This is Home (Gender-Fluid version)

So, I've tried posting here on KZbin a few times and my shit's always been super cringey, BUT I figured this was a story worth sharing! I only recently discovered I was gender-fluid -it clicked while I was listening to THIS song mind you- and I was compelled to make a video about it. Very inspiring story, I know. The events of this video are fictional, though the characters aren't, and I've actually bee in the closet about being trans/gender fluid/WHATEVER the fuck people wanna call it. Anywho, this took FIVE DAYS to make and 194 screenshots.
Peace, The Creator

[@Solar_Axis]

Before some dumbass comments saying that not all girls like glitter and shit, I KNOW THAT. The point I was trying to get across is that I've never been very feminine and have always leaned more towards what is considered the masculine side when it came to the things I wore and what I did. Peace

[@Solar_Axis]

@bruiser RRG and that is perfectly fine! I just meant it wasn't MY cup of tea

[@Keori123]

I'm not in the LGBT community but i love learning about sexualities and gender roles because then i get to know how to support! I'm glad you found who you truly are 💕

[@Non-BinaryTrash]

I can help you learn I'm non-binary and pansexual along with demisexual. If you want I can give you my Gmail to help you learn!

[@Keori123]

@@Non-BinaryTrash ah okie! I'll keep that in mind. Thank you! 😁

[@Non-BinaryTrash]

@@Keori123 your welcome Keori sorry for not responding sooner I didn't get the notification

[@yourlocallesbian8892]

Thank you for accept us!

[@Keori123]

@@yourlocallesbian8892 Ofc ofc! :)

[@stargazing54__0]

I'm really happy for you, that you figured out who you really are. I'm genderfluid too so and came out to myself a month ago and that was the most beautiful thing that happened in my life even though some of my friends (even them part of the lgbtq+) seem to not actually support me but I don't care about them as long as I'm happy with my self. I hope you will have more luck than me, but if you don't, you don't have to care about others because the most important things is that you are happy and you are yourself (that's what people taught us from kinder garden but some still don't get it :/). Have a nice day/afternoon/evening and hope the best for you ❤

[@Solar_Axis]

power to ya, my friend🤜

[@bigmanthomas]

Nice pfp

[@Solar_Axis]

@@bigmanthomas thx

[@dakota_7448]

Oh my fucking God at 1:08 I broke down in tears, I don't have accepting parents, but I have an amazing supportive friend who was very supportive when I came out to her as trans. I cut my hair a few months ago and my parents reaction was horrible, I was really suicidal already and their reaction almost made me do the worst. But my friend was always there for me, I Iove them so much. Stay strong ya'll, you've got to find someone who is accepting and supportive and they can be your rock. Peace out 🤧🏳️‍🌈

[@Solar_Axis]

Let me tell you something my friend: I was terrified of that too. I'm fortunate enough to have parents who accept the LGBTQ+ community, but they've made me stay in the closet for everyone else in my life because they're scared of what other people will think. So, here's the way I think of it: Why should I care what they think? They don't know me, they don't know what it's like to look in the mirror and pick out everything wrong with your body and feel like you don't belong because you don't like "normal things." I'M done trying to pretend this isn't real, I'M done trying to be something I'm not. It isn't about what the people around you think, bud. It's about what YOU think. It's YOUR body, YOUR life, and nobody else has the right to tell you what to do with your life. Whether it's your parents, a teacher, your friends. No one controls you.

[@Peach-Jelly]

@@Solar_Axis I have a question. What does gender fluid mean?

[@Solar_Axis]

@@Peach-Jelly It means that you fail somewhere in the "grey" area so to speak when it comes to your gender identity. You could be kinda "girly" or more "masculine" it all kinda depends on the person. Now, far more certain I'm transgender, but at the time I made this video I was still figuring that out

[@Peach-Jelly]

@@Solar_Axis Like you feel one way or like in between? Ty :)

[@Solar_Axis]

@@Peach-Jelly More or less in-between. Some people lean more to one side or the other like I did when I was a kid but it's a little different for everyone

[@gdaygdaymate8166]

I fuckin love this! 0:56 This generally made me tear up about how accepting they were and how similar our situations are my new comfort video

[@trees532]

As a gender fluid I sometimes enjoy being a girl bit just sometimes I’d be happier as a boy

[@Solar_Axis]

It is ridiculously confusing, man😒

[@woah8262]

Same! 😋

[@greysonholtz]

no offence do you but, well, yes... thats pretty much the definition of genderfluid. having your gender fluctuate.

[@WEBRANTER]

I love this song and you did a good job with all of it and 194 SCREENSHOTS?! My storage would be begging to live-

[@strawberrycow5295]

im nonbinary and this song makes me cry... its so comforting and relatible i feel like it was made for me....my nana is homophobic but beilieves people should be who they feel they are but im scared that she will disown me if i tell her im pan and non binary...

[@THISCHANELHASBEENSCRAPPED]

I refuse to believe that somebody who makes this kind of content has less than 1K subs. Like, oh my god you’re super underated!

[@RayngoMango]

I love seeing stuff like this. I can always relate to genderfluid mv’s Also if you don’t feel comfortable with labeling yourself you definitely do NOT have to it’s completely valid to not have or want a label❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@The_starsandcrystalskies]

as a genderfluid person as well i can realate to this and im glad youre putting content like this out its great to see

[@max_belovedd4023]

Im genderfluid and idk it makes me happy to see other genderfluid people on platforms, and its reminds me that i am actually not a freak/mentally ill as everyone says Thank you for this video

[@itzjellymee]

I am genderqueer but no one but my friends have accepted me. My mom dosent know. She didnt like finding out I was pansexual. I believe things will get better though. Your story is inspiring to me. To do something about the way I feel. Thank you. You have gained a subscriber.

[@Solar_Axis]

Power to ya my friend You've got this😎

[@starstruckfruits]

I'm glad your friends support you for who you are ! Even if not everyone is supportive it's good that you at least have once space where you can be yourself without being judged. I hope you've gotten the chance to express yourself as much as you'd like

[@muichirotokito9468]

I've always gotten along with boys. I wasn't that kid that plays with barbies or dolls in general. I always played with the boys and their cars :^

[@Rory-m8x]

This is such a wonderful vid,and I’m so happy you have friends and family who support you. To anyone out there who unfortunately doesn’t have a supportive family or friend group,I’m so sorry.Feel free to vent on this comment and I’ll try to respond.also,as an agender person who has been masc all their life even tho I’m afab,I really understand this.Also those ppl who deadname are legit so annoying- don’t worry,all of us have ppl like that💀HEY ALSO!NOT SPONSORED,but I’m going to try out this thing called pride counselling,it’s for any lgbtqia+ person who needs someone to talk to but needs to do it from the comfort of their own home,I haven’t tried it yet but if it goes well I’ll update!(JUST AGAIN,NOT SPONSORED,JUST FOR ANYONE WHO MIGHT NEED IT!) LOTS OF L0V3 DARLINGS HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY❤️💫✨

[@xx_eligacha_xx]

I am genderfluid. I am proud to be myself and no one can change who I am

[@happytortoisee]

I really want to just shave my head and leave a little fuz (sort of?) because I could feel any gender with that plus it's super cute but idk how my parents would feel about that and my face might not be ready for that

[@cassidykelberg5452]

Be yourself dont mind what others say do what you want not others💝

[@mushroomchills3495]

As a genderfluid person named Lauren, I paused the video to quietly scream when the mean girl’s name was Lauren 😭

[@Solar_Axis]

ooof

[@olieamr]

I'm actually crying right now, thank you.

[@natureloversgacha5582]

😍😍😍 that was so good how do you not have more followers

[@Solar_Axis]

*shrugs*

[@F3vrDr34m]

YES-i am genderfluid and i was waiting a genderfluid version of this

[@im_a11..]

What is this I see? An underrated GachaTuber? But you have such great videos!

[@sleepy8850]

My mom used to force me to wear dresses. And pink. My dad told me to sit like a lady. He told me that I needed to do things *like a lady.* Eventually they stopped, y'know, when they realized I wouldn't be "ladylike". Now, when my dad isn't around, my mom talks shit about my dad. She calls him lazy and says he always forgets stuff or whatever. My dad yells a lot, and doesn't keep promises. Just a few more years, I keep telling myself. A few more years till I can leave this hellhole.

[@dailyllamapics9566]

Me watching remembering wanting to change my name to Axel in the past, knowing I don’t look like an Axel: 👁👄👁

[@kioa3223]

Alright, everyone, say it with me.... UNDERRATED KZbinR OMFG YOU DESERVE MORE DUDE- YOU ARE SO AWESOME ALSO MERRY CHRISIS-

[@flame_twins7881]

I am also gender-fluid that’s why I always try to cut my hair off but my family finds out.

[@Solar_Axis]

I did it in the middle of the night and woke up my mom to show it to her. lol

[@mochka4939]

You know you will always be perfect no matter what gender you are:)

[@calicofries]

I know this video was made 3 months ago, but I glad you have people who support who you choose to be, hope you're doing great!

[@Solar_Dream]

I’m gender fluid

[@SodaCider641]

Anytime I see a binder: “BINDER-IFIC!”

[@Solar_Axis]

lmao 😂😂😂

[@-xdarlingsystemx-]

as a gender fluid person, i appreciate this.

[@insertcoolness719]

I’m also gender-fluid I know how that stuff feels but it all gets better slowly

[@thecodingconundrum6746]

I'm genderfluid and aroace! I've told people that I'm gender fluid And a couple people use my name that I chose, but pronouns are a different story. of course, I don't... exactly... remind everyone all the time. So partially on me, I guess. I'm also not entirely sure of what my pronouns are, or if they change. Happy for though, Axel! (Really cool name by the way!)

[@bonyworm]

WHY. IS. IT. ALWAYS. CAVETOWN. WITH. THE. BANGERS.

[@Solar_Axis]

IDK but I'm not complaining🤣

[@belvaprice4516]

I support 😗☺

[@lilaxo]

im happy this popped up in my recommended :)

[@lilithgemini4607]

As a Genderfluid person, I'm glad when you found truly who you are. Well, i have supportive friends and when they know I'm Genderfluid, they still treated me like normal. Btw, hope you have a good day

[@Solar_Axis]

🥰🥰🥰

[@j33ridzz]

I'm happy you found who you truly are!

[@faninnit6880]

I've also gotten along with boys better than girls, and I've never liked being feminine. I'm always roughhousing with boys because it's fun. Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I can't have fun too. I'm not planning to become Gender-Fluid because my parents are Christan and wouldn't be a big fan of that. I do like dressing in my own kind of style which is like girl-Ish and tomboy-Ish, I guess. One feminine thing I like is makeup. I don't like all makeup, but I still think it's pretty cool.

[@fantasychan9228]

We support you mate! Glad to see found yourself out!

[@whyisthisaccevenmadebro7214]

On 1:08 this made me want to cry so bad I wanted to be transgender and I wanted to cut my hair short my mom and dad dosent accept it, and when I told my sister I still want to be transgender she said I knew it, it’s the devils fault!, I was in shock I wanted to burst into tears, but overall this is very amazing contact!

[@Cheesedoodles1011]

My family is never supportive of anything....

[@Solar_Axis]

There are some people who don't want to understand solely because it's so different to them and they aren't good with different. But it doesn't matter what they say as long as you're happy and healthy.

[@Mpreg-Ganondorf]

I support you are totaly valid no matter you is

[@_LumpyPotato_191]

This was amazing

[@ryles9099]

AHHHHH- I CANT- SO HAPPY WHY?

[@caspercasserole9335]

Ever wish you could come out to your parents, but they’re homophobic and/or transphobic?

[@avadelano8318]

im gender fluid too!…. .. i think. Im still trying to figure that shit out.

[@allan_mallans]

Im a genderfluid person , but i hided that because my mother is homophobic. Im glad that my father is chill about it, but my sister? Oh boy.. She may support LGBTQ+, but she's new to everything in LGBTQ+. Since i came up to her first, she started calling me "Sexual sexuality "woman"". It kinda makes me uncomfy But Whoever is Genderfluid and has to go through like this, wishing u an amazing life, where everyone supports u no matter what , just remember theres still people who care about you :)

[@Solar_Axis]

You might wanna explain this more in-depth to your sister if THAT is how she thinks it's okay to behave. If anyone somehow makes you uncomfortable with their comments, let them know and tell them to stop. As for your mom, all I can tell you is this: when it does inevitably come out about your gender and she flips out say, "well, I'm sorry you feel that way mom. But I can't help it that I'm not comfortable in my own body. Thanks for telling me how disgusting I am by the way, you really are a fan-fucking-tastic parent"

[@allan_mallans]

@@Solar_Axis thank you so much :) ill make sure i can translate that since me and my family are ukrainian

[@Solar_Axis]

@@allan_mallans I gotchu homie😎 ну, мені шкода, що ти так відчуваєш, мамо. Але я не можу втриматися від того, що мені не комфортно у власному тілі. Спасибі, що сказав мені, який я огидний, до речі, ти справді чудовий батько

[@allan_mallans]

@@Solar_Axis THANK U SO MUCH MY GOD IM GONNA BE SLAPPIN THAT SUB BUTTON

[@Weirdly_Charlie]

At 2:21 when the girl is going to send it on snapchat and If IF I was in the this story I would break this 🎇B I S H E S~~🎇 PhOnE and protect this Axel Boi Ú.Ù poor him and I support him ŤMŤ Edit:awwwww thx for the likes 👻

[@Illiex]

I don't know who to be anymore i just dont feel comfortable in my body, im a girl and my family is homophobic, I think that...I wanna be a boy...

[@Solar_Axis]

Hang in there, bro. Gender identity is unnecessarily complicated. There's nothing wrong with being who you truly are, and any "family" that rejects you for it were never your family to begin with. You're never really alone, and don't you ever forget that

[@CrowInAHoodie]

I’m currently a closeted genderfluid, and ima be real, idk if I’d ever be able to come out until I’ve moved out, idk my mom and sister arnt against lgbtq at all, infact my sister is apart and my mom just doesn’t really care, but ya know, my aunt comes around every weekend to help babysit, and she’s transphobic so I can’t really come out with her around, it hurts cause we use to be really close. Idk I just don’t wanna deal with any problems, tho my sister might already know something’s up with how much I talk about wanting a binder whoops-

[@CrowInAHoodie]

Also genderfluid problems be like sometimes I’m fine being a girl and sometimes I wanna fully transition into a boy, oh and being a girl just sucks entirely sometimes, like chest ew, periods absolutely awful Agh

[@Solar_Axis]

OOOOOOOF I know the struggle fam you're not alone!

[@yourlocalegenderfluidgamer1772]

Im genderfluid my self and it did took my time to come out to my mama but it was worth it she accepted my no matter what

[@AlexofApollosCabin333-u2r]

I literally just made identification cards so my friends don’t have to ask my pronouns everyday

[@Solar_Axis]

Everyday?? How forgetful are they💀

[@EvilMeganium]

I swear i think im genderfluid bc one day i was like "im a boy" the next i was like "no im a girl" then another i was like "im enby screw gender"

[@Solar_Axis]

Damn that's relatable🤣🤣🤣

[@joshuaknight6963]

Underrated!

[@s1mply_l4ur3n8]

I wanna be gender fluid being a girl it's not me I know I was meant to be a boy because I'm diffrent from the normal girls at school but I'm afraid that my parent wont support me

[@rat-1567]

:) new sub

[@crisbethacevedo5475]

I have 14boys in my class and I hate them but I act like a boy and I mostly get along with them , I have more friends that are male than female and I don’t understand maybe cuz I’m weird but I was ok with it , life is random but it’s nice ,

[@poopydoopyscoopy178]

DUDE I USE AXEL AS ONE OF MY NAMES

[@shorty.shorty.mcjordie]

I am also genderfluid

[@gachaplusana]

New sub♡♡♡♡

[@Solar_Axis]

Jesus Christ! Why is almost every comment correcting me about what Gender-Fluid is!? Like, dude this is a video from almost two years ago! Shit's changed since them!

[@ordinarydragon8764]

Nice! Xd

[@Kai-be8if]

I’m gender fluid and I’m DEEP in the closet

[@Solar_Axis]

Hey at least you dress nice😎

[@Kai-be8if]

@@Solar_Axis if only lol

[@KpB2O]

isn't there a law against taking pictures/videos of people without their consent?

[@Solar_Axis]

bold of you to assume dis bish cares

[@KpB2O]

@@Solar_Axis true- also just a friendly reminder to take care of yourself, you deserve the best :)

[@samsamisasamsam]

@@KpB2O Ik this is old but I’m pretty sure it’s legal if you’re in public

[@xxgalaxiaxx]

😔🤚

[@Manlyoldman]

i too am genderfluid! i go by he/she pronouns. what are yours if you dont mind me asking

[@Solar_Axis]

I've actually come out as trans since this video came out, and I've gone from "Axel" to "Leon." I'm still going by male pronouns tho

[@TR4NZ.FR3AKZOVT.O_o]

im genderfluid and in my friend group i go by axel(i thought abt it)

[@TR4NZ.FR3AKZOVT.O_o]

God this is old- So I'm trans(ftm) now and go by Kai.

[@sabinanajafli39]

I have a question What does c*ntboy mean?

[@Solar_Axis]

It is exactly what it sounds like: a boy with girl's anatomy

[@Pw-kh2sd]

I'm genderfluid, it's feel bad because i always had my sexuality words my family in friend's what is my identity at all

[@kaihethey2329]

uhm not trying to be rude or anything but this is more of a trans version u could say, bc trans is when someone identify as the opposite gender of the one assigned at birth, while gender fluid is when someone's gender is not fixed, they can either identify as 2, 3 or all genders, depends, and most importantly their gender also change over time, so i think u should correct it to "trans version" or whatever-

[@Solar_Axis]

Homie I KNOW that! I'm pretty sure I'm trans now but not when I made this vid!

[@Ryker73]

Thats still Transgender lol (no hate tho)

[@EvieMevie-ny6iz]

Sorry if I am wrong but this seems more like trans than genderfluid-

[@Solar_Axis]

... At least seven other people have asked this and I've replied to all of them. Just read those conversations

[@elpalmer8637]

This is trans not gender fluid (not trying to be rude

[@Solar_Axis]

Gender fluid people sometimes change their names based on what identity they gravitate towards the most. Some don't gravitate to either, but I lean more towards the male side of the scale so... yeah.

[@elpalmer8637]

@@Solar_Axis I know I’m gender fluid but he’s doesn’t have a feminine side (not trying to be rude)

[@Solar_Axis]

@@elpalmer8637 HE IS ME and I definetly do

[@elpalmer8637]

@@Solar_Axis ? Are you gender fluid or trans (still not trying to be rude) gender fluid means sometimes a girl sometimes a boy sometimes non binary and in this I just see a masculine boy I’m part of lgbtqia+

[@Solar_Axis]

@@elpalmer8637 I know what it means. When I made this video I thought I was maybe gender-fluid but now I'm more certain that I'm trans

[@crowned_moth]

I thought this was a gender fluid one not trans?

[@Solar_Axis]

I'm more than certain I'm trans now, but when I made this I thought I was gender-fluid. Gender-fluid people sometimes change their names also, it isn't just a trans thing

[@thatrainbowelf6261]

I’m gender fluid