I quit being a correctional officer because of all the corruption at GEO formerly Wackenhut in Cleveland, Texas. I always used to say that the ONLY difference between a CO and a inmate is that the CO's haven't been caught yet for their crimes.
@yeadoe6627 Жыл бұрын
Yea GEO got they hands in PA too..they play dirty🤦🏽♂️
@DallasLL Жыл бұрын
Only difference was one had keys the other did not
@billydelacey Жыл бұрын
You were part of the problem.
@QazwerDave Жыл бұрын
Only diff: one gets to leave prison every day.
@Adrian-twenty24 Жыл бұрын
This mf prob got caught with the burner phones...
@JAY1892 Жыл бұрын
No bullsh*t music in the background, just straight to the point stories. Excellent.
@justarandomniggafrm2069 ай бұрын
Ya
@antfbi9 ай бұрын
I was blasting the little mermaid sound track to this and it somehow made this less gay
@Sinsation279 ай бұрын
agreed
@nightshade-o7g9 ай бұрын
Uragay @@antfbi
@cincaicincai78479 ай бұрын
@@antfbiso basically its gay when no music in a video?
@wrecklessknight230 Жыл бұрын
I am a Mexican. This gangster life destroyed our family. My older brother joined Sinaloan Cartel back in 1993. It all started when my brother was 14 and into that dope life. Poverty then, was rampant. And gangs were glorified and leaders were portrayed as saviour in some sorta way. Life was never the same in the family. My brother was gunned down in a rival gang shootout. Fortunately for me, Me and my Mom moved in the states and i could pursue my dream of becoming a doctor. But the horrors of murder and seeing dead bodies on the daily are still vivid in my memories.
@sirchadiusmaximusiii Жыл бұрын
Glad you made something of yourself man instead of that nonsense.
@rg7532 Жыл бұрын
Amazing
@nofriendsclub69 Жыл бұрын
Good for you bro ❤
@BrionWatling Жыл бұрын
So myself, you can ultimately change your path.
@DeanCanady-gw4md Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for the hand you were dealt early on . Congratulations for pulling yourself out of that situation I am sorry for the loss of your brother
@kuebby9 ай бұрын
The Pelican Bay fight from the early 90s is one of the craziest prison riots ever caught on video. This dude is OG.
@GallowsPole8057 ай бұрын
It was Feb of 99
@TheWatcherxx996 ай бұрын
Maybe from the US but there way more hardcore videos out there from south America decapitations n sheeeite
@billybob25226 ай бұрын
@@TheWatcherxx99🤔you must wanna have a pissing contest stfu and read!
@poesgro90226 ай бұрын
My ex wife's brother killed a CO on accident and got a life sentence in that video. His name is Tony and he is from Mariana Montavilla,
@southbmorejuan53766 ай бұрын
@poesgro9022 how did accidentally kill a C.O???
@jonloftness5210 Жыл бұрын
I retired as a deputy warden at USP Leavenworth. Around 2006 or 2007, I had a lot of Sureños and Norteños and they were constantly trying to kill each other. Washington DC finally realized we couldn't house both on the same yard, so we started moving Norteños out. Eventually I only had two Norteños left in SHU. They would ask me to release them to the yard. I would tell them it's you two against 100 Sureños. You know what their response was? "I'm good with those odds." I will admit they have no fear.
@123FUG33 Жыл бұрын
Where did they send the Nortenos to if they can’t stay there?
@jonloftness5210 Жыл бұрын
@@123FUG33 sorry, but I don’t recall. I doubt they were sent to the same place but I had 2500 inmates so as long as they were gone it was one less thing to be concerned about.
@soniasg8639 Жыл бұрын
@jonloftness5210 The more prisoners the more money goes into prison? Just like public schools, the more children the more money.
@AnimalAlmighty Жыл бұрын
I bet you were corrupt like most prison officials??
@ItsVisto Жыл бұрын
You had 2,500 inmates huh.. no you monitored 2,500 inmates.. you don't have anything you don't own them. did they brainwash you or try to while you were there@@jonloftness5210 ?
@dsnowman2675 Жыл бұрын
I worked as a CO for over 10 years. I had John on my tier. He was very respectful. I never had any negative issues with him. Good luck to you John. I hope you are doing well.
@richhoops2413 Жыл бұрын
Damn
@knowledgeispower3212 Жыл бұрын
No you didn't shut up
@COKENCAKE Жыл бұрын
he always this fat?
@ShadowPitt Жыл бұрын
Reach out to him. @paradigmmedianews
@DIARRHEA-PANIC Жыл бұрын
I personally hope he leads a short and miserable life along with all "the homies"
@RC-18710 ай бұрын
One of the best prison testimonies I've heard. Its not often you get to hear an honest prison story that comes off genuine.
@BABYGIRLWENDY702MAIN10 ай бұрын
BOXER HAS CHANGED DRAMATICALLY HE ALSO HAS A KZbin CHANNEL THAT IS VERY SUCCESSFUL TOO
@worldadventuretravel9 ай бұрын
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
@rickmaldoo42059 ай бұрын
Stool pigeon, is why he lives
@BABYGIRLWENDY702MAIN9 ай бұрын
@@rickmaldoo4205 that's just YOUR opinion and you are entitled to your opinion but before you pass judgement on somebody you REALLY should get to know them personally BUT I'M JUST SAYIN THO 🤷😁
@WhatDuhDogDoin9 ай бұрын
@@worldadventuretravel it's why journalism is commonly immoral. Talking about the failings of our justice system is boring. Hearing a gangster talk about his lifestyle isn't.
@romxxii9 ай бұрын
Didn't expect to be watching Mexican Kingpin talk about prison life on KZbin.
@Manuelabor19789 ай бұрын
He looks like kingpin
@alaincharnier19719 ай бұрын
He's also in the 'How Obesity Works' video
@derpsnarf40528 ай бұрын
@@alaincharnier1971haha, noice.
@cellperfetto8 ай бұрын
@@alaincharnier1971 ha ha 3rd grade humor. You must be the funny guy of the family
@JeremiahCrow-p5m7 ай бұрын
Quit glorifying some lardass mental case.
@omnomnomnomnomnomnom Жыл бұрын
This guy is most certainly the boss you get to at the final level.
@villainess9092 Жыл бұрын
kingpin irl
@Hello_Fuckers0 Жыл бұрын
Y'all ain't joking holy cow
@theoutlawnews8897 Жыл бұрын
If he's so echelon type of NF G , why hasn't he ever testified against any NF leaders , or led law enforcement to find NF leader bank accounts or drug operations.
@user-ou9th4yd1k Жыл бұрын
Read his book
@1984oner Жыл бұрын
Lol
@CharmanderThug Жыл бұрын
Aren’t we all glad we’re watching this on KZbin and not experiencing this for ourselves
@americanpatriot75089 ай бұрын
Heck yeah, I am wondering how he got out of the gang you can't just leave.
@DonutVIP9 ай бұрын
@americanpatriot7508 I believe you can leave but that also leaves you vulnerable because other rivel of gang memeber can still kill you because they saw you running with that crew but that's very rare also mostly you will get beat to life and death or just straight up death
@JesusChrist-ck2sf9 ай бұрын
💯
@chrisnichols24199 ай бұрын
Amen. I don’t miss those ish holes. Summer time in Texas is a different animal in its self. No ac, brutal
@svampebob0079 ай бұрын
it blows my mind that anybody would tolerate that lifestyle... I mean the respect and money at the cost of always having to watch out for what you say or do, killing people? I'll eat plain rice 7 days a week over that... especially if I can do it while chilling with my dog. I don't care how many guys look up to you or how much money you can collect, it can't compare to being able to wake up when you want eat what you want, and have a cute dog look at you wagging its tail knowing damn well that the car that just rolled up by your house has a 99.99999% chance of not being somebody that wants to kill you.
@GEO828282 Жыл бұрын
The biggest indication this man has made a powerful internal change is when he brought up his moms struggles. He made it clear he didn't blame her for his drug use. He had accepted his faults.
@PotatoHero-d1z Жыл бұрын
pretty good for a low iq mud man
@Mister_Terrific806 Жыл бұрын
Gotta spam that nonempirical psychological individualism 🤣🤣
@PotatoHero-d1z Жыл бұрын
Modern day psychology is literally a plague. I can't image being in a field where by all metrics mental health issues have increased 4 fold in almost every areas, divorce rates at all time highs since your field began administering itself to the public... If the empirical data says anything its "run" when a mental health provider says they can help. @@Mister_Terrific806
@sicsempertyrannis7162 Жыл бұрын
@@Mister_Terrific806nobody cares lil bro stop yapping.
@Mister_Terrific806 Жыл бұрын
@@sicsempertyrannis7162 You care, that's why you're here *"yapping"* 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@MarsLonsen9 ай бұрын
the guy is drowning in wisdom and experience. kudos to him for taking the leap and making a change!
@DudeOnFireee3 ай бұрын
He can't get an inch off the ground nvm a"leap"😅
@Seedsofreason Жыл бұрын
I went to prison at 18 for weapons charges. The prison I went to was entirely ran by Bloods. I stayed neutral and by the grace of God made some good friends and dudes would tell their friends that I was off limits. I ended up meeting a guy named Gotti. He was high ranking and he was kinda like a mentor for me. He always told me how intelligent I was and that life wasn't for me. Long story short today I have a degree in business and I have worked for the Department of Defense, multiple health insurance companies and now I currently work for a bank as a senior banker. I give all the credit to God first and foremost but I will never forget people like Gotti and a few others that seen in me what I couldn't see in myself. Who would think that a gang member would be one of the individuals that helped me to stay on the right path and become a productive respectable citizen. I am eternally grateful for the people that believed in me when I thought I was nothing.
@yurilopes420 Жыл бұрын
damn, yo gotti left prison and became a rich rapper LMAO
@voltrondoji7439 Жыл бұрын
Do u ever contact gotti he's probably out of there by now.
@Seedsofreason Жыл бұрын
Lol I didn't say the rapper Gotti 😂😂.
@Seedsofreason Жыл бұрын
I wish
@erichvonmanstein6876 Жыл бұрын
Nah. DOD don't accept felons
@jaredmckeown1033 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been in the dep for 22 years . I’m at Folsom prison. I read your book a few years ago and it’s as real as it gets. I commend you for the choice you made. It takes a real man, a powerful man to step up and turn the other way. I’ve seen your book get passed around for sometime now inside. I know for certain you have made a positive impact in many of these men inside. I pray you keep up the good work and stay blessed. My condolences for your wife and mother.
@rageius Жыл бұрын
Amazing thought I just had, how people educate themselves so well inside. I had the good fortune of having a father send me all the books I ever wanted and ever read in jails, rehabs, and other places I wasn't allowed a phone. But I only read books when I'm away from the internet. I feel like if I was down for that long I would get a masters and become a jailhouse lawyer. On the outside it's just too hard to work and go to school. But when you're inside? No worrying about meals, where you're going to sleep, a lot of different types of stress are taken away and exchanged for new ones. Maybe I'm just making excuses for being lazy but I write now and work full time at a normal job.
@sYndROCK Жыл бұрын
@@rageius Probably making excuses, but I am not bashing you for it. I am the same way. I learned alot when I was locked up for a year. I had so much focus. Now that I am free, I dont over achieve much. I can relate.
@Mr_MayhemTTV Жыл бұрын
What’s his book called?
@ShadowPitt Жыл бұрын
@@Mr_MayhemTTVa broken paradigm
@mr.nuna916 Жыл бұрын
@senorclash3543 it's called "A Broken Paradigm "
@kingsavageson4879 Жыл бұрын
The fact that he survived two greenlights, shows that he still had respect with some individuals within the organization...
@joelpineda2042 Жыл бұрын
Time is still not up for him yet. He did something real bad. No matter wat he did when he was running the yard. Just saying wat he is saying now pisses a lot of people off
@kingsavageson4879 Жыл бұрын
@@joelpineda2042 Right. I said HAD ...
@bornrebel007 Жыл бұрын
Reading is fundamental lol
@Bigtim2you Жыл бұрын
He’s a scumbag
@billiejobarrios928310 ай бұрын
It shows God's protection in his life & he has yet a plan for him.
@jamesrichey53349 ай бұрын
This was absolutely fascinating. He was very well spoken and easy to listen to.
@ubergubber2101 Жыл бұрын
His story shows how crappy this world can be. Given a different start in life, this man could have been a leader in any field that he decided to pursue. He is obviously intelligent, dedicated and hard working. These are 3 qualities that are in short supply these days. I am not trying to make excuses for his past or his decisions, but environment dictates behavior more than most people credit. Sir, I wish you nothing but the best and hope that life gives you back some of the serenity you have been missing. Dedicating your life to trying to prevent others from following the same path is admirable.
@AaronEbrahim Жыл бұрын
People stigmatize people like this way too much. I've been to prison myself and I can tell you from my own story as well as the VAST majority of the people I've met in correctional facilities, that is that these people "never had a chance" because a lot of the bad things that set them in bad directions happened to them as children. They were born on crack, without parents, ... they're the most tormented souls on the planet and when people stigmatize them they keep "the nightmare" going for them and they don't realize it. Love really is the only thing that "wins".
@peehhussle Жыл бұрын
@@AaronEbrahimnonsense
@HardwiredZ06 Жыл бұрын
Exactly. Couldn't have said it any better myself. The environment that so many children are raised in you know almost for a fact that they will be a product of that environment and so it goes. Get children out of that environment and into something positive that doesn't involve having to fight to survive and can focus on living a successful life without prison, drugs, violence, illegal activities, the list goes on.
@brianmeen2158 Жыл бұрын
@@AaronEbrahimI wouldn’t say people in those situations “didn’t have a chance” but more so had a few things going against them from the start. Truth is we all do though - it’s just different struggles for each person
@dialecticalmonist3405 Жыл бұрын
This shows you why the military is the way it is. Because if you aren't organized and strong in war, you're dead. The version of him who wasn't organized, didn't survive to make this video.
@omz_espinoza Жыл бұрын
A buddy of mine became a Norteño. Then one day he had a baby with his lady and decided he wanted to change his life for the better. He wanted out of the gang. Norteños went to his house, stabbed him in his front yard, threw him in their car and drove away. His body was found burned alive. Absolutely horrific.
@Salasixpolero Жыл бұрын
Blood in blood out
@detroka Жыл бұрын
@@Salasixpolerolol, fkn losers
@thetavibes9021 Жыл бұрын
@@Salasixpolero Stupid is as stupid does.
@anthony-L.A.6946 Жыл бұрын
He should have went to another state.
@chelkammer-rossi7446 Жыл бұрын
Yea.. that is absolutely terrible. I’m sure there is a right way to get out and a wrong way that nobody speaks on but damn I’m so sorry bro. I hope the baby doesn’t ever grow up to know what happened to they father. Bc that is awful. 😭
@lifestyleofamillennial3983 Жыл бұрын
Good for you brother! He realized that gang life served him no good at all. Thank you for educating the public. We need people like you
@rockenOne Жыл бұрын
making money of crime
@LuisHernandez-sf5hf Жыл бұрын
@@rockenOnethe legal way 😂
@getthebagnelly Жыл бұрын
He also put a target on his head
@krikeydial3430 Жыл бұрын
It's not a target, its a donut he is holding up to his mouth. @@getthebagnelly
@native_tendencies7305 Жыл бұрын
He's a fuckin dropout and considered a rat for putting business out on the streets
@geneclark36009 ай бұрын
this was really well done, I learned a lot. Thank you. Well produced, a damn good product.
@thedude4196 Жыл бұрын
All the Norteño homeboys I grew up with are doing life forgotten by their wives, girlfriends and families, dead, in wheelchairs, on the run forever from US Marshalls in Mexico, Homeless living on the street, taken out by their own people in Prison or the County Jail by some young dude trying to earn his keep in the gang. Some were just lucky to leave Northern California and the life behind, as Woodie the Norteño rap legend said in one his songs “Northside life ain’t nothing nice” Norteño and NF is the hardest gang to be in, you can get “Removed” by the slightest of reasons no matter how many years or sacrifices you’ve made for the gang. Strict gang rules make it hard to be a Norteño for life, it’s like walking on a tight rope for life.
@michaelzero52789 ай бұрын
You people did this to your self and complain when your neighborhood is being gentrified
@franktheexpertstrenchclub90259 ай бұрын
Norteño gangsters are the hardest core because they have to be. They’re targeted by sureños, all the Aryan inbreds, the COs, etc. They’re also outnumbered by the sureños like 5 to 1. So they have to be intensely organized and prepared. It’s why Ene is virtually paramilitary (many Norte gangsters are required to learn first aid and CPR). It’s a crucible that produces tough, tough dudes.
@michaelzero52789 ай бұрын
@@franktheexpertstrenchclub9025 all of them are losers kid you know nothing garbage in garbage out.
@DOW99259 ай бұрын
@@michaelzero5278what a sales pitch lol.
@michaelzero52789 ай бұрын
@@DOW9925 how is that a sale pitch, I'm from northeast LA that what going on right now.
@Banyo__ Жыл бұрын
As a former teacher in the literal hood, stories like this were everyday. I taught at an elementary where we had to bus students 3 blocks home from school to keep gang members away from our elementary kids. We could not get any delivery services because they'd all been robbed way too many times. We had three incidents in 6 months of students as young as 7 bringing guns into school. We'd have some kids with some promise that you'd hope to guide out of there somehow, but a few months later, they'd disappear into these gangs which would start training them up to sell drugs and be enforcers and then it was all too late. If you listen to a lot of ex gang members, they describe life in prison just like this, these elaborate organizations that would rival any corporate entity, and I wish with this level of talent, you could see more black and brown and poor peoples running things at the top and making a difference for those that come behind, but if mom/dad aren't at home because they're working 18 hour days, and brothers in jail, and the kids go home on empty stomachs, they aren't lured by an education or the promise of a potential good future that may take years to come, they want the immediate--food in belly, money to help mom/dad (if they have one) pay rent and not make them homeless, and the gangs give them all of that at the high price of imprisonment or their eventual deaths. Just a lot of days thinking why did we even bother, but someone's got to give a damn for the 10 that may make it out or choose to change their lives.
@antonioquijas8033 Жыл бұрын
Thank you. Some want a way out but their circumstances and surroundings won't give them a chance to do so. Imagine yourself living in the way you described these youngsters living and knowing what they're faced with daily. Same scenario, living in filth in a fatherless home, starving and knowing nothing but pain and abuse. Eventually this turns us into what he just described. Lot's of people only judge us but never put themselves in our shoes. How would they turn out under the same circumstances? Better yet how do we change this? I commend all whom are aware of what we face and want to help and make a difference even if you're only able to reach 10 out of 100 it's worth the effort.
@lomeli14217 Жыл бұрын
What city did you teach in?
@MBB563 Жыл бұрын
yeah its idiots like you (mr teacher) that want more migrants to come into our country.
@rileyjohnporter4274 Жыл бұрын
It's better to run with a gang then not if you live in the hood. If you want to try and make something legitimate of yourself. You only have a real chance of making something if you join a gang. Then you go legit later, oftentimes still a gang member when not committing crimes for a living.
@sera2775 Жыл бұрын
You either have a jump shot or you're slinging rock.
@Maximus-sm4ue Жыл бұрын
Paradigm Media News is the BEST and most CREDIBLE channel in the california prison genre.
@gareiis28249 ай бұрын
Thank you for being brave enough to share. Your inspiration will absolutely save young kids from this life.
@benjaminmartin956 Жыл бұрын
This dude probably has a lot of knowledge to share with the youth. He is a good story teller who really lives that life. It seems he has taken accountability for his actions, learned from his mistakes and changes for the better. Keep going big homie you are changing the lives of the younger generations.
@Catdaddy510 Жыл бұрын
He does. KZbin channel is Paradigm Media News
@mannyboyaztlan5127 Жыл бұрын
@@Catdaddy510😂he a peceta didn’t survive the game he loved 😂😂😂
@PARADIGMMEDIANEWS Жыл бұрын
I appreciate your words. I have taken responsibility for my actions and I realize that this struggle is a daily struggle. But it’s far from over. My KZbin channel Paradigm Media News is all part of a bigger plan to continue putting my message out there and to continue trying to help guys that either made some of the same mistakes I made or the youngsters who are heard in that same direction. Again I appreciate your comment and your positive words
@WretchedDrummer Жыл бұрын
He wrote a book. “Nuestra Familia: A Broken Paradigm” 👍🏼
@SugeKnate Жыл бұрын
@@mannyboyaztlan5127nobody survives the game stupid
@marcusbrown2104 Жыл бұрын
I appreciate your time and honesty and willingness to help the younger generation see there is a difference in your decision making. I went to jail for a weekend and I told myself this place is not the home I see myself living in. Thankfully I've never been back. I was born and raised in Compton in the mid 70s and 80s graduated in early 90s. I've lost so many friends to the gang world growing up. I'm thankful for my parents and my Christian up bringing to make those though decisions. Growing up in Compton it literally becomes a part of your life you just adapt to your surroundings. I enjoyed listening to your story and I really appreciate you taking the time to talk truth and knowledge. God Bless my brother and my condolences to you and your family.
@paperboy856 Жыл бұрын
Every one snitched i dont care who u are ... When your pusher up against the wall with no options. So lets keep it real. If are sentrnced zo lige on first charge then i understand... But i know u know you all want outta the cagr
@dudsulugulugan763911 ай бұрын
Gangs have no honor. You would be dumb to become part of them.
@HardTruthsReviews10 ай бұрын
@@dudsulugulugan7639👍
@NazriB9 ай бұрын
Lies again? Golden Globes Gangbang Gangsta
@spwan109 ай бұрын
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
@syfrax Жыл бұрын
Paradigm Media News is his KZbin channel. Great content creator with an intense amount of educational information. I’m grateful to have come across Boxer’s channel. Real life first hand stories by Boxer himself.
@Unknown-tv9cj27 күн бұрын
If y’all wanna listen to a real good story listen to SPORTY’S from east side longo
@MANwPLAN1019 ай бұрын
On point. Glad you out brotha. Keep up the good work on the straight path . God bless
@demeter-the-great Жыл бұрын
Insider has the best mini docuseries, hands down. Amazing first-person accounts.
@dwaekiicolor Жыл бұрын
My dad grew up in east Salinas around the 80s, where a lot of activity was going on, and still is in some areas. This was such an articulate outlook on all the corruption and violence, and I really enjoyed this video 👍🏼
@Coco-xw3wp Жыл бұрын
I hope everyone can tell that this guy has a "FAT SUIT" on to Disguise his identity. I would be undercover also if I was doing all this talking....
@Salasixpolero Жыл бұрын
Salinas is a different animal these people don’t know about the saladbowl! Small farm towns but all mob tied
@WretchedDrummer Жыл бұрын
I was in high school in Salinas back in 2008-2009 when they were breaking the murder record in Salinas.. making Washington D.C. National News Headlines.. it was a wild time back then. Per capita it was considered one of the top 5 most violent cities in California. Monterey County was considered “youth murder” capital of California. During that time, Latino males age 13-25 were most at risk of being killed by gun violence in the county where Salinas is the capital.
@Woody13woodpecker Жыл бұрын
@@Coco-xw3wpit's methadone my guy, he's bloated since his heart can't pump enough for his weight, and his kidneys probably don't work well, as well as the liver. Methadone is possibly worse than heroin.
@Salasixpolero Жыл бұрын
@@WretchedDrummer i remember that there was like 41 homicides we were going back n forth the southsiders would hit a homeboy n we’d go hit 3 of theirs there was also a ton of housecleaning going on. When the youth murder capital article came out in the paper the next month they did federal gang sweeps
@BipolarBear777 Жыл бұрын
I was a corrections officer for 7 years before becoming an armed security officer for the federal government so everything he has said is correct.
@coltgunner28355 ай бұрын
I love boxer. He is so real and his stories are amazing. His channel paradigmmedia has excellent content. Makes my daily commute to and from work suck that much less
@derekstocker666110 ай бұрын
What this man has seen and gone through must be mind blowing. How good he is now to tell the world how he has lived and how he wants to carry on with his life as he has been there and burned the tee shirt. Pleased you have turned your life around John and keep up the excellent work.
@bcmprgraphics6378 Жыл бұрын
I grew up in Salinas and my older sisters adopted Chicana culture. Often times they would leave me at Closter Park with homies/SEMsters as babysitters while they went cruising. Back then (late 70s/early 80s) its wasn't as wild as it is now in Salinas. Surprisingly the homies who watched me while my sisters went cruising never tried to instill gang culture into me at that young age. They looked out for me and took care of me. I never aligned myself but had many friends who were members. Many years later I left Salinas after being attacked by a gang member who didn't like that I had a successful hustle and no one was taxing me. All in all, I learned enough to survive and to be respectful from the streets of Salinas. This is a great interview. Thanks for sharing.
@JCarey-uv3bb Жыл бұрын
White dude from s.Sacramento. My sister was half Mexican. We had different dads. She adopted the Chicana culture. Mean. Sold dope and battled Aids for 35yrs. Extremely sad. She turned me on to them oldies though!! God Bless her for that!! My favorite music. She was 7yrs older than me and she would spin Tower of Powers 45 “ your still a young man “ over and over and over again. Not a damn thing I could do about it. Rest In Peace, Renate
@ajack13127 ай бұрын
Yeah the Salad Bowl is no joke. Glad you made it out.
@Memevze5 ай бұрын
Judge Dredd. Treat beasts like beasts.
@sonictemple29252 ай бұрын
I grew up by Closter Park. Being from Salinas is crazy. I know plenty of that fell into gang life and growing up I had to fight or be except that you were always going to be pushed around. Those dudes always had my back and never tried to get me into the life. In a matter of fact I’ve seen them discourage young kids. Now traveling a lot in my band it is crazy to hear how many people are scared of Salinas. It blows my mind. I always thought that’s just how it is.
@MaharionPendragon Жыл бұрын
This video was amazing. The way he spoke, his narration, his tone, no doubt he was a shot caller of a certain level.
@jamie.7779 ай бұрын
Scarey and a Serious dude
@chrisnichols24199 ай бұрын
Glad you made it homie
@MexicanHitler-jx6zl6 ай бұрын
He didnt make it hes a former so drop out loo
@ARTSPLUMBINGSERVICES213 Жыл бұрын
Hands down one of the best prison testimonies I have heard!
@spwan109 ай бұрын
4:54🤔 id take everything thing he says with a grain of salt. It's safe to say most gang members are rapists/childpredators so im not sure how this weird double standard works with Sex Crimes and being Affiliated vs. Unaffiliated
@SOULRELIEF229 ай бұрын
His happy ending would be THEN JESUS SAVED me! GLORY!
@mendaciousreality84599 ай бұрын
@@SOULRELIEF22no that would be sad coz only shlawgs say ish like that.
@Paulwill85 Жыл бұрын
Much ❤ Big Box! You killed this interview! Well spoken and articulate like always!!!
@WarrenHolly-sf5mo Жыл бұрын
When was he this big? Is this interview old
@matta911 Жыл бұрын
I have never seen such an honest description of prison politics, corruption and life. Everyone knows that COs bring in the lions share of contraband (they should get paid more for that job), but I don’t often seen it stated so plainly. Great interview!
@pedrolopez8592 Жыл бұрын
I know COs that make 120k retired. They make enough.
@jeffalbillar7625 Жыл бұрын
COs get paid very well. They just get greedy.
@jshumphress13 Жыл бұрын
@@pedrolopez8592 That is the exception, not the rule. Most of them that start where I live are 18-20 years old so only a high school diploma needed and they can start out under $30k. For the level of risk you have as a CO, that is not enough.
@nightfighter7452 Жыл бұрын
They should be paid more for bringing in contraband?
@Kelly-ec9tn Жыл бұрын
They can never be paid enough to keep away from corruption The people who get in to that kind of job are not normal.
@JudasMaccabeus1 Жыл бұрын
What a paradox: the gang requiring it’s members to educate themselves reading Socrates, etc, which, ultimately, if they survive long enough, becomes the tools and knowledge base that allows them to overcome such a petty, empty, violent lifestyle. The universe is truly and beautifully nuanced
@DonYeyoReaks Жыл бұрын
Deep input
@briannellewellyn6844 Жыл бұрын
Gang life isn't so simple.
@Vinny6962 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, criminal organizations have to earn money, gain territory, wage wars against rivals, conduct diplomacy, discipline their ranks, outsmart the law and etc. So, it behooves them to have their members read literature that will benefit the gang.
@stocktonca6586 Жыл бұрын
@Vinny6962 but then you can read and educate your life without being in a gang and be successful as a man with freedom
@Vinny6962 Жыл бұрын
@@stocktonca6586 sure, you can do that too. People have choices in life. In a perfect world, criminal organizations wouldn’t exists.
@solomonkane408 Жыл бұрын
I feel his plight and how the organization deemed him bad was a slap in the face . You want to have honor and be a warrior but they want you to be a pawn . His story is very enlightening.
@vasmajority45 Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of the story of Christian Knighten and how the Mexican mafia turn on him, even though he was the most loyal
@commentforthealgo5383 Жыл бұрын
"enlightening"? this is what you call enlightenment? Buddha would be so confused.
@ThisIsslang-nb9ic Жыл бұрын
@@commentforthealgo5383Buddha?
@jordanmntungwa3311 Жыл бұрын
Sounds like Military heads and people who don't know what being a soldier means. I think of Apartheid soldiers like Steve Biko and Chris Hani to name two, who were leaders of a very important cause and they died for it. but our leaders today shake hands and do business with the very people who killed those activists. In the end unless you are a boss, you are a pawn and there is no way to the top unless you start your own movement
@unitedsteal2587 Жыл бұрын
@@commentforthealgo5383weird ahhh
@the615god9 ай бұрын
This was so easy to watch. This guy is very smart and good at explaining things. Great video!
@nerdraged411 Жыл бұрын
Glad my dad kept me out of all the crime fam business. Most certainly has kept me out of jail and prison throughout my life. Sadly the same cannot be said for nearly all of his own nephews and close family; many of them dead or in prison for murder and gang-related felonies. Such a small separation between a life with no criminal record full of peace and love from my own family now, to what may have been, a violent danger hellbent on feeding the lurking monster inside of me. What a difference a good father makes. Never forget this fellas, be a good father to your kids.
@Seeklip6T Жыл бұрын
All of the inmates write mother's day cards. None for Father's day. Heck yeah it's a Fatherless issue, but no one wants to talk about that. Fact.
@Vex916T Жыл бұрын
Yep, one of my fully tattoo brother in law did crime most of his younger life until he met my sister, but for the past 10 plus years since he had children with my sister he stopped his criminal life and trying to help their children live a non-criminal life. So yes, a strong and ethical father figure does make a huge difference to how a child is raised and who he/she become in their life.
@ocnightflyer1359 Жыл бұрын
⚡VALID⚡
@miguelramos6663 Жыл бұрын
Well Said Brother!!! We Need Jesus in Our life’s
@hutchphilpot6870 Жыл бұрын
@@Seeklip6T I’m just here to ask why you put a period after “that” then again after fact? If you wanted to accentuate fact, you could’ve just capitalized it.
@bradx39509 ай бұрын
One of the best interviews of an ex gang member. Solide dude
@minartson9 ай бұрын
He is a drug dealer who turned into a snitch, nothing solid about him
@sniferlip9 ай бұрын
HAH! You called him solid......he is "solid" for sure
@worldadventuretravel9 ай бұрын
You'd really think the topic here would be "This is how fucked up the US prison system is, now we need to massively overhaul it to get rid of things like prison rape and prison gangs." But no, let's just make atrocity porn about "how prison gangs work," as if they are some sort of inevitable and objective reality instead of a total systemic failure.
@crizzonet9 ай бұрын
he sold out his brothers and turned his back on them, not really solid.
@bradx39509 ай бұрын
@@crizzonet No honor in that life. Don’t expect loyalty from now days criminals life is different from before. He’s doing a good job changing his life around.
@kkayenikki6687 Жыл бұрын
I did 32 years out of 4 offenses in Texas. I was a member of the Mandingo Warriors. One of the biggest dumbest, stupidist mistakes, I ever made. I have the same story you do as to the inner working and politics. But it ended up being a part of something that deprived me of independence. My own life and a prisoner that belonged to a different set of guards and rules. I held rank but eventually my free speech and unwillingness to obey rules without question lead to them turning on me and injured. I got out of that slavery, I got out of prison and, I tell any fool thinking about joining a gang is, you will now have other overlords and your life don't belong to you no more. If it is for the reason of needing protection in there because unaffilated are targets, I get it but men standing on their own make it. You just will have to put what it takes into being independent that you will being your own man.
@mikefitzpatrick43 Жыл бұрын
Good on you brother you were not a sheep
@BongDonky11 ай бұрын
Are you jokin? There is a gang called the Mandingo Warriors? lol!
@kkayenikki668711 ай бұрын
Google Texas Prison gangs under that name.@@BongDonky
@kkayenikki668711 ай бұрын
Are you trying to say Tongo Blast, If so fact is we are not like out in California. We have a peaceful existance. Our problem is with the system not each other. @escoboy4737
@MIKEx211210 ай бұрын
Sure is…. Black gang if I’m not mistaken
@palmethians8051 Жыл бұрын
with all respect john "boxer" mendoza looks like the kingpin in marvel comics.
@lorenzo2534 Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂 Good 1
@WERNUTZ Жыл бұрын
El Rey!
@pastorgainz7230 Жыл бұрын
On gawd😂😂😂
@danielwilliams2994 Жыл бұрын
Just like myself, used to be built for battle Now I’m over 300 pounds and enjoying great food and luxury
@JDexia Жыл бұрын
He's just wearing 7 bulletproof vests, that's how dangerous things are
@christopherrodriguez6545 Жыл бұрын
His YT channel is packed with stories like this.
@BABYGIRLWENDY702MAIN10 ай бұрын
Exactly I love BOXERS KZbin CHANNEL I'm a member on his channel too
@luckypatino7018 Жыл бұрын
An inspirational story of a real Mob Boss, much respect. Love the realism and genuine feel of your trajectory Big Boxer
@PotatoHero-d1z Жыл бұрын
a snitch that spent his whole life in the shu. "mob boss" lmao
@anthonybautista3585 Жыл бұрын
@@PotatoHero-d1zwell if u wanna call him a snitch feel free cuz I'm sure Jesus wants darkness to come down already
@PotatoHero-d1z Жыл бұрын
He is what he is. Probably still committing crimes too.@@anthonybautista3585
@poppypetsparis Жыл бұрын
@@anthonybautista3585, Trolls are going to troll 😅. IDK why also haters are going to hate 😅. Jealous they never knew betrayal.
@Faku9687 ай бұрын
@@PotatoHero-d1z regardless if he’s a snitch this dude will still fold you in less than a minute..
@nights27476 ай бұрын
Heartbreaking to hear what happened with your loved ones, and then to have the organization do what they did. Cant imagine going through that. You are very strong. Thank you for telling your story.
@lonewave1 Жыл бұрын
I hope you're able to live a long life and keep helping the ones who want to follow the path you took earlier in your life and get them to change. I learned so much from you and your experience. Keep up the great work you're doing!
@mmomal17489 ай бұрын
Fascinating. Eloquent. Informative. So pleased to be able to understand some of the culture and why it starts in the first place. Thank you for doing this
@jdm06types Жыл бұрын
This dude is articulate & is very well spoken. I’d like to hear this guy on a podcast & have him talk for a couple of hours & have him break down NF & the politics behind it. This was a great sniper for folks sitting on the outside to understand this criminal organization.
@jacobcarrillo7896 Жыл бұрын
He has a youtube called paradigm media news
@Harold450 Жыл бұрын
🤡
@FadingVitals Жыл бұрын
Very well spoken? Hahaha he’s primitive and dumb. You don’t know how normal people live and speak. It’s a different reality!
@SwayOsoarrogant925 Жыл бұрын
He has a book on everything broken down an he’s read it on his channel
@ShOcKtObErIsHeRe Жыл бұрын
He got a interview with Dj Vlad that is a couple hours long....I haven't seen it yet.... should be a good one tho....😮
@jorgeb38299 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story
@mikemartinez2857 Жыл бұрын
His channel goes deep into their history. Paradiam News Media
@BebehCookieIcecream Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace to your wife, sir. I can't imagine what that must have been like while still dealing with prison stresses and gang pressures. All the best
@Harold450 Жыл бұрын
🤡
@locochang6533 Жыл бұрын
His own choice to be a worth;ess dirtbag.
@kanepoe. Жыл бұрын
Hes a drop out, which is as bad as snitching.
@FlowAndTrek11 ай бұрын
Lmao a drop-out. All the zumasses in the gangs are drop-outs irl. You're a fool to believe that he did anything but extend his time on earth by "dropping-out". You'd be a fool to do any different.
@echotapout18311 ай бұрын
Meh his a bad person no sympathy from me I wonder how many people he took out and mothers crying
@shannonm.ehnert1701 Жыл бұрын
Hey Box, you knocked this interview out of the park!! His channel on KZbin is awesome!! His book is a must read! He also does series, Inner Demons and War Stories!! I'm addicted to the channel and all the content he puts out!! I can see the sincerity in his eyes, and hear it in your voice!! So proud of you, and all the positive things this exposure will bring!! You are such a special man Boxer!! Take care Stay safe!!
@crudlrd2710 Жыл бұрын
💯
@ramonbriones4487 Жыл бұрын
What's the channels name?
@shannonm.ehnert1701 Жыл бұрын
PARADIGM MEDIA NEWS ITS ON KZbin!
@Dirtyweather916 Жыл бұрын
This may be the biggest video from the prison genre
@Salasixpolero Жыл бұрын
@@Dirtyweather916it definitely is no one hits a mill let alone multiple
@buckystarfinger24879 ай бұрын
Mendoza is a smart guy with balls of steel. What a great guy and now he's helping others. God bless him.
@handgunando Жыл бұрын
This is some good stuff, he is a real former NF sharing real info. Hopefully he keeps sharing so we all get to know the NF for what it really is. Same goes for the EME
@dr.andmrs.phibes7454 Жыл бұрын
So many of the films and books around this lifestyle glorify gang life. This one was particularly well done. Thank you.
@jamirbingham4101 Жыл бұрын
No they don’t lol, they just give information like he did clown
@Saintz1408 Жыл бұрын
@@jamirbingham4101They sort of do, they tend to put an entertaining twist to it to drive engagement rate.
@Markdaamannn Жыл бұрын
You can tell he’s very intellectual and strategic. I salute you from SoCal much love OG 🫡 ✊🏼
@DarcFalz2 ай бұрын
This dood is genuinely a good listen. I could listen to him telling stories for hours.
@finaltouch998 Жыл бұрын
Boxer got one of the craziest life stories. From a kid till present day.He needs his own series on FX or on Starz. This is a great start. I see you Box.
@albertnevarez6472 Жыл бұрын
too bad they're to busy covering taylor swift and those other depressed millionaires
@efaleafine Жыл бұрын
I had an opportunity to join a gang at 19 yrs old. I saw this in my future and decided that gangs is not for me. I’m very thankful I made the right decision. There’s so much more to life. There’s a whole world out there to see.
@stoneone1479 Жыл бұрын
Who joins a gang as an adult?
@briancallaway1690 Жыл бұрын
19 is pretty old to be joining a gang
@damienholland8103 Жыл бұрын
@@briancallaway1690 maybe so but I wouldn't doubt they're recruiting people of that age. Obviously easier to recruit youngsters.
@ceo.sha3020 Жыл бұрын
you did the right thing cuz at 19 you would of been labeled a goofy lol
@efaleafine Жыл бұрын
Don't worry about when I almost joined a gang. Focus on what I said about making the right the decision not to join.
@Jay_Z. Жыл бұрын
Wow, this was good!!! Makes me want to buy his book now! Much respect to Boxer changing things up for the better!
@gotit1303 Жыл бұрын
I read one of his books few yrs ago and it was really good.
@chingonsaasss8601 Жыл бұрын
He has an extensive story I knew of him in the early 2000s when he was a regiment commander in San Jose
@TheHomiezCallMeSD Жыл бұрын
He has it in AudioBook form on his channel. You should just start there.
@kellymccall34919 ай бұрын
In prison worrying your family, worrying about your family and all about killing, what an awful way of life
@MarijuanaSmog132 ай бұрын
Bc your surrounded by people who have nothing to lose.
@CushionSapp Жыл бұрын
The fact that it took 2 hit jobs from his gang to convince him to walk away is insane.
@MsAmique Жыл бұрын
Allegiance to BS.
@ChampChamp2024 Жыл бұрын
I’m glad he did, but wish he did it when his family asked so they knew he was going to do what they asked.
@josenunez611 Жыл бұрын
@@MsAmiquefor some people that lifestyle is all they’ve known since they were kids , don’t judge people if you don’t know anything about them
@josiahgonzalez942 Жыл бұрын
@@josenunez611she's a women Not to be disrespectful but gangsters only use hyenas for set ups and .. other activities. She wouldn't get it
@michaelchallis4129 Жыл бұрын
Back when he could walk.
@daniellewis9240 Жыл бұрын
Great interview. Mr. John Mendoza is well spoken.
@vgee3926 Жыл бұрын
Somehow he lost his southern US accent he speaks with on other youtube videos though..funny..
@Esko.71 Жыл бұрын
@@vgee3926wtf are you talking about. This is how he always talks. Never no southern accent he's from Northern cali
@JRZflicks Жыл бұрын
@@vgee3926 He's from San Francisco. He's got a Chicano accent.
@Brovillion559 Жыл бұрын
A family member did some time in a very serious prison and he said the first time he saw guards taking bets on prisoners fighting. When he was telling me this his eyes got watery and he tried to explain “why” it was happening. It’s just part of the process he said. A young black man was released to the yard and killed over an accidental door opening. A 19 year old kid stabbed to death because these guys hate each other for actual reason other than prison policy. He said it was a cheap bet to. He never told me the amount but it wasn’t much.
@sammhyde7589 Жыл бұрын
Your family member sounds soft
@bretcappola6904 Жыл бұрын
Y❤❤
@josetobon6461 Жыл бұрын
@sammhyde7589 nah bro, a real man has compassion in his heart. A real man can put himself in someone else's place and understand one's hardships. Soft men fight or kill for a couple of letters, territory that will never be theirs. Bozo type of life, the real suckers are gang idiots.
@mrnickthekiwi9 ай бұрын
@@sammhyde7589 you sound soft
@ivannastorms-thompson35386 ай бұрын
Two minutes in and already I can tell how well organized this stuff is. Other people don’t tell you that part.
@djgrab1 Жыл бұрын
This man appears to be smarter and more well spoken than 90% of politicians
@obryn Жыл бұрын
Smarter, maybe; well-spoken, nope. Being well-spoken is probably the number asset of politicians regardless if you support them or not. They make a living speaking and screwing over people while appearing to actually care. lol
@mr.roboto7330 Жыл бұрын
Agreed
@VivianaAvila-g1e Жыл бұрын
He has morals they do not
@Miguel-ng5wm Жыл бұрын
Politicians are smart they just act dumb.
@thewise_1one856 Жыл бұрын
Just as crooked, all of these people are rats and snakes. Scum of the earth. The most intelligent people are the most evil😂 idgaf how articulate someone is😂
@SanYsidrotwb Жыл бұрын
We need a 5 part series please! Boxer has a great KZbin channel
@LifeOfJG Жыл бұрын
“If you see a bird fly over your like, damn I seen a bird today man. You go back in and tell people in the pod” That statement alone is crazy. Imagine being free your whole life and being able to see nature, Waking up to the bird chirping and other animals. The littlest things in life you take granted over to even just seeing a bird we forget to appreciate everything around us.
@Peachie4011 Жыл бұрын
Truth! Enjoy the things around you, and stay out of prison.
@HOMIEHangout Жыл бұрын
when I came home from the Pelican Bay SHU and my parole officer brought me to my moms she had a tree in her front yard. That was Dec 2005 and I still remember what it felt like to touch that tree - both the physical sensation and the emotional response. The closest I ever saw in terms of that reaction was when my first daughter was born and she would cautiously touch things and often be withdraw quickly..not from fear or repulsion but as if the sensory overload was such that she had to detach in order to process what just happened. Then she would reach again and this routine would continue until touching that object was normalized. The difference was my daughter wasn’t even a year old..I was almost 30. I’ve been home ever since and while my amazement at nature in all its forms is a little more subdued its still “my thing”
@LifeOfJG Жыл бұрын
@@HOMIEHangout I hope you love the rest of your years and enjoy your life the way it should be brother. This game me goosebumps I couldn’t never imagine living like that! Stay positive brother !
@himynameisjeff Жыл бұрын
That's a great message, truly. I fill up the bird feeders in my yard regularly, and often run out to chase squirrels, one super fat one in particular, away from them. I never really thought about how just watching them would be a luxury for others. I guess I can afford to spare some birdseed
@mattttam7934 Жыл бұрын
Turning a door nob
@michaelthompson95489 ай бұрын
Incredible interview.
@TheDonFBA24 Жыл бұрын
Bro gave his whole life to a gang that when they misunderstood something they didn’t give boxer the chance to explain himself. Dudes went with feelings over facts. Boxer sounds solid AF, good luck to you bro thanks for your knowledge teaching the youngsters.
@PARADIGMMEDIANEWS Жыл бұрын
Sadly your one of the few people in these comments that’s mature.
@PaperMakersAdeludedbroad Жыл бұрын
They didn't misunderstand anything. He was cooperating with the pigs.
@cloudyns Жыл бұрын
Some guy tells you his side of the story and you're quick to believe him and be so gullible lol. He snitched and everything else was just noise to minimize and excuse and even justify why he snitched. Read the paperwork. I don't care but what bothers me is the lack of honesty and acceptance of what he did.
@wavy-vh9xb10 ай бұрын
Dude was talking about cooperating over the phone
@IvyLeagu10 ай бұрын
Salute to a real OG, he is a powerful speaker and his wisdom has much growth behind it.. Blessings to him and all who follows his lead. When you know better you do better and he has achieved that goal
@paulrodriguez5958 Жыл бұрын
One thing I admire about this interview is the lack of glorifying of the lifestyle or the gang. Certain mob member like Sammy the Bull glorify the life and act as if they are still in the life when they were not. I don't see that coming from this man being interviewed. Very informative.
@cconnon1912 Жыл бұрын
I’m glad he’s not glorifying this time with nostalgia and romance. The way a lot of organized crime is portrayed after the fact. Movies are in real life. That’s what draws in young people with false ideas about organized crime and gangs.
@evanfiendАй бұрын
He's wearing a red shirt. He still respects the gang. He still would chill, if they would have him, but they can't.
@paulrodriguez5958Ай бұрын
@@cconnon1912 100@ agree with your view.
@jordanwood1835 ай бұрын
Boxer has so much material on KZbin. Very prolific content creator. His channel is really entertaining.
@julianhpham Жыл бұрын
Amazing how sophisticated and efficient their organization is. Imagine if they used those skills in the non-criminal world!
@chingonsaasss8601 Жыл бұрын
Originally the movement was for the betterment of our ppl and that went left when the GUN cd came out in mid 90s
@MsAmique Жыл бұрын
I came here to make this comment. These people are despicable. Wish we could ship them all off to a different planet.
@Gesu_925 Жыл бұрын
@@chingonsaasss8601 the problem is as with any organization just as our government is it get corrupted an co opped by greed. Now just like the government too the NF an norteno movement is about money and who you know. But at the core of it was a struggle for equality that's just propaganda for recruiting
@briannellewellyn6844 Жыл бұрын
These men had an extremely positive impact on my life. Nortenos kept me and my neighborhood safe. Sex offenders in my neighborhood were genuinely terrified of reoffending. There were two that tried and they regretted it daily for a whole year. The OG's steered me to get a higher education and try to be a lawyer or a counselor instead of some cracked out prostitute. Nortenos showed me love and support when I was suicidal. They taught me how crucial it was to have dignity and act with respect. They taught me about my rights and encouraged me to learn philosophy. Sometimes good men do bad things, and you don't always understand the reason for it. But these are principled people and most of them have big hearts. I will always be grateful to them cause they were the family I needed that I didn't have and being a member wasn't a requirement. I never got jumped in nor was I pressured to.
@JSession Жыл бұрын
@@briannellewellyn6844A real man doesn’t put a bunch of bums over his family. Quit the bs speech kid.
@Bobby.B. Жыл бұрын
This was a great interview. You can see the realness in B's eyes & hear the truth in his words ! We need a t.v. series spinoff like the show Oz . With Boxers views / version of events in the struggles that take place in prison/ jails. Also thank yous for having B. On as a guest ! Great work/interview.
@eastside1981 Жыл бұрын
Yoooo Boxer is the real deal I’ve been watching his videos for a while I’m real glad this channel featured him
@redhulk1113 ай бұрын
This man has gone through so much, from a starting point of childhood life to adulthood. Love his speech. Need this man as a GM for my company.
@harveyjohnny19679 ай бұрын
Great interview, really interesting.
@williambrown8374 Жыл бұрын
This guy has a channel. I forget the name. He has a montage of people and situations he personally knew and went through in prison. I really enjoyed a few of his videos and subscribed. He is LEGIT! Glad he turned his life around..
@steventrujillo800611 ай бұрын
@paradigm
@Mojo7029 ай бұрын
Paradigmmedianews
@Cerebro515 Жыл бұрын
John wick can stab a man with a pencil. This guy can stab you with 15 sheets of paper.
@EastSideOakland400 Жыл бұрын
Ultímate game of rock paper scissors
@ElverGalarga-sz4ks Жыл бұрын
Facts
@trujillo71921 Жыл бұрын
He made a video showing how to do it lol literally made a shank with paper.. only good for a couple hits but it'll get the point across...
@pilotboy217 Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@backpages16 ай бұрын
The measure of the man is... was it once with 15, or one sheet at a time...
@Horaciowild1 Жыл бұрын
When he Say " you can be one minute watching TV and the next minute fighting for your life " WOW Thats powerful !
@amisfitpuivk9 ай бұрын
The ironic part is that life is always like that anywhere, it's just clearly visible in a prison. I won't even list the natural (or manmade) disasters that could devastate the planet in a moments notice, but trust me, there are a lot of possibilities. Let's hope we don't have to find out
@lorenzovonmatterhorn47569 ай бұрын
That statement activated my PTSD. I remember I was reading and out of nowhere it popped off some dude gets shanked in front of me and I didn't know what was going on. I was 19 at the time and already realizing this wasn't for me. And that happens to cement it. I got up and started fighting because after homeboy stabbed him. His buddies joined him and they re group. I was cornered reacted fast attacked and try to get out but failed. Luckily the tear gas saved me. Never been so scared. I remember when I got dropped In my head I was thinking I'm going to die I'm going to die right now.
@michael7264 Жыл бұрын
There's something very inspiring and admirable about people who are reflective and take responsibility.
@fosterfuchs Жыл бұрын
@@dbank6107 Obviously it's better to have clean criminal record. But of those who did go into a life of crime, it's admirable when they are able to get out of it. In a way, they have achieved a more difficult task than those who stayed out of trouble in the first place. Same with those who have escaped the scourge of addiction. And I'm speaking as someone who has never had to deal with either.
@Peachie4011 Жыл бұрын
@@dbank6107So you're saying never forgive anyone for any mistake they have made. You must have no friends in your life. How sad.
@katematthews2131 Жыл бұрын
@@Peachie4011 do you keep that same energy for all mistakes people have made?
@MsAmique Жыл бұрын
If you think this is inspiring, you were definitely raised wrong.
@dbank6107 Жыл бұрын
@@Peachie4011 where does it say not to forgive anyone? Try reading what was actually written. It's about not admiring nothing to do with forgiveness.
@guaromiami9 ай бұрын
Putting rival gangs together in the yard: genius idea!
@joejoeaz47 Жыл бұрын
Paradigm media news is his KZbin channel great content salute to Boxer respects for your transparency 💯
@thestraydog Жыл бұрын
I've worked with guys who were affiliates with Chicago Vice Lords and other sets from the US. And the crazy thing is, even though it's been YEARS since they were involved, they still paid dues. They still followed the structure and still didn't do things like eat pork or other haram foods even though they werent actually Muslim. But the gang was and is. It's crazy how deep that runs in your psyche that even when you don't even run with them anymore, you're still psychologically attached to it.
@taylormajors5677 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, the programming that takes place on federal and state prison yards runs deep. Think of all the white guys that go in as not racist and unaffiliated but after the brainwashing takes place they're covered in swastikas. Tribalism is deeply embedded in the human psyche. It's a survival mechanism.
@villainess9092 Жыл бұрын
it's healthy
@Venezolano410 Жыл бұрын
I suppose it's like being in the military. One leaves the service but the service never leaves you.
@rosema7909 Жыл бұрын
Even crazier that they’ve accomplished absolutely nothing the entire time lol lol lol
@masonarmand8988 Жыл бұрын
Vice lord habits hard to break.
@thekeithjackson25 Жыл бұрын
Much respect to the OG Boxer. Been rocking with him for 2 years now.
@LifeWithRilla Жыл бұрын
Imagine giving respect to the lowest life loser in society that’s pathetic Keith
@JimiKGB6 ай бұрын
I hope John Mendoza is doing good!!! Congratulations brother for changing your life around that’s as real as it gets!!! Listen to this man! Especially you young ones!!
@mowise557 Жыл бұрын
This guy is man among men.Much respect for who he is now. Great interview.
@RealPugzo Жыл бұрын
My father in early 2000’s worked at CCC, in Susanville CA, not too many details for obvious personal safety reasons but there was a man named “Dollar”, he had a buddy in his bike group that was keeping the bed warm for his wife. Ended up taking the guys life and ended up in High desert, NF was still live and just as active in ‘08 as might be now, however word was Dollar could be heard across the yard hitting the heavy bag, turned out he was killed when leaving the gang 3 days before he was allegedly getting paroled, supposedly the details in the case were either 50% lies or were overly exaggerated too the highest limit. As I was born in 2005 it fascinated me that a guy I never met and only heard about somewhat, I only hope the best for his two sons back home in my old hometown.
@michaeldunn7554 Жыл бұрын
After reading his book and being a long term sub to his channel, I honestly think Boxer was and still is the real thing. His wife was dying and his family particularly his mum, wanted him to give that life up as he was facing life and involved in FBI cases. And all because he was recorded trying to placate his dying wife.....his standing was affected yet he still wouldnt fold. This mans the realest. He still holds certain ethics and morals that make him a man today!!! Respect Boxer!!!
@moolacue Жыл бұрын
I concur.
@nicolasbeaudry61587 ай бұрын
One of the best episodes ever !! Hope boxer has a beautiful life now . Respect ❤💯
@borisaoco449 ай бұрын
Best choice u ever made in denouncing that gang crap brother..Admiration/ Respect!!! STAY POSITIVE mano!!!👍👍💪
@featheredserpent6919 Жыл бұрын
You have been to the mountaintop and back a few times and I can relate. I'm 60 now and still in the life but it is taxing to the soul. He's right there is one of three places you end up, prison for life, the grave yard or your health will suffer mental and physical. Peace Boxer
@j11mz16 Жыл бұрын
this dude is the mountain
@lucioussx8989 Жыл бұрын
What retirement home you from brother?
@bookaltd Жыл бұрын
@@lucioussx8989best not be Happy Acres
@DonTona Жыл бұрын
What a waste of a generation imagine they stayed committed outside of prison ..
@michaelsay7309 Жыл бұрын
@@DonTonawhat happened when they stopped being on the streets,the rent went up
@teeteefromOC Жыл бұрын
Great interview Boxer! This should be a regular series on this channel
@Theonyxconservative Жыл бұрын
As a addict of dopamine, I was able to watch this whole video to the end. Great content👍🏾
@CorcoranGina13 ай бұрын
Love you dude. Proud you turned it around . Not easy . XOXO