TONY, YOU SHOULDN’T BE BREATHING

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Originally on Lockdown 23&1
Part 1 • FLORIDA PRISON at 18 Y...
Part 2 • FLORIDA PRISON LIFE pt.2
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It's not a flaw ...as a parent we all feel that way.... just put it down to this' drop him in the compound and let the boys sort it'.. it might be because I'm a women and no there's fuck all I can do. .. just remember that you need to be out here.to look after your child. .. it's the best thing you can do..... Blessings from NZ Rastafari

[@koa346]

“But I was speaking from pride and immaturity, not actual facts, I didn’t wanna kill anybody, i wanted to go home.” Realest shit ever.

[@ericbelk5644]

Been there before

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[@Room-uc5se]

Absolutely. It is amazing to hear somebody open up like this

[@foodfetish4776]

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[@rodneytaylor3658]

He bogus for putting the dude on blast who could’ve let cowboy fk him up 💯 I respect jay but I see he ainr really like that now on the streets had to play tough and prison to make it through I respect but I read people keep it real jay or whst u say we won’t listen nomore

[@scottcherrysr2368]

As a father who has a child that was molested when she was 4. The accuser had both arms broken from the shoulder down to his fingers, he was hospitalized for months and till this day he’s not been seen

[@ForeignSjde]

Who broke legs

[@ForeignSjde]

Not who but where did that happen

[@Nexieys]

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[@roscoeschickenandwaffles6317]

Read what you wrote again. YOU are the accuser

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A man willing to analyze his own flaws, is far less likely to fall for them. You’ve made some massive growth my man, always rocking wit yuh. Made love from 185.

[@apapz3245]

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[@lottiedottie8826]

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[@NormanHoward17]

“I feel like he shouldn’t be breathing, but a part of me is like who am I to make that decision?” If you get nothing from this video, these words should stick with you. This man is telling a story thru hurt eyes and bloody hands. The shit you’ve been thru only made you become the man you are in front of us. You can hear the pain in his voice speaking thru some of this and it’s chillin. Keep it up my boi. 💯

[@NYFalconman]

Emotions are a bitch, keep your head clear. Much Respect.

[@johngrepo9976]

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[@carlospagan9935]

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[@jdmcarboy64]

It’s not very hard to tell a true story. You just tell the true story.

[@kevinlaw826]

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[@KadoTheNorm]

@@jdmcarboy64 truth. good story tellers just have good stories to tell. Theres gifted people who do it better than others no doubt but a good story will have you locked in asking questions regardless of how dramatic a mans delivery is lol.

[@randygotit3791]

@@KadoTheNorm yeah you right. Any true story will be intereting by itself. And you right about the person telling the story. Some people are good at it some are bad. But jake hes a good story teller because he knows how to talk and tells his own feelings and stories to it as well. I think thats whats unique about dude

[@jacksonschenk361]

This man has a very good idea of himself and his flaws, even if you don’t like him for whatever reason it’s respectable

[@AndrewMaddalena]

I've lived 1090 Jake since I seen his first video about 4 years ago

[@kellywilliamson2187]

This video was one of the most intense dialogs I have ever seen - I think you are exactly where you need to be right now - you are helping so many with your honesty.

[@slightliestupid9]

Flashbacks are a symptom of ptsd. Anything can trigger them . Stay strong G 🙏🏽💪🏽

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Tru dat

[@merp9211]

Almost one million subscribers now….❤️

[@ricardouribe4531]

He blew off telling prison stories he definitely one of my favorite KZbin no cap he real ash

[@randygotit3791]

You can only tell so much of your own stories before you run out. Kinda glad he went to telling news about other peoples crime. Cuz he a good story teller

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You’re a real one bro! 💯

[@tennesseekid2145]

1090 puts that dope out daily. Got us all hooked on these stories.

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u ain’t lyin

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Oms

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BIG FACTS!

[@QillWhitey]

Remember that time he did all that jaw jackin at Malibu’s most wanted and that wigger came to his block cross country and punished that boi?

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[@lujangaming2354]

I feel you on your feelings Bro. He shouldn't be breathing. In california paperwork is checked bro real talk that boi wouldn't be alive if he were there

[@ragnarlothbrok6991]

I've never done State time only county but 6 months for a choice made of emotions it's enough to make you really think sometimes if you have empathy. You're a wise dude!!

[@KvrbinTv]

You are rock solid, but also wise enough to know your moves. You have my utmost respect. 🤝

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That raw anger is tangible for real! And so articulate and genuine. Just an amazing speaker, and story teller. Always rockin witchoo! 💯😎😁

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Fr great story tell/ speaker

[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

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[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

💯💯

[@heybeaches]

He seems to know name after name, he can tell you every bit of info about these people but they can't tell you shit about him lol nobody can vouch for him but him, he just googles and pays to get this info. He is always slipping up with that accent in every single video as well. Lol you think this is legit?

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@@botticellichick6393 your welcome

[@leahjohnson1988]

Easy to listen and relate to your vibe ,all your pain in life ,became your healing ..awesome 📝

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I love your stories. You're amazing for being the change. Im proud of you!

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Some of the realest shit you’ve posted homie. You are appreciated

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Boom! It's done. 100k So proud of you young blood. Salute 💯

[@milanimacc3939]

Respect you for venting having control & being better!

[@DaChozenSunn]

Much Love and respect brother. As a father and hearing, seeing your testimony, makes me grateful and ambitious to do the same and or more. This time great time energy and etc. You talk about an unbias but realistic mindset through major BS from street to prison to etc it really can and does help others even though you may do this for another reason. Salute. #INeedToSurvive

[@jaytee2668]

Last time i was this early my girl had a pregnancy scare

[@JeepersKreeper]

This comment getting old and mad overused and corny

[@matthewshelton9573]

Didn’t even say the joke right lol it goes the last time I came this early*

[@awakeandwatching953]

@@JeepersKreeper first time i seen it.. got a chuckle from me

[@professorrosenstock5026]

Perfect joke

[@lynnspeelman5645]

The fact that you have a daughter probably makes it harder! You are free!!! God bless ❤️❤️🌟🌟🌟💯😷😊

[@shadownexusxdoac8634]

Idk how I found this channel but I’m glad I did. This right here man, is GROWTH! I’m glad you made something out of yourself man! As a father myself, I salute you!

[@desr.7710]

Jake you are a highly intelligent individual capable of anything. I found you through Christina and I’m so glad she recommended your channel! You talk about real issues in a way ignored minority groups can relate to and understand, all while still sounding intelligent! It just blows my mind how smart you must be to accomplish all you have done! Thanx for your hard work! It’s a huge privilege to watch your content. It’s hard to fathom everything you’ve been through, and the strength of character you undoubtedly have.

[@Lovey6400]

I can read and feel the pain on those eyes !

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There’s just some things a person can’t stomach.💯

[@michellechick7249]

Just the fact that you are able to recognize your emotions and bring it out in the open to talk about it is absolute growth. Proud of your strength to confront your feelings. Prayers for you.

[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

❤️

[@GVNZXLEZ]

You really have a great way with telling stories and covering them. Big ups to you and your growth homie keep it comin👊🏼💯

[@anthonyabraham8534]

Bruh, you’re an outstanding story teller. It would dope if you got to narrate gritty crime dramas or some sh!* like that.

[@kiwibrooks8997]

I agree 💛

[@merncat3384]

Check out his video called *" Crime of Passion "*

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Get this man a t.v show

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He be researching and writing the crime dramas too

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Get this man on tv in real MFN life he is one good "truth tella" real shit 💯💪

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You should be on Joey Diaz’s podcast if you don’t know him he would love to sit down and talk to you

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@Glock Dude uncle joeys joint

[@juanserrata6187]

God Bless,Homie!...I completely understand, you just helped me out and I'm in my 40s.Amor y Respeto!

[@dianacummins6153]

My emotions ALWAYS get the best of me too....Thankyou sooooo much for sharing this ! We are all human at the end of the day ❤

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Such an underrated channel

[@CertifiedConcreteChronicles]

Love you brotha ❤️ I feel that . So proud of you you are a amazing man dog . Well spoken

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The way you speak is such a gift. You are a smart and talented guy. Stay up, dude! Happy to see you thriving and staying on the up and up.

[@sophitran]

Just subscribed. This was off top, the realest video in revealing your cloth, your character. Salute to you in your new journey of prosperity and growth. So many pearls in this video.

[@markhead8075]

Just keep on rocking with us bro emotion is ok just don’t act on it you got alot of reasons to stay out bro

[@reyesleanthony11]

Tyrese

[@Ne012]

Love the raw emotion and brutal honesty in your stories. I have a stepson that is headed to prison cause he thinks it will give him clout but he don't understand what it's really like and he ain't built for prison. He runs his mouth to much and he can't backup the shit he talks. I told him that will get you killed in prison. They gonna extort him and try him out. He gonna end up getting turnt out. He don't understand the world he is about to enter if he keeps doing what he doing.

[@moneypowerrespect5857]

I’ve been dropping lines wherever I can in your videos, great work man! We have a lot in common, I wouldn’t mind picking your brain sometime. I truly appreciate the routes we’ve taken in our “pursuit of humility.” I really respect the end of this video when you say “….I did this video for me..” “…it was like my therapy..” I get where you’re coming from when trying to continue to be real while attempting to adjust thought patterns, and poor coping mechanisms… I have no answers, I’m just acknowledging I recognize the struggle-⛄️

[@etiennekalama7476]

But hey man, you said it’ moving off emotions is a very dangerous thing,and it’s hard to overcome “.don’t wish death on nobody, he will get his when he meets his maker,just make sure u don’t send him to his maker before his maker calls or else you will pay for something that you wasn’t supposed to pay for.just saying

[@larryhoover6594]

Hunnid say less

[@randyhill598]

Once you spend couple months there it’s real easy to move off emotion.

[@jralana3618]

Keep making progress bro! Never move off emotions, great message

[@toliveagain8373]

Yo this video was therapy for me to man, much appreciated, this is something I still struggle with. Just nearly dodged cuffs this past week. Over actin off emotions. Thank you for this video bro!

[@dontcarebear3227]

i binge your vids all the time. i’m so happy i came across your channel. my mother kinda lives near tampa, sarasota-bradenton area. but we’re from louisiana. my man did over 4 years in the LDCC. he’s still got 25 hanging over him. i’m so proud of him and men like you who get out there and do something good with your life. everybody has a past, but not everyone is capable of learning from that past. keep doing this. you have great content. i love true crime & prison youtube bc it has taught me a lot about what my man went thru. and why he does some of the things he does. we started talking 3 weeks after his release in 2017. he’s sooo different now than when we first met. he used to talk so loud & he had no clue he was doing it bc he was so used to talking in a dorm with over 100 other men that want to be heard too. he also didn’t like going to crowded spaces or in public in general. he’s gotten a lot better. i’m thankful as fuck to have people like you, willing to share your experiences so that i can understand a lot better what prison is truly like.

[@Twinflames136]

That was raw, unapologetic and as real as it gets. Thank you for sharing this with us. You are only human and you don’t claim to be anybody you’re not in fear of backlash. I have respect for your heartfelt honesty 💕 much love from the UK 💕

[@rebekahlikesmusic2723]

For real though! Well said. 💯

[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

💯

[@ntf_bikelife2306]

I love his content he really helps me thru my drama and helps with some of the things I wish I had a father for to teach me

[@brianlaferriere6326]

Bro every video I watch of yours gets better and better! This one was deep and you deserve the growth you're getting! Much love from central Mass!

[@junglebwoy09]

Damn bro I felt the energy through the screen. Can't say much on this platform but bro just keep doing what you do and keep letting that urge subside through positive movements. You got this homie

[@foodkings-xb5op]

That look after u say u should have done something tells a whole story...

[@Jerseyrican85]

Brotherly love overrides obstruction and destruction of society so shouldnt matter race... blood is blood!!!

[@ivanpacheco7672]

Man some stories like this make me really relate. Bless up

[@redwemette5942]

I know at least 11 guys that did Federal time, 9 guys that did Time in Illinois and 34 that did Time in Florida. All of them thought they would never go to Prison. Not to mention the ones that did a back to back in a County in Florida. Every one of them were never the same after Prison. 6 of the younger ones died by suicide or drug overdose. 32 out of 34 in Florida told me they were just lucky they never got AIDS. I think Kevin was in every prison in the state. The worst was a man I knew that turned himself in at Belle Glade Correctional Facility because he knew he had a outstanding bench warrant for conviction 3 years before he turned himself in. He didn't want to go to Palm Beach Jail and wait. He's over 50 now and I know he wasn't the same when he got out and never will be. The Florida Prison system is crazy. They hire guards of $10 an hour and now they are doing 12 hour shifts. I've been around, all over the US and Canada and never saw anything like the prisons in Florida. At least 50% of the prisoners belong in a Mental Institution rather than prison.

[@larsmonsen88]

I see your eyes dude, I know the struggle. Talk to somebody.

[@youngcardig35fodough18]

It’s easy to fall back into that old life, but it ain’t easy to get out of that life. You’ve not only recognized that, you did everything you could to get out of that killer mindset and have a decent life. I’m glad to see that you manage those horrible thoughts in your head, not by violence, but using your voice to a therapeutic sense for yourself. Keep spreading that knowledge you got it’s helping a lot of people!

[@seannicolas8102]

Found this page the other day. Very good work bro. Much love from Copenhagen Denmark.

[@stevepinter1170]

Your on the right path my friend!I'm in the same boat bra!just keep realizing your darkness and keep pushing into the light mate!I'm always moving in the light these days because I recognize my darkness now

[@dyinginfashion2558]

You can’t push your emotions away man. You have to accept what you are feeling, know what it is and then understand why you have to move past it. Don’t box it up, keep talking it out man.

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😂😂

[@marquisblakemore8468]

I need help is this what any situation in life ???

[@nicholasfiscina1690]

Always remember homie it isn't about you or your feelings anymore it's about your babies and your girl we got to stay strong out here

[@NicholsonsKustom]

Much respect on what you been threw and how far you’ve came and sharing with us your life lessons

[@roamlogan3074]

I experienced this exact same shit. Its damn hard bro. Thanks for sharing. And it brings a lil comfort knowing I'm not the only 1 that's felt this

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U can’t leave this earth with out paying your dues

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💯

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💯💯💯💯💯

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Preach!

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I also went to west unit A.X.I 52 West Unit I stand on all 8 #FREEMEEZY #8leggedkreatures

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@@largetoliet2840 Free that mane ASAP TEC holding it down

[@MsMoonMagic]

Give yourself a break on the growth you have or haven't made. Those type of charges make anybody want to see someone dead. You have made great strides and honestly you are still young. I'm 43 and it took me well into my 30's to really mature and slow down. We're rockin' with you bro. 💯💪

[@natalierendon5746]

I am agreeing with u 100%. As we get a lil older we tend to calm down. Nice 👍

[@stevenl6283]

Whatup cougar girl

[@deleonjones2588]

Most definitely can relate to this knowing we all been in a situation where we thought Fam was solid as hell would go the distance for him until you dig deeper or someone brings it to you that dawg ain’t that shits hurts to core but as a man you got to ask yourself what does it worth in the end my freedom or me spending time for the rest of my life ! I commend you on staying ten toes down on the inside and not losing yourself over pride and self representation my guy💯💯💯💯

[@robertwasinger8193]

Very powerful insight of yourself. I really appreciate how open you are. It’s hard to find people like you. I’m like really with you when you describe the situation and how you feel. Things I have never experienced but now I have! You therapy session! Very honest! I’m rocking with you! Till next time!

[@keyglizzock213]

Bruh your storytelling skills are amazing the raw emotion of it all

[@winstonwolff]

If it's common knowledge someone is going to deal with ya boy. You in the free world. Stay free and keep it moving. Congrats on the 💯

[@matty7006]

That's it my brother, you said it emotions control you when you're younger as we get older we learn to deal with problems in a more constructive manner. When I was in my teens my fist were flying like Delta. I won some and lost some but I'm here.

[@mattereaut2303]

Bruh the last 2 minutes is literally a lesson! You got a new subscriber bruh

[@benfrankfriendly6269]

You got a story to tell! Keep growing keep learning. Your darkness can bring you light 💡.

[@Rosemary-oe3zy]

Cool

[@lorenstickler4482]

Hey fam, theres so much of this story that resonates and has parallels in my own life. Theres a special kind of violence my mind creates toward individuals of this nature. Mad props and love the channel💯💯💯💪💪⛽⛽🔥🔥

[@julians7268]

Still rockin' and looking forward to seeing the channel cross 1 million. Already over 3/4 the way there.

[@OrthoJihadi]

The most dangerous fathers are those who have done their time in prison righteous. Because if anything happens to our family we will gladly rock a prison uniform in a heartbeat for the honor of our loved ones. Great videos man had to sub!

[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

💪🏻

[@JstPF-93]

You can normally tell a real person when you can feel the emotions through the shit they're speaking on. You just can't see the emotion like that if someone isnt being genuine most of the time. I appreciate that you let your pain and experience show through your emotions while speaking. PAUSE that shit felt weird just typing that lmfao.

[@kennethtrueblood2112]

"I'm rockin wit y'all N y'all rockin wit me" 💯🔥 keep going Bbrotherman

[@bigdawgink1379]

you're the real deal brother becuse you've lived it and you can hear and feel every emotion when you speak keep it 100 and do what you do. mad respect for you. and hell yah iam rocking it wit you

[@Dbrissr]

1090 J, you keep it real! Keep doing what you doing, telling the stories that need to be told. Your experience makes you who you are and you've learned to adapt, and you've become a superb chronicler! Shout out from ENY! B'ville.

[@richpitty]

That feeling never goes away it’s the killer instinct in you some have it some don’t but being able to keep it in check means you’ve grown past it and moved on. Good vid man keep it up

[@dantemon6952]

Yo another banger .Atleast u know your flaws ,your clued up man .we need to keep that balance between emotional and irrational ...all about balance..all love from new zealand my guy..

[@danieldziedzic4135]

I enjoy your videos bro. Specially having served a few years in the DOCCS [NYC/S]

[@kiwibrooks8997]

I absolutely look forward to your stories keep up the awesome work

[@davidedwards792]

The feeling won't go away brother, im still storing it inside.

[@masonbontrager5579]

Crazy how fast you comin up bro keep it up. Everyone stay safe🙏

[@__foam]

Bro your channel is growing like crazy. 300k??????? Damn dude, you were made for this.

[@thomashumble45]

It's good to see someone else grow out of old way of thinking keep it up Jake

[@Nalesniki33]

I subscribed rite after u made the channel after 23and1 salute brother, keep at it man it’s good stuff

[@josephtarvin1406]

"Posted 11 seconds ago" we are early asf boi get that 100k baby 💯💪

[@EndOfSentence]

You first af💯😂🥇

[@user-co6yv3gt7m]

Damn bruh, beat me by 47 minutes and 11 seconds.

[@FastCashClass]

R what was the purpose of this comment

[@Goldenxbih]

This is how first comments should be

[@christielorenz3136]

Just started rockin with you from Louisville Ky! I try to encourage my son to watch you videos because he's wilding out.

[@jasonmoore8057]

Bro u speak on the truth and I can tell you solid bro. Keep on doing what u do bro spread these messages like u do

[@s0whatsthedeal_]

Theee 🐐 Back With Another Great Story As Always ! ✊🏽💯

[@shawnedwards5919]

Bro you’ve clearly grown, you can still have the thoughts but you have the brain not to act. That’s full growth. Your thoughts are 100% understandable, but you turned your potential actions into a very powerful video for others to learn from!

[@ohhtrades9401]

you are a real dude my man. stay out for your family. For someone who been in the system myself. You speak 💯 facts. keep doing what you do. move forward, not backwards.

[@LEEHiLLcoins]

Keep your head up bruh bruh you got be out here with yours. He will get what coming to him and you know it in your heart. Keep dropping them videos fam

[@caramiller1806]

Been here since death dropped y’all’s interview. Been amazing to see your growth!

[@timbibin1301]

You were just under 10K when I subbed to your channel.. as a matter a fact, I remember it being a pretty big deal when you did hit 10K..we'll be at a Milli before we know it.. Much Respect from Detroit 👌👌✊✊

[@TheFinancialFrank]

@Tim Bibin What up doe

[@mrdunnepoetryreallifetvuk1934]

💪🏻

[@user-jy2sj4ed4i]

Gonna hit a million Only a year later haha

[@SlobZombie]

Your channel is a new favorite Your story telling this so cinematic bro, you paint so well Would love to see an animation of one of these

[@tessa.robles.84]

This video just popped up on my feed today and I don't know how I missed it a year ago but I just wanna say, I'm proud of u Jake and regardless if u realize it or not, u have come a long way and u aren't the same man u were b4. The simple fact u were able to articulate ur feelings so well here shows volumes of growth. So happy u spoke what u were feeling and have continued to do so a year later.