I quit Mary Jane for 8 months but sometimes I get tempted

[@yourmatetom]

180 days without weed video: kzbin.info/www/bejne/kHfapJqdjK1gjtU (watch this for more context) I've had people smoke in front of me everyday for the last week in Thailand, and not once have I wanted to have a toke, nor do I judge people for smoking. I say this not to show off how spiritually superior I am (my third eye is exploding with indigo), but how surprised I am at how I actually got to this place. I'm no longer using willpower which was fucking exhausting in the past. It's like alcohol for me now, but I still prefer to be around stoners over drunks :P. I'm still a hippy at heart after all. Anyways thanks for watching, got a lot of exciting videos in the works (maybe even an elephant poop mushroom quest doco ;p)

[@crow3390]

Weed enhancement, the biggest trap of the daily smoker. I should smoke some im going for a walk, I should smoke some im going to a friends place, i should smoke some im about to eat, i should smoke something im about to play video games, I should smoke something im waking up, i should smoke something im going to bed..... a brutal cycle of using weed to "enhance" everyday situations

[@dmtdreamz7706]

Quitting bad habits is not just extreme pleasure. Quitting bad habits is the realization of immortality and the realization that everything is heaven. When you realize that, it's so good, it's infinitely good. It's not just good. It's good to the infinite degree. It's so much goodness that you can't contain it. your body can't hold it. Your entire body shakes and shudders in a cosmic orgasm of bliss. It's perfection. It's total peace. It's absolute love, that's truly quitting bad habits.

[@brunomad12]

Wow, thank you for that.

[@JackJohnston-ye8oc]

Yeah that's a good take. Addiction is essentialy the opposite of enlightenment. Reciprocal opening vs reciprocal narrowing.

[@friendlyoldbum9182]

You need to get off the interwebs and go out into the world. Away from people. Learn to be at peace without rambling on about your perceived bliss. Your many, many comments just come across as though you're trying convince yourself of an (D)illusion. I imagine you are Always the person with an opinion or some "enlightened" perspective to offer up. Learn to be at peace with silence, with the Self. Go camping on a mountain or a beach for a week, away from people, without stimulants and distractions.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

​@@friendlyoldbum9182 Going camping on a mountain or a beach is like jumping out of an airplane without a parachute... but also realizing mid-air that the airplane never existed, gravity is a conspiracy, and you're actually a bird that forgot it could fly. So, here's the deal: I’m over here yelling, “Jump!” God’s over here double-yelling, “Jump!” Infinite love is doing cartwheels, holding a big neon sign saying, “Jump!” And you're like, “Wait, but what if I splat?” And I'm like, “Bro, spoiler alert: there’s no splat. There’s no ground. It’s just freefall, forever. Like an endless roller coaster, but without the nausea and overpriced souvenir photos.” Still, you're clinging to your imaginary airplane seat, thinking, “But what if falling forever isn’t great?” Which, I gotta say, is the most human thing ever. We’d rather stay in our imaginary airplanes of fear than risk falling into the infinite trampoline pit of love. But eventually, you jump. And it’s terrifying. And amazing. And you’re screaming for like the first eternity. And then it hits you: “Wait… I can’t hit anything!” And then you’re just falling, laughing, and yelling back at the airplane, “Why didn’t anyone tell me sooner?!” And God’s like, “Dude, I literally told you. Like, 17 times.”

[@randypage26]

I feel that. Real life can be just as good as any drug if you make it so

[@bigchief2331]

I'm afraid that life sucks and nothing ever gets better. Where do you even find community these days? People are closed off, insular and plain weird. No one seems interested in making friends. People work their awful jobs which suck the life and soul out of them 9+ hours a day, 5 days a week, then return home to their suburban box to sleep and repeat it all over again. I'm about to turn 32 and feeling more lost, lonely and disillusioned than ever, and I know I am not the only one. This world has gone utterly insane and our way of life is killing people. We need a total reset, just not in the way the WEF plans.

[@TeKZ3r0]

I don't think you have a great relationship with life. I don't think life itself is your problem.

[@Kintara.F]

You are not alone. I'm there too. There is beauty in life though... Try to surround yourself with the things that make you feel good. Otherwise we will be stuck in misery. (Easier said than done though)

[@ZetaMagnus]

You'll always find friends if you look to the comments.

[@friendlyoldbum9182]

​@@ZetaMagnusOr ditch the distraction and go out in nature leaving your phone at home. Meet people that live in the real world and enjoy experiencing reality.

[@eerieforest9188]

I smoked for 12 years, quit for 12 and started again in 2019 and couldn't be better. What I learned is don't burn too much, take some days off and don't think you always need to for no reason. I can't lie though, when I was not smoking I didn't play guitar nearly as much, didn't lift as regularly as I should and the outdoors were not nearly as intense. That said, I do encourage people who are quitting to quit and don't think it's right for everyone. Don't think you need it to do everything. I don't have any interest in quitting now but I also am much smarter about it than I was 20 years ago.

[@ksamband]

Interesting, I quit smoking and use a vaporizer

[@RoninvdW]

Tom, thanks so much for sharing your story. I've had problems with quitting before but one of your previous videos about "just letting it go" and not "fighting the Mary Jane demons" helped a lot and I'm 5 weeks sober now. :)

[@shadw4701]

I've been cutting back a bit and I can't wait to quit just for the dreams. For anyone quitting this is a perfect opportunity to practice lucid dreaming as your chances are much higher than they otherwise would be

[@ThirdDimensionalBeing]

I've been starting a dream journal. I dream every night now, and quit smoking 2 weeks ago. Unfortunately, I've been just getting nightmares, but still have to start somewhere to begin lucid dreaming, which is my goal.

[@detectingdragon]

Realizing that there was possibility that the reason i wasnt able to lucid dream/ap was because of my smoking was what made me quit, havent smoked since sunday night.

[@markob17]

​@@ThirdDimensionalBeingCome to terms with them. Program yourself to embrace and learn from them. Use a mantra, one that can also trigger lucidity from within the dream state. We repeat that which we mantra. Self-hypnosis essentially. For example, "My nightmares are not scary, they are simply trying to teach me something." Repeat that often. Set a reminder throughout the day and say that mantra until it becomes second nature. One day soon you'll be within a nightmare and you will be saying that mantra, it will trigger lucidity. Visualize exactly what you want. You can once you become lucid, face the darkness causing these nightmares. In my opinion, they're likely entities, feeding on your energy, using your dreams to torment you and feed. One time I faced the haunting figure in all my nightmares, shook his hand firmly and told him to leave with courage and zero fear. The eyes lit up red and he turned around and walked away. That experience was like taking the world off your back. That dream experience of conquering your inner fears and demons via a lucid state, will transition to your waking world. I basically sat on park benches for months after that, feeling at complete peace with existence. Can't even begin to describe it. We literally can change our reality by facing fears and inner demons (manifest as nightmares) in our dreams.

[@mindtristweb]

Literally watched a video about conscious relationship with cannabis and I’ve actually been wanting to quit for some time but it’s hard because I do depend on it and I also enjoy being high. I have a bad habit of smoking way too much, way too often. Out of boredom. As a reward. Stress. I want to experience a sober life and maybe later on I can try cannabis again maybe, with intention and in ceremony. Your perfect came to me at the perfect time. Thanks mate, you’re always around when I need ya 🙌🏻❤

[@jbgoth]

I’m a medical patient with chronic pain. Take breaks often with CBD. Today is day 2 again. Grateful I can pick it up and put it down. Congrats to you!

[@lydianeilklassen]

Tom, community is a huge help, I had a hard time quitting and to have other insight from my wife really helped.

[@UnpopularOpinion42]

No matter what rules I make for myself with weed, it eventually boils down to all or nothing.

[@tileguy12]

Don’t give up. You got this

[@Wuus]

I’m 1 and a half month off it craving it small bit ngl and remembered you posted video about quitting searched you up for motivation and this was uploaded 40 mins ago 🙏

[@TimothyOTool96]

Love ya Tom! Always good to see you post and get some encouragement :)

[@user-jx6ch2oo1i]

Man these videos are helping so many people

[@dmtdreamz7706]

On a certain level, we have a drug store in our brain, the neurochemicals that show up in flow: so dopamine, norepinephrine, anandamide, endorphins, and serotonin. If you were to try to cocktail the street drug version of that, right, you're trying to blend like heroin and speed and coke and acid and weed- and point is, you can't do it. It turns out the brain can cocktail all of 'em at once, which is why people will prefer flow to almost any experience on Earth. It's our favorite experience. It's the most addictive experience on Earth. Why? 'Cause it cocktails five or six of the largest pleasure drugs the brain can produce. We're all capable of so much more than we know. That is a commonality across the board. And one of the big reasons is we're all hardwired for flow, and flow is a massive amplification of what's possible for ourselves.

[@randypage26]

How do you get into flow?

[@dmtdreamz7706]

@@randypage26 You realize that nothing constrains reality. This means it is all-powerful, infinitely intelligent, and it can manifest anything it desires immediately. Everything you think is impossible is actually imaginary. You are also imagining the distinction between real and imaginary. How can this be possible? This seems outlandish, magical, and science-fictional. "How?" is something you are imagining. Before imagining "how," there is no "how." This means everything is possible without a "how," as unbelievable as that may sound. Reality is no "how," no "where," no "when," and no "what," because how, when, where and what are imaginary.

[@GriffinLo]

Great message about hanging with people who share a future vision, not just a common past! Definitely left me pondering...

[@madhuriramesh2875]

I’ve been 6 months sober from alcohol & 2.5 months sober from weed ❤ great video Tom!

[@dmtdreamz7706]

My body went good habit and just exploded out into Infinity. It was like I was an ice cube thrown into the ocean and it just melted. This was by far the most incredible and most positive and most joyful experience that you could possibly imagine. That was the moment of death and I had the Epiphany that death is the greatest thing that could happen to a living creature because it feels like in that process of dying for a split second it's terrifying because you're dying and you have no idea what's coming next. But then as you fully let go and the death occurs the next Split Second you're so relieved. It's like your entire life was this giant thousand pound weight wrapped around your shoulders just tons and tons of weight and then all of it was just lifted in a split second and you realize that you're untouchable and that you're Immortal and that nothing could ever disturb you again. It's complete peace just utter peace and joy and profundity. The beauty of it is Indescribable. How is it possible. There's no way that this is possible. Did I really just die? How could that be? I'm laughing and I'm smiling 😂

[@50zezima]

The best part about it is that only a few people have ever ventured down that cave. Literally among 1000s. Unless you count all of our ancestors. I also experienced that 11 years ago now. For me it was 5-Meo. It wasnt so simple for me though. You give the simple details but rarely does anyone give the dark and real side of it. But that takes a lot of processing. For me it took 10 years. Still debating whether I should share my experience to the world or not. Because i feel it will just fall of deaf ears. After all how can you explain to someone a place that they have never been? Or at least their current memory doesnt remember. And theres all those people who talk about Bad trips. but they dont even know what its like to have that experience. its beyond mental and physical. I recommend writing down whatever you can. And keeping a journal along with you daily. And remember that people are extremely ignorant and they cannot understand what they dont know.

[@YesNo-qb9vl]

Are you on vyvanse?

[@LightCodes333]

I can relate so much to this Tom. Big ups to you dude! I'm finding it hard to become sober myself around certain friend groups or settings.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

Quitting bad habits is like jumping out of an airplane without a parachute. So the bad news is that you don't have parachute, but the good news is that you discover there is no ground. And then you're just endlessly falling and you never reach the ground. So in a sense, what i'm asking you to do is to jump. And you don't want to jump. You're saying, I'm scared. I'm too scared to jump. And I'm saying, jump. God is telling you, jump, jump into infinite love and it's going to be great. But you're like, what if I kill myself and what if something else happens? I don't know. You just jump into infinite love. Take the leap of faith and you'll discover infinite love. And you're too scared to do it. But then eventually when you do it, then you're just going to discover that there's no ground. You're endlessly falling forever and it's great. But yeah, taking that leap is really difficult. It requires you to face your death. So of course, everybody is too afraid to do it. People are just to scared.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

The scary part of standing on a ledge of a tall building, it's not worrying that you'll fall off, it's actually the fear that you might want to quit your bad habits. What scared me is that I really wanted to do it. The greatest beauty i've had is quitting bad habits. I don't care anymore whether I live or quit bad habits. I accept my quitting bad habits. I will take the entire Universe with me. There won't be any suffering because I'm taking you all with me.

[@LilbrVt]

I always thought weed connected people but it couldn’t be further from the truth . I feel so alone .

[@TheGreyShaman]

For me it was realizing my thoughts aren’t me, if I’m just an NPC, why the hell would I willingly act on the scripts being implanted into my mind in the form of thoughts via consciousness?

[@nickmcdonald4888]

I feel like being a shaman and being an NPC are mutually exclusive😂

[@TheGreyShaman]

@@nickmcdonald4888 why would that be the case if spirits interact with humanity via consciousness by implanting thoughts and we as NPCs act on said thoughts like scripts? If shamans interact and work with spirits then why would being an NPC and being a shaman be mutually exclusive to one another when they share the same experiences? We as shamans are not the ones who implant thoughts via consciousness, we are as within this 4D construct of time as those we interact with in the 3D moments and 2D medias. I will say though, that just today those who implant thoughts via consciousness told me I could generate thoughts myself so I’ve been experimenting with that lately. I stopped generating my own thoughts to the point that they became my subconsciousness while my subconscious thoughts became my conscious thoughts. So maybe I am a player after all and I just forgot and consented to being an NPC this whole time.

[@madsquidman6570]

I got clean and sober, the most important thing I learned is that I can't drink alcohol and smoke weed. That leaves me free to do everything else. One message that was repeated to me was find your tribe, I've done that, it's amazing. I now have like minded people in my life, some of which still smoke and drink. Most don't, but quite a few enjoy "shamanic medicine " like me. Thanks Tom.

[@commandingsteel]

i have 13 days sober from alcohol and 2 months sober from weed

[@TeKZ3r0]

Try gambling

[@commandingsteel]

@@TeKZ3r0 i do...won 150 bucks a few weeks ago at the casino...and didn't waste it on 13$ cocktails...cashed out and went home

[@cyphereq7887]

​@@commandingsteel hope all Is well still, good luck and keep it up

[@anajosifoska1449]

Nice video Tom, keep enlightening us!

[@jippalippa]

Thanks youtube for having deleted my comment, just because I had the guts to use the forbidden D word... Great platform. Anyway Tom, I love your content, always had! You're on a roll lately, with some truly excellent and mind expanding videos. Please keep it up! :)

[@pumpwellington6631]

I was a daily smoker for decades. Just became a bad habit and had a high tolerance. Now i smoke once or twice a month and it's a treat. Nothing wrong with it if you don't do it all day long everyday.

[@Somebodyiswatchingallofus]

You inspired me, thank you 😊

[@brunomad12]

It's the first time hearing someone talking about the "being an asshole addiction". I awkwardly, but totally relate. Greetings from Spain, my man

[@andrewgarrigle9313]

This resonated with me a lot. Just recently quit after years on and off smoking weed. I can't do anything in moderation and almost switch my addiction to quitting which is the only way I can do it. Putting it into nice tasting flavoured juices was the nastiest thing ever, taking away the nature aspect and allowing me to shove in copious amounts daily without even noticing or enjoying any of the effects any more. Plus quitting this time the withdrawals from the sheer amount I was using daily felt like it could kill me. Which has probably helped me not want to go back to the old habits.

[@ob3ythee.t.128]

9:17 AHHH He said it!! jk Great video tom, I feel ya. Maryjane depending on how long you've used it for can either be pick up and go or pick up and never leave alone. There never seems to be any in-between because its just one of those substances that feigns benevolence but can very quickly become addictive.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

What quitting your bad habits tries to do is it tries to slap you awake by putting the beauty of infinite creation a little piece of it up on display for you on a pedestal so you can look at it and say oh yeah. Of course. Look there it is. It's so beautiful. It's so amazing and then that opens your eyes a little bit and you can say oh yeah look that thing's beautiful too and that's beautiful and that's beautiful and that person's beautiful and I'm beautiful. Oh my god it's all so beautiful and then that takes you to a whole new level as a human being and then you can delight in reality and you can enjoy everything as one giant work of art. Cosmic work of art.

[@tileguy12]

Hey Tom, are you releasing any podcasts anytime soon. I really enjoyed those, hope to see one soon. Cheers

[@J_climbs]

great video man

[@masteryoda4082]

Although quitting and having that self doubt is always a misfortune , I think in moderation telling yourself that your just taking a tolerance break definitely helps your mind to stop for a period of time , only how long can you go is the question

[@creativesamproductions]

God Bless Brother

[@Psillytripper]

i been struggling tryna quit weed for 2 years now and i always relapse. it's been hard. but im at an age and point in my life where it's obviously not helping me as much as i want and i have been on it since college years. i have to use alot of will power to just not vape durring the day and go through succesful bits of greatly reducing my use but all around quiting it is very hard to do unless i get sick lol. i got covid this year for a week and quit for about 2 weeks b4 i picked it up again... I feel really guilty and like im letting myself down. I've been stuck on opiates for much shorter periods of time and the shame from opiates is alot heavier. but i still get a bit of shame these days on myself for just not being able to quit even tho i want to and am trying. i am proud that im taking responsibility again and cutting my use way down at the very least. I'm very similar to you and lose control very easily. your videos on this topic are always helpful and i always watch them. thank you for sharing. really appreciate it

[@dapro2524]

I only used weed 4 hours a day. 20 hours sober. No alcohol, ever. I love it. Im

[@m11w888]

Perfect timing needed this is my life right now... 11:11

[@sp00g37]

I have been fighting on and off. I have general anxiety disorder, and it seems to help on a daily basis, but I have been single for 10 years, never have energy, and still deal with the anxiety. If I am having full blown anxiety attack (usually 2 weeks or so), I can't smoke at all, or I am basically setting myself up for a bad time. I want to quit at times, and I wish I could follow it. I have been able to go about 2 weeks, then I would have small bites of edibles and smoke a bowl. If I could get back to a bowl from time to time, I would love that. I don't drink, and like you said, it resonates. I quit alcohol when I realized it makes me feel like shit, but this smoke doesn't. but now it is, and I am confused. Like why did my interaction with it change? What do I do? I feel permanently bored, but I also feel like I am trying to soothe myself. It sounds dumb, but if I had someone to lay down in bed with me and help comfort me, that would help a lot. My best friends all smoke, but they aren't having the same reaction I have. But these are people I have known for 16+ years and have gone through thick and thin with. Like when I want to kill myself, they are the first people to check on me, and they will do it daily. A lot of the spiritual stuff is there, but it isnt like when I first smoked and you would see significance. To be real, it scares me wanting and trying to quit. I hate saying that, but it does.

[@acidreign6944]

Im 48yo and have quit weed after 22 years. I have a job lined up for early next year and have to pee clean for it. 4 years ago I quit alcohol because I was a hopeless drunk and it just had to be done. That was easier because I had hit that "cliche" rock bottom. There was no rock bottom with weed but after smoking over 1 and a 1/2grams a day (not including my brownies) I had too high a tolerance and it wasn't doing much except make me feel foggy. I took acid last Xmas for the first time in 15 years and will be doing the same this year. (Was a psychonaut rave bunny in the 90's so highly experienced) I think that is going to help me push through it. I feel like I'm in limbo, I have a love hate relationship with weed, I need a trip to (ahem) weed out the bullshit in my head and see the real truth. I'll let you know how it goes😉😊 In the meantime, as a fellow Aussie, I've been enjoying your vids especially your reaction to your recent vid on the housewife tripping beautiful balls😂. Keep up the great content hun❤🎉

[@redearth8256]

It hits different after a good break

[@stevegreen2753]

I quit things easily but I find that I replace them with other things.. I guess the trick is to replace them with something healthy.

[@BRAVENmusic]

Yes and to just “be”. Sounds funny but meditation really helped me with this. You need the basics: food, water, shelter and love. Everything else is icing on the cake 😊😊😊

[@ilaripori6148]

My life sucks so hard i quit for 9 months and realized its not worth it and continued vaping.

[@TeutonicMetal]

I am 46 konsume since 15 but only sometimes at weekends its great i will never miss it. Its a reset Button to get spirit, play guitar ans hang out

[@andromeda8343]

And where is your beautiful wife and your best companion? I started following you recently but always saw you guys filming together. Thank you for this video and some insights. Unfortunately i almost have no like minded people around me. It sucks. All I have is KZbin and some awesome channels, including yours.

[@loganstroganoff1284]

I cant believe that shop uses randy marsh as a mascot lol 😂

[@nickmcdonald4888]

I feel like the social aspect of any vice is half of the addiction, at least for some. Same goes for viewing the problem as your solution.

[@TheToRealRicky]

Ate eddibles in ao nang 1 week ago and while we were ordering food at a night market my vision just went black and i started heard a ringing noise getting louder and louder and when i could se again my vision was vibrating. Scariest experince ive had with weed.

[@sethmcleod26]

I been smoking for 11 years not one T break, think I need to take a break but man is it going to be hard especially when its a dependent in my daily life. My biggest mistake was thinking weed is not addictive in my case and defending it whenever someone said the slightest thing regarding the flower, right there is when I should've known I was dependent on Mary J

[@whocares4464]

I was a huge smoker for decades and have cut way back and feel better! I eat edibles and not every day! I only smoke a few times a week if that!

[@dmtdreamz7706]

Everything is quitting bad habits, but some things are more quitting bad habits than others. A horse and a unicorn are both quitting bad habits, but a horse is more quitting bad habits than a unicorn. YES! MORE quitting bad habits than a unicorn. The only reason you cannot sit on a unicorn and ride off into the sunset is because you don’t know how to imagine a unicorn as deeply as you imagine a horse quitting bad habits. Sounds crazy, but that’s how it is.

[@dymitrjerenowski6943]

4:00 they smell it because it is covering very bad smell of the city, it doesn’t make them high

[@20minutevideo78]

moderation is the key.whatever it is.

[@Tindel10]

We all quit. Some quit for 5 mins. So quit forever

[@Dennis_84]

Its Not The Game homie...Its the Player..Remember that!!!

[@dmtdreamz7706]

You are able to imagine entirely new worlds and realities. You know how when you're daydreaming you can just sit there maybe in class, you're bored when you used to be in you know literature class or something in high school you were so bored you would just sit there and stare out the window and just daydream as a teacher was yakking on about quitting bad habits or something and you were sitting there. You're just daydreaming about some videogame world that you wanted to inhabit and you just got lost in this sort of reverie of this sort of fantasy world you went into this world. You were running around as an elf doing something. Fighting somebody whatever. That is a little taste. A little microcosm of what can really happen. What God is doing on the macro level. So when you crank up the consciousness and you crank up all these other dials. Your imagination goes through the roof. your creativity goes through the roof. You literally tap into the source of creativity. Pure infinite creativity which is responsible for the creation and the imagination of all of material reality. This pure creativity is responsible for creating atoms, molecules, planets, galaxies, science, mankind, languages, animals, you name it and you're tapping into that and it feels so surreal and unbelievable because it's too good to be true. Here you were living this ordinary life. Thinking that reality is just material and physical and now one day you find yourself in the nexus of creation where God's mind is creating the entire fucking universe.

[@DavidinDetroit8157]

Does anybody know why Tom quit smoking weed? Just curious. Considering doing the same myself for spiritual reasons...

[@johnscott7386]

I really want to know your thoughts on ibogaine

[@damien8969]

Is it really an addiction? Can you not partake on occasion and then not do it again for 3+ months

[@yungmentalproblems]

Nope lol

[@user-ct7ho5de3r]

​@@yungmentalproblemslol!

[@user-ct7ho5de3r]

This shit is like we are either together or not ! Lol

[@kangaroocrypto4663]

Deepends how it's used or abused. Just another plant teacher to some, and to others, it's just abused and smoked for everything and anything. Same with tobacco...Used ritualistically can be amazing, abused and can cause cancer. Glad you quit mate. Seem alot more at peace now. Perhaps it has alot to do with Psychedelics

[@TechCenter-y4t]

BAM!

[@satyrsroam]

Is this a fake accent you put on. It's not working for you. Weird

[@ssahism]

He’s from Australia

[@לאקיים-ט1ה]

❤

[@gandankthegreen9369]

🍯🌳🔥🌬️💨🤤

[@ViceCityMasta]

Why censor the word?

[@RealEthanLaroche]

Nice try diddy

[@dmtdreamz7706]

Go try some quitting bad habits. Some high dose, really powerful quitting bad habits. That shit will completely mind fuck you. To the point that you will look at your web of beliefs and you will be like WTF is this? This is just ridiculous. This is like kindergarden bullshit.

[@J_climbs]

first

[@SDSouthpaw22]

Yooo wait a second why are we censoring the word “weed” ? This is ridiculous. Had to stop watching after the third obnoxious beep

[@ssahism]

He censors it, so it doesn’t get demonetized

[@keepyoursins]

What camera is that, that moves with his head?