To Build A Home | Dean & Cas [TBAH]

[CC for lyrics & voiceovers is there, please watch it in HD!]
please read the description for more infos on the fanfic! ♥
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Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
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This is an edit of the fanfiction "To Build A Home" by intothesilentland
Link is here:
archiveofourown.org/works/841...
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it's done. I've read this fic recently and it had me tearing up, it was so beautifully written, the angst, the pain, the grief and the happiness. I just had to edit it and I hope it's good enough - this fic really held impossible standards, and I tried to do it justice.
I apologize in advance for the placement of the quotes from the fanfic, regarding the CC. during editing I havent thought of it, SO I'M REALLY SORRY but I'm on my sixth breakdown today and I didn't want to change everything all over again.
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all material aint mine and is used for creative purposes
#destiel #deancas #tbah #tobuildahome #fanvidfeed #spn #fanficvid #fanficedit

[@deanspatroclvs]

Quick note, I forgot to mention that you guys don't have to read the text if it goes too fast or anything. No pressure here, I just wanted to include some of the lines from the fic because I found them beautiful ❤️

[@lifeofnanaa]

Fuck fuck fuck I'm crying it's bringing all the emotions of reading it back omg I felt like I'm at the funeral and the clips you chose are perfect and I love the text and omg I can't it's so beautiful 😭 Sorry for the word vomit I'm just really overwhelmed right now!!

[@jordanking4673]

So so so beautiful! Definitely going to reread bc this reminded me how beautiful it is. Very well captured!

[@thursdaysaint]

shaking and crying this is so beautiful i miss tbah deancas with all my heart 🥺

[@cielhigh4401]

Now I'm scared to read it bc I'm definitely going to cry like I did in Ninety One Whiskey. My heart can't handle this:(

[@deanspatroclvs]

You're going to cry in a good way at the end let me tell you :)

[@garakayteehee3370]

YOU HAVE TO READ IT

[@ryuray1677]

Te hell happened in Ninety one whiskey? I am a short way through that fic...does someone die?

[@garakayteehee3370]

@@ryuray1677 no spoilers

[@deanspatroclvs]

@@ryuray1677 well, it's not like twist and shout, I can tell you that. No major character death. It's still heartbreaking and breathtaking, but the end is worth it ;)

[@fayeditz5817]

don’t think I’ll ever recover from this fic or this edit. dear god.

[@xFallingxStar]

This is one of the most meaningful fanfics ever told and one of the the most loving edits ever. THANK YOU. I couldn't love this more.

[@cirengranger]

I OLY GOT HALFWAY THROUGH THIS BECAUSE IM READING IT AND I WAS ABOUT TO SPOIL MYSELF SIUOSF BUT OH MY GOD YOU PORTRAYED IT SO BEAUTIFULLY, YOUR EDITING IS STUNNING, THE QUOTES !! GOD THE QUOTES !!! THIS IS INCREDIBLE, LIKE ACTUAL GENUINE ART

[@MichelleAlina91]

I just watched a bunch of your destiel videos and after realising you are the one who made THIS masterpiece I understand now why I love all your videos 😭😭❤️

[@bhavinitiwari88]

who gave you the right to make me cry in the middle of the day

[@mack732]

I'll never get over this fic fuck The writing, the scenery, the emotions it brought with it, made it all so meaningful that now I can't imagine a scene of that fic without some sentimental song. And this video is just pure art, the lines you added just made it more beautiful and nostalgic

[@deanspatroclvs]

I know how you feel. It's one of those fics that leave you speechless and still linger in your head years after you've read them.

[@deanspatroclvs]

Also, thank you!

[@thetafannum9721]

This is so beautiful, imma cry now

[@gabim2485]

OH MY GODDDDD THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS!!! IT’S PERFECT!! (i run the tbahbot and this made my day ❤️)

[@deanspatroclvs]

Well, thank YOU for the tbah bot, otherwise I would've probably had to reread the fic for the quotes hahaha

[@avamartella2135]

I was so happy seeing this cus that’s my favourite fic I’ve ever read, and you portrayed it exactly how I interpreted it.

[@garakayteehee3370]

OH MY GOD. i swear i never hear anyone talking about this fic. im so glad its getting love. the edit was lovely. thank you :)

[@vellichor]

I have CHILLS, your inclusion of the scene with Claire and Jack just brought back how much I SOBBED my way through the last few chapters of this fic This is the most perfect edit I could imagine to encapsulate this story, thank you so much for making this

[@deanspatroclvs]

AAAAAAAAH thank you!!

[@tawanahickey8961]

Hi😨😖😋😨😝💖

[@geo-prince]

im cryingggg . i definitely need to reread this fic , it had brought me to tears multiple times but i love it so much, it's a beautiful story

[@violetthedragonoviannature1013]

Oh my God I'm tearing up! This is so beautiful 😍😍😍

[@annekessler290]

I do like this and love this video of of Cas and dean

[@solalvarezlopez8223]

3:04 I'm sobbing, this is my favorite part. Thank Youu♡♡♡

[@CottageTales]

I'm not crying, you're crying!

[@mybestever3272]

OMG this is so beautiful I'm crying. Thank you, you are so talented!

[@caslovesbees7310]

This is just... I don’t even know what to say 😭❤️ this is so fucking beautiful

[@Feuwise6]

I have not read that fic, but your vid made me really emotional anyway. This is beautiful

[@AngelicWings]

you have done it,this is beautiful i have so many mixed feelings i wanna laugh and cry and IDK ANYMORe,you are so damn taleneted and thank you for bringing this to life i am literally speechless,i know i have seen some of it along the way etc but this...seeing it all together just hits different

[@deanspatroclvs]

Naw bean 🥺❤️

[@tawanahickey8961]

Ok 😨😋😔😪😌

[@keiratatro1678]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I AM BLOWN AWAY

[@hwashington]

What an amazing, well crafted video! Truly masterful, you brought back all the emotions I had from reading TBAH. Love the way you used the vintage-looking filters. Great work!

[@EBRussom]

You can never delete this. 💚💙💚💙

[@kaylenbarringerpokefandj]

Damn that was the most beautiful and touching Supernatural edit au I've ever seen! I cried like a Baby! Thank you!

[@deanspatroclvs]

It's based on a fanfic with the same title and DAMN did I cry at the end, not because it's sad but because it's been such a long journey with hurt and grief and in the end they're happy and that broke me. Because damn, did I wish the same for the show haha

[@isbammoi3358]

Everybody; this is what it looks like when you straight-up kill it. 👏

[@joriles1682]

One of my favorite fics. This was beautiful!

[@medalia7622]

NOOOO! THIS IS SO EMOTIONALLLLL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭GOOD JOB

[@Dafneguerrero01]

WOW THIS VIDEO IS BEAUTIFUL you are insanely talented. This video really captures the book perfectly it’s so good. ✋🥰

[@michaelamoravcova1127]

I reed the fic because of this beautiful edit and I really loved it, so thank you so much. ❤️

[@deanspatroclvs]

Oooh I feel honoured! In fact I'm re-reading it right now and I'm almost done with my second tbah edit haha

[@michaelamoravcova1127]

@@deanspatroclvs I just finished it. But I'm sure I'm gonna re-read it again soon. ❤️ And really can't wait for that second edit. You are incredibly talented. ❤️

[@fictionallove_2416]

I simply died again.. this edit of Destiel is so heart warming and heart breaking at the same time.. UGH I miss that era

[@srta.shipper414]

This is SO well done, i'm in love!

[@goosewool8216]

fuck oh my god im literally sobbing this is so beautiful!!!

[@juliapakarinen7956]

Oh no, not this song, I love it so much.. :') and combined to Destiel.. *stops after a few seconds and goes to get some tissues before continueing* This is so beautiful in so many ways. *standing ovation* I haven't read this fanfic yet, but I definitely will after this masterpiece!

[@deanspatroclvs]

please do, I promise you its as beautiful, if not even more beautiful than the edit I've made. :)

[@GuilhermeSilva-hs4xo]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL 🥺

[@SudeeD.]

No , noo I'm not gonna cry noo! Ohh God okey I'm gonna cry 🤧🤧

[@camsevellyn]

an amazing story ❤ love it

[@nephtys1959]

This... this is a masterpiece!

[@eryn756]

This is absolutely beautiful!🥺❤️

[@FeliciaLopesBGC1]

One of the best Fanfic stories I have ever read! Thank you fir capturing bit visually! Simply gorgeous!!! 🥰💖💝❤️

[@carmenarbelo833]

Thank you!❤ Their presence on screen a facial reaction tell the story! The song was beautiful 😍

[@ej1404]

God I need to reread this!!!

[@elisebiman]

i dont know what im crying for, the video or to how beautiful young jensen is

[@kuhu1338]

Happy tears were streaming down my face throughout this video 🥺 the editing, the clips, voiceovers and basically EVERYYYTHING was so so so beautiful

[@copper5271]

I love this. It’s perfect. 💙💚

[@okaykrys]

So well done! 🥰💜😊

[@ila3019]

thank. you. ❤️

[@anandiganguly3086]

Man, if this edit left me in shambles then what's the fic gonna do? I'm scared. I love this video so much. The way you matched the different clips to blend it perfectly. Amazing!! 👏

[@eorozco2720]

This was a great video I loved it so much just like I love your fic so much. I was very moved by this video it was a great job

[@deanspatroclvs]

Thank you so much! I just have to correct one thing: I didn't write the fic, it was created by the amazing @intothesilentland :)

[@tjsgreenteamints]

THIS MADE MY HEART TWIST AND SHOUT

[@deanspatroclvs]

DON'T START WITH TWIST AND SHOUT OR ELSE I WILL RE-READ AND EDIT IT AND I DONT WANT THAT PAIN

[@tjsgreenteamints]

@@deanspatroclvs WAIT NO DO IT I'M BEGGING

[@deanspatroclvs]

@@tjsgreenteamints I don't want to I'm scared ;_;

[@tjsgreenteamints]

@@deanspatroclvs too bad /pos whats ur twt

[@deanspatroclvs]

@@tjsgreenteamints my twt is @HellerAlienated :)

[@kissmrule]

Such a good video it so good and so love it to

[@roxanahernandez4473]

Omg I can't 😭😭😭😭😭

[@clairejay1139]

from 5:16 my eyes got wet and quietly I finally put this fic in my list of reading: it will be a long way to read it whole but I feel like it will be the avenge of the tragic ending trauma t&s caused me at like 13 ahahahhaha

[@deanspatroclvs]

I promise you it will! It's healed a lot of t&s trauma for me :)

[@elisebiman]

jfc man this fic.... its like this video is telling me to continue to read it but the angst!! 😭 😭 😭

[@deanspatroclvs]

It has a happy ending though!

[@gracelutz9424]

OK TALENT???? I HAVENT READ IT YET BUT THIS MADE ME EATNT TO IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL❤❤❤❤

[@deanspatroclvs]

PLEASE READ IT, ITS BEAUTIFUL

[@Rina_0324]

I felt exactly the same, is it on Ao3?

[@deanspatroclvs]

@@Rina_0324 link is in the description! :)

[@Rina_0324]

@@deanspatroclvs My bad, I'm so clueless

[@deanspatroclvs]

@@Rina_0324 no worries, I hope you enjoy the fic!

[@imaginary0]

Omg wow, that was so good. Like, I recognized all of the moments from the story, and like, the way you included the different characters and incorporated scenes from the show. Truly excellent editing choices. (Gosh, Jimmy was such a great dad). Like, are you taking requests? 'Cause the entirety of the "Bitch Better Have My Money" trilogy by. Duckyboos would be amazing.

[@MattieBear]

haven't read it but now i might have to so

[@niehuaisangsknees]

Even though Karla is such a terrible movie- you can't deny, Misha looks absolutely beautiful in it

[@josefinemyrseth2653]

😍🥺

[@simpstiel3292]

Ummm- I just started 91w while I’m also on TAS- bye I can’t do this 😭 now where’s the link?

[@deanspatroclvs]

It's in the description :)

[@theone7935]

Bless you don't get rekt by the angst.

[@simpstiel3292]

@@theone7935 I've finished T&S and TBAH.... I'm not okay

[@theone7935]

@@simpstiel3292 we've all been there. I'm still recovering from what those 2 fics did to me. Holy Chuck, this fandom has so many beautiful writers and those who are not Supernatural fans ARE getting hooked to Supernatural because I recommended them these 2 fics first. This is my purpose.

[@ForestNurse1406]

Can someone pls give the linc to this stuff? I haven't read it yet. But now I really hope to))

[@deanspatroclvs]

The link is in the video description :)

[@user-mf9es5tx5h]

今晩は🌃✨ チャンネル登録しましたよ♪☆ (o＾・＾o)(o＾・＾o)えへへ💗 ３人とも大好き😍素敵😍

[@beezkneez4782]

is it sad?? bc i don't know if i wanna watch it...

[@deanspatroclvs]

The beginning is sad, but it gets happier and ends happily :) Just like the fic!

[@beezkneez4782]

@@deanspatroclvs thank you!!