Too old to cope with Anorexia250818

Crept up then stormed in , all in space of a week! My body is too old and knackered for this-I can't feel my hands & feet most of the time and can't get out of bed most of the day without blackouts.... It's just the older I get, the harder this is to live with.

[@ohmeandmybigideas]

My friend died on Monday after battling with anorexia for a long time. I’ve had this disease for 15 years. We get one life and it’s really precious. I hope you can change before it’s too late x

[@GrannyGooseOnYouTube]

I am so sorry about your friend. I lost a young friend of twenty yrs old last year. I hate ED.

[@hortgirl100]

and I hope you find the courage to be well!

[@RP-ez2jm]

I'm so sorry

[@malinatac7001]

Hey Sarah. It's so good to see you post a video. You are never too old to recover. You are stronger than this. You have such a beautiful soul and I believe in you. Love you so much and sending you all my positive energy. Borrow our strength to fight this. I am with you every step of the way. - Jenna xxxxx

[@mummymoomoomummymoomoo8443]

sending love and hugs to you sarah-j, i too have an ED for over 20years and i am currently trying day patient again, i also had a stay IP a few months ago due to a few complications due to ED, i'm also 42 and a mum and i just can't seem to get better either, i just get too scared and after a few weeks of doing better, i nosedive back down into depression and my ed seems to get stronger, physically i'm nowhere as frail or underweight as you however i'm probably as deep as you into our eds mentally. please don't ever give up hope and its not too late to recover, yes you might always be left with side effects from having an ed for so long but you can get some energy back and still live a fulfilling life with just a bit of fuel in you and at least a healthier bmi, also therapy can help, if like me you have probably had years of therapy but each time is different and this time you might be more receptive to change. your family, son and all of us virtual friends will never stop wishing you well and we always will have hope for you especially when you have given up for yourself...... we are only in our 40s.......we can potentially still have another 50 odd years that can be happier and healthier, sarah j you have the power in you to change xxxx lots of love and sparkles xxx

[@PuffPets]

yes, i find that passion for anything - work, health, hobbies, is lower as i get older. i have to work twice as hard to motivate. we love you. keep on keepin on.

[@ghostyyguts555]

Awe babe you can never be too old for that of thing. Anyone and everyone no matter who you are can go through this kind of thing. We support you and will listen to you, okay hun?

[@tequilamaria7942]

🤞🏾you find the strength that you need to get on the right track. You maybe feeling at rock bottom at the moment but this too shall pass , I've watched you on KZbin for a good few years and the bs that you go through is heartbraking for you and for us invested in your life. I am glad you use KZbin for some of your outlet for your pain ect as many people don't have that and you do have many reasons Sarah to keep rolling with the punches,us. You life may not be what you want it to be at the moment but there is always the chance to change It.🙊🙉🙈i wish you all the very best and I know your tired of fighting but fighting is all anybody with or without ed and mental health issues,unfortunately it's just tougher for you at this moment in time cause at the end of the day that's all it is "a moment" on this grand scale of things. I hope this makes sense to you and all the love I'm trying to give. Take care 😙😙😙😙😙😍😍😍😍😍💋💋💋💋💋💙💚💛💜💖

[@elenazelonkova7640]

dont worry, when i was in hospital i saw woman in 70s getting better and healthier, recvering her ED..its never too late...i suffer this for long 20 years too, unfortunetaly started as child yet....with many ups and downs...but i belive we can do itt someday aand win ♥thnak you for sharing

[@sharbee8033]

I can relate as to feeling too old and that it gets harder as I get older. All that we can do is survive another day. On days when we have a little bit of energy, find that something that gives you a feel good feeling. I try not to think of finding ways to cure what I'm going through. But I try and find things to help me tolerate what I'm going through. Guess it's like easing the suffering of the mind. Rest up and snuggle up with your duvet, take care beautiful x

[@LolitaIsDead76]

its too late for a cure so I totally agree with your comment.... As in, make the best of what I have and cherish it/enjoy it each day...very helpful, massive thanks and hugs xxxxx

[@ThatGirlT77]

You are never too old to love yourself and you are not a burden. SJ you have a beautiful soul and way too much fight in you to let this terrible bs win. Fight for your son, he loves his mommy.

[@GrannyGooseOnYouTube]

Damnit Sarah. Damnit. I love you and have been watching for each new video for years now. It was clear today that you are in deeper than ever before. PLEASE find a little strength to make that one crucial push. I'm not going to be all light and fluffy like most comment-ers. I care too much to bullshit you. You are close to death and I want you to do WHATEVER it takes to gather your entire support system and save your life. You are out of strength on your own. You need others. I know, because I often need others as well. Seek out and TAKE all the love, all the help, all the resources you can. PLEASE. If you haven't the strength even to do that, then ask your dear family to help you make another push. You have the most beautiful soul. The world needs your story. Stay. Remember how fun and beautiful life was when you had better health and nourishment? It can be that way again. All My Love! -Granny

[@LolitaIsDead76]

I love you girl!! My Parents are coming to get me tomorrow if not later today as they've been at Wembley watching a big Rugby match yesterday but I'm then with them til my Private appointment we've arranged in a couple of weeks time so I'll have them with me 24/7. I will never give up trying, it just feels so bad this time even though it's just a small amount. Xxxxx

[@GrannyGooseOnYouTube]

God bless them! AND YOU!

[@britgirl719]

you are never too old sarah.. just relax and get some rest.. watch some netflicks.. or some movies..do you have an dvd player.. do you do yoga .. have you ever tried yoga... you can get some really good books on yoga at amazon marketplace for cheap.. hope you feel better sarah take care :)

[@GrannyGooseOnYouTube]

Sarah is in very very deep. It's going to take all her strength AND the support of a good team....probably inpatient...to save her. It makes my heart break, because I don't know if she will do it in time. Sarah, if you're reading this, all I can say is I don't want to lose another friend (KZbin or in real life) to this stupid ass disease. I love you.

[@britgirl719]

yes we are all here to support her..she is an amazing person.. she gives me hope . we are all here for her . thank you :)

[@Kuukkeli_280]

Hey!! Rachael Farrokh isn't in her teens or 20's either and she is really trying to recover. You can do it too! Much love. 💓

[@RP-ez2jm]

I've been thinking about you... You are never too old to love yourself...I know you're tired. Please stay 🖤

[@g4uzy]

thinking about u

[@paulareiff4788]

Bless you.

[@gabbyoceana1092]

I am sorry you've been struggling with anorexia; can totally understand. i'm on the same boat as you. I really do hope you're safe angel and you'll be okay. i was wondering if you had any other social media accounts. Would love to chat with you; when you need someone to talk to. sending you all the love. xx

[@LolitaIsDead76]

I only do email or text hunni, where are you from? xxxxxx

[@annaxo359]

Sarah its annie i hope ur okay i miss our chats love ya lots xxx

[@LolitaIsDead76]

Annie just posted vid hunni xxxxx

[@annaxo359]

LolitaIsDead76 i know sarah!! Miss our chats xx

[@sams5188]

I can't get the video yo play on either my iPhone or iPad- just a black screen with an error message . SJ I would love to know how you are doing - ca you reupload it if your have taken it down?xxx

[@minniethemoochermtm797]

[@spreadculture7387]

How old is she?

[@mummymoomoomummymoomoo8443]

42

[@EUImperator]

You need a Men who really loves you that's all.