[TM] The Man Inside You (dysphoria comfort for trans-men)

This audio is suitable for trans-men.
This is a platonic dysphoria comfort audio that is hopefully appropriate for trans-men of all kinds, whether they've begun their transition or not. Be warned that it does address seeing a 'woman in the mirror' and this may be triggering for you. I've included the entire script below so you can decide whether this audio is right for you:
Hey, I saw you were feeling dysphoric. I'm so sorry, I can see that you're hurting. I don't know what it's like, but I want to support you, okay? What you're feeling is valid, and it's okay to feel this way sometimes.
This doesn't make you any less of a man, and we both know that. Sometimes you'll see the woman in the mirror and she'll be all you can see, but I promise you that one day she'll be gone. I know there's a man inside you, and I can see him shining through, but it must feel awful to feel trapped in your own body sometimes.
It won't always be like that, I promise. I know sometimes it feels hopeless and the future feels a million miles away, but it's coming. Today sucks, and it's okay to feel that way. You've had bad days before and they didn't last forever. This day will pass, this feeling, it won't last forever. You'll get through it. Tomorrow will come. And the day after that. And you'll keep working to make your body more reflective of who you are inside. Day by day, you'll get a little closer to who you truly are. And one day you'll realise that you're there. You'll be you, a handsome, wonderful man, inside and out. That might seem hard to believe right now, in the pit of depression and dysphoria, but I can see it. I see that hope, that future. I see that person. Some days it's easier than others, but I see him. I see you. I can see him now, even if you can't, and I'm seeing him more and more often lately, which makes me so happy and proud.
You're stronger than you think, and I know it's hard right now, but things are going to get better. You'll get there. I just wanted to say that you're doing really well and I'm proud of you.
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[@vampurr1]

im a transgender man who's pre-everything and my family isn't the most supportive so hearing this helps alot thank you 💙

[@Imnotallergictopeanuts]

Dylan Alexander I’m pre everything too, I hope that your family will come around soon for your sake.

[@vampurr1]

Jesus lived in A motel room thank you, I really hope so too.

[@codsterbee]

Dylan Alexander I'm pre everything too and my family don't accept me sadly

[@JoaoSantos-yl7cx]

Same here ;-;

[@snowpiercer9111]

万里Hyukoh How are you now?

[@myersreal]

*_i’m not crying i’m fine_*

[@BattPilled]

SaMe

[@aaa-ek3um]

Same

[@maddoxhombach5901]

S-same!

[@annexdagoose370]

😭🤧😖😣😔😌🙂☺️😊😁😄🥰

[@mushcowwtv]

Same

[@kotafortine3309]

Today I woke up shaking horribley. I took a shower, and I began to cry.. where's all my body hair? Why is my voice so high? I need to unzip this meat suit already. This isnt me.. This video helped so much. Thank you..

[@multiplefandoms3162]

I've listened to this like 10 times because it helps me with my dysphoria sooo much

[@rainydayaudios7754]

I'm so glad, thank you for letting me know, sweetheart.

[@nickolas361]

Multiple Fandoms same

[@Fly0nthefl00r]

Same... I havent cried in so long... This past week ive been suicidal and tired of pretending to be a girl. Like an hour ago I was holding back from hurting myself.. This helped

[@mushcowwtv]

This made me cry. Thank you

[@beansbrother9604]

i don't wanna admit it, but i'm so close to crying because jesus christ it feels good to hear this

[@allisynweisenberger1941]

My mom doesn’t really understand trans people, so I can’t transition until I am 18. I am happy I found this video; it really helps. Thank you so much! I’m honestly crying right now.

[@ikianatrinidad5519]

i simply breached the subject of FTM transgenders and my parents lost it😢 their not even Christian their just not suportive of it ive dropped some hints for them but they see them as jokes and they tell me its not funny... I've been feeling so choked or backed up into a corner that ive become so agrivated, moody, and have had a serious amount of lack of appetite. i at the very begining did not understand but i listend to you a while back for the first time... i didnt understand why i was tearing up... i watched this video at least a dozen times till i came to the realization that you were speaking to me not the me on the outside but the me thats been trying to get my attention for years. The man inside me that i have ignored to please my family while making myself miserable. i want to thank you for opening my eyes and making me come a step closer to understanding the me ive been trying to hide in vain... Thank You So Much💓

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Good boy. I'm proud of you. This was a lovely, heartfelt message to read. I'm really glad you're beginning to explore your gender and identity, and that you can find some comfort in this audio. Please listen to it and continue to explore. Talk to some of the other trans guys here, perhaps, and find communities of other people to learn from and talk with. You can absolutely do this!

[@annexdagoose370]

I can feel your pain man. My family is hardcore Christians except for my cousin who accepts me as a man. (He is also an atheist) my family makes me feel bad by belittling LGBT+ people. My mom is trying to understand but the others don’t know I’m trans (FTM) and I’m scared to tell them because I know their against it. My stepdad doesn’t accept me and it’s very hard to deal with my dysforia. I do hope one day I can take my cousins offer to move in with him since he supports me. I want you to try to hang in there, and I’ll try too. I hope we both make it to a happy and healthy life in the future.😊

[@annexdagoose370]

P.S Try to find people even one person who accepts you, I’ve learned that it helps a lot.

[@xxnoodle_armsxx6380]

I'm here cuz my aunt has this "us girls gotta stick together" attitude she keeps directing towards me and this really made me so happy since I just spent the entire day constantly being called a girl by her, thank you

[@percybartelt6912]

I legit cried, but it was good tears. This video described how today was for me, and I thank you so much for this. You have no idea.

[@mushcowwtv]

Same. This was comforting.

[@ashv.8339]

I'm literally tearing up right now! I am hoping to transition into becoming a man, but my parents want me to think about it for a loooong time, longer than I think I can wait. Thank you so much for this video and for being here for a wide variety of people. You are inclusive of everyone and don't discriminate against particular people. I can't thank you enough!

[@rainydayaudios7754]

It sounds like you're already a man, sweetheart, you'll just be making your body reflect that. Perhaps you can explore your gender in ways other than hormonally, such as the way you dress, the activities you try, or roleplaying male characters in games or fiction. Even if you end up identifying as something else, your gender is whatever you say it is. You might only feel like you're a man some of the time, or feel like another label fits you better. Regardless, you are valid and wonderful exactly as you are. I hope you find happiness and fulfillment in whatever form it takes. Thank you for listening and letting me know what this audio meant to you.

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Amy Verdi my mate, you're a dude, and Rainy Audio is right there's other ways of expressing it and sometimes you can actually train your voice to be lower till you can medically transition, y'know how singers practice singing to make their voices better? You can do the same to make yours sound lower, plus wearing shirts a few sizes bigger helps sometimes. Plus having nicknames for some of the things that bother you might help. (Sorry if this is TMI or triggering, it's an example I like to use and it helps me out). Okay, for an example I call that time of the month a phantom, I call it that because... You know how sometimes when someone looses a limb and sometimes that part that is gone sometimes hurts or goes numb, well I think of it that way as it's my body trying to circulate to the missing part of my body (a dick), I hope that example can help you and I'm sorry if I weirded you out or triggered you.

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

And for the lower voice thing, hum to lower sounds keep go till you find you like and practice speaking in that voice around close friends or a tree if you want. That's what I been doing for the past 2-3 years, of course I have to go to my normal pitch around family, but by yourself or around people who'll support you try the trick it might help you a little, and I highly suggest to keep water around, you're gonna wind up with a sore throat other wise, but either way, much luck to you.

[@ashv.8339]

Gummi Yeah, I'm lucky because I have a naturally pretty low voice. I always sing in the lower range, as that's where I'm most comfortable. However, my old voice coach and my chorus teacher don't want me singing where I like to (pretty low) because it's bad for my voice in the long run. Even so, I still down there. I do dress like a man and basically all of my clothes are from the men's section. I also cut my hair short. Even so, I still look like a female. While I try to control it, I always get a bit annoyed when I get called a "she". I have been able to convince my parents to call me "Ash" (a nickname) along with my friends. However, they are not willing to call me a he. I have been thinking about transitioning for about 2 years, but as I said before, I will have to wait a while before I am allowed to make any medical changes to my body. Thanks for the advice!

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

We're in a similar boat then, Ash, I mean I like my birth name (Fenlee), and I don't have a naturally low pitch, but as I said I practice making my voice sound lower than what it is, and most the time people (who don't know me) gender me correctly till I of course speak, but that's okay I guess, win some you'll lose some. I keep my hair short as well (sorta get by with it, since I'm in JROTC and no, I'm not planning to join the military, I'll sing up for the draft, but I'm not going into the military), and my family refused to call me he and when I first tried coming out... I almost died from it (not from out side forces, just me, I was gonna do it), so I decided to just wait till I'm on my own to come out again and medically transition. Even at that if you have to, just correct them mentally or read the "she" "her" or whatever word they use associated with females and read it with a male one instead... it's what I do. cx

[@francineg2276]

**breaks down door** guESS WHO FOUND AN AUDIO FOR WHEN MY CLASSMATES ARE DICKS (ps sorry about the door)

[@alexthetrashgod1047]

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[@ambie7437]

It's alright you gave me a chance to paint all the flags on it!

[@chancepitter1736]

Oh noo my door! Dude!

[@bambina_monique1107]

My friend is trans and would love this so much I'm going to send it to him right now🤗

[@rainydayaudios7754]

That's wonderful, I hope he enjoys it! You're a lovely friend to him.

[@bambina_monique1107]

Rainy Day Audios thanks that means a lot for you to say 😊🤗

[@justinluke8308]

You're actually an amazing friend

[@LDXReal]

You're such a compassionate friend 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@pastatango6339]

I was crying because how dysphoric my family was making me feel but now I’m crying because of how accepted I feel??? W hAt?! Thank you??

[@jamilstopleftsnake4900]

I heard man and started to cry- nobody ever calls me a man and it’s such a powerful feeling to be called one

[@totallyoutofit6989]

I often get dysphoric around my cis brothers, and it happened today. This made me feel better.

[@rightbehindyou.]

"I saw you were feeling dysphoric" Me: *peace signs in the mirror with dried tears* pff nah fam thanks to you

[@troymihoyminoy3889]

I came out to my family and started hormones, and while they weren't totally opposed to it, they aren't supporting me either. It's a horrible limbo, I kind of wish they screamed and yelled at me rather than ignore everything of importance I said. I've been the most depressed I've been in years. I'm so deep in my sadness and frustration right now.

[@xxcyber7216]

How are you doing now 2 years later?

[@null5180]

I’m in this place rn, it’s literally hell. I hope you’re feeling a little better, we will both get through this

[@seroberts]

I'm trans-masc and I haven't come out to my family bc I know they won't be very supportive, and I'm pre everything. The whole time I was listening to this I was saying "don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry" Absolutely amazing video, it truly inspires me to work through my bad days. Thank you so much. ❤ Edit: I came out to my mom today and she wasn't very accepting of me. Felt like crap so I immediately came to this video. Very greatful for you channel dude. Thank you

[@Anoniii]

I accidentally tapped on this and I do not regret at all. This was amazing and honestly made me so f**kin happy.

[@zombiezworld]

I am a trans male, and this made me feel so much better, I cannot express how happy this made me, even me cry a little thank you so much

[@IAmLifeDominant]

I just found this and I'm already lowkey crying. It almost gave me shivers because it felt like you were right there beside me. I'm a transman who's been off T for a while for several reasons, but I've been having some bad days lately. And that...that felt like words I've been wanting to hear from a partner for years. I'm sorry if that sounds weird, but it shook me. Thank you for this.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Not weird at all, man. You're in good company here, there are lots of transmen and transboys who find comfort in my audios. I've got a few specifically for trans guys and others just for guys in general, so whether you want some dysphoria comfort, romantic audios, rambles to pass the time or whatever else, you'll hopefully find some stuff that helps.

[@mikhail2625]

I've been feeling so dysphoric lately, everyday I keep having meltdowns and I feel like I can't take it. This week has been the worst so far, but I'm glad I came across this video. Today I wasn't crying bc of dysphoria, I had happy tears in my eyes because of what you said. Whenever I feel dysphoric, I'll be sure to come back to this video and remember what you said. Thank you so much ♡

[@Imnotallergictopeanuts]

I’m luck to have supportive parents and friends, yeah biological I might be “female” but by nature I’m really not even my mum thinks so, I’m not in t until next year (because of my age) and luckily I pass socially and none of my friends can tell I’m that I’m not cis, but my god does dyphoria get aggravating, frustrating and overall depressing. I can’t sleep and I just wanted to say what the hell has the earth done to deserve such an understand and kind dude like you?

[@arthurconner4767]

How's it going now?

[@jaredlikesmusic]

I actually cried I have insanely bad anxiety on top of my dysphoria (hence why I watch way too much ASMR haha) but my god, this helped with everything. I’m pre-t and unable to get a binder of my own, so anything like this makes a world of difference when I’m struggling to even make it through the day. Thank you for existing and making wonderful videos like this. 🙏

[@fluffraptor1314]

45 seconds into this audio and I'm already smiling really wide and tearing up. Thank you so much for this!

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Thank you for the video, it was really needed, I can't start right now because of me 1. not out 2. I can't come out due to parents, but I just keep in mind I only have two more years of highschool, and I'll beable to start one day.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

I'm sorry you have to wait, but hopefully this will help to make it a little more bearable until then. You'll get there. Stay strong!

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Rainy Day Audios thank you, I only have two more years of highschool as I said, I'm just greatful my mom lets me do what I want with my hair and I'm not as big as some guys... Just gotta look on the brightside.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

That's the spirit. Take small steps towards your goals and remember it isn't a race, it's a journey. You'll get there eventually, even if it isn't as quick as you'd like. There are always people who want to help, including loads of wonderful internet resources for trans kids struggling to cope with it. You're not alone.

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Rainy Day Audios besides that, I have a friend who's also trans his name is Alecks, he gotten the school to agree to start a GSA (it's basically a club based on the LGBTQ+).

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Rainy Day Audios well even then I'm turning 18 in February so... Maybe I can secretly start then?

[@birdbrainorrobin]

there‘s just these moments where i‘m devoid of hope but we‘ll get there eventually

[@soaring-comet]

oof my dysphoria’s really bad right now, but thank you for this video

[@toxiigoop_]

Hey man I just came out to my mom and it did not go well. She told me I won’t be able to take hormones or have surgery until I’m 18. This video made me cry like a baby. Thank you for making this, and though it doesn’t change my situation, it makes it a little better

[@Screams_into_void]

This made me feel so much better I cried and smiled at the same time I can’t even I’m a fabulous boy he’s right

[@amillionmilos9314]

your voice is so calming, it really helps.

[@chelseasmith2603]

Rainy, can you get any better? Its like you're here with me, thankyou so much for this. Even my parents dont accept me for being trans so knowing that you're accepting makes me feel a little loved. Thankyou for being amazing ♡

[@robindabare630]

i was having a panic attack about top surgery and how i can’t afford it, i’m not crying or hyperventilating anymore- this calmed me down and make me feel comfortable, thank you so much

[@franciscus_2]

Found this video again when I was feeling really depressed and even suicidal. No one tells me these things, and man did I need to hear them. This helped calm me down. Thank you

[@elliotthemonster7574]

Oh my gosh thank you so much for making this I feel like there's no one to Comfort me when I feel dysphoria and this helped a lot amazing video thanks

[@rainydayaudios7754]

You're absolutely welcome. You're not alone here, there's actually quite a lot of trans folks here, and you might even like to reach out to some of them!

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

I know how you feel man, but I got tips for ya'. (if you're in the closet like me and can't seem to find a way to come out and all that jazz, then let me tell ya' some tips), okay first one binding if you can't get a binder try to wear a couple (no more than two, you'll so sore you can't move your upper back if you do three or more). If you have disphoria with your lower half use a pair of balled up socks (Y'know that are folded to get in a bunny ear looking sort of thing) and tape or tie it down to your underwear. Underwear if you can't get men's, I highly suggest women's briefs they're comfortable and they don't look that different from male briefs. Voice (unless you have a naturally low pitch) humming at lower pitches to warm your voice up and then speak in the low hum (without humming of course). Here's to a TMI topic (sorry if I trigger you in any shape or form, but this it's how I cope with menstrual stuff) I call it a phantom or a phantom dick, I do this because you know when someone loses a limb, sometimes the body tries to send blood there forgetting it's gone and the feeling of losing it returns, well that how I feel about that, I feel like that part of me just didn't come and my body is freaking out trying to complete the circulation of blood (I know that's not the real reason, but it still helps to pretend that's why) and it seeps out for a week or whatever. Hair cuts, when looking for a hair cut look for what you want with a female picture (I know it sucks, but it''s how I sneak what I want passed my mom). Also with clothes sometimes I sneak guy shirts and tell my mom they're female or I sneakily pay for them myself when I can, but even then at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how mask or fem you look, because what matters is at the end of the day you know who you are. You're a man you're male don't let you or your mind say other wise I know it's hard, but it'll get better because one day you'll be independent on your own and you can do whatever (as long as it's legal) you want. I wish you the best of luck on your journey and if you need a shoulder I'm here. (If you want) My kik is SomethingGrmx and my Skype is Fenlee. (add the dot).

[@elliotthemonster7574]

Gummi thanks for the tips

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Anytime.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

These are good tips, and I'm proud of you for supporting others. Just a word to the wise that binding can be *very* unsafe and can potentially cause massive physical damage if done improperly. Please check your facts and look up a variety of reputable guides for binding if that's something you're going to do. You do *not* want to permanently damage your ribs or any other area of your body. I might suggest this guide, though take it with a grain of salt and do your research: minus18.org.au/index.php/resources/sexuality-info/item/441-how-to-bind-your-chest

[@athena3165]

I've never clicked so fast on a notification before lol, even if this video doesn't really apply to me I still love it! Update: I have now fully accepted, I am genderfluid. Thank you for your videos.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Aw, well thank you for listening nonetheless!

[@AnoukhHellstream]

wow, this legit poked at all my feels. Insta tears on this. Im a pre-everything, still closeted, 30 year old FTM that has been repressing his feelings ever since early teens. I couldn't even go past halfway of this or i might have had a total collapse. So to all you out there, do not bottle up. Do not press down your feelings into a small box for later use. I cannot even watch anything that remotely reminds me of my dysphoria without having a complete depressive meltdown.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

I'm sorry you're going through that man, but it sounds like it might be what you need. Those feelings are telling you something pretty important about what you want and who you are. It sounds like accessing them and letting them out will be a difficult experience but ultimately a positive one. Once you've listened to those feelings and accepted yourself, you're likely to feel much better about yourself and recognise what you want in life so you can start to work towards that. I'd also highly recommend talking to a therapist or gender specialist about this, they can really help you sort it out. Best of luck

[@Лох-ш2т]

I was just having a breakdown because of my dysphoria and then this video popped up in my recommendations, thank you so very much, it's really helpful, I'm still crying, but it's the happiness tears now

[@Felix-ul3mu]

I have a lovely family and supportive friends, but my dysphoria is utterly crippling. It gets to a point where even when I’m feeling good I want to die. This helps. A lot. I just love it. Thank you.

[@ryleighmiller900]

Thank you I feel super dysphoric because Im on my flow and I just took a shower I always feel dysphoric after a show but today was particularly bad

[@SR-jj9si]

This made me cry, a few seconds into it. Thank you so much. I didn't know I needed this until I found it.

[@dylanoliver4861]

wow, i actually cried a bit haha. i think you said literally everything i needed to hear, and put it into a wording not many other people have managed to before. even little things, like mentioning that there's days where it's not that bad really helped, because a main worry of mine is i'm not valid when i lack dysphoria. so thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. you're an incredible person.

[@Horrorangell]

thank you so much for making this video. i ended up crying and that's rare. i don't get validated in my everyday life, and so I dont really realize that i need the support and validation sometimes.

[@DpDepresso]

Came out to my family recently, didn’t go to well. It feels so comforting listening to this, even though I’m crying 😅 theyre good tears tho ❤️

[@meimai_0]

I don’t think I’ve ever cried harder in my life. My mum keeps telling me I’m too young to know, Every year she tells me. I’m always wallowing in self doubt to the point it drives me crazy. Tonight I listened to this, calmed down, washed my face and drew some stubble at the bottom of my chin with some eyeliner. I reminded myself that I am a man. I am just as much of a man as any other. I am a man. It’s just taken me a long time to figure it out. Happy pride month, thank you so much for the beautiful affirmation to all young trans men. 🏳️‍⚧️

[@gaylord_vinvin]

This made me cry. I'm pre everything, my parents are unsupportive. my mom found my binder and threw it way, this really helped me, thank you. This made me feel a lot better

[@godrock24]

I love your video it really helped me. Today was definitely a horrible day and I think it would only get worse. But seeing your video made my day way better! Thank you so much! 💙

[@dracodevilchildmalfoy366]

I’m pre-everything and not passing at all and this helps so so much and I’m literally sobbing because I really needed to hear this

[@cheesecakevoid]

This is even more comforting due to my dad's voice sounds really similar

[@jujubeebles5079]

This makes me feel way better aaa Update: I CAME OUT TO MY DAD LAST NIGHT!! HE WAS SUPER COOL ABOUT IT AND KNEW WAY BEFOREHAND THAT I WAS TRANS!! NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TALK TO HIM ABOUT MY NAME, PRONOUNS AND MAYBE STARTING HORMONES INT THE NEXT YEAR

[@noface141]

Thank you so much for making this. Ive been listening to this all the time and it really boosts my spirits. Your videos just give me this feeling of security and safety and overall make me smile. Would you mind making more videos about trans boys that are pre-testosterone therapy? I would really appreciate it if you could.

[@gaucher5188]

I spend the last night crying due to dysphoria and today I just find this and I’m crying at school

[@godrock24]

Same kinda

[@gaucher5188]

@@godrock24 courage take care of u ❤️

[@isabellemiller1495]

Why does this have a dislike?! This is awesome and helps so many people. It desverses more likes and no dislikes

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Y'know in a way, I never see "the woman in the mirror" just sometimes when I see myself I feel like a freaking... u pervert if that makes any sense, I know i"m not I'm very respectful of people's spaces and all that, but when i see my self I don't feel trapped, I just feel like I'm in someone else's body, y'know like those movies or shows when they have a mind / body swap. (I know I comment a lot on here, just saying my way of feeling for anyone else who feels this way).

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Interesting, more voyeurism than being trapped in the wrong body. Some people might relate to that better. Thank you for sharing that.

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

I mean it's not exactly the "right " body, it's just like I said, I feel like I some how swapped bodies with someone, I know it's mine, but it doesn't feel it's mine, if that makes it sound less creepy, also I didn't think of it as voyeurism, but thanks for that gave another perspective of it.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Yeah, I can see what you mean by that, a Freaky Friday kind of thing. Interesting.

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Yeah, except it's every day, but uh yeah I also have another side on my head the conflicts with me as well I was raised with religious parents so I have some internalized hate from that I still have to go Sunday and Wednesday so I get to hear what I already think in my head about myself over and over, I mean I don't hate the religion they're a nice group of people give you the shirt right off their backs, but it doesn't help to be told twice a week what I already think in my mind, I'm constantly mentally arguing with myself over this. Honestly this is why I am an atheist, at least I think I am, but like I said that piece of my brain with the 17 years of being told one thing and one thing only. I promise I'm fine though, I'm not crazy I just tend to argue with myself all the time, sometimes mentally or I say it out loud in a hushed tone.

[@rainydayaudios7754]

That's understandable, internalised guilt and self-hatred from religion is common, unfortunately. None of that is actually in line with the true meaning behind religion, it's just people's misinterpretations and bigotry coming out. There's nothing wrong with you and if there is a God, they made you how they wanted you to be: trans.

[@teamcharlisle9668]

Ive listened to a bunch of audios for dysphoria and i think this has to be one of the best it’s so comforting:,)

[@mk-ir2oz]

I’m a trans guy and I’m pre everything and my mom doesn’t respect my name and pronouns (I still live at home and I’m 17) this means a lot to me.. I feel seen and understood

[@Ashlolz]

I've been having a lot of dysphoria this week and I just found this and I'm crying. I finally feel validated. Thank you so much.

[@error_nexyus]

OMG my eyes are sweating thank you so much

[@drnecro1086]

I just wanted to say thank you. I'm crying and I'm happy because you've helped me feel confident about the future, something that's been hard to feel lately. Thank you, Rainy💖

[@MatheusH-iguess]

Thank you so much for doing this video you have no idea how many people you're helping with. Im in tears right now and feeling much better 'cause of the audio. Thanks again

[@ohno6434]

i dont know how to thank the people who made this video, this is genuinely exactly what i needed

[@frogboyo3186]

*cries in transgender* OOF MY HEART--

[@tooastee]

Fucking, Thank you for this. I'm a transgender but haven't gotten surgery. I came across this audio after I needed comfort. I was promised to hopefully get transgender surgery next year, but it was all lies. I honestly, am trapped. I'm scared of opening up to who I really am. This is helping a lot so thank you sir.

[@evlries]

I find myself coming back to this video a lot, thank you for this

[@Victorian_Femboy]

PLEASE I'M CRYING AHHH I NEVER FELT SO EXCEPTED IN MY LIFE THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

[@elliotgray2007]

I’m closeted so I can’t get a binder, so I used two bras (one on correctly one backwards and tighter) and it made me flat so I had it on all day and almost cried when taking it off but it hurt and Ik it wasn’t healthy. My friends told me to take it off as well and I knew they were right so I did. I put on my big comfort onesie and put this on and this made me feel so much better, thank you so much

[@rainydayaudios7754]

Please try to be safe about how you bind. There are charities that give away binders, including some second-hand ones, so that may be a helpful thing to research.

[@elliotgray2007]

@@rainydayaudios7754 thank you! I’ll look into that for sure!💙

[@largefries3564]

I'm almost sobbing. This is great. This is more than comforting. It's giving me hope. Thank you.

[@emmettfatcheric9798]

This is ABSOLUTELY STUNNING. THANKYOU SO MUCH. This helps me so much and I will listen to it whenever I'm down and am losing hope. Thankyou for giving me hope :)

[@eliaaron.8852]

Thank you so fucking much for this. I am in tears, just having that voice that “I support you, what your feeling is valid” really just made me so happy so much thank you so much

[@rainydayaudios7754]

You're very welcome! A lot of my listeners are trans guys, and I've got a fair few audios for them. Here's a playlist of them: kzbin.info/aero/PLGgw8pcV96_xdX17lkQdqhCOIdgdSUe7N

[@Luca-zd3qf]

I’m literally crying??? Thank you so much for this💙

[@Sacoglossa]

I really didn't realize how badly I needed this but thank you so much, you made me feel a lot better.

[@elliotd7342]

Thank you so much for this, its exactly what I needed to hear and I was able to cry properly for the first time in months. Thank you

[@Fly0nthefl00r]

This is the first time ive cried in months... OMG this relates so much to me.. Im crying so much right now.. Ive been suicidal all night and this is just I BROKE

[@williamlieske4503]

HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY AGAIN >:(

[@mushcowwtv]

This made me cry. This was so comforting. Thank you for making this😭😭😭😭

[@leedraconis5793]

“And I see him shining through” yeah that’s when I fucking broke

[@Sebastian-ch5ze]

Thank you so much for this video! I really needed that. And I enjoyed the last words, “I’m proud of you”. It was a shock but it felt really nice. Thank you!

[@rainydayaudios7754]

You're welcome, man. You might find this one helpful too, if you need to be told I'm proud of you: kzbin.info/www/bejne/bai1dKx_gLOJa5o

[@monophonixc]

Wow, this made me tear up, this helped me so much, it made me feel so loved since only my dad really seems to support me. I really needed this today, thank you so much

[@sydneysoto6098]

Oh my god I'm crying, this is just what I needed. Thank you so much this is so helpful. 😭🙂

[@bbeara_]

*shoves ear phones in my ears* BITCH TIME TO BLOCK OUT THE WORLD

[@fenleevolquooper4260]

Jeon Jungkook HELL YEAH!

[@haydentrenton869]

😭 ok so I just found your account and holy crap I can’t thank you enough thank you so much this channel is helping me more than I can express but truly thank you for making these audios they help me tremendously ❤️

[@gavinrobertson5511]

I had no idea this is what I needed to ease my anxiety right now. Thank you so much 💕

[@emochibis9266]

Your voice is so soothing c: Ty for these kinds of videos! It helps me and so many others get through their day!

[@ashercanmakeapun4554]

It’s a national holiday today. My dys was worse yesterday because the day before I was passing so well while yesterday I had to wear something that accentuated my body. So I thought this holiday (4 of July) would suck but it’s midnight so technically it’s the holiday and I couldn’t have imagined a better start. I truly couldn’t. Thank you so much

[@vizx6032]

Wow. I really needed this today. I'm so happy to have found your channel because this is exactly what I needed. I may have teared up a little as well. 😊

[@kawaiiqueen3292]

I love this ❤

[@rainydayaudios7754]

I'm so glad!

[@keariocabinet8836]

Three years later and I'm still crying

[@Animefan-vz6mq]

I love this thank you. It helps me with dealing with comments from others. On the why? I dislike it a lot and makes me sad. This comforts me.

[@weirdoparty1483]

This made me tear up! Thank you so much for making this!

[@ducklingdraws2920]

I listend to this in the beggining of my "realisation" of being trans, short after that I had a break down and started to denial the fact. I got out of that now.. Now I'm here to thank you, for actually helping me when I felt the worse

[@user-yn2jm9ew2u]

I started crying like halfway through lol

[@LittlefemboyLevi]

Thank you so much for this. I really needed this right now 💕😢

[@steeloptic]

*cries in thank you*

[@isabelvillalovos648]

fully reduced me to tears. thank you.

[@Lusterrot]

I live coming back to these videos because it helps me to stay good and positive even if I still don’t like my body

[@inky5183]

omg thank you for this it helps so much 😭😭

[@b0ys14ught3r]

This makes me happy. I'm a 20 year old intellectually disabled, who lives with his mom, and she misgendered me today when I already felt dysphoric because I don't have my binder on today. This helps a lot, I actually wanna cry.

[@fruitytooty-r6g]

This helped a lot it hit some places that needed to finally be hit I cried a lot but it’s good to finally get it out of my system thank you so much ❤️

[@TheSquonkOfPillingerForest]

This made me smile. I was feeling kinda shitty. Then I found this channel and I didnt expect to, but I'm feeling better. Actually better. For the first time in at least two months, I genuinely don't feel like dirt. I know this audio was just made, and not made specifically for any one person but thank you. Genuinely. Thank you. I feel like I can actually face the world today. Ahh. Now. I'm gonna stop rambling. 😅 but thanks, dude. 😊

[@rainydayaudios7754]

You're so welcome, this audio was made for people just like you, going through what you're going through, needing to hear what you needed to hear. The comments section is full of guys just like you who were feeling what you were feeling. You're not alone, and you're in good company. I've met a lot of fantastic guys like you who came here needing a little help. I'm really glad you found my channel and that it could help make you feel better. You're not rambling. Do me a favour and listen to another audio of mine, "Your Words Matter". That one's pretty important too. I really appreciate you letting me know how my audios helped you and what they made you feel. I value that. It isn't some bother or annoyance to me. Thank you for letting me know the value of my work. These audios, all of them, are here for you whenever you need them, however you need them. Whether it's company, comfort, a push in the right direction, some affirmation or encouragement, or just a pleasant distraction. Please let yourself use them and benefit from them. I make them to help people just like you, and that includes you.

[@joshpenguin6938]

this made me tear up within 20 seconds oml.