This Is Us | To Build A Home

[@PanicOnTheRise]

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[@TheButterflygarden]

Why???

[@epicgamer1491]

Lol thing called vpn

[@claudiagrillo5317]

Como se llama la canción

[@bitchbibimbap9724]

Jack's death has to be one of the most shocking and heart wrenching moments in the history of TV

[@MarilynRoseYT]

Grey's anatomy: "am I a joke to you?"

[@cooperstowe9318]

Marilyn Rose any actual tv fan “am I a joke to you?”

[@majed8192]

Yeah man, for a second I felt safe that he survived that incident, just like Rebecca I was utterly shocked, tears flowing like rivers 😭😭

[@mcmlxxxviimcmxcvi8641]

His death was "necessary" (for lack of a better word) to send the kids on their journey to become the people they are today and whose lives we are watching now... And the fact that it was as heartbreaking as it was dumb (he survives a huge fire, only to be killed hours later by something as "simple" as a heart attack) makes us understand better what his family was/is going through.

[@MarissaCooperButPoor]

@@MarilynRoseYT doesn't compare. I love GA, but it's different when the one that dies is a husband and a father whose entire life you see through flashbacks. I cried for Derek, but not as much as I have for Jack.

[@unknown-xr3lq]

"Do you wanna talk to your dad? No I'll just talk to him tomorrow" Crying..

[@kerrid5717]

Good reminder never to put off saying something because ya never know what the future holds

[@Kboss66]

My god it hurts so much worse when you've done the same with your own dad. Such a simple mistake to think that there will be a tomorrow.

[@edwardwaldron7813]

I’ll never forget I saw my dad for the last time He was a fireman we drank some beers had a big steak dinner going through family albums We hugged before I went home the next day he died R.I.P. dad

[@ronachten2902]

@@Kboss66 I'm so sorry.

[@FanaticMind_]

@@Kboss66 That would hurt. I‘be been through a lot with my parents, and they’ve hurt me accidentally in big ways but they care about me and are so sorry and want to do their best to fix the damage they’ve done. I’m going to try my best to show my appreciation for that

[@thomaspiri5435]

I wet my pillow again. Damn it, i'm a 25 year old guy but this show has changed the way i think about life. The most gut wrenching episode i've ever seen.

[@rachelikie]

🥺🥺🥺

[@jubileecyprien2013]

But Kevin never knew that there will be no tomorrow with his dad

[@janderson947]

What's even sadder is Rebekah is the last tether connecting them and she's loosing her memories....

[@jezreelrodriguez2030]

@Jubilee cyprien What if In one of the episodes Rebecca gets really confused because of the Alzheimer’s and thinks jacks is still alive and starts calling out for him 😭😭

[@allij9627]

Jezreel Rodriguez damn..just break my heart.

[@jezreelrodriguez2030]

Alli J if it actually happens I will cry 😭

[@denizen8358]

@@jezreelrodriguez2030 they are definitely going to do that

[@juliaangelinee]

Daaaaaamn. The transition between Rebecca seeing his body and Jack seeing Rebecca for the first time. Break my freaking Heart. You painted the show beautifully with this fan video. Fantastic even if I can’t recover~

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you! I'm sorry for the heartbreak haha

[@lenini25]

In that episode, there’s a transition similar to that. I caught it, and as soon as I did, my heart broke into a million pieces. One of the most painful character deaths for sure

[@Green4peace]

My heart ripped in two. I have watched this show faithfully since the night it first aired. Although we knew Jack passed away, we did not know when or how. I thought I was mentally prepared ahead of time. However, I was completely, utterly wrong. I felt a tremendous loss over Jack’s death. A gut wrenching loss. Not only did I feel the pain, I felt the pain for his family. The lyrics to this song complements the story of Jack, who built the house “for me, for you.” But now it is time for him to go, to return to dust. I cannot tell you how many times I have cried. To the editor, Gabi, you did a terrific job on this montage, encapsulating the little bit of time we got to know the Pearson family.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

I definitely think this was the most painful TV death I've ever been through! Thank you so much for your kind words :)

[@Green4peace]

PanicOnTheRise, I agree 100%!

[@imthehoidude588]

Sarah Mitchell I didn't even know about the show until yesterday when I had seen an ad about it. I found a clip in the ad with a fire and I was hooked. I just needed to know what happened. I looked up the video showing his death and I started crying when they all started screaming for Jack outside the house. I came to this video and I saw all their special moments. This just made me so emotional and this is a great example of how much a family is built together. Families are like life. You have a life and then you lose it. It kills other members of that family to lose a special person. I can't stop crying.

[@ReemLawand]

Your comment made me cry because i felt the exact same thing.. gah I dont think I'll ever stop crying over Jacks death

[@overjoyedpumpkin5512]

Sarah Mitchell has anyone told you that you look like Chrissy Metz?? 💙

[@pachvamanideep1548]

Saddest part: Kevin never knew that his favorite person in the world wrote a letter to him, just a few hours before he died. Not fair!!! Yes, sometimes life is unfair, but still, you gotta move on.

[@joanasilva3638]

I sobbed reading that letter, it could've changed everything for Kevin...

[@martalutiis4832]

I do not remember the letter :(

[@Ebie_]

I can't express how much I appreciate Randal's character. The way he holds Rebecca, so she doesn't run into the burning house. He always had so much going on in his life and he always was strong for his family.

[@syedsaqlainali5125]

Several years after watching the episode, still makes me cry.

[@sparkfadingspark]

I'M NOT CRYING, IT'S JUST RAINING FROM MY EYEBALLS. 😭😭😭😭😭

[@epicgamer1491]

Underrated comment

[@bigsistahtips]

Simple Jack

[@caseyfite8915]

This is the best show I will ever watch, I’m convinced. Absolutely brilliant writing

[@shomonsourav]

Period

[@noepp]

"he's already been gone longer than we had him" Makes me tear up every f... time 😢

[@barbellandyogastuff]

This show.... after losing my dad, then my brother, I can say the reactions to grief are so so real. The screaming, the breaking down, the fact that it stays with you forever. Beautiful video

[@reneasmth7606]

Losing a father hurts so much that u will never be the same and always wonder what if he had lived, my life would be so different, I lost my dad when I was 14, I'm now 37 and it still hurts everyday and I think I miss him more now than ever, this show has really hit home for me and absolutely adore this is us, and will be sad when it ends

[@himanijaggi6527]

The dreams that Randall has about Rebecca are so relatable. I too experienced those dreams for a long long time, both about losing my surviving parent and going over the last few days of the life of the parent I lost.

[@skycloud5695]

4:24 Is hands down the most powerful, painful moment of this video. Seeing Kate's scream as it flashes across her memories of her dad and the music swells.

[@DanielGonzalez-cd6lu]

This show made me believe that grieve is something you can't outgrow. It's all the emotions ball up for the person you miss and those memories keep them alive. I lost my mom 7 years ago and still speak to her in my dreams. I can still hear her laugh and calling my name. Still feels like it was yesterday.

[@Brandon-ch2ot]

Yeah I've only had 2 dreams of my dad. One of him saving me from drowning and the other of him angry with me sitting at a picnic table with me. It was a concerned angry. All he said was stop being so angry. That was it. Miss him everyday

[@delicatexmuse]

MY HEART. This song already makes me an emotional mess and your tribute just brought all of those feels back. #tears

[@MsSkinyMaple]

I'm speechless... this is one of the most amazing, well made fanvids I have seen for this show, this song breaks my heart every time especially after it was played on the actual show, but to have the pearson's story told through this song and watching them losing their father (who was their actual home) and struggling to move on from what happened- I'm shook. Your editing and scene choice are absolutely fanatastic, you've captured all the right feelings the show always makes me feel and you've managed to focus on each character's journey in such a beautifully heartbraking way, from kate's scream to kevin's breakdown and Randall's words at the beginning of the video that he couldn't see himself living longer than his dad and than actually seeing him reaching that point in his life... this video hit all the right spots, I know that I said thay already but you did such an amazinh job with this one! Okay I'm gonna stop now 'cause I'm just blurbing at this point, but thank you for this incredible video

[@PanicOnTheRise]

You are so kind, thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!

[@sallydanielsherron4666]

Totally agree!!

[@katiem3626]

I haven’t watched This is Us but this video made me cry. Very well done.

[@f.u.n.5283]

I have no idea what it is. This show makes me feel REAL feelings as if I was a part of the family. I cried, a lot. I laughed, a lot. And it opened something in me, I never knew existed. I haven't figured out what it is yet. But this show did something with me.

[@hivahmz409]

I cried more than I did watching the latest episode and I didn't think it was physically possible!!!! Damnnnnn girl! you're good at editting!!!!

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!!! (sorry for the pain!)

[@hivahmz409]

No worries ;)

[@husaindalal8279]

This series has impact me on some level of my life. I can't even described that in my writing or even words.

[@HarshitGupta07]

Have watched it innumerous times, still feels like Jack's death was a personal loss. This show makes you feel your feelings

[@Stephc-pn6ip]

same

[@MrChrismanning]

The show revisited To Build A Home on the third from the last episode tonight, showing the home built for Rebecca and the care and love of her family. They really fulfilled their promise to Jack. They’re going to be okay.

[@HarshitGupta07]

And we sob again listening to this beautiful gem of a song 😢

[@dorana13]

Omg when I heard the song play again I just broke down all over again

[@lauriciasedits]

I think this is one of the most depressing things I have ever witnessed. I could barely watch it. Oh gosh. But man you did a good job. Really...Good job.

[@nan182katzenbach]

I've finished the show last night and I must say it is one of the most beautiful series ever written. It changes your whole perspective in life.

[@melvinaseesahaye4720]

This movie just make me realize that we we all loose someone we love one day and it's teaching you how hard it is, life struggle and how there will be a light one day. Just heartbreaking...

[@andreytoshio]

Melhor serie que ja assisti na minha vida, ela tem o potencial de mudar a forma que pensamos sobre tudo e todos !

[@arpitvrm]

How something made is so good that nothing will come near this show…how beautifully crafted…will never forgot..

[@dr.johnsmom8826]

I recently discovered this show, and once I started watching it, I couldn’t stop. Almost every episode has at least some tears, and/or I burst out laughing. But Jack’s death is absolutely the worst ever on television history, bar none. This show is such top-notch quality And fantastic writing, and plots. I don’t know who exactly was responsible for all of this, but it’s an incredible show. So beautiful.

[@HeartbreakInRomance]

i'm not emotional. you're emotional. this is perfect.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

thanks!

[@crystallynn8813]

Recently rewatched this and the episode when Jack dies when Rebecca goes to the vending machine and jack died in the room, I swear you can hear jack say hey beck 😢

[@butterflies3210]

nope nope I thought I was okay, but apparently not, this video is making me emotional again. It's beautiful.

[@aishwaryachaudhary2933]

This is us is no normal. It's the epitome of great television. I love all the siblings one time or another.

[@ishikasinha5082]

This has to be the best video edit of this is us I've ever watched. 😭❤️

[@roshanrajkumar7827]

Yeah🥺🥺

[@thinkingaboutit5459]

This was just incredible. Crushing. Haunting. Every word that can be used to touch on the heart ache im feeling right now for a character from a tv show! I feel that huge lump in my throat all over again, that urge to cry out and sob just from watching this clip. Thank you so so much! This is beauty.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!!!

[@thinkingaboutit5459]

Wow thank you so much andie 😁

[@mydreamtv]

OMG this is amazing, 6 minutes of pure magic. this show+ this song 😭😭😭 I agree with everything you said, this show is the best on tv right now. One episode can make you cry and laught at the same time.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!

[@eileenwefler5748]

This was absolutely incredible. The song fits the Pearson’s so well as Jack was quite literally “their home” but showing the home and Jack and the ebbs/ flows of they family. You did such a great job.

[@aieshaelhennawy4717]

this whole show even in its happy moments i cried it is soo well acted and written that litrealy every emotion in the show warms my heart

[@samanthasotelo7030]

I’ve literally never watched this show why am I crying

[@dhayanandh443]

Watch it ❤️😭

[@draigconybear3549]

ONE OF THE BEST TV SERIES EVER MADE

[@tejasnagpure3391]

I can never watch this video complete... Cuz i start crying always...hands down THIS IS US is the best series ever created ❤

[@MSIMAkashTilwani]

The show changed me as a person Helped me through my lows Thanks for the edit Touched my heart ,great work

[@sensate-scars9805]

I don't really know why, but I started missing This Is Us and just found this video. Wow. I couldn't really believe they chose this song for that specific scene, they broke my heart even more. And now this edit? It's honestly so beautiful. I know it must have taken a while to edit because you did an amazing job fitting all the parts together, so I really think all the work paid off. Definitely one of my favorite edits of all time, you captured the soul of this show. Congrats and thank you for sharing x

[@PanicOnTheRise]

thank you so much!

[@londonbubble1]

You'll never be the same after seeing this show.

[@frodobaggins07]

By far the most beautiful tribute video I've seen! I needed that cry..

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!

[@Kboss66]

Oh my god what is this! My heart cannot. This is one of the saddest things I've ever seen in my life.

[@im.not.coby.k]

“because this is where you find out your okay” they found out they were okay, and day by day, bad decision after bad decision, Kevin, Kate, and Randall, they were okay, and Rebecca was okay, that’s where they found out, they are going to be okay, Jack knew, he knew so much more than he let on,

[@rainingonsunday21]

Well now I'm a mess... This is stunning. Absolutely stunning.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

thank you!

[@nikhiluttarwar3888]

It's been a few months since the show ended, but I don't think i'll ever be ready to watch the final episode. It's too much to handle. I want to watch it, but i don't want to

[@TheFolsomZombie]

This hits so close to home...My dad has been gone for 20 years too. "We lost him" After being told by one of the doctors at hospice that he was doing well enough to the point he'd be going home...We instead got the call to drop everything and get there before it's too late...My mom got there in time...I did not...Nothing puts that day to rest, I've been ripped apart ever since. When Kate SCREAMS...So REAL! This show, That song...what a perfect pairing.

[@barbellandyogastuff]

Christopher Hampl my mom screamed over and over when my brother passed away. It’s so real. We all just collapsed. when my dad died, we all collapsed. It’s so true and real the reactions in this show... it’s painful and so well done. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@marlicasavant9114]

I will come back when I can see out of my eyes and my screen isn’t covered in tears update: my house started on fire 2 months ago my worst fear came true no one was hurt but I still am crying watching this video even more than last time

[@delenafantasy218]

oUCH! But wow. Incredible, breathtaking, emotional, stunning. Just a few words to describe this masterpiece. You did amazing. You should be proud.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Wow, thank you!!

[@HarshitGupta07]

Watching it for the xyzth time and still gives the exact same gut wrenching feeling of day 1. Absolutely beautiful show

[@daisyyyyyy]

this song has always made me cry & the fact they included it in season 4 absolutely broke my heart. sobbed like a baby

[@codybone3141]

Whoever asked about what jack says at 2:50 he says "youre gonna live forever"..... youre welcome

[@latona11]

coming back to watch this today. still the hands down best edit ive ever seen. genuinely makes me cry more than the actual show. cheers for this, mate.

[@kathik.353]

god, this made me cry like a baby! such a fantastic tribute, you did an amazing job. i especially loved the part from 04:00, the way you aligned the scenes and voice-overs to the dynamic of the song; just brilliant! thank you for this small masterpiece. ❤

[@PanicOnTheRise]

thank you so much! that's my favorite part as well :)

[@Kboss66]

When he looked after her when she went to get the snacks and stopped smiling, he knew something was wrong and he didn’t want her to see it. 😭 💔

[@EGForeverInMyHeart]

I'm a mess right now, this video was beautiful!

[@melissa0620]

It’s okay....I didn’t need my heart anyway....😭😭😭

[@AneishaH]

my entire face and pillow is soaking wet. this show brought out some emotions that’s no other show has in a while.

[@kyliecarem2364]

In the beginning I never wanted to watch this but once I did I got hooked to it. The story of this family was so beautiful. When the house started to burn and they played this song it fit this series and that episode so much. I cried and I screamed cause it was so heartbreaking that its even making me cry just typing this. I don't think anything has made me cry so much as this show did. This video is beautiful thank you so much for the work you've done to create this video. Thank you! #ThisIsUs #RIPJack

[@goodkaroaketunes]

Thank you for this video. I think my friend sharing this song in 2020 before he died had this same message for his friends and family. That he wants us to be ok and not blame ourselves. 😔🫶

[@ajnaeye7616]

This is the most beautiful video I've ever seen. Bravo and thanks for making me physically sick with sadness for Jack Pearson. 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

[@kozmobluemusic]

I hate this. I hate this feeling. I feel like this almost every day. Letting it out just doesn't work anymore. It just makes everything else resurface. I can't watch even the first second of this without thinking about what they went through, and then it reminds me of everything that happened in my life. How does anyone else manage watching this?

[@smallfootprint2961]

He was a good man, always finally admitting his wrongs and doing his best to return to the good in him, but he wasn't a superdad. Just was what a dad is supposed to be. We should expect this in our dads.

[@VioletEmerald]

WOW I definitely subscribed. This was SO well done, so carefully done, so powerful and emotional and I was definitely crying a little by the end. Amazing tribute to this amazing show.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!

[@ChrisMeisterYT]

I cannot cry for the life of me, life builds up inside but this is fantastic editing well done I shed a tear and managed to let it out.

[@Gunbullet89]

Ok, I've been going through a lot these last couple months but not one single tear has been shedded. I did the best I could to stay strong until earlier this evening when I watched this episode... I cried and cried until I could no longer easily breath.

[@chookiegaming]

beautiful edit. i still cry at the sight of the crockpot flashing on and off because that’s where it all started. 😭 jack’s death was the saddest death scene of all. 💕

[@oneguydirectioner]

F*CK! THEY USED THIS SONG TO TONIGHT'S EPISODE AHHHHHHH! DAMNNNN!!!! Too much feels =(

[@chloe-im6gd]

oneguydirectioner glad i wasn’t the only one who noticed!

[@oneguydirectioner]

@@chloe-im6gd I loved the episode so much :'(

[@chloe-im6gd]

oneguydirectioner me too, i couldn’t help but to bawl and be so mesmerized about how everything always falls in to place 😭

[@sarahelizabeth8429]

Love this. This is us, hits all the feels. This is us is just a very incredible show. Best show I watched in years. We already know jack died but then we found out how he died. Just makes it even harder. This show is so beautiful

[@jayurgello8418]

the matched cuts on this were AMAZING. tremendous job.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

thank you!

[@goat1408]

This is such a beautiful show.....this show essentially expands upon nearly a century of storytelling upon one family. We have gone back as far as 1949, the birth year of Nicky, and seeing a man who was born in the 1800s (Jack’s granddad) to an unknown year in the future, possibly the 2030s or 2040s (Big 3 being in their 50s or 60s). Me being born the same year as the Big 3, coming into 2020, our 40th year....my friend, my close cousin...all born in 1980.....my parents married Valentine’s Day 1980....married for 32 years until my mom’s sudden passing.....the year This Is Us premiered, my sister lost her husband on her birthday.... Life is a whirlwind of emotions. I knew I would love TIU when I first saw the preview, the only cast members I knew at that time was Justin (been following his career since Passions) Milo (been following since Heroes, but knew his name before that) and of course Mandy. I knew that even though she has a great voice, acting would be where her career would blossom...and I was right. This has been a great show...and this video captures just some of the beautiful moments shared on this show. Spectacular job showcasing those moments in life so well. Even in the 4th season, seeing the beginnings of Jack and Rebecca’s story, knowing how it ends, but enjoying the ride getting there. That first 10 years without Jack definitely was hard and imagining that Randall and Rebecca powered through that time together, until she reconnected with Miguel....and now we have to see Rebecca get older and lose what connects us all with each other, our memories...to those who may watch this show in the future, in the 2020s, 2030s 2040s and beyond. This show, is proof that good series still exist.

[@luminaryprism75]

The new episode playing this song was soooooo not cool, my emotions were wrecked.

[@makaylakelly7248]

LuminaryPrism75 I thought the episode where Jack dies was the most emotional but the last episode with the cabin had me balling 😭

[@samanthaw6386]

SAME I SOBBEDDD

[@Doggy-ik4nr]

What is the name of this song btw

[@samanthaw6386]

Doggy 2312 To Build A Home :)

[@emilydelaportilla2829]

bahaha i watched it with my parents but they hadn’t seen jack’s death so they had no idea why i was crying so hard

[@yuniadamayanti]

IT’S BEAUTIFUL, BUT IT HURTS 😢😢😢😢😢

[@FuzzyReflections]

Excellent tribute video! Loved the song and the scenes that you captured. Putting them all together was very moving. Thank you for sharing with us!

[@PanicOnTheRise]

I'm so glad you enjoyed it! Thank you :)

[@Wndrrwall]

I found this song a long time ago while going through the hardest time of my life. When I heard it in the show I broke down sobbing, not only because the episode was devastating but because it brought me back to that time. Such a beautiful show, I have never loved a tv show more than I loved this one.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

I did the same. This song was attached to a very difficult part in my life, which is why being able to use it to make something meant so much. I hope all is well with you

[@khushbu_luhar]

No show will ever top this

[@dhmhtra375]

I DON'T EVEN GO HERE WHY AM I CRYING

[@rvggersn]

Thank you. 😢❤️

[@NK-bz9wb]

I know this is a little unrelated to your beautifully edited video, but can we just remember for a second how FLAWLESSLY they did the episode where Randall says he wants to adopt a boy, and throughout the episode we see a little boy who's beeing told they've found the perfect family for, and that Tess says she like being a foster family... Wow.. it was beatiful!!!

[@martinacosta3821]

there are so few tv series that makes me outright pause because i can't handle the tears, this is one of them, amazing fcking show, just amazing, as near to perfection as it can get

[@heathernegaard7521]

This was edited beautifully to scenes from the show. Great job!

[@aljohani1441]

All what I can say is that You literally melted my heart with this tribute

[@TheHannah280]

Holy crap this is fantastic!

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you!!

[@МарьянаСакович]

Awesome work! I'm proud that I had a chance to feel the atmospere and the key moments of the whole serial again. Cause you have talent. Not only to feel, but to show. Thank you!!!!

[@akaankshyamohapatra9920]

I can't recover from the series and the video is heart breaking

[@st7209]

This video is perfectttt. Captures this is us and the kids so well.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you!

[@dayanneviveiros1430]

Kd o Brasil, aqui!!💛💙💚😭😭😭😭😭

[@claudiasworld9818]

❤❤❤❤ omg words can’t describe the emotions this series brings to so many of us. Makes us laugh, feel happiness and sadness!! Its truly magical 🙏🏻

[@noepp]

gosh, that second season made me cry so often. Just this video got me again 😢

[@oooovalient]

This show and that episode broke me in so many ways!!

[@JeNiDeVoN]

Wow...watching this as the series wraps and I'm all in my feels. Beautiful fan edit! ♥️

[@MrsTou]

My favorite show from day one.

[@jennadurso3258]

This killed me. Beautiful editing. Amazing show. Gets me every time!

[@SwtBabiJulieeX3]

Well, just rip out my heart and set it on fire. Fml this was beautiful

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you :)

[@delicadead876]

EVERY TIME I WATCH THIS EDIT I ​​CRY LIKE IT'S THE FIRST TIME

[@kimhimes1617]

You are SO talented and deserve so much more recognition from this video!! This is amazing.

[@PanicOnTheRise]

Thank you so much!

[@marshallchua]

This show have impacted me and keeps me going in life a damn good job by the writers and actors played it off too well👍👍👍