This anime broke me... | Oshi No Ko Episode 1 Reaction

[@aliciaxlife]

Every LIKE gives me a tissue to help with my nonstop crying.

[@VyceofMataMertha]

We got you shawty!

[@Dontfucklewithdashuckle]

Since I was one of the people who wrote a whole essay recommending this show, accept my like as me taking responsibility for the caused *EMOTIONAL DAMAGE* Also want to write something else but it's kind of a spoiler, so I'll ask first: Have you already caught up on patreon?

[@ordisraru]

13:28 I don't know if you or your doctors already heard of it, but I just saw on TV that a woman with a previous uterus trasplant gave birth, it was in Spain. Don't know if such a procedure would be an option for your case, but it might be worth it to look up for more info on it.

[@channonfontenot8953]

I would give u a whole towel

[@RenSugiura]

🤧

[@AnriHarper]

There's something someone posted that made me cry even more. So uh...don't read ahead unless you want to be sad. 1. Something you picked up on, when Ai's life is flashing before her eyes, we don't see anything from before the birth of Aqua and Ruby. Ai's life started with them. 2. Ruby and Aqua were watching their mom's funeral from inside a car to avoid controversy. 3. The president had two glasses at the bar, because he was going to share a drink with Ai when she turned 20. Still had a glass ready for her while grieving. 4. Even though she was bleeding out, and likely in immense pain, she threw herself against the door so Ruby wouldn't see what happened, and spoke calmly the entire time.

[@wertm123]

Wow, aside from the first one I never noriced or thought about the other four. Great catch!

[@sylver_drawer]

Oh god I never picked up on the President thing. That’s heartbreaking, especially since he practically raised her for around eight(?) years.

[@Im_Ajax]

So that's why she bumped into the door- i didn't understood why..

[@suspicioussencha7068]

If you reach the part when Ai's kids are grown up at 48:55 when Ai is patting Ruby's head. Ai's hairstyle is the "Dead anime mom hairstyle meme". Catching that is what broke me.

[@NnT042]

Something I saw on a rewatch (had to give the dub a try) - right after they show stalker guy being a nutjob by himself in his room, the camera briefly zooms in on the star sand jar as the scene changes. Way to twist the knife, director-san.

[@FuzHammer]

Alicia registering Precocious Baby as Precious Baby is so on brand it's hilarious 😂

[@thighgraine]

A lot of people did, surprisingly.

[@shellysebell3889]

I did the same thing🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️them subtitles be moving so I have to read everything faster lol

[@WolforNuva]

Yeah it's quite common for people to just look at the start, end and general shape of a word and fill in the gaps rather than read it letter by letter.

[@zyonith]

was coming down here to say this same thing i was cackling ong

[@FiragaJJC]

Precocious means early developed. It's not used. I had googled it when this episode first appeared. Wondering why he used Precocious.

[@psychronia]

Oh dear. Poor Alicia. Aka Akasaka, the writer of this story, also wrote Kaguya-sama. Because one baller series wasn't enough for him apparently.

[@Professor_Wisteria_]

decided to go from comedy genius to heart-wrenching murder mystery and it is FIRE

[@malcirhodes3]

I honestly think Oshi is way better than Kaguya.

[@IliyaMoroumetz]

This was rough. Also, hearing about the nonstop ordeal you had to endure when you were a commenter makes me even more sad. Without getting too deep into the parasocial aspects of everything, I do hope that at this moment, despite the cancer and everything, you are in a better place. You deserve it. Thank you for what you do, Alicia.

[@MrGreylurker]

Alicia, When you get to episode 6 you probably should brace yourself I think it will hit you very hard. It's a hard episode on it's own but after hearing you talking about the nastiness you had to face you might find it particularly difficult

[@infinite.hockey]

@@MrGreylurkerdude just let her watch. This crap is so annoying. Alicia is a better person than I so she may not say anything, but stop with this half-spoiler bs.

[@casualhavoc]

@@infinite.hockey Nah, this is different. Alluding to something to do with the plot just for the ha ha's and hee hee's is one thing and I 100% understand how that's annoying. That isn't what this is at all, though. Giving someone some advance warning that there's going to be content ahead in a show that they might find difficult to watch through isn't any more of a spoiler than a content warning or helpline screen many shows have before episodes that cover similar things to episode 6. Those screens are put there for a reason and likewise, Greylurker was acting with the same intent. They didn't spoil anything unless you also class the genre tags of a show to be spoilers too.

[@D_YellowMadness]

@@casualhavoc Those things are spoilers too when they show up with no prompting from the viewer.

[@palmerthemedic7449]

this reaction was so heart wrenching, especially hearing how Alicia related to this episode so much. I felt like I was gonna cry, till the tears actually spilled out. Stay strong Alicia we're here for you

[@stephenenns1386]

I’m so sorry to hear about your IRL backstory before you became a vtuber. I am heartbroken that you had to endure that kind of abuse, only to later have to battle cancer in order to reach your goal of having kids. Honestly, you’re one of the most real and genuine reactors I’ve watched on this platform. I’m glad I discovered your channel a while back when you started JoJo’s. The least I can do is officially subscribe after hearing all of that personal baggage you shared with us. Keep up the great work and keep kicking cancer’s ass!

[@LeonDractus]

“Are they gonna romanticize it?” Well, we know for a fact you weren’t spoiled. 😂

[@FrizFroz]

1:30:00 I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, with the comments and especially the traumatising experience that came afterwards. I'm glad you feel you're in a safer, happier place now. Thank you for reacting to this series. I imagine there will be more than a few episodes that may hit close to home for you. Sending hugs!

[@CultivatorCaier]

people are so messed up wtf

[@Juice1984]

This series will be a journey.

[@thighgraine]

It's honestly crazy how I've seen so many reaction videos and I STILL cry at the end of this episode 😭

[@machineofthe6thriver430]

Bro same.

[@manoarun6837]

Same

[@starfalchion4404]

Same T-T

[@Im_Ajax]

Same-

[@Nai_Cort]

Same here.

[@mgdplayz5727]

This anime was tailor made for Alicia I'm sure her reaction will break me the same way the anime did Update: it did 🥲

[@wisefelipe]

Aqua: Tries his best to be respectful. Gets called creepy. Ruby: Does all the creepy stuff, we just laugh. We live in a society.... lol

[@itzmehDevi]

I suppose it's because of Aqua's disparity between his mental age and body While Ruby's mental age is still of a child just like her body

[@alfonsobiggers2452]

​@@itzmehDevi She's still creepy though. And I reserve the right to declare it as such.

[@itzmehDevi]

@@alfonsobiggers2452 i understand i am just saying why most people don't see it that way

[@Xayr]

double standards in a nutshell

[@humourlessjester3584]

Kinda but because she's still a kid with little idea about sexual innuendos I'd give her a pass. She has romantic concepts at most by being eleven with her interactions with the doctor but nothing more. If you dealt with kids at all they do some things that can count as sexual innuendos to adults but you shrug it off cuz they don't know any better. Saw a kid squeeze their dad's balls once and they said "Haha, you have a penis!". Ruby is a bit smarter than that but I don't think she has the concept of foreplay and gender flexibility to make the connection that her breastfeeding can be seen any more than that. Plus, if I were to be reborn I would also try to ask to be breastfed because of all the health problems I've gotten from being fed the wrong formula.

[@Orion_44]

1:23:53 I'd like to point out, he says right before this "It's her abdominal aorta? Shit!", a place where if you are punctured you have a 30-40% chance of surviving, with IMMEDIATE, PROFESSIONAL care, the odds of her surviving are basically zero In addition, Aqua only has the memories of Gotou, he isn't **truly** Gotou

[@rafaelcalmon2858]

2 minutes and a half and I already know Alicia is the perfect audience for this show. When you know about how a lot of the stuff is beforehand, I feel it hits even harder 😭😭😭

[@BurBurGerHamCotCotCybercotleta]

"Old guys for some reason tend to enjoy it when young people have a casual attitude with them" So its basically like having a heart to heart with a Russian They tend to like philosophical casual talks

[@DorneysHouseofGames]

Yup, that's us 😅

[@BurBurGerHamCotCotCybercotleta]

@@DorneysHouseofGames yup

[@evergaolbird]

I finally got my best friend reacts to the first episode of Oshi no Ko, he is a professional nurse for a decade now but he isn't the type to watch Anime with a slice of life content rather something more of a mainstream audience type of Anime fan. But he gave the episode 1 a try. He said during the part where Aqua looks at his mother (Ai) in shock while the camera pans over the face of her with the eyes went totally black is the most realistic death scene he has seen in an Anime ever illustrated by an Artist. He and his wife (both nurses) seen a lot of deaths in their entire career (especially as their lives fade away) so him giving his feedback on that scene was really educational. NGL though his shocked reaction locked his face on the screen, on that infamous scene in Episode 1 was when I saw him with tears on his eyes. Him and his little brother lost their mother on a young age, he went to depression and it didn't help that their relationship with their father was not pretty well either. But I'm glad he found his better half and has been living a stable life now. Still we miss his mother a lot - their house remained so quiet for decades since she's been gone.

[@jdoggivjc]

This anime is gonna hit Alicia in so many feels. It already did in this episode alone.

[@dopaminevamp399]

Was already crying, and then your story about commentating when Ruby was breaking down. I'm glad you feel like you're safer as a vtuber. It's frustrating thinking about how comfortable those horrid men were with saying that shit to your face. God.

[@Cs-cp6vo]

1:31:16 god I want to give you a hug right now. You definitely didn’t deserve that crap.

[@juliocesardasilva1447]

On god

[@seriouslyreal3591]

But the guy definitely deserved that

[@CysaDaMerc]

The unfiltered look at the entertainment industry and the parasocial relationships is so well done. The art and music so perfectly matches the story and you can tell that the people who made it really cared about doing it right. Props to Yaosobi for the amazing op and Queen Bee for the fantastic ending!

[@renatag.5416]

YESSSS ALICIA’S REACTION TO OSHI NO KO I WAS WAITING FOR IT 🥹❤️ I love your reactions they’re so genuine and so fun and so relatable I am so excited!!

[@CharlotteIsCharlotte]

I’m sorry about all you had to go through. I’m glad to hear you are now happier here on youtube. Hope you stay safe Alicia!

[@FauxFoxPaw]

I've known about about your cancer for a while and that you wanted kids. But you talking about it in this video made me start sobbing. I can't even imagine how you feel. I'm so happy you have such loving people around you and I hope they help so much 😭 And now I'm crying at the end. I'm so sorry those things happened to you 😔

[@thomascannone3111]

to be fair he didn't choose to be her child so he just has to do the best he can by keeping boundries in place. I can't really call him creepy since he does everything he can to not be a creep it just comes off worse because he's aware of how he seems. he's doing his best jst like Ai.

[@namichuechokoretofan8145]

This show is literally for you!! 😭

[@Professor_Wisteria_]

one thing this show does well (other than shred your happiness to pieces) is the faces, especially the eyes. i ADORE how unique and flashy the eyes are, and how they're used to symbolize different things as the story progresses

[@hundvd_7]

1:20:00 To be fair, Japanese people extremely rarely say "aishiteru" or "I love you" _even_ to their children. "Ai", "love", is a very heavy word. It's expressed moreso through action than words, but also, they mostly phrase it as "daisuki"-literally "big like". It still translates to "I love you", just in a more casual way.

[@zanzabarosu]

idk why "big like" is so funny to me

[@ZenithLOLLOL]

japanese is confusing man

[@CosmicAIChronicles]

The "Aishteru" scene is so incredibly powerful when you know a bit more about the japanese language and culture. It's such a ridiculously powerful scene.

[@noble7065]

Oshi No Ko is an interesting name since it has a double meaning; it can mean "the girl (as in idol) I support (as in simp)" but it can also mean "the child of" put the two together and you get "the child of the idol I support"

[@smhfirebruh5630]

Also Ai's last name is Hoshino, so Aqua and Ruby are Hoshino ko.

[@lucifertheend]

What about my star?

[@slyghostchips4905]

Just came from the depression impact trailer reactions. Welcome to Depression no ko team Edit: also hearing your experience from combobreaker was sickening as a human being, i really hope you can feel safer in the future 🙏🙏🙏

[@artsey_key8452]

Wow I didnt know anything about your previous line of work Alicia. I'm a new sub thanks to your Gundam Witch from Mercury reactions and I've been loving your personality. I'm glad that you're here now enjoying making content and watching anime with us.

[@Tallsauce111]

Listening to your story near the end really hurt my heart. i can't fathom how so many people can do such evil shit to someone for no reason. The stuff u have gone through and are going through is insane. Always remember that u are far stronger then those who hurt you. Love ur videos keep doing what you do

[@TrollinFace]

The case from your life, you mentioned in the end is really horrific. I can't even imagine, how you felt, but I believe you will be able to drop it in the past. Nobody deserve such experience.

[@Razealuxe]

Just incase it wasn't brought up in the comments yet I'd like to point out that in Japan and several other countries the legal age of consent is 16. Japan has been working on raising it to 18 but unless I've missed it they haven't yet. However several prefectures have raised it to 18. so as far a national law in Japan goes 16 is legal. But some of the prefectural governments have raised it to 18 or at least encourage waiting till then. So by legal standards the doctor wasn't actually a creeper and given that it's been normal over there for God knows how long it's unfair to judge him for it. Hell if I recall correctly it was legal for 13 year Olds to be in relationships with both parties parents permission though I'm pretty sure that's no longer the case. Point is even if he was actually interested in Ai in a sexual way by national law he's in the clear as long as it's consensual. But he honestly didn't seem to be interested in her in that way.

[@RoyalCrustle]

I hope you beat cancer, I hope all those asshats and racists that made you anxious and fearful get what they deserve, and I hope you can get kids and live a long and happy life. 😭❤️

[@tenochgarcia2936]

I knew the moment I saw this that Alicia would cry rivers, because it's such an emotional story.

[@noble7065]

Fun fact, aqua's VA also voiced a very very similar character from a recent anime. Both reincarnated, blond, handsome, are smart and have asymmetrical eyes

[@daveTHEdirty]

Idk why but im thinking rudeus.

[@noble7065]

@@daveTHEdirty that's exactly it.

[@envybe248]

Young Aqua's VA you mean

[@noble7065]

@@envybe248 Considering this is under an episode where the vast majority is spent with young aqua, I thought it was pretty obvious.

[@noble7065]

@@Dotoku14 1 - spoilers, 2 - I was making a surface level comparison, 3 - who gives a shit?

[@TheUlf]

1:31:00 good LORD that is a *terrifying* story. What a complete failure of the community that we haven't yet rooted that kind of behavior out. Thank you for having the courage to share your experiences.

[@brianlynch4801]

I'm sorry to hear what you went through. I'm glad you found a venue that you can still do what you want to do to feel safe. I don't know anything about your real life. I stumbled upon you because of this show. Thank you for sharing about some of the struggles you went through. I hope you find success in your new career

[@natezabinski5615]

A true rollercoaster of a prologue.

[@madame_infinite_hearts]

I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you in your past. It's that kind of horrific stuff that makes me a bit afraid to be a black content creator online. At the same time, I see where you are today and it gives me hope. Wishing you the best in the future. I hope you keep making the content you love.❤

[@Stragon333]

Damn, I never knew about the previous part of your carrier and the messed up things happening to you. Oshi No Ko really must hit close to home. I just hope you really are feeling in a better place right now. I always love your reactions, so you are doing great in my book.

[@riwen0851]

Fun fact : the author of oshi no ko also did kaguya. He's good at hitting you when you don't expect it. You can expect the same kind of things if you ever continue kaguya 👀

[@fatesrequiem]

Yo, just taking a second to say I’m sorry you went through all that toxic racist “Star” culture shit. You don’t deserve that. No one deserves that. I genuinely hope you’re doing better now but I can imagine the scars will last a lifetime. Be safe, be well.

[@zalla00]

Called it, knew if Alicia watched this she'd suffer the same emotional breakdown most of us prior watchers did XO

[@accountwillbedestroyedbyMOE]

I'm new to your channel so hearing your news about cancer is just so sad, I hope the best for you ❤🙏🏻

[@KeijiMaeda86]

The irony of Ai calling Miyako Mama also is that she is adopted/guardian by Ichigo so she is technically Ai's adoptive mother and the twins' grandmother lol

[@cosmicwitchclarith]

I don't know who you are but I learned so much about you and cried so much with you I just had to follow. Please keep it up I love your content, you seem like such a sweet person

[@kayl23]

Alicia: If anything happens to Ai I'm killing myself and everyone else in the room Me: Evacuate the building immediately!

[@randommexicandude3061]

Alicia: "She's so cute" MC: "She's so cute" Alicia: "Bro, relax."

[@leok8512]

double standars

[@D_YellowMadness]

It's not a double standard when the word is being used in different ways by two different people about a fictional character but one of the people using the word is also a fictional character. There's such a thing as nuance.

[@D_YellowMadness]

This might be the only time I've watched something twice & cried both times.

[@WillGlacier]

Oh god this is gonna be both great and tragic at the same time. I can't wait 😭

[@bethmaguire7388]

This is my first time on your channel, I’ve never watched Vtubers, but im so sorry to hear your story as someone with a similar problem (I want kids, but am missing one ovary). Im glad I found you and will be watching your content to support your journey, im sure medical treatment isn’t cheap. Keep it up, I belleive you’ll beat this shitty cancer ❤

[@starfalchion4404]

Finally got to watching the reaction because I definitely didn’t want to miss it. Oshi No Ko is becoming one of my favorite anime/manga series now and you are one of my favorite reactors on this platform. I knew I was gonna cry again rewatching this through your reaction and your crying made it worse (in the best way). Not only that, your story that you related the anime to just kept the tears rolling. I’m so sorry you went through that. No one deserves that and it should not be seen as normal. Please know that you are loved and deserve every once of it. 💙

[@RockyAnnmarie]

This show is awesome !!! I saw a clip of this show on TikTok & didn’t know where to watch then I found you 😊 so glad to be here I love your commentary!

[@aliciaxlife]

omg!! Welcome to the channel :D hope you enjoy binging stuff with me haha

[@LazyPeanut01]

1:29:00 This line goes so fucking hard I swear, so many psychos out there that treat entertainers like they're not human it is insane. Also I just gotta say holy shit im so sorry to hear about your bad experiences as a commentator, i dont know what to say honestly i felt sick to my stomach hearing about some of the shit you went through. Some people are just fucking monsters man :(

[@SomeGuy42069]

Man, hearing you talk about what you've been thru that's rough sending good vibes

[@kon2150]

man i been waitin and hopin for your reaction to oshi no ko to come to youtube and here it finally it is, this is gonna be such a great watch

[@spandanganguli6903]

Saying the name of your children wrong is very common, my mother just calls me, my brother and my father's name until one of us show up.

[@FuturisticNinja]

I actually beat cancer this January! I hope you get better and overcome it! ❤

[@Sorry_i_eated_it]

Holy shit that's amazing!!!!!

[@FuturisticNinja]

@@Sorry_i_eated_it thx 🙏🏻 and Ik.

[@FlubbedPig]

Random baby fact: The walkers they're in at 39:12 are actually banned in Canada, not just to manufacture but even to import. Harnesses like that have been found to have a significant negative impact on muscle development and delays in locomotion due to the fact that the baby isn't actually engaging their full body to move. Furthermore, there's greater incidence of them hurting themselves due to the walker giving them greater mobility than they're ready for. Think of how much trouble a baby just learning to walk and crawl can get into, now imagine a significantly younger baby being gifted that kind of mobility.

[@mikhailpersad1208]

I love AliciaXLife's personality its so cool

[@Tarvo27]

I super suggest you react to the full opening with lyrics with the original video. The song is amazing and the video and lyrics both are like perfect for the show. It perfectly captures the first episode and the feelings and meanings it tries to portray.

[@armyloft]

The full song at the end is a banger, you should definitely react to it in full. The lyrics are so good too

[@astoranaut]

Hell yeah! Your take from the entertainment industry on this show is going to be SO DOPE!

[@shiaakatsuki7865]

18:48 Gorou: See you later. Alicia: **ULTRA INSTINCT** Something feels wrong. Is he gonna die? 1:20:21 Ai: ... Even if I end up paying for it one day. Alicia: **ULTRA INSTINCT** End up paying for it one day!? Is she gonna die!? TL;DR Alicia is slowly becoming Goku.

[@P99s-s]

I still get a pit on my stomach watching this episode, but I can’t imagine how much harder this would hit you…also I’m sorry you has to go through so much shit, Jesus

[@Kimcirac]

I'm in the same boat... I too got cancer and this anime just hit SO HARD... it's a really good anime but man, the 1st chapter BROKE me and I had to stop a few days to recover.

[@meursaulty6672]

You are absolutely right, the character next to 100.3 means ten thousand, so 100 ten thousands is the same as a million. Very different from how we think of it.

[@vitaleriof]

1:21:29 man, we need josuke back

[@AngraMainiiu]

"Oi Jouske there's a MILF bleeding out on the floor!"

[@UltimaPhoenix-dx3kt]

In the manga, the narration says that the police had to cover Ruby's eyes as they moved her outside their house, and also that Aqua did not move for the entire time it took for them to arrive. This means he felt her body going cold. I watched this show completely blind, and the end of this episode (more like movie, if I'm honest lmao) hit me as hard as episode 3 of madoka magica. I did NOT expect something like that.

[@Sparten7F4]

I love that the literal children are involved with running stuff lmaaaaaao

[@keyangel1555]

there are too many people around who write something just to hurt someone, i hope the karma backfires on them one day. I'm a new subscriber and seeing this video I got to know a small part of you, you've been through and are going through difficult times and I hope you can soon realize your dream of becoming a mother💕

[@Scarlett-Hofferson]

As a distraction from the pain, one thing you touched on that I don't see get talked about enough is how the director talks to Aqua. Kids in general really appreciate being treated like adults, or at least like they're not stupid. The director saw that this random toddler seemed pretty smart and could talk well, and decided to speak to him as an equal instead of dumbing things down or ignoring him, trusting that he could keep up, and explaining anything he didn't put together on his own. Obviously the fact that Aqua's actually an adult is a thing, but had that been a real child, they would have felt so validated and respected to be interacting with someone who didn't see them as an idiot.

[@thisisafake1457]

It is so disgusting that people cannot feel safe doing what they love to do just because some . . . people simply have to be a...oles. I cannot express everything I want to say because I lack the right words. Just know that there are many people who just want to see you be happy and I wish you all the best.

[@RedSatoshi]

I feel bad from hearing what you had to go through. I hope that you're in a better life now, even if you're still fighting against cancer. My mother also had cancer before, so I can mildly understand the struggle and worries. Stay safe! Love your reactions!

[@BMAD_Christoph27]

Although he was a doctor in his past life, a severed abdominal aorta is almost always lights out even with immediate medical intervention. There are slim chances that the surrounding tissue contains the bleeding but considering that she was lying in a pool of her blood that is just not given here. Even with immediate stabilization by EMTs, her chances of survival were far too low.

[@LilDevil-c6o]

Cancer is beatable, just gotta be strong. I believe in you.

[@I3ladeDragon]

"I will protect her with every fiber of my being" That's when we all knew how this would go.

[@bumblebee95949]

fun little fact this is actually set in the same exact Universe as Kayuga sama Love is war .

[@SRLeonido]

Thanks for a great reaction Alicia, im sorry to hear about all the pain you've gone through and how much you are able to relate to the content of Oshi no ko as a result... I do really hope you're able to find more security and happiness in life and am thankful for your content and perspective

[@dmal4109]

fun fact: Sarina had an Astrocytoma, a form of brain cancer that develops for STAR shaped cells

[@achoo7847]

In case you didn't know, the author of this show's manga is also the author of Kaguya-sama Love is War.

[@rulercamelot3687]

Alicia, I've been a fan of yours for a bit now, but this is the first I've heard of all these scumbags treating you in that way. You say the word, and we of the internet will see to it that these people are... taken care of, there are some things one should not tolerate in life. I love seeing all your reactions since you are so heartfelt and genuine, and I sincerely hope one day that your children will see all the joy you have given to those of us on the internet. Love you in a totally platonic and not at all weird or parasocial way

[@mrfriespotato2834]

Bruh Alicia's reaction too adorable Cute parts: Babies! 😭😭 Sad parts: BABIIIES! 😭😭 wholesome parts: *BAAABIIIIIIIIEES!* 😭😭

[@NeoSpokenWorld]

Time to relive the pain! Been waiting eagerly for this to drop on yt. This is gonna be one hell of a ride!!

[@wibes6043]

Aqua VA is also Rudeus btw which really funny

[@Starphoenix]

Bro getting typecasted as Isekai Protagonists...

[@Noct31]

Hearing how hard you're fighting against cancer made me tear up. I hope for nothing but the best for you going forward.

[@smappes1558]

So sorry for what you've been through, nobody should have to face any of that. Also this show does give so many reality checks that have made me too remember and rethink about some messed up things that have happened to me in the past. I hope all the best to you!

[@inferlynx737]

I’m pretty sure we just like seeing people break down ….it’s definitely not because we also cried a river

[@Hextec]

Loving the reaction, I subscribed because of your Jojo reactions and Oshi No Ko was one I was waiting for. Also here's some info: the writers never meant for the relationship between the doctor (Gorou) and Ai to be romanticized or sexual in any way, it was always just an admiring fan and idol relationship. He truly is a good guy and doesn't wanna do anything weird to AI,. Though I guess some peple may look at it that way., which is to be expected, especially from a western viewpoint.

[@butterknight1236]

ahh yes, the feature film first episode of pain

[@phyrus16]

Hey. I just found your video. I have to say, hearing u say you have cancer really made me empathise. Not that I have it, but Ive lost some family to it. I hope you can overcome this hurdle. Much love and best of wishes for a speedy recovery.

[@theanimethirst3822]

I was trying to find you to watch your reaction to oshi no ko because I resonated with your edge runner reaction and couldn’t find you, then today I finally got recommended this video🙏

[@paulvcope]

This is the first video I've stumbled on for your channel, and Alicia I hope you win your fight. Thank you for being open and vulnerable about your struggles.

[@Nah_I-ll_Win]

I don't really watch the Oshi No Ko anime episodes because I read the manga and I don't like Oshi No Ko enough to re experience the story BUT I do like your enthusiastic and interactive style of reactions so I'll watch your reactions just for those elements. Great reactions by the way keep it up, easily the fastest I ever subscribed to a channel in the last few years.

[@hayond656]

Oshi no Ko FINALLY!! When I saw Oshi no Ko pop-up on the bottom of the screen in previous reactions for the first time I audibly went "OHHH NOOOO 'OSHI NO KO!?!?' " considering it's Alicia Now if only my School Website would work so I can submit my stuff first so I can watch this

[@DreakPeak]

Woooooh yeah babyy that’s what I’ve been waiting for that’s what it’s all about

[@cristianotsurudaprocopio8757]

Oh hell yeah, finally the Alicia reaction.

[@killervonkase]

Incoherent mumbling through tears. Exactly what i wanted to see.

[@LckD008]

Jesus, I had no idea how horrible it was for you. Your experience made me rethink how I should interact with celebrities I adore if I ever had the chance to. If anything, I really respect you for being real tough and keeping up the fight despite the awful stuff you've gone and are going through. I'll keep supporting (well I can't Patreon because I am broke beyond compare but who cares) and will surely be there to hear your triumph.