riding train after his passing, park etc...... so painful what u are going through....bless your life and strengthen your heart for this journey. ❤️

[@cheshirecat4802]

New Year's Day, 2022, I am writing to you to send love and hugs 🤗 on this especially difficult day. I truly believe that love never dies, and I hope you can still feel the love 💕!! Many blessings to you in the New Year and wishing you good health, good fortune and healing today and always. God bless you 😇🌺

[@NinasHere4U]

A friend lost his family, pregnant wife, toddler girl, pre-teen daughter two years ago yesterday. He gives God praise also, and his story is so much like yours, the young man that hit them was on drugs. Continued prayers for you sweetie, may God keep you wrapped in his loving arms!

[@DD_LetTheDogsOut]

Oh what a lot to bear. Where is that young man now?

[@paprikaasmr3420]

😇😇😇

[@mamamode1312]

@@DD_LetTheDogsOut perhaps in your prayers. It's a hard place to get to, I've had my own perpetrators, betrayers etc, the only place that I find any sense of relief is when I place them in my prayers. Christ died for me to keep me from hell, but He also died for them, too.

[@fullofgracehomestead]

Does he have a youtube channel?

[@TheBealles]

Bones take time to mend, but hearts take even longer. Be patient with your grief. You will find peace in time❤️ Continuing in prayer 🙏

[@lindarosser1829]

You are so precious and I am so sorry for your pain...physical and emotionally. I had just started watching your channel when this horrible tragedy happened. I cried along with you and i just feel you are a very sweet, caring, woman with alot of love for GOD and others..You are a great loving mom too..You are a very strong woman and you and your children will continue to heal in all ways..GOD bless all of you. 💖

[@marciapickens7444]

I'm so glad to hear from you! Thank you so much! Just keep talking to God. He NEVER gets tired of hearing you! Matt is right by your side, helping you. My prayers & love 🙏 💕

[@RhondaRichter-1234]

Heather I know what you are going through. Cry as much as you need to because you will!! It's been seven years and I still mourn the loss of my husband. God will get you THROUGH this!! Stay in The Boat with Jesus, He will h4lp you through this Storm!! We all Love you!

[@TheKneadyHomesteader]

God Bless You.....I think about going that long with Matt and my stomach turns to knots. 💔

[@denisecole6128]

I too lost my husband suddenly coming up on 9 years. It was his birthday this week and it is still hard. My heart still aches. Crying helps and do it when you need. Life will not be the same but eventually you will have a new normal. You are strong...look how far you have come...and your babies still have you. Praying for you and your family to recover.

[@sherryllynnjones7077]

@@TheKneadyHomesteader 🙏❤🙏

[@gracesimplified3860]

After losing my husband in an accident, I had to put his belongings away. It was too triggering. 10 years later it still has me catch my breath. 🙏💕🌸 for your continuing recovery both physically and emotionally.

[@janetross5773]

Praying for you and your family! God bless you!❤

[@erikalouwrens3992]

My husband died 4 years ago and it still feels unbelievable, I can't believe it happened.

[@creatingdestiny7]

It is so brave of you to come on here and share your grief and healing 🤗💜 Thank you so much. Keep moving forward! Sending all my prayers and love!!

[@shepaintsalot]

Love hearing your progress and all the love you are feeling from so many of us who care. Glad you're back with your babies, so you can heal together- physically, mentally and spiritually 💕🌼 Hope you had a Happy Mother's Day!

[@alloftheaboveeunicesmith9625]

Father hold your daughter closer than ever. Be her comfort, her strong tower where she can find refuge.

[@KathYoder5256]

Dear Lord, please bless this woman and continue to give her comfort and feel your presence! 🙏❤️

[@isobelcoote4764]

God bless and keep you in his care- love from ireland!

[@renewestbrook5755]

Thank you for posting. Tears are good. And I am sure that thousands of people are crying with you. Your name is on a post it note, hanging from my monitor. When I see it, I pray for you. You are a blessing to others. The joy of the Lord is truly your strength.

[@eileenpalumbo6578]

Our prayer group has been praying for you since the accident. I will share this update. Don't apologize for anything. Everyone understands you need to do what's best for you. God bless and much love to you.