Tribute to Linkin Park and Chester Bennington [Peter Hollens]

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I shot the end talk after shooting a video really late last night, thus the glitter on my face, I tried SOOO hard to get it all off so it wouldn't distract especially given the subject manner.
Video Chapters:
0:00 - What I've Done
0:56 - Shadow of the Day
2:12 - Numb
3:16 - In the End
4:25 - One More Light
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Arr: Tom Anderson - www.random-notes.com/
Edit: Alex Green
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Video by Merlin Showalter, Tristan Sienkiewicz, Dustyn Smith
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[@PeterHollens]

Mental illness is something WE have to talk about it.... you have to bring friends, family, professionals in... It's literally like getting a virus... a cold... nothing different except it rocks us to the core. I love each and everyone of you out there. There's nothing to be ashamed of if you are depressed, we all go thru this... ALL of us, most just won't speak about it. Time Heals, people are here to help, don't ever think that ending your life is an answer. Love, P Suicide Prevention Lifeline has an online chat service: suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ or National Suicide Prevention Lifeline - Call 1-800-273-8255 #lpfamily #RIPChester

[@StevenZawicki]

Impressive Video and a touching dialogue at the end! Bless you and Eve for putting positivity out there in the world. Thanks for creating positive enjoyable content that does bring light into people's lives. I was one who ignorantly thought suicide was just super selfish and inconsiderate to those that person's loved ones. I have completely changed my mind on that and am thankful that I was shown a different point of view. Please, people, if you are in pain, let those around you know you need help or just keep reaching out until you find that hand that never lets you go!

[@MichuV5]

Depression is not biggest problem you can actually have. I know because I had it and not only it. Never thought about suicide tho. For for everyone over there who have this problem - keep strong and fight! Nothing will make you stronger!

[@sydshu5550]

Peter thank you for posting and making this. This really moved me. I 100% agree that we need to bring light to this subject and that it's not just something we can brush off.

[@ellagaertner6049]

Peter Hollens Thank you for this comment! I am someone who is struggling with depression, anxiety, and self-harm issues. What you said is so true, and it helps me realize that there are people who care and really get it. Also, I loved your video! Keep singing. :)

[@dadofdoggos508]

Peter Hollens so why did you monetize this video

[@gooberdudebear]

0:00 - What I've Done 0:56 - Shadow of the Day 2:12 - Numb 3:16 - In the End 4:25 - One More Light

[@caylieann]

Thank you so much for this :D

[@JackLively]

There's also 1:18 - Nobody Can Save Me Although it's just the chorus lines.

[@akshita18000]

Thanks xx

[@AECJ1990]

Jack Lively that's not the name of the song. The name of the song is one more light

[@siddharthbhandari2067]

nope it is nobody can save me song. one more light does not that have line: nobody can save me now.

[@mstaterhed]

I'm tired of being what you want me to be... this song actually helped me leave my abusive husband back in 2004

[@zafirah16]

This is the first time I was able to bring myself to click on since his death. Its been in my "watch later" forever. Thank you for this tribute. Thank you for your message. Thank you for linking resources for suicide prevention. Linkin Park helped me to understand my depression and recognize my mental illness and it really broke me down that Chester Bennington managed to save me and so many other people from ending our lives, but he couldn't save himself. As always, your work is amazing and I admire your passion. And again, thank you for this.

[@PeterHollens]

❤️ lots of love sent your way

[@margaretmartinez8063]

Kelsey Randall hey he did the same for me .it was a sad day went he was no longer on earth.😭😭😭😭😭

[@lhshnailed7523]

Same...i have been unable to listen to them without crying. RIP Chester.

[@lavenderd0ll]

Its hard to watch, even now :(

[@NethDugan]

*hugs everyone who needs or wants a hug*

[@2764rmouradian]

Neth Dugan Sweet. Hugs back

[@janhuber3708]

Neth Dugan thanks, there are times i feel so lonely and I Just need a hug. Hugging everyone out there, who wants or needs one! #hugyouall

[@alexharper6320]

Thank you.... I need it...

[@Gorgon2222]

Neth Dugan thank you luv

[@tanyab5174]

I need 1 please. *HUGS*

[@femryswatson5105]

The world deserved a tribute so beautiful. May this heal those who are fighting inner demons every single day, including me. Understanding you're struggling is a first step towards better days. Thank you Peter, Chester would be proud.

[@giorgioboni8641]

[@wahhbajack]

"sometimes solutions arent so simple. sometimes goodbye's the only way"

[@ktwo5072]

I read your comment just as he sang that and it gave me chills

[@Draco2250]

Oh my God, so did I just now.

[@SeriousGamer753]

I scroll down and start reading your comment as he starts to sing the words....creepy af

[@rorisarael]

I didn't read the comment as it was sung the lyrics I heard when I read his comment was "who cares if one more light goes out well I do."

[@adriantween584]

I've been struggling for about 4 months now and I don't know, I just can't seem to shake it off. People tell me: "Be less depressed" It's not that simple, it's not like I haven't been doing anything about it. I'm now set up with an appointment to talk to a professional :/ and I discovered that there are booked the whole month until the 30th. Anyhow just wrote this to tell people to give better suggestions than "be less depressed" and you're not alone.

[@PandaTail]

I still can't listen to Linkin Park songs without crying. Thank you for this and the message at the end.

[@ImaginaryHeart]

Still can't...

[@TheBeelzboss]

Listen to Mike's album Post Traumatic. It helped me with that, it was the only thing that did. I was sad and angry and couldn't listen to any LP song, let alone without tearing up...

[@ImaginaryHeart]

I do listen to it but still can’t stop being in denial and at the same time I know what happened...

[@tanjabc1017]

thats something that will never change. not after one year and not even after 10 years.

[@ImaginaryHeart]

You’re right... :(

[@BenCooperMLM]

Peter always blows me away. Not only does he sing, but he fights for the betterment of people! Whether they know it or not, everyone knows someone who struggles with depression. I just don't know how anyone could listen to music like this, knowing the message that peter is conveying, and not want to help people! Another job well done to Peter Hollens with this fantastic video.

[@IceMetalPunk]

I think you touch on a great point here. We who struggle with mental illness become very good at "faking it". Pretending to be happy when we're not just so we don't drag others down into the pit with us. So it's almost certain that even if you don't know it, you actually know someone who's tortured inside, you've just only ever seen their mask.

[@BenCooperMLM]

Absolutely, and hopefully more people can start encouraging those who struggle with mental illness to take down their masks so people can help! I had a close friend tell me about his struggles and it was truly surprising because he seemed like such a happy guy, and little did I know he was having such a rough time. But I'm so glad he told me so I could help! I'm positive that everyone has someone in their life that is willing to help them!

[@WizardPandora]

Ben Cooper We get so good at telling everyone we're Fine, and they accept it, even I tell everyone one I'm fine when I'm not

[@codyrogers9582]

Well said my friend!

[@telschieler4298]

You should make a Tuba tribute to him!

[@IndianaJason]

Very moving medley. I grew up listening to Linken Park, so this was a pretty bitter sweet video. I hope you cover more of their songs. Your short rendition of Numb was outstanding - I'd love to see more of that.

[@PeterHollens]

Thanks for the feedback, Jason. I appreciate you!!

[@IndianaJason]

You're welcome! And thank you for continuing to put out songs, my whole family really enjoys listing to you :) (although, I think my daughter likes your wife better LOL).

[@PeterHollens]

I don't blame her! ;)

[@ashN2f]

Peter Hollens u sir almost made me tear up, Thank-you, Thank-you Linkin Park and Thank-you Chester

[@ritatorrez552]

Peter Hollens you have a very good voice!! Very beautiful tribute, Chester would have been proud of what you did there. I love how you added your own spin on the songs as well as the raw emotion felt through them. I've loved LP for 18 yrs and was hit harder by Chester's passing more so, i hate to admit, than some family members passing. That's how much he connected to his fans and us to him. Thank you for that beautiful tribute.

[@phixius16]

This is perhaps the most genuine tribute I think could have been done by any artist. You have seamlessly melded the harmonies and melodies from his music to create this soulful, heart-wrenching, and deeply touching piece. Battling with a mental illness is never easy, and sometimes the paths we take to escape those illnesses are a little too final. Keep those you love close to you and never be afraid to reach out. Someone is always willing to listen. Rest In Peace Chester. Hopefully this gorgeous piece of music reaches you wherever you are to let you know you are loved. Beautiful work Peter, absolutely stunning.

[@shep9231]

Kind words. :) thank you.

[@asimplepoet775]

People forget those who always smile, Those who ask nothing of other, Knowing that nothing ever comes, Only dreams from hidden tears. Take a Look, And see who's their, Maybe you'll be surprised, At who needs a friend.

[@sharkman1042]

That was simple yet, I don't know what to say

[@sixstryke]

I have chills going down my spine at those words, and yet they are meant to be heard. So i applaud you, good sir/madam.

[@platinumknight860]

I am one of those people i always keep smiling even when i'm in pain.

[@ghidorahs1fan209]

So very true. I'm always there for people no matter what. But right now I'm in a mental hospital on suicide watch. And everyone who knows me is in shock and had no idea I was suffering as I'm always the happy laughing and caring person who looks after everyone.

[@shaynepringle6100]

@@sharkman1042 talk to them start with a simple hi or hello then go from there

[@applepie7805]

The Man who saved so many, but no one could save him. Rest in Peace Chester!!! You showed me that you can be whatever you want - even with Depression.

[@abissiniank]

I'm probably one of that many :(

[@TroyeKovach]

I definitely am

[@nimilas8]

Same.

[@ruggedpower]

You are not your situation you are what you make of them.

[@ruggedpower]

Abyssinian to name one my fiancee. Every song related to her as it was released. She was suicidal she was addicted to drugs that people typically do not stop until it kills them. She is alive today and she has Chester to thank. I am greatful to him for that and I always will be.

[@Jean_grey159]

Chester was an amazing person, I hope he finally has peace

[@menekselp972]

I hope that too❤️🤘🏼

[@lunaredelvour2972]

(Yes I'm aware I'm mega late, I only just found this video and I'm glad I did) Didn't really start listening to Linkin Park until after his death (apart from Numb, The Catalyst, and My December - they were the only songs I listened to and actually knew for a good while). This medley still touched me, though. I came terrifyingly close to losing a friend to depression, barely saved from suicide because I told her parents when she refused to speak up for help and they caught her while she was reaching for a knife. I thank whatever miracle gave me that strength to save her, and I remember that speaking up really does save lives. I know that everyone says "speak up and it'll make things okay" and it gets over-used and people sort of brush it off because they hear it so often and people throw the phrase around, but it really does help. I don't know what I would have done if I lost this friend of mine that day (well. More of a soulmate than a friend, but I realize that I'm a minority when I say soulmates don't just come in the form of lovers). I still have nightmares about it two years later and wake up half sobbing, it's something we're working through right now (she beats herself up about it every single time and it turns into this messy cycle of upsetness because then I get upset for upsetting her and - yeah you can see the issue). I don't think I could walk away if I knew that her self-inflicted death was on my hands, probably would have ended up with a similar fate knowing how I am as a person... But I don't need to worry about that. Telling her parents when she refused to... it saved her life. She was one of the lucky few, even if she absolutely hated me and didn't want to talk to me for months after that incident (we patched things up when she started getting better and have been inseparable ever since). A few simple words can be the difference between someone facing suicidal thoughts and walking away or someone that takes their own life. I can only hope that more people realize this... it really does help, there's just no two ways around it...

[@Cantilux]

Please, make all "in the end". Your version is very beautiful

[@Amber-dn2qs]

I absolutely love this. Chester was a great man, so sad to see him go. I find it amazing you do this as a tribute to him.

[@PeterHollens]

[@sethstrickland9719]

Woah! I'm never this early! First 200! RIP Chester Bennington :'(

[@PeterHollens]

#RIPChester

[@connorjones4864]

Peter, of all the musicians, all the singers and all the tributes I've ever seen, this is by far the best and has managed to give me even more respect for you. Much love

[@corilovespenguins]

Its been so hard since Chesters death. Depression sucks

[@kitsparxdraws3359]

Corinne Biersack yeah, depression and suicide is even more cancerous than cringeworthy memes 😡 Edit: oh yeah, i was not intending a pun there.

[@jeansimondp]

Rest In peace Chester Bennington

[@PeterHollens]

#RIPChester

[@holdedame4289]

I just have a lot of friends with depression and I just don't know now how to help them and that feels so bad. I just can't take it anymore. I want to help them but I feel like everything I do is wrong and I just don't know what to do. I don't want to lose them.

[@brittanyaimegamble2976]

Holde Dame in my experience, just letting them know you're there, be a presence in the back of their mind. You can't force someone to get help but you can be there for them along the way

[@PeterHollens]

Showering them with love can be super helpful. Listening is everything... Just letting them know that you are here for them and that you love them.

[@holdedame4289]

Peter Hollens thank you. I really appreciate that you answered me. I'll try to keep your advice in my mind. Thank you very much.

[@holdedame4289]

Brittany Aime Gamble Thank you. It really helps to hear something like this.

[@Kinnuq]

What everyone else has said is all you can do. Just make sure that they know you care and that they can talk to you day or night. And make sure that if they do call you at 3 am a few times that you make sure they know they aren't being a burden. I called my friend a lot in the middle of the night crying in high school and then I stopped because I thought I was being a burden to him and others. He pulled me aside in the middle of a Chem assignment and made sure I knew that I was loved and wasn't a burden when I called at 3 am. He's one of the people that I can honestly say saved my life.

[@6Snaus]

I remember breaking the news on the air at work of Chester's passing and I barely got through it, breaking down after I turned my mic off. I had to do the same with Chris Cornell and both times it hit me like a punch to the stomach when I said those tragic words. Thanks for making this Mr. Hollens and I echo you 100%. Everyone who is struggling, please seek help. I guarantee that there is someone that loves you and can't wait to see you, and that there's always something that makes life worth living.

[@42Mrgreenman]

Same here, Chester and Chris were two of my rock gods as an outcast in high school, and especially hearing how both their deaths were related to depression and Chris' might even have been accidental killed me, I couldn't listen to Like a Stone or Leave Out All the Rest for a long while without breaking down. Pete is a wonderful person, and listening to this and those songs today still hurts but it's a infinitely better way to make me feel alive than the self-harm I and many others often succumb to in our youth. I'm 35 now and find that pain being overtaken by nostalgia and I couldn't be happier about that....

[@TheJakeman1221]

I serve in the Navy ... out in Japan... I know it effects us all over here those who's families are back in the states my self and others take it hard .... especially on deployments where communications with home are minimal .... but we all get through it together ... the navy taught us ONE TEAM ONE FIGHT.... MR Hollens I've been listening to you for years and I have a set list for when I'm down and quite a few of your songs are on that set list , you're covers help me a lot.... thank you for what you stand for as an artist so much.....

[@genevievebeyer5421]

DARK5HAD0WCLAW as a former Navy wife, thank you for your service and stay strong.

[@MrMilitary402]

That's one of the things I've realized since joining this brotherhood in May. Suicide in here is high, but as you said, one team one fight. I'd do anything to help a fellow shipmate through a tough time.

[@TheJakeman1221]

Thank you ... and if Yu ever need to talk you have a fellow ship mate you can talk to

[@EvilAngvard]

Thank you Peter for that emotional version of a masterpiece of music, best regards from your german fans. #RipChester you tried so hard , but in the end it doesn't even matter .....

[@ellagaertner6049]

I understood that reference. :)

[@2013project_z]

Ella Gaertner it would be hard not to

[@_DaneB_]

But that's the one Linkin Park got wrong, in the end it really does matter. For years they were singing to our souls about the hard times many of us go through in silence, with no one to hear us, and they were giving us a voice. Song by song they were teaching life lessons and telling the story of their lives, the story of our lives. Through pure art they showed the world that people were and are suffering in the shadows. All of that mattered, and it mattered to millions of people.

[@sanghoonjung921]

Thanks for making this tribute RIP Chester Bennington & Chris Cornell

[@carolinesophiewanda]

Your voice is so incredible, I had so much goosebumps while listening your tribute! Amazing video! I would love to hear a full cover of "Numb", your version is SOOO amazing! Thank you for this amazing video!

[@jamiedanzer2393]

I second this motion for a song... This or "leave out all the rest".

[@hannahruthsmall3327]

I third that!

[@stephenwadecapps1983]

I fifth that!

[@humaunleashed5219]

In the end

[@InkwellTMouse]

His music touched me so much growing up and fighting depression and anxiety throughout. As each album came out it was like they were meant for me as they touched me on a very personal level, up until Hunting Party, but nevertheless I loved Linkin Park and glad I had the opportunity in the only concert I've ever been to I got to meet them, especially Chester, who I've admire and was saddened up hearing his passing. So thank you Peter for putting this together. LP and their music has inspired me so much that one song that touched me like no other song has drove me to want to write a story stemming from that sing song.

[@Artyvern]

This is a beautiful way to pay homage to Chester. Paired with the message at the end, it was simply your best video yet.

[@PeterHollens]

I'm so happy you think so. thanks for watching, Shayan!

[@Artyvern]

Peter Hollens Thank you, for making such amazing music.

[@elvenzodiac8595]

I started crying a minute into the video. I love Linkin Park, and this touched my heart so much. Thank you, Peter Hollens, for doing this. It was amazing, and I especially liked the message at the end.

[@jewmex9972]

Elven Zodiac same

[@richardshelley143]

Absolutely lost at One More Light...

[@h_u_b_i7693]

I had my moment at in the end😢

[@evermorehopefull4399]

Wow, this tribute gave me chills. I am a big fan of Linkin Park and this tribute was really good and defintley moving.

[@NyxNovaStar]

Just... beautiful..I'm stunned.

[@Sehraltvonriva]

I love how when someone else passes away, everyone is just sad and makes the Sadness into a Song, but with Chester´s Death, you just see all those insanly powerful Songs. That´s how i want to go. Not with Tears, but with Screams. Thank´s Peter

[@minacorum2883]

Watching this video was very moving, you covered some of Linkin Park's songs beautifully and the message you had at the end was so amazing, I teared up. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for most of my life. It's really hard for me to even leave my house. It's embarrassing to admit, but I was a self harmer. I am in recovery though, it's been 8 months now. I have been so much happier, and I'm doing a lot better. I have to say, watching your videos has helped me, it is something that makes me happy. Also reading the quotes you post on Instagram. 🙂 I wish more people that are struggling would reach out for help. Everyone deserves a happy and healthy life. 💙

[@shellisano]

Mina-- Congratulations on 8 months!! I have been in that pit and fought hard to find my way out!! Meds helped me to get over the worst of it, counseling helped me to see the light and God made me whole again!! You do deserve a happy and healthy life. Keep clinging to your precious life and don't let the demon suicide steal your joy or your life!!!

[@minacorum2883]

Thank you so much! 😄

[@buldren0101]

I'm glad that you are feeling better these days. I have Aspergers Syndrome so social anxiety is a daily problem for me and unfortunately I don't really even have any friends to help with that. I only self-harmed once, but have had thoughts of ending my life pretty frequently. Thankfully, through my psychiatrist, my medications have helped keep me relatively "stable", but just like the Linkin Park song, I feel like I've just become so numb to everything.

[@savannahrentmeester6195]

buldren0101 I also have Aspergers Syndrome as well. You aren't the only one. I completely understand the feeling of not having feelings at all. I've been suicidal but thankfully one of my best friends called the police in time. I've been getting better, and I hope you know that y aren't alone. And thank you so much Peter for making this video. It means a lot to me since Linkon Park was one of my favorite bands because their songs were how I told people what I was thinking when I am unable to use the right words. So thank you Peter. Thank you so much.

[@rebekahchase2504]

Mina Arnold your not in it alone. I'm going 6 months and I've almost had more than one relapse. It's hard but their are people out their for you trust me I know that. We both can get to a year I believe in you

[@dizzyworld3270]

2019 and i still feel a lot of pain but maybe he will be ok up there 😭😭😭

[@Formoka]

This is awesome. The music and the message. I spent so long suffering from PTSD, ADHD, anxiety, depression, and Aspergers before I got diagnosed. It's amazing how much has changed between now and then. My family simply knowing about these things has made my life so much better. To anyone who is suffering, there is no shame in finding help, talking about it, or taking prescribed medications. Because you deserve to be happy. To feel safe and loved and important.

[@evschopp]

Hey. Random passerby here. I hope that everything is getting better for you, and continues to get better for you in the years to come. Mental illness is really hard to deal with to put it simply, and I just want to let you know that everything will be alright. And to anyone else, listen to the advice in the original comment. There is nothing wrong with being prescribed medications to get help. You'll all be okay, just stay strong!

[@DaniloTodorovic]

It's very sad to see more and more people commit suicide lately. Especially musicians. I really appreciate you caring about others, Peter. You always give my hope, so please, keep this up! I have a friend who I met online, since I'm a gamer, and he has some issues. He's a nihilist, and he really needs some help. I ask you to pray for him. Thanks again for everything Peter :)

[@PeterHollens]

I will keep you both in my thoughts.

[@DaniloTodorovic]

Thanks Peter. Appreciate it.

[@buldren0101]

I don't want to sound rude, but as a nonreligious person, please do more than just pray for him, reach out to him, let him know that you're there to listen to him, and encourage him to seek professional help (and if he's already seeing some therapist/psychiatrist and it's not currently working, encourage him to look for others as each professional is different).

[@UmatsuObossa]

It does sound rude, because his friends are surely doing more than just praying, but they're not going to ask random KZbin people to do more than that. Stop assuming someone asking for prayers means that's ALL they're doing.

[@buldren0101]

Umatsu Obossa well sorry that you got offended on someone else's behalf. You're doing a lot of assuming yourself thinking that others are doing something about that person's issues, I'm simply suggesting actual advice rather than relying on prayer.

[@danielrichins3126]

I always thought i was alone and i was lazy. I never knew that what i was ssuffering from my whole life was depression. I just started to get help with medication and counseling. It helps a lot but i know this well be with me my whole life.

[@shellisano]

Daniel-- I am 35 years past my suicide attempt. I was not on meds forever but I would have stayed on them if I needed to. There are still days and events that the dark voice of the demon Suicide seeps through but I remind myself of the light and I move forward. Your counselor should give you some good coping techniques for dealing with those times. God has allowed me to find purpose and a calling and He has made me whole. I will be praying that you find your way out of the darkness of depression and into the light!!

[@PeterHollens]

Never be ashamed of taking medication, or getting counseling. Be proud that you have the courage and wits to get help and to take a few steps to be healthy so you can reach your highest potential.

[@seygish]

I want say 2 thinks: tanks you and R.I.P Chester you always be in our memories

[@AC-TheDarkWolfoftheNorth]

Thank you for this Peter. Beautiful tribute. I live with Bipolar Disorder, but I refuse to die from it! I also live with Anxiety, but I refuse to let it run my life. I have had (and still have) my dark times. All who suffer from Mental Illness have and do. I just want to say to everyone, Always keep fighting, keep living. It does get better. If you feel suicidal...reach out and get help. Suicide is not the answer. All it does, is hurt everyone around you. You're suffering may have ended...but for friends, family...it's only raises questions and causes suffering for so many. Even people you don't know, but have heard about what happened to you. Your life is worth living. Speak out. You have a voice. People will listen and help. Stay strong, you can do this. #AKF

[@tomcat548]

God Bless you Angelica. Keep fighting the good fight sweetheart.

[@racheljohnstone8354]

I have bipolar as well. Along with OCD, PTSD, GAD, and Panic Disorder

[@stephenpooley2418]

+Rachel Johnstone hope u r doing ok now

[@hemo8170]

I'm suffering from mental illness since years I just can't describe what's happening but I'm struggling

[@shep9231]

One day at a time, some are good and others... not so much... But stand tall... your friends are with you!

[@cheetahpiper6422]

Wow. That ending really brought the tears.

[@cheetahpiper6422]

4:28

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[@Lightangel42302]

I just wish people understood...I feel so alone and the pain no one gets. I don't feel normal at all. Linkin Park especially Chester seemed to know somewhat how I feel. It is just so sad. How the demons get to us at our weakest 😥

[@vertex1933]

April Davis "Demons" feed off of your insecurities. If you have none or refuse to allow yourself to have them, you'd be better

[@eldonmacwood]

You're not alone. Never alone. You are among a large population of people who feel just like this. As sad as that may be, it is also refreshing to know that WE aren't alone. :)

[@micahtamisiea4074]

April Davis I know the feeling of be in alone I have dual personalities they fight like crazy it sucks be in depressed I'm still going through depression after 10 years Peter Hollens said it gets better but let me ask is it though?

[@exdragonnslayerr7021]

April Davis welcome to the club my friend.

[@SethMacMillan]

April, try to use that feeling of loneliness as a reminder that that actually can bring you closer to people. We all have our own "demons" to fight, a great deal of us don't feel normal and a great deal aren't. But, not in the sense that normality is how you should be. The important thing is living a happy, healthy and functional life. You don't need to be normal to do that. A lot more people understand than you may think. You're much more than any of those trying to bring you down. It can get better. And, it is not as simple as refusing or allowing yourself to have them. It could be a matter of changing attitude, changing thoughts, changing behavior, or requiring medication if it's a matter of a chemical imbalance. The next important thing is seeking out means to help. Internet searches can be immensely helpful, be it for strategies (preferably ones backed by empirical research) or finding nearby people employed in mental health services.

[@TheNightsWolfYT]

“Some of the greatest people also have the saddest thoughts” Or something like that

[@42Mrgreenman]

Absolutely true, the brightest lights cast the longest shadows...is the catch all phrase I like to use about the wonderful people who bring us the joy of life, though it is rooted in deep personal pain and suffering...

[@cactuscpl1]

I am unmedicated manic depressive bipolar ......EVERYDAY is a struggle,but suicide is never the answer.......it is a very permanent solution.....for a temporary problem........ something I didn't learn until AFTER I ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ........I'm lucky I found a good counselor and have a very supporting wife....haven't taken meds since 2009 do to loss of insurance.....some days are harder than others.....THANK YOU FOR THIS MESSAGE AND FOR THE MANY HOURS OF ENJOYMENT I HAVE GOTTEN FROM YOUR MUSIC

[@MapleRhubarb]

Keep fighting, dude. I feel like there's so much more I want to say, but...you've got this.

[@shep9231]

Thanks for trying to live... We need more good people like yourself in this world... :) I believe in you.

[@Kai-yw1hj]

I cried for a loooong time. I'm a hardcore fan of Linkin Park. And hearing the news broke my heart. I have friends, as someone else said in the comments, that are depressed. And I e learned how to help them, but seeing as this is a person I love who passed, hurts me even more. To those who are depressed, love yourself for who you are, even if your being bullied or what ever, they are just jealous that your beautiful.

[@IceMetalPunk]

I was surprised at how much Chester's death affected me. I've always been a huge fan of Linkin Park, considering them my favorite band until the last year or so, but I've never been starstruck. Whenever a celebrity died, I felt sad for a bit, but that was it. But when Chester died... I found myself replaying all the Linkin Park songs, and crying at each one. I was crying on a public bus while listening to his music. I couldn't control myself. Maybe it's because I loved the band so much. Or maybe it's because I had just watched a video a few days earlier of Chester and Mike joking around and seeming happy on Good Mythical Morning. Or maybe it's because, as a sufferer of depression and anxiety, I saw too much of myself in Chester in the end. I don't know why, I just know it hurt, and I will never be able to listen to their music without feeling that hole in my heart again. I can only imagine how much worse it must be for the family and friends who actually knew him.

[@Kai-yw1hj]

IceMetalPunk I feel you man. I have found myself listening to all their music. My parents are really worried. And seeing as this is a public site, I'm just going to say I've gone down a strange road since he died.

[@SniperMan210]

i know their existence since i was born, but never tried to hear their songs began listening to their songs in 2009 i guess.. and still got affected by chester's death, whatever pain he had inside him.. he is in peace now, may your soul rest in peace chester

[@maxmccord4242]

Beautiful. Could you do hunchback of Notre dame next???

[@PeterHollens]

I will definitely consider that!! Ive got something pretty cool coming next :)

[@TheDagonl0ver82]

Aaaaand I'm crying...

[@matthewfiddy1882]

Just came across this, and its still making me cry. So long, so so long! Chester be proud and please know we all miss you!!!!

[@limalicious]

My cousin committed suicide only a few days after he did. My cousin was bipolar, had seen four different doctors, and had been placed on multiple medications without being monitored. In the end, it was too much for him.

[@Shiloh-ui3il]

limalicious I'm sorry to hear about your cousin. I hope your family finds peace during this hard time

[@allammaa2399]

hearts out to you, him, and your family

[@lauren4704]

Im so sorry my heart goes out to you and your family during this hard time

[@PeterHollens]

I'm so sorry to hear this. my gosh.

[@DarkAvenger1984]

limalicious I'm so very sorry for your loss.

[@sarasmith4038]

This was such a beautiful tribute. I've always loved Linkin Park and it broke my heart when i heard of his passing and why. I suffer with anxiety and depression daily. Some days it gets better and others it can be crippling. I'm always harsh and down on myself,even when my best friend tries to stop me. Most of the time she can,I'd be lost without her. With so many people in my life I get scared to speak up about feeling this way. Scared they won't take it seriously or think I'm just wanting attention. Instead of trusting its real and I just put on a face to make them happy. So I do urge anyone and everyone to get help if they need it. There is no shame in asking for what you need. Reach out and I'm happy to help as I can.

[@PeterHollens]

thank you so much for sharing, Sara. Mental illness is real. I hope you don't feel ashamed of it, you are not alone.

[@matthewwenzel2672]

I’ve been listening to you for a number of years and Linkin park is one of my favorite bands and I finally listened to this after so long thank you for all the work you put into all your videos I did have depression for a year it started after my last greatgrandparent passed on I didn’t know what to do with that grief it just ate me up inside and I listened to your music videos which helped me a bit I just want to say keep up the great work with your music and stay healthy in these dark times

[@Julian-lz5pd]

Lately my anxiety and depression have gotten so bad I've been hospitalized on 3 separate occasions over them. I keep coming back to that speech at the end at my lowest points...

[@marybethchmielewski3051]

To those suffering: It's ok if you don't want to call. I am terrified of talking on the phone to others. I think a lot of people are, which is why we reach out to others through the internet. Suicide Prevention Lifeline has an online chat service: suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ and if you live in the United States you also have the option of texting for help at 741741. You are loved.

[@PeterHollens]

beautiful thanks for the link i'll add!

[@maggierezac5820]

+Mary Beth Chmielewski! Wow! I too am terrified of talking to people on the phone! I thought I was 'alone' in that particular battle! Turns out my sister-in-law & her son {my nephew} also suffer from this really debilitating condition! I have learned that it is within the diagnostic criteria of Social Anxiety. Which is surprisingly not on my 'grocery' list of diagnoses, but rather the mother of all Panic/Anxiety Disorders of Agoraphobia is there. And when I say it is debilitating, here are some practical examples that many don't 'think of'. How do you make appointments for things like Dr. visits or auto repair or haircuts or ....I think y'all get the point! Now, as for me, double that mess with the aforementioned Agoraphobia & well...I do save a lot of money on gasoline! Bonus there. I have a few other things to say about this thing called Suicide &/or Depression but for another time, perhaps. Thank you again for sharing the above link. Who knows, even tho I personally have given up on life, I may just try it out. As of right now, the only entity {aside from God} who 'cares' is the ADT security service! It's in their phone number! ADT CARES! Peter, thank you once again for this brilliant tribute & especially for opening up your Soul for the whole world to see! No easy task there, I know. Been there. Done that. Rock On all!

[@rfdangel001]

Maggie Rezac I can't say that i understand all the things you go through but i understand at least a part. Please try to talk with someone on that link, or if you don't, you can talk to me. As for no one caring, i do. I have my own problems, most stem from "Asperger syndrome", but slow and steady, i learned to live with some of them. I started being more active and that helped with my depression somewhat. I know it's not something one can cure, but with effort, with patience, and a bit of help and luck, it can get manageable. If you don't mind, can i check up on you from time to time? (Most likely with another reply here).

[@crazed357]

Was the profits that were made from this video donated? Its a tribute right?

[@rafaelojeda]

The Saucy Goblin Shark I hope so or maybe he didn’t monetize it

[@knightofsnakes5408]

I don't have depression, and I've never had depression. I live a pretty happy life. I have a good family, good friends, and good health. But one of my friends suffers from depression. It's nothing huge, but he is rarely happy, and he doesn't do much of the things he always thought has been so fun. He has lost most of his old friends, I am one of the few that stayed with him. I never knew that he had depression, even though I had seen that he had become less happy over the mast few months. One day, he asked me to go outside with him for a bit. Now he can be pretty annoying at times, so I thought this would not be very fun, but I said yes anyway. I was pretty surprised when he started talking. He said many times during our conversation that he felt it was good to talk to someone. I know that "talk to someone" is something that everyone says to someone with depression, but I dont really know what else to say. Now I don't know alot about depression, because I've never experienced it, but I say that the best thing could be to talk to a friend, possibly someone else who has depression. People who don't have it or have never experienced it don't know what it's like, and I'll be honest, I don't either. Many people think that they know alot about depression and how to help it, but in reality they don't. The best thing they can say to you is like "Try to cheer up" or something like that, and THAT DOES NOT HELP. While I don't know alot about it, I know that that is alot easier said than done. If you don't want to talk to someone, I don't know if this would work, but try talking to a pet or something. Prefferably a dog. While they can't understand you, it may still make you feel a bit better. Well, I'm out of words to put here, so bye! And please, try to talk to someone if you're depressed...

[@amyhoover9]

You’re a good friend for just being in your friend’s life, so I hope that he appreciates you for that. Sometimes people underestimate the power of just being there for someone who’s depressed because in some cases, talking just isn’t needed. ❤️

[@MapleRhubarb]

Remember this: just because Chester couldn't overcome his problems and find his solution, that doesn't mean that you won't either. His music is still trying to inspire all of us to find a different way. Thanks for the beautiful compilation, Peter.

[@shep9231]

You are not alone... You might think you are... but you are not alone... We are here, we are waiting... Peter: My dad suffers from PTSD brought on by wartime service in the British army. I have had my own share of PTSD from being bullied in school. The hardest part... is reaching out... But its always good to know that there are others who share my plight, who understand my problems and troubles. We need more heroes in this world, not more negativity. We should be helping our heroes, helping each other... not ignoring them and letting others suffer in silence. In my darkest hour... I draw a line in the sand and say... "This far, and no further..."

[@santoshsoni8073]

literally cried watching this

[@BookOwl60]

R.I.P Chester...can't believe he died

[@santoshsoni8073]

Blood Prince me too

[@Grenie86]

i cried everytime when i watch this video

[@faireramsey2511]

I was crying before the first song was even over😭😭😭

[@hpfan771]

This is amazing and hits my heart. Thanks for honoring Chester as well as being open to share an insight on your life.

[@nicolaithomsen9473]

Thank you Peter! I've been a fan for a long time of your work, and for a long time "Ashland's Song" had been my favorite for the strong, great and fantastic emotions you bring to the song and the video. But i have to say that watching the end credits of this one, where you tell how you yourself have been dealing with mental illness and that you are trying to fight the stigma of talking about mental illness (not just suicide, like Chester and so many others sadly choose), and openly saying you've dealt with depression, is a great comfort to find in a public figure. I thank you greatly for trying to fight the stigma.

[@pluviophilegames]

Thank you so much for this. My husband and I are struggling right now with depression. I've had so many people withdraw from me when I needed them, after I had been there for them. You mean the world to your fans. You are a wonderful role model. Thank you again.

[@shep9231]

If you need or want someone to talk to... I'm here...

[@healpoolhalo_]

This video has totally moved me, not only mentally and emotionally, but I had to get up and grab a box of tissues 😂... anyways, on a sadder note, I'm going through similar situations as other people commenting. I know countless people that are going through very hard times, and I want to help them. I'm working so hard to make sure they are getting all the help they need.

[@daniimonaco]

The message in the end has brought me to tears. All my life I have dealt with the feeling like everything's wrong with me. I have chronic anxiety, piles of self deprecation thoughts and I'm not going to deny that I thought of comiting suicide a few times. Before I discovered music and amazing artists like you, Chester and many others my life was a complete chaos. Music has been helping me in so many ways that I can't even put into words without crying my heart out. Thank you so much for this tribute, for the message and for making my mind go calm and soft with every single video. For the one who are suffering too, don't hesitate in asking for help. You are important. You are worth it, even if you think you aren't. Stay strong everybody

[@vertex1933]

Dani Monaco Nah. I KNOW I can't give much to this world and I still just keep living cause I can. Sure it's painful, but it's the least things that keep me going

[@rinharuka3389]

I feel the same my life was a total mess and I was 12 so my parents thought it was just "that" for a long time so we didn't go to see a doctor until it was really really bad. I got to the point where it was so hard I felt so horrible that there was no point in me being here that I was causing so much trouble for my parents it would be better if I was gone. Thankfully my family and my therapist helped me pull through and I am ten times stronger now. I'm still not 100% better and it will probably take years to get all the wrinkles out but I am in control again and I can feel worth something again. Let the ones you care about and who care about you know if your going through something hard no matter what it is. They will always be willing to help and you will never be too much trouble for them.

[@TiaLeara]

You too... thanks for your words! I know this feeling that music helps so much... I am so happy music exists.

[@tabithakerr2306]

I've been putting off watching this video for ages. I knew it was going to bring me to tears, and even afte a month of preparing myself, I still ended up crying. The songs you selected and the segements of each that you chose were perfect for represneting the thoughts of those lost in darkness. This video made me wonder if these were Chester's final thoughts and feelings, and that line of thought it was broke me. Though I never got to meet Chester and the other members of Linkin Park, I still adored them. The music they created helped get me through my own dark times and I'm eternally grateful for it. It broke my heart to hear that Chester fell victem to the very darkness he helped save me from.

[@marcmorris7423]

Simpling stunning. My two favourite artists combined into one awesome video! Keep up the great work!

[@STEPHEN1463]

I found Peter Hollens through this video and I have to say he did a phenominal job. I was bullied physically, emotionally, and in other forms I wish not to disclose by a group of kids in seventh grade. There was one kid in particular who was harshest and did things I still can't comprehend almost eight years later. That is what I attribute to the spark of my depression. On August 16, 2014, I became suicidal, no, I did not attempt the first time that day, but I was rushed to the hospital with a ruptured appendix. My appendix had ruptured while I was sleeping the night before and I had some breakfast before heading to the hospital, so I spent six hours in the worst pain I've ever consciously felt. My appendix was ruptured for 19 hours in all and I was on the table for five hours. Somehow I survived but came away with Survivor's Guilt. I suffer in all from Depression, Manic Bipolar Disorder, Dissociative Personality Disorder, Survivor's Guilt, Mild PTSD, and possible Schizophrenia. Life is hard but is worth living no matter how much you suffer. I had two friends from college commit suicide this summer as well as the impact of the Cornell/Bennington Suicides. I have seen a lot but I don't want to give in ever. If you've ever contemplated suicide know you are not alone. I am here for you even if we've never met. You are cared for. I am about to start my Sophomore Year in college and hope to take a stand for mental health awareness as a mentor in InterVarsity Christian Fellowship on campus. I want to help give back and help keep people alive. Sorry for writing a full autobiography in the comments. Have a nice day.

[@DraconicWraithXIII]

Listening to this caused me to stand on the sidewalk of a busy downtown street with tears streaming down my face. Peter, I love your work, but I think this may have been your best yet. I know not all songs are possible to cover with your style of singing, but a song that is just as meaningful as this should at least be considered for you to do... The Light by Disturbed. Keep up the amazing work!

[@ralphpetrillo4360]

Powerful video. Powerful commentary and no truer words to live by Peter. Thank you for your tribute and your heartfelt words of wisdom! Love and peace to all

[@LenMutzenberger]

I'm so incredibly glad you did a video like this. I was hit so hard by Chester's death because I feel like I've grown up with him; with his music. I found myself so often in his (and others) music. Depression is a constant battle, and hearing suicidal thoughts and being able to recognize I have them but not act on them has taken me many years and lots of my own music therapy, of which LP was a keystone. Putting out videos like this also means the world to a lot of people, long time fans and people who've just stumbled upon it because of LP. Thank you, and keep fighting the good fight.

[@thelowlybard]

Up until Freshman year of high school (Last year) I wanted to die. But I joined band and music gave me a reason to live. Second semester I joined choir and I felt more willing to be on this planet than ever before. But even through all this, I always face the underlying realization that all of the friends I've made in the past year would be indifferent without me. None of the people I've befriended care about me on a personal level. I'm always extra. I care so much for people but they are just.... indifferent towards me. I try so hard to stand out and exceed in music, but I know that even if I became the greatest player at my high school, people would only care for my talent... not me. I just don't know how long music can sustain me before I break.

[@gwendolen_the_first]

KyRowan, hey, I honestly don't know exactly what you're going through but I understand at least in part what that feels like. I honestly don't know who you are and you have no idea who I am but reading this I cannot just move on without telling you that even tho I don't know you nor have I ever listened to your music or spoken to you, I care. I really honestly do care about you. Please do not think that you are invisible or unimportant because you are. I'm gonna get really sappy a sec and tell you that out of the trillions of people on this planet but only one you. Your success or how much people notice you does not determine your worth. Your worth is far greater than that. I personally and strongly believe that there is a God out there who loves you and cares for you. You are worth enough to him for him to come and die for you. Please don't let other people's opinions sway you. I'll be praying for you. Please just know that there is at least one person out there that cares about you.

[@hellsingmongrel]

KyRowan I don't know you, either, but as someone who suffered through those same feelings for many years, I just want you to know that people DO care and you are precious to people, even if your brain wolves won'y let you see it right now. Sometimes when we're at our worst, we can't see how our illness is telling us so many toxic lies and making us feel like we don't matter, but just hang in there, I promise that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it's too far for you to see it just yet, and you'll be happy you didn't let the darkness drown you out. It may come and go, sometimes recovery isn't permanent, but that's ok, and even when it comes back, just remember that it will get better again. Just give it time and talk to people if you can. Let someone know. They will want to help you and make sure you are ok. You are special, and we care.

[@awesometacularhero]

No matter how long you can last in music, don't end up killing yourself, in the future. And, well for me, I'm a junior, in high school. Class of 2019. But, when I was a freshman myself, well, from 2 years ago, directly a week before I started my own freshman year, of high school, my last grandma in my family, she passed away, at the age of 85. And, I was upset and shocked. And, around a while, after I started high school, during my freshman year, I was really upset, that my grandma was dead, I myself, wanted to commit suicide, because of how upset I was, back then. But, I don't have, those thoughts anymore. And, like I said, no matter how long you last in music, don't end up killing yourself. You're not the only one, in this world, who is either dead, or, wants to die, or, is waiting to die. You're not alone.

[@RiCkBlAzE7]

KyRowan Man, if the music have a part of your soul, you are your music. Every creation is a fragment of you frozen in time. Like Chester, and like you, all have written something important on other people.

[@anitapaulsen3282]

KyRowan I used to feel that no one cared about me. Children need so much affection and attention growing up and I didn't get that. It made me feel unloveable, unworthy and depressed. I am so glad I got help to feel loveable and worthy. When we love ourselves we are open to receiving love from other people and can feel that they love us. You are worthy and loveable. Know that. When we love ourselves we feel good and happy from within. I care about you and I hope that this little series of articles will help you feel that you can go on: www.jw.org/en/publications/magazines/g201404/

[@Shy1998]

in all my 19 years I've never known happiness really. I've had suicidal ideations since I was seven years old. My family never believed me when I said I needed help, that is until I pulled a knife out in school and had a mental breakdown, thus getting me expelled on January 13th, 2016. I started going to a therapist, but that didn't help either. Since then I've tried all I could to get help. Yet even now, my father insults and mocks my mental health. He's even mocked me for not committing suicide, calling me names and insulting me. Thank you Peter Hollens for understanding those of us with this problem, you're a saint.

[@Merijonna]

that sounds really tough and hard I was 12 when it started for me , I got into photography and poetry as a way to cope for the most part . Therapy isn't for everyone and sometimes we just have to go to a few different ones before we find our perfect fit. I have been fighting depression for 20 years now and even went through a phase where I was cutting myself frequently until the day I actually burned myself and in doing so scared myself straight enough to know I needed to do more than I had been doing up til that point . There is a group I really love to listen to because their songs are all easy to relate to they are called Icon For Hire if you don't know them I suggest you check them out as well as voicing your feelings and thoughts on paper or even online.

[@dianeflath377]

I've been kicked out of school (college) due to my mental health, too. Therapy can help, if you find the right person to work with. Meds can also be invaluable. If your family isn't supportive, I hope you'll reach out to those outside your family for the support you need. Friends and extended family can be the lifeline you need.

[@exdragonnslayerr7021]

In my 21 years of living I've never noticed the feelings of romantic love, or mostly love in general, happiness, sadness, guilt, shame, embarrassment, well anything that isn't anger really. Although I get short moments of them time to time, they're too spaced out to really know what it feels like. It could either be I've avoided situations that they would normally occur, or I'm just a person of little emotion.

[@exdragonnslayerr7021]

Audaz Svenske Most of those children are either attention seekers, or they need help for what would later lead to being suicidal. The ones that are the hardest to believe(at least for me) are the ones that say "I'm [8-12] and I'm suicidal" but also have spelling errors in it.

[@ellderevero]

ExDragonnSlayerr70, I actually understand you. I'm 19 now, but I've never truly understood concept of these emotions, you know. Care, tenderness, love... such things. Even in critical situations. They're like sparks to me - not long enough, not deeply enough. I have troubles, while trying to understand people, who express their emotions vividly and openly. Personally, I think that I`m the person of little emotion. Sorry, english isn't my native language, so there`re mistakes, I'm pretty sure.

[@vashtiramsaroop5410]

Having heard this several times - and I LOVE your work in it - and your message at the end! I just wish that we think of doing tributes and memorials to folks when their with us, rather then after they've passed. I truly think Chester and the guys would like what you've done with their work! Again, thank you for sharing your time and talent with all of us!!

[@yomnaahmed8863]

I still come back to this one

[@JerryAsano]

Already an awesome tribute in the first minute.

[@PeterHollens]

thank you so much, Jerry!

[@sammieanderson5440]

I live wth depression, PTSD, and panic and anxiety disorders. Chester was my voice. I would dance to his music or sing at the top of my lungs when I was having a roughy time. I started having a rough time again recently and then Chester passed and, although I didn't know him, I was so deeply affected. Thank you for getting the dialogue started again and for making this beautiful tribute. 💜

[@nicolaithomsen9473]

I remember listening to this tribute, when it was posted. I was deep in depression, struggling with social anxiety, alcoholism and even suicidal thoughts. It didn't take long before i was crying during my first listening to the video. For a long time i could barely listen to the first 10 seconds before tearing up, and fully crying midway through the song, and barely being able to hear the last part of the video with Peter talking about his own struggles and his passion to help and prevent mental illness. To openly hear a person i admire talk about mental illness on a very public forum, made me "happy". It gave me form of hope i hadn't seen in a while. Now i'm almost "back to my normal self". I'm now able to listen to and watch the video without tearing up. A part of that is definitely a public figure like Peter opening up to his own struggles. And for that I have to say: Thank you.

[@jessmcburnie-davies521]

It took me a while to get round to watching this video because I didn't know how well I'd handle it emotionally but Peter your tribute was definitely justified. Mental illness is such a hard thing to deal with but thank you so much for being an amazing human being and speaking out about it.

[@socialhermit3527]

This was absolutely beautiful...if Chester could have heard this.. Wow. Just wow. Stunning job Peter, truly. Thank you for the tribute.

[@edety33bhb]

Chester meant a lot to me, i hope he is resting well, thank you for an amazing tribute!

[@thalnir9013]

As a someone who has struggled with their mental health for the most of last 10 years, I just want to say: hang in there. Find someone, anyone who listens. And if you're noticing someone in your life going through stuff, ask them. Ask them multiple times and show that you care. Thank you for this beautiful tribute Peter

[@heatheralley5529]

This was absolutely stunning, and your dialogue at then end touched me more than I can say. I have been battling with depression and anxiety my entire life, and avidly speak out about it at my local highschools, and actively encourage everyone who suffers to find something or someone they can confide in. I found a way to help and cope with my mental illness and problems through writing and sewing costumes, and I really encourage people to try not only to look for an outlet within themselves bu to have friends and family that help them along as well. Thank you so much for this video, and for your personal dialogue at the end. It means the world to me. And I hope Chester found peace wherever he ended up that he couldn't find here on Earth. I just recently found your music, Peter, and appreciate everything you do and have done. This was truly inspiring and beautiful.

[@shadowforger11]

What is broken can be repaired, but the scars last forever. I've always said this believing that to truly be better I would have to be completely changed into a new person. It's those experiences that make us who we are however. Would I want to be someone that didn't understand pain? I wax philisophical at times sorry, but Linkin Park's music always helped me by reminding me that I wasn't alone and others knew some of what is experienced. Similar cracks. Thanks for making this tribute. For giving me a bit of the old understanding words with a new voice.

[@MalloryDaxter]

Honestly, it means so much to hear you say you care about your fans. Ive been dealing with depression since I was in middle school, its been a single episode from there it always lingers. I cant tell you the number of times Ive talked myself out of some bad thoughts using your music, because I want to do that when I grow up, I want to be a singer and be able to make people happy doing that. Im a choir kid through and through, people seem to like my singing, but alot of my depression stemmed from my inability to express my joy as a kid through singing. I dont know what it is about being the easy target because i was the smallest but any attempt at joy I had was always trampled on. I have adhd and as a kid I had markers but the doctor never diagnosed me until I was 16 because he thought it was just a kid being a kid sorta thing. The way I focus is through fidgetting in some way and humming or singing, ive always done it, it lifts my mood as well as helps me focus. Kids in my classes used to say I was annoying for singing and told me why would anyone ever want to hear your voice, they physically hit me alot too because of my passion. I wasnt a trouble kid, i was a high energy enthusiastic kid i just wanted friends and a place I belonged. I wasnt actively doing anything except being myself. This lasted straight up until highschool. The adults always told me I had a lovely voice but I never believe them, i developed stage fright, which I eventually overcame after I changed the city I was living in, but I still have an anxiety when i openly sing unconsiously. Ive had customers at work come up and compliment me and little kids ask me if I was a disney princess because I sounded just like one, but whenever they say something i cant bring myself to keep singing, i either totally stop or quiet myself so i can barely hear myself, its awful because I love singing it gives me so much joy but its caused so much pain for me. But even so its pulled me out of alot of my ruts, and seeing others succeed in it really makes me want to live so I can try and reach that goal of becoming a musician that ive wanted since I was a little girl.

[@kittykat8430]

A beautiful tribute to Chester who's music affected so many people on a deep and emotional level. I'm not sure if he truly comprehended how many people could relate to him and what he sang about, or how his music helped so many people deal with those raw and painful emotions. He gave so many an outlet. He is truly missed. Thank you for doing such a wonderful tribute to him. Bravo.

[@faireramsey2511]

Thank you, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for years and this made me cry a d gave me hope. I've lost so many people recently and I've lost sleep and sanity as well. Every day is a struggle to find a light in the darkness, a reason to keep going regardless of what's going on. So I turn to music. Your music helps me so much, and even when nothing else helps, hearing you sing everything from these deep songs to disney tributes makes everything better. So thank you Peter for reaching out to those of us with mental illness and for helping me personally to deal with mine❤

[@LittledarkLolitagrl4]

I developed anxiety and depression at the age of 9 after my dad committed suicide. I dealt with self harm in the past, and even contemplated suicide. I am 3 years clean after the love of my friends helped me get through it. My mother was diagnosed with PTSD and major depression because of my father's suicide as well. It's been 13, but I still feel the pain every day. Your music is so inspiring and this video just goes to the top of the list. Mental illness is such a strong subject to me as many of my friends also have some sort of disorder. The video honestly made me cry and I want to thank you for being so headstrong and loving all of us the way you do. To those of us suffering, I understand that you may feel like the world is weighing down on you; that there is nowhere else to turn. You have friends and family who will support you no matter what. Please, don't let your dark thoughts get the best of you. Get help. The world wouldn't be a better place without you. No matter how much you think it might be. I wouldn't mind if you talked to me. Even if it's just to vent. I will be a shoulder for you to cry on, and an ear to listen.

[@marianhoyk]

У меня мурашки по коже... Это будет лицемерием, если я скажу, что смерть Честера была для меня ОГРОМНЫМ ударом. Но... это грустно, что уходят из жизни такие прекрасные люди. Грустно, когда осознаешь, что мы потеряли еще одного чудесного и талантливого человека. Мы помним...

[@fiveohfivethree]

That is the power of music. He will never be forgotten.

[@jaywilliams4810]

The first time I watched this I started bawling; I've watched this so many times and it still makes me tear up. It's so powerful, and as someone who has been battling depression, anxiety, APD, and suicidal thoughts, your words speak so close to my heart. Thank you for making this video and thank you for starting a dialogue for everyone. Much love.

[@benjaminfrost2780]

Thank you so much for the video Peter. I got to this so very late. Chester and the rest of Linkin Park were huge in helping me get through the death of my fiance years ago. I went down a depression spiral hard but thanks to special people who wouldn't let me push them away and mentally supportive music like much of their's....I got through it. Still struggle with boughts of it every now and then but I have learned how to cope better and how to communicate it better to those who care. Mental Illness of any kind if a very serious thing that I and I have no doubts thousands if not millions of others have lost loved ones to due to them ending their mental torment....It hurts everyone and we need to help those who are struggling.

[@sameermadhukar5726]

I like how you blended their older music with their newer music. Thank you for making this.

[@sameermadhukar5726]

One More Light acappella would be nice.

[@d-arkangelmusic6542]

Not sure who this dude is. But, this is AMAZING!

[@epiclink11]

Michael Domingo check out his channel. Peter is my #1 favorite musician

[@d-arkangelmusic6542]

Hannah Emilie I just checked it out. Thank you! He's got a new fan, now. 😊

[@praetoriancze]

Welcome to the world of music...

[@ook4698]

He's the lead singer of Linkin Park. He committed suicide.

[@belamdragneel5659]

o ok I think Michael meant who Peter Hollens is, not who Chester was

[@jamiedanzer2393]

Beautifully done. I've battled my own demons in the past finding courage to leave an abusive relationship I was in for a year and a half, constantly being told I was not good enough. We all just need to find the strength to keep on fighting. Feeling alone in a crowd of people is hard but always remember there are people out there who will listen. Much love to everyone dealing with their respective mental illnesses. You're not alone.

[@MsDragongirl89]

This is still such a beautiful tribute to Chester, even after a year I still cry, he will be missed. Thank you for making this, it makes my heart happy.

[@deathbanana888]

I personally have experienced depression too, quite recently actually. I took psychology at university, so for me, I never felt that stigma was a good reason to view something negatively, and yet I felt so weak, I felt like such a failure for being depressed. I felt like my reasons weren't good enough, like I was being silly, and yet I couldn't stop myself feeling so horrible. It was like I was in this dark hole, desperately struggling to climb out, and every time I saw the light of day for just a moment, something would come along and push me back down into the hole. It took a long time for me to realise I was even in that place, if it weren't for my family telling me they thought I was depressed, I don't know how long I would've lived like that, or how long it would've been before I felt that suicide was an option. When I realised I was depressed, the first thing I did was arrange go to the doctor the very next week, but they wouldn't give me anti-depressants or do anything for me. They told me to talk to someone, but wouldn't offer me therapy or anything, just a link to a website. I booked some counselling through work, and it helped me immensely. I sorted through years and years, decades worth of baggage, and eventually the panic attacks became less frequent, that feeling of being in that hole was more temporary, I spent more and more time out of the hole before I fell back in. I was only given 10 weeks of counselling but it helped me get through the worst of it and things were so much better. I went back a few months later because I felt like I was mostly better, but I didn't have the coping skills to be able to keep myself out. That's where I'm at now, and it's really helping. Pretty soon (I hope) I won't need to go any more, I feel like I'm more susceptible to depression than I was before it first happened, but I feel like I know how to try to stay out of that hole, and I know better about how to climb out now. I am SO lucky to have been able to book counselling so quickly, and that it helped me so much. The NHS let me down but my employer's mental health care services completely saved me, and it's been so useful. I feel like I am stronger for it now, and I certainly don't regret being depressed because I learned some lessons I really needed to learn. I can't get over how lucky I am. I hope sharing my story helps somebody out there. Peter is completely right, we need a dialogue about this so that people don't feel weak for experiencing something that most people experience at some point in their lives. Guys, if you're struggling, just know that while everyone's journey is different, there is ALWAYS a way to get better. There's ALWAYS a chance for you. You just have to find it. You might not be as lucky as I was, and I know I was really lucky, but there are always ways for you to recover. Just cut yourself some slack. Get good at self-soothing and self-care, you don't need to medicate your feelings away to get better. Learn what things you can do for yourself to make your pain feel more bearable, and be kind to yourself. It does end, I promise.

[@benediktkonighofer4524]

Made me cry... I LOVE Linkin Park and I love listening to you Peter thanks soooo much RIP Chester :(

[@RatingHyperion]

Only just found this video but it's absolutely beautiful. I will admit to crying through the whole thing but you did it justice. Chester was an amazing person and Linkin Park have helped me through a lot of stuff in my life. Absolutely heartbroken that he's gone and his death has left a giant hole in the world that can never be filled. Rest in peace, Chester.

[@DJDaveWhicker]

So glad I found your channel. It's so reassuring to know that there other people in the world who suffer from mental illness. Sometimes it can feel so lonely but your words have been greatly recieved. Your music is brilliant, thank you

[@jessicanicikowski5292]

Mental illness is not something to be hidden. I have Bipolar Disorder and I have since I was 9 years old. I have experienced traumas which have escalated my illness. I have self harmed and attempted suicide many times in my adolescence. I'm not ashamed of it. It has allowed me to be more compassionate and grow. It lead me to God and a deeper understanding of my pain. Wellness is possible with support and help.

[@JonatanMoser]

Beautiful rendition Peter! Love the bass harmonies and beatbox in particular. You really made this one your own! Much love ❤

[@EveofIsis]

An immense part of my life, my husband's life and my children's lives is now focused on learning how to come back from depression and mental illness. I am a HUGE LP fan, a 6yr member of the Underground and someone who has the very good fortune to meet my Hero and thank him in person for being present in my life through some very dark and difficult themes. I know so many millions of people never got to share the same opportunity I had, but they were and still are no less touched by his presence, his battle and his compassion to fix the pain in the world as I am...as you are. Thank you Peter for posting this... it has been what I feel is one of the BEST Chester LP Cover tributes I've listened to yet. Thank you for sharing and for continuing your fight. You are right about how the world has to change how it approaches mental illness, how it absolutely has to & I believe with Chester's passing has begun to open up, share and care about mental health. From me to you, Bravo, and again.. Thank You.

[@JulieDelahooke]

Peter this made me cry... Thank you for shedding a light on this issue. And thank you for making this tribute to Chester. He would've loved it.