traitor by olivia rodrigo but it's ten times sadder

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╰┄─➤ song: traitor - olivia rodrigo

[@nurshaenasaribbal3976]

Brown guilty eyes and little white lies Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew That you talked to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you And ain't it funny How you ran to her The second that we called it quits? And ain't it funny How you said you were friends? Now it sure as hell don't look like it You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You talked to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor Now you bring her around Just to shut me down Show her off like she's a new trophy And I know if you were true There's no damn way that you Could fall in love with somebody that quickly Ain't it funny All the twisted games All the questions you used to avoid? Ain't it funny? Remember I brought her up And you told me I was paranoid You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You talked to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you When she's sleeping in the bed we'd made Don't you dare forget about the way You betrayed me 'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You talked to her When we were together You gave me your word But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still You're still a traitor Yeah, you're still a traitor God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you

[@jharnadeb5646]

Tysm!

[@charlotte5582]

thank you now i can sing this

[@amelianf7582]

tysm i was really looking for this

[@vijean9082]

卧底哭泣鬼神经济师兄

[@rosewalls8776]

"You betrayed me ...and I know you'll never feel sorry"

[@miajunesubiela]

That’s the only part I relate to.. shout out my mum

[@csimply]

@@miajunesubiela i’m so sorry you’re going through that

[@aesthete1892]

That hits hard-

[@malekakarly4351]

me af ahaha

[@justjoelle8995]

Me when my mama forgets to get the lil snacky snacks

[@haerinuu]

Feel like I’m in a concert but only me and Olivia 🤚🏼

[@norrisnutsfan28]

Aye I love Jules and Olivia

[@ms.baepsae6794]

Perfect for pandemic

[@therese.xoxo.]

same

[@anikaa244]

i would feel like that if my mom wasnt yelling in my room.

[@thevickyy]

^^ this

[@NellyJellySoluvly]

I can’t be the only one crying to this song because of a “friend” who’s now a stranger

[@inayasaqib1997]

Me. I miss her so much but she’s replaced me and doesn’t seem to even care about me

[@NellyJellySoluvly]

@@inayasaqib1997 mine did the same and I can’t forgive her for how she treated me but I’ll never forget her :(

[@paulinar8166]

couldn’t have explained it better

[@aarielle13]

YES! we were so close

[@alexisnoelle7282]

You aren't the only one I promise

[@kxiann]

"there's no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly" That hits hard-

[@zckpagcu6043]

so we're are all here crying from a boy that doesn't exist?

[@iamtheoneandonlyspiderman]

Yep

[@stephanieeeee9494]

Oh no, he exists... 😣

[@calebloganeditz7120]

Yes 😭😭😭😭

[@rhyan4006]

yes but a girl lol

[@jen3951]

he exists, he just doesn’t know that we exists as well

[@sinigangnahotdog7187]

He already found someone better than me. but no one can love him the way i did.

[@annavitoriasantos4174]

Hope ur ok lol no pun intended

[@jerrydakota6220]

@@annavitoriasantos4174 lmao that’s a good one 🥲

[@gabbays]

damn girl same :(

[@jerrydakota6220]

@@gabbays 💙🤍

[@agentp821]

hope you’re doing ok 🖤🖤

[@aroshamustafa6937]

"don't you dare forget the way you betrayed me." -Olivia Rodrigo

[@kiracherv]

ain’t it funny how one day we laugh, gossip about crushes, and live our best life. but another day we act like we don’t even know each other.

[@imaloserp2376]

Ima criiii this is literally me and two of my best friends 😔

[@blissyspirit7319]

Ok but that did hurt.

[@krsnapriya]

😭please don't make me cry i miss my old friend 😭she changed 😞

[@maisieolivia]

Don’t 😭😭😭

[@YourMom-td3hp]

I’m crying and I’ve never had a boyfriend let alone a heartbreak 😭 Who would’ve know me not having a heartbreak would get so much likes

[@dahliamejia5699]

same😭

[@luvv.svtgem]

Same 🥲

[@barbzbitch2764]

SAMEE GARLLL

[@sincerelylama4202]

Good 4 u (pun included)

[@dumplingasmr8356]

I wish I was like you.

[@jaesaworker4226]

“loved you at your worst,but that didnt matter.”

[@SHORTYYYY_S0Lo]

this part

[@jilliannesamiano4594]

ztzEe p@@SHORTYYYY_S0Lo zoar

[@kyahjohnston5301]

“I’m crying. But in a cool why” -Harry Styles

[@1kenlie]

way*

[@browhat9881]

Periodt 💅

[@directionersistersproudofl1063]

Yeah ikr😭

[@theaclottttt]

@@directionersistersproudofl1063 bestie same pfp omg

[@directionersistersproudofl1063]

@@theaclottttt Omg yeah :3

[@jrecksville3578]

He cheated. He was toxic. He moved on faster than two weeks. He’s with my bestfriend. They think I don’t know. My friend comes around me like nothings changed. Like she wasn’t the girl my ex boyfriend cheated on me with. Traitor

[@marinaomai9052]

drop her

[@norrisnutsfan28]

Aww :( Drop her and find someone who won't be like that, ever

[@amna6842]

drop her. You deserve better

[@user-qr4xm3gm4o]

Drop her ,you deserve better .

[@leena_isnt_ok]

Drop them both, u deserve sm better

[@itzstarr4636]

The part I like of this song is “god I wish you would’ve thought this through, before I went, an fell in love with you” it’s at 3:23

[@d1ana39]

literally i’m sobbing rn

[@lilahmonte3492]

Same it’s the pate I can relate to

[@lilahmonte3492]

I meant part

[@d1ana39]

@@lilahmonte3492 fr

[@naeyli.300]

hits diff mane

[@adrienne5898]

the "ain't it funny" will always hit different

[@fruityabe]

crying over how my dog decided to cuddle with my sister instead of me 😔

[@wisterxiaa]

aww :(

[@Ieena]

Stop bc I’m gonna start balling why’d this make me so sad😭😭

[@tremainebutler6481]

BYEEE

[@samyuktakimchipie7462]

What do we say Traitor in dog's language?

[@chloeandangel3798]

Literally-

[@gabbays]

to be honest, I've never actually gotten heart broken, but when you love someone so much, and you know that they probably don't know that you do is sad enough. this hits different when you couldn’t call them yours because they never were, but you treated them as if they were yours.

[@btsboba9159]

Me at my fictional characters

[@valeryf6662]

fr

[@autumntea1931]

This literally just exposed me on every level- WHAT

[@belladawson7175]

this comment

[@moonlight_haze]

ikr. and to add on to that, it hurts more when u know you'll never get to see or talk to them again. so u have no chance to ever tell how much u care.. how much u love them

[@leilaniiwankiw6311]

GUYS PUT HEADPHONES IN BOTH EARS AND AND BLAST THR VOLUME THEN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SING AND IT FEELS LIKE YOUR VOICES ARE BLENDING ITS AMAZING

[@elisem4156]

It’s sooooo dopeeeeee

[@tee1778]

that's amazinggggg

[@monserrat3177]

@Mellow Bitch PLSSS

[@YourMom-td3hp]

Yesss it hits different

[@sierrak6340]

It’s so cool

[@becho6871]

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

[@cassidizzler9322]

this made me so happy / sad but thank you😭

[@kelsirain7146]

this really made me happy but sad... thank you😭

[@cassidizzler9322]

@@kelsirain7146 lol

[@jrecksville3578]

I really needed that thank you so much. I genuinely love you❤️

[@xxscribblesx1316]

Thank you 😊!!! ❤️‍🔥

[@pie7630]

i can feel all her pain. if it were me, i'd be cussing my lungs out, but she made angelic songs out of her heartbreak. icon.

[@danicafalcis]

It feels like i’m in a concert but everyone is just standing there savouring the moment instead of freaking out.

[@wonderlust1308]

Everyone is standing sobbing

[@sourabhbohra1716]

Why is everyone narrating their sad stories ..i have already shed a lot of tears 😭😭

[@miajunesubiela]

I ran out of tears lol

[@Ogdadwiththemilk]

My brother might be seeing my ex 😗

[@valeriaaaraujo]

@@Ogdadwiththemilk WAIT WHAT i’m so sorry

[@Datgamerj_2012]

Exactly right?😭😭

[@RatsRatsIsthebest]

@Dad with the milk oh damn💀

[@arianamcmillan904]

The poor ppl who disliked were crying to much that they couldn't see

[@lelop5742]

this comment section is a whole support group and i’m here for it

[@lelop5742]

@Alicia 024 literally

[@aliyahrose3954]

me: i don't think this song can get any sadder. *starts playing* oh....

[@anyawatson5874]

“I know that you’ll never feel sorry, for the way that I hurt” ouch

[@galileahpantoja6417]

pls the “god i wish you would had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you” always gets me☹️

[@arxselovesu8]

Exactly!!! It hurts too much, it always made my heart ache like feeling heartbroken all over again and it hurts

[@taliaxox]

‘I held his hand. I kissed his cheek. And then I walked away, knowing that all I’d leave would be a memory’

[@bigmama420]

“Loved you at your worst, but that didn’t matter” Always hits home

[@elxcvr7390]

i’m only in the intro and it hurts so bad already.

[@molleyx]

So underrated😩😩😩

[@SHORTYYYY_S0Lo]

"I kept quiet just to keep you"- im not crying my eyes are just sweating

[@aubreesshorts12]

"you betrayed me and I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt" the way Olivia says "you betrayed me" is sad.

[@juliaarana1616]

I made him lose feelings for me. I didn’t mean to. I thought the world of him. He talked to other people either way. He fell in love with someone else. I wish I could reverse time and change my mistake.

[@Hillaricious]

It's not your fault love

[@beethonee]

im sorry luv :(

[@aashnak8893]

It’s not your fault it’s okay❤️

[@maplemyth8459]

He didn't cheat but he's still a traitor

[@didem22_]

Literally same. I’m begging everyday to be able to reverse time because I did things that could ruin my own life

[@gwendolynl.rosewood8891]

Every word in this song just describe my ex who's flirting with another girl when we're together, and I could say that this song describe myself clearly too. He's with another girl now after 3 weeks of our break up, and I'm all alone.

[@leslielruiztruereallover6912]

U will find true real love we believe in u never let ur self down be true real lover keep going ur a queen.💕💗💖💟

[@ariadnacincomartinez5777]

I’m so sorry, you deserve so so much more than that, I hope your heart feels better💖

[@gwendolynl.rosewood8891]

@@leslielruiztruereallover6912 thankss a lott, but I'm better now, almost fully moving on from him, and not regreting myself to break up with him anymore 💕💞

[@gwendolynl.rosewood8891]

@@ariadnacincomartinez5777 thanksss a lott, now I realized that breaking up with him was the best decision for myself 💞💕

[@jannahocampo7672]

I feel you :(( I was in the exact situation 2 years ago and up until now I still can’t bring myself to let someone in again and love them. Hopefully one day everything will be alright for u :))

[@camilagiraldo3258]

“ love you at your worst but that didn’t matter “

[@skinnycolt]

My favorite from the album for a reason. The bridge is amazing!

[@jce9579]

It's the harmonizing that really makes it special.. I got goosebumps the first time hearing it

[@nbaazwraith4207]

is it only me that likes the feeling of being sad because it makes you feel alive and motivates you to do better

[@kenleigh1869]

sometimes you just need a good cry.

[@imrittooo2076]

"i played dumb but i always knew" -that hits hard 😭

[@iheart_m4ani]

When your bestfriend randomly stops talking to you 😐 (it is okay if y'all want to tell me y'all stories ☺️😌)

[@wisterxiaa]

same 🗿

[@zckpagcu6043]

My friend had a relationship with someone he became more dry and barely talks to me anymore everytime i want to talk to him, i have to be the one who starts the conversation💔 sad i know, but its ok if he ever comes back needing a friend if they broke up, ill still be there this might be a toxic friendship, i dont really care because we've been friends for 6 years, and his all i have, im an introvert and i don't think ill ever have new friends if i let him go

[@sofi9199]

@@zckpagcu6043 This year, my best friend and I fell apart. Sometimes it's hard to be the selfless one all the time. I was in a similar position. She ran off and I waited for her to come back. It's difficult to constantly give of yourself and get so little back. Remember that you deserve love. You also deserve peace. Don't cut yourself short of those things just to save a friendship that's not only falling apart but ripping you apart at the same time. I'm not saying ignore him, I'd never suggest that, but it's okay to distance yourself. Although I'm no longer friends with the girl in my story, I still talk to her from time to time just to check-in. You can leave, but it never means that you stopped caring for them. It can mean that you're learning to care for yourself. It's going to be difficult to leave and to find someone else that truly understands you, trust me, I know. But along the way, I realized that by spending so much time and energy on a single person, I had cut myself off from so many others. You will find your people, as cliche as that sounds, even if it takes a while. Try to be brave and let go. Life is kind of weird. Maybe losing someone who makes you feel less will allow you to find someone who's so much more. Let your friend run. It's okay to stop going to find them. Don't lose hope. You seem like a kind soul, and I hope you continue to love with great compassion and faith.

[@aubreesshorts12]

@@sofi9199 if you need anyone to talk to I'm here...

[@sofi9199]

@@aubreesshorts12 Thank you

[@drstrange3746]

“and I know if you were true there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly”

[@dewekiwi9602]

To everyone who’s been gaslit like Olivia describes in this song, what you experienced was real and so is the way you perceive your own life. Don’t believe people who tell you otherwise

[@wisterxiaa]

1 MILLION!!! THANK YOU 💗💗💗🛐🛐

[@H0td0gju1ce]

I. Watched this last night it made me cry 😭 lol I sound like a baby

[@charlie9632]

YOU DESERVE EVEN MORE 💗💗

[@blissyspirit7319]

Congratsss , you deserve way more

[@zoropiiee]

well he does exist.. but um eh...

[@samaphantNovaJewelX]

you deserve to get i a million

[@elivargas08]

i cant believe he just left and didn’t even hesitate. ig she met his standards, not me

[@ariadnacincomartinez5777]

You’re absolutely amazing and are worth the world, you deserve much more love and the same effort you give💜💜💜💜

[@elivargas08]

@@ariadnacincomartinez5777 ty so much ur such a pure soul ❤️❤️

[@arxselovesu8]

Eundfieninwf it’s like I didn’t matter to him one bit…like I was just nothing after it and now that he’s admiring her more it just sucks and it hurts and I don’t know how to make myself feel better thankfully someone’s there for me now and hopefully you will also find someone that’ll comfort you and be there for you and hopefully you’ll be there for them also

[@aesthete1892]

There is someone in this world and you’re his everything, just wait and see how you get what you deserve..when that happens, the one who left you will regret his life decisions 😏 You’re perfect girl ily

[@1kenlie]

^^^

[@arabellasubliminals]

okay this is a good song to cry too, thanks.

[@gokcebafrali8109]

my heart is attached to this boy and it refuses to let go. worst part is, he and i never even dated. edit: thank you to everybody who got vulnerable in the replies underneath this comment. i'm glad to know i'm not alone but also not, because it's really not easy. the boy i mentioned in this comment turned out to be a piece of shit so i just let him go. obviously it's not as easy as said, it took me months but i was finally able to unadd from my snap. it's over, but now my heart belongs to another boy. i met him at a camp i went to just last week, and when i tell you he's my "dream" boy, i'm not lying. anyway, if anybody ever wants to talk about these kind of things, just reply and we can always exchange socials. sending my love to all of you

[@kellymaxinearaza7639]

🥺

[@katherinelavoie6369]

i was the same way for a while- 3/4 years i loved this boy and he payed no attention to me. i promise you, it gets better, and it’ll get easier, and you’ll get over him even if it feels like you never will.

[@gokcebafrali8109]

@@katherinelavoie6369 ty sm for commenting you cannot imagine how much this means. im on the path of healing

[@bhumikajadiya6810]

Me too. Ive been stuck on this guy since 4 years now and i try to find him in every guy i meet and that has gotten me nowhere. I sometimed wonder if confessing it to him might help me or maybe i will be finally free and could move on but i know that i am on a lose end and telling him wont change anything

[@miagoldmann684]

@@bhumikajadiya6810 i know how u guys feel...i loved a boy for like one year and we never dated, but i fell so deep into him, if you know what i mean...i think it would help if you told him, how you're feeling. i did that too, and he refused my feelings and he's ignoring me since i told him. at first it hurt me soo much, but because i knew that he really didn't like me, i got over him. maybe it doesn't seem like you can ever get over him, but you can!!!! it will happen and after that it feels sooo good

[@cringkrung3621]

everyone on the comment sec be like "never had a boyfriend let a lone a heartbreak" so just wanna share my story which I really experienced this long story ahead... so I had a crush for a very long time, 10 years I guess. well he was my childhood friend. When we turned 16 he finally confessed to me, telling me that he's been loving me since we were young (we loved each other since we were 8 years old, we broke up for 2 years now but I still love him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUCH)... we've been together for seven months but in the middle of our relationship I transferred to another city far away from where we lived together, so technically we were on a Long Distance Relationship. Everything has been cold for 3 months straight, I always messaged him but he never replied, he leaves it on 'seen' ALWAYS. so I finally had the courage to ask him why he did doing that to me and if we were still gonna continue our relationship. Within those 3 months i kept on scrolling through his notifications since he didn't changed his password, there was this girl who always share funny memes and my boyfriend always interact with her on the comment section more often than he chats me, I never asked him abt the girl cuz I was afraid he'd be mad at me for being paranoid, since that girl was his classmate i just thought that that was just how close they are... but after i asked him about our relationship status, he simply said "let's end this, I know you're also tired because of this long distance relationship (which I am not ). its not healthy any more". Then I realized it was not me who's tired but him, then this crazy brain of mine simply said "if that's what you want then why not?"... after a week (unlike in the song it has been 2 weeks) I stalked that girl's twitter then I saw her header with her eyes and a guy's eye. AND I KNOW THAT GUY'S EYES WAS MY EXE's... so yea.... that's what happened..... just in case he would be able to read this (which I doubt he would) JOMEL!!! you f*cked up my heart, until now I'm still trying to fix myself and I can't bring up to love another guy cuz you're still stuck FCK!!!!!

[@clee2877]

Damn I’m sorry sis. I hope you find a better person

[@sodiumchlorideee4850]

you don't deserve bad guy 😤😤

[@jannahocampo7672]

Ify girl. It has been 2 years and I still can’t love someone as much as I wanted to. Hopefully you’ll heal in time :)) take care

[@nusaiba5292]

HE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU GILR!! I'm feel so sorry for you 🥺 just try to forget that guys and move on... Remember selflove is the best thing people can do 💖 take caree

[@cringkrung3621]

and yall know what's worse? everytime a new guy hits on me, i use my ex as a preference

[@thatrophi]

i’ve never had a boyfriend like ever but this song makes me cry. like a lot

[@ayeshabalilo5160]

Here I am just crying over a boy who doesn’t know I exist :)

[@aesthete1892]

Lmao- 🤡

[@paoladiaz1748]

The fact that it's raining makes it so much better

[@patriciameza5140]

This happened to me recently. Honestly feels like your world is falling apart. And all you can do is watch. They get to be happy while i struggle just to live. 😞

[@fatimafernandez7683]

"and I know that you'll never feel sorry"😫

[@seph8500]

i’ve never even been in a relationship but this song makes me feel like i’m going through the most painful heartbreak of my life😭

[@edviscut1228]

Falling in love with a fictional character is literally this sentence: “god I wish you would’ve thought this through before I went and fell in love with you”

[@kassideemcquillan2902]

we need an hour version of this

[@luvv.svtgem]

Ok but like I never in my life had a boyfriend but sad songs about break up makes me cry and this song is one of them you deffo made it sadder 😭😭🥲🥲

[@nuwanda6822]

same gurl samee

[@mariamosman9407]

I’ve never had a boyfriend let alone a heartbreak but I’m crying

[@aesthete1892]

Same ✋🏻

[@hermionejeangranger]

Same girl

[@brazillianbaby7268]

I feel so scared of getting into a relationship, once I had a crush on this boy, he was amazing and I knew he liked me back, but when he confessed to me I just laughed it off because I didn't know what I should do, I wasn't ready. After a while, I confessed to him, and his reply was just "it happens". We stopped talking as much after that, he had moved on. I hadn't. He had already gotten a girlfriend. I didn't want to believe it, but it was true. We didn't even date, but I can't feel anything but hatred for him right now. If we had dated, he would have left me heartbroken. I am glad, but at the same time, I just can't even talk to him anymore without feeling hatred. He's a traitor, but we never even dated. All I feel is just hatred.

[@jessnoel3218]

3:20 HITS HARD

[@girltalk9308]

I had a crush, we both really liked each other. We talked about almost anything and everything. Talked every day. Little did I know he was pulling me away from my beat friends. Or at least I was letting him. Me and my bestie had a fallout and it was all because I let a boy come between us. But I had no idea that with all this going on my other friend liked him also. We would talk about him, but I was really jealous of her. He then said something to her that made them stop talking. I was really upset but was still crushing over him. We continued talking, then he said the same thing to me. I miss talking to him. I miss him. I really liked him. It hurts so much even though we were never together. I miss you Alex.

[@aesthete1892]

It will get better

[@lovee.4delize]

That “God I wish you had thought this through , before I went and fell in love with you” 🥺

[@emily.vollbeer]

i’m so happy for you. don’t forget about all of us though, we’re here waiting

[@sunlightamber6542]

this make me cry, not because of a heartbreak or anything, just because the melody feels so nostalgic 😭😭

[@jasontheruler567]

Her vocals in the beginning always gets me❤️🎶

[@ashlyn1045]

This hit in so many ways

[@riyaparikh8704]

It was a toxic relationship... It would've been 4 years by now if we didn't broke up, he was all I had after my childhood bestfriend left, he cheated but wanted another chance, I forgave him, again and again... Then came a girl, who was "just a friend " but they became awfully close when they didn't even meet much... And he called me paranoid, I started falling in depression and I cried a lot... He called me mentally unstable... He slapped me hit me screamed at me... But the times when he made me feel so damn happy overpowered everything... Then I found out he fell in love with her... He talked to her when I went to sleep till morning...fought with me for her... And liked her behavior more because she wasn't a crybaby like me... But for some reason he chose me... And told me to be thankful that he chose me.. My family unexpectedly got me out of this mess... But this song... It just hits home💔💔

[@jasminkraft1509]

i hope you’re ok 💝. you don’t deserve that! i love you so much

[@rxsetae_]

Babe it’s toxic out there how he choose you and want you to be thankful? What the fuck about you are you a toy or a human?

[@abeersdiary]

"You talked to her when we were together.":)

[@leilabaldassa8468]

Ooh-ooh Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Brown guilty eyes and little white lies Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you And ain't it funny How you ran to her The second that we called it quits? And ain't it funny How you said you were friends? Now it sure as hell don't look like it You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor Now you bring her around Just to shut me down Show her off like she's a new trophy And I know if you were true There's no damn way that you Could fall in love with somebody that quickly Ain't it funny All the twisted games All the questions you used to avoid? Ain't it funny? Remember I brought her up And you told me I was paranoid You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you (Ah-ah-ah) When she's sleeping in the bed we made Don't you dare forget about the way You betrayed me 'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together You gave me your word But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah) Yeah, you're still a traitor Ooh-ooh-ooh God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you

[@chloeavaa]

“you talked to her when we were together” “it took you two weeks to go off and date her”

[@Grace-ek9ro]

If my tears were colourful... Then that painting on my pillow would have been the most beautiful painting... 💔

[@ClaraCrossing]

Please can someone here tell me that they can’t either get over someone they never even dated ?

[@wisterxiaa]

meee

[@macycampbell8182]

Yeah, and I’m one of his friends and yet I still feel invisible. It’s been two years of liking him and three of being friends with him. The worst part is he knows, I told him back in November and it’s just been ignored between us. I mean I guess it’s nice I didn’t completely lose him but I wish he would’ve given me *something*

[@idkhi2400]

Yep!

[@x3a67]

Me

[@sam-ci6xc]

😫I wanna get rid of him but can't I don't know why.....

[@ayunahbrielle]

it was an elementary “relationship” and that next year he went with another girl. I don’t think he understands how much it hurts to see the person you love/like really bad with someone else, the words “and I know that you’ll never feel sorry, for the way I hurt” and “god, I wish that you had thought this through before I when and fell in love with you” hurts. (he was my crush for 5 years🌚)

[@vanessacardoza_music]

just imagine a guy singing this and replace “she” & “her” with “he” & “him” 🥺🥺

[@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130]

I did

[@vanessacardoza_music]

@@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 that is wonderful my friend, do you want some cookies? I have Oreos, chocolate chip, and I think I have some oatmeal ones somewhere around here

[@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130]

@@vanessacardoza_music omg i love oatmeal, it's really healthyy

[@vanessacardoza_music]

@@muhammaddaffazulfauzi7130 i’ll give you Oreos. 💀🤧

[@penelopethecow9563]

If you listen to this with headphones it sounds so good

[@Ginaloverose]

So my best friend stopped talking to me because she had other friends that are better than me and It hurts, I mean it's my fault I got my phone taken away and now we barely talk (I text her on my computer) I just feel so low

[@wisterxiaa]

aww :( she doesn't deserve u

[@Ginaloverose]

@@wisterxiaa aww thank you lovely your to sweet

[@amyawren1814]

I understand how youre feeling, I had a falling out with someone and I was a wreck but its not your fault and your feelings are validated because she was apart of your life and now she isnt as much anymore.

[@aashnak8893]

you deserve better

[@valeriacguevara]

It is not your fault! Someone better will come along 💕

[@-orange-9723]

why do I like this more than the original- I swear my phone has been stalking me because lately I’ve been kinda depressed and in need for a song to cry to and so many things like this video has popped up in my recommendations.

[@Lauren-yv8os]

This makes me think about my ex best friend… we used to talk every day and every night but she said “I hate u, I don’t wanna be friends anymore” and my heat shattered… I just sat in my room, crying, wondering why I wasn’t good enough for her… turns out, she just didn’t like *me* all I know is that she’s probably with her new friends having the time of her life with them and I’m stuck here with people online who make me feel important. I’ve tried getting over her multiple times but she had a place in my heart that I can’t get rid of… she was amazing, she did so much for me and I did so much for her but… it’s over now. Idk why she left, was I not good enough? Was I boring? I never found out… I miss you, athena ❤️

[@smileyforever292]

Why is this so beautiful. Masterprice

[@jayla5626]

This song hurts my soul so bad 🥺💔

[@kloweiski]

"no matter how much i was hurt when you betrayed me ive always had a feeling for you in the bottom of my heart i thought you were the one and until now i can move on i cant accept that youre a traitor i know you dont feel sorry but ill try to move on but remember every moment and second we had is stil in my mind now i know why memories are important as a kid i thought it was just useless and now i know why but youre still a traitor even tho i love you youre still a DAM TRAITOR"

[@mosscap]

I’m listening to this on my bus and it kinda creates a pretty effect of this playing over a soft rumble of the bus and a faint voice talking over the radio :)

[@meimei1780]

"i brought her up and you told me i was paranoid" damn.

[@kellyhill1684]

Who else got goosebumps the second that the song started.

[@lildrummerboy5673]

As someone who was going through an absolutely awful breakup when traitor dropped. Hundreds of listens later, traitor still gives me chills and brings tears to my eyes.

[@m4rttaaudio]

this hits different.

[@bewitched3260]

ANYONE ELSE IS CRYING OVER A SHIP?? PLS IK IT'S NOT JUST ME 😭

[@gia2501]

YOURE NOT ALONE, I AM ALSO

[@Lanaa_08]

NOT JUST YOU

[@alliehej1321]

All the people who are watching this and maybe are broken cause someone they loved left you, they don’t deserve you sweetheart! You are worth so much more than that person deserve! Find someone that actually loves you for the person you are and wouldn’t leave you 🤍🥰 YOU CAN DO IT LUV!

[@elouisejohns2753]

omgg listen to it under your pillow, sounds like a concert

[@carliekennedy1946]

Dude this is so good. Like my whole body went numb and got goosebumps when the actual words started playing 🥺🦋

[@golubcikjulia7717]

Im sobbing, this song is so sad :( You deserve morre views honey

[@Koqry]

this reminds me of my gf she just moves on after 2 weeks and we’re together for more than one year… so this brings memory of her.

[@sum1fixme.]

bro when she says "loved you at your worst" IM CRYING

[@Lillie.444x]

OLIVIA IS A QUEEN AND THATS ON PERIODT

[@zakgmn_]

"Were friends But you betrayed me, Your always my one and only traitor." "I loved you, But you don't love me." "I cared for you, But I guess you didn't care about me." "I thought you had a crush on me, It was only a prank." "I'm smiling in the outside, But I'm in pain in the inside you just don't see it." "DON'T LET PEOPLE RUIN YOUR LIFE THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A SOLUTION, DO NOT GIVE UP, YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE YOU TRULY. JUST LEAVE THEM IF THEY DON'T LIKE YOU, SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL PROTECT YOU, CARE FOR YOU, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE YOU." Remember do not hide what you are feeling, Find someone that you trust, That you can cry on and you can have a shoulder. You need to move on even if you still have feelings for someone, Im sure you can find someone who's a gentleman :) Take a rest and let it all out. I love you! ❤️ Take care always, Keep safe.

[@alondrapagan9727]

i pushed him away Bc i was scared of a relationship and I regretted it, I still liked hin a little and I found out a few weeks later he liked someone else and then another week or two later he told me he had a girlfriend and now months later we’re good “friends” again but I wish it didn’t end like that

[@imogen2875]

i know he doesnt love me back but i still feel so happy when hes around, even when he walks past me a wave of happiness goes over me, i feel so safe when hes there

[@pacegotlost89]

ok but besides all the crying or sadness- This is a masterpiece ngl

[@tasnim8046]

I’m in primary and I just got a notification from the gc with the class and they named it “separating in 4 days” and I was listing to this and it honestly made me cry.

[@wen26060]

I know how it feels. Went through it a few years back, hurts so bad. But I'm all good now

[@carolina1608]

crying bc this could be stefan singing about damon and elena :,(

[@zainabhaider1967]

OMG NOW I'M SAD....

[@Peter-tingle]

Omg Ik right