Therapist Reacts to LEAVE ME ALONE by NF

Therapist analyzes the lyrics of Leave Me Alone by NF to discuss doubt and the way it can feel like it threatens to overwhelm and consume us. We often spend a lot of energy trying to fight all of our doubt at once, and like the song suggests it can be helpful to face and release the doubt one doubt balloon at a time.
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[@chrisgipson1860]

You would absolutely love "Mansion." It's the song that essentially creates NF's universe. If you like analogies, that's the one.

[@michaelmorreale1069]

If you listen to mansion PLEASE listen to Intro III afterwards as it picks up right where mansion leaves off

[@colinduffus383]

Yes. I love how he goes back the "Mansion" in the Hope music video.

[@nataliexoxo7304]

Mansion is so good! That whole album got me through so much.

[@destinbourgeois632]

This

[@davidterry6155]

Yes Definitely this ☝️

[@FHNhockey37]

Watching people on KZbin experience NF for the first time is my guilty pleasure lmfao.

[@fadedsmoker4998]

Same Bro, looking at if from an outside prospective. i think us NF fam. who watch people feel the emotional experience of NF, in turn helps us not feel so alone in our mental struggle of our daily lives. Theres a lot of us who watch this stuff.

[@joelvanderpool723]

Facts

[@TheMadScientistWelder]

Been doing it for years 😂

[@Sam4Bam]

Watching them from the inside of our own pain, is like watching ppl talking about mansions, while being in a deep and dark Mansion... never felt so understood And then he made "Hope"... and I cried... legit

[@dhanushtanai5007]

FR!!

[@_iievolve9804]

FYI -- The balloons represent his 'burdens' -- in this case 'doubt' is one of his 'burdens'. They are referenced both in the lyrics and through videos. As a lot of people pointed out in your first reaction video NF links all of his videos together essentially and has been telling an ongoing 'story' since the first video that he continues to weave in with each video. He is the king of callbacks. I really hope you get through a lot of this older stuff before jumping into HOPE or you'll miss literally a decade of callbacks. NF doesn't do anything by accident. If there's something in the video you don't understand it's either him linking to something in the past or foreshadowing something we'll see soon.

[@_iievolve9804]

Oh yea, I was trying to be careful as to not spoil anything, but in The Search towards the beginning he mentions "leaving my burdens, well I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect" as he's pointing back to the balloons tied to the shopping cart he was pulling around.

[@jonahterrell1030]

Also every song in the search album references a different burden that he has

[@Dxp2-150]

yh but in this specific song hes only talking about doubt

[@edschobs5204]

He was looking for the map to hope….and in the song hope…got the map!

[@greenpeasuit]

I think Hope was one of the first ones she did, wasn't it?

[@josephdonald6688]

You're kind of on the right track with the balloons doubt is probably one of them but the balloons represent his burdens everything anxiety depression doubt anger fear

[@quincy6644]

Cant wait for her to react to therapy session

[@TheOnlyDestroDragon]

Going to be a wild one! And "How Could You Leave Us"

[@blucaptain]

Looking forward to Mansion than Therapy Session

[@nate2838]

Therapy Session and Outcast are the songs that got me started on NF.

[@blucaptain]

@@nate2838 I am definitely a fan of Outcast. One of my favorite songs - music video too. Talking about the caution tape in Intro 1 and got him reminiscing .. his head is in the clouds. Than albums later puts out a mixtape with the song called Clouds where he says "y'all know where my heads at... y'all know where my heads at" while something like the Tornado sirens are going off True artistic mind I think Why is underrated too

[@DavidMatsonfamily]

I think that Let You Down (parent/child relationships) and Time (S.O. relationships) are NF's best, personally. Easily accesible melodies and both touching deeply on psych issues

[@TheJgolfw]

Please more NF!

[@carmens1063]

"diagnosed with OCD what does that mean will gather round, it means I obsessively obsess on things I think about .........let's move on to something else" I quote this entire part when explaining how debilitating OCD can be ( I teach AP Psychology)- Love NF

[@thomashooks84]

NF "change" quite literally saved my life. I have struggled with depression and was planning to end it all. The song played on my Spotify and prompted me to get some help from the crisis assessment, treatment center. I owe him my life

[@OreoluwaOgunlade]

Me too man😮

[@DylanDkoh]

same thing

[@cmdbazerk]

The balloons are his burdens. This dude is so deep and everything ties together from song to song and album to album. He is on a completely different level. Ive been following him since the beginning and I have been saying that he will go down as one of the greats. Listen to "Remember This". Its one of the most motivational songs Ive ever heard.

[@ericbennett1253]

Amazing how he's written his albums like a series of books. A novel idea. ;)

[@blucaptain]

And his music videos connect like movies connecting together like a plot involving a roller coaster

[@JulitaPio]

Suggests reactions to the NF song Mansion , you will get to know him better.

[@marcatkinson4149]

Definitely need to do Mansions, everyone else that said it is right.

[@Comuniou956]

Very Nice. Mansion by NF is the next you need to react to.

[@willasacco9898]

I agree

[@stevenlebowski2967]

The balloon analogy is so powerful I have balloons and keys (outro/ intro 3) from his music tattooed on me

[@gamerwolfie1408]

This is so cool!

[@elizabethdunford5423]

Decade long NF fan here and have watched thousands of reactions to his stuff.. yours are top tier and make me so happy!! It's been a blast watching you dig into his stuff!!!🔥 Can't wait for the next one!!

[@Tessimistic420]

NF is jaw dropping. Saw him in August 2023 parents there with their children all rapping every word it was awesome ❤

[@bretts7694]

Nice! I saw him in 2021 and just saw him again a week ago. Amazing both times

[@jaredgrubbs2735]

NF "How could you leave" BROKE ME!!

[@bonkey12]

How could you leave us.. is heartbreaking

[@quibligaming3221]

I’ve been listening to NF for about a year and when I’m at my worst I put him on and get hope and inspiration. He is my hero and I don’t know how I’d manage without his music.

[@geoffs1877]

@3:11 when you started talking about the anxiety, I felt that. I absolutely love NF's music, it's so relatable. I just found this channel and absolutely love it already.

[@Rebelwithacause94]

@heartsupport I struggled with self harm and suicidal ideation for years and struggled with not feeling good enough. NF music really helped me from 2018 onwards and challenged me to find my self worth and hope.

[@HeWhoSlayethCain]

Okay, just found you. And i can't tell you how much i love cold opens. Forget they "hey guys! I'm gona blah-de-blah-deblah!" Just straight in. Cold opens for the win.

[@n8_is_gr8]

At this point, she hasn't even begun to see how brilliant this man is.

[@redtail_]

I love this reaction! I agree with others that I'd love to see your reaction and thoughts to his song called "Mansion."

[@craigfresch575]

NF is heavy in my playlist.... he is singing my life.... i was abused badly as a kid... im now a grandfather but the stuff from your youth is so hard to scrape off. ( mansions is my theme!)

[@Hereslui]

NF is a therapest and a rapper at the same time:]

[@thepope4000]

I love your energy when you listen to these powerful songs. As someone that's dealt with depression for over 20 years and multiple attempts at suicide, music like this truly resonates deeply with my soul. A lot of people like these tunes just because they have a good beat and a catchy hook, and there's nothing wrong with that. But it is nice that you break it down for people that may be struggling to understand mental health. Thank you

[@DyvmSlorm]

For me, the best thing about these types of songs is, for those of us who truly listen but might not have struggled like this, is it gives us a picture we can empathize with.

[@HeartSupport]

I'm glad you like the channel. We, like you, believe in the power of music. It sounds like it's been really powerful in your life too, and helped you heal and move through really painful experiences. Thanks for sharing a snippet of your story here, and I just want to say I'm really glad you're still here. I can tell you're an encourager (even the way you encouraged me in this comment proves it) and the world needs people like you. Hope music continues to help you cope - T

[@HeartSupport]

@@DyvmSlorm I LOVE this!! - T

[@thepope4000]

@@HeartSupport when you've been through the darkness and still struggle with it every single day, you don't want others to ever feel that way so you do whatever you can to make sure that they don't. Whether that's by making people laugh, giving them something to vibe to, or just by saying something nice to build them up. It's so easy to do and yet so many people take for granted how much such a small action can turn someone's day around. When I took psychology I came to the realization that a lot of the people that were in my class were there for the same reasons I was. They had suffered in their lives and wanted to make a difference for someone else. I don't know if that applies to you but that is what you do for us. I know you are a busy lady and have a large following so thank you for taking the time to reply. I know I appreciate it.

[@TomThePokeKid]

NF is so talented about telling his story into songs…. It’s ridiculous that he can write these stories and others relate. 🥹🥹. But DO NOT FORGET. You are so loved and worth it! If you need a place to hang your head, a shoulder is better than a knot. You’d be a better memory alive, rather than not.

[@river_kingk9349]

"Remember back in "NO NAME, " I said fame called? Told you I hung up, it kinda felt wrong Finally called him back, we didn't talk long He asked me how I'd been, I sent him this song" Name of the "this song": "Leave Me Alone" NF's lyrics cut deep and got all of the layers.

[@GeneralEOD]

Knowing one’s doubts is better than the feeling of fear and thoughts of being vulnerable to the unknown.

[@miguelrodriguez8727]

Wow I have seen reactors to this song at least 100 times and yours has been by far the best in regards of dissecting it, awesome , do more NF please I’d love to hear your perspective on his other songs

[@HeartSupport]

wahhhh thank you so much! - T

[@Timguitarman87]

I have seen countless reaction videos of NF music. Like, probably hundreds..not kidding. I don’t think I’ve ever seen this deep of a dissection of this song. I caught some new perspective of this. So beautiful. Well done! Thank you for sharing your views on this song! You have a beautiful heart! ❤

[@ricejacksonton9750]

You for sure have to check out Mansion and therapy session!

[@prodigalson1346]

I absolutely Adore your reactions, so glad you found NF, there's a reason he has a Loyal fanbase !!

[@moulinnoir8956]

if you go back and watch the videos visuals, it tells this story: of how all of us have our burdens (the black balloons) and wear a mask (the black make-up smile) and wear our black clothes (possibly open to interpretation or i missed something, but to me it feels kind of like self-enforced loneliness or maybe hopelessness) all around him are people getting help with these things (remember at the end of the search somebody offered him a set of white clothes) and NF sees people getting their mask washed away, and exchanging their black clothes for white clothes, and getting relief from their burdens by sharing them (like with a therapist) and he also sees where he'll wind up if he doesn't seek out this help (the old homeless man in black with the same shopping cart still tied to the same clump of burdens) and finally at the end he has the courage to start the process of letting himself be helped

[@21YoungYT]

NF's music has helped me with a lot of stuff in life and probably the main reason i started rapping

[@callanburton3575]

I’ve watched so many nf reactions, but your input and your love for the music is amazing! You are such a vibe! Love your content

[@XxJasqerxX]

I have been listening to NF for about 2 years now and not once did I notice so many things that you pointed out the first time watching it, and I'm so glad I found this cause man I'm learning so much

[@t_duffy]

I love the breakdown. Balloons fuck us all up. Such a fun battle

[@dacasa1379]

I love NF. I have been on a long Journey since I first found him. Listening to him and you talk about all this shows me how far I have come. I still have some balloons, but it's not like it was.

[@youmayneverknow7829]

Omg i love you, you explain stuff perfect. Who needs to pay for therapy or leave our comfort zones, i can sit on my couch and watch your awesome reaction videos and learn more about myself and understand myself better because you explain things in a perfect way💯🫂

[@justinmoke5638]

When I first discovered this song, and when I listen to it now, it still makes me cry. Only because this song hits so many facts/emotions with precision. After divorce & loss of a loved one, I fell into depression. And it caused me to confuse humility with self-hatred. The "hiding behind balloons" reference reminds me of what I do when I overthink of "worst-case scenarios" for potential future events. If you already expect the worse that can happen, you're not surprised when it does. And if doesn't happen, then any other potential outcome is deemed "better." The third case would be that I was wrong and something much worse happened, thus starting a new cycle of self-hate and overthinking. Most of the time, the self-doubt is so dark that it blots out the other "balloons," like when people give you genuine compliments that you don't believe. It was easy to go into the dark, but it's harder to get back into the light. For me, I reached a point where I got tired of my own bullshit. Tired of seeing how I affected friends, coworkers, and family around me. Tired of waking up thinking /doing the same things. Tired of feeling like I'm only accessing 20% of my full potential and if I could just be a better person I could access so much more. After all, insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Basically, I'm in the process of re-wiring the operating system in my head. Slowly going wire by wire, making sure the input and output is what I want it at. Definitely a journey, but so totally worth it ;) cheers!

[@ocdshaggy]

Love your NF reactions. 🤘

[@STLBBurns]

You need to do a reaction to a song called "To Be a Man by Dax (feat. Darius Rucker). This song hits me so hard and I feel like it needs to be spread more than it has been.

[@cjhines8]

x2 such a great song

[@UTVols4215]

Gotta go check out ‘Running’ by NF. One of his best tracks he has made and easily relatable for many people.

[@PunkinHead]

The part where he says "I think of a rhyme and I have to record it, but know if I don't I'll wake up in the morning, and question my life again" is so relatable. I think of so many songs and don't get them down. Though I only make my music for me, so the burden is less than the weight of his song. Yet so good to hear your experience spoken. NF FTW.

[@michaeldaniels9381]

The way you break these songs down...you're incredibly smart and in tune with the human soul. Keep going. It's great.

[@0616eman]

You are about to have your mind blown with NF. Any song, but each album is a season, each song is an episode. Welcome to the NF universe!

[@codydickerson7714]

I could watch this awesome woman talk for days she’s so cool!!!!!!

[@HeartSupport]

thanks friend :) - T

[@mickmouse-4544]

The balloons are his burdens, and in 'the search' he mentioned that he still brought some of his burdens with him. And in here he only gave two balloons, leaving some behind.

[@C_McL]

You gotta start it from the beginning. He'd be a really fascinating "patient" for you. His growth and change is what his fans love about him

[@C_McL]

The more I watch this omg the more I know you'd love his journey

[@twiingeneticist1417]

If you like the personification of Fame, youll love the personification of Fear in Intro 3

[@1xICExVIPERx1]

His balloons are his burdens. They represent him dragging them around

[@experttexan]

Your analysis of this song is by far the best one I've heard yet. The way you've broken it down makes complete sense and it makes this song even more brilliant than I previously perceived it to be.

[@jamessheppard8402]

i love how emotional he is and he doesn't cuss so i can listen ti him around my religious family

[@calebrutter484]

That was an impressive explanation of how he sees his doubts protecting him. I really like how you take the time to explain that. I am with the others in the comments, you gotta take the journey so you can see where he is coming from in all of these songs. This man is one of a kind and he put all of it in his music.

[@ajhans23]

Love your energy but also love your ability to catch the depth of his lyrics. Really hoping you do more NF. I’ll also say Mansion should be next as it’s the very beginning and set up the rest of his songs/story. You liked the personification of fame in this one, you’ll love Mansion.

[@jfirebird5833]

I'm here for it - BRILLIANT reaction and insight! The way you picked up on the Fame personification and how real that line is... beautiful. When you asked 'what are your balloons of doubt saying?' LOVED it. Excellent reaction! NF's art is amazing 🖤🤍🔥

[@joelpeterson933]

Hope you get to Hope by NF. He has soooo many songs you will love.

[@timsanchez242]

love this reaction, sub right away, been trough therapy for mental probs and drugs for almost 2 years. all love from SWEDEN

[@xxcutulix]

Thank you very much. You helped me to understand his Songs even more because I love every Song of him but I realize how deep they can get because of you.

[@Cannabian]

Anxiety is a real pain... it does actually protect you but it's not like there is no cost. You can miss out on a lot by taking the easy way out and letting anxiety decide what is and isn't right for you. One of my biggest regrets in life so far was not recognizing it sooner, I lost most of my 20's and 30's because of it. I'm thankful in some ways I realized it before it was too late to change anything though so that's what I'm working on :)

[@rickthestick6995]

The line that always hits me the hardest is do the same thing everyday otherwise I'm overwhelmed. Literally me to a T. Everytime I try to step out of my comfort zone it's like this overwhelming blanket that feels suffocating.

[@HeartSupport]

From Lisalovesfeathers: @rickthestick6995 Hi Friend, Thank you for your comment. I know exactly what you mean, I have personally live my life by sticking to my comfort zone and although it has helped my anxiety greatly it has led to me getting past middle age and havng achieved virtually nothing and I dont wish that for you for a moment. A question you could ask yourself is do you deserve this and please let me tell you

[@HeartSupport]

From jpaga: @rickthestick6995 Hi friend, You’ve also perfectly described me there. Due to a mixture of things I tend to avoid stepping out of my comfort zone and stick to my routine. I tend to avoid spontaneous plans and need much time for mental preparation if I am to do something new. I think the problem here is the avoidance. I’m sure you’ve heard this before, but the more we avoid stepping out of our comfort zone and the more we push things away, the more we make things difficult for ourselves. It is completely natural to stick to what we are comfortable with, but it also ends up limiting all of the new experiences we could have! It does take time and effort, but when you are ready, I think that recognizing those moments where you have the option to avoid or embrace a new situation and trying to choose the latter will be beneficial in the long run. It was very hard for me to do at the beginning, I too would get very overwhelmed and regret stepping out of my comfort zone (and still do to some extent), but it does get easier. And most importantly, I know I am making things better for my future self. What you are experiencing is completely understandable and I am willing to bet also quite common, but striving for our growth is so important, and one step at a time, we should always try to do what is best for us even at the cost of some discomfort in the moment. I hope this can help even a little bit, but just know that you are not alone, that I wish you the best, and that we will always be here to listen whenever you need someone <3

[@HeartSupport]

From Micro: @rickthestick6995 Stepping out of your comfort zone requires so much energy out of you. It makes completely sense that, most of the time, it turns out to be an exhausting experience, and something that you wouldn't want to come back to. When you go beyond your limits of the moment, you are actively facing your fears, and that is such a HUGE effort! Something positive though, is to keep in mind that in the midst of the overwhelm, you are learning to stretch those limits. My therapist used to tell me that I worked on extending my comfort zone, rather than stepping out of it. It gives me this image of something that is actively growing, not an experience under parenthesis. When in doubt, and when overwhelmed, it often helped me to remind myself that these experiences accumulated are making a difference, even if I'm not feeling it yet. It's like being head first in the intensity of the work, then at some point you have the possibility to take some distance and see how much you've grown over the years. If anything, we're so very proud of you here for not letting your fears define you. You are building resilience, and that is so strong and courageous of you!

[@zyhrensongjames9503]

My doubts tell me that my poetry isn't good and that I'm a fake.​@@HeartSupport

[@Rex-qv5lc]

Can’t wait for you to get to Intro 3

[@MZ-bl6wg]

You’ll Love “Therapy session”, Mansion” and “why did you leave us “ will give you some background to Nate,..his music is SO amazing on every level and is truly truly therapy for me as it’s shown me I’m not alone in feeling what I feel

[@FishingAddicts2]

I love your reactions, makes my day. And with your background the insights you provide are great! Keep it going!!

[@LiquefiedVision]

Please do NF "Why" this is an amazing song. I listen to it every day.

[@RayJay37]

I'm a SUDP (Substance Use Disorder Professional). I'm here for it! Keep doing what you're doing and stay blessed my sister. Subbed ✅

[@attilaasd4747]

My balloons said basically the same as NF's balloons and I think now I can feel that they holding me back for sure and I cannot let them go.

[@HeartSupport]

From djstarion: @attilaasd4747 Hello friend! You're 100% right about the balloons. It's like since they're balloons we know they're there, and they may not carry any type of physical weight, but it's definitely an emotional weight. I also feel that over time, the helium will be gone, and those balloons will slowly disappear. If we keep doing what we're doing and being open with ourselves and taking care of ourselves, we can build up the courage to release a balloon. I wouldn't say pop it necessarily, but by releasing that mental balloon, you can visually see that progress that you made to get to that point.

[@HeartSupport]

From sbrent: @attilaasd4747 We all have something that is keeping us from pursuing our dreams or going after the things we want in life, but we have to ask ourselves is this thing really as powerful as it seem to be or is it us that has given this thing too much power. I want you to know that you are powerful, and you have the ability to leave whatever is holding you back powerless. Rooting for you!

[@HeartSupport]

From Malig3: @attilaasd4747 Hey there, Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. Feeling held back, like a wall is building up between you and your future best self, is difficult and frustrating. So, I hear you; I understand you. The balloons symbolize emotional weight floating around that you can't seem to let go of. I know that time and self-love can heal this. Putting time and energy into yourself and the things that make you happy, will make those balloons seem smaller and smaller. I hope someone or something that makes you laugh/smile crosses your path today. Wishing you the best <3

[@HeartSupport]

From NateTriesAgain: @attilaasd4747 Hey friend, I can relate to what you shared as well with my own balloons. I recorded a video reply to you here: www.loom.com/share/f892d8bfe8944ed8bfe20b8af63f7cc1 -nate, heartsupport staff

[@Co_Nik]

One of the best NF reactions out there! Great job! Love to follow your NF journey. As many others I recommend Mansion, Therapy session, How could you leave us, All I have, Remember this… well there is plenty of great NF work. 😂

[@guillen1378]

To me the balloons shows how light ones burdens or doubts seem from another’s perspective but to you they are weights you are lifting and over time becomes light because you are used to lift them

[@Ryiin-i4r]

They talk to others while I'm struggling to let them hide my body 👁️

[@verdonix1976]

I wanted to say that I appreciate your reactions to these songs... I also value your professional insight as it kind of validates some of the feelings that these songs inspire in me. I wanted to recommend on top of all the great recommendations in this thread... "How could you leave us" ... I am 48yrs old and have a 19 yr old daughter who lived this song ... I will never forget the day I heard it playing from her room when she was 12yrs old after a "self deletion" attempt and I listened to the words from downstairs... I literally sobbed uncontrollably (but quietly) for her as she played it over and over again... someone finally was able to "reach" her. I truly believe that NF helped to save my daughter. "Happy" is a song that speaks to me, as someone who struggles with "a reason" almost everyday.... this song spoke to me, in my soul.... As you have noted, I don't know if someone who has not struggled with mental health and self worth can understand the relief of finally understanding that "you are not alone" in how you feel.... Anyway, "How could you leave us", "Happy" by NF (bring tissues for both) and I think you'll like "Chalk Outlines" by Ren/Chinchilla

[@PortaPooper]

His song "Happy" destroyed me. It hurt so much with how well I related to it.

[@Christractions]

Also as someone with OCD I find myself obsessing over things as well and it's a daily thing. I like NF's details in this song, we need more people to talk about mental health.

[@Squiznerl]

I know im commenti g on older videos, but i definitely think NF Videos should be watched in chronological order. They are one video.

[@MichaelMostaway]

In the end, he doesn't let go of his balloons he passed them on to a child. You can hear the child at the end of the song. I feel as a dad that if we don't deal with our balloons, we hand them to our kids.

[@Grim_The_Reaper]

"He's like having a conversation with his doubt!" God, i want to see her react to Intro 3 lmao

[@tjlaforte]

Love the reaction you are so smart and thoughtful and you are reading to the best artists crazy you didn't have millions of subs

[@gvillepoet]

NF- Hope continues the cinematic symbolism along with his journey

[@jameshopkins7275]

As someone with OCD I can relate to his songs.

[@josejauregui1521]

NFs music is something else.

[@Elyias]

Not only should you listen to Mansion. You should listen to his albums back to back since it tells his story in order. It’s amazing.

[@HCR2_Actuary]

After you finish the NF Journey, you should check out Dax. “To be a man”, “Dear Alcohol”, “Depression”, etc.

[@MKL-rp2cx]

Will you react to other NF songs? If so “hate myself” and “how could you leave us” would be two interesting songs to analyze

[@robertsnook5235]

Mansions is good because it sets the groundwork of what his head is. He describes the house he references in the search. Intro III is good because he talks to his anxiety and buries it.

[@travisdyer2098]

This is the girl from Heroes!

[@RGFOS]

this analysis really hits home, thank you for making this content

[@skylerbrooks4642]

You need to listen to NF's song Running if you haven't already. It's very powerful.

[@danhart-dn4se]

the balloons represent his burdens as he says in the search leavin my burdens well i brought a few with me as he points to the balloons

[@coppersssnek9619]

to me the baloons seem to represent the negative thoughts, the obsessive, unwanted, intrusive fears, telling him to stay always alert and not trust anyone and to not dare to hope for a better life, happiness, peace of mind..

[@tonysavena8956]

Yes the balloons are definitely his burdens n Mansion is definitely a must

[@christinesanders1546]

His song Mansion will blow your mind.

[@iamrjdennis]

Love these reaction videos! 💛

[@ybell10]

LOVE your reaction!!!

[@lowkeygames2274]

I’m skeptical of mental health diagnoses, but I was diagnosed with OCD years back. Never used it as a crutch, never really think about it, but “diagnosed with OCD what does that mean well gather round: that means I obsessively obsess on things I think about,” is a great way to describe it

[@davidmarkovich7313]

You'll double your views covering his songs. All his songs are so good.

[@SoulFeather111]

I guarantee you would love Falling in Reverse doing their reimagined videos. "The drug in me, reimagined." and "Last resort by Papa Roach reimagined."

[@goomah35]

U need to do the journey! It’s a whole story! U can do ALL I HAVE, MANSIONS song, NOTEPAD, Paralyzed, off first album then skip and go to THERAPY SESSIONS do full album in order, Perception full, The search full, clouds full album, hope in order

[@TheOnlyCrazyCrystal]

I CANT WAIT TILL YOU WATCH HOPE AND HAPPY!!! IM ADDICTED TO YOUR VIDEOS

[@HeartSupport]

awww thank you!! - T

[@KnowTheFactsOff1cc1al]

Nf is brilliant