THIS IS THE HARDEST VLOG I HAVE EVER MADE.... | BRIAN BARCZYK

[@BrianBarczyk]

Good Morning all... This was by far the hardest vlog I have ever filmed. I wasn't sure I should share my issues with you guys. I know so many want to have positive and uplifting vlogs. Its something I believe in and I was scared to share my struggles. But I also thought that it was important to be real with you guys as well as hopefully help others that are struggling. Mental health is not something we should bee ashamed of, we should be able to talk about it and we should be able to help each other. Also, I want to show that even struggling with anxiety and having such a hard time you can still achieve things that are your dreams. I know I will get better.. It will take time to feel as good as I want, but I know I will get there. I want to share the journey to inspire others that are dealing with similar issues. You guys all mean so much to me and I want all of us to find happiness and inner peace. I hope you will not judge me for being honest and sharing these issues with you. I love you all and I'm wishing you the best day possible. Brian

[@leahellis1246]

So proud of you my friend keep being amazing Brian

[@eliassuorsa9838]

You mean the world to me Brian, I hope you get over the anxiety really soon! I love everything you do!

[@wolfqueen140]

Good morning Brian 🌞 and crew

[@Reyrey2007]

Brian we all love you!

[@Anna94Esdr]

You're the best Brian 💗🐍 I could never breed reptiles better than you ☀️💗

[@CharleeRed]

I found this video in your final days of life. But you did get better mentally. You made it out of this, and even almost made it to see your new facility, the LegaSea, open to the public. I am so proud of you, Brian. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me, and helping me get over my fear of snakes and learn to love them.

[@Grays-Wild-Reptiles]

I've loved reptiles since i was little and i even watched his first video and i cried when i found out about Brian we love you man fly high man goodbye.

[@upnorthvlogs]

I didn’t find it until it’s final days as well 🙏

[@TombBloom13]

As someone who suffers from an anxiety disorder and PTSD, I love seeing influencers use their platform. Talking about it helps others recognize they aren’t alone. Thank you for opening up.

[@BrianBarczyk]

We will get better.. I know we will

[@invisiblecar]

Stay Strong Emily and reach out if you’re feeling overwhelmed 😘

[@invisiblecar]

I’ve been helping my partner going through a rough time as well and we found that breathing exercises have been helping. Wish you feel better soon x

[@reptilegamerplayz5297]

Brian Barczyk we all care about you. Your my daily joy because I care about you.

[@reetakumari1768]

@@BrianBarczyk you will 100%..... WE ARE WITH YOU

[@Pi2.718]

Dear Brian, I am so sorry this is no longer the hardest vlog you have ever done … We love you, man ❤ ❤❤

[@MrMoslof]

"Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about" This is my all-time favorite quote. Keep fighting for what you want man! I appreciate everything you have made/do!

[@yoboyandrew7208]

Yes that is true vary

[@christopherknutsen8684]

I love this quote.

[@andrewsanchez9360]

Its actually “We’re all fighting battles no one knows about ..” heard it over 2 years ago and it’s my favorite quote of all time .

[@MrMoslof]

@@andrewsanchez9360 not true but okay

[@MrMoslof]

@@andrewsanchez9360 different quote

[@dayasingh589]

Brian YOU ARE NOT ALONE I’ve been going through anxiety since I was 13 now I’m 18 and I still have moments when I don’t wanna get out of bed but your videos really helped me. Your positive energy really puts a smile on my face so just wanna say we love you and WE WILL stand with you

[@juliettemedina1358]

I feel tbis

[@justuraveragenobody3322]

Same except I'm 12 and have felt either it and depression since I was 5

[@daddywaddykins]

Me too!!

[@MalcolmCrabbe]

Brian, that took guts... to open up like that in public. Anxiety and Depression can get you anytime in your life, surrounded by friends but so alone. Two year ago I was at a railway station waiting for a train to come and end my pain.... I'm still here... with time you too will get better....

[@kathiegemmell7319]

Early this year I wanted to walk in front of a train. Instead I walked into a Psych ward where I realized for me "death by train" means I'm totally overwhelmed emotionally. My daughter attempted suicide at 13- I never want to inflict that survivor pain on anyone but yet....there I was. Keep talking, it helps. THX

[@jakefitzgerald8541]

I’ll be here for him

[@CharleeRed]

i suffer with anxiety and depression too. and i was in a rough spot during the pandemic as well. i wish i had found this earlier. but I'm glad I've found it today. thank you, Brian.

[@BingeWorthit]

Hey, how are you doing? Imagine the following scenario; you’re going through your life, depressed and anxious, if you know you would die in 3 years, we would not be like this… imagine if Mr. Brian knew.. these bad days would never come.. this is a life lesson for all of us.

[@felicitypaterson3139]

It takes a real man to show his emotions like you just did Brian. Virtual hugs coming your way from Australia and from someone who also struggles with depression. It’s tough and I feel your pain ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@corinaswafford6394]

I couldn't have said it any better

[@spoolfishing582]

Love from Australia qld

[@D9K·̊0850]

The "real man" phrase is outdated, how about a real person instead? 😁

[@boarhatfisher9701]

@@D9K·̊0850 real man isn't outdated, the term real man is describing how a man who usually hides his feeling like most men do come out the closest and let it out so others know what's going on.

[@jessicahanson2409]

Anxiety and depression isn’t anything to be ashamed of or scared to share or talk about. It affects so many people and sometimes one person is what it takes for someone else to start talking and dealing with what’s going on. I had horrible depression and I still deal with it, and anxiety, but being able to know when you just need a step back and a break is half the battle. Don’t be embarrassed, because there are people who watch you faithfully (myself included) who share in your struggle with you, and who can relate to what you’re going through. Hang in there, and take care of you! That’s the most important thing....self care. Do something for you that you enjoy ❤️

[@shadowcat6567]

Yes, talking is good and no one should have to apologize for having feelings; they are what they are *anaconda hugs all around*

[@TobyTW]

You're truly inspiring buddy, take it day by day, I also wasn't able to take medication but talking to my councillors, friends and family got me through it. Continue to share, the more you talk the less it sits on your shoulders. It's always easier to carry something with more people helping you. I PRAY YOU'RE READING THIS BRIAN. My councillors said this to me and it's stuck: "keeping it shut away, will ruin you. Sharing it to the masses, will make you." Real men cry. It's OK to cry. Please continue to share this journey, the more you get out will make your life easier and, just know the entire following you have is here for you. You've got this mate, it's not a sprint it's a marathon and as a previous sufferer I know how tough of a marathon it is. BUT there is light at the end of the tunnel. WE LOVE YOU, WE CHERISH YOU, WE BELIVE IN YOU, WE STAND WITH YOU AND WE ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. ❤️❤️.

[@Earth_ch215]

I love how even though he’s sad and in pain he’s still smiling

[@myfriendbradd8019]

But he’s not…

[@jsharps1000]

yeah I also love fake behaviour especially from entertainers(youtubers to be specific). Like I hate real vlogs ya know. All those real emotions i tune into vlogs to see people acting not being real.

[@karlrogers7317]

When I was in my cancer battle, I lived the motto “ Be kind to everyone you meet because you never know what they are dealing with.” Outwardly, I looked normal but through treatment, I was a mess. To this day, I can slip into dark days but, Brian, rest, focus on you - especially what you love! I am here, I was you, and I am you! Together, we can all work through this. You and us. ❤️🙏❤️

[@davidrussell8556]

Karl Rogers this right here 💯🙏

[@davidrussell8556]

I’m assuming by this comment you’re in remission and if so congratulations bro 💯

[@karlrogers7317]

David, thankfully, yes. Still waiting to hit the five year mark.

[@batmanjustbatman2342]

Brian, you shouldn’t ever apologize for being real. You’re only human like the rest of us. I know you can get through this bump in the road. You are so so strong even if it doesn’t seem like it now. Your videos have always made rough times for me a bit better because your enthusiasm, energy, happiness and passion for what you do and love just radiate like the sun! Always remember you’re an amazing person!! Love ya! Stay strong! The lockdown has been so hard on everyone, the loneliness is overwhelming but you know what, we will all get through it and it will be okay!

[@mayrondebijl7658]

Ya

[@prathambharti8080]

True

[@sharonj.reeves1630]

True

[@jessicahanson2409]

Exactly 😊😊

[@cadenbruhn1255]

This is amazingly beautiful and true

[@trishbowen6270]

Brian my 11 yr old son looks up to you so much, you've taught him so much with these videos, please don't ever give up, reach out, your a beautiful soul that deserves to be here 💖

[@NateR-pi5ss]

Do some research about him he does bad things

[@barbaracampbell9231]

@@NateR-pi5ss I looked him up and I see what you mean by he is a bad person.

[@NateR-pi5ss]

Barbara Campbell yh

[@dailycringe8835]

I believe that he’s a good person

[@sethgelven187]

Both of you shut up you

[@setaran.9457]

I’m just now seeing this video two years after it was posted and I want you to know it impacted me on a level I can’t describe. Thank you for your openness. Your strength to persevere no matter what spoke volumes and gave me the nudge I needed. I love your videos. I hope yo be able to come to the reptarium one day! 🙏🏽

[@kikukina]

Sending hugs and positive energy and thoughts. Mental health is a scary thing. Your vlogs helped me through my anxiety and depression and suicidal thoughts back in the fall of 2018 into 2019 and I'm so thankful for that. You are amazing and we all love you, Brian.

[@ericpowers5017]

That is true mental health is scary

[@skylerrowell9406]

I have depression and a little anxiety and we can get thought it together and Brian I’ll pray for you

[@dumbfuksproductions1026]

Well yea I would too if I liked the cowboys

[@dumbfuksproductions1026]

I’m kidding stay strong

[@ProdXash]

ICE_natties ur going to hell😭👎🏾💀

[@wellokay4953]

What’s praying going to do 😂

[@davinci_9032]

I have anxiety as well as depression! You’re not alone Brian! We can go through it together

[@harryheywood3466]

Huge respect. This affects so many people. You are a great inspiration, keep up the good work, we’re all here for you.

[@owinner8]

ya

[@bluehearthorse]

I am so glad that you shared your story with all of us Brian. I have suffered with depression since I was about 8 years old. I am now 60. You just find a way to get through those bad days and then you will hit those good days that help you to carry on. I love your honesty and people like you help people like me know that we are not alone with these feelings. Stay strong and stay safe. Know that we all love you and what you do for all the animals we love.

[@sparkdrive2900]

Dont worry bro, you will suffer no more in 10 years.

[@nuggettheboxer9556]

God gives his hardest battles to his toughest warriors. Stay strong brother! I will keep you, and anyone going through something similar, in my prayers. God bless you all 🙏

[@CG_GamingChannel]

So badly I wanna hug Brian and just comfort him, I've never seen him like this since his dog got ill

[@sandyc6569]

same

[@MostFurball]

Same here too

[@NightshadeWonderland]

You have no idea how much I needed this. You made me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you.

[@carolbooth538]

aww bless you xx

[@eribertoornelas9104]

Brian is one of the fewest people I know with anxiety. I have researched it a lot and I I can tell how hard it is. Brian is so brave and strong to share his feelings with us and to keep on going everyday and doing vlogs just for us.....really really shows that he cares about us. Keep on going. Stay strong.❤️💕💗

[@lukeszczesny2007]

The worst part about anxiety and depression is that it doesn’t care who you are, what you do, or what you have in life.

[@John--]

I understand where you're coming from Brian. I suffer from awful anxiety too, as well as PTSD. I had a really bad episode for several months recently and watching your vlog every morning helped me get through it. You've always helped me stay positive. We all love you and love your animals and your reptarium! I've been watching since it was only SnakeBytes and I'll keep watching as long as you keep going. Can't wait to meet you in person, it's a dream of mine!

[@pamelaflirtyskunk7698]

Same here John. These videos REALLY help when I'm in a bad place. I have PTSD and anxiety. Panic attacks are absolutely DEBILITATING. I'm extremely stressed right now and it IS related to COVID-19. My husband was furloughed, even though I'm an essential worker, I've lost tons of hours. It's causing so much stress for us. If I didn't have a super supportive husband, I'd be so much worse and would be debilitated. I'm on medication for depression/anxiety, but it just isn't always enough. I hate taking "rescue" anxiety meds but sometimes it's the only thing that breaks the cycle. Sorry you deal with the same. It's hard. I wish others would understand how debilitating it can be at times. Hope you are doing better. I watch the vlogs all the time, so reach out if you ever need to talk!

[@vanessavieux7283]

I understand

[@Mc4King]

Try mdma.

[@pamelaflirtyskunk7698]

@@Mc4King Does is really help?

[@justinkerr1612]

I hear you, I struggle with PTSD, severe anxiety, severe depression along with a couple other mental health issues. It got so bad that I hospitalized myself to prevent committing suicide. One thing that my psychiatrist said was if taking it day by day is hard, then try hour by hour, 30 minutes at a time, or whatever increment works. I fight this battle every day, and I pray that you come through this to bright sky and happiness. Me and my family will pray for you and yours. Stay strong and keep your head up. It takes a truly strong individual to even admit they struggle with mental illness, and stronger still to try and do something about it. You are a roll model

[@Joshua-zn4fe]

3 years ago this video saved my life. My anxiety and depression caused me to try to end it all, watching this video was crazy because I was thinking bad thoughts at the time. This video opened my eyes in a way no one will ever understand. Thank you Brian for sharing your life. R.I.P.

[@sacredswan706]

I struggle with severe anxiety and depression and you help me everyday! We are here for you!

[@jasonmcphee4627]

Stay strong alwaya

[@davetillery7161]

Same

[@AJ-yu9zn]

Same

[@ejhbeauty_8221]

That was the bravest thing to do, when you feel this way acknowledging that you are ill and accepting help is the first step to recovery. Super proud of you! I suffer with anxiety and extreme depression and its so tough, ive been on this journey for about 5 years now, and I'm still struggling, your outlook on life is inspiring and I hope you get through this ASAP ❤ sending positivity from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤

[@ThatsWet]

I hate to see him like this I use to love watching him as a kid , get better Bryan your really the 🐐

[@DarkAngel-oc4mb]

Let's just pray for him let God be with him

[@queentita2063]

why my heart so hurt to see Bryan so emotion ☺️🙏❤️❤️❤️

[@coolkid-ex2cv]

He is amazing

[@Kira-cm8zj]

Same I hate seeing you like this u gotta get better

[@troygross5503]

I’ve watch this guy for years and I’ve never seen him like this before

[@laztKING75]

I NEEDED to hear this today. I’ve been struggling with my anxiety and depression the last few weeks. I can feel the realness in your voice. It hurts me seeing ppl suffer from mental health issues. Love you brother 💜 stay strong we can over come this 1 Day atta time.

[@carlawilson6917]

Thankyou💜

[@AngryBaldCat]

Hang in there Brian. There are so many people out there, myself included, that deal with Anxiety and Depression, and we're all rooting for you.

[@america1st964]

THAT took a lot of strength to say. GOD SPEED. GOD BLESS. Your actually helping so many by speaking about it !!

[@frienddragon7339]

Everyone has their scars, for me it’s severe depression. Mental illness is a war and every day you go through is a battle, so everyday you continue, you win one and you keep going until the war is done and you can live in peace again. So keep going until all is well again.

[@gabrielauto4682]

this is so true ❤️

[@faithnaidoo7647]

Brian.Please do not apologize for your deep suffering.You are so honest and brave.I feel your pain.60 years of suffering like you.I promise you,you we are stronger than you realize.Hang in there.Be kind to yourself.You only humans Learn as much as you can about your illness.Knowledge is power.Stay strong Brian.Will keep you in my prayers.!!!!!!!

[@Ethan-qp2sq]

Can we just take a second way from this crazy time to admire how amazing this human is , sharing what he is sharing when so many of us understand how hard it is and still trying to be here for us all, we love you Brian

[@xxpgh412xx]

Whenever I'm struggling with depression and anxiety I come to your channel. You help way more then you know

[@1adamcarosella]

Yes I agree he’s been there when we are depressed we need to help Brian when he needs help !! He’s such a good guy

[@Anaelien]

I paused the vlog to put in my earbuds... I didn't want to miss a word.

[@missdeboer6366]

I have complex ptsd, severe depression and anxiety. I can feel your pain and sadness. Know you are not alone. You are worthy. You deserve a beautiful, peaceful and rewarding life. ❤️

[@raazberri3636]

we are here for you Brian, take a rest, know that we will be with you every step. We LOVE you!!!

[@gabbyg.3244]

Yes

[@БруноАйКираМиаБела]

🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞 We all want you to get better brian

[@Wagonman5900]

Stay strong. The world needs you. Especially now.

[@officalstallion866]

JESUS IS COMING!

[@robertcook9681]

just saw this for the 1st time and 1st you are in my thoughts and my prayers are for you to get better, we have known each other a long time andits been a good time you are a mover and shaker in this industry and for you to be this honest is inspirational. More power to you and good luck my thoughts are with you

[@nafessamohammed6585]

Allah will help you

[@kiblerandothers4658]

@@officalstallion866 very very true

[@drakeonayeem8663]

@@officalstallion866 stop making everything about religion what if i said HAIL SATAN! does that triggeru lol

[@corylgray]

*whew* 😢😢😢 Dude, this was a great moment. So glad that you felt comfortable enough to share your feelings with the vlog. I pray that this anxiety will pass quickly, and it won’t return. Wishing nothing but the best for you, and thank you for sharing. This is going to help you, and I’m certain that this will help multiple people as well.

[@Ziona1987]

I am almost a YEAR late on this, but LOVE YOU, BRIAN! I empathize with your feelings. So much. Your vlog helps me so much when I am having horrible times. Thank YOU for being honest and open with your viewers. Because it helps to talk about mental health and break that stigma! Thank YOU! Your viewers love you so much! Always ALWAYS be honest about how you feel!

[@mattyhorsley7923]

stay strong brian we are here for you i battle with anxiety nearly everyday and i don’t know why we love you brian. ❤️

[@aaronsturgell6478]

I love him cuz hes so nice caring n cool n he teaches me.so much stuff about something I used to be terrified of being snakes n I love him cuz he helps so many people

[@cristiansantizo3578]

That's right

[@noahstrickland1200]

@@aaronsturgell6478 y'all read it wrong there's supposed to be a period after why

[@EmberGore]

I’m diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. I’ve also got adhd. It’s crippling sometimes. It can make you feel so alone when you aren’t. We’re here for you and talking about it is good. We love and appreciate you Brian ❤️

[@johnthreehouse5081]

I think I speak for everyone who watches your vlog daily and saying that we got you Brian and that we all LOVE YOU AND GOT YOUR BACK . Sending Prayers for You and sending positive vibes your way . Hope your day gets Better . Your Family will be there for you. Have a great day Brian and Crew 😎😀😀❤️❤️❤️

[@babybirdsmommy1]

I have severe anxiety and depression and feel this in my soul. You're in my prayers Brian

[@elenasharkey7263]

"In the darkest time hope is somthing you give yourself" - uncle Iroh As long as you have that hope and that determination you can get through anything. It's ok to be not ok . I love that you put this out in the open in a world where mental health is a closed and touchy topic .

[@mongoosejay85]

"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light" A quote that I have tattooed on my forearm.

[@truckercaje2452]

Brian my brother I struggle with anxiety and adhd and there are days that you don't feel like doing anything and you feel like crap but brian please know you are so much more than anxiety you are our family we will never stop loving you and your family on the bad days you just have to get up and say I'm better than this I will defeat this and I will win Brian love you brother ❤

[@mdab1835]

Going through a rough patch myself right now... Diagnosed with ptsd, panic disorder and depression last week... When you break your leg, everybody sees it, with issues like this, nobody knows if you dont share... Thanks for sharing, it makes me feel less alone... ❤️

[@ashleyzeiger2665]

I have a panic disorder too. Hang in there, it's hard when you feel like your fighting a losing battle. Don't ever give up, and take it one day at a time

[@skycaptainIndigo]

Your not alone ❤

[@heatherg1706]

Much love to you. ❤️ we all have tough times. It’s hard - these invisible battles and wars.

[@davemorey1601]

I have Agoraphobia, PTSD, generalized anxiety disorder, and social anxiety disorder they used to make me have seizures because my panic attacks were so bad I was having two and three seizures a day for like two and a half months straight there were afraid I was going to stroke out. It got better but since covid it's gotten worse again not quite as bad I have a dog that's trained to help me with PTSD and my agoraphobia and she can sense when and if I'm going to have a seizure I'm hoping this covid gets over soon so that maybe life can go back to normal. Whatever that is.

[@dawndoramus4358]

I can't even leave my house for very long , an can't b around 2 many people at once. Some days I just stay in bed an cry..please take care of yourself..

[@splotchy5935]

I know this video was from over a year ago, I appreciate Brian saying this. I have severe depression, severe anxiety, and PTSD all diagnosed. I also love reptiles and they help me get away from reality . Always work hard and be happy with what you do Brian!

[@MrMegadeth73]

I suffer from anxiety and depression also this a really hard thing to talk about I feel you Brian I am in the same deep place in my life rite now and your vlogs are a big thing that helps me through my day alot of people do not understand this it is very hard at times to deal with keep your head Buddy you are a huge inspiration to all of us we have your back PS we will see you soon We love you to Brian

[@edwingarcia3413]

I'm 18 year old. I have been going through therapy and receabed medication. I have been diagnosed with generelized anxiety and agoraphobia. I have been stroggling to even comunicate with my family since it sometimes seems as if when I try to explain my situation, I'm only hitting the shallow water when I have a whole sea in front of me. I'm scared of what's to come in my life. You are a total hero to me. I just wished that I could show you have grateful I am for the smile you always put on my face. I hope you can get through this and I know I'm not the only person wishing for ur health.

[@N8SAY]

It's because when they aren't going through it, it is hard for them to fully understand. Keep talking to them though. You don't want to stuff that down and let it fester. Find others going through the same and talk about it. And remember, when you are young, your mind is weaker but time will heal you. Its going to be rough but you will get through it. Hang in there man.

[@iwrath2196]

edwin, what it comes down to is are you going to let your disorder control and run your life, or are you going to take hold and try to conquer your fears.

[@dafucksgoinon]

Dude I feel the exact same way... like the people who should be closest to me I can’t even talk to, I almost despise them for being close to me... and I just can’t open up to them

[@Swaggersthecat]

It's devastating. But it gets better and better with time, despite your in the moment agony. I was just like you at your age,and I can assure you that you have wonderful things in store for you. One of them is the happiness you'll feel just knowing it's gone. It's something no one else can ever know. It's the other side of the coin. No one will understand that either but who cares. Your's is a personal journey. Enjoy it.

[@carebear-fox]

Never apologise for doing something as brave as opening up such a vunerable side of yourself.

[@jonramboat9680]

I know it’s a minute too late but thank you for sharing this. My son has debilitating anxiety and for a long time I’ve not known how to deal with it. I’m a combat veteran and a former police officer and I suppose I’ve become callous to many things over the years but this is opening my eyes and hopefully will help me change to make a difference in his life. I’m ashamed I didn’t realize things sooner but seeing someone like you talking about this has really made a difference. Thank you for that.

[@TravE85]

I’ll say a prayer for you brother, never give up

[@coreyscacichlids7963]

Hey Brian hope all is well and stay strong. God bless you and everything you do 🙏🏻❤.

[@alexandrarewerts4987]

I could not imagine living with my anxiety without my meds. I’ve been hospitalized 3 times and been in therapy for almost 6 years. I understand completely. You’re a legend for being so strong

[@bvnnyteeth]

I suffered with anxiety since I was eighteen. And it can become so debilitating and everyone will just tell me “nothings wrong everything’s fine” and no one understands it. I’m just seeing this video amongst watching all your other videos. And I didn’t realize we shared something. My anxiety gets so bad that I cannot get out of bed or I’ll obsess over illness or being sick. It can really put you under sometimes and most people think anxiety is something so trivial but it’s not. I’ve had to put myself to sleep so many times to just stop my mind from going. We love you Brian, I love you Brian. Everything you’ve done has had such an impact on me and the way I used to fear certain animals to now wanting to tattoo these animals on me. You’re so strong and brave through everything you have changed so many lives. And helped so many people and coworkers(friends) accomplish or start their dream because YOU BELIEVED IN THEM when probably no one else did. And I can’t even believe there’s people out here who would think it’s good to see you suffer. You are one of the KINDEST SUPPORTIVE LOVING CARING GENUINE KZbinrs I’ve ever seen. I just wanted you to know that I too suffer with anxiety and I know what it’s like and YOU ARENT CRAZY or WRONG to have ever felt this way. I learned when I had anxiety it usually was something going on with my health or stress. You have always been so go go go go so I can see stress being a BIG CAUSE of anxiety. Anyways thank you for being such an amazing human being through your lifetime. I love you Brian!

[@sheainfinitypaints9533]

I spent 3 years in a deep depression after my mom passed. There was days I truly didn't want to go on. I'm now happy and doing what I love, owning snakes because of you. Your positive attitude helped me more than you know so your in my thoughts. I'm sorry you're going through this but we are all here for you. We love you

[@cathy-annemannix8898]

Sending you lots of love and hugs XxXxXxXxXx

[@soundlysouth2962]

9 months ago, and you being transparent about this is now, STILL bearing fruit.... because I'm praying for you. I WILL CONTINUE to pray for you. It's been a HECK of a year.... I pray that God's peace blankets every feeling and courses through your veins. You are not alone !

[@happyhello5988]

I don’t feel so alone now... God Bless you and you’re in my thoughts and prayers. I’m so scared of snakes but I watch your show anyway!

[@judygwen3977]

You are being real. You have much responsibility, working fast, having to act happy when you aren't, and not being able to stop when it might help to stop. SLOW DOWN, don't fake it, be real all the time. Wish you wellness!

[@saraj4009]

Wow! It was about 15 years ago now since I was “incapacitated” by my anxiety and depression. The physical pain in my muscles was the most surprising part of it all. There were weeks where all I could handle was getting up and showering. It took 6months to a year before I felt like my mind was “normal”ish again. Thank you so much for sharing your raw feelings and being vulnerable. The world would be a sad place without you. I think of Robin Williams and what a huge loss his passing was to the world. You bring as much light or more to my life every day like Robin Williams did. So hang in there. Thank you so much!

[@the0thermother]

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is strange with its twists and turns As every one of us sometimes learns And many a failure comes about When we might have won had we stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow- You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out- The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell just how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit- It's when things seem worst that you must not quit. - John Greenleaf Whittier

[@MimiMcWil]

Every person with mental issues should have to read this daily!!!

[@owena.1684]

Awesome

[@reptilegamerplayz5297]

Gud4Ewe woah great poetry got me deep. Got me motivation for some art I’m doing. Stay safe!!

[@kiamana5022]

This is beautiful!😥

[@the0thermother]

@Keira Gibbons Of course. Everyone needs this.

[@utahraptorgaming54]

I know it’s late but I have anxiety too and this quote helped me a lot, “ don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace”.

[@yolandibruintjies5118]

U being so vulnerable shows that we all have things we go through, mental illness is real bad, i suffer from depression, anxiety and diagnosed with Bipolar and i have to make everyone smile ☺ around me. I salute u for opening up especially because u a man. Keep the faith God has a purpose 4 ur life

[@Khaleesi1985]

With a tear in my eye I’m sending you a very big hug, from the other side of the ocean, across the sea.. from the Netherlands 🇳🇱 🥰🥰🥰

[@brandoncampbell7274]

Brian I gotta say, honesty is the best policy and I'm glad you opened up and told us how you feel. I want you to know that even a lot of positivity can be overwhelming and sometimes hard to process and in some cases fatal (heartwise), but know this, when you get into the heaviest of feels sometimes it's good to just take a deep breath, hold it in for about 10 seconds and then exhale. Maybe sometimes a second or even third breath depending on your mood and then think deeply about other things that aren't currently on your mind. If it's not a mind thing, then just take a walk around town and get some fresh air. Having trouble with sleep? Just make sure you eat well and sleeping might be easier. I have the worst luck that I know of. I get anxious when I drop things or bump into things which happens more often than I like. I literally cry over spilled milk. Lately I've been exercising myself by instead of screaming at things being dropped, I take the deep breaths and then clean up the mess. You're right, we're in the same boat for the most part. So let's end this comment with some positivity. I subscribed to your KZbin channel and I've been watching for the past several weeks now. Really good stuff, I really like the theme you have going with the egg collecting, it really is a good gig. Just keep doing what you're doing. Because know this, I lost my job recently and I won't lie, I've been depressed about it. Your videos, inspired me to get back on my feet and as I've been watching, I submitted several job applications lately and I just keep moving on. Thanks for all the great content and I hope you can do your best to stay positive as well. Hey Brian, have a good day!!

[@chrischase453]

And I deal with a lot of things like that he’s talking about and I pray for you and still will pray for you

[@riotactic2524]

Needed this one today. Thank you 🙏🏼 such a legend you are! You will inspire generations to come. Sending prayers daily! We love you Brian

[@geneeyvanajar6438]

I struggle with anxiety like this every day and you feel as if the world will always fall apart ,with 0 motivation sometimes, I understand how hard this will be. But I've found that the best thing to do is find an activity which has your mind distracted , personally found coloring books as a great way to forget all the bad things going on. Keep your head up and never give up on making yourself find a way out of that anxiety to be happy .

[@tyronschwartz950]

Hey Brian, being married to someone who suffers severely from anxiety, this truly rings home with me. Take the time in the day to convince yourself things will be okay. Take your time and take it one day at a time man things will get back to the way they were some day. As for the haters let them hate use them as fuel to the fire man. Those people hating will always do it when they are envious of your situation. Keep fighting Brian 👊🏼keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

[@BrianBarczyk]

Thank you

[@k.r.f.j.b.8144]

@@BrianBarczyk youre a great man Brian. youve brought the love of a new hobby into my life and brought love into so many other peoples lives in this world....now you need to focus on bringing peace and love into your own world, however you have to and whatever that takes....you deserve to wake up happy every day of your life my man. Youve got a lot of support and love to help guide you on your journey to happiness right here in this blog if you so choose to use it. I love ya man....we all do.

[@noakjellertz1286]

meditate 15 minutes each morning and evening before going to bed. This has helped me a lot and I think it would help you too :) love your videos man much love ❤️

[@Fireyvedel]

I've heard about this and I'm gonna try getting into this thank you for commenting not just for Brian but everyone else that reads this and takes heed.

[@conniereeme559]

God bless you Brian. I've dealt with depression most of my life, I know how you feel. Surround yourself with people who support you and just have a shoulder to lean on, sometimes you just need an ear and a shoulder. Talking about your situation can help so much.💜

[@MsPINKANGEL89]

Im glad you shared this because A LOT of ppl deal with this issue. Some of these KZbinrs show false hopes for ppl. I'm praying for you n everyone dealing with it.

[@barbaradaigeaun4640]

Brian, my heart breaks for you at this moment, I am bipolar, and i know exactly what you speak of. 2 years ago i lost my husband to cancer, it was a long 17 year battle. When he passed, I lost my best friend, the love of my life. I lost my identity, and was in a very dark place. I found you on you tube, by chance, with a vlog about Lucy. Your positive outlook really helped me. I was terrified of snakes, but loved any type of lizard, so i subscribed, and watched you and your family every day.. You dont know how much you have helped me. I look forward to my days now, and my life is in a good place. It does get better. Remember, you have to take care of you first. Please know that many of us go thru similar things. For me consistancy and structure help a great deal. Right now life is anything but consistant . This too shall pass. I love you and all the animals at the reptarium.

[@benperkins7282]

I lost my mom to cancer at age 12

[@shelbymiller491]

I suffer from generalized anxiety, clinical depression and possibly ADHD. NEVER EVER feel sorry for telling those you love how you feel. You may not have "any reason" to feel the way you do. Well you know what, you do, and it is real, it's so hard. Those in your life will understand. I am extremely broken hearted that you cannot take medications because at least for me, my medication has saved my life. It's still hard, but every little victory needs to be stored and remembered because your brain will tell you all mean and nasty things and you then will have evidence that it is wrong. You are amazing. You are worth every moment of love in your life. I haven't been following you very long but even the few short videos I have seen you are full of light and love. I will come visit the reptarium one day and experience all the love in every animal and every enclosure you guys create.

[@heatherg1706]

It takes strength to say how you feel. Impressive that you could both speak up and say how you’re feeling. Life has some really hard times. I hope you are enjoying better times now. Thanks for sharing.

[@pellitabarbie]

I don’t have clinical depression per say but I sure have the GAD and ADHD. Just want to give you a hug. 🤗 No more no less. Xoxo

[@Tommy2shoe811]

Rigorous exercise is the best medicine I’ve ever taken. It literally forces your brain to produce the happy juices your brain lacks when you’re having anxiety problems. The biggest reason why it works is bc you have significantly more control over your heart muscle lungs and diaphragm whereas before you don’t realize your breathing is off until it’s too late and you’re about to have an anxiety attack. I had debilitating anxiety and regularly had severe panic attacks. After starting to work out they went down significantly within a month and haven’t had one at all after around 6 months from starting. Also just taking a walk or gently exercising prolly won’t do it I mean rigorous to where you’re soaked in sweat when you’re done.

[@jerrypaulwhite]

amen

[@pissface9678]

Good job for getting through that man, I hope he can do the same. I personally have social anxiety but I know mine isn’t nearly as bad as yours or his but I just want him and you to know that others at least somewhat know what you’re going through.

[@galwithamal7960]

I discovered this video after your passing. I suffer from the same issues. You were such a wonderful man. Miss you Brian.

[@hamzashaikh1405]

Hey Brian. I’ve been following you for about 2 years now. Straight. Man you make me happy. I’ve dealt with some shit through my life where i forgot what smiling feels like. You’ve really provided us all with the positive energy and vibe. We are all here for you my man. Just have some time off and live life man. Just enjoy all you have achieved. I’ve seen you struggle with stuff. From bhb reptiles till here you’ve come a long long way! Cheer up champ! Nothing can stop you and you’re unstoppable human. Just enjoy your life! And share everytime you feel heavy. With hearts open, we’re here to get through this together like you made me through my bad times. I am atleast, i promise, here for you. Always. Peace my man. Love you. ❤️

[@lotus9164]

Prayers sent.. we'll get through this together 🙏🏼God bless you Brian

[@yaboycas909]

Brian: "if you believe in positive vibes send them my way" Me: puts fingers to head and tries to telepathically send positive vibes

[@scaryrates2329]

Frfr😂💯

[@nikobiege7015]

This is the day Brian became my hero. He gave me hope!

[@Pjkx23]

I think I can easily speak for most of the people here in saying WE LOVE YOU TOO !! If not, I know I can speak genuinely for myself in saying that I love you, respect you & thankyou for everything you do. We have never met, yet you have had a positive impact on my life in many ways.

[@ambermatthews1343]

Yess!!!!

[@jamiemarron5263]

Yes ! My family and I watch you everyday Brian and we thank you for always starting us off positive. We are praying for you and your family 💕

[@kippycakes4261]

Agreed

[@MissMcGuyver]

Pjkx23 I agree 100% 🙏🏼❤️

[@alexandraheitor2988]

I know exactly how you feel, I’ve been feeling with anxiety for 10 years and it is tough! Hand in there Brian, I promise it will get better! Sending you a big hug

[@madusa98]

It’s okay not to be okay, and healing is not linear. My anxiety has almost killed me, and I still struggle with it every day. Allow yourself to feel it, to recognize it. Don’t blame yourself for something you cannot control. Sending positive thoughts! We’ll be out to visit as soon as we can!

[@ingridcarter4360]

You are a kind and caring man. Stay strong, be positive and we will pray for a healing within you that will give you peace. We love you Brian.

[@alecdrummond6847]

G’day Brian from Sydney Australia I know you’re going through a tough time at the moment, truth be told you dug me out of my dark place some months ago and I couldn’t thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. Keep your head high and keep moving forward and you’ll get through this and we’ll all be here for you no matter what happens. From what I’ve seen in all your videos you’ve worked really hard to get where you are now and you thoroughly deserve every good thing in your life. Hope to see another video soon. 🇦🇺

[@gusbun2510]

Brian, I’ve been there. I am sending so much love to you. How you feel is not your fault. Everyone knows you’re grateful for everything. My therapist said to try to set little goals followed by a treat, but there’s no magic cure. I am so touched that you shared this. I am sending as much positivity as I can and gratitude for your wonderful input in my life. I had cancer and watching your VLOGS was so helpful. All blessings to you xxx

[@glutenissin4413]

We got u man, ur not alone struggling with this shit. I just wanted to get it out there that I was suicidal not long ago and the only thing keeping me here and keeping me going was my little crested gecko, because I was worried she wouldn’t get proper care without me, and while on KZbin trying to distract myself I found your channel. I love your content and I think what you’re doing is awesome and that you’re not alone struggling with this stuff, especially now. Much love from the uk 🇬🇧💙

[@teyafaasen5240]

I understand how you feel, the past three years have been a living hell for me and all i can say is that it will get better. You just need to keep going and surviving. I still feel like I’m drowning every day but you just need to keep going. If its not a good ending its not the end. So please, do it for us and keep going.

[@lynukaattanayake7433]

The 900 people who disliked this video have no soul. We’re all with u Brian ❤️❤️

[@Skullpirate89]

Better to weed out the negative people now anyway

[@mrcoco5473]

I agree

[@smilesthruthabs1379]

Right!! Its people like those 900 that make this world so hard to move thru with all the negativity and hate. In my opinion.

[@lynukaattanayake7433]

Ashlee V. Couldn’t have said it better my self

[@daykon1834]

Hopefully some are wrong clicks but I came in comments to say same thing but you beat me to it

[@christinekilroy3104]

This breaks my heart to hear you still struggling with your anxiety. You have done so much in helping so many get into the reptile hobby, and to enjoy their animals. If you need to take a step back, do it! Your well being is the most important thing. Talking about your struggles is a huge achievement, as there is still a huge stigma with mental illness in this country. Continue to talk to whomever you need to talk with, don’t keep your loved ones in the dark about what you’re feeling. I really hope one day we can meet up again and just hang out and talk about whatever you want to talk about. You are an incredible friend, and sending you lots of ❤️ and hugs!!

[@georgesafc6589]

Bryan, you probably don't feel like this, but your vlogs are giving me something that makes me feel so comfortable. I love how much you care. So thank you. It helps me so much

[@tiffany9858]

Brian, I know how you feel. I feel the same way and I've been stuck in this state for about 9 years. The only thing keeping me going is my kids. I want to personally thank you for everything you do and for being real with your audience. Your podcast really helps me and I literally put it on as I wake up and only turn it off when I go out or go to sleep. Noah also helps alot, he's funny and I love the episodes with Eric too! Laurie is awesome and i love her too! I will bring some wine when I come down! Much love to you all 💕💕💕💕

[@alexair9322]

I’ve been watching for over a year now and you have filled with nothing but happiness and joy, now that are in a tough spot we as your audience will do all in our power to help you through this.

[@iris.2495]

i havent watched yet but im scared. edit: i went through to find it. we love you so so so much, bryan. nobody is perfect, and sometimes even though we have everything we want we still aren’t happy. i’m with you here! i love how honest you are and you keep up a brave face, but let your emotions out. whether that’s making vlogs dedicated to you venting, or whatever. we will support you no matter what. just know how many people you have made happy, and i mean genuinely happy. like me! i met you at scott smiths. i wouldn’t shut up about it for weeks i think my mom got annoyed. again, we love you.

[@wack3105]

I have ocd which is an anxiety disorder, along with adhd. I have always had high anxiety levels, and your explanations on sometimes not understanding what you are anxious about or why is exactly how I feel. I just found you yesterday and already formed so much respect for you. I think I speak for everyone when I say we are all here for you and so blessed that you are willing to share this with us. Just know that we are all here to help you and ourselves fight this battle.

[@diggity0607]

I have these two symptoms also. Stay strong.

[@wack3105]

Krispgray ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@wack3105]

diggity0607 ❤️❤️ you too

[@wack3105]

Amaya Brown ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@drakeonayeem8663]

You were my whole childhood. I still love watching you, you don't deserve this anxiety. I've had anxiety my life too, I understand. You're not alone, Brian. We're all here for you. Remember that, bro.