I struggled with addiction my whole life . But I’m now clean for 142 days.
@BrunoOliveira-kh2ht2 ай бұрын
congrats, pal. Keep the focus, and may God bless your days
@jedhatcher2522 ай бұрын
It gets easier. It's just the fucking laws that we broke that are on our records that will get ya. Just look forward and say fuck the past. If someone doesn't support you, you don't need them in your life!
@callyb91002 ай бұрын
I hope today is 143.
@jayredz78072 ай бұрын
Are you in the US? Did you make it to the Convention 2 weeks ago? You're awesome! 142 days is a major victory. I wouldn't have what I have if it wasn't for you. Blessings 💓
@jeffreydowst43542 ай бұрын
Congrats from new Hampshire....keep the focus!🤘👍
@sunshinefogleman1272 ай бұрын
Listening to songs like Nutshell doesnt make someone depressed. It gives you the words to express what you're feeling.
@brookek90762 ай бұрын
Well said. 🙏🏼
@KeithHicks-u4c2 ай бұрын
So true and well put
@RovingRecordings2 ай бұрын
Absolutely, this song is a life saver for people
@taylordurden84702 ай бұрын
This is exactly what I say to people. When you’re feeling down and out, music can save your life. It lets you know that someone else has experienced what you’re experiencing. Ive always found sad songs to be uplifting when I’m depressed and sometimes I listen to some songs life Driving Death Valley Blues by Mark Lanegen, to help me reminder what it was like to be in that endless cycle of self destruction. Love the way you worded your comment, it’s brilliant. ‘It gives you the words to express what you’re feeling’, effin’ beautiful
@sunshinefogleman1272 ай бұрын
@@taylordurden8470 I feel the same
@danielrosasofficial12 ай бұрын
I saw a KZbin comment that said this is as close as it gets to singing at your own funeral. RIP 🫡🫡
@trinitysmith64942 ай бұрын
I've posted this multiple times...it might have been me. I was lucky enough to see them in concert 3 times...
@robriginio5302 ай бұрын
Damn that is heavy. 💔
@incredulousdisbelief98412 ай бұрын
At the time it's exactly what this felt like. And from what I now understand it was even worse than we all knew. How he hung on until 2002 I'll never know.
@Canine772 ай бұрын
True😢
@p75302 ай бұрын
As an addict of alcohol and cocaine for more than 30 years, you quickly come to terms with what will ultimately be your demise. It sucks balls but you have to make piece because the change will kill you just the same.
@mikedutkiewicz5860Ай бұрын
When I left the Marine Corps I struggled with addiction, PTSD and depression. I've been sober 12 years now but after losing my daughter to overdose a year ago the depression has come roaring back. I'm not going to use again but I definitely feel this song!!
@MoJoRiSiN0026Ай бұрын
Keep fighting brother! You’re doing an amazing job! Your daughter loves you!
@jaysaucy6139Ай бұрын
Thank you for your service brother. I hope today is a better day for you. Rest in eternal peace to your beloved daughter. She loves you and always wants to see you smile, so please do so.
@adambell1076Ай бұрын
I’m so sorry, man. That is so awful, RIP to your daughter & my heart goes out to you. Once a Marine, always a Marine, & you are a proven soldier on and off the battlefield. I hope this message finds you healthy & sober. Thank you for your service, blessings & well wishes to you and yours as you fight on. 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@ShAdoW9631Ай бұрын
I don’t know you Mike , but I love you brother your not alone keep strong ..🤜🤛
@landrewmackinnon4888Ай бұрын
I'm so sorry. Please stay clean for yourself, for her, for all of us. Sorry for your pain and your loss.
@Floppy_Bacon2 ай бұрын
You don't just hear Alice in Chains music. It shakes every fiber of your soul. I miss Layne so very much. 😢
@Stevie_Nickels2 ай бұрын
Absolutely
@adamlee90712 ай бұрын
@rory-x9w100%
@adamlee90712 ай бұрын
@rory-x9wso true
@gregkilleen56782 ай бұрын
I wish now that there was social media back then cause just maybe we all could've told him how much his music meant to us
@brianfaul1542 ай бұрын
Same
@driver15512 ай бұрын
Young woman. This band entertained, captivated and haunted an entire generation. I still feel 17 when I hear this song.
@antonythicknesse18412 ай бұрын
So so true.
@daniellecoleman69792 ай бұрын
im 44 and this song plays in my head every single day. I struggle and want to use but i try so hard so damn hard daily to live this life.
@stealth_striker26182 ай бұрын
Real talk right there
@jeredtansky59612 ай бұрын
I am an original listener and commiserate, melancholy, and what the fuck so ever feeler of this real band. Not many are this real. I like hearing her rendering of lanes. I like hearing a more structured “answer” to what I am and/or have felt decades ago. “Choices” lol. “Crack that nutshell” She seems genuine either way and I like she’s done her research lyrically and otherwise.
@manfromanotherplace4202 ай бұрын
@@daniellecoleman6979i hear you . Me too
@knivesout8862 ай бұрын
"Mourning your own life" is the best description I've ever heard for depression
@jamesfisher9952 ай бұрын
I guess but he specifically said it's the mourning of his life before he was famous. He hated being famous.
@Spindrift_87Ай бұрын
I feel that 100% - it seems true for Layne in this song and I sense it calls to something in my own thought patterns. Not alone there, friend
@ericharrison6418Ай бұрын
Mourning your own life. While still living it. It’s not uncommon.
@HeckelnHydeАй бұрын
Yeah it was
@Pedal2_the_MetalАй бұрын
100% agree...I actually was just trying to describe it to someone from the seasons of depression I have faced in my life. It is dark...it is lonely, but you like it and don't want to do anything to leave - but know you have to get out somehow...or the light at the end of the tunnel just gets smaller and smaller. The A7X song Buried Alive says it well also: Hey, I can't live in here for another day Darkness has kept the light concealed Grim as ever Hold on to faith as I dig another grave Meanwhile, the mice endure the wheel Real as ever And it seems I've been buried alive
@braydenzagel925019 күн бұрын
I am not an addict. But as a man I weep when I hear this song and relate to every word. We fight our battle all alone. Then we kos…
@braydenzagel925019 күн бұрын
Almost Four times as many suicides are men
@GrandCrusader2 ай бұрын
I'm at 53-year-old man and yet every time I hear this song I start crying like a baby. I never knew Layne but his journey was so lost and woeful. There's a reason why his voice is regarded as one of the best.
@jasonsuter132 ай бұрын
You're not on your own,I'm 51 gets me everytime
@GregCrook-x4v2 ай бұрын
Me too
@Frankosterman2 ай бұрын
Ha , same ❤️🙏
@bretthumphries41252 ай бұрын
Same brother......
@TheStaffordboysАй бұрын
55 and misty eyed while I type this
@tylery78812 ай бұрын
The entire Jar Of Flies EP that this song is on is absolutely worth your time
@kerbyfab2 ай бұрын
One of my most favorite albums of all time! When that was released, me and all my friends had it on repeat for about a year…. Was a great time, fresh out of high school in our first apartments. 😂
@BradenA-t4d2 ай бұрын
Exactly! My favorite song on that album is don't follow! But then again they all are! Even swing on this!
@hollybowden80092 ай бұрын
❤😢 yes.
@troyreinagle81532 ай бұрын
Jar Of Flies saved me many times.
@BradenA-t4d2 ай бұрын
@@troyreinagle8153 yes me too jar of flies saved my life real talk
@OliverHunter-00chef2 ай бұрын
Staley’s ability to convey emotion is unrivalled in the last 30+ years. He was a gift to us all. RIP
@mommyof3_9082 ай бұрын
Sure was.. best vocalist of my time
@BradenA-t4d2 ай бұрын
Exactly! Spot on! You can say that again! So true! 100% agree!
@somshisom96942 ай бұрын
Couldn’t agree more
@christywright40392 ай бұрын
I agree 💯 percent with you!
@-_JayR_-2 ай бұрын
People don't have an original message anymore. Most of the music you hear today is all the same thing being said, but in a slightly different way. You can't put emotion into something you don't believe in and stand for in life.
@spanovich13 күн бұрын
This song makes me cry so hard as soon as I hear the intro it starts and doesn't end until well after it is over. It is one of my favorites. It also gives me goosebumps because nostalgia from my childhood.
@chriswebb1111Ай бұрын
this song saved me. I have now been clean for 21 years. absolutely love alive in chains and Lane will always be my spirit animal.
@BrianJarman-nb5ip29 күн бұрын
Bless you.
@damunchman31202 ай бұрын
Lane Staley was the voice of my generation. His songs and lyrics touched those who listened. An unmistakable voice. RIP Lane, we still love you everyday.
@nathanlindahl83362 ай бұрын
Layne* Show some respect
@shiahalud2 ай бұрын
Layne was the soul. Chris Cornell was the voice.
@nancysantamarialatica11412 ай бұрын
Gen x me too
@pleaseshutup70532 ай бұрын
@@nathanlindahl8336hahahaha
2 ай бұрын
Lane and Cantrell best harmonizing duo ever
@alicaveltman30212 ай бұрын
Down in a Hole from the same show is incredible, I highly recommend it. ❤
@Anomondaris2 ай бұрын
That’s the song I would have suggested she start with.
@GreelTheMindRaker2 ай бұрын
Yes.
@mattmorin44762 ай бұрын
Definitely a must watch. This whole show was the best Unplugged hands down
@danielmoore36342 ай бұрын
Also over now. Underrated
@danzataxiaapc2 ай бұрын
💯
@AriacusticoАй бұрын
GOOSEBUMPS!!!! STILL LISTENING AIC 26 YEARS LATER....
@floydsemlow8253Ай бұрын
❤
@1984Musicforever2 ай бұрын
I've had depression for 20 years and today was an especially hard day. Layne is one of the few voices that can always help me when I get like this. The algorithm just knew.
@skipdog99122 ай бұрын
Quit the booze if you dabble. Your depression will lift completely.
@1984Musicforever2 ай бұрын
@@skipdog9912 ya my depression isn't substance related. I'll have it my whole life.
@stijnp86752 ай бұрын
@@1984MusicforeverI’m on year 20 too. Hang in there
@kNowFixx2 ай бұрын
hang in there bro. for me, I know that my depression is mostly environment related. being stuck having to work, being stuck in a big city at the moment which I don't like. stuff like this. I would be happy if I lived somewhere remote, close to nature, with a good supply of natural healthy food, & without having to work so much except for things I care about. reaching that place eventually is what keeps me going currently.
@wheels1882 ай бұрын
im with you on this ride im 9 days away from being 43 been going thru depression for 24 yrs keep fighting man if ive learned anything in the last 24 yrs of it its that you gotta keep the daily score you 1 depression 0 there will be many tough days that make you say i cant do this and at the end of each day you make it thru is a win and some days that is a very rewarding feeling least this is just my take on it hope my words can help somebody
@capp002 ай бұрын
And if you watch Jerry Cantrell on guitar, he's constantly looking over at Layne, keeping an eye on his best friend. Jerry spent lots of time trying to help Layne through his battles over the years.
@mikeronald38122 ай бұрын
Jerry was really the leader of that band. I always liked Layne.
@TonyMastricola2 ай бұрын
Jerry was also trying not to puke from food poisoning and is why you see a black garbage can under Jerry throughout the Unplugged concert.
@jedhatcher2522 ай бұрын
Jerry kicked him out of the band
@jedhatcher2522 ай бұрын
He was looking over at him cause Layne kept fucking up or falling asleep. In fact he was pissed off
@capp002 ай бұрын
@@jedhatcher252 Layne was never kicked out of the band and Jerry wasnt "pissed" at him. He was worried. He said this in multiple interviews.
@ddubbz19792 ай бұрын
He was in a supergroup called Mad Season. They did a song called Wake Up. It was about his addiction and life. And it's beautiful.
@Nick173542 ай бұрын
Wake Up is one of my favorites from Layne. I recently found out his mother puts on an annual tribute to Layne, and sings that song there. Check it out: kzbin.info/www/bejne/qpPLgpWNe9qohKM
@DreadfulNW2 ай бұрын
Wake Up and River of Deceit are so good. Some of the sounds, and not even the words, just the sounds he makes, they are so heartwrenching and pained.
@BranceCrantly2 ай бұрын
@@DreadfulNW River of Deceit is one of my favs, but hard to sing along to without coming to tears.
@kevintunaley50792 ай бұрын
That song November Hotel lets you see how good of a guitarist Pearl Jams Mike McCready really is ! the Live at the Moore Video is epic !
@FrankH-d6x2 ай бұрын
River of deceit, is excellent also.
@mohammed.565Ай бұрын
I lived with addiction for around 2 decades. I've been sober for 539 days. Every time I listen to this i'd remember when it came out. Every time I'd also tear and feel so sad till now. The weight of addiction and sadness never truly leaves even when sober. It is so true that it is a battle we fight alone, and always. RIP Layne Staley. You will always be a friend in my hard and dark days.
@erichk16742 ай бұрын
This era of music will go down as one of the best . R.I.P. Layne , Curt , Chris , Scott . All legends .
@bink52422 ай бұрын
kurt
@mike9354232 ай бұрын
Shannon, Brad, Chester,
@thenarrator19842 ай бұрын
Eddie? Zach. Ed. And Ed. Maynard. Scott
@mungus38382 ай бұрын
Layne was the real deal. 100%. The sound of the struggle
@hollandmiller91042 ай бұрын
You forgot to mention Lanegan.
@discreteentropy2 ай бұрын
A somber cry for help, and we were simply entertained. RIP to a legend.
@joe199122 ай бұрын
Obviously people tried to help him, sometimes it doesn't take. He was haunted by the death of his girlfriend and just spiraled down.
@drinnerd85322 ай бұрын
@@joe19912 This is true. Sometimes, it's a very strange dichotomy of wanting to be free... wanting to be well... but feeling like there's no way home, no matter what you do, so you just give up. This is believing the lie that you don't realize is whispering in your ear, sometimes... not until it's too late.
@blackspring32072 ай бұрын
@@joe19912 His dad also abandoned him and only came back into his life because he got famous and had access to drugs and money.
@allemander2 ай бұрын
I’m not addicted to anything and this song still rips my heart out and has me balling tears. It’s just so relatable, so emotional, so incredibly well-written and masterfully performed. RIP LS
@jonmaida706Ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@Fizzy1003Ай бұрын
The lead singer is dead due addiction and if you payed attention he was high as fuck and the guitarist had to cover for the vocal for him
@kittywampusdrums4963Ай бұрын
Im addicted to rancid mayonaise from a turkey baster help!
@joethafunkyhomosapien13 күн бұрын
As someone in heavy addiction you hit the nail on the head bless to hear someone understands
@ts379812 күн бұрын
all the best to you. Addiction sucks
@cbdawg42422 ай бұрын
Layne and Jerry’s harmonies are some of the best ever
@BridgetFitzgerald-w9p2 ай бұрын
❤ it's undeniable they're the goats of harmonizing together. I love Alice in Chains so much!¡! I'm proud of Jerry and the guys for going on with William Duvall to bring us more wonderful music 🎶
@adamlee90712 ай бұрын
💯
@ChrisMooreorless-kj9utАй бұрын
Years ago I found isolated vocal tracks of Layne & Jerry on YT. Just incredible! Check it out if u haven't already.👍🔥
@glb50532 ай бұрын
Brings a tear to see someone experience Layne for the first time.
@momof3hamlyn256Ай бұрын
Welcome to genX’s world. You’re welcome😉
@thetranz13nt52Ай бұрын
Got me too lol
@blainenelson23192 ай бұрын
The “Unplugged” session is one of my all time favorite albums. The acoustic instruments really allow his voice to ring true and convey all that emotion. Absolute masterpiece…
@kharilane13402 ай бұрын
Me too. Mostly because of this song.
@MrGeorgeSchultz16 күн бұрын
I’ve been sober for just over a year and what you said about it’s like climbing a mountain and you’ve never been trained on how to climb a mountain… that couldn’t be more true. Thank you. You made me cry listening to you in this video.
@bosthrows48052 ай бұрын
This song sums up my life too well. No addiction issues, just a long series of neglect, abuse, and other traumatic events. Definitely leaves you with a very lonely feeling existence
@nathanlindahl83362 ай бұрын
It’s weird how this depressing of a song is so comforting isn’t it?
@bosthrows48052 ай бұрын
@@nathanlindahl8336 for me, the comfort comes from knowing that I'm not alone in the way I feel
@redrune1002 ай бұрын
i hear and relate
@logancampbell61572 ай бұрын
Everyone one has a story. This song sums it up in...well, a nutshell
@kennethriddle4332 ай бұрын
I'm there with you friend. I recently had all of my issues thrown in my face. I'm going through the same shit all over again. I feel doomed to repeat this cycle my whole life.
@toddr24222 ай бұрын
Was addicted for 20+ years, this had me in tears . I know exactly how he felt. God gave me kids that saved my life ... if u are suffering, it can be overcome. Keep fighting .
@littleteethkeith2 ай бұрын
Wasn’t addicted to drugs or alcohol. However I was addicted to darkness and hopelessness for 20 plus years. Then in my late 30s God gave me my son and daughter. I remember the feeling of being free for the first time in two decades.
@chrisradmer69482 ай бұрын
Amen to that! Having children slowed me down as well and drove me to being a responsible family man. Wife and kids were the best that ever happened to me
@LostLady-vs1uh2 ай бұрын
Thank you 😢 ❤
@daveobrien51892 ай бұрын
Don't give up u can keep going
@frankholmes417521 күн бұрын
@@littleteethkeith i feel ya, its the worse being in your own head.
@beezysbeatz49242 ай бұрын
I'm 6 yrs clean from opiate dependence, but I still fight depression everyday. She's right. This song describes depression and addiction perfectly.
@joemcintyre21052 ай бұрын
Congrats❤
@horohorosrin2 ай бұрын
Had you heard it before, or is this a new one for you?
@JROD51502 ай бұрын
Hang in there brother. I don't know you, but I know you. Be the winner.
@PattiInNYC2 ай бұрын
Sending you LOVE and HOPE and INTERNAL PEACE
@shockayoface53532 ай бұрын
If you don't mind me asking which kind of opiate was it? I've been on Fentanyl for 2 and 1/2 years and every time I try to stop the withdrawals literally feel like they are going to kill me for real. And then I start to use again because I feel I will die even in medical detox. My heart does all kind of crazy stuff, hot and cold at the same time, skin feels like it's being stabbed with knives all over, stomach destroyed and vomiting, panic attacks and anxiety that would make you want to stab your brain, such a horrible smell as well. I can't get that smell out of my head even though I just used an hour ago I can still smell it. That's what happens every time I try to detox when I'm withdrawaling. What is that smell? That's one of my questions what is that smell? Could you smell it when you were withdrawing? And just many other symptoms as well. It's like hell on Earth. Another question. How did you stop? How did you make it through the withdrawals because I can't do it? I feel as if I will die. Even trying to detox in the hospital because that I have tried numerous times. I'll be honest the high for 3 or 4 weeks until I run out of money worth the few days of withdrawals till I get more money. But it's called so many problems in my life and still causing any problems so is it really worth it? None of this is worth it. They are so bad and I am so depressed that I can't come off of this shit. I really want to but my body needs it to survive now I feel. I feel I will die if I stop taking fentanyl. I lost my wife. Lost all kinds of stuff. Its at the point now where I don't even get high anymore. I just get a buzz that lasts for about an hour and that's it. Just to be able to function. I don't know what to do and I truly would feel better dead. What do I do? Do you have any advice? I got hooked on this stuff originally because I got shot four times by my brother-in-law and they wouldn't give me any pain meds in the hospital. So I started taking Percocets from a friend I knew. Person I was buying them off of came around and said all he had was fentanyl. And naturally I took it because I was dope sick from not having the Percocets. It definitely was never my drug of choice. I'm down with addictions many different drugs and alcohol. This is my floor and the worst off I've ever been when it comes to being dope sick.
@brillowolfАй бұрын
I agree with a lot of your inflections of this video/song. Except regarding the “no one to cry to” excerpt. Sometimes it isn’t enough to merely have someone available. It needs to be more, it needs to be someone relatable who has experienced what you’ve going through or the journey you are on. If the ones available haven’t been there then the understanding needed isn’t available. Even those closest to you can become irrelevant. Laine is one of if not the greatest loss to our continuum. His creativity and relevance were so important during a dark time for me and I still haven’t recovered fully from his passing, nor have I been able to find a supplement. Thank you for what you do and thank you for the appreciation that you show to what I feel is one of the most creative musical generations to bare their souls to the world. ❤
@juliastoeva9780Ай бұрын
❤ Beautiful comment!
@My3Sons333Күн бұрын
Love your comments. God bless you
@Blue.Indian2 ай бұрын
I've struggled with addiction for many years and this song helped me through a lot of sleepless and lonely nights. I'm currently 2 years sober and when I listen to this song it brings me back to that dark place for a moment but it helps at the same time. It's hard to explain but it's such a real feeling
@danskeeloNotHackedАй бұрын
You are aware of that and that says a lot about your strength. I feel you.
@dawnfrankel5360Ай бұрын
I totally get what you're saying..it's brings back bad memories but it also helps you cope with recovery. So I do get what you mean.. cause I'm right there with you
@johnbarszczak3926Ай бұрын
Amen 'I feel the same experience
@bryancarrier6032Ай бұрын
Congrats on your sobriety! Keep up the good work, and keep fighting one day at a time.
@rodrigoflores343928 күн бұрын
... AIC através de sua arte, talento e sensibilidade conseguem transmitir um pouco da dor que uma pessoa pode sentir com todo esse universo. Amo AIC... cada nota do baixo tmb é uma facada. Nunca usei drogas ilícitas, mas é possível ter uma noção do drama através da obra desses caras. Amo AIC.
@jasonschaub302 ай бұрын
Notice how right before he says, "Id feel better dead" the music drops out to highlight the line. So brilliant. What a haunted man.
@BridgetFitzgerald-w9p2 ай бұрын
❤ You're absolutely right... I had to go back and listen, they we're just talented and brilliant men... ♥ WoW
@pauldiaz42732 ай бұрын
That line choked me up 😢
@juliastoeva9780Ай бұрын
❤
@shannonwheeler42282 ай бұрын
I was in high school in the early 90's and I believe those were the days that music was so RAW and REAL. Music hit home and hard, and hearing all these songs now really makes me appreciate what we had then. It's a new gift for generations to come.
@robmitchell30392 ай бұрын
For me, as an adult, I actually fully understand what the songs are about. Adds a layer to the brilliance I knew was there as a teenager.
@blainenelson23192 ай бұрын
Class of ‘92, totally agree.
@VillainHoor2 ай бұрын
Class of ‘93. All the feels.
@rachelogden85572 ай бұрын
Class of ‘93 and I was lucky to see them at the Milan Dragway, Milan Mi July 9, 1993. I graduated from high school in 1993 and quit a job at Pizza Hut in order to go. It was worth it 😊
@LukeW915 күн бұрын
“It feels like mourning your own life” is so accurate, wow
@TheMdkarren2 ай бұрын
Layne Staley was the greatest male rock vocalist of all time. I will die on this hill! R.I.P. Layne
@mercuryshadow092 ай бұрын
Yes. And now he's harmonizing with the second greatest vocalist, Chris Cornell.
@AJLinthe5D2 ай бұрын
He's my favorite. AIC is my favorite band.
@jonniep2 ай бұрын
You will not have to die on this alone. I will be on this hill with you and we shall fight together...
@jd-it4on2 ай бұрын
For me it's Chester from lp. Layne was really good tho , 1 of my favorite bands. It was awful seeing the news when each of them passed.
@jd-it4on2 ай бұрын
@mercuryshadow09 also Chester from lp
@MegaForrestgump2 ай бұрын
I remember driving around, getting some food, smoking a little green and then heading to a friends house for this premier. We knew the issues that Layne was having with drugs and we didn't have any expectations to how well he would sing or how badly. Needless to say that we were blown away by how good this entire show was. Rest well, Layne.
@CC_Babblecock2 ай бұрын
Front row ticket to heaven ❤ 🕊️ How lucky / unlucky you were.
@Sigma1_9692 ай бұрын
😭... Layne made me cry today... He made me cry yesterday, probably gonna make me cry tomorrow..
@LadySlippers2 ай бұрын
**HUGS**
@Sigma1_9692 ай бұрын
@@LadySlippers very nice of you.. thanks. You also.
@EvelynnLenoreAngel10 күн бұрын
Passes the Kleenex across
@Sigma1_96910 күн бұрын
@EvelynnLenoreAngel thanks.. I ran out. 🥰
@JamboFox26 күн бұрын
This song rips me apart every time. HOPE and PEACE to those that are suffering. ❤️
@mikehawkins47522 ай бұрын
My son is addicted to drugs and these hauntingly beautiful songs by Alice In Chains help me understand what he's going through.
@bobbafett18492 ай бұрын
im there with you, brother...
@PatternBreaking2 ай бұрын
I was homeless and addicted to opiates of any kind. My mom died a few years ago and one thing I’m so grateful for is being able to say I’m sorry to her and have her really hear it. When she got sick she opened up about her sleepless nights, crying herself to sleep, worrying if I was alive. She knew the demons I was battling so in a way she understood. I’m so grateful that I could tell her I love her without the worry behind her eyes. I want that for your son. I know it’s hard on you, but to be truly free from the nutshell, you have to face the ones you hurt first. Then comes the long road facing oneself. I feel free and amazing today. He has come to terms with a couple things but he can too. And I hope he does it before the cycle of life befalls the space between you and him, for it will. And yet, be patient. 🙏🏻
@mikehawkins47522 ай бұрын
@@PatternBreaking It sounds like you have recovered, which gives me hope. My son is in a program that seems to be helping him a great deal.
@PatternBreaking2 ай бұрын
@@mikehawkins4752 That’s great. I’ve spent a lot of time studying and understanding the nature of addiction and have found there’s two lies that every addict believes. One is the grass isn’t greener and the other is being clean and sober is for other people not them. The grass being greener means life is better and easier with drugs and couldn’t possibly feel as good or better without said addiction. The other means having our shit together and a really successful life is for other people not for us. Addicts always believe those two lies. That’s what I meant by coming to terms with a couple things. The good news is that they are obviously not true. So once the addict chooses to recognize those as lies, on a moment to moment basis and begins to make it a core belief that a really happy successful is for them and its way better than drug could induce or augment, then doing all the right things start to make more sense than doing damage out of self loathing. I hope this helps and let me know if I can shed more light for you.
@robmitchell30392 ай бұрын
The openness and honesty about the drugs in their lyrics give such an insight into the minds of addicts. It makes them hit like a hammer, even on softer songs like this.
@planetcampervan2 ай бұрын
3 voices made my grunge era ..Eddie Vedder, Chris Cornell and Layne stalyey. all very emotive voices ...
@Spadeboi2 ай бұрын
Kurt and mark lanegan are good honarable mentions 😁
@SolusT.V.2 ай бұрын
And Scott Weiland from Stone Temple Pilots,a lot of people forget about him and Shannon Hoon from Blind Melon.
@SolusT.V.2 ай бұрын
Can’t forget Kurt Cobain,and now all we have is Eddie.
@FaustoVIII2 ай бұрын
I must add Daniel Johns from Silverchair! 😉
@ianmason20032 ай бұрын
@@FaustoVIIIposer.
@cozenmachine4122 ай бұрын
7 years clean from heroin. Lane helped me through it. Music is therapy and he was/is an excellent therapist.
@gregc2458Ай бұрын
Proud of you!!
@RevanJJ16 күн бұрын
I’ve lived in these feelings most of my life. There’s a song where he says “walls closing in” and I feel that to the core. Almost like my time is up. RIP Layne Ty for sharing your pain so ppl with it later on can not feel quite so alone.
@BraceDeville2 ай бұрын
As an artist, Layne sang his emotions that you felt. As a singer, he had huge vocal range. Truly gifted. R.I.P. Layne
@beezybeez42072 ай бұрын
As an artist you should know he didn’t write any of the songs or lyrics. The guitarist did.
@BraceDeville2 ай бұрын
@@beezybeez4207 Does that somehow diminish what I said?
@beezybeez42072 ай бұрын
@@BraceDeville no I’m illiterate and misunderstood what you said and made an ignorant comment.
@DrCorpse2 ай бұрын
@@beezybeez4207 That's not true at all. Layne and Jerry both wrote AIC lyrics
@Fkit_Iawia2 ай бұрын
I listen to this every day. That and down in a hole. I have a full time job, I don't do drugs, yet I listen to it. It speaks to me in a different way. Layne, gone but not forgotten bud. RIP
@Whyus793Ай бұрын
At some point in my day, I don't think a day has passed in 35 years that I haven't played AIC
@harpua8298Ай бұрын
Same, I grew up with addicts but fortunately never got hooked on anything harder than cigarettes myself; but this still feels like he's speaking for me somehow
@carissaweidman5869Ай бұрын
Because she’s wrong. This song was not about his addiction, it was about his depression and loss of self in his life. The addiction was the result.
@Fkit_IawiaАй бұрын
Anyways, it's my bday. I'm gonna listen. It hits different for me. It reminds me that I'm not shit so
@diversitycandle57082 ай бұрын
"I just want to hug him" So didn't we all, so didn't we all :(
@lmfap7929 күн бұрын
His true friends tried until his last days
@reggiecaan15 күн бұрын
@@diversitycandle5708 negrofiliac…
@jordanparker835911 күн бұрын
Army combat vet 2 deployments lost my best friend in Afghanistan in 2016. I also grew up a pretty rough childhood. But losing my best friend broke me. I came home was drinking a 12 pack and a half a 5th of whiskey a night to get to sleep. I still struggle with alcohol but I’m working on it. I suffer with PTSD, Anxiety and moderately severe depression. This song and Black by Pearl Jam are my songs I’ll just blare them when I’m feeling low and just let the tears go. It’s not easy but we can get through this. I’m actively working on things with the VA finally after 8 years.
@shawbotusmc10 күн бұрын
Similar story man. It doesn't get easier, just easier to deal with. Keep pushing, it's not just for you anymore. From a Marine to a Soldier, don't stop moving.... You get to do this, for them.
@jordanparker835910 күн бұрын
@@shawbotusmc100% Brother! If it wasn’t for my daughter I wouldn’t be here.. I thank God every day that he gave me her and a second chance
@jordanparker835910 күн бұрын
@@shawbotusmcThank you for that and I’ve got your 6
@PortaPooper2 ай бұрын
"Dont Follow" is another one to give you the feels.
@cbdawg42422 ай бұрын
Don’t Follow is their most underrated song. I feel it gets lost in the wash but it’s one of my absolute favorites
@taratardiff73782 ай бұрын
ABSOLUTELY AGREE!!
@couls3able2 ай бұрын
@@cbdawg4242Yes! My favorite!
@korihayes34772 ай бұрын
Yes, i would say it is second to Shame in You.
@anthonyperrine60202 ай бұрын
Thanks. Now I have to hear it SOB!
@Brit_tizzle2 ай бұрын
Struggled most of my adult life with addiction after being prescribed opioids for minor back pain in high school. It ricocheted from there. I know exactly the helplessness he talks about. It took over a decade to get my life back. What a talent he was. Don’t give up hope, we need you here. ❤
@danielrenshaw58142 ай бұрын
I battled addiction and depression for years. almost three years sober now. Alice in Chains has always been one of my favourite bands and this song brings a tear to my eye every time. I can related to every word and emotion in his voice. Very powerful song and he had arguably one of the best voices of our generation.
@WWEPICKLERICK3162 ай бұрын
So happy for you man stay sober and live a good life ❤
@cameronconsidine6477Ай бұрын
Amazing video. Glad you took this time and this song is too damn real. Hope everyone keeps fighting for Layne!
@sunniedwards51832 ай бұрын
His voice stirs the soul. You can feel his feelings in his songs and it’s heartbreaking. The sadness, shame, angst, loss.
@ninevehguitar2 ай бұрын
I bought the “Jar of Flies” EP the day it came out, and I’ll tell you… As someone who has battled depression most of my life, this song still hits just as hard, if not more so than it did 30 years ago. Layne Staley was a heavy loss for those of us fortunate enough to have grown up in this era, largely because we knew he’d lost his battle, but we’d also lost one of the greatest and most genuine voices of our generation. For me, it serves as a reminder of where I don’t want to go ever again. Most of my friends don’t understand why I listen to music like this when I’m depressed. That is why. It heals me. And this is exactly why I am a musician. Music is SUCH a powerful thing when the emotion is genuine.
@christophersuggs2 ай бұрын
We may be cut from the same cloth. Ever forward, dude.
@leogiles16302 ай бұрын
Right on, brother. Ditto!
@pjackson83222 ай бұрын
Absolutely, those of us that have been through real depression, music like this is a healing reminder of what we went through and dont want to go back to, but (for me at least) for a bad day this is like a visit from an old friend saying "I know what you're going through, but it'll be ok". My friend of misery from Metallica was my song that got me out. It'll forever hold that place in my soul.
@ninevehguitar2 ай бұрын
@@pjackson8322 Absolutely! “My Friend of Misery” is my favorite song on that album, largely for similar reasons. Jason’s bassline on that song literally sounds like loneliness to me.
@MrDougthepug2 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@briankeevan8134Ай бұрын
She delivers one of the very best summations of addiction & helplessness I’ve ever heard. Thank You. You truly get it.🙏🏻
@danaparsons760Ай бұрын
She does not truly get it go to the hospital and say I'm going to kill myself and the doctor say "well what do you want me to do about it"? Go to the shrink and say I need help. Well try this pill try that pill try that pill try all these pills. Like that's supposed to make a difference they made me crazier than I already was 40 fucken years of it!!!😫😫😈😈🤢🤢
@nate41463 күн бұрын
This was just a massive therapy session for me. Just cried the entire time. I’m so grateful for songs like this that help to alleviate the struggles of my internal war. It brings me to that place a good conversation with someone who understands me intimately would. There may not be an answer In the song but it takes you away from the problem for a minute.
@dooper1732 ай бұрын
You randomly popped up in my feed a couple weeks ago, and I instantly became a huge fan. You really do make me smile at a point in my life where that rarely happens. You've really got me considering trying therapy again, too. You're a beautiful soul, thank you for what you do.
@briansmad12 ай бұрын
That voice carried me through dark times. Chester, Kurt, Layne helped me more than they could have ever imagined
@smileygladhands2 ай бұрын
Incredible song, incredible performance. Got me tearing up.
@cbdawg42422 ай бұрын
Every time
@RLS11JRАй бұрын
Addiction is horrible. I struggled with opioids for a long time. I just recently passed my 50/50 (half my life) hitting 26 years. Anyone out there fighting, seek help. There are people out there that will be there for you. You are without a doubt not alone. Stay strong!
@A-stray422 ай бұрын
RIP Layne, we love you so much. I wish he knew how many he helped to save.
@CodyOsborn12 ай бұрын
I'm a therapist and grew up with this. Thanks for making me cry
@JonathanSullivan-zq3ur2 ай бұрын
You might check out "Down in a hole" also unplugged. It has one of the best lines I've ever heard about addiction: "I've eaten the sun so my tongue has been burned of the taste". I am thankful every day that when I was hooked on opioids some 25 years ago, that all of these pills laced with fentanyl were not around. There is little question that I would not be alive today
@Footsoldier12342 ай бұрын
That's my favorite lyric they have ever wrote. Jerry wrote absolute poetry.
@mercuryshadow092 ай бұрын
A friend had chronic shoulder problems, he had to go out of town for work and couldn't get his prescription refilled before he left. He got some pills off the street that were laced and OD'd two years ago.
@BridgetFitzgerald-w9p2 ай бұрын
@@mercuryshadow09❤😢 Omgosh... how f**king sad!¡! To be prescribed that medicine for the right purpose... However, we all now know no matter who you are and you're taking these drugs... it only takes 2 weeks to become addicted. To hear this comment is heartbreaking 💔 though... He literally had to have something to not become sick from withdrawal... Smh!¡! I'm so very sorry for your loss. I'm in complete amazement "not that it happened exactly," but that the way it happened, and the fact that it shouldn't have happened. Opiates are 1 of the most harmful things to come off of and withdrawl from, I hope he's resting in perfect peace... ♥
@joshglenn7091Ай бұрын
Down in a hole lyrics are written by jerry about his cheating on long time girlfriend. "I've eaten the sun, tongue has been burned by the taste" means he tasted stardom and got burned by that lifestyle
@Marfoir0303Ай бұрын
I love his music aand a saw them in concert several times once with Layne Staley I’m a Combat Veteran with PTSD & this music comforts me and keeps me sober 27 year active duty Military retired
@unleashed822 ай бұрын
As a teenager I was terrible at singing lyrics and not paying attention to the words. So sad he was literally telling us his problems And still never got the help he needed. Such an inspiring voice.
@VionaV42 ай бұрын
I think he has been in rehab many times... But while touring it was hard to stay clean.. I do believe he needed more connection, more love and support. And less of the rockstar-lifestyle.
@adamw13Ай бұрын
He had a zillion people around him that tried to help. They weren't even touring anymore for years. He couldn't be helped. Sadly.
@dawnfrankel5360Ай бұрын
Greatest vocalist of all time... Alice and chains albums have helped me thru my addiction. I lost my husband April 20,2023 and these songs help me... I've been in recovery for 3 yrs now.. this songs express a lot of my feelings. Thank you Alice in Chains...we miss you Layne
@hicksdiesel2 ай бұрын
That song is what depression feels like. Something deep inside you that you can’t get away from…a shadow always beside you.
@bsea35Ай бұрын
I listened to this album on my diskman shortly after it came out and was hospitalized for psychosis and depression. They had no idea I was listening to this in private. But it actually helped me get through my 18 year old self. Hard growing up in Seattle in the 90’s
@Anthony-rg5oj2 ай бұрын
I play this on my guitar at least 3 times a day, i suffer from severe depression and i do not take pharmaceutical medication, i unfortunately self medicate, what i do now is nothing compared to what i was doing, managed to quit hard drugs on my own with no treatment needed, i play my guitar and its a natural high for me, i smoke marijuana, i do not drink, since i was a child i suffered from depression, my father got me my first guitar and it has always been a big help in my life, i can now feel like i control my life way better because of that guitar, ive basically seen it and used it as a tool to help myself for years now.. im blessed to have my music
@jeffw92322 ай бұрын
God bless you, brother. I've been on every anti-depressant known to man and all they ever did was make me not give a sh*t about feeling so empty and hopeless. Weed helped until I developed lung issues recently, and had to stop smoking. Tried the gummies, but they don't affect me in positive way. I don't drink either, but listening to and playing music does more good than anything else ever has. I just bought a new saxophone, and I'm learning bass guitar. Music transcends. Good luck to you.
@humorbegone2 ай бұрын
Good on you for not drinking, it’s an easy destructive escape.
@KurtMiller-y2w2 ай бұрын
My wife's best friend just died yesterday from complications of extended alchohol use. We tried to get her help for the last 8 months.she had gone into rehab and also the ER multiple times, and each time she'd come out and drink until we'd have to get her help or take her to er again. We tried hard to get her help, but she couldn't beat her addiction. She was in intensive care for over a week when her body just gave out! We're terribly sad but we did everything we could to help her. Never give up on the loved ones in ur lives!!! That are dealing with addiction it's not that they don't want.to stop they just can't stop!!! R.I.P. OUR DEAR DEAR FRIEND!!
@davidcross23412 ай бұрын
Perfectly said
@BarryDouthitt-kz9xdАй бұрын
Kurt Miller I've always said everyone always feels like they should have tried harder to save their friend/loved one when it's too late what you said is dead on DONT GIVE UP ON THEM
@Tommy-he7dx2 ай бұрын
"Down in a Hole" from the same session is just as powerful as this track. Amazing Band
@tea-od7qgКүн бұрын
RIP LAYNE, your voice was able to capture pain like no other
@jonlandin24402 ай бұрын
I saw them in 1993 at their peak. During the opening riffs a light was shone behind them onto a large sheet which was at the front of the stage hanging down; they were just large exaggerated shadows. Layne walks out last, the crowd goes nuts and he just puts a peace sign up with one hand, before they went into Dam That River and the sheet dropped. I have seen pretty much every big group in my 52 years, but for some reason I will always remember that moment. Even though it was so simple and in a small arena. Before the web you never saw much of these bands, only their video on MTV , especially in remote parts of the country. So they were sort of unreal to see in person.
@OliverHunter-00chef2 ай бұрын
93 was there best year, they were all superb talents but he shone so brightly yet briefly. A one off vocalist
@ChrisMooreorless-kj9ut2 ай бұрын
2nd to last band Lollapalooza '93 Charlotte N.C.
@jamesbarker98952 ай бұрын
The candle which burns twice as bright burns half as long. RIP Layne and RIP Mike
@jeffgregory67092 ай бұрын
I love how you expressed this song and broke it down. Speaking as an opiate addict myself. It makes me remember those days and how uncontrollable my decisions were within my life. Such a powerful song, and you can feel the pain in his voice.
@Naught359Ай бұрын
During this performance, Layne was extremely drugged up, falling out of his chair most the night and leaving the stage. At one point the band was going to quit before Layne got his shit together. The audience was extremely upset and some leaving to the point the production almost shut down. What was supposed to only be 2 hours turned into several, and we ended up with the best Unplugged performance of the era. Sometimes, there is beauty in chaos.
@kevincoady5248Ай бұрын
What source did you get this information from that the band almost quit in the middle of the performance. All the unplugged are pieced together as a smooth constant show, but that goes for most of the unplugged.
@kylesmithers447826 күн бұрын
This never happened lmao
@shawncorley322924 күн бұрын
This absolutely happened. There was footage in a documentary. He couldn’t even sit on the stool and the band was embarrassed and pissed. He was so high the entire time. It’s why Jerry Cantrell looks back at another band member and gives him a nod and smile in the Down in a hole performance… because he was actually getting through the performance at that point and absolutely killing it while being high as balls. They stitched together the “Unplugged” show, but that’s not at all how it actually happened.
@Naught35924 күн бұрын
@@shawncorley3229 I ignored them because all they had to do was look at little. If they're not willing to do that, they don't deserve my attention.
@aquacleaning499423 күн бұрын
@@shawncorley3229na dude, Layne didn't want to perform until Mike got a small amount of heroin that he and Layne split in the back. That's why when he first walks out he performs with his glasses on. He wasn't super high, he was high fighting withdrawals but still killed it minus a few fuck ups
@Emilie-one2 ай бұрын
This song is so beautifully sad and I agree it is the depiction of depression. Haunting is the perfect word to describe this. This one hurts my heart especially because of how he died. RIP❤
@VionaV42 ай бұрын
Mine too 💔
@rickyc81352 ай бұрын
AIC never gets old, simply the BEST !!!!!!! They deserve ROCK n ROLL HALL OF FAME!!!!!!!
@AJLinthe5D2 ай бұрын
They're the best.
@kimmaldonado36402 ай бұрын
When this song was released, Depression wasn't talked about. That is why this song hits so hard for so many. I am so thankful you can talk about these things more now without it being taboo.
@gizzyandthelizzy16 күн бұрын
When I hear this song, I can’t help but cry every time. You see the pain, the sadness in Layne and you certainly hear it. But please tell me you watched and listened to the entire Alice In Chains MTV Unplugged because not only is it popular culture, it is a gift to this freaking earth ❤
@ScottKroetz2 ай бұрын
"Oh my God, his voice." Enough said right there.❤
@anthonyperrine60202 ай бұрын
A lot of these people gave us strength to move on. Hearing these songs is like talking to a friend. I'm here because of them. Love and stay strong.
@phill.152 ай бұрын
This channel has been such a blessing for me. Struggled with addiction since elementary school and that led to more addictions when I reached high school. I’m 24 now and finally have been able to overcome most of them but still find myself going back to the first addiction that began in second grade. Your idea of addiction being our “nutshell,” us not having a “nutcracker” in our homes, and it taking more than a few times smacking it on the counter to crack it is a really good analogy for what I feel. Thank you for what you’re doing on KZbin, you have the potential and platform now to change so many peoples lives including my own. Will definitely be subscribing and keeping my eye out for more videos of yours that speak to me. God bless you🙏🏼
@nathanstanley45752 күн бұрын
I've sat with this song many times. No real addictions but depression and ptsd from a narcissistic relationship. Every part of me was being taken over and every attempt to escape became mistakes and rought me with guilt. I'm still learning to rebuild and forgive myself and her
@buckesmalls2 ай бұрын
It only gets heavier. Layne was was able to put his feelings into lyrics that will live forever. The best band of the 90s.
@mdavidf2 ай бұрын
Nutshell has been in my top five favorite songs since it was released. I blast the speakers each time it comes on.
@AJLinthe5D2 ай бұрын
I like it too. I have a T-shirt with a picture of Layne and some of the lyrics on it.
@alexguitarman1002 ай бұрын
Layne died when I was 7. I've only properly got into AIC since last year and he has impacted me so much. I would have given anything to see him in his prime. RIP you fucking legend
@Mass_bigbaits9 күн бұрын
He wore those gloves because his hands were so infected from shooting dope! This song has gotten me through and continues to get me through dark times! Rest easy Layne!
@Stolly582 ай бұрын
There was countless times i put this song on while in active addiction, homeless and no where to go. Got me through a lot of tough times but also drove me deeper into depression sometimes. 2 years clean now though!
@m_i_s_t_a_h__j_2 ай бұрын
RIP, Layne. Your gifts to us will never be forgotten. 😔
@-_JayR_-2 ай бұрын
Everyone wanted you to listen to this version specifically because this is the perfect showcase of how deep into addiction and depression Layne was at the time.
@darrynmccartney11183 күн бұрын
Layne Stayley. Battling a seriously, crippling heroin addiction. His body is essentially dying. In pain from withdrawals, he had to shoot up not long before playing this legendary unplugged, like enough to ease the pain and withdrawals. He then opens his mouth, heart, and soul, and out comes the most intimate, powerful, haunting, and amazing vocal performances of all time. One of the greatest vocalists of all time and one of the most unique voices ever. Rest easy, Layne. You are missed.
@Vaygon2 ай бұрын
Layne has such a voice , he was a genuine person , that drugs took him , sadly he is only remember by his fans (i'm a big fan too) and his mother, of course and Friends. FOREVER Layne!
@ajc53702 ай бұрын
Lane was really beautiful, it was said that he had slipped off the stool a bit here and needed help getting back up he struggled on for years and years. The way that his mother found him was absolutely heartbreaking
@truxsuxable2 ай бұрын
Layne's problems of depression and addiction is the main reasons I was ever drawn to AIC so I had someone I could relate to and understood my problems.
@dustinsheppard8929Ай бұрын
This song has been a warm blanket for me for as long as I can remember. I been on the roller coaster of addiction for years and years. Getting and staying sober for 3 up to 4 years and then falling. Building a life up around me, then watching it fall apart. I am a musician and I have learned to play this song on about 6 different instruments. Sometimes just singing it in my my head has helped me keep going for another day. Knowing that someone else has had the same fears, thoughts, overwhelming emotions. Has helped me and its helped me relate to others around me. Music like this is heartbreaking. However, listening to this song in a group and everyone in the room saying "YES I'VE FELT SOMETHING LIKE THAT" instantly breaks down a lot of walls and opens up the room for healing.
@jacobbrunson1132 ай бұрын
Imagine her reacting to "Love, Hate, Love" by Alice In Chains
@damunchman31202 ай бұрын
Or Would, Down in a Hole, Rooster
@tracithomas65432 ай бұрын
Gotta be the Live at the Moore version.
@jacobbrunson1132 ай бұрын
@@tracithomas6543 ABSOLUTELY
@cbdawg42422 ай бұрын
I really hope she grabs that performance. That’s peak Layne with is talent and powerful sound.
@azaer1232 ай бұрын
100% the greatest live song of all time IMHO.
@dsz24482 ай бұрын
You nailed it. Haunting…that was his voice. There will never be another
@BridgetFitzgerald-w9p2 ай бұрын
❤️ NEVER ever be another, which is so hard to realize. The world goes in circles, however if another music Revolution takes place, 1 thing is sadly known... Layne Staley will not be, and can't be again. Sad to think about.
@terryyunie47872 ай бұрын
I heard somebody say. “When you’re happy you enjoy the music. When you’re sad you understand the lyrics” This got me through one of toughest times i ever been through, I was lost, not a care in the world. I’m happy to say that’s in the past. It’s unfortunate a lot of people do not get a second chance, they never got a chance to see the beauty what life has to offer. Thank you for this reaction.
@VionaV42 ай бұрын
True 🙏🏻
@benjones321511 күн бұрын
I loved how it’s not just the words that moved you. The silence through the solo and you just feeling it 👏🏼