This Addiction Story Will Blow Your Mind !

[@lisalogan238]

Addicts aren't villains and your story is getting through to people. There is always hope for recovery! Thank-you for sharing.

[@MikeyC19836]

I've tried to drink myself to death several times. A.A has saved my Life. Stephen and Laura, I'm so glad you're both alive today.

[@shespip7797]

Stay strong, keep fighting and don't give up x

[@theremixonyoutube]

and sometimes I think we don't hear it enough, even though I'm a complete stranger on the Internet, as a fellow member in recovery, I'm glad YOU are alive today.

[@shespip7797]

@@theremixonyoutubeme too :) and all the people who have commented supportive comments, im glad they are alive aswell and proud of them for trying to fight this illness

[@joelarama]

MikeyC Me too and the same as you..AA has saved my life. Keep coming back!! 👏🏼💪🏼🙏🏼

[@nicolegrant2847]

We're so happy you're still alive. Thank you for staying.

[@AuntHeather]

My dad got sober when I was around 10 and relapsed when I was 21. He died in a wreck driving while intoxicated three days after my 22nd birthday (thankfully, he didn’t hurt anyone else). I was dumbfounded when he relapsed - he’d sponsored numerous people, bought a van just to have room to take addicts to meetings and rehab, and had been so involved in recovery. I miss him every day.

[@amysho2192]

Sorry you had to lose your dad. Glad you had some years with him sober. ❤ I am quite sure he loved you and wanted the absolute best for your life.

[@meghanodonoghue9066]

It's an evil demon of a disease

[@JMAG710]

It feels good knowing I'm not alone in this battle for my life. I'm gonna be four years sober from cocaine this November myself. Thanks for sharing your story, Stephen.

[@Marie-uq3yq]

U and Laura are truly warriors, u should be so proud. U guys are inspirations, sending love from Ireland xxxx

[@tianirichards9306]

Joe Mark Angelo-Gallegos well done!! That is an amazing feat!

[@itslaysa]

Rooting for you, Sir! Congratulations 🌻

[@celaena.celeste]

Im a year sober from cocaine!

[@elliedavis4744]

@@celaena.celeste congrats!!

[@faceplant9125]

Thank you for talking about this stephen. This was so brave

[@sophieclarke9555]

You know this must off taken lots of guts to speak up and in away when he talked about the panic attack I feel for him it’s hard I get it I really do you should be proud that you are now sober

[@allysonsodano4945]

EVERY SINGLE THING THAT STEPHEN SAID HIT SO HARD AT HOME... EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING....

[@crystalvickers78]

Thank you for sharing this! Happy 6th Sobirthday!

[@cumiford2cumiford122]

U 2 are amazing 👏 💖 😍 I have your book and love watching your videos they always make me smile 😃 😊 ☺ 😄 thank u much love vicki and amarra

[@caryterrill8424]

Right on Stephen. Right on. You will likely never ever know this but i wish for you that you will know of the many lives your story will inspire, has moved and no doubt save. Watching and listening to your story and feeling a since of how vulnerable you must have been feeling And fear of telling your personal experiences has to be the very priceless words of truth that resonates with one who sees themselves ad you where

[@latoya5239]

Happy 6th year, happy you got you life back together and your family

[@karo-kun2578]

"When I was sober, color came back." That... Hit home. Hard. I've never used drugs, but I have been severy mentally ill and I have been addicted to the endorphine high from self-abusive behavior. *COUGH-cutting-COUGH-and a lot of other stuff-COUGH * I dont remember much, but I do remember everything being dark and sad and gray. But I do remember one day relaizing, that there was sun outside. That the grass was green. That color had come back. Weirdest of all instead of saddness I was feeling ANGRY. Just furious that this?? Was my life??? And I'd had enough. It was the day i did a lot of things. A lot of things that led me now being healthy and out of that cycle of self-abuse, or as out as you can be with permanent mental illness. Long road it was, but I never forget that day of noticing that color and feeling had come back.

[@paigevasquez2424]

I know how it feels. Cutting is an addiction, the endorphins are a high. The color came back to me when I quit cutting. Since being with my boyfriend of almost two years, I've relapsed three times. The last time was the worst. It was something his brother had said to me. I was a victim of sexual abuse from the age of 8 until I was 14, life was hell for so long. I began cutting from the age of 9, tried to kill myself at 10, 11, and 12. Met a guy I thought was good for me at 14. That guy was good for me for a year, he was two and a half years older than me, and he wanted more than I could give. By the time he and I had been together for two, I would relapse regularly and I didn't care, I didn't care who I was hurting as long as I could get relief. That guy and I broke up after being together for 2 years. Now the guy I'm with helps me so much. He doesn't get mad at me when I relapse like my ex did. He takes away sharp objects for several days and will ask me how I feel. If I feel like I'm going to relapse and cut I tell him and he'll put away anything I could use to hurt myself and he checks me for cuts. The difference is that he doesn't make me feel worse about it, he knows that I already feel bad about it and knows that there's nothing he could tell me that could make me feel worse than I already do, not that he'd do or say anything that would make me feel worse. He loves me even when I can't love myself.

[@hayleymarlow9481]

I went to my first AA meeting tonight because of this video. Thank you Stephen.

[@Dark-wu1ml]

I have never had a problem with alcohol or drugs. But my mama does. She's a terrible person towards me. I have 2 little brothers and i remember anytime she got drunk or high she would attack me and say horrible things. I think the worst thing she said to me was she opened my bedroom door and she threw a bag at my face and in it was a bunch of razors like the box knife ones and she said get out of my life. Worst thing she did to me was she beat me with a cast iron skillet broke alot of my ribs i was cover from head to toe in bruises and she crushed one of my eye sockets. I had to tell everyone at school i was in a car accident because i was afraid of being seperated from my brothers if cps got involved. (Pretty sure i had a concussion)But when she was sober she was still a terrible person. I got addicted to cutting because it was the only thing that helped me cope since i had no one to turn too. Im battling depression at the moment have been since i was 8 years old ill be 22 next month and i am actually 5 years clean from cutting. My husband doesnt understand why im depressed or why i have scars all over my body and i feel alone honestly but thank you for sharing your story it kinda helps me in alot of ways and im truly very proud of you and laura and you have a beautiful family!

[@anascarlet]

You are so strong. Good job hanging on! I hope you can get help and open up to your husband sooner rather than later... it's really great having someone you can open up to, speaking from personal experience.... although it is really hard.

[@leighmichelle9585]

Maybe support groups could help you? Mind and many online, even Facebook groups... Samaritans to phone if struggling.. I wish you the best for the future x

[@insidemydreams5531]

The way he told his story is so relatable. I pray whoever needs help will come across this video. Congratulations on 6 years clean and sober.🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@BohemianAnthem]

Every time I feel like drinking and using, I come to your channel. Y'all have what I dream of having...a family of my own. Seeing how happy you are....It's one of the things that give me the strength to keep myself sober. So thank you for talking about it and for making me feel that I'm doing exactly what I'm supposed to, that I'm not alone or a freak. Thank you so very much. Hugs and sober kisses from Brazil ❤

[@MMcCoy-yh4ho]

My story is identical brother. Except I had 7 years when I went back out. Coming up on 2 years sober now. I love you!!! 💗

[@stacyengland91]

I just stumbled on this video on my 1st day sober and I can't express how much this has helped me today! It was just what I needed to hear.....looking forward to a bright future

[@saraherget5089]

Amazing! Congratulations to a new life. I pray for you and your recovery. Life awaits you🥰

[@HexagonHeather]

This was one of the most heart wrenching beautiful stories I’ve ever heard. My dad was in AA and I grew up in those rooms and in meetings because instead of getting a sitter my dad would bring me along. Hearing the stories from those men and women, all of them just like this one, molded my life. Be proud Stephen! 💙

[@Itsmeenya]

I'm in recovery and i don't know how I came by this video but I'm so glad

[@dianaking1106]

So glad you're still here, Steven! You should be so proud of what you've done in sharing your journey with those who need to hear it. And just look how you've been rewarded! You have Laura and now Alfie. This big beautiful life was waiting for you all this time, you just needed to find it. Thank you for sharing your story today. And of course Happy Sober Birthday 💙

[@echofloodz9979]

From one recovering addict to another, great job, mate! Me and my wife just made 5 years a month ago. I love you guys! Keep coming back!!!

[@nicolegrant2847]

You are both an inspiration! Keep going🌻

[@SirHeadly84]

Steven, I was like you once. Not lost in drugs. But, lost in life. I just did whatever the hell i wanted to. Drank every weekend until i was wasted. Tried to hang out with people just so i wasnt alone. But with this coronavirus thing ,Ive been trapped at home. No REASON to drink. No REASON to socialize . so it gave me time to see that as long as im doing what I want to and it makes me happy.. then thats good enough. I started trying to be healthier and focus on ME and what i could do to enjoy MY life. I also added a serotonin supplement to help with mood. Ive started losing weight and i feel better . I still live alone. Im still isolated .. but i dont care about it because im remodeling my basement and making it more fun for ME. Remember guys.. the hardest fight to win is the one against yourself. Its YOU needing..craving drugs ir attention or a high. YOU are doing that. So fight it..and never give up.

[@amysho2192]

😭 Crying my eyes out all threw it. 😊 Congrats!!! Thanks for sharing these stories both of you. My 8 yr old and I watch your videos almost every night as a bedtime ritual. Her favorite is the baby-proofing one. I think she likes it because she's a little OCD. 😄 She could relate. My daughter's father is an alcoholic. I had to leave him when I was 3 months pregnant. I really hope he gets help one day. If he doesn't, we're still going to love him--just from a safe distance. ❤ Now I love your channel even more. Thanks!

[@tieiatalks]

I relate to him. My drugs of choice were Xanax and ambien. I, thankfully, can’t stomach alcohol. My mother died at 57 from her alcoholism. Thank you for sharing this. Going to finish watching now. ♥️

[@Booradely4687]

Nice Stephen congrat man, I had 8 years and it was gone in a blink of an eye, climbing back up to 1 year .

[@crohniequeenab]

Keep going.

[@nessan4407]

Aw, im so happy to hear this story. My husband has struggled with addiction since he was a teenager. Sometimes it gets hard to sympathise when he relapses, since i have never struggled with addiction. Its nice to be reminded of how hard addicts fight, how hard they work and try to stay sober. Im so happy youre 6 years 😄❤ my husband is 8 months.

[@freshstartification]

Good luck to you and your husband and thanks for being honest about how hard it is to sympathise

[@samanthaburd586]

I come from a line of alcoholism and drug abuse. I’m grateful that I’ve never had to sober up, but I’ve watched those around me. People don’t understand the different wiring. I guess they really don’t need to all they have to do is show you love and compassion which is far more important in these scenarios. You guys make my day. Thank you for sharing your happiness

[@melodywilie8414]

Awesome story! I’m sober 19 months however I’ve been in and out of the program since 2008. But I’m doing the deal one day at a time.

[@cindyfisher7553]

I’m so glad you have each other to help each other with sobriety. My dad is 8 yrs sober and I’m so proud of him. So proud of you both

[@kendasheep]

Steven you are brave and strong, just like Laura.

[@sharonhutchins5784]

I have to really watch myself because I recognize I have an addictive trait. It’s way too easy for me to become addictive to most anything. Congratulations to you for being sober and having the courage to talk about it.

[@myaobrien9113]

yeah, me too. both my grandmothers are drug addicts, and one of them died from overdose.

[@Jamie-ho1wg]

You are so incredibly brave, never give up fighting even on your dark days not for your son or Laura but for yourself. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved. You deserve to live.

[@mrs.wontkins9294]

Congratulations 🎊🎉🎂 that is an amazing story. I myself am an alcoholic and have been sober now for 7 years 3 months and 2 weeks. When I started I was suicidal and trapped in a toxic and abusive relationship and now I am Marrying a Cartoonist who I met because I was his fan. It's not easy I got Robbed a month ago I buried a friend who was murdered a few weeks ago and I just got my Fiancee out of the hospital, but it is worth trying it is worth hoping for better. Thank you for this I needed it very much.

[@meghanr9639]

Would have been that much worse if you weren't sober. That's what I told myself when I had to do similar things.. Much love!

[@mrs.wontkins9294]

@@meghanr9639 That is very kind of you. I sincerely believe we all have purpose we just need to be shown the way sometimes.

[@meghanr9639]

Absolutely!!

[@Jamiesvlogs123]

I am so proud of you. Had tears in my eyes listening to your story. My mother is a alcaholic and to this day still denies she is. The hardest part is admitting to yourself you have a problem. I tried as a child for so long to try and "fix" my mother not knowing what I know now as a grown up She' has to admit it to herself that she is a addict for her to be willing to accept help. It's heartbreaking. I am so so proud of you. O im a mess right now with tears 🤣 so happy for you, Laura and your beautiful family ❤️

[@Laurieannmoore22]

You too are so amazing. I’m so glad that you found each other. I have never had an addiction to drugs or alcohol but my husband was an alcoholic. He decided when our son was born he stopped drinking. He did exceptional for about 20 years. Then he started to drink occasionally, which broke my heart because I had lost someone close to me to addiction. My mother sister Rosie, drank herself to death by the age of 44. She came to stay with us the summer before she died. My mother told her she couldn’t bring her alcohol but she did & she hid it all over the house.. she even hid it in the toilet tank. She would get drunk while mama was at work and she would fall in the floor. My mother had waxed floors & they were very slick. She would beg me to get her up before mama came home but me being 6, I couldn’t. She would just spin in circles on the slick floor & under the bed. No matter how hard I tried I couldn’t help her. They put her in rehab where she died during DT’s. She had just turned 44. She was a precious soul. So I never touched alcohol because of her. I had a hard time at first being around my husband when he drank because he reminded me of her. Not long after he started back drinking some he died of a massive heart attack, he was only 53. My life since then has been nothing but a nightmare. I lost everything including myself. I ended up having to move back to my hometown because I had no where else to go. He is buried 4 1/2 hours (one way) & I can’t even go visit him because my health has gotten bad. I wanted to move him but they said it would be around $10,000+ . We had no savings & I struggle just to keep the utilities on. I can no longer work & only draw a small amount & then we lost the house we were in to a storm on October 26. We had no insurance, because it was in my mother’s name & even though it was paid the cancelled it when she died suddenly. So here I am struggling to try to start again. I am so far down I don’t think I will ever see light again. I am struggling so hard with depression. I feel totally worthless and useless. There is no day that goes by that I don’t cry. I don’t have anyone to talk to but my son but I don’t want to bring him down, because I know he is struggling too. He watched his father die on a lonely roadside in another state. They had been on fishing trip when my husband died. It’s all I can do to keep going. I’m sorry I shouldn’t have burdened you with this. I guess I just wanted someone to care.

[@kimberleycable]

I'm so sorry to hear this. What you and your son had been through is tragic. I'm so sorry for your loss. It sounds like you need to heal in some ares of your life. It's difficult living with people who have alcoholism as a disease and incredibly hard to support someone who's sick. Please see if you could join an Al Anon family group for family who have seen their loved ones fall victim to alcoholism. A lot of times, children who have alcoholic parents or have seen other family members struggle with alcohol may choose alcoholic partners in the future. They often times have a lot of pain of their own as their family member cannot function to provide emotionally for their children. Please see if there are any support groups for family in your area as you will need a strong support network through the tragic things that happened to you.

[@edithmaskerkline3747]

Congratulations! My husband & I celebrated 6yrs on May 28th of this year! SO much changes when we're clean & sober!! We just bought our first home & you guy's are having baby #2!!! So so so happy for you.....WE DO RECOVER! ONE DAY, ONE HOUR....ONE MINUTE AT A TIME

[@abegailtheresa2816]

Happy your sober well happy you both are. Addictions are very hard, I’m going on 5 and a half years sober and my hubby is 4 years sober. It was a hard road but we are doing better then ever. One day I’ll hopefully tell my story and help others to see that if people like me and you can do then they can do. You have to want to do it for yourself, I tried and tried because my family wanted it but it never worked. But when I lost my step dad and my mom a year after him I fell hard but I picked myself up and got help and tried really hard because I wanted it so bad. And I’m so happy I got sober when I did and happy I found my hubby when I did we saved ourselves and each other. Happy 6 years Steven and thanks for sharing your journey. 💜🖤💜🖤

[@Eskey__]

Sept the 6th will be 1 year sober for me. It's been a very tough road but support from friends and family have helped. Something that still gets me and I cannot shake it is how much stress and how much I was a burden to them while I drank will still be with me for a very very long time. If you are struggling with sobriety, keep going forward. You are enough, you are loved and you are appreciated. Forwards ever, backwards never.

[@saraherget5089]

This made me cry and I pray that my children won't have this horrible disease. It's not a choice and I'm grateful that awareness is being spread. So much love to you laura and steph

[@ashleyfaulkner3929]

I arm so proud of you guys!! I'm 413 days sober. I originally had 2 years but relapsed. I'm in the middle of reading Laura's book and it's phenomenal. Y'all are AMAZING

[@SJ-ov8um]

im a mom whos been battling with addiction , been in recovery for 6 years......i know i need help, support and other resources to stay sober. ive basically done this alone , due to fear of turning into my dad who i buried (while high) in 2011. Listening to this made me see that i do need a sponser .....i just finished lauras book and i absolutley love your stroy. Gives me hope....i suffer from anxiety and need to start caring for myself sometimes i feel that urge to use....but i know i cant, time to look up AA

[@alyshia5302]

Congratulations Stephen. I hit 5 years on the 8th of august. I will never take fir granted just laying in bed in the morning and being able to snuggle with my 4 year old daughter and her daddy. Not having to rush out the door from being sick. It is truly amazing.

[@lysalynn513]

This story reminds me so much of my dads story. He was an alcoholic and used drugs and unfortunately we lost him July of this year to his addiction. He was only 52 and I wish every day I could've helped him more and miss him so much . It's a sad and lonely life. I'm so glad you are sober and living your life the best you can now!!! Congratulations to 6 years, it's an amazing gift every single day!

[@tammyhopkins4241]

I believe that Stephen telling his story is going to resonate with a lot of people. I truly appreciate him and Laura being so open and honest about their addictions. They show you that there IS a good life after sobriety. More power to them. Bless them both.

[@laurafearnley8990]

I found this video by chance. My mum was an alcoholic who died when I was young. She couldn't beat the addiction despite numerous attempts. Listening to your story has made me cry but has also helped me understand some of what she went through and also it wasnt she didnt love me enough just the addiction took hold. You've made me rethink a lot of hurts I've held onto for too many years. Be grateful every day for you being you and you should me amazingly proud you have been sober so long. Many people cant beat the addiction. I hope you amd your family stay strong together. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this and for helping so many people, not just people with adictions but those of us on the other side.

[@theremixonyoutube]

As a fan, and as someone in recovery (more than 10 years sober), thank you for sharing your story, you show so much strength, both for Laura and your son, and your fans. This is the courage to change the things you can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Steven, your story will affect so many for the better than you'll ever know, and for anyone in recovery reading this, remember, one day at a time.

[@SimplyRochelleParanormal]

I SWARE I LOVE these two human's SOOO MUCH!! I can relate to BOTH of them!! U BOTH are SOO BRAVE to bare ALL to the World!! It's soo HARD these day's to SPEAK on this DEADLY MAJOR ISSUE otherwise known as ADDICTION!! The video Laura did for her cuz that passed frm this evil disease, I WATCHED an CRIED rite with her!! She was soo RAW an soo REAL!! Stephen is a AMAZING SOUL jus like Laura!! They really ARE MENT to BE 💖💖 Thank U BOTH for speaking on ur own addictions an how it is VERY NORMAL to RELAPSE!! Only a small amount will go thru it all an NEVER AGAIN EVER RELAPSE!! That is a very sad FACT but it's a FACT!! THANK U LAURA and STEPHEN!! U TWO ARE AMAZING BEAUTIFUL HUMAN'S AND I ADMIRE THE BOTH OF U SOO VERY MUCH!!! SO MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT frm Florida!!! 💖💖🌴🌴💖💖

[@blindhouse83]

Thank you for sharing. I have over 10 years sober 1 day at a time. I hope anyone who see this and feels helpless know that they can have a life better than they could have ever imagined. It happened for me.

[@eljefe1989]

You are. The only person who has even remotely come close to give me a grain of insight into my father's alcoholism. He passed away from it years ago. Thank you, you are a beautiful person.

[@gulrich30]

Steven you are an inspiration my friend!! In recovery at the moment myself and fighting the daily battles and listening to your story has renewed my faith!! 12 step recovery for me is the only way!! KEEP FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT Sir!!! In love !!

[@shariturner764]

Amazing testimony! I related so much to you talking about isolating yourself in one place, as long as you had your alcohol & drugs! That was so totally me for years! Thank God I'll have 10 months sober in 3 days!! Thank you for sharing!

[@mollykdaniel8040]

Woohoo!! Love hearing this, the journey back from addiction is a rough road, been there, still walking daily the road of recovery! Celebrate YOU everyday dear Stephen... And love yourself well!!❤

[@kenzie9200]

My husband and I are 6 years sober too!! We checked into rehab the same day and alot of people doubted us because they said two addicts didnt need to be together because we'd be each others down falls!! We fought it together and we've been together for over 6 years years and married 2 1/2 years we have a beautiful little girl together and I have a son from a previous relationship and they both get to live amazing life's now!! We are so happy together and couldn't love life more!! So anyone who is going through this you can and will make it just keep your head up!!

[@Novel._.]

This was very very brave and to the people who didn’t like the video, how could you not like this. It was the most raw and real thing I’ve ever heard. Keep up the good work Stephen! God bless you and the family..... or good vibes if that’s your thing.

[@melaniejohnson6563]

Dude. Well I cried first and then I went and joined my first A.A. zoom meeting. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@Purplepixie42]

Thank you for sharing your story. I related to this, so much. I, too, was addicted to prescribed medications. I thought nothing a doctor could prescribe would be bad. I had seizures from the medications that I took. I, too, lost everything. My family, job, friends. I served 60 days in jail. I came out more broken than I went in. When I got out of jail, I went to a live-in-rehab facility. Unfortunately, it cost me my marriage, my family and parents. I had to rebuild my life from the ground up. I’m thankful for second chances. I’m thankful for for my kids, who were resilient when younger. Sobriety isn’t easy when you have chronic pain, spinal degeneration, neuropathy. I take the lowest amount of pain medications I can. If I didn’t have something on board; I wouldn’t be able to walk, eat, do my daily day to day life. That being said, I try to take it only if I need it as I have a fear that I won’t be able to stop. I love your videos. Your content is amazing!

[@kates8841]

God bless you. I’m sorry you struggled I have schizophrenia and I’ve had panic attacks too. They are horrible. I am proud of yaul for being sober. Such an accomplishment. Much love to you three

[@TAmber1213]

The fact that you put this story on the internet baffles me. A lot of people aren't strong enough to get sober never mind 2 times. Not only did you do that but you were strong enough to tell the truth and put your story on the internet in front of millions. You are incredible

[@ashleyaltman6502]

Thanks for sharing! We just put our 20 year old in rehab for 45 days. He has been there for almost 2 weeks. Praying he comes out a better person and can use the tools he is given to become sober and happy with positive goals.

[@taylorpasha9222]

My family is full of alcoholics and drug addicts. Most of them are recovering addicts now, my uncle is has been drinking everyday since he was 16 years old, he is 54 years old and hes in the hospital because his liver is growing out of control and he had fluid around his heart and lungs. He was told years ago that he has sorosis of the liver and never stopped drinking then. I'm hoping it's not too late for him to get sober, you should be proud of yourself! You did it! You got out of that toxic life. I am 7 years sober from opioids! I cant even imagine of going back to that life

[@Angeljadexoxo]

From one addict to another I am so proud of you! I admire you for sharing your story. We have to share our experience, strength and hope to stay sober. For me, my Higher Power and the 12 Steps have gotten me through. I’ve messed up, but I learned from it and tried again. It’s been a everyday battle that I have to choose to win, and just for today I am sober!

[@manmadesunset]

I listened more intently to this video than any other on KZbin in all the years watching it. Thank you for sharing. Congratulations on finding a happiness that I hope lasts for you with all my heart.

[@katalinachatty4868]

Well said ♥️

[@nicolecastillo489]

Congratulations on 6 years. You both are truly inspiring. And you make me laugh all the time. I don’t struggle with addiction, but my father does. And it is so hard watching him fade every single day. He doesn’t want help, but he want everyone to fix all of his medical problems. And now he is entering the worst stages of dementia. Thank you so much for keeping a smile on my face everyday. Love you both so much. 😘❤️

[@barbour3472]

12 Steps saved my daughter’s life . ❤️

[@alisonfarrugia8316]

WOW!!! What an amazing story!!! Good for you! I thought I was seeing a movie! What a journey! Soo proud of you for being sober, for having the courage to tell your story, and for giving hope to others who are struggling right now. Proud of Laura too for being by your side and supporting you all the way. And finally but not least God bless your parents for helping you and doing what needed to be done for your healing. YOU ARE BOTH AMAZING PEOPLE. Enjoy your wonderful LIFE AND FAMILY. XXX👨‍👩‍👧‍👧

[@amymurray]

Both of you are a source of strength and inspiration. I have personally never fought the addiction demons, but I have a dear friend who has. I am beyond proud of how far she has come. I am proud of both of you as well. Thank you both for being so open and real with your battles, providing hope, inspiration and strength to those who are fighting their own battles.

[@rambettelyman6685]

I'm 16 days sober today, just starting the 12 step program. This gives me hope that I can heal and live a life beyond my wildest dreams.

[@mallorywhalen6988]

Wow. How far you both have come. The way and tone he speaks, I could listen all day

[@BratKat904]

Isn’t it AMAZING how truly beautiful and altruistic your lives are now?! WOW, you’ve worked HARD for it. CONGRATULATIONS!!! We LOVE YOU GUYS!!! 💖

[@gigiromz]

Thank you for sharing! I always forget not everyone we talk to is in the program 🤦🏻‍♀️ I can totally relate to sooo much of ur story. My sober birthday is 10-28-10 thank u so much to u and Laura for sharing ur experience strength and hope with me and the world. 🥰

[@wifemomteacherlife7648]

I feel so honored that you trusted us with your story. It is amazing how addicts can convince ourselves that we’re not addicts. I went through many years of telling myself that I was fine because if I was an addict, I wouldn’t be able to do all that I did. I’ve been clean since November 2014 and it hasn’t been a breeze. I think what doctors and regular people need to understand is that addicts are risk takers. I remember I was in outpatient rehab and they did random drug tests. I’d had one at my last appointment, so I thought, “I probably won’t have one tomorrow at my appointment”, and I took some pills that I wasn’t prescribed. I knew that I could be kicked out if I failed a drug test, but I was willing to risk it to get high. Stopping your drug of choice is obviously very important, but I truly believe that if you’re not in therapy, you won’t stay off drugs for long. We abuse drugs because there is something we’re trying to numb. If you stop everything, that pain will still be there waiting for you to deal with it, but your coping mechanism won’t be there. If you are struggling with addiction, please get into therapy. ❤️

[@tmarielbs]

Bravo to both of you. Now you have Allie, the lil bun and the love of your live. I love this. Thank you for sharing!

[@beckrom9224]

Congratulations man.

[@patricethess1488]

It takes a lot of strength to talk about all your addictions and falls back in. But keep up the strength and the hard fight for life. Bless you both

[@Celestitedreamer]

Thank you for being so vulnerable. I was on Xanax and Norco for YEARS so I relate to your words. Congrats on the sobriety! 😍

[@silviathomas3224]

How brave to tell your story .My mother fought addiction for years and years . It was a daily struggle and unfortunately she took a lot of her anger and frustrations out on me. I never understood why she did this until I was much older and now have come to accept that she was trying to escape something deep from her past. In my early twenties a really close friend of mine died of a heroine overdose - to see her life gone and wasted was so hard. She was an amazing artist- her struggle too was extremely difficult to watch. One thing I have learnt is that you can give love and everything to the addicted person- but they have to make the decision to want change.Keep sober and making your amazing videos.

[@sharonsmith467]

Thank you Steven for talking about this!!! I'm a recovering addict also coming off the pills, heroin, and even crack!!! I've been on methadone for over 3 years I have had 2 heart attacks in 2 years so they recommended I not come off of the methadone because of my heart!!! But it's a struggle every day to stay clean!!! I did everything under the sun to get high everything!!! But having the love and respect of my adult children keeps me clean!!! I can't bear there disappointment!!! I love you guys!!!

[@annbray3917]

Steven be proud!! You fought the devil and won!! I’m going to FH onward this to someone I know who needs this desperately. Thx you for your honesty 🤗

[@rachelwilliams2896]

I'm so proud of you. I've had so many relatives struggle with addicted, many of which lost their battle, and it's so nice seeing someone come out it and make a great life for themselves. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@YazmoBluez]

Thank you. My story too. 65 year old Blues musician fighting the same fight.

[@KatieDeGo]

I will have 3 years clean off of heroin and meth next month. I understand so much of what you are saying. Proud of you and Laura!

[@debbyelliott5007]

Congratulations 🎉!! On six years!! Wow!! I'm just starting my journey. Because of your video about your cousin, I told my doctor about me abusing large amounts of Tylenol 1 s for years now. August 14, 2020 was my first day. I'm struggling in so much physical pain...the headaches, abdominal cramps and muscle aches so bad I can barely walk across the floor. The shame of letting my kids know is the worst of everything. Mom isn't supposed to be weak...and I feel like how can they ever be proud of me again. I don't think I'll ever be proud of me again. I fight for everyday for it to just end right now..not my life..just the actual day and pray that somehow I'll feel a little better tomorrow. It gives me great hope to see you smiling with six years of being clean ..thank you for sharing this. Now I'll just get back to facing the next six minutes for now. God bless 💕💕

[@elizabethmardell6835]

So proud!! Happy 6 years sober❤️ I’m 17 and am 2 years sober from Md and drink❤️

[@smashinggranol6247]

I'm sitting here, sick with COVID and my husband's fell off the wagon, yet again. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you Laura for encouraging this. I've been grappling with what to do all night. This gives me a different perspective. One that I don't have on my own. Thank you both for that and CONGRATULATIONS on your sober b-day's, both of you and your babies. 🎉💝🎉💝🎉💝🎉💝

[@mistiallen2019]

Stephen thank you for sharing your story I am so proud of you and Laura for getting help, you and Laura are wonderful parents, and I love you and thank you for the laughs 🤣 y'all are hilarious and we need people like you In our lives with all that is going on to help us smile ❤😊 I will keep yall in my prayers, God bless you, Laura and little Alfie ❤🙏🤗

[@hiddenvibrations3355]

Please make more vids this truly has me listening and I'm proud of you for sharing this. Your voice and atmosphere is soothing.

[@xtgdelrio]

I'm also in recovery! Thanks for sharing about your struggles. I honestly had no idea you both dealt with addiction and I've been watching your comedy bits for a year now. I'm gonna have to check out Laura's book now. Blessings to you both!

[@chrishunsaker85]

Wow that is "Amazing Grace", thank you for sharing Steven...... I can only imagine how many people you just helped today!!!

[@74lisaj]

Me for one 100%

[@kates8841]

I hate psych wards. They r no fun. Your story is making me cry. I’m so proud of yaul

[@ellahuber5824]

They really are my mom is a social worker and she used to work at a psych ward (now she works for people who are partially being cared for) and some stories she told were awful Some bad ones are when she had to see kids being tied down for various reasons (she worked at an adult psych ward put the kids one didn't really have those bed and straps so children were brought in too, she had to take a 2 year break just too like be grounded) My friend was in a kids psychiatric hospital (for a stupid reason nothing was wrong with her) and she told me about this boy who was brought in by police he was like ten and they held him down and carried him into a room with handcuffs while he was screaming and crying and trying to get away There's this movie called system crasher and it's about this kid with an Aggression problem and we both my mom and I cried a lot but it was worse for my mom because it really hit close to home because the movie was so realistic

[@kates8841]

Michelle Jones yeah. They mistreat patients. They love to give shots too. Aren’t nice people.

[@ellahuber5824]

I mean some are probably reasonable and do stuff for a reason but than there are the other doctors

[@74lisaj]

No one gets well in those places i think, well how can they? The ones I've seen are bad, dirty walls urine soaked carpet. Ppl not being cared for properly or over medicated so cant even go to the toilet. No one can get well in a place like that. Ill never forget the smell of one in particular.

[@PheracyMirage]

Thanks for sharing your story..... I'm personally struggling with alcohol at the moment but I really do want to get myself better and get back living life without being Intoxicated. Your story really is an inspiration Happy 6 years of sobriety🎉

[@busyMomma007]

Absolutely loved watching this..thank god for you Steven and thank god for all the people in AA..it saved my life..7 years sober and going strong!!

[@indiep318]

Anddddd...This is the video that took me back to AA. I was sober until lockdown. I want to thank you both for doing these amazing things and I want you to know that you really are helping people. Sharing like you both do reminds me (and others) what we should be doing. You guys brought me back to AA. Thank you xx

[@marb6866]

Thank you! You never know who you might help sharing your story!!!❤️🥰 My sisters and 4 of my niece and nephews are all on drugs and tearing my family apart, it’s a helpless situation to be in ......unless they want and take the help then you can’t do much as an outside person. It breaks my heart every day!

[@kates8841]

I’m so happy that you have your son. He is so sweet and I know he brings yaul so much joy.

[@nursekat6497]

I grew up the kid of an addict. She is now in her 70s, still up and down. The number of times going to rehab to visit are a blur. Going to sit by her side after she would fall and break ribs. I didn't have her while going through stages of my life, important things like having my babies, going to college. I did without a mom's support. I would reward her when she was sober by inviting her back in our life. Then she would relapse, I would withdraw. She is in my life, I became a nurse, because spending so much time trying to repair someone I figured I might as well know what to do if her heart stopped etc. The biggest thing I know is this, I carry her genes, I know that if I let loose I would carry it beyond. I don't want my kids to feel the way I did. Disappointed, frustrated, scared and ultimately alone. Carry on Stephen cause that little one deserves you, time with you both and support through the hard times in his life. He doesn't deserve going it alone.

[@caryterrill8424]

Cont. thank you for the strength you showed. And to Laura for her support. Stay strong God Bless your family. 🌈🌻💜.

[@scottdematteo]

I have no idea what it would be like to be addicted other than hearing your story, but I will say your strong and very brave to tell your story. Congratulations on your six years sober. Be well.

[@stephaniewanek2014]

I applaud you for sharing your story cause not a whole lot of people would share their life. My cousin just started rehab for alcohol and we have been with him every step of the way. I can tell you from someone watching your love one struggle, it's hard, but sometimes you have to let them hit rock bottom before they want to change. Congratulations on your 6th year Sobriety birthday.

[@kaylabowman2104]

No one know how hard it can be. I'm proud of you guys. Been there, done it. I still have days where my body feel heavy, but I stay busy. Take it day to day, love ya

[@rj86dr89]

I'm glad you're here and I'm happy that you are clean and sober.

[@amywhite9972]

My dad has thankfully been sober since 1990. I thank God everyday for the cop who used to always see my dad drinking in his yard. So one morning, he saw daddy pull out for work so he decided to pull him over. Daddy was to the point he had to drink before, during and after work so he blew a 1.9 on what he basically drank the night before since he'd only had one beer so far that morning. That's a lot!! Today daddy is in his seventies and i don't think he'd still be alive had he not stopped drinking. After his DUI, he tried to quit cold turkey but he had a fit. So my grandpa told him he had to start back drinking and wing himself off so he did. Somehow he did it own his own. He's a totally different man than who i grew up with. Actually he was always a good dad, he just falls less now and his health is a lot better. I try to always remember that addiction runs in my family. Fear of the same fate has probably kept me sober as well. I don't ever want to be beholden to something like that. Ever Thanks for sharing your story. Glad you beat this horrible disease...

[@FunkyFaery]

You guys are SO real with your viewers... Thank you Laura and Steven!