It feels me with a deep sense of longing, that as you commented this very comment. I was eating the most beautiful chicken balls, life is so depressing sometimes. Amen may god forgive you for your sins
@RATATOUILLE_1016 ай бұрын
Okay.
@badtzbuck6 ай бұрын
Chicken balls
@joaopedroulmidesouza145 ай бұрын
chicken balls
@SinisterGrape6262 ай бұрын
i had a dream my chicken died, and then i see this comment
@Jay-dz1ep11 ай бұрын
This song feels like regret and sadness, and you lost somebody, and also when your heartbroken because everyone is mean to you, or try to avoid you…And you feel left out now.
@PraiseJesusChrist2024Ай бұрын
They are not worth my time. All they have done is add to to a boiling over pot of my repressed hate and disdain for they things they have done. I don't feel left out. I feel solitude. An unclimbable wall I don't want anyone in anyway. I am 23, and simply don't care for their future actions to regain my love and respect. They have stomped all over that and ragged me thru dirt and mud. Just to cry about me later. Sit in your pain as I sit in my mine. It apparently doesn't bother me, as much as it bothers them. I don't feel accomplished by this, just more pain. But maybe it's what I want. Is it healthy. No it isn't. Do I care. I don't know yet. I truly want to be alone, this life so far has been nothing but absolute pain.
@strange-person0925 күн бұрын
Literally anakin
@haku73219 ай бұрын
The sound of grief
@maxx11511 ай бұрын
This song is the definition of dread and sorrow. It's beautiful and it's so amazing how music can speak to us without words.
@beatrice4073 Жыл бұрын
now i can cry for 10 minutes non-stop
@Jiche Жыл бұрын
same
@pedrocorreialisboa523911 ай бұрын
this song could be a great soundtrack
@AntonioPeralta-xp1wq4 ай бұрын
You need help….
@laellevi94204 ай бұрын
I understand you
@jaremeymartinez258127 күн бұрын
Real
@marine745011 ай бұрын
This makes me feel how heavy adult life actually is. I have to deal with so many things, and I don’t have enough space for my emotions.
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
fr
@brittanychambers63967 ай бұрын
It fills me with a deep sense of longing.. for things to be different. Better. To grow up in a good loving home with parents who see and treat you as the apple of their eye. Weekends with grandparents. Family gatherings. Making your first friend on the playground. Falling in love for the first time. But in reality, your family was cursed from the start, and above all, people die, leave, or time pulls you apart. Now you go to graveyards instead of gatherings. You go out to dinner alone and avoid the eyes from other tables. You sit at home rather than go out with friends. You paint an acceptable image for the public and hope to make a friend based on look or common interest, but it’s impossible compared to you were a child when it was so easy to just be friends and go on adventures and play dates. Time really does rob us all. It pushes forward whether you are ready or not. Loneliness. Longing. Despair. So much emotion and depth in one song.
@AristotlehChan6 ай бұрын
Everytime i listen to this song i see the deer that got stuck on a fence with it's head fully intact and a lower body devoured
@Jiche6 ай бұрын
thats really awesome
@keptcurve89565 ай бұрын
real
@jasonbarbrie10185 ай бұрын
It's truly a great depiction for those who thought they had it bad that it could be worse. We like to think we're owed something by entering this world, when in reality we almost don't even deserve this world we stand on. Look at us, we hardly follow a moral compass now, we need someone to do something already. Our youth is failing, our I.Q's are dropping and more people have hated god than ever. Why are we doing this to ourselves, I can't imagine Satan is capable of all this.
@wolfbanesons4 ай бұрын
SAME
@mason-13-319 ай бұрын
This song feels Like you've just been Brutally shot in the heart By the one person you've trusted with your whole bloodline. Causing massive blood loss as you lay on the floor begging him for mercy. he points the gun towards your face and you can already feel the sky crack open to pure whiteness and see sunrays and see the most wholesome moments and trustworthy adventures you've had with him but it all cracks back to reality and he shoots you right in the eye then u can still see... but you cant move. you cant look around . your in such a dead State of emotion you dont even have the Brain power to think And you physically cant....
@Artyom.Helder11 ай бұрын
it's like watching the downfall of an empire on the edge of a lake.
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
dark souls type shi
@chungustutu156611 ай бұрын
I edge in lakes
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
@@chungustutu1566 thanks chungustutu
@macarenadecasoopazo12469 ай бұрын
@@chungustutu1566 so real
@TerraSlimeS4 ай бұрын
Constantinople ☹️
@fweryt874810 ай бұрын
Man this song really gives me chills
@Contenidounderrated9 ай бұрын
same :O
@FATMAN-784 ай бұрын
I can imagine myself lying in a dark, bathtub and I feel the blood flowing from the veins I cut, mix with warm water. In the dark, all the senses are only sensitive to pain, and that feeling when this tormented soul slowly detaches from this broken body. The last sight in the dark is her smiling face and laughing eyes as I leave this godforsaken wasteland forever. 😭🤬
@thedoctoradvocate85622 ай бұрын
I hope you're okay
@FATMAN-782 ай бұрын
@@thedoctoradvocate8562 Stella broke me, tore my heart out and squeezed it in her hands. I'm alive but dead inside, all those beautiful words about friendship and caring are now just pain and mockery to me. Ugly and fat should never trust the beautiful lies of beauty and slim woman... Why Stella? 😭🤬
@foxiiya27456 ай бұрын
Words cant describe how much i love this song. How many times ive cried to this song.
@5h4dXw8 ай бұрын
It feels like my heart is just gone and it feels good cuz its kinda hard to explain but i like the feeling of being sad and hearing to this song it wakes me up
@mr.computer753810 ай бұрын
Idk about everyone else but I find a sertin peacefulness in this song
@LiyaMousavi6 ай бұрын
1:25 this song....im cry for 10 minutes 😭
@carolelafontaine8068Ай бұрын
Quelle émotion en écoutant cette musique ...😢magnifique ❤️
@astrofilmes789610 ай бұрын
I feel like I'm sitting alone somewhere far away from everybody, feeling sad, but also free, in peace. It's like all the problems were left behind and there's just me.
@shadowninja77616 ай бұрын
have you ever thought when you woke up : damn it i woke up again? it can't just be me another day another story and another wave of regrets just like that u are empty , i always wanted to feel how its like to be loved or even held, hugging trees isn't what i wanted but atleast i felt what is it like to be live, i know life has more to offer than love or begin held but what does it offer then if it is just sorrow and sadness when will i get everything else this life has to offer.
@CD-gh1uf9 ай бұрын
This music always reminds me of a movie or show but I can't put my finger on it
@TawniStone11 ай бұрын
Now I can cry 10x's as much thank you!!
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
yeah no worries
@z_packed11 ай бұрын
i just died that night bro, not physicaly but inside. Now im just a shadow to myself..
@gamingwithmeobviously575310 ай бұрын
Ave Christus rex, we must keep going..
@TerraSlimeS4 ай бұрын
Christ is in our midst. Keep going.
@_GHOST_97410 ай бұрын
walk at 3:00 am would be awesome with this 🫠
@GrafBazooka8 ай бұрын
Am I the only one who just like the music without telling myself depressing boring stuff ?
@Jiche7 ай бұрын
on god
@Hrmn0426 ай бұрын
Wait a while
@Galletademielda6666 ай бұрын
that feeling when you wanna die but you´re also afraid of death, man...
@Jhakent-hg74 ай бұрын
...
@gabriellabatson55488 ай бұрын
everyday seems to go by as a blur. More and more I start to lose continence as I go on with my days. Its the same routine everyday that I dread when I wake up. Everyday I wake up and think "Oh! its time to wake up already?...I fell asleep doing homework again." I hope this goes away soon, my days are getting more and more blurry everyday. No words, No thoughts, just a blur.
@Endymion7662 ай бұрын
thank you
@eneiliobelanger37668 ай бұрын
I get loneliness in a wasteland walking past several murders ,deserved or not
@azazy-cult11 ай бұрын
It’s very beautiful 😆
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
thank
@Izuku-du8zc6 ай бұрын
im gonna do it someday
@arykle45334 ай бұрын
when
@ostrydzik788511 ай бұрын
I swear this is in The Long Dark
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
i dont remember hearing it when i played
@ostrydzik788511 ай бұрын
@@Jiche i think that's in winter mute cutscenes somewhere
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
@@ostrydzik7885 might replay it sometime soon, also why is the hog spicy
@ostrydzik788511 ай бұрын
@@Jiche That's reference to polish animated series blok ekipa
@ostrydzik788511 ай бұрын
And it's quite old
@Road_Rashband11 ай бұрын
It’s crazy how this song just made the rope tie around my neck😂
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
deep
@M0M0-kk2by11 ай бұрын
Nah Bro trust me Don't do that shi just think about it. You doing that doesn't let the pain off you, it just pushes it right onto your parents, or family or friends. Don't let your parents think they failed. Please Bro...
@sethporter43039 ай бұрын
its sunday night and i just wanna escape.
@alfakhrurradzie842611 ай бұрын
long enough to do real damage
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
listen to something upbeat dude
@wahaha1111Ай бұрын
how i feel when no matter how hard i try i wont satisfy myself or my family and others
@GrafBazooka8 ай бұрын
yes
@BubblesUnTheRun6 ай бұрын
This song explains perfectly how I been feeling ever since she left me.
@gcBarber6 ай бұрын
thanks broo
@Iamdommmm6 ай бұрын
If this song were a sentence “We all have our time to go, your might be sooner than mine, mine might be sooner than yours, or maybe, we can die together, either way, I hope you could think of me when your dead, or think of me when I’m dead, take care” (Btw I was holding back tears while writing this)
@70yearsago852 ай бұрын
holy shit this was rlly beautiful. and im so sorry u were holidng back tears but u clearly hav a gift with how u interpert things and writing. that was rlly pretty.
@Chris-io1jv5 ай бұрын
That damn alchemist
@oanakriss839 ай бұрын
why is everyone saying its sad? its horrifiying.. im seeing things?
@morgziliuz19729 ай бұрын
I feel the same way, too.
@ricorodriguez43539 ай бұрын
It's one of the background notes. some musical notes have been figured to cause fight or flight responses; it's actually the same note used in "13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round The Side Of Your Bed" by Silver Mt. Zion, hence why its used in so many horror/creepy videos It can also exacerbate manic tendencies in people with certain mental illnesses However, for depressives, that exacerbation can lead to them feeling comforted, due to it causing them to feel like they're directly facing their emotions.
@sillukaspoiss10055 ай бұрын
somtimes my head feels empty nothing i wanna do i dont wanna be on my phone or laptop no nothing and i cant clear my mind out.
@DiegoGomez-lh2lsАй бұрын
Greetings from Mexico,😏
@mr.t899 ай бұрын
I just want to disappear… beautiful loop ❤️
@ardan845610 ай бұрын
2 Words, spongebob pandemic
@thatoneautistickid938625 күн бұрын
what would happen if you eat a violin? *whimpers* :
@haku73218 ай бұрын
Вернулась сюда после теракта в крокусе. 22.03.24
@rustjunk9 ай бұрын
She's trying to kill herself almost every month and i want to help her? but feel like all my tries are useless.
@RealStudiø-n5s4 ай бұрын
The call of your ancestors, they say that they didn't suffer 60 years for someone who is sad when isn't doing anything, so move your ass and DO everything you have to do, talk her, if you have fear, 15YO guys wanted to fight in WW2, and you're affear of talking a girl, come on man, do everything you have to do, invest in something for you, and if you barely have money, remember that Henry Ford started "Ford" with almost nothing of scholar knowledge and money, you're ill, sick or bad, David Goggins ran 40 miles with broken feets, so, just do it, they're not bad with you, they don't want to do nothing bad to you, they're worried about how u are
@amagostartdatbigfirekickba98653 ай бұрын
Soon
@bryan_mrco11 ай бұрын
what is that japanese word means?...
@Jiche11 ай бұрын
not even a japarn
@bryan_mrco11 ай бұрын
@@Jiche e
@im1dude4796 ай бұрын
Music sad……..me sad
@АлишерБатчаев-щ7ф8 ай бұрын
что значат буквы на фоне
@Jiche8 ай бұрын
не знаю
@HopscotchFan_IDontUpload4 ай бұрын
Wow... *Now I Feel Hated..*
@JuliePeplinskie5 ай бұрын
This is my last message goodbye 👋😔
@JuliePeplinskie6 ай бұрын
I have nothing I lost everybody I live in the empty house fill with my family urns ⚱️