This Is What Healing Feels Like

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Joseph .R

Joseph .R

Күн бұрын

Photographed by Henri Prestes
Source of the picture : pCsomMN8Ix...
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00:00 Alix., Antent - It’s going to be alright
2:14 Airshade, Kim - Return
4:41 My head is empty - Lost
6:23 Antent - Weariness
8:28 My head is empty - Waste away
10:03 Nectry, Antent - Shards
12:24 Alixe. - We have each other
14:14 Unnholy - One wish
16:21 Knonzzz, Aurenth - Lost road
19:43 Praxia - Core memories
21:00 Antent, Nectry - Nightfall
23:44 Ybyrayy - Affection (sped up)
24:45 MrNotYet - Drowing In My Memories
28:07 Shibíre - Shallow heart
29:50 A vow - As time passes by
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@ComusCat
@ComusCat 4 ай бұрын
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.
@mun.x0x0
@mun.x0x0 4 ай бұрын
I wish you the same stranger!you are loved!
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
thank you, I'm also praying for you
@mikey002
@mikey002 4 ай бұрын
♥️♥️
@blankalabonte7740
@blankalabonte7740 4 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@tehyaelam4037
@tehyaelam4037 4 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏
@AKM93
@AKM93 5 ай бұрын
I , a loser , alone and in pain has lost anyone who I can talk to . I am trying to work and I am very slow for my level. Maybe I am stupid and not competent , but I also deserve some happiness and beautiful things like little things , little moments where I can smile and watch rain and stars and all those . We all can still live . I don't want to die at all , I don't want that escape . ❤️
@starky8968
@starky8968 5 ай бұрын
You're doing great :) Everyone has their own pace with this, and honestly most people in the world don't really have any kind of a healing process. Just keep doing what you're doing, I'm sure everything will turn out great! Just please don't compare yourself to others - a good idea is to compare yourself to the person you were yesterday. I wish you the best in life!
@davidmoriah4176
@davidmoriah4176 5 ай бұрын
We are all losers in one way or another, but God loves us anyway. You are of great worth AKM93 as a person who can be kind and make a difference for good in the world, Find a good counselor or a clergy person who can work with you to be the best you can be. The best is yet to come!
@febenme16
@febenme16 5 ай бұрын
​@@DarkestEquilibrium82 Yes, I myself am in a healing phase with Jesus and I can tell you that Jesus heals brokenhearted people
@earth7gentle923
@earth7gentle923 5 ай бұрын
We all deserve to be happy and free to live life as ourselves you got this I believe in you
@cameronpack1860
@cameronpack1860 5 ай бұрын
Most of the times the fool is happier than the king. Regardless I do not believe you are behind, you need to stop comparing yourself to other people, they aren't you and haven't went through what you have so it's not fair to compare yourself to them. Compare yourself to who you were yesterday and not only will you improve to be greater than those people you compare yourself to you will also be way happier than them. I love you, and I don't have to know you to say that. I know you well enough because I used to be and feel the same way. You got this, just compare yourself to yourself only and do what you know you should do and you will be great one day. I promise.
@danielleransom123
@danielleransom123 4 ай бұрын
If it hurts.. Cry. Dont bury it. Cry for awhile. Cry the next day. And then next. However long it takes to get it out. But once its out, Theres that moment of silence. Where the darkness, saddness and loneliness is pouring through outside of you.... Thats when the acceptance comes... Accept this what has happened to you, has happened. And its over now. Accept that it is in the past. And then you now, have accepted that it hurt. But its time to keep pushing forward. Because, in the moment- you have to take care of yourself. You are there for you. Sometimes thats all you need. For now. :) HEAL.
@apurva6234
@apurva6234 4 ай бұрын
However long it takes.. will that time ever come? The time when I will heal completely.. The time when I will stop crying...
@playafromdasouth6
@playafromdasouth6 4 ай бұрын
beautiful text, thank you ❤
@mikey002
@mikey002 4 ай бұрын
🌱♥️
@MilevaMilenkovic
@MilevaMilenkovic 4 ай бұрын
Love it ❤😊
@blessyGel
@blessyGel 4 ай бұрын
True ❤❤
@100SN
@100SN 4 ай бұрын
You are not a loser. You are a person going through a rough patch, but you are also strong and because of your will and your strength you'll fight and come out of the rough patch, and in a year when (or if) you'll be reminded of this comment, you'll look back and feel immense pride and joy. My best wishes to you my friend. You'll be alright.
@aquafinner1505
@aquafinner1505 4 ай бұрын
i know the exact comment you’re replying to! this is immensely sweet
@100SN
@100SN 4 ай бұрын
@@aquafinner1505 i hope they are ok now. Emotions can be manipulative.
@myrrh-ro3dj
@myrrh-ro3dj 4 ай бұрын
Blessings 🌏
@Shimtheblackgirl
@Shimtheblackgirl 3 ай бұрын
Best wishes for you stranger xx ❤
@100SN
@100SN 3 ай бұрын
@@Shimtheblackgirl Thank you so much. I need it right now💛
@Smritipradhan999
@Smritipradhan999 3 ай бұрын
It hurts when you are all alone ,it hurts to see yourself suffering from the things that you never expected,you are all alone trying to heal yourself,trying to get stronger than yesterday,trying to understand that being alone is better than being with the wrong people who always hurts you , who never take a stand for you ,it hurts to see yourself crying.But never mind you are getting stronger and stronger. And you are healing...
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers 3 ай бұрын
Sending you love and prayers ❤🫂
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers 3 ай бұрын
Hey buddy, Midnight Library by Matt Haig is a good book. Read it, you'll love it.
@Deniisseeee
@Deniisseeee 5 ай бұрын
Lost my job yesterday . I needed this. Stay blessed everyone 🙏🏻
@theworldforgot4857
@theworldforgot4857 5 ай бұрын
May God bless you and give you strength love Amen! May He provide for you🙏🏽❤️‍🩹✝️
@joshuanavarro1645
@joshuanavarro1645 5 ай бұрын
I quit my job to get over my ex, you're not alone, the universe works everything out in the end. 🙏🤍
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 5 ай бұрын
Sorry to hear there's plenty of opportunities out there for you ,keep your head up God's got you and I hope you find another better job may God send blessings to you as well stay strong half of my buddies lost their jobs and I root for them to find new ones as I'll root for you darling...you'll get hired keep looking don't give up you totally got this.
@softestsoftmatter
@softestsoftmatter 5 ай бұрын
I hope you find a great fitting job for you that makes you happy ♥️🙏🏼✨
@Ilgrandecigo
@Ilgrandecigo 5 ай бұрын
I can understand what you feel. Now I had a job, but I passed 6 months without one, and it has been really bad. I'm not talking about the money (I live with my family, so I'm not worried about the expenses).. I'm talking about the feeling of being useless... the constant insatisfaction.. the stress.. Those feeling may pervade you now, but don't worry: don't stop searching a new job. When you finally will found it, you will feel like a new person, again! May God be with you. Good luck!
@kyberkreeper
@kyberkreeper 5 ай бұрын
"I thought I was healing; why don't I feel any better?" "Sometimes people hurt others by forcing them to suppress their emotions. All the pain inside you is finally coming out; you're finally able to express that pain. Let it happen, let yourself feel. Empty yourself of that pain so you can make way for positive, happy things to live inside you!" -Kayavara, replying to Kovvi, _Light Side Unknown_
@watermelonlover745
@watermelonlover745 4 ай бұрын
Thank you for this. My pain keeps coming up
@arashigumdrop
@arashigumdrop 4 ай бұрын
Mine too. It's been pretty bad lately.
@kyberkreeper
@kyberkreeper 4 ай бұрын
@@watermelonlover745 You're welcome; glad I could help. Wishing you heath and healing, friend
@kyberkreeper
@kyberkreeper 4 ай бұрын
@@arashigumdrop Healing takes time; give yourself that time. You deserve it
@user-ss1sl2dt3u
@user-ss1sl2dt3u 4 ай бұрын
Pain is healing. It is the sign to stay calm and concentrate on your own and take time. And it needs time. So lot of time and patience to yourself. Greetings from Germany. The Ases are with us. We have Father and Mother. And all our ancestors to guide us. Love, Peace and Cure for u all.
@ktoztam
@ktoztam 4 ай бұрын
To anyone who is struggling, anyone who feels down. Thank you for being in this world. Whatever you do, whatever you dream about, whatever you miss, all those things made part of this beutiful world. I hope for the things to get better for you.
@ricebean3261
@ricebean3261 3 ай бұрын
I read your message and i really do need the assurance right now, thank you. Will keep it in mind. I wish the same for you aswell 🤗
@eduuusol8677
@eduuusol8677 5 ай бұрын
Sometimes, you just need time to think about all you done until this moment. All your achievements, and how you've been so strong all this way. Your are a winner. Not even winners are made of steel. You've done good!
@vertebradoify
@vertebradoify 5 ай бұрын
bro, i just finish the session of my therapy and we talk about this subject. now i read this, thank u my man. appreciate it.
@jabariwillims
@jabariwillims 5 ай бұрын
It is ok god will takeaway all the pain just believe in him and he will set you free and people love you even if you don’t think so I love you 🙏🏾❤
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 5 ай бұрын
Yeah when your alone you'll have time to think and get yourself together after enduring a lot I went through gaslighting, bullying nonsense I've been real nice but that's it for me I've gotten hurt for a lot and I won't allow myself to get hurt again or manipulated just because others are less kind to me don't mean I'm gonna be just as mean and ignorant as them I'd rather cut them off so I can focus more on building myself up to the adversity of righteousness in terms I won't let haters get in my way of my awesomeness or be affected by their dramatic Insults or negative comments i'mma keep being me not let their insecurities mess up my good days...being strong ain't easy but I know it's worth it if you know what you should and should not tolerate.
@nathanmciver6496
@nathanmciver6496 5 ай бұрын
Nice! Yeah your message suggests the same for yourself! I would love to get out to the woods and enjoy life! Possibly get a new cell phone to document if anyone is interested! Thier's lots of builds already, could be neat with yelling and such! Lol ❤
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512
@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 5 ай бұрын
@nathanmciver6496 that would sound fun you could gain great knowledge from nature you could cleanse your thoughts and feel replenished of negativities.
@mangocrush9831
@mangocrush9831 4 ай бұрын
We are here, but the next moment we’ll all be gone, our words our names, everything. We are here for a very short time, I hope you learn to love yourself enough to withstand every life and the challenges it brings. Be the armour you wished for, be the protector you needed, be the lover you looked for, be everything for yourself.
@Pond-erer
@Pond-erer 4 ай бұрын
That is so true and beautiful. Love you
@mun.x0x0
@mun.x0x0 4 ай бұрын
Thankyou for this beautiful message! Looks like the words healed something in me! You are loved.
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
we are here now!
@user-zg4cz8wj1d
@user-zg4cz8wj1d 4 ай бұрын
So nicely said
@karamariasophia
@karamariasophia 4 ай бұрын
I deserve healing...I did nothing wrong to anyone. Thank you! ❤🙏
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
​@@dudadiiiyou deserve peace. your life is a valuable gift, the fact that you and I are alive and talking now is a miracle. you have the capabilities of the Internet, your hobbies and the most valuable thing - your life. don't care about toxic people who treat you badly. the main thing is that you treat yourself well and value yourself
@StingyJackOlantern
@StingyJackOlantern 4 ай бұрын
@@dudadiii and this is going to keep happening as long as you do not forgive yourself. Forgiving yourself isn't having pity for yourself, it is having the courage to be willing to change the ways that led you to your mistakes, and if you're going to have a positive impact on the world from here on, you should consider starting with you.
@myrrh-ro3dj
@myrrh-ro3dj 4 ай бұрын
We all deserve healing.
@lameart2041
@lameart2041 29 күн бұрын
Hi have you healed? How was the journey? Do you feel happier now?
@michael.1032
@michael.1032 4 ай бұрын
I'm literally crying while reading these comments, it really touches my heart because they fit into my situation. Somehow it feels great that I'm not the only one who has problems and is struggling right now. Thank you for posting this beautiful video and for all those heartwarming comments.
@uditnarain9174
@uditnarain9174 2 ай бұрын
Me Too Friend mee Too 🥲
@adam_smasher9085
@adam_smasher9085 2 ай бұрын
So guys I've been struggling with some pretty bad health anxiety, all cause of a trigger that happened a week ago so I've just been trying to regain my strength and peace in my life, and I think I'm getting there, just gotta eat and sleep plenty, and to those in my position, don't lose hope 🙏, you will get back on your feet soon enough
@MilevaMilenkovic
@MilevaMilenkovic 4 ай бұрын
Found video by chance, started going trough comments suddenly and i realised it was meant for me right now to find it and see how much light is there. People being support to each other, even thou some feel lonely as i am. But there is light. I guess there is a specific word for this kind of moment or feeling when suddenly you feel so much love for all beautiful hearts here ✨️
@beetlesquash5521
@beetlesquash5521 4 ай бұрын
True ❤
@MichealChan66
@MichealChan66 3 ай бұрын
We love you mileva and you got this
@zackariahtravois7125
@zackariahtravois7125 Ай бұрын
To those that think you are alone, you aren't, there are others out there that feel the same pain, the same emptiness in your chest, the same ache in your heart. We need to band together! Over phone, over text and Discord and in person or another million forms of communication, we have to stop the cycle. It will be difficult, but I know that together, we can help each other be a little less alone.
@shoundhariyavalli2182
@shoundhariyavalli2182 24 күн бұрын
thanks i needed
@samikshyasuhanibej8433
@samikshyasuhanibej8433 23 күн бұрын
🤍
@shristi7939
@shristi7939 4 ай бұрын
While listening to songs I realised today I cry a lot. I feel a lot. And I love myself for this. Because not everyone is blessed with it. It is better to be someone who feels everyone's pain rather than being someone who is insensitive.
@s.mfardeen3365
@s.mfardeen3365 3 ай бұрын
Yeah sristi absolutely true
@uditnarain9174
@uditnarain9174 2 ай бұрын
The last two lines are surely Very Deep Shristi .
@samurai.MD.1
@samurai.MD.1 4 ай бұрын
I am sorry for all the battles you fought. But, we don’t choose to be a warrior. You are one. I know it hurts right now but some day this pain will be power. I want you to stay with me and keep holding on. You are the only one you need. Get connected to yourself, heal yourself, hold your hand. You have been there for yourself all the way, and you always will be. Although it doesn’t look like that now, it will be alright. I promise. Believe me. I want you to hold your hand really tight and then hug yourself. Tell yourself that you are here and you are not alone. Tell yourself that you are strong. You deserve to receive the love you offer to those who don’t. Give your love to yourself. It will be okay. I love you. Please, hold on tight. It’s gonna be okay. ♥️
@liamfraser7041
@liamfraser7041 4 ай бұрын
@mskviewer292
@mskviewer292 2 ай бұрын
@sabyasachi702
@sabyasachi702 Ай бұрын
Thanks mate
@starwaters4287
@starwaters4287 4 ай бұрын
To all who are haveing hard times and cant see the trees thru thru the fog. May god bless you tremendously and with great power. May you have a bright star to shine over you always. 🙏
@user-js4jz4wr4k
@user-js4jz4wr4k 4 ай бұрын
Thank you, darling. You too❤💖💕
@denisaluag9947
@denisaluag9947 5 ай бұрын
Hey, I just wanted you to know that you can’t force the healing process, healing needs it’s time but trust me you will heal. Give you’re sorrow to God, he will take care of it. Rest in knowing that you will heal no matter how difficult it may seem right now. Love you 🤍
@AineCarey
@AineCarey 5 ай бұрын
Amen! You are so loved sister.
@emmadouglas5768
@emmadouglas5768 5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! I love you too!😭💛
@yourfavoriteoompaloompa139
@yourfavoriteoompaloompa139 5 ай бұрын
AMEN! Thank You!! 🙌🏽👏🏽
@wul3391
@wul3391 5 ай бұрын
Actually the opposite, you need to take action and change, if not, time will pass and you'll be in the same place and will hurt the same, trust me in this one...
@emilywinterflood8793
@emilywinterflood8793 4 ай бұрын
Lovely words x amen
@user-cc3le7tz6z
@user-cc3le7tz6z 5 ай бұрын
This.... This reminds me of my roots. This reminds me that I am a human. I don't need nothing but ti breath to be a human. I stop stressing about all the things worlds has created to weight me down. I simply sit and breath. This is how I know I am alive and I am thriving despite the noise outside of me. I am living blissfully.
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
soothing words❤
@snape0001
@snape0001 2 ай бұрын
Very soothing and comforting. Thank you.
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
the music is truly magical. do you know what else is magical? wonderful comments from people under the video. everyone shares their story and support. we will all be healed. I wish everyone strength and happiness, God and the Universe bless you 🙏❤
@anonymous_0227
@anonymous_0227 3 ай бұрын
Ammen❤
@lightalmodovarr5093
@lightalmodovarr5093 3 ай бұрын
Life doesn't get easier. You get stronger
@skyyyiemi22
@skyyyiemi22 4 ай бұрын
I'm trapped,I feel trapped I think to escape it but end up not putting it into action,I feel like I'm drowning but I see a light as well I think I'll get better I will heal🌸📿
@Gal967
@Gal967 4 ай бұрын
You can do it, you will. Good luck mate, things will get better, just keep up
@Geass_Lulu
@Geass_Lulu 4 ай бұрын
You are not alone. We will all escape in the holes we are in one day. I also believe we will be better even if it takes time
@joannamarquis2705
@joannamarquis2705 Ай бұрын
God does more than heal, God restores all and makes all things better, His love is never-ending. I have been healed completely and restored to perfect health from metastatic cancer! With God all things are possible. Praise and love Him❤
@diana.estela
@diana.estela Ай бұрын
amen❤
@opheliamaples
@opheliamaples Ай бұрын
Amen
@Coral333
@Coral333 24 күн бұрын
AMEN KEEP SHARING YOUR TESTIMONY MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS US ALL❤
@alexanderalzate8560
@alexanderalzate8560 17 күн бұрын
i pray that He brings back my family to me ❤☝️
@danielalara4256
@danielalara4256 5 ай бұрын
I lost a 7 year friendship, I never had to deal with pain like that before, it has been 3 months since we sudenlly stopped talking, sometimes at night, when I`m all by myself it feels really hard but this helps me to sleep. Thank you
@hellish_lasagna
@hellish_lasagna 5 ай бұрын
So sorry to hear that I know exactly how it feels like... but remember that everything happens for reason even if you cant see it right now 🍀 i wish you lot of strenght and happiness on your journey
@shinebright4857
@shinebright4857 5 ай бұрын
It doesn't get talked about enough, does it? Friendship breakups...one of the worst things in the world.
@phesaris8378
@phesaris8378 5 ай бұрын
A few months ago, and im still hurting from this, but how can an inseparable friendship with someone you have been with for 22 years since birth just fall apart over what, because my love and care apparently hurts her. That's going to stick with me for the rest of my life. Just know that everyone will go through it differently and every relationship is different and healing will be different the individual will overcome it differently but all pain will heal and it will take time. You aren't alone. It not easy but its possible
@phesaris8378
@phesaris8378 5 ай бұрын
​@@shinebright4857true they aren't talked about very often its why we should talk about it often like everything else
@thequeen4285
@thequeen4285 5 ай бұрын
it ha ppened to me last year the best freind of mine fore more than 5 years said they want to break this freindship suddenly .i felt a great pain in my heart for the first month but now it is all ok .and i believe what happened must be the best for me cause god know where our good is .just trust god.
@user-eu4ds3sz7x
@user-eu4ds3sz7x 3 ай бұрын
I am a teenager struggling in my life right now, it also feels like that its a very hard time for me. I have seen betrayal, I have been around people who make me feel lonely in their company. I am always misunderstood by others. Most of the time I have to hide the pain behind a fake smile. I thank God for everything but honestly my life is miserable . I dont see a way out for me. I dont know the meaning of happiness, laughter and joy . These words are unknown to me. I dont know how the things will go on for me but the person who is reading my comment I want to give you the message if there is no one to whom you can express your feelings then be your own strength. Always believe in yourself and stop listening to other stupid peole opinion. This is your life and never put the key of your happiness into someone else's pocket. Be the driver of your life rather than giving your seat to others.
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers 3 ай бұрын
Yup buddy you're right. And you got this 🫂♥️hang in there. Don't give up, better days shall come. ❤🫂
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers 3 ай бұрын
Tough times don't last but tough people do,if your heart is pure, forget about how people see you or whether they understand you or not, it's enough that God knows.
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers
@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers 3 ай бұрын
Midnight Library by Matt Haig is a book that I want you to read,you won't regret it and will absolutely love it so much. Try it buddy.
@user-eu4ds3sz7x
@user-eu4ds3sz7x 3 ай бұрын
@@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers You are absolutely right. Tough times last long but an epic story feels like a lifetime.
@user-eu4ds3sz7x
@user-eu4ds3sz7x 3 ай бұрын
@@GrimPagesandMidnightWhispers Thanks bro.
@Megan-sr4du
@Megan-sr4du 4 ай бұрын
Been on a healing journey and now I feel like I can finally enjoy life! I feel so positive and I send ALL OF YOU the SAME ENERGY as I feel right now, because YOU DESERVE THE WORLD!!! NEVER FUCKING GIVE UP!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!
@yellowViola
@yellowViola 3 ай бұрын
thank you, this comment with such a positive energy gives me hope
@yellowViola
@yellowViola 3 ай бұрын
you fulfilled my heart with hope, how beautiful is that?? you made my day
@Megan-sr4du
@Megan-sr4du 3 ай бұрын
@@yellowViola So sorry for my late answer but I'm so happy and glad that I could help!!! Now you made my day, ily
@CHONGYiNLiN
@CHONGYiNLiN 4 ай бұрын
After some struggled in life, I have been quite emotionless and lost my ability to empathise with people. Even when I sympathise I do it out of a responsibility instead of a genuine feeling. I've met some new friends recently and they taught me so much about love. I'm starting to heal, I'm able to speak what's in my mind, be compassionate. I am slowly healing and I hope everyone is healing too. We will get there some day. Thank you for staying around and not give up. It's gonna be okay.
@thenameislow
@thenameislow 4 ай бұрын
I can relate. Good luck❤
@chetankaler5148
@chetankaler5148 2 ай бұрын
i am in a similar situation, i think that I was so overwhelmingly in depression and anxiety, and ofc i resisted the hell out of depression but now due to that the depression is still there, the anxiety is still there but i can't feel nothing. I am the most calmest in any situation. i started to not give a fuck bout anything in life and even if life gets more worse, i can't feel a damn thing. I really don't know what to do now.
@harrieth9024
@harrieth9024 3 ай бұрын
Me and my partner of nearly 3 years broke up today mear 5 hours ago, it's so sweet reading other comments that are uplifting. I hope anyone who comes across this is having a good day. Stay safe
@molly8156
@molly8156 Ай бұрын
I really hope you are ok 💕
@skibidigirlfy
@skibidigirlfy 4 ай бұрын
me, a 15 years old, whos a definite loser, sometimes just looks at the stars before going to bed, thinking about how useless the day was. it happens everyday. i regret every word i speak, every step i take, thinking i could do better. i always tell myself, everything will be fine. but will it really be fine? sometimes when i feel good about something, suddenly a random thought hits me, "i am literally laughing and having fun. am i really that sad and am i really going through all of that?" i never know the answer to that. what am i? sad? happy and just pretending to be sad? depressed? or what else. i think, i got too comfortable with the emotion called "sadness" Even on days when everything is going so well, i think to myself, why am i being so happy about this moment? this wont even last long. i always forget about the bad things in my life, the negativitys, the pressure whenever im around people. they ask me, how r u so happy in ur life? and i tell them, theres nothing in my life that makes me sad. why? why do i lie? why cant i express my feelings. why cant nobody see when im hurt by their words? is it invisible? sometimes, at the end of the day, it's just me and myself, who im really comfortable with. its me, who tells me dont worry, its alright. its me who tells me, you'll be successful. it's me, who tells me you deserve better. it's just me. and no one else. well thanks for reading this far, because no one else has ever heard me share my words from my heart before 💕
@Xx-Dani_Weird_pixie-xX
@Xx-Dani_Weird_pixie-xX 3 ай бұрын
I belive in you.
@hodenkoboldgbp4748
@hodenkoboldgbp4748 2 ай бұрын
Stay strong! We all have feelings like this. Today it was a day, I cry a lot and ignore my friends, my family in whatsapp and destroyed myself with negative and sad Insta Reels. Now Iam here on this Playlist and cry. And also this is a part of healing. Love all of you
@Andrea-cx9sv
@Andrea-cx9sv Ай бұрын
You are far from a loser. There are no losers here only lessons to be learned. The struggle is part of it all. You are a part of creation therefore you are inherently beauty, light and love. Shine your light my friend!!!
@hafsa4191
@hafsa4191 2 сағат бұрын
Little reminder definitely your day will come soon the day you have been waiting for ❤
@annebyrne8461
@annebyrne8461 5 ай бұрын
Healing isn’t linear and it definitely isn’t painless, but you have power when you know you can smile through the pain. God bless you always! Keep on praying 🙏❤️
@KUR4H
@KUR4H 4 ай бұрын
Mannnn I love how music like this can bring the best out of humans, looking at the sweet comments of people encouraging others to take it easy and that everything is gonna be alright gives me hope in this dark world. I’ve suffered a lot in life and I’m sure many of you have also suffered badly but to add on what others are saying, it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to feel sad, take it easy, a few deep breaths and realize everything will work out in the end and that everything is gonna be alright. I know this may sound insensitive but it is the truth. Good things come to those who wait. Patience is key. Either way I hope to whoever is reading this that you are able to overcome your trials and are able to spread your wings and fly high. I hope that you are able to find happiness in this life and everlasting love and I wish that you are able to be at peace with yourself and others around you. God bless all who come across this comment, everything is going to be okay. Love you all! ❤️
@faridaakther8248
@faridaakther8248 4 ай бұрын
Love you too❤
@user-dh5wv6rz1y
@user-dh5wv6rz1y 3 ай бұрын
Love you too❤
@KUR4H
@KUR4H 3 ай бұрын
@@faridaakther8248 ❤️❤️❤️
@KUR4H
@KUR4H 3 ай бұрын
@@user-dh5wv6rz1y 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️
@hunter.brah69
@hunter.brah69 5 ай бұрын
relapsed again. one day ill get over this.
@louieecastro1106
@louieecastro1106 5 ай бұрын
It’s ok bro. I believe in you ❤
@myafrb4196
@myafrb4196 5 ай бұрын
Your future self, inner child are rooting for you! YOU CAN DO THIS❤
@CaroBrass
@CaroBrass 5 ай бұрын
It happens and a part of the journey. forgive yourself, then keep trying. ❤
@Stapled1
@Stapled1 5 ай бұрын
You can do this bru, don’t give up!
@user-fr7hq2dp1x
@user-fr7hq2dp1x 5 ай бұрын
Yo brother I had a corn addiction since the age of 8 till this year. Yk the cycle, oh this time I'm going to make, then"maybe just 1 more time" I will tell you the truth man because I was there and couldn't ever stop, probably said im going to quit Over a thousand times THE ONLY WAY i managed to quit was Jesus, Jesus changed my life. I remember calling on his name and just asking for help in such need sobbing like a baby man Pouring everything on my heart to him, asking forgiveness of my sins and saying that I believe he died and rose again Bro it's been 3 months now and I can say with 100% certainty that I'm free from porn do with this as you desire I pray for you that you will find Jesus as lord and you will be born again.
@wanderingpaladin4927
@wanderingpaladin4927 5 ай бұрын
Recovering from PTSD’s been tough, to say the least. It feels like every time I turn a corner, whether it’s in my hometown or just in life I’m reminded of something I wanted to forget. When I grow up and move out I wanna leave this all behind, get a fresh start. I just wanna be free. I just wanna be sixteen and not have to think about whether my estranged family are gonna end up dead from overdose or I’m gonna be walking down the street with my friends and bump into someone I don’t wanna see ever again. I wish I could sprout wings and fly away...but I’m human, I guess. We all gotta live with that. I guess it’s okay to let my guard down sometimes and be crappy and weak and all those things, I’m safe now, closer to the past than I’d like to be but still safe.
@AllDone999
@AllDone999 5 ай бұрын
The safer you feel, the more you will be able to thrive and release the past. This is fact. Trust it. Focus your time and energy on creating and keeping up safety and privacy for yourself. Even if it means having to work a not so ideal job for a while. This basic safety will automatically enable everything else you need. Confidence, friendships, opportunities, possibilities, inspiration, etc. Be sober, aware and mindful as much as you can. You will release emotions and trauma faster and more effectively if you allow yourself to just feel them in your body without distraction and without labelling. Don't force yourself, but try if you want. Don't be hard on yourself. Accept, appreciate and love yourself with all your characteristics and challenges as you would accept, appreciate and love your own child. Hug yourself and kiss yourself. Smile at yourself in the mirror. Buy flowers for yourself. Because you naturally deserve that. You are so loved and appreciated, you can't even imagine! But you will realise that sooner or later. You are intelligent, sensitive and you have a talent for writing and storytelling, which is an amazingly useful and beautiful talent. You got this, no worries. Much love and best wishes! ❤✌️
@lakshitachauhan6331
@lakshitachauhan6331 4 ай бұрын
​@@AllDone999thank you for writing this❤
@lakshitachauhan6331
@lakshitachauhan6331 4 ай бұрын
Please stay strong ❤ @wanderingpaladin4927
@marshall1003
@marshall1003 4 ай бұрын
I am recovering from PTSD as well, C-PTSD. I lost access to therapy and am still living in an abusive household. It's hard but I am trying to find healthy outlets for my anger and frustrations of being violated. I am doing everything possible to move out which is difficult because sending myself into survival mode results in PTSD attacks and dysregulation from time to time. Keeping myself competent in the real world seems like the only way I will survive but I am honestly exhausted. How do you take care of yourself? Do you have any tips for when you experience panic?
@shaundaross123
@shaundaross123 4 ай бұрын
Oh my heart hurts for you. I grew up in some shit too…drugs. Mental illness. Narcissistic mother. I have PTSD from it BUT…. I made it out and am in therapy and getting happier and happier every day. You can get out and be happy. If you can find a therapist who works with addiction or some kind of trauma therapist, they know how to work with people like us. ❤❤. I promise you can do it.
@f4ntxm
@f4ntxm 4 ай бұрын
It's 4:00 AM in the morning, haven't slept, and I was grinding. Did my 30 pushups and then came across this. It was a beautiful day. Gonna sleep now
@yash8650
@yash8650 4 ай бұрын
keep grinding broo
@user-QQQQQQQQ
@user-QQQQQQQQ 4 ай бұрын
proud of you man, keep going
@Itsmerufff
@Itsmerufff 2 ай бұрын
you come in those one percent of this generation buddy.... damnn so proud of you
@HandicapPro
@HandicapPro 4 ай бұрын
listening to this while i have coffee alone in a diner. ex has already moved on, not saying i haven’t. i just haven’t been given anyone to move on with. i’m at the part of my life’s journey where i’m being pushed to be more comfortable being alone. i hate it but i choose to accept it. almost 3 AM. sleep isn’t the same anymore. my social interactions are absent. i hate almost everyone and everything as they seem pointless and meaningless. yet, i long for someone to talk to at this time. someone to be around while i can’t sleep because of my thoughts. as an active dreamer, i’m terrified of my dreams. my nightmares and dreams have become one. i have no one to scream at me but my dreams. i keep telling myself to keep moving forward and to keep pushing with this unexplainable weight. Fight. All i can tell myself is fight; because no one will be there to tell me in the end. Cherish every moment and every person. Always be true to yourself or endure becoming someone you can’t recognize anymore just to have to go through the work to find yourself again. Tatakae.. Tatakae.
@anime_amv_lover8498
@anime_amv_lover8498 2 ай бұрын
You have already given yourself all the advice you need, mere words from a stranger cannot help you right now, they can bring solace, but when you yourself realized what must be done, you will become the strongest You KNOW you need someone to talk to, and you KNOW you must fight, you've successfully completed the first step to healing, now you simply must find someone I myself am looking for it, I Changed to a new city 2 years ago, but even now, except for college I have no friends or relationships here, I never tried because I kept in touch with some old ones, but now I feel they aren't enough, I need to see someone physically, I crave a friend's laugh, an arm around my neck physically, and Im on my way to find someone
@isaacduraes7685
@isaacduraes7685 Ай бұрын
Tatakae 💀
@architakashyap6713
@architakashyap6713 4 ай бұрын
I have anxiety , like since my childhood I knew I think a lot !! even doctors told me that my health issues were triggerred due to my anxiety . I legit tried to run from them, could never accept that a happy person can be anxious too well this is probably the time I hv fully accepted it . I understood that I need to deal with my anxiety , as a 18 year old it has diminishing my potential.Being sick made me frustrated !!even when I am fine , I feel tired as my body has been accomodated to being sick!! its like it a deep feeling of breathlessness engulf me !! I hv important exams , I was a studious kid yet now I am failure and Im trying to bounce back :) hope everyone can make it.......
@Jaslinkauralone
@Jaslinkauralone 4 ай бұрын
Hey, don't worry... everything will be fine soon .have hope for better days to come by believing in god ..god is with u with all your circumstances blessings ❤
@mateoreyes8640
@mateoreyes8640 Ай бұрын
Always be kind because you never know what someone else is going through.
@paris5831
@paris5831 5 ай бұрын
I just wanna cry
@purple-in1628
@purple-in1628 5 ай бұрын
Same bro
@pud_dinh1402
@pud_dinh1402 4 ай бұрын
Sending hugs 🫂 I'm going thru a heartbreak so it's tough but hopefully we can get thru this together
@nourdarwish6012
@nourdarwish6012 4 ай бұрын
is tearing considered crying ,?
@liamfraser7041
@liamfraser7041 4 ай бұрын
It's all going to be okay 🫂
@jcshrgaming5373
@jcshrgaming5373 5 ай бұрын
I suffered a lot nobody notice me and nobody helps me its only me. when it's crowded I still feel lonely i do many mistake including for not letting go to the past and im still grateful through that pain i grow as a person i learn many thing's even if i always fall the same mistake.
@phesaris8378
@phesaris8378 5 ай бұрын
I see you, i hear you, i feel your pain and sadness but its going to be ok. I see your strength i see you can heal. You aren't alone. Paul Tilich said that language created the word loneliness to express pain of being alone and the word solitude to express the glory of being alone. We have moments in our lives where we have no family or friends but that's ok we'll gain new ones
@alisaaverina7355
@alisaaverina7355 5 ай бұрын
I understand you. I live in a foreign country, went through a lot, still young. I also feel lonely. I hope the future would be brighter for me and you. I send you some love, please take it!❤
@phesaris8378
@phesaris8378 5 ай бұрын
@alisaaverina7355 you deserve wonderful things you may have gone through a lot, but all bad and struggles are temporary. You'll all the wonderful and beautiful things in life soon
@mistraltone8004
@mistraltone8004 5 ай бұрын
I am honestly quite scared, but wont admit it to myself. Lately i have been alone, by my own choice. It started off small, id go in my room for a little while and relax, then happily come back out and socialize with my family. But as time has moved on, i wanted to be alone all the time, and now, someone that isnt me, thinks that my loved ones dont like me, that they dont want me around, and that im better off alone. Im scared because i dont know who that is, or what it is. Im sure its good that im at least aware of it though... Im constantly examining myself, for those reasons exactly, i want to get better, to be better. Another thing that scares me is i get extremely angry, if, or when someone starts sharing something personal, or even just gets emotional about an opinion, one of my closest friends, who has always shared those types of things might get hurt one day if i cant control my anger, ive been lucky so far. I dont know what that is either, I have other problems as well, that im certain of, Tricotillomania, and OCD. I haven't been diagnosed with anything, i have never even been to a docter let alone seen a mental health expert. But i know they would agree. I could write an essay on many more problems that i experience, i have high ambitions in life, and have no doubt ill get there, but there are other sides of me, and i fear one day, they wont let me wake up again... and if i found out they didnt, id be upset, because i truly dont want to die.. but sometimes, they show up, and think differently. I know that this seems very personal to share.. but i really want to see what other people think. And to whoevers reading this... You aren't alone. Love Yourself And forgive Yourself
@starwaters4287
@starwaters4287 4 ай бұрын
Beautifully written Beautifully said. 🙏
@Babyonemoretime12
@Babyonemoretime12 4 ай бұрын
Bu yazıyı ben yazdım zannettim. Sanki sen benim bir iç sesimdin.
@yellowViola
@yellowViola 3 ай бұрын
Yo man, sometimes all you need is to stop thinking at all, smell roses and observe with ur own eyes, stop draining urself, whatever happened, its alright, its not like you shouldnt be feeling this yk, actually I think its a good thing thoo, UR ALIVE MANN, how beautiful is thatt??!!!! I love u, take care.
@avmaritimebiblebeliever
@avmaritimebiblebeliever 3 ай бұрын
Some verses i hope they find you well; i was seeking truth in my twenties, i found it, or better said i found him and he found me (in a very low state) that is The Lord Jesus Christ a personal relationship. I have a future I have joy and i now have prefect peace. The reality was i was a lost sinner on the fastback to Hellfire. John 3:15, That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. 16, For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17, For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. 18, He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 19, And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20, For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. 21, But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. Romans 3:23, For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Matthew 7:14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. Isaiah 57:20, But the wicked are like the troubled sea, when it cannot rest, whose waters cast up mire and dirt. 21, There is no peace, saith my God, to the wicked.
@neerajdas8286
@neerajdas8286 23 күн бұрын
Hey pure hearted lovely human, Just don't think so much nah, plz! Everything will be okay.
@AineCarey
@AineCarey 5 ай бұрын
Psalm 23: The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
@ashac.p9126
@ashac.p9126 2 ай бұрын
I want to heal from the damage that social media caused
@Bb-xp8ym
@Bb-xp8ym Ай бұрын
Bruh it's really not that deep. Enjoy your life.
@adampartridge1903
@adampartridge1903 4 ай бұрын
I'm amazed this video has just popped up. I've just finally made the decision to resign from my job that's been damaging my mental health for such a long time. I'm glad I had the self respect to come to this decision now and fortunately I'm in a position where I can spend a long time between jobs. I'm gonna be unemployed now but that's ok, I have the time to heal from the emotional trauma this job has brought me. If you're in a similar position then I want you to know how easy it is to fall into the trap of thinking this is just how work is and not having the self respect to know that you deserve to be in a job that makes you happy and fulfilled. Of course you'll have bad days at any job but if those bad days are the majority for a long period of time then that's saying something. Sending hugs 🤗 xx
@josephshaw5259
@josephshaw5259 4 ай бұрын
Sending you lots of love man. Well done for standing up for yourself and doing what’s best for your health. Proud of you 💚
@raflesia822
@raflesia822 2 ай бұрын
I'm in the same situation now! Bless you ❤
@iviivi6179
@iviivi6179 4 ай бұрын
Just let it all out, take a moment to tear up and realise all the pain that’s been building up. Take a deep breath, you’ve got this 🥰
@mun.x0x0
@mun.x0x0 4 ай бұрын
Thankyou for reminding to take deep breath! You are loved!
@H4LL3YSC0MM3T
@H4LL3YSC0MM3T 4 ай бұрын
hello, I'm not the kind of person to write random vulnerable comments on a you tube video but what the hey. I really liked this video, It brings me back to the time when my biggest problem was waiting for shrek 2 2004 to come out on DVD, the music makes me think of me and my sister chasing each other as kids and the old floor boards clanking from our loud footsteps. remember those cheap sparkly butterfly stickers from the 2000s? My Dad would get mad at me and my sister from putting them all over the light switches. Anyways if you read this far i hope u have a really nice day.
@TheDiscrazy
@TheDiscrazy 4 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing 😊
@raflesia822
@raflesia822 2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your memories. Sometimes I would like to go back to childhood too!
@im.itsuki
@im.itsuki 4 ай бұрын
I am alive thanks to myself, thanks to my desire to know and learn every day and above all thanks to the desire to heal myself and flourish again. Never lose love for yourself, because it is the purest, most unconditional and strongest that exists. You don't deserve to suffer because of others or especially yourself. You give the meaning to your life. Seek it, because it resides in each of you. You have value. Love u all ♡
@Nahimanah
@Nahimanah 2 ай бұрын
I found this video when I needed it most. and even more so the comments. I feel like I'm lost and that I'll never be loved. I cry at the thought that there are so many kind and good people who encourage others so much! you may not know what it means, but it can actually save lives. mine was saved today. God bless you all, I hope the greatest miracles happen to you. ✨
@thequeenofboba6583
@thequeenofboba6583 5 ай бұрын
If you can't do something, take it one step at a time.
@Freskonet
@Freskonet 5 ай бұрын
what is under the music? ... I know it will get better. I just know it. I am so proud of you! Not being ok is ok. We are humans and we have our ups and downs. You don't lose when you fall, you lose when you give up. If you don't appreciate urself no one will. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved. U know what has no limit? Happiness, And i know u can find it.
@Ne_eil
@Ne_eil 4 ай бұрын
Whatever is hurting you hope it will get better. You're precious. You're loved. You're important. Cause you are you. You're happiness. You're everything you choose to be. Take care of yourself. Hope you learn to live fully. Cause life was always like this....
@candle5676
@candle5676 5 ай бұрын
So underrated! Beautiful, soothing and calimg. Every beat grows in my soul
@joseph.43530
@joseph.43530 5 ай бұрын
Glad you like it !
@LoaLabByKhush
@LoaLabByKhush 2 ай бұрын
You deserve everything beautiful, keep going, it's just about to come very soon. Better things are waiting on the horizon of all this pain and you can do it... Hold on to yourself, give yourself a hug and some love, you will always be there, you are your best companion. Things get better, it's a journey each of us has to go through. Everyone has and will feel exactly like you are feeling and brave ones like you get to see how really beautiful this world is... Come on, hold my hand if you can, let me walk with for as long as you need, there's hope... If you can't feel it right now it's okay... Give it a few days and few weeks, try shadow work journaling, feel and process these emotions... The only way out is the way through.. you can pierce through this hurt out... You are actually incredible. You kept on trying, you kept on giving others a chance now it's your time... Give yourself another chance. Do your 1000% percent for yourself, keep your words for yourself, do what you deserve, act on things that the present, past and future you need. Make sure to show your future self that you can keep your promises you did to yourself. Your past self and all of us here are cheering for you... Go on... Life is waiting for you...
@JihanBihi
@JihanBihi 4 ай бұрын
While I read the comments, with the playlist on I was so glad to notice I am not the only one in this state. I love you all stay strong do it for your proud future self!
@emiliewind9434
@emiliewind9434 4 ай бұрын
You're never alone. Love from Berlin.
@dr.sapnayadav7874
@dr.sapnayadav7874 4 ай бұрын
Same thing 🙂
@karanveersingh9634
@karanveersingh9634 4 ай бұрын
Same thins
@allybelle7022
@allybelle7022 4 ай бұрын
My mom died this year and your music helps fill that void
@floralbeautyful
@floralbeautyful 4 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. she lives inside of you and is watching over you. sending you so much love
@fighterinmkiwiscience3517
@fighterinmkiwiscience3517 4 ай бұрын
She is you , and you is her
@SaradaBani
@SaradaBani 3 ай бұрын
My father and my girlfriend 🙏🏻
@Itsmerufff
@Itsmerufff 2 ай бұрын
i feel much better after reading comment section more than people around me physically do....
@Tarta-lm7tw
@Tarta-lm7tw 4 ай бұрын
Rn having a hard time ...my life changed in a blink of eye, adulthood is just so complicated, i am stuck at remembering my good times in the past , where my grandma were alive... playing with my friends, going to school to talk and being silly with my homie, now all of that disappeared, i feel my time got faster, i can't control anything, my collage days are just so boring and I've been in toxic relationships there... I miss my homie...my friends...i miss everything i had before...i want to feel that things..one more time... I want to see them again....this comment section felt safe to vent in..
@amandaaguilera3578
@amandaaguilera3578 5 ай бұрын
growing up i didnt like myself and i didnt have anbody tell me how pretty i was or how one day ill be some one very important... i was always overlooked with friends and family because of my appearance. so i always imagined myself as somebody else, somebody that i would like and i felt others would too. it was such a great feeling because i created fantasies in my mind as a kid i was very imaginative i always played different scenarios in my head. i carried that up with me until the age of 24 honestly wen i got a reality check about who i really was i didnt know how to even accept me. Honestly i literally created a fictional character of myself.. i had a fake favorite color, name, family, friends EVERYTHING! so there i was 24 yrs old and didnt even know anything about the real me. i didnt know my favorite color, number, song, nothing.. i even created a fake name for myself i hated being called by my real name i hated myself for how i allowed rejection to cause me to deny my tru self because at the end of that i was all i had and i let myself down,, if i could meet young me i promise i would make her feel loved, accepted, needed, wanted, heard and seen,. i would never allow her to see herself unvalued. she will never have to go to sleep feeling unwanted. i want to do that now for myself but sometimes its so hard. sometimes its so hard to look myself in the mirror and tell myself that i am beautiful.
@user-uq6ht
@user-uq6ht 3 ай бұрын
i have the same experience has anything helped also hope u feel better
@inthesonesaypanya5275
@inthesonesaypanya5275 Ай бұрын
I pray that everyone who reads and listens to this gets the help and aid that they need. That you are blessed with what you need to make it through today, and that you are happy more so than yesterday. If something bad should happen, I pray that you stay strong and that you have great rest of your day. 💜
@wonke_s_rr17
@wonke_s_rr17 Ай бұрын
You are a good person ❤️
@roxannedunlop1044
@roxannedunlop1044 4 ай бұрын
Sometimes we are afraid to let go of someone or an experience we had that was pivotal. Don't force anything. When the experience you had contains no new lessons you will be uninterested in continuing to think or to ruminate on it. Think of what you learned and how you grew through this. Know that your life is moving in the right direction. Know that you are cared for deeply by the Source of all that is. Trust in that love.
@tinzz1234
@tinzz1234 4 ай бұрын
🫂🩷
@rassanshahana1200
@rassanshahana1200 4 ай бұрын
To all people out there, i just want to tell you that you are doing great, don't give up. You might be going through though times, but remember that you are not alone. I am with you and god is also by you side. Keep fighting, you are going to make it..i promise. Always remember that you are an amazing person and that everything is going to be alright
@theuglytruckling
@theuglytruckling 5 ай бұрын
Wow, the frequencies in this are amazing
@joseph.43530
@joseph.43530 5 ай бұрын
Enjoy the playlist😉
@herzdust
@herzdust 3 ай бұрын
I am approaching my 20's.. I feel like an empty, boring, uninteresting person. One or two people told me this to my face, but I still carry it with me and, looking at my reality, already believe it myself. I don't have any friends and basically never have. I don't know what friendship or even family is. I grew up as a neglected child, although my mother and brother really love me. They really care about me sometimes, but...They never paid attention to me in my early years, my needs and even my feelings. I was a sensitive child and words really hurt me then and still do. I never cried to get attention or in a manipulative way, as sometimes happens with children. But I cried even more because they didn't believe me and it hurt me even more. My mother was always busy and always working. I am from a poor family. Sometimes there was nothing to eat. A few years ago, we migrated with my mother and it got even worse. There were not even days, but weeks when we had nothing to eat. Now I don't have the opportunity to wash in warm water. My mother is definitely not the sacrificial type of parent. She tells a lot of stories about how in my early childhood she went with me through many doctors like a "cat with a kitten". She did a lot for me and I appreciate it, but in the end I grew up without attention, love, affection. I grew up withdrawn, with terrible social skills. Throughout my childhood, I didn't have friends, only a few, but that's a drop in the ocean. And now in my adolescence it is even worse. I was called strange, stupid, uninteresting, and at first I pushed those words away, but now I say this to myself almost every day. I have never been helped with my studies and now I am a terrible student. I understand that I do not know how to study. I live in a country whose language I do not know, although there was time to learn the basic level. I have been living here for 5 years, but I still have no knowledge beyond primitive words and phrases. I am ashamed of myself. I seem to have stopped developing with this immigration. Although, of course, it's just me. I wake up and realize that I am not even ready to go outside, to the store or to school. I am not ready to be a social unit, to work, to study. I can not. This is not laziness. My body tells me that it is tired. I don't know what to do with it. I don't know what to do with myself. I force myself to do something, but it doesn't do much. I can forget to brush my teeth. I feel tired and drained even though I haven't done anything. I understand that even as a child I did not feel happiness. I was always a dreamy child. And even now, in this way, I escape from my realities. I understand that I need to do something, but I seem to be in a closed circle, where I try and after a while again falling down my rabbit hole. I do not know what to do. I feel like nothing, that I got myself into such a situation and now I can't get out of it all. Neither mother nor brother will help here. I have no one to ask for help or just tell it to. I hope that this will all become just a memory.
@memo0248
@memo0248 3 ай бұрын
Hey @herzdust I don't know actually all the details but one thing that I know that u are really strong, you through a lot, I can't imagine if I were on your position. Don't let people tell you who u are. U are sensitive that's a plus point, you are care and aware about yourself and about your family. As u said, all the hard times would be a memory that u can bring as a lesson. I trust and I pray that you will be better. You are not alone, let's get up together to make all people who you really are, the great person as u are. U are strong, and that's really cool. Sending love where ever you are❤ God Bless U ❤❤
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r 3 ай бұрын
it feels somewhat ironic realizing nothing got better. i don't feel confident but i pretend that i am. i walk around with a controlled expression to keep a "cold" vibe to myself, I'm scared people would judge me if i actually acted on how i felt so being "cold faced" or neutral seems like the best option. this year marks the seventh year of me having only one friend. i loved her, i cherished her so much and i felt like she was the one and only friend i ever needed. but I wasn't acting like it for the first 5 years. i was manipulative and repulsive, i was awful even if she was the only thing i had. after those 5 years i started to soften. i started being close physically and only then did i realize how physically starved i was. i felt so safe, comforted. she was smart so i felt as if i could just let my brain rot as long as I'm with her, i don't have to think and she won't judge me. until she mentioned it last year. she told me not to take it weirdly but i was always just following her around, at first i was confused but then she mentioned how i always looked lost and confused. my whole world shattered, the one thing I thought she would never say, the one person i thought would never say it said it. i looked lost without her, is what she said to me. i was depending on her and it looked weird. after that, barely a month later she got into the school i wanted to go to and she got into the school dormitory while i didn't get in either of them. my mother was working when we got the results and she was stressing there while i was shaking at home. my father and my brother were sleeping, i was sitting on my bed fighting every urge to go to the kitchen and self harm again. i stared at the clock on the wall with tears that couldn't stop dripping. i fucked up everything again. i made everything harder again for everyone. i made my family dissapointed. again. and i couldn't tell the one friend i had because of her words that were still freshly digged into my mind. right when i got the results, i wanted her to be there so badly but she wasn't. and i can't blame her but it hurts. i ended up getting into the dormitory two months later, up until then i was traveling to school since it was in another town and it was exhausting. my school's schedule was shit and i had to wait hours at the bus station to get home. when i finally got in the dormitory i tried to ignore what i felt for a while, getting used to the new feeling of being there instead of home now. and then the same thing dawned on me as it did in middle school, my friend already fit in and she didn't need me. she knew so many people while i knew no one, it was just repeating all over again. in middle school, she didn't exactly fit in but all the teachers adored her, her grades were high and she was always getting praised. art and English were my pride, i always felt confident in only those two. but then came the English competition, it was important for further education so i tried everything i could and she won first place while i got fifth. i failed to her. all the way home i had to comfort her how she deserved it and say congratulations because she felt like she didn't deserve it. i genuinely felt like she was doing it on purpose, i held everything in and my eyes were so close to just bursting, i wanted to disappear so badly. i was devastated to say the very least. when i got home i just had to tell my whole family how I failed once again. i cried quietly for so many days, even months after that. art was the only thing i had left and then art classes started becoming more regular since our teacher came back. i had to sit next to her every friday and just listen to how everyone is complimenting her, especially the teacher. and i just stared blankly at my drawing with a small smile on my face because what else could i really do. this is how i came to a sad reality of how i have no talent whatsoever and how I'm basically useless. home wasn't better either i was constantly compared to my older brother. he has great metabolism so weight isn't a problem for him, his grades were always maximum and he was always the best, he is much more extroverted than me, he was good at English and played volleyball really well. i also played volleyball but always got told by him how i don't play good and how I should just quit. nothing felt right anymore. even my own opinions were silenced by him. growing up with him came with many things and one of those things was his opinion is always right and you're always wrong. i remember he would at times slap me (cheek) or hit me hard on the arm because i didn't agree on something. it still happens from time to time but i hit back. what he doesn't know is that i still feel scared anytime he hits me but i just pretend like I'm not. even today, i can't say anything without my mind repeating "nobody cares" "who wants your opinion" and genuinely just thinking I'm wrong all the time. this also ties with one of my greatest fears, failure. i have a huge fear of failure. weight has been a big problem for me for years now, i can't feel confident in my clothes and i feel so damn ugly. i tend to overeat a lot at random occasions and i always feel so damn guilty afterwards. i want to feel pretty and i want to be pretty but I can't lose weight when I'm at the dormitory and having school as my priority. i can't choose the food i want to eat and I can't be healthy even if i want to be, they just give you food and if you don't want it you don't have to eat it but you have nothing else either. in 2020 during the lockdown, i remember being so brain dead i was on my phone actually 24/7. i was showering like once every two weeks, i wore the same clothing for maybe even months and i was a mess. in February of 2020 i self harmed for the first time. i remember the exact moment my mother found out about my self harm scars. she told me to never do it again or else she would take me to a psychiatrist. i was scared so i promised. and even today, whenever i show how I'm under the weather or whenever we fight in general she always mentions how i can do it again and kill myself for real this time. i can't tell how much worse it actually got but everything just feels wrong and exhausting. i wonder if I'm genuinely ever gonna feel better. i want to know what I'm doing wrong.
@pain447
@pain447 3 ай бұрын
Sry for my bad English it’s not my first language. I feel sorry for you but you know what everyone goes through some traumatic thing but what we can do? We can ask ourselves one question 1. Can we do something about it? If yes then what’s the problem 2. If no, then you have to tell ur mind that it’s not your fault things just happened can’t do anything about them And just hang on do things which makes u happy don’t make ur emotions dependent on someone else you’ll be happy oneday truly I hope this message helps u feeling a little bit better. Remember one thing out of all these muscles in ur body ur heart is the strongest 🌼
@YourFriendlyNeighbourHood
@YourFriendlyNeighbourHood 3 ай бұрын
Girl... What do I say... My story is exactly the same! Except that I'm the eldest of my generation and parents' pressure and their expectations... They always say I'm no burden on them but never act like it... I was the topper of my class till covid... But that period changed everything... I feel every single word you said! Every single damn word! I just... I also did quite a lot of self harm... My parents found out randomly one day... And they made fun of ever since... I just can't explain how well you wrote every single feeling... There's a little more to my story but I guess I'm just... Somewhat too tired of everything to write it but still... I want to talk... I so badly want to talk... The weight problem is exactly the same with me... I'm even a pcod patient... I just can't explain how much I'm trying... I'm in my drop year after high school before I get into any college... Their tension of me has turned my life into an almost hell... I can't talk to anyone or else they make fun of it... My strengths (subjects and otherwise) all just i don't know how, but everything i was proud of myself for, just faded away... I still can't accept it... This can't be true... I still try too hard but now I'm just tired... When i use to harm myself and my parents and my little brother found out, i tried to get out of my depressed zone and give life another chance try to be even more brave and etc... 2023 ended... No one spared any chance of dragging me down into that phase again... But i stayed tough but now.. i don't know what happened but I'm weak again... I knew if i fall this time, i probably won't be able to rise again all by myself, but there's no one to help, no one to understand, everyone just blame and... I just can't now... Gurl I wish I could meet you! I want to talk to you and specially hug you tightly.. I hope things will get better for you soon.... May you receive double the happiness of how much pain you've been through all these years!❤ May God bless you my gurl❤❤
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r 3 ай бұрын
@@YourFriendlyNeighbourHood you won't believe how teary my eyes got. even if you're a stranger that I don't know personally it feels so freaking good to know I'm not alone. it feels like I'm heard..? either way thank you so much for sharing even a tiniest bit of your story, I can tell you're trying your best and hey, if nobody will say it there I will, I'm so proud of you. I hope things get better for you too soon, you genuinely seem like a kind soul and I fully believe you can rise up again. 🫂 (ps I wish I could talk to you too, you deserve many kind words and I truly hope I could hug you too, just to let you also know there's someone there that's willing to hear you and stand next to you while fighting
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r
@c_h_a_r_m_e_r 3 ай бұрын
@@pain447 no worries for the English it's also not my first language 🥲 it would be nice if it was easy enough to tell my brain it isn't my fault but when I'm constantly told it is, I can't actually believe that it isn't if that makes sense? either way thank you so much for the message, it means a lot truly, it makes me feel better when I see people taking their time to share kind words, it feels comforting 🥲.
@YourFriendlyNeighbourHood
@YourFriendlyNeighbourHood 3 ай бұрын
@@c_h_a_r_m_e_r thanks gurl❤️❤️❤️✨ Your words are so sweet 😭😭💞 And yes, you're not alone! And Ykr Fighting 💪!
@farahdeebascreation2959
@farahdeebascreation2959 4 ай бұрын
It gives me the vibe of hill,wind,wave,sea.....so calm,so smooth....💗lots of problems facing right now...may Allah grant me Shifah.. May Allah heal u all....strong prayer for u🤲ameen
@aijazkhan6502
@aijazkhan6502 4 ай бұрын
Summa Ameen sister
@manuelalopez669
@manuelalopez669 5 ай бұрын
to those that try to be happy, remember that u build happines, do not wait for it. Im so proud because u arre trying, and thats a lot, so don't worry cause its gonna be okay, actually... its okay, u are happy already, u can see u in your mind being happy, that means u already are, i call that manifestation girl. u cannnn❤❤❤
@tomcat9761
@tomcat9761 2 ай бұрын
Nothing hurts more than leaving or letting go of something and someone you love.
@pranitatalekar6580
@pranitatalekar6580 2 ай бұрын
It's really hurting... I just want some peace.. I want a life tht i was living in my childhood... I want my physical health better... I don't want money or anything precious.. I just want my people, my family, my loved ones... Nothing else.. I can't express what I'm feeling ri8 now.. It's really tough.. I'm exhausted... I don't know why god doing this with me.. I just want everything back to normal.. I want 2nd chnace.. Everything has changed..
@divinenergy1111
@divinenergy1111 3 ай бұрын
Healing is actually ‘silence’. The most beautiful silence you will ever experience
@xaii6
@xaii6 3 ай бұрын
Being 18 doesn't feel like how i thought it'd feel like, the silly kid i was though as soon as i turn 18 all my problems will be fix , i thought id be able to travel the world and have my dream body and all my money problems will magically be fixed, i thought turning 18 would make my dad realize im his daughter and finally telling me that he loves me, but... It turned out life is somehow worse now, i failed school, my body n skin is ar it worse,dad never hated me more and the guilt is eating my heart knowing that im nothing but a trouble for mom , she never said that , she made sure i dont feel that way but i know, she is a great mom but im useless, honestly i don't even know what's bothering me anymore my thoughts are lost my eyes burns from crying all the time and im so tired of trying, i want to fix everything but im exhausted failing every time i just miss being a kid i miss being clueless i miss being existed over small things, i miss being loved and cared of ,i miss not caring about money, i miss being able to play and laugh without worrying about what if i look ugly, i miss how early mornings air felt, i miss my grandparents house and how it smelled and how cozy it was, i miss staying in my warm bed on winter, i hate realization, realizing that everyone i love is also growing up realizing that my grandma wont be there for my wedding and to see my kids , realizing that im ugly and people only treat me nicely because they think im sick , realizing that im no longer innocence, realizing that one day ill lose contact with my only friend realizing that my cat wont be around forever and realizing and im no longer loved by god.... I just want to have a peaceful life again im really tired
@joe_mama9842
@joe_mama9842 3 ай бұрын
I feel you buddy, life is just sometimes alot but it will get better.
@xaii6
@xaii6 3 ай бұрын
@@joe_mama9842 yes im sure it will, we will survive it💖
@YARA-qv8qx
@YARA-qv8qx 3 ай бұрын
Don't worry about life you are so young, you will understand yourself and understand life as soon as you get older, so please be kind to yourself cuz it is all you have! Big love to you and be safe ❤️❤️
@xaii6
@xaii6 3 ай бұрын
@@YARA-qv8qx thank u sm i really appreciate that, yes ill do my best thank you 💖💖
@VirtueXII
@VirtueXII 3 ай бұрын
Life's beauty lies in the small, everyday blessings. Cherish them with gratitude. 🙏
@AyushvermaDr
@AyushvermaDr 4 ай бұрын
It was the year 2017, I was standing alone in my school ground for the school prayer. Then my eyes fell on the corridor above the roof. And I saw her first time, at that time I only liked her a little but I didn't know that in future she would become my life. I can write a whole book on her, but if I tell you briefly, her character, her manners, her dressing sense were very different. As if I started getting to know her slowly, I didn't even realize when I started falling in love with her. We studied together in the same school for four years but I could never speak a single word to her. I stilll remember That day was her last day in school, I knew if I didn't tell her today, I might never meet her again. But I was so timid that day I couldn't even say it. I cried a lot that day, to be honest I was less sad that I couldn't tell her but more sad that I would never be able to meet her. But God had other plans, after a few months we met again in a coaching center and this time she herself proposed me ( In 2021) Finally finally i got her ,my love, my life,my everything( after my mummy papa). I'm currently preparing for Neet entrance.I like to be alone since childhood,( introvert in a way), I have my parents in my family and I love them very much.But our relation is not such that when I have any problem,i can share it with them....... Then my love came in my life, she changed my whole life, I started sharing my every small and big happiness and sorrow with her.She was very mature girls and used to take care of me like a baby, it was impossible to live without each other. Then one day suddenly she called me and started crying that day we talked for a long time she kept talking I kept listening and we both kept sobbing.unfortunately that was the last time i talked her,she blocked me from everywere,I was in depression for 6 months and used to take sleeping pills every night for 4-5 days in a week. I still don't know why she left me, nor did she try to contact me again Maybe because I had nothing to give her except love and loyalty,Or maybe I just didn't deserve her, or maybe iI was so Immature that whenever she was angry with me i would start crying instead of convicing her. Sometimes I feel very alone, I want to tell someone that I am alone but it seems as if there are no words with which I can express my sadness, I cry, I don't want anyone to see me, but I also want someone to ask the reason for my crying,I want to be alone but I also want someone to talk to me. I'm tired of taking on responsibilities, I'm tired of crying over her, I'm tired of crying over my childhood friends who left me alone, I'm tired of everything. I just want to sleep for a long time and when I wake up I want everything to be okay. EDIT : few months ago I tried to contact her, I wrote the first word "hii" and sent it to her. I thought that she would immediately ask me about my condition and feel sorry for me,will try to talk to me, But the first message that came from her was"message kyu kiya" and after sometime she blocked that number.And after this, my hands started trembling, tears started flowing on their own, I could not understand what to do and whom to go to. If she needed a break she should have told me about it,So maybe I don't suffer so much, maybe I have a hope in my heart that after some time everything will be fine. In the initial days i used to check her status from others phone,in the hope that atleast one day,one day she would definitely post a status for me, she also must be missing me,but it was not so ,she was very happy with her life.It's been years since she left me, but she never tried to contact me. As long as our relationship lasted, I never made eye contact with her, nor did I ever try to touch her.
@Heyvarshh
@Heyvarshh 4 ай бұрын
I fell sorry for you! I hope you heal from the untold scars in you! Trust everything happens for a reason 🤍! Just work on yourself rather than grieving on what’s left 🫶🏽!! Hugs🫂! Hope you heal and fly higher than before ~
@AyushvermaDr
@AyushvermaDr 4 ай бұрын
@@Heyvarshh Don't know why i'm crying after reading this,It's strange that the hug I need from my loved ones,my parents is being given by a stranger.Thankyou so so much!
@jiministall9348
@jiministall9348 4 ай бұрын
Hey stranger!! Hope you are doing well .. Don't be so hard on yourself...take your time...trust the process everything will be fine ..cheer up :) !! Now smile yaaa ??
@shorttechvideos434
@shorttechvideos434 4 ай бұрын
Those who blocked you doesn’t realise what a gem they lost. Don’t cry my friend. A person who blocks you is the last person you want to be with
@RISHABHSINGH-kx7ex
@RISHABHSINGH-kx7ex 4 ай бұрын
@@AyushvermaDryou are not alone in this brother, we are there with you ❤, I WISH good luck for u and hope everything will be better with time and u will definitely find the love of ur time. Meanwhile if u ever want to talk, I will be thr with u, since I am also going through this
@jessicaslifekit
@jessicaslifekit 4 ай бұрын
This playlist came to me at such a perfect moment - coming to terms with my past, where I come from, forgiveness to myself and others is how I felt listening to this. And also promising myself to take care of myself in every way that I need.
@nawangtashi1251
@nawangtashi1251 4 ай бұрын
Happy for you 🫂💚
@jessicaslifekit
@jessicaslifekit 4 ай бұрын
Thank you
@dantemarinucci8765
@dantemarinucci8765 2 ай бұрын
I feel like I've lost the last 5 years of my life to poor choices and psycosis. The memories won't leave me alone for a day and I'm getting tired... I called the crisis line yesterday and I've cried about 6 times in the last week. I just want to feel normal again. 😞
@tato_0732
@tato_0732 4 ай бұрын
my ex-boyfriend, he broke up with me 9 hours ago. We were together for about two months, sure it wasn't long, but he was amazing. so loving and sweet. come to find out 3 weeks after we started dating, right after my birthday, he realized he never actually loved me, liked me for a short time, but then just never felt anything after that. He waited two damn months; everything was a lie. I thought my prayers were answered but I'm so stupid. It came out of nowhere. We were supposed to hangout today. He did it over text too. My first relationship lasted 3 years, we were good until he started resenting me for expressing my own goals and opinions on my future, that didn't last. 2nd one lasted a week, and he never actually liked me either. now this guy, am I just not loveable anymore...? I try and pray and trust God's plan for me which I know will be better but it's so hard. I'm writing this now at 1am on a school night bawling my eyes out. I just don't know what to do.
@liamfraser7041
@liamfraser7041 4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry. Know that you are deserving of love. Your heart will heal, and someone special will come into your life, possibly when you least expect it. For now, I suggest focusing on your own healing. Take it one day at a time. Be kind to yourself 🫂
@rosiedogan-oc5sz
@rosiedogan-oc5sz 2 ай бұрын
You are a lovely person, you are just lost on your path of life. Yes you may have been broken but this experience would have shaped you to be stronger and more resilient. As a person that has been through years of depression myself, I just want to say you will heal, yes it's not easy, it takes a lot of time. But true healing comes when you learn to love yourself and talk to yourself positively, when these negative thoughts come into you head you need to train your mind to distant yourself from those thoughts like water passing down a stream, listen but don't take notice. Once you realise your self worth, these negative beliefs about yourself will no longer affect you, you will realise they are just lies. God will give you the strength, you are a survivor, a spiritual warrior ❤❤❤
@lukimia2173
@lukimia2173 2 ай бұрын
Truly need this, it's hard being broken hearted. Thank you, reading this makes me smile.
@azillardiel-jen
@azillardiel-jen 3 ай бұрын
I'm too shy to tell my drama arts teacher how much he fascinated, inspired, healed me. I am so grateful I have met him. In every lesson, I spent my time marveling at you, your knowledge, your spirit, your mind, your being, your art. Seeing the marvel that you are made me forget how dull the world is, and how frightening my life used to be. My everyday life started having colors again. Then, one day, you told me I was marvellous. And I started believing I could shine like you. And I did. And I'm doing it right now. And I hope one day I'll be someone's marvel too, just like you've been mine. I'm happy to have a few more classes with you and the other students, so we can all shine together and make each other's worlds more colorful. You changed lives. Or at least, you changed mine. Thank you for existing, François.
@TheGermanFarmer
@TheGermanFarmer 3 ай бұрын
This is beautiful, your shine brought goosebumps upon my skin. Thank you
@azillardiel-jen
@azillardiel-jen 3 ай бұрын
@@TheGermanFarmer And thank you for reading ❤ I'm happy I can express how grateful I am, and now I'm happy that someone knows about it ! 🌟
@TheGermanFarmer
@TheGermanFarmer 3 ай бұрын
@@azillardiel-jen Feeling heard really does feel good. If you want to pour out your heart some more I'll gladly listen
@azillardiel-jen
@azillardiel-jen 3 ай бұрын
@@TheGermanFarmer It has been eight days since I posted my comment, and I've listened to this playlist every morning and every evening, looking at your comments and wondering what else I could say. I'd love to come here from time to time to tell more, but I don't know what to say 🙂 I'm feeling happy to exist, that's a miracle, and this miracle was done by the people I admire. This starts with the teacher I talked about in my first comment but this year I've met other people who made this life worth living ! I would love to just say their names and tell how much I love them. So I'll do it ! Here we go, the three people who changed my life : First I met Alix, she has been my drama arts teacher during just one week, in July 2023, and it was THE week that changed my life and made me do a bunch of decisions that led me to meeting François. In my poems, I call her "my dawn" because she's the first who has lit up my life, she's the one who preceeded the upcoming sun I was about to meet. She was the first to have faith in me and made me believe I would someday finally get out of depression. She was right. I'm still struggling with sad thoughts, like everybody else, but not with dark thoughts neither depression anymore. She was so funny and she made me happy, I loved her for that. The second I met was François. I still have classes with him three times per week and I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the day we'll have our last class together. He has written me some words, on November 9th 2023, that got stuck in my head and are keeping me going every day. He's the reason I wake up in the morning and tell myself "today, I'll make his words true : let's try to be marvellous". He's receptive to my poems, he's full of knowledge about everything, he's always interesting and always interested by anything, and I love him for that. In my poems, I call him "my sun", because I can't live without him, he's the one who brighten my days and illuminates my thoughts. Third, her name is Malvina. She's the substitute drama arts teacher, when François is shooting series and can't do class. As funny as Alix, as interesting as François, and such a good actress. In my poems, I call her "my star", because she's the one who's guiding me and making my sky beautiful when the sun isn't here. She's sparkling just like a star. She's brilliant. She's bright. She's dynamic and witty. While François is good in every kind of drama arts (cinema, dubbing, theater, audio books, and even more), Malvina is a MASTER, a QUEEN of theater arts. She knows everything about european plays, actors, from modern texts to ancient Greece, she's an encyclopaedia, and I love her for that. I miss her a lot. The saddest part about the fact she's a substitute teacher is that I can't have both Malvina and François in class at the same time. Man, if it happened, that would be the best day of my life. She's a teacher for the third-year students, so I hope I'll have her in my third year of drama arts class. Seeing how they changed my life and saved me, just by being themselves, makes me want to live a little more so maybe someday it will be my turn to change lives. My teachers are my dawn, my sun and my star, they're my whole sky ! Day and night, they're in my heart, they're in my mind, they're in my words, they are my light.
@TheGermanFarmer
@TheGermanFarmer 3 ай бұрын
@@azillardiel-jen Funnily enough just a couple of hours ago I went back to these comments to see whether you had replied yet, wondering if you ever will. I am very grateful that you found the time to speak out about the sky that stands atop your world. I know you're moreso speaking it out into the world, then you are telling me specifically all of those things. Yet I can't keep myself from being amazed and feeling like I am experiencing something truly personal and heartfelt. Thank you for leaving your comment here. I hope I'll read many more of them - and even if I won't - I'll cherish what you already offered up so willingly
@hana__dong_dong0606
@hana__dong_dong0606 4 ай бұрын
Next time I don't know maybe months, a year, years!!... When I go back to this video I hope I have truly healed.
@angelwingzzz777
@angelwingzzz777 4 ай бұрын
Feeling lost as ever...I have cancer and it's totally stopped my life and I'm scared it's going to take it 😞🙏🏼 please pray for me.
@starwaters4287
@starwaters4287 4 ай бұрын
Prayers and blessings that you will have God's gracious power healing you always . Many many blessings to you 🙏
@user-vf1oj9lv3v
@user-vf1oj9lv3v 4 ай бұрын
You are in my thoughts; one of my best friends has been battling breast cancer for 3 years now and she says when fear tries to take over she just empties her mind by concentrating on her breathing and connecting with what God is to her and her connection to the universe as a conscious being and it helps her feel gratitude for her life and she said a calm comes over her because the mantra ‘Just breathe’ keeps her in this present moment and she’s safe right now and everything is okay in the moment. I don’t have cancer but I do have bad anxiety and depression since my son died 8 years ago; and breathing slowly from my belly more than from my chest and thanking Source for my children and my friends and pets and beauty in the world etc helps ground me and helps me surrender up my fears as something just illusory and fleeting, like dandelion puffs in the breeze. I will keep calm loving vibes for your health,heart, and well being and remember you when I practice my own breathing connection to the universe. Blessings to you.
@lucatoma747
@lucatoma747 4 ай бұрын
Everything will be fine🖤
@leahcoppinger8770
@leahcoppinger8770 4 ай бұрын
​@@user-vf1oj9lv3v❤ thank you for your beautiful comment, love and blessings to you for 2024. Meditation, being grateful and watching the breath grounds us all. Nothing can harm us in the present moment!
@Babyonemoretime12
@Babyonemoretime12 4 ай бұрын
Seni tanımıyorum ama seni seviyorum. Lütfen kendine iyi bak.
@restyletime4918
@restyletime4918 4 ай бұрын
It really sucks not being able t0 cry the fuck out. It feels too heavy. I'm not sure how long this has to go.
@starwaters4287
@starwaters4287 4 ай бұрын
Hoping your days are filled with sunshine and goodness. Hopingvyour nights are bright shining as stars. Many blessing and peace.
@dbmk.1604
@dbmk.1604 3 ай бұрын
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11:28‬ ‭NLT‬‬ [28] Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Jesus loves you and He knows your pain. Come to Him before it's too late. He can change your life but you got to give your life to Him wholeheartedly. Know that it's not easy to follow Christ but it's completely worth it! Be blessed, you are loved by God💕
@Nina.23
@Nina.23 4 ай бұрын
I always listen to this while studying The Bible, it really makes me feel relaxed and tuned in with God. I don't know why but these melodies feel so magical. thank you so much!!
@Xx-Dani_Weird_pixie-xX
@Xx-Dani_Weird_pixie-xX 3 ай бұрын
Blessings for you
@Ishii_nao
@Ishii_nao 3 ай бұрын
I am still on my healing journey. It has been tough since my harsh last breakup during Christmas. But looking at the comments here today made me cry once again and really appreciate everyone even if we're just strangers. So thank you. I hope there's someone out there who is willing to hear me out. I hope there's someone who I can reach out to...
@chiars4187
@chiars4187 3 ай бұрын
💕
@gasp857
@gasp857 5 күн бұрын
to all who reads this, i promise you that everything you go through will surpass and you will see the horizon again. i am living proof that everything does get better as i have been at rock bottom for the past 5 years, yet i am here, finally smiling and enjoying my life. i was once suicidal, counting up to 12 attempts, but i am clean now and i promise you that if my situation improved, yours will too. hold on a little longer and feel everything you need to feel - youll figure it out, you always do
@NehaSingh-ty2vk
@NehaSingh-ty2vk 4 ай бұрын
It's hard but i am trusting myself and the universe ...everything will be alright
@liamfraser7041
@liamfraser7041 4 ай бұрын
Everything will be okay. Take it one day at a time. And take care of yourself 🫂
@peace27129
@peace27129 5 ай бұрын
Tried listening to one of these every night putting my earphones on, and yeah it uplifted my mood . Also deactivated my socials so it worked amazingly !Took my worries away and i used to wake up fresh in the morning . Thanks for uploading❤
@tayshenna
@tayshenna 4 ай бұрын
I'm glad you're doing well! How do you manage not to spend time on social networks? I would also like to learn this
@Rawan-tc3ox
@Rawan-tc3ox 4 ай бұрын
I have just deactivated my social media accounts too!
@peace27129
@peace27129 4 ай бұрын
@@Rawan-tc3ox great move!!
@peace27129
@peace27129 4 ай бұрын
​@@tayshenna The moment your mind gets saturated , just deactivate without thinking much buddy. Hope it helps
@ceciliagarcia7653
@ceciliagarcia7653 4 ай бұрын
Yes deactivate your socials! Brings so much clarity and free time on your hands! You’ll feel empty and bored at first but that gives you time and space to try/create something new! Explore the unknown, make friends in real life settings!
@evawithaffection
@evawithaffection 4 ай бұрын
I'm just tired of being all the time forgivable person and let people misbehave towards me... I accept everyone in my life, I value them and care but ultimately I get hurt... I never receive the same love as I spread to my close people... I'm very exhausted from being a kindhearted individual
@tinzz1234
@tinzz1234 4 ай бұрын
It's tough to be kind , right ? People use you for their own good without thinking about you . And you being a kind person , forgive them . But kindness has a beauty of it's own . Kindness is what makes YOU , it's a part of you . And if you lost such a beautiful part of you , you will never be yourself again . Those other people won't even care . But are you willing to lose such a beautiful part of you ? If you are willing , You are not being kind to yourself . Learn to be kind to yourself , you're a beautiful human being , you've been given this beautiful life . Don't care about other people , they don't know your worth . Other people can never understand your worth . You have to understand your worth yourself . AND WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND YOUR WORTH , you will understand that people are like wind , they come and go . And you won't be attached to them .
@ali_tafa006
@ali_tafa006 4 ай бұрын
I just want to stop justifying my weary soul. Just listening. No more Talking. No more Thinking. No more Yelling. No more Crying. Just listening. Thine troubles finds root In this deceitful heart That begs like no other. It yearns purity But nauseates in disorder. Damn this wretchedness. My love, leave me not, in The bitter hallows of your Mind. Hold me in your Arms. I bow in remorse; I beg you to stay. Please, don't lead Your heart drenched In abysmal shrieks of Fatigue, to the monsters of their heartless cackling. My love! Find me, For I have once fallen Into the darkness of This world.
@girlinthegalaxy
@girlinthegalaxy 4 ай бұрын
I am just so anxious about my family's and my future. I am grateful I have a job but I have no benefits. No maternity leave. No sick leaves. No casual leaves. No career growth. I wish I will not worry anymore about my family. I wish I will get a job I am content and I will work hard in it and fulfil my family's responsibilities. I am 28 now. I feel it took me so long to finish my responsibilities. Universe please hear me and help me please.
@Maria-in6mt
@Maria-in6mt 5 ай бұрын
Im only into like 15 seconds listening to it but I like it already, saving for when I’ll need calming musics to do hw! :)
@STAR-ud5rh
@STAR-ud5rh 3 ай бұрын
Please listen to me! Me going hard with my 10th boards, found a girl in my classes she was very pretty , humble and kind hearted. My dream was to make above 90% and purpose her, One month before the boards she told to sir that her parents will not send her to college, well she was weak in studies but she can perform good. From that day till now I'm I am loosing my focus in studies I am overthinking that everything is on the verge of end. I want to heal I can't do anything, I don't want to end, I want to make her my girl, I want to tell her that I love her. I'm thinking why to study and make good marks and purpose her, if she is not going to college, that means my relationship will be over in just 28 days of february and boards in March. 😢😢😢😢😢 Thank you for your time❤ Very thanks to the channel for creating this master piece video❤
@saraigilbert1700
@saraigilbert1700 5 ай бұрын
Im going through it. A lot of things happening. It good to just let go and think somtimes even if tou cry because crying helps
@moisetiberiucosmin2059
@moisetiberiucosmin2059 5 ай бұрын
Shivers down my spine. Thank you.
@meltaylor2339
@meltaylor2339 5 ай бұрын
Lost my job due to mental health. Cant get real help for my mental state. A friend i thought i could rely on became a bully. Exhausted. Afraid. Heartbroken
@anuragsharma8779
@anuragsharma8779 4 ай бұрын
I am sure you'll conquer your battle. Always remember - "NOTHING LASTS FOREVER" !
@starwaters4287
@starwaters4287 4 ай бұрын
Prayers for you that God's gracious love heals you. That you have peace and love goodness and mercy. Keep smiling keep the faith. 🙏
@muskanverma4565
@muskanverma4565 4 ай бұрын
Best you should do is to talk to somebody who is total stranger to you. Who can listen to you. Not everyone is same. May be you haven't met a friend who supports you no matter what. Tell me I'll listen to you.❤
@fanta_lonii
@fanta_lonii 16 күн бұрын
Im so glad i found this playlist. I saw a comment about how important it is to remind oneself of ones achievments and it helped me a lot. I feel like i can do much more and i can stay strong for much longer. Rember everyone: your heart will feel heavy sometimes but it will get better. You deserve to be loved both my others and yourself. You're much more than just flesh and bones and you're much more than the mistakes made by you or pain caused to you. Dont give up yet. There is a lot too see and experience and all of it is worth trying for a bit longer. Work hard and love yourself. I love you and I'm thankfull you're alive ❤
@iiikigai
@iiikigai 3 ай бұрын
Being alone in life right now is an oppertunity to know and love yourself, and focus on yourself only, being lonely is bad but not being able to be alone, by yourself, and not doing things you want to do alone, it is worse. Trust me you only need youself in this journey of life, So leave this fear of being alone and live for yourself, you will attract people meant for you on your way. Focus on your life. Enjoy the joy of missing out.❤
@omershahan10
@omershahan10 4 ай бұрын
going through a phase of life, no idea when it'll end, zero energy, wanna stay alone for no reason, want everyone to leave me be, leave me alone, feeling so low, faking that im all okay to people all around, picking up my broken pieces, slowly and gradually, with the hope that one day, a light will find its way in the realm of shadows. Stay strong everyone out there, it will pass.
@xcadan5829
@xcadan5829 4 ай бұрын
this video, these songs are beautiful. in the past 20 minutes i have accounted for the people i love the hardships i have faced and it feels like i can see the beauty through the ugly just listening to this. i’ve bottled up my emotions these past few months accepting the outcome of me and the beautiful girl i once loved and quite frankly still do, i am so thankful our stars aligned despite this universe being so big yet we still crossed paths. but our paths kept going and paths don’t always go the same direction. thank you lara, and thank you to whoever put this video together.
@anonymouspeace5876
@anonymouspeace5876 5 ай бұрын
Living with pain without hope… is basically death
@smilingmoon2936
@smilingmoon2936 5 ай бұрын
True
@dbmk.1604
@dbmk.1604 3 ай бұрын
Matthew‬ ‭11:28‬ ‭NLT‬‬ [28] Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Jesus loves you and He knows your pain. Come to Him before it's too late. He can change your life but you got to give your life to Him wholeheartedly. Know that it's not easy to follow Christ but it's completely worth it! Be blessed, you are loved by God.💕
@anonymouspeace5876
@anonymouspeace5876 3 ай бұрын
@@dbmk.1604 every religion said the same things but in the end it’s only us who decide to be better or dying
@seany280
@seany280 2 ай бұрын
I listened to this while enduring the excruciating pain after an ACL reconstruction surgery. It helped me to fall asleep better and relax. Thank you.
@Vaibhav_JEE2025
@Vaibhav_JEE2025 2 ай бұрын
Have a fast recovery : )
@rin9074
@rin9074 4 ай бұрын
The feeling of heaviness in ur heart from life and your anxiety is taking away what is left of you.. i really wish i get better and everything ends with the best results I can’t wait for the feeling of life again I can’t wait I can’t wait
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