“No matter how much i do to change, I’m left with me” 😩😩😩😩 god that hit home.
@Rose-xe7oj3 жыл бұрын
I wish you the best! I wish there was more I could say or do as a stranger on the internet, but I really mean it! 💕
@nidalaldibs56343 жыл бұрын
What show or movie was that from?
@pepwalk643 жыл бұрын
Could be worse. I don't even remember who I am or I was anymore. I've tried so hard for so long to fit in and not lose people. Now I don't even have myself.
@hollywoodnarrator57993 жыл бұрын
@@pepwalk64 you are not alone me to I tried 4 year to make some one feel special for me but at the end she left me with alone Never try to understand my feeling for her Never appreciate me
@ray-annarodney29523 жыл бұрын
God*
@mcdonaldzidya22193 жыл бұрын
"We accept the love we think we deserve" The punch in that line almost took me out
@riyamitawa2 жыл бұрын
What does this line mean??
@artificialintelligence92832 жыл бұрын
@@riyamitawa depending on how you see yourself, you will accept low forms of love because you think you are not worth anymore than that so hence “we accept the love we think we deserve”
@riyamitawa2 жыл бұрын
@@artificialintelligence9283 and what if i accept high form of love ?
@riyamitawa2 жыл бұрын
@@artificialintelligence9283 tysm
@TM-hy8sw2 жыл бұрын
@@riyamitawa Then search for it and don't stick for people who don't value you
@shadyrys6183 жыл бұрын
Whenever I'm hurt (most of the time), I come here and watch these videos and cry. It makes me feel better. Thanks a lot.
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
No, Thanks to you!
@jai02313 жыл бұрын
Not able to cry is different kind of pain Even I cried over days but suddenly they stopped for once and for all then after a few weeks don't know the reason maybe according to my search history youtube suggested me these kinds of videos later after watching few of them I cried I cried straight up for an hour making people happy is not that necessary these but relieving there pain is compulsory (actually when true and honest people face betrayal or unnecessary hate they pay for the things they never done)......🥺🥺🖤🥀🥀
@nathanbuckman32823 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@tushardas41053 жыл бұрын
Do U Know What Feels More Better That we Are Not Alone like this Suffering
@Dnde0527brandon3 жыл бұрын
Makes you feel like you’re not alone yunno
@laama593 жыл бұрын
Cheers to the people who've been hiding their real feelings for someone's happiness.
@amp4s183 жыл бұрын
I'm hiding my feelings from last 15 year's.. For Her.. But still waiting for Her.. And I will wait for Her my entire life..
@ariari39823 жыл бұрын
For my mom, she hurts me more then anyone in this world could, but even through our arguments I will love her and try not to cry in front of her.
@dylanmacphail79773 жыл бұрын
Yeah…
@Yash-ov7sl3 жыл бұрын
Man i am finding it hard now to hide now... 😔
@ha.ri_243 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@randallaquino19793 жыл бұрын
“I've had the worst week of my life and i needed you” Damn, those words made me cry,😭💔
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
You don’t need anyone but God. that’s the first thing you need to know
@scrimzz21643 жыл бұрын
This reminded me of that one saying “Using a white crayon on a white paper is like loving someone who doesn’t love you back
@shadyrys6183 жыл бұрын
This 😢😢🥺🥺
@scrimzz21643 жыл бұрын
@@shadyrys618 what
@shadyrys6183 жыл бұрын
@@scrimzz2164 I said "This" cz what you said was 100% true and I am exactly going through same thing!
@scrimzz21643 жыл бұрын
@@shadyrys618 oh okay,gl
@barbaram29123 жыл бұрын
Killing eve,
@tme101man33 жыл бұрын
Everyday I saw this on my feed - coming soon; going to be the best yet - I waited, and waited, then I waited some more. Now it's here! I watched it and I can honestly say, it was totally worth the wait. Thank you!!
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much.❤️
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@hemanthreddy56362 жыл бұрын
"I don't love you, I like you as a human being" that hit me so bad when she said it. She was my top priority. And I'm not perfect but I loved her more than anything and was ready to leave everything behind to be with her. It just hurts.
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
bro. when it’s real. everything is perfect. you’re probably not even old enough to be wanting a wife. but if you are. stop chasing women. and if it’s your fault that she left then freaking change. and man up. do the right thing. blacc out and get it right. and call out to Jesus. He is not just real. He is reliable
@MrShanetafoya2 жыл бұрын
@@UDGMTVLINK bad advice like fr
@Mr.Guy202 Жыл бұрын
@@UDGMTVLINK Jesus is coming soon, but this comment is prejudice on multiple levels. What fruit does it bear?
@littleharry79776 ай бұрын
@@UDGMTVLINKthis is some bad advice
@eh91473 жыл бұрын
“we accept the love we think we deserve”
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@Mr.JackGiles10892 жыл бұрын
@Troopa Records amen 🙏
@ikee65203 жыл бұрын
It's so sad that the their is nobody i can tell for my pain, i just need a little comfort sometime.
@KikiCo-ky4kq3 жыл бұрын
But don't you see? We are all here. And we are all ready to listen. ❣️
@lizmanjarini18643 жыл бұрын
I'm here, if you need someone to listen and tell you it will be okay
@hollywoodnarrator57993 жыл бұрын
You are not alone you can tell me any time
@Mr.Preside25686 ай бұрын
You rent alone
@SheikhMumtarinAli7 ай бұрын
3:38 “why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?” Because they don’t know if the ones they are liking is the right one or not, they just love them anyway and get hurt in return anyway 😊
@Resacon19903 жыл бұрын
I was not prepared for the ending. I love watching these videos you do, they're always so incredible, but this one really took my heart at the end. Thank you for creating such beautiful work.
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you ❤️❤️
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@zainabshahid3563 жыл бұрын
0:19 when she says these line I got tears everytime because I can relate with that scene. Some time I struggle to feel something happiness sadness I think I forgot how to react with these emotions. But sometimes I dont wanna be ok I wanna run hide
@adiplays..82592 жыл бұрын
Same here...do u know what movieor series scene this is?
@indriesdiana63972 жыл бұрын
@@adiplays..8259 Killing Eve
@bobdebrueken85683 жыл бұрын
This is a masterpiece
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@Dread37813 жыл бұрын
Friends, family, crush, strangers have made me feel like shit, half of this video basically said what was in my mind and what I felt so you don't know how many times I watched this video over and over again
@shaikah.khushim2902 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry cause that happened to u.
@nuralysa73622 жыл бұрын
same “)
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@zaydadon84723 жыл бұрын
I've never been close enough to someone to know love. This hurts more than being rejected or having my heart broken mostly because I know I'm a great person, I know somebody is looking for me, but I put myself in a box because I've just been alone so long its become the norm, and that to go out and build relationships id have to make change to my lifestyle and make a conscious effort to reach out to people. I've become addicted to my fallacy of love that I'm more comfortable with the feelings I feel from movies and music than from another human being.
@sansabhushrestha76239 ай бұрын
OH MY GOD, I literally feel every single word in this comment. I thought I was alone feeling this way and always blamed myself for not being able to do sth about it.
@abdulbahri37063 жыл бұрын
Wow, this truly hits all the spots, resonates with everything I feel, think and contemplate upon, please continue your brilliant work!
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@madhavgoyal813 жыл бұрын
idk why but after sometime spending happily n normally i still end up being here on these videos 😔😔😔
@volkankrdg79303 жыл бұрын
Great work Cengiz! That’s really beautiful, thank you.
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
no, thank you for your words!
@HannahBrown-xs3ht9 ай бұрын
It never gets better when you're back here again
@David135793 жыл бұрын
The last one I really like, and I think Tom Holland is the best Spider-Man so far, Peter is emotional and he shouts at a Happy but he knows that it isn’t fair and immediately apologises for it. He’s not just your friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man, he’s a good person, he’s a kind person.
@-ZOMB3 жыл бұрын
This video made me feel so understood, but at the end I felt alone and grateful for this video.
@takashishirogane54643 ай бұрын
thank you man... ill always come here and watch your stuff man
@mgb21722 жыл бұрын
"There is just... so much pain, and I don't know how to not notice it..."
@sumantgovekar3 жыл бұрын
That Spidermam scene😢 Still makes me cry🙁
@sinesipholili43253 жыл бұрын
Your videos helped me through my dark phase,thank you and keep the videos comin. Love from RSA.❤
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
no thank you ❤️
@iconicfandom96775 ай бұрын
you know you're going back again when you are watching these after years and trying to cry again
@Greeed1553 жыл бұрын
John Shelby is the most badass celebrity out there
@paulridgeeldoncollado84182 жыл бұрын
Whenever i feel so emptied out i always watch this videos. And i realized that its only I can understand myself,the people around me didn't understand a thing about me, about the pain that I'm going through in this f*cking life. Im so dependent that im still waiting for someone to save me from this lonely life.
@vincentzulu14857 күн бұрын
I also do that We're together
@Koolkid802 жыл бұрын
Hey, just thought i’d share with you my favorite quote! “happiness isn’t a destination it’s how you travel there” -one of my coaches told me this
@lewislee317 ай бұрын
I have no friends,no family, most of my loved ones are gone and passed i miss them so much ,😔🥺but its okay i make it through everyday i fight everyday cause i know I can't quit, please whoever is struggling please don't quit i love you ,you matter,you have a friend in me ,ive been through hell and back im still here ,i don't even know how im still standing this life is hard af brother 😢
@kudrithfavour68083 жыл бұрын
I don't feel anything right now, people think I'm just acting up but dude friends have hurt me, people who I opened up to
@asshyk1233 жыл бұрын
Am sorry dear . Kudrith I will be here if you need someone to talk too dear
@shadowmarvel07373 жыл бұрын
Wow this is so good! The clips so sad !! Hits deep that's for sure my fav part is the Gwen and Peter just wow perfect scenes 😍
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU!!!!
@kyloren90613 жыл бұрын
Your not alone ,sometimes I feel sad too just don't ever give up ,
@puppybooidk18323 жыл бұрын
A line I think about a lot is "There is SO much pain." and I think about the bad stuff that's happened to my friends and how bad things has happened to all of them and wonder about all the pain that happens in the world. And it makes me cry
@camsalvatore13713 жыл бұрын
It’s so hard playing in the shadows, no one knows what we’re really capable of
@samrafarooq8303 жыл бұрын
I cried,begged but he left Now i am alone with his memories😢
@BankerslifeMH3 жыл бұрын
i do believe that the word forever isn't made for people or for our love ones it's made for memories these memories stick with us and make us vulnerable most of the times
@deaks25 Жыл бұрын
1:07 Oh man that hits hard. I wish I had the strength to get that out of me. The people around me aren't bad friends but it seems like they don't notice and I wish I had it in me to say "I'm not ok and I need you"
@alpha.king1001 Жыл бұрын
this hits me hard 😭... thanks for making this kind of content. this helps some people to understand there hidden feelings. keeps up the good work..🙂
@jn-qy3hq3 жыл бұрын
She was the best and the worst thing that ever happens to me..
@gauravrathi86752 жыл бұрын
There was someone for whom I fell deeply ! But say it destiny or life , she never reciprocated the same way. For 7 years! 7 years she made me feel for her but within 7 seconds when I asked her finally she shattered Everything! Thanks to her actually for taking the happy hallucinations of what we could have been and leaving heart jolting pain.
@russelicely3670 Жыл бұрын
5yrs for me 🥺
@kjmcswag24992 жыл бұрын
The best feeling ever, in my opinion, is when you are hugging someone that is sad, and they just won't let go of you.
@UDGMTVLINK2 жыл бұрын
*Jesus Christ is Lord & He’s coming soon.* ‼️🙏🏽
@nickbrown77562 жыл бұрын
I needed a good cry. It helps..
@mohdibrahim37353 жыл бұрын
4:04 There is so much Pain and I don't know how to not notice it 😭😭 every scene every part relate somewhere in my life every day I'm watching this video
@bTheNomad. Жыл бұрын
10 years and I still think about her 😅
@NightLife3605 ай бұрын
You still have pictures and videos together.
@Books-and-coffee0 Жыл бұрын
I still can't get over the fact that my dearest friends just stopped communicating with me after I became severely ill. It's been 7 years and the pain of my sickness is nothing compared to the pain of betrayal and their unexplained behaviour. Sometimes I still can't sleep because of that.
@BigTime1D2 жыл бұрын
“You guys are bad friends” It’s been years of me wanting to say this to them. I just can’t
@morgannecarr36282 жыл бұрын
I feel that. So bad, I want to scream at katlin and tell her how bad she hurt me but I can’t
@tyholbert5273 жыл бұрын
Jjs quote 0:55 I’m just tired of being scared all the time not knowing why..trying to change and not knowing ..how.. shit hit me.
@mmmmm11692 жыл бұрын
I used to watch this and feel sad… now I can’t feel nothing, I’m dead inside!
@samuelgomez53373 жыл бұрын
I'm tired of not being able to cry and just be left with the empty feeling
@Mr.Preside25686 ай бұрын
Don't feel alone we're all in this
@fayed30011 ай бұрын
the worst thing about me is that i dont feel anything now i forget how to be happy 😌
@541Pro3 жыл бұрын
this is a masterpiece
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you ❤️
@nandinimehta70233 жыл бұрын
I love your videos 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 They are the best
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much ❤️
@Mariiiiaah3 жыл бұрын
amazing, seriously. I love you and this video, omg! ♥️✨ i cried, a lot. tks!
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️
@aifis_zaara3 жыл бұрын
It hits really different when you have family issue and this is related to family stuffs
@ashun76862 жыл бұрын
Literally wake up thinking I have to just repeat the same thing I'm both physically and emotionally drained I'm tired and I'm sick of acting ok for others I'm numb this made me realise I need to go get some help
@stumpsteph21533 жыл бұрын
Wow was really surprised to see Quantico being used in this! I’m glad tho, happy when I see ppl use lots of other great TV shows and not just the same old ones everybody takes clips from
@Vividemotions_me11 ай бұрын
I didn't think I would be able to cry but this really made me cry 💔
@musicbeast_3 жыл бұрын
AWW THE EDIT+SYNC+COLOURING GOT MY HEART FLATTERED IM VERY VERY HAPPY I GOT TO HELP YOU REACH YOUR MILESTONES ! Alright, first of all, your timings honey ! They're perfect e I love them so and the parallels ahht sim ! You're so freaking talented ! The video got me so nervous ! You really did such a great job on impressing me ! Ilysm ! Thank you for this absolute perfect masterpiece !
@cengizsm2 жыл бұрын
@praveennagadesi55993 жыл бұрын
Your edits 🔥
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
this means a lot to me thanks ❤️
@Aspire_Wings Жыл бұрын
Everybody has got wholes in their heart. Some are dine by family and some buy themselves.
@rogue70233 жыл бұрын
bro gwen's death makes my eyes sweat everytime
@faiadnibir73602 жыл бұрын
I watch this everyday 💔
@rra10509 Жыл бұрын
Nahhh you really killed me with those last ones 😭😭😭😭
@kyrcamille91062 жыл бұрын
no not gwen NOT GWEN y'all I'm sobbing thank you for making this
@cy4n1d.e3 жыл бұрын
Yk youre fcked up when this kinda vids can’t make u cry anymore
@azlies39492 жыл бұрын
Sometimes when you watch something sad and you cry its not because its sad you cry because you know what it feels like Im sorry for the grammar :)
@wokeupbricked3 жыл бұрын
*Idk but gwen stacy's death hit me the most hard.*
@26harshparekh6610 ай бұрын
When things really hurt you realize that no one will come to save you ,you gotta save yourself
@brandieatieno90742 жыл бұрын
I love this edition how detailed it is thank you
@ddddsam78752 жыл бұрын
I am in pain for 6 years i don't know how much I can hold. i feel like broken, alive dead . or nothing else i can feel.
@Ambush11732 жыл бұрын
I am tired of being scared all the time not knowing why I am tired of being trying to change and not knowing how , no matter how much I change , I am left with me I can relate it to every single word
@needhelp29873 жыл бұрын
I don't feel anything, is this normal? I'm trying to cry because I wanted to release the pain. But I can't
@witccha58513 жыл бұрын
Same here! It was easy once for me to cry but since years i cant cry anymore
@Enigma-ym7uc3 жыл бұрын
At first, it may seem "not normal". But over time, it's become a normal thing to be... *empty* . And that's ok, we're here for you, bud.
@rollertoaster39802 жыл бұрын
tony's death still hits hard even now
@mondlisithole23573 жыл бұрын
They always hit home ......thank you
@krupabhavsar38272 жыл бұрын
i just loved this edit 😍🥰🥰🥰
@Janwills3 жыл бұрын
Sehs erst jetzt, ma wieder gut gemacht diggi
@cengizsm2 жыл бұрын
danke brudi
@lesliesnow37912 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who sees these kinds of videos when I want to cry especially at night in my bed
@josephb84993 жыл бұрын
1:15 ... she’s crying about 1 week.. I’ve had and entire year of solitary. No one was there for me. Every damn day I wanted to die. I felt nothing for so damn long, all I’ve wanted was one person to ask me if I was okay. And untill this day I have no one. But I’m so much better now because I’ve been done listening to my stupid head. I listen to my heart now.
@vipulnavadkar52463 жыл бұрын
Take care
@xyzjo9873 жыл бұрын
I been alone my whole life. No brother no sisters no cousins no father. No real close relationship with my mom. I take 5 melatonin pills every night to sleep. I take even more on holidays. I'm only proud of not falling into drug addiction or alcoholism. Hope I didn't speak to soon.
@LeNguyen-jk9xk3 жыл бұрын
All the emotion i feel, don’t feel real to me. I create a facade on the outside so I can fit in with others. My real self is all bottled inside of me because I’m afraid of how others will treat me if they knew the real me. This is the life I’ve been living for the last 10 years.
@BipoIarbear3 жыл бұрын
We learn how to act for our audiences 🥺
@dieudonnecelestine38952 жыл бұрын
The moment you start playing these before you sleep and when you wake up, Only God can save you.
@satyanshmittal76032 жыл бұрын
Just accept it bruh...At the end of the day, love is materialistic.
@rishanabasheer30502 жыл бұрын
New subscriber. I wouldnt subscribe any channel without i got inspired by something. But u made it❤️❤️❤️ god bless you
@sonsvdl43442 жыл бұрын
I've been killing my happiness for someone I loved and now I realized I was never good enough he just used me... And I was opening up for him too easy
@meecheenyourja3 жыл бұрын
LOVE this 😭😭 so much ❤️❤️
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thank you ❤️
@danieljackson3257 Жыл бұрын
It’s sad nobody has empathy for those of us who want to love and feel for people it’s just not In us and we don’t know why. Most people think everybody can
@ihrjn_8812 жыл бұрын
"There is so much pain", this really hit me.
@woecans3 жыл бұрын
ah cengiz, yaktın beni cengiz
@yours_debbie Жыл бұрын
Last 5 years, I've watched this. And now, I'm here again , so messed up
@Itskingbbq2 жыл бұрын
No matter how many times I’m hurt, I’m always there for them. For her. Whenever she needs something, I drop everything for her. But when I need something, I’m left alone. I subdue all of my pain and I push it down so I can feel something. Because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of being hurt again. I don’t want to be left alone to die in the darkness again. Every time I think I’ve found the right girl, I immediately get hurt by her. I’m broken. I’ve been broken and put back together so many times all the pieces are just smushed into spots now. I don’t recognize myself anymore. I’m done with it. All of it. It’s over. I’m done with girls hurting me because I’m the ONLY DECENT PERSON THAT THEY’VE EVERY DATED LET ALONE LOVE. I’M THE ONLY PERSON WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THEM AND TRULY LOVES THEM. I’m done. Until I find the one, I’m done.
@backwoodsliving2042 жыл бұрын
Don't give up on love...love is everywhere we look and exists for you...if you believe...;) You will find the "one" keep your head up
@Itskingbbq2 жыл бұрын
@@backwoodsliving204 Thank you. I won’t give up. I just remembered that I don’t ever give up. It’s one of my morals. So doing so now, would be against my morals. So I will keep trying. I won’t give up. Not again. So I will keep my head up. Thank you
@backwoodsliving2042 жыл бұрын
@@Itskingbbq Glad you remembered!!! Don't be afraid to try again. Hopefully you have or will soon
@theonitoad74742 жыл бұрын
3:16 I thought the same
@kalvin187douglas2 жыл бұрын
3:37 Charlie: why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? Mr. Bill Anderson: we accept the love we think we deserve…. Damn this lines hits so hard to me
@jeffery57162 жыл бұрын
Mr anderson welcome back we missed you
@nobodyhere82883 жыл бұрын
Same feeling...really again..i dont know how much i try to be good i remain alone..im at the verge of breaking down.. like time will u pls stop i dont wanna do this anymore .. pretending like there is nothing wrong..i dont get exited at anything nowadays..i get anxiety thinking about tomorrow..and depression thinking about past...its been like this for years.. first i thought it wil pass away..but now im sure its not leaving me..may be really something is wrong with me and everyone can see it except me..i really dont know what to do anymore no interest in future no friends ( only when there is a need for them they can see me unless im just invisible) no one understands me in my family.. feeling like there is nothing left for me..its 4 am here im hiding in the comment section
@rushikeshbankar82502 жыл бұрын
Yo don't put yourself down like that buddy ur not the only one who has been suffering... we both been through similar shit..so i know how u feel...but If you ever need a friend then hit me up man..... just sharing everything with a stranger will make you feel 10x better.....if you ever feel alone or want someone to talk to...im here...
@deveshchhangani60223 жыл бұрын
You are amazing 🙌♥️
@cengizsm3 жыл бұрын
thanks❤️
@dallasmoses49363 жыл бұрын
It sucks hiding your feeling of being depressed just to keep your family happy but I guess that’s my purpose
@kiranverma86682 жыл бұрын
I just dnt hve any words to explain myself to anyone
@kayleglaister465729 күн бұрын
I can relate to this video. I am havent been able to smile for along time now. Im losing the will to care about anything.
@frostedits56492 жыл бұрын
Every clips touches the soul ... M getting goosebumps all over💌