Transition Chronicles, January 7th: Voice Stuff, Identifying as T

In which I ramble on about conflicted feelings, as well as talk a bit about my voice and a small thing checked off the to-do list.

[@Cousin95Dupree]

Awesome video! I really appreciate how candid you are. It's clear you're talking from the heart. I hope you continue making these!

[@caromichelle]

Sounds good! And thank you; I'm glad what I was saying connected with you. It's good to know it wasn't only making sense in my own head. :)

[@MsBee]

Another great vid. How you describe watching people interact struck a nerve with me. I have a great deal of envy seeing people connect with one another at times as well. As hard as I resist, and as much as I hate myself for thinking it, I can't help thinking, "why me?" and "IT'S NOT FAIR!!". I feel cheated, then guilty for wallowing in my self loathing when things could be so, so much worse. That twisting knife cuts deep, and I don't think I'll ever be used to it, despite it's nagging presence.

[@UglyBunnyJase]

The last couple minutes were beautiful and profound - I've often struggled with feeling terrible about missing out on something but then feeling guilty for feeling terrible... You kind of sorted all that out :) If you're ever in Honolulu, I'll take you out (despite the fact the you're a girl lol)

[@caromichelle]

Thanks very much! I think I will. Maybe not quite one every day, though! ;)