I LOVE YOU GUYS SO BIG! Thank you for being so patient with me and I'm so beyond stoked to share this piece of my heart with you all ❤
@paolapartida Жыл бұрын
By the way, I loved the song, it's the first time I feel so identified. Thanks for making me feel less alone. 🥰🥰
@moDS739 Жыл бұрын
Reply to my comment plz I'm a big fan ☹️❤️❤️
@shamiezaranyika5657 Жыл бұрын
❤️
@palanie9694 Жыл бұрын
I can’t wait to see this grow over the coming days. This is beautiful. Thank you so much for your talent you’ve blessed us with 😭♥️ I’m also very sorry this is how you feel. Because you’re beautiful inside and out. A beautiful, talented human all in one.
@jamesmcdonald8057 Жыл бұрын
It's beautiful and brave thank you for sharing it with us 🥰
@mylenebill45723 ай бұрын
The version with Elyse in the duet is everything
@artaria22 Жыл бұрын
I used to be almost 300 LBs. My wife is much smaller than me. But she loved me and accepted me the way that I was. That’s how I knew she was going to be my wife. Since then, I am now 180. She never pressured me, and that gave me the motivation to be healthier because I want to be with her as long as I can. To those feeling this way, there is a person for you. The right person will love you for you. And if you decided to change, great, and if not that’s ok too. But there is someone that will see the amazing person you are.
@iancampbell168 Жыл бұрын
Every time the line “sorry I’m still not at home in my body” comes out, tears stream down my face. That line hits my soul. Thank you for sharing something so personal with the world! I will be playing this on repeat for at least a week!❤
@dawnf7971 Жыл бұрын
I've lost a significant amount of weight and the body dysmorphia is brutal!
@anggisuryani8151 Жыл бұрын
[Verse 1] Wait just a minute Could we turn the lights out? 'Cause I like me best in the dark And, after we finish Could you stick around So that voice in my head doesn't start saying [Pre-Chorus] "I never should've gone there And taken off my clothes Let you find out what I already know That I'm still the punchline Of childhood jokes 'Cause I carry dead weight and it shows"? [Chorus] Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body Just wanted someone to want me Who sees me as more than just funny 'Cause it never feels good being lonely I'm in my head whеn you hold me 'Cause you won't be hеre in the morning And I'll let you leave 'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me [Verse 2] It's been thirty minutes I told the waiter you're probably just running late But who am I kidding? You'll never show and I'll never learn from my mistakes [Pre-Chorus] I never should've come here And let you give me hope I'll pay the bill, and cry on my way home 'Cause I'm still the punchline Of childhood jokes And I carried dead weight and it shows [Chorus] Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body Just wanted someone to want me Who sees me as more than just funny 'Cause it never feels good being lonely I'm in my head when you hold me 'Cause you won't be here in the morning And I'll let you leave 'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me
@willnic9437 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing!
@capricorngetsfit745211 ай бұрын
Im sitting here sobbing here crying my eyes out. Realizing ill never feel good about myself. Its so haunting.
@quatro008 Жыл бұрын
I got here when i saw the duet on insta. What a very relatable song this is.😢
@モラヴァネサ Жыл бұрын
i discovered this song on facebook reels. And I instantly fell in love with it. ❤️
@theicecreamsocialistmo Жыл бұрын
I am still not in control of how I feel listening to this. It’s the song I’ve needed for 30 years.. You gave us such a gift, truly. 🖤
@roberthorn9754 Жыл бұрын
I can't believe i found this song - it sums up so many things, I'm 64 and I'm just beginning to feel good -
@sarahgiunta1333 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been waiting since the first verse was revealed, and I’ve never felt so moved by a song. This perfectly describes the way I feel each day, and reminds me that I’m not really alone in my struggles. Other people DO understand, and although it’s true that I never feel good about me, I just want to hug all of you and give you the reassurance that this song has given me and so many others. My heart breaks and is healed at the same time with this beautiful song, and Ryan has done something special with this one. Please remember, you are loved. The world is better with you in it. Tomorrow is another day. ❤️❤️
@rachelnance7890 Жыл бұрын
I couldn't agree more. :-) You are loved. The world is better with you in it. Tomorrow is another day. I love that. Thank you. :-)
@HarlishdaMango Жыл бұрын
Heavily underrated comment. We'll be right here with you. You are not alone ❤
@natashasantiago3494 Жыл бұрын
My God. The pain in this song is one that so many of us can relate to. I've been waiting for it's release since I heard the first verse. Thank you for bearing your soul like this & for letting us join you on the journey.
@winterwonderland1154 Жыл бұрын
This song needs to blow up
@marykeating2715 Жыл бұрын
This is the most beautiful song that I have ever heard. Every word. So many times I've been there, and then I met my husband. He loved me more than I ever been loved before. He died unexpectedly after four years of marriage. Will I ever feel good about me ever again? Thank you for these beautiful words.
@sarahcari-roberts38723 ай бұрын
@marykeating2715. Checking in to see how you are now. ☺️♥️
@emmyjones905711 ай бұрын
"I just wanted someone to want me" I've needed to hear this song for so long. It's what my heart needs.
@lilamakenzie8311 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone. I cry everytime I listen to this song I feel it so deeply. It's magnetic .
@HolySmithereens Жыл бұрын
started crying at 0:37 ... that is GOOD storytelling and don't get me started on those raw vocals - you're amazing!
@briannagroves1400 Жыл бұрын
This describes my relationship with my body in ways my own words can't express. It's a beautiful song
@viviennesaunders935 Жыл бұрын
Need these chords 😭😭 this is the best song I’ve heard in a long long time.
@mellissadessa9113 Жыл бұрын
It reached everyone it had to Ryan. ♥️
@theindigopapillon3495 Жыл бұрын
This song needs to get on the charts. Utterly moving and relevant ❤
@muhammadilhamafdillah3340 Жыл бұрын
Get ready to be gut wrenched guys. 🧡
@sacker31693 ай бұрын
You turned something so universally shattering into something beautiful. I'm crying and smiling...but mostly shattered knowing I'm not alone
@MonsieurCryo Жыл бұрын
I CRIED A LOT. Thank you for putting this song out in the world so people would understand what it feels to be cooped in a box of anxiety and how difficult it is to slowly accept your own flaws
@FullMoonHowl Жыл бұрын
WOW. I'm just sitting in this and marveling that someone hit the nail of that pain and loneliness on the head, AND did so with such beauty. This was like a van Gogh painting.
@DirkvanBaren Жыл бұрын
I AM SOOOOO SAD/EXCITED! *mood*
@familienEK Жыл бұрын
I’ve never cried that much over a song. It’s like my whole life up until I met my hubby and finally knew real love. I still feel insecure and hate the shell I’m in, but it gets better. Thank you for writing this ❤
@saintreader8054 Жыл бұрын
This is... so beautiful. You've made me feel not so alone about this. You just gave the words to deal with all this tormoil of emotions. Thank you so very much!!!!
@caumberg Жыл бұрын
I have never heard a song before where I could relate EVERY. SINGLE. WORD. This is my life in 3 minutes. It hurts to the bone, but it is like the anthem to my life. And for everyone who feels that way, I pray the day comes soon where we can no longer relate, but instead remember and let that pain positively influence the love we give to the person from whom we have finally received the love we always deserved.
@Arnold_touchtherapy Жыл бұрын
I cannot stop crying every time I hear this song. How you just described the whole life's experience of countless people throughout the world (including me) in just 2 and a half minutes. Truly unbelievable. This song is a gift. Thank you so much.
@irenanovakova1980 Жыл бұрын
How I want to find someone who's been treated exactly like that and show them all the love in the world, because they deserve it. 🥺♥
@TheRockstahr10 ай бұрын
This beautiful song has been echoing in my mind for weeks. Thank you for sharing such vulnerability with your words and music!
@hepa00lepa Жыл бұрын
Love love love love love love love love
@SafariVeridian Жыл бұрын
Speechless... You've taken a page of our lives and bared it with pride.
@ashercrame Жыл бұрын
I am bawling my eyes out 😭
@BoubdirAsmaa Жыл бұрын
I just want to describe what I felt after hearing this song but I couldn't..OMG I cant ..this song is one of the most touching songs ever , it speaks about the insecurities of every each one of us ...Thank you so much for giving us this masterpiece..ALL LOVE FOR YOU and for the BROKEN ONES out there ❤
@TuriFay Жыл бұрын
The tears!!!! 😭😭 sorrows sorrows prayers 😭💀
@angelabray8255 Жыл бұрын
I'm obsessed with this song. " 'Cause I carry dead weight and it shows" hits me so hard. Thank you for this damn song.
@emmaschmidtova2693 Жыл бұрын
I am the only one who cried every time they listened to this song? Beautiful
@marysalvato7417 Жыл бұрын
👋Love you Ryan!! Be proud! Be strong! Be your wonderful self. You are loved!❤❤ SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!❤
@jethrojohncajigas7922 Жыл бұрын
This makes me feel good and sad at the same time 🥲🥲🥲
@dilaylad1903 Жыл бұрын
I wasn't planning on crying today but oh well! Guess going from random song to random song on KZbin actually did lead me to a great song and a great songwriter.
@rodelioramonjr Жыл бұрын
Came here from TikTok. Would love to hear more songs from you!
@SanVOfficial Жыл бұрын
keep up with this good music, you're gonna go far
@lahessler803 ай бұрын
Starting over in my 40's after choosing to close a 2 decade chapter of my life. This song is so valid to my current state of mind. I'm not comfortable in my own skin. I'm too young to be this old and too old to feel young.
@Chan-wk5id Жыл бұрын
I got full-body goosebumps.
@lesliesmith9697 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely FIRE!!! Someone "gets" it and puts words to it! Thank you for your vulnerability! LOVE THIS song! 🔥❤🔥🔥
@davidpatrocenio548 Жыл бұрын
this song is so underrated, it deserves more.
@nandeikol Жыл бұрын
Your insta brought me here. I feel you. Thank you for this song. Its all that i feel
@donnabrown4405 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never been more excited for a song in my life
@babygurl141969 Жыл бұрын
I feel this in my soul.
@bradleygray1621 Жыл бұрын
I want you all to know that you are so worth it! Your are beautiful in all the right ways!!!!
@melonycarter-alexander48159 ай бұрын
This song speaks to me in ways no other song has. Such an incredible song. I've got it on repeat and am bawling my eyes out. I think I'm on the 15th time in a row listening to this.
@jetzerleyson1872 Жыл бұрын
Wait, I’m not crying. Really I’m not. Ok I am! 😭😭😭
@KristiL-x8j Жыл бұрын
I’ve listened to this SO many times. It just gets better and better
@VincentBevivino Жыл бұрын
Ryan you’re helping so many of us with our emotional state of minds 😢😢😢.
@sgtmian Жыл бұрын
you made me cry, ryan. i don’t think i’ve ever immediately related to a song this much in my life. thanks for writing it.
@tadziechackie8493 Жыл бұрын
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺Literally took the words out my heart😭😭😭 You're amazing ❤
@kivi7583 Жыл бұрын
great song. Came from Instagram.
@laurenspencer8401 Жыл бұрын
Best song. THE BEST SONG!
@remusgrrrl Жыл бұрын
I don't have the words to say how much this song affected me. It was like you were privy to my innermost thoughts.
@briiennamccowan6283 Жыл бұрын
Waited this song for so long❤I suffer from body dysmorphia plus I overthink so much, so you actually making a song about these problems makes me feel understood😭We love you!
@Mozzigator Жыл бұрын
I just found the song clip, minutes before you released it...thank you for this, I struggle with self image, and this song struck such a deep chord in my chest...thank you for expressing something so deep and beautiful for the world to hear.
@diylobotomy13 Жыл бұрын
Ive struggled with eating disorders the majority of my life. This hits hard.
@melami1519 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this beautiful ❤❤❤ song
@cherylwinston8092 Жыл бұрын
I am blown away and have cried to this playing it over and over....lived a long time, 69 years, kids, grandkids, births, deaths, heard many beautiful songs, but this is perfection.
@Kerrie-ir3zd Жыл бұрын
Jeez... A song that explains how i feel
@willyroberts5991 Жыл бұрын
Probably the most relatable song I've ever heard.
@petraxx8967 Жыл бұрын
Sitting next to a box of tissues listening to my life song.....its beautifull ryan❤
@viliamitukimaka3255 Жыл бұрын
finally 🔥
@AllTimeAmberx Жыл бұрын
I can't wait!!
@sunshine006 Жыл бұрын
Wow 😭 please post an instrumental ❤
@pitocohealer008 Жыл бұрын
This song just hit me like a truck. Having low self sucks... But one day I'll feel good about me, I know one day I'll get there
@MichaelPutman-z9p Жыл бұрын
In tears...thank you for expressing this so beautifully.
@shamiezaranyika5657 Жыл бұрын
Deep ❤️
@Addienu Жыл бұрын
I had a big cry and even bigger release this morning. I feel my inner child just reeling. I have this song on repeat now. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for letting us feel seen.
@marklopez3253 Жыл бұрын
its not just about asking people to like you, its a battle to even look and love you for you. im in the point where im begging myself to please like me for me coz i dont care anymore about what anyone else would say. i care what mine would. yall dont understand how hella difficult it is to despite yourself. this song explains it all. huhu i love it. imma show this to my therapist.
@heathergreen4184 Жыл бұрын
I don’t know of one person who can’t relate on some level with this song. What a master song writer!!!
@ladywarrior769 Жыл бұрын
I dont wanna wait! I'm ready!!!😊❤
@LittleFootProduce Жыл бұрын
I cried so hard listening to this and realizing this song explains me.
@gdangeldth Жыл бұрын
Oh my god. Why did I listen to this at work?! 😢😢😢 🔥🔥🔥🥰🥰🥰
@mimusar_ Жыл бұрын
It’s hard for me to compliment a song but this is an Amazing song.
@ethanseranom843 Жыл бұрын
Finally... ❤
@hanamaebulotano9262 Жыл бұрын
As someone with body dysmorphia, thank you for making this song.
@RyanStegeman Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard for anyone who has ever struggled with negative self-image, overthinking, anxiety, and/or insecurities brought on by self-deprecating thoughts, body dysmorphia, and lasting "punchlines from childhood jokes." Beyond the catchy melody and amazing vocals, get ready to be gut-wrenched because you'll simultaneously feel both inspired by the artist's vulnerability and pained by the relatable stories and feelings expressed in the lyrics. It's not just a battle getting other people to like, accept, and acknowledge you. It's a battle against yourself to love and accept who you are. If you're out there reading this and feeling a certain way know that I can relate and wish you the best.
@asshasss Жыл бұрын
This song is so touching
@abigailmoriamambwe8888 Жыл бұрын
Never related to a song this deep🥺🥺😭❤️
@priyanshelizachary6292 Жыл бұрын
My soul is crying rn TBH. 😢
@granturismo93 Жыл бұрын
Im singing this at the next karaoke night. Dedicating this to a friend
@naomimoran5564 Жыл бұрын
So many men struggle with body image and society still fails to recognise this, I have boys and i hope as they grow if they feel like this they feel confident enough to realise how theyre feeling is normal
@gwynsayson2622 Жыл бұрын
I don't really like listening to songs but when I first heard this on IG, I instantly fell in love and made myself tear up. 😢
@isa_art16 Жыл бұрын
What a voice👏👏👏
@brittneysheetz553410 ай бұрын
Lost my colon to inflammatory bowel disease, learning to feel good in my new body with an ostomy. Thank you for this song ❤
@casd2386 Жыл бұрын
I just discovered this ... ... I ..I lived this life far too long without representation Thank you for this ...forever Thank You!
@krisroads7723 Жыл бұрын
This song is truly beautiful
@myoaung4443 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this sad but beautiful song
@nebu_vintage Жыл бұрын
Woah voice melody lyrics 🤍 perfection
@roseveltofiasa3439 Жыл бұрын
Love from Philippines 🥰🇵🇭
@whitneyfitzgerald4212 Жыл бұрын
You’re gunna make it Ryan. You’re incredible.
@zenthiat2292 Жыл бұрын
An incredible song,, you expressed this emotion so extensively, and your voice is absolutely lovely I believe in you!!!!