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[@dwhike]

“Songwriter…counselor”…hearing those credentials immediately made me think “whoo, she’s going for a ride now”. You’ll never regret listening to any of NF’s music. Every track brings out powerful emotion. I’ll be looking forward to more reactions but, even if you don’t react, definitely treat your self to more NF…he’ll absolutely touch your life on some level.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

You are correct!! It was a ride and I’m excited to check out and share more. Stay tuned. And thank you for commenting :)

[@shawnfrancis5210]

You couldn't have said it better.

[@jjhdarklight007]

same!

[@colbymarks8241]

Well said

[@colbymarks8241]

Thanks for the heart. It means a lot when a content creator not only relates to the music with the same passion and feeling that I do, but takes the time to acknowledge it that way. Looking forward to more uploads from you. Keep on doing what you're doing, you're going to be a force to be reckoned with regarding reaction channels

[@milesmullins3525]

Nate is very personal and poetic in his music. He is an extremely lyrical rapper. His mantra is “real”. You can definitely see it in his music

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I like that

[@christopherbailey557]

It's OK to cry, I'm 60 and this song tore my guts out and brought up my childhood all within minutes of hearing. Quite cathartic, we all have a past we're not comfortable with. Time will heal.

[@cecilarthur3579]

50 years away from your childhood but the memory is still young

[@InfinityRift7]

Can tell that that one hit real hard. Mansion can be a big emotional and mental whammy for a first-time NF listener, but it’s also one of his best tracks.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

it really did.

[@joelharris363]

I always love seeing fellow therapists, especially those with a faith perspective, and their reactions to NF. It's a real deep journey if you really dive into the NF experience. I've used his songs extensively in my counseling. I can point to songs like Mansion, Intro III, Change, I Miss the Days, Wait, The Search, Why, Time, and many others. I would highly suggest Just Like You if you want a good follow up from a psychology perspective. His songs are deep and he has an amazing ability to convey emotion. Thanks for the reaction and blessings on your day.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thanks so much for your comment and the suggestions. I will be listening to and reacting to more soon.

[@joshuacrosby7029]

Well said! I am also a therapist who has been using NF in the helping professions for years (and I love the heck out of him myself). Something I never thought of until now and am struck by is just how far his reach has extended over the years. I love all of your recommendations Joel and truly appreciate your authentic reaction, Rosalie. Looking forward to more of your content!

[@ryanchristian5543]

@@joshuacrosby7029 he dropped a new song “hope”

[@joshuacrosby7029]

@@ryanchristian5543 thanks so much! Man, I’ve listened to it probably 100 times already. So good! What are your thoughts?!

[@mattkreutz2303]

The NF Journey can change lives, if only the ears hearing the lyrics can actually listen…..

[@Merc306.]

His music took me off the edge. I feel this bro 🙏

[@zave598]

For real. His song, Only, saved me from making the worst choice

[@MajorMango28]

This is so true.

[@imraanbroughton6441]

After losing my sister to a car crash I was ready to end it all until I discovered NF"at the risk of sounding Celeste this is one of his maine songs that saved my life"I connected with it because it made relies that I wasn't the only one struggling with greif, depression, despair,heart ache or with the healing process that I was going through"NF'S music became the only thing for me to fall back on through out my times of trials and tribulations"some how or rather GOD must have known what would work for me I feel blessed that he had led me to NF'S music 🙏

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I am so very and sincerely sorry for your loss! I’m so glad this music ministered to you. Agreed. Sometimes it’s things we may not have expected that touch our soul and are just what we need. I’m glad you discovered him. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story.

[@TheRealMikeDrop]

God bless you! I pray you've found your joy again. I know how much loss can rob you of your happiness. Glad he sent you NF, he helped me too and I thank God for putting him here with me on this Earth.

[@brodash505]

Listen to "No Stones unturned" By crypt. It's beautiful

[@imraanbroughton6441]

@@brodash505 "crypt"I love his music 😊

[@markb4021]

I've listened to this song thousands of times and I still cry. Great reaction. Thanks!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I feel you! Thank you

[@reactionsaccount3955]

I am far from a rap fan, but even I can appreciate NF, especially his song The Search.

[@allthingselectricinc]

I’ve always found it very strange when people purposely avoid certain genres.

[@toddthomsen9703]

As a person that seems to have a heart for mental health and people in general you would do yourself a favor by going thru NF’s music. He tells a story in each song and in each album. Great reaction.

[@MartinFransson]

NF has the ability to write songs that hit you SO hard even if you (like myself) have never experienced those things.

[@jonathongeorge3093]

I'd love to see you react to more NF! Many will suggest that you take "the journey" & I would concur. At the very least, I'd love to see your reactions to "Paralyzed" (the most accurate, relatable description of depression ever recorded), "How Could You Leave Us" (you will need lots of tissues), "Nate" (a song he wrote to his 6 year old self as part of an exercise he was given by his therapist), & "Change" (about his aching desire to change his state of mind & "addiction to pain"). He is absolutely amazing!

[@jonathongeorge3093]

If you are interested in taking the full journey, this is the best list that I've come across: NF JOURNEY LIST (in order) (- is for essential journey songs) (* is for songs not on journey, but great tracks that offer insight) (🎬 is for music video) MANSION ALBUM -Intro 🎬 -Mansion (lyric video) -All I Have 🎬 * Wait 🎬 -Wake Up 🎬 -Notepad 🎬 -Paralyzed (lyric video) * I'll Keep On THERAPY SESSION ALBUM -Intro 2 🎬 -Therapy Session 🎬 -I Just Wanna Know 🎬 -How Could You Leave Us 🎬 -Real 🎬 -Oh Lord (lyric video) *Grindin' -Statement -Warm Up 🎬 * Epiphany 🎬 PERCEPTION ALBUM -Outro 🎬 -Intro 3 -Green Lights 🎬 -Let You Down 🎬 *Destiny -If You Want Love 🎬 -Remember This (lyric vid) *Know *Lie -No Name 🎬 THE SEARCH ALBUM (EVERY SONG!!) -Why 🎬 -The Search 🎬 -Leave Me Alone 🎬 -Change -My Stress -Nate -Time 🎬 -Returns -When I Grow Up 🎬 -Only -Let Me Go -Interlude & Hate Myself (do together!) -I Miss The Days -No Excuses -Like This -Options -Thinking -Trauma * Chasing (demo featuring a fan) CLOUDS THE MIXTAPE - Paid My Dues 🎬 - Lost 🎬 - Clouds 🎬 - That's a Joke - Just Like You - Story 🎬 - Prideful - Layers - Drifting - Trust

[@jaredfoster5275]

Yes take the journey and you got me subscribed. I have watched about 6 people do the whole journey and I watch every video by NF. I’m also a school psychologist, so cudos for the work you do.

[@ryanchristian5543]

@@jonathongeorge3093 don’t forget the newest one “hope”

[@davecondreay]

Welcome to the wonderful world of NF! You're gonna laugh, you're gonna cry, you're gonna be really excited. One bit of advice, you should pause a time or two during the song, even though I know you don't want to. Most NF videos from what I have seen don't get blocked, unless the song plays straight through. Most artists will block the video eventually if played straight through.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you for that tip. :) I appreciate it

[@madame__bizarre]

I'm so happy to see you reacting to NF! He's a fantastic rapper, singer and lyricist 💖 Can't wait for you to go down the NF rabbit hole. Greetings ☺️

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Me too!! I am so excited. Check out what's coming tomorrow.... ;)

[@lewisdaniel8229]

@@rosalieelliottofficial please react to Remember this

[@savdbygracethatwrks6850]

Great reaction!!! Thank you. NF is my favorite artist he deals with mental health issues and his music reflects it.

[@roxannemarshall207]

Excellent reaction. I'm new to NF also. Such intense and deep lyrics. I like hearing how you break it down Rosalie... his lyrics and his background. It was also nice to hear a little about your background. It makes sense now.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you :) I agree. Very intense and deep.

[@nicksmith3531]

I just want you to know that your reaction video truly touched my heart tonight. God bless you truly! I can't wait to see more NF reaction videos from you. NF literally has no idea just how big an impact he truly has made because he let's God control the gift he was given by Him. I promise you that as you dive more into NF's music, you'll see how much he's not only gone through but how much God has changed him. NF is in my opinion the GOAT because he has proven you don't have to use foul language or talk about drugs, money, women, etc... He raps about real life, real things he's going through, he's 100% and hasn't changed one bit. He's the voice for us who can't speak out on what goes in our minds, he touches deeper than any other artists because no matter what you've gone through you can relate. He's a huge inspiration and has helped me get out of my dark hole that I fell into

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you so much for sharing this! I agree with you, and I haven't even listened to much yet, but am excited about the journey. Your description is 100! thanks for commenting.

[@marissamarie_1863]

I love seeing people be able to enjoy NF. It crazy to me how every song he has is a true story and he’s finally being recognized

[@christianwelker7383]

If this affected you, take a listen to his song, “How Could You Leave Us?” He wrote it about his mother, who passed of addiction/overdose. Nate is more than just a rapper, he’s an artist. In every definition of that word. His word play, his lyrics. Outstanding.

[@GoFastJames]

I love seeing people get to experience NF and pull the positive out of it all. Some don't get it and what NF does for people. But as time goes they find him and find out how many people love him as we all see in the views.

[@dalewhiting2895]

Thank you for taking time to react to NF. He’s such an emotional wrighter his songs connect to most of us and some kind of way. I recommend you checking out the NF The Search, Change or Remember This. I can tell I think you would really enjoy his music🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you for the suggestions :) stay tuned got more NF Coming very soon

[@ryanmccain1158]

If you like real you will like #NF. I'd take the journey at start at the beginning. He's the GOAT. You will feel every emotion possible along the journey. There are playlists here on KZbin. Thanks for the real reaction. God bless.

[@ninaelisaduvi]

I’ve been listening to him for years. All his music is so deep and amazing.

[@_LoveMeKnot]

Found you due to your Faouzia reactions and so glad to see you now listening to NF, 2 of my favourite artists

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you :)

[@runyunhyde4373]

Therapy session explains what his music is really about. A mission statement of sorts. Highly recommend. Great reaction

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Oh that sounds good! Thank you for the suggestion. Adding it to the list.

[@elizabethdunford5423]

Amazing reaction❣️ Love NF and I'm excited to watch your channel for more NF reactions ❣️

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you :) guess what's premiering tomorrow?? ;)

[@justmatt3309]

Glad people are getting exposed to this song finally. One of my favorites--puts to words what trauma feels like. "you put me in the corner so you could see the fear in my eyes, then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried." That line is the one that still stabs me. Another good song up this alley is No One Knows by Sik World.

[@shantereed]

New sub, NF fan looking forward to see more of your reactions.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thanks so much :)

[@jcruztv]

Some of his songs to react to: Therapy session, How could you leave us, Lost, The Search, Leave me alone, Just like you

[@karissajenkins394]

I absolutely love the fact that u don't stop and start the song throughout the reaction like most reactions are. You have earned a subscriber! I've been listening to NF since I was in high school and now I'm 21. Please, don't stop your reactions! This one was the first one I watched, and u deserve so much for doing this while reaching out to people. God bless you and everyone in these comments ❤️

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you very much for this kind comment :) God bless you too.

[@ellatelly3073]

I've been to 2 of his concerts and i have been rewatching this video in particular a few times. Thank you for the break downs, absolutely amazing!

[@boydguyton214]

NF brought me here and I love when people go down the journey

[@darthravager]

This artist has been my saving grace this year. I discovered a lot of songs by him I very very much relate to. Mansion, Paralyzed, and Trauma are songs that make me emotional, and I'm not an emotional person. As someone who's been dealing with depression and neglectance for 4 years and still only 17, NF has been my go to when I'm not feeling good. Paralyzed and Trauma really hit me in the feels, because I was depressed and neglected by my peers and my own parents. Mansion has a sad back story, but I believe Paralyzed, How could you leave us, and Trauma will make me get really emotional every time. Never was abused, but i know neglectance and depression like the back of my hand. Really good description of this song btw. Earned another sub! ❤️

[@IanHeymans]

Love this reaction. Very insightfull comments from you. I'm a big fan from NF. Would love to see more reactions from you to his songs. Mansion, How Could You Leave Us, Therapy Session, Remember This are my favourites.

[@ninjunc]

"How could you leave us" will wreck you. More so if you can relate with a similar experience, but regardless. Great reaction. Always looking out for new reactors that are experiencing NF for the first time. It's the only way I can selfishly get close to re-living my first time.

[@victormorgan7766]

#NF !!!!!! Thank you !!!! Therapy Session !!!! Just Like You !!!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you!! Will look into it :)

[@datfuzi0n]

@@rosalieelliottofficial Therapy Session and Just Like You are both songs of NF's and are great ones to check out!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Going to check out therapy session soon

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

@@datfuzi0n thank you for clarifying :)

[@datfuzi0n]

@@rosalieelliottofficial absolutely no worries at all. Super happy to see another person enjoying my favorite artist!

[@SoldierofGod40_365]

This one hits really hard for myself and for most people who love his music. I primarily listen to metal and country music...... but you cant deny this mans talent! I dont know how he can write with such power thats so relatable with so many people, but every song he writes is relatable to me.... I feel that a lot of people have a mansion in their minds and hearts... myself included!...... "Because in order to do that? I'd have to open the doors, is that me or the fear talking? I dont know anymore" im still that way and i live alone by myself because im afraid to trust anyone anymore...... Anyway..... I love your genuine reactions darlin. Please dont stop ❤

[@mamaadura9831]

"Broken legs but we chase perfection " That's Genuine The last part of MANSION is the best I will ever see. Because the conversation is just real life for me, that fear of opening up even though people say it's gonna bring relief, to be honest it just feels like I have said too much only to still find myself in the same fate everytime.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

That happens to me so often.. that in the same breath I try to open up, I regret it and think I already said too much.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

You didn’t say too much here. I’m with you! And I agree. It’s genuine and deep.

[@mamaadura9831]

@@rosalieelliottofficial exactly

[@mamaadura9831]

@@rosalieelliottofficial 🥺🥺🥺thanks

[@wishtheyunderstoodme]

The fact that it made you cry so fast just goes to show why NF is so relatable with his songs

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

word! Just listened to 2 more yesterday (posting once edited) and phew. It’s heavy

[@maqbeats9528]

First time seeing your channel it popped up because im a big NF fan. All I can say is wow this video was very powerful and the way you broke it all down was the same. You are a beautiful soul. Thank you 🙏

[@GreazyFCrazy]

I’ve watched a bunch of your Ren and NF videos (and love them) but I’m always surprised at how little therapists and counselors react to the song Trauma by NF. Would love to see that on the channel soon. Keep being you!

[@weldonbailey1005]

One of the very best reactions i've had the pleasure to watch...not just of NF. One of the best period. Ty. Very risky on ur part to not stop once during the audio. A lesson for many reactors. They cant get away with it because you follow with VALUABLE commentary and analysis to a high level. Thats what most lack. Dont think I overlooked the emotional connection because it gets to me as well. NF calls his music...NFRealMusic for a reason. Its all straight from inside cause he NEEDS to get it out. It truly is what helps keep him sane. And if ppl can relate and it make them feel a little less alone on this ball we call a planet then more power to him. He does it in a way that takes u with him, through it. Trying to figure himself out. Paints a very poetic and beautiful picture as he does it and sometimes not so pretty. I hope u will find time to include more NF. He is unique in his message. Everyone will tell u go thru everything he has done. Many of his videos are connected and refer to one another. His videos are art in their own right with alot of symbolism. I personally would recomment u jump to THE SEARCH (huge views) next, which will give u an extremely good song and video and some insight to what he is all about as an artist. His plan for his songs, albums and videos are well thought out and none by fluke or chance. After The Search, go back to what many think of his first album (but rather his first with Capitol Records) and react to the track/video INTRO...the first somg of the album that shows the story of his beginning. Then jump straight into the track referred to here in Mansion. How Could You Leave Us, which is his story of losing his Mom. A heartbreaking tear jerker as well but very much worth the experience. Thanks again. Im about to hit the sub button. Im also a fan of Dimash for 5 yrs now, Chris Stapleton, Angelina Jordan, Morrissette, Home Free and as a teen Led Zep and many other rock bands from 70s. Love blues, R&B, some jazz, soul, even classical and Pavarotti. I just love talent and live is the truest test. Later. Mark

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Hey Mark. Thank you very much for taking the time to write your comment. It is truly encouraging and motivating!! I love that NF if all about real music, because my goal w this channel is to be real talk and real reactions, and ultimately more than a reaction channel, but a community where people can find encouragement and joy and comfort trough music and the lyrics and commentary etc. Thank you also for the suggestions. It is quite helpful. Several have asked to do the journey (which I want to) and shared full lists, but your suggestions and explanation actually helps a lot as it is precise and clear. Thank you for that. I appreciate that your music taste is all across the board. Same here, which is why I love music from all around the world, and want to open people's minds to various artists that they may not have listened to before. Thanks for subbing and being a part of this community.

[@thomasclough3596]

I had the same reaction you did. Very very emotional. I am in therapy and this song has been a huge part of it. NF is really inspirational and very relatable and I'm glad I found his music.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

me too! :) so glad.

[@dustinpaulson1123]

"Mansion" was the first NF song I ever heard. I had my music app on at work, and I had to stop everything and just take the whole song in. I started it over another couple times and was just blown away by the lyrics, the passion, the imagery, the whole thing. Been a fan since then, and he's never failed to bring it on each album.

[@acelcruz222]

🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯💯,, so much more NF 🔥 for you to discover!! Here for it!!

[@MrsJoJo7694]

I am so here for your NF journey!! He will change your life!🖤

[@ghazialwan8121]

Bless you, I always love your reactions, you are one of a few youtubers that truly reacts not just for views.

[@traumasurg2827]

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! For your pure caring spirit and giving us, the viewers something actually worth watching! You, my friend, are amazing!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you very much!

[@TheFluffyMuffins]

you listen to nf the way i do. much love and please continue to look into his music even just in your personal listening sessions. its amazing work he is doing much love to all of you who read this and everyone everywhere #LoveOverEverything

[@alexanderventures9787]

That’s why I listen to NF because basically everything he went through I experienced. I was adopted and treated like garbage and was beaten till I was literally bleeding and much more that I don’t feel safe sharing but his music helps me cope with the past traumas and he’s the only one that truly understands what I went through hence why his music is such a HUGE part of my life.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I'm so glad NF's music has helped you. I am so very sorry for what you went through, and I hope like NF you can heal, grow and use it for good. Thank you for sharing and being real here, Alexander.

[@destinbourgeois632]

Epic reaction. Looking forward to more NF! Huge fan base who loves reactions

[@cameronx8711]

Thanks for this I love nf and it’s why I clicked on your video but I’m glad I came here , your presence is calm and welcoming

[@williamvankleijr3839]

The mansion is a metaphor for his mind.

[@BryanSp]

Hey. I’ve loved NF for years. Just here for the reactions. Hello from Scotland

[@chezzacollinson6938]

I adore NF. He wears his heart on his sleeve. I've locked all my trauma in mental jars. I deal with my issues one at a time, then they are locked up, lids on tightly. It took years and it wasn't easy.

[@loominal2009]

welcome to the nf train.... its about time. His music has changed my perspective of life. His journey is famous for a reason...

[@techiezilla4012]

Thank you for being open and clearly sharing your heart.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you for allowing me to and responding so kindly when I do

[@mrrevjohn]

I'm a 53yr old man from the UK. I can honestly say NF saved my life.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

wow! really? that's special. I'm excited to explore more.

[@guitaroffthecuff-davids5528]

Thank you for reacting to this song. I can relate to ongoing childhood trauma. I could see it start to hit home for you, and I was grateful that you stayed engaged in the song. Most people just hang their mouths open at that point, when it hits their heart. But you stayed connected to hear how many layers their were to the details and analogies. Your personality and sincerity make it feel like I am spending time with someone I have actually met, rather than just a person who I have digitally connected with through YT. That may not be clearly explained, so I will try to be efficient about this... I see so many positive traits in you that I feel like you are basically a genius. Subscribed!

[@Anthonyalberto1985]

Same reaction I had. He is brilliant at holding you in the palm of his hand.

[@alphamale4182]

AMAZING reaction nf got me through so much I know you have one song you have to hear from him I'm sure you know which one how could you.... I heard that more than a hundred times, helps me PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DO more Nf These reactions help also Subscribed

[@crunchydragontreats6692]

I’ve only watched two of your videos. This one and Ren -Hi Ren. I feel your empathy. Your pain. Your joy. Your understanding of the troubles these artists have experienced. I love that you don’t hide or stifle that empathy. I can see that you are an amazing therapist. Sadly, I don’t think you could ever be my therapist. Your religious views poke through a bit too often for this atheist. I’ve seen two therapist in my time. Both times it was by the request or demand of someone in my life. Both times the therapist told me the same thing. Almost exactly these words from two therapists on two continents. “You are handling this situation amazing well. I’d like to talk to the people in your life that sent you here.” As I predicted, they did not go. I dropped those people from my life as soon as possible and moved on, as I have done many times sense with toxic people who think they have a place in my world. Life is hard. Harder for some than others. Harder still for those with no one to talk to about their troubles. No one to see the world they live in for what it truly is and not as they see it through the tainted glass of the shadows and lie. No one to offer a solution, a path out of the world they’re trapped in. You are that person for the people who come to you. For the people who watch your videos. You feel their pain and joy and sorrow and happiness and fear and hope right along with them. And you don’t hide it. You show them that it is ok, normal even, to have those emotions to show those emotions. Edit: Thank you for introducing me to NF. I look forward to finding new artists through your eyes. You have a new subscriber. Grab your ketchup and crunch away my friends.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you for your real and vulnerable comment! thank you for your kind words too. :)

[@robertdaugherty248]

Back to the algorithm with you! It was beautiful to watch you digest every word

[@judyherrick4222]

My first time on your channel. I was introduced to Nate on a different reaction video. I have been introduced to so many artists that I have never heard and at times when I needed them badly. My first NF song was," How Could You Leave Us". Really hit home for me. I wish more people could be introduced to his music as it could help so many. Thank you for what you do.

[@Fertho]

I can't wait for more NF reactions from you. You're great! If you do decide to check out the song about his mother (How Could You Leave Us) make sure to have a supply of tissues nearby.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I plan to! React to it I mean :) but I guess I’ll have to plan for the tissues now as well. 😊

[@_iievolve9804]

@@rosalieelliottofficial Just an FYI, whatever your 'plan' is for tissues....double it.

[@voiceplayz6184]

Its amazing to see you reply to so many comments! Keep listening, and his music there is a storyline to it all so listen in order!

[@jenniferrieder3592]

Take the Journey....U will Not regret IT....saved/saving my Life.Him and Dr Jordan peterson

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Love Dr. Peterson too.

[@andylofthouse8915]

I'm an nf fan I can't belive I haven't hurd this before but it speaks to me personally so much and I never wanna let people in cos I don't wanna get left again. I've just found ur channel and I love how u take it all and listen to it all and ur emotions show so much I belive that's what nf is all about he says all he feels and that's why I love the guy u really feel his pain

[@strayshottz4485]

NF is amazing, can't wait for more NF reactions from you.

[@davidens8204]

thank you for going over the lyrics of the song, they have way more impact when you hear them the second time around .. I have suffered abuse for well all of my childhood and most of my young adulthood being held emotionally hostage is so crippling .. I found an outlet via My Aunt and her Husband using E.M.D.R and transcendental meditation It has taken me the better part of biweekly therapy sessions for almost 3 years now, and I can finally say I am Okay .. I still think about the abuse but through my sessions, I taught myself to compartmentalize the abuse even the very very worst events ..I can now watch with different eyes and not get triggered by the events instead I keep the vigil so history does not repeat itself .. .. I just wish I had the therapy when I was a young man I would not have contemplated taking my own life seriously 2 times .. I am so glad my guardian angel was there to guide my mom (an abused person herself) to find me just before the deed was done .. it has made me aware of the divine .. not necessarily god but perhaps the positive intents of the universe reaching out to help me when I needed it .. thank you again

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you very much for sharing this and your journey. I’m proud of you for doing the work to heal and grow. It takes strength. Honored you shared your story.

[@richardbates895]

Hi Rosalie! This was an incredible reaction to an incredible song! Very, very well done! Although I've been a subscriber of you channel for a while now, I just now saw this reaction for the first time, and to be honest, I shed a few tears as well. I love your reactions, but I think this one was the most profound one I've seen. Thanks!

[@SamiAutomated]

Dang i just found your channel, i really like that you actually listen to the song and to each word he says and then speak about it, most reaction channels just pause the songs every 15 seconds and say random stuff and repeat some lyrics

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thanks so much. We’re all about real talk here. Welcome :)

[@SamiAutomated]

:)

[@till-imusic9976]

Wow, loved your words and message, wish I knew you earlier. I’ve doing great now, been a NF fan voor 7 years and he has helped me trough so much. Almost all his songs are amazing, some of my favorites are, can you hold me, intro 3, If you want love, change, let me go, but i can rapp allong with all his songs, thats how amazing he is, would love to see you react to more of him and espacially those songs, and defenitly see more of what you make, much love from a Dutch guy living in spain

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you. So glad you enjoyed the video. I’m def going to be checking out more of his music. You can count on that

[@till-imusic9976]

@@rosalieelliottofficial yeah, I love analysis in an psychologicly level, (don’t know how to spell🤣) love psychologie, especially when it comes to lyrics, I would recomend Dear God from Dex and Donker en Licht from Froukje and Donkere Gedachtes van Fresku, both are dutch, but maybe you can het translations If you wanted to ofcourse, Thanks again

[@officialamilekan9207]

My favourite at the moment is just like you

[@AhaduReview]

I just finished your new nf video reactions and now I'm watching your old videos ❤

[@krw73]

If you want deep and personal, continue the NF journey that goes chronologically through his albums. You've never heard an artist like him before.

[@SPARTANSx11]

I’m here for the NF journey! Let’s go! I love the way you break down this song!

[@davidlebarron286]

NF is the only artist that can makes you feel every thing he sings. He is amazing and just be ready because you will cry more than once reacting to him. He is a lyricist from another world

[@Kevinisbatman]

Can’t wait to see you check his work, it’s amazing.

[@ginjabrd]

Great reaction! I usually wait until I've seen a reactor react to at least 3 NF songs before subscribing. However, your reaction was so genuine and your analysis was so well explained, that I've already subbed. So, hopefully you continue to react to more NF songs, but this reaction was good enough to at least get 1 more subscriber ❤️

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

I appreciate that! You can count on more NF by next week. God willing and I live, that is exactly what I'll be doing in my next studio session. :) Ain't no way I can stop now. Thank you very much for your kind comment

[@Unruly.Commoner]

Great reaction, and welcome to NF! This man is the true definition of an artist. Many of his songs has no chorus at all and there is no cursing in any of them, the man has enough to talk about to not need that filler. Love watching new people discover him, thanks for the video!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you for watching

[@inspiredfunkmark]

Great to see people reactions to an incredibly gifted expressionist. The NF journey is one of hearing some of your own biggest fears expressed in ways that you have not thought. The Search, How could you leave us, Nate ... amazing songs. They are all amazing songs.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Excited to be on the journey. :)

[@glitchydata6373]

how could you leave us makes me cry and hurt because i have gone through the same thing with my mother and it is a song that cannot be skipped.

[@DevotedDom]

nf is just amazing !!!! breathe change why only therapy session can you hold me if you want love just to name a few !!!!

[@0DdOne]

This is and will be forever my favorite first NF reaction

[@zenamen5221]

HONESTLY Rosalie!! You're a gem! Your insights and personal sharing are just as valuable as the music itself. My husband and I adore your channel. 🌷🙏🌷

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you very very much, Zen!! I really appreciate that.

[@wikihamilton2327]

Wow, that song is so deep and made feel that I had to take a break and do some cleaning. I appreciate your work presenting these reactions. I associated The Mansion to something read in The Disappearnce if the Universe by Gary R. Renard - he says you're the only one in the room, that statement shokd me and now NFs imagery of a Mansion has slain me. Thank you Rosalie for another deep diving true talking music reaction 🙏

[@xxmoxxie7644]

I loved your real reaction. NF has so many really powerful songs. Some of my favorites…Nate, Just like you, Lost

[@emilyrowe2287]

I really love your breakdown and listening to the lyrics. All is his music ispersonal. I discovered his music months ago and I've been in therapy and his music has done more for me than any doctor.He let's us know were not alone.

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you :) I'm glad you're seeking therapy. it's a powerful tool, but yes so is music :)

[@juliacaldwell7564]

This is one of my favorite songs I play daily

[@courtneykellom1580]

Thank you for not stopping in the middle and actually riding it out through the end.. this song is so powerful

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

it really is. hit hard.

[@genin6532]

Hi first of all loved your reaction ❤️. An update for you... throughout he's career through his songs he has shown all of us that how to cope up with all the struggles, mental health...and right now with his most recent project "clouds- the mixtape" you can check how he had grown potentially and more profound and dominating every Verse he laid out in songs.right now he is in his peak(well he always been actually putting so much effort) and had created his own universe with his music. He is one of the most(if not the best🙏) relatable artist to come across to know. Great reaction 🙏❤️

[@taliaatkins4814]

Out of all the people that I watch your the only one who actually sat down and listened to the song, I go around KZbin watch people's videos and they pause every 5 second's and they don't get to actually feel the song and what he's saying but with you ,you actually feel what he says

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you, Talia!! For me personally feeling it comes easy, because it's so rich and deep. He's saying real and relatable things. I am so impressed. Thank you for your kind comment.

[@hornstein1314]

The discussion was super interesting One of the few I didn't feel like skip Keep it up!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Thank you. Means a lot

[@emilysmith4213]

This was the first NF song I ever heard back in May of 2022. I was at my friends house with my right ankle in a boot bc I had sprained it and couldn’t go swimming with everyone else. At the time I was going thru a lot of stress and anxiety, along with depression. My friend told me about NF and played Mansion for me, which has changed the way I look at music and rap. Before I thought all rap was like Eminem, but NF made me give Rap and Hip Hop another chance. Mansion made me ugly cry bc I felt the same way Nate did in the song, and I immediately explored his discography. Check out Nf if you haven’t, and have a blessed day🤗✨🥰

[@jadavison]

Best rapper out now. Also, completely CLEAN music. Kid safe.

[@mr.knight1123]

I can’t wait for you get into the journey

[@KeepIt-ve9sd]

So happy u found NF I’m fav and my therapy. Well done 🙂

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

thank you :)

[@spinxz_314]

Now you have to watch intro 3 while this song is fresh in your head.. great reaction!!

[@rosalieelliottofficial]

Added to my list. stay tuned

[@galaxybabe547]

Nate has helped me through so much. And still does.

[@kakashibatusai]

To understand NF, here is the COMPLETE lists/links for the NF journey *MUSIC VIDEOS: like mini movies and mostly are interconnected *pay attention to the music videos until the end *there are foreshadowing and symbolisms in the MV's Welcome to "the NF CINEMATIC universe" NF_2015_Mansion_01_Intro kzbin.info/www/bejne/jGrHeomqpN18r9E NF_2015_Mansion_02_Mansion ft. Fleurie (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5O6lZqhq5Z_iaM NF_2015_Mansion_03_All I Have kzbin.info/www/bejne/mYTIc6OBfa2qgLM NF_2015_Mansion_04_Wait kzbin.info/www/bejne/jl6tY55tbNaZZ80 NF_2015_Mansion_05_Wake Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKDNZJ94bNunetE NF_2015_Mansion_08_Notepad kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y4qkiJWrjLVnr8U NF_2015_Mansion_10_Paralyzed kzbin.info/www/bejne/hIXIdKJ4iZeoq5Y NF_2016_TherapySession_01_Intro 2 kzbin.info/www/bejne/sKvGgIOEpbCpiLs NF_2016_TherapySession_02_Therapy Session kzbin.info/www/bejne/gZiwq6uHjJell6c NF_2016_TherapySession_03_I Just Wanna Know kzbin.info/www/bejne/i3Wqe3qJmMScgqc NF_2016_TherapySession_04_How Could You Leave Us kzbin.info/www/bejne/rYDdgoB5rrWWbtE NF_2016_TherapySession_06_Real kzbin.info/www/bejne/hqCYq4dnoNd-hcU NF_2016_TherapySession_10_Grindin' ft. Marty kzbin.info/www/bejne/sJnUp6uarZ2ef68 NF_2016_Warm Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/mGWocqqJnJtlZ7c NF_2017_Perception_01_Intro III (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/pmayaK2Gbq6ngJY NF_2017_Perception_02_Outcast kzbin.info/www/bejne/gGiwin1ugN2brcU NF_2017_Perception_04_Green Lights kzbin.info/www/bejne/pZTRpoKZrK2Bl68 NF_2017_Perception_06_Let You Down kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJOrk4d4hcSobbc NF_2017_Perception_07_Destiny kzbin.info/www/bejne/rqDSlK2Zfb2Sf7M NF_2017_Perception_10_If You Want Love kzbin.info/www/bejne/gpfbimSpnJqSqNk NF_2017_Perception_11_Remember This (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/m5y9mIGhoMmFhqc NF_2017_Perception_13_LIE (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/jnfYmop4rZZ4bNU NF_2017_Perception_16_Outro kzbin.info/www/bejne/eqekmZ1vr5aVjMU NF_2018_NO NAME kzbin.info/www/bejne/eXvdkoyCmJmjhrs NF_2018_WHY kzbin.info/www/bejne/sKath2B6dtuSrac NF_2019_The Search kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJ_Pe6pvfZWrd68 NF_2019_Leave Me Alone kzbin.info/www/bejne/jniqiJuFir6CmMU NF_2019_When I Grow Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/oqm1qHiGq7Fgo7M NF_2019_Time kzbin.info/www/bejne/e2K9h4Z8m6ieb8k NF_2019_Paid My Dues kzbin.info/www/bejne/gn2kmJ6bbLajqK8 *This is the article that he responded for the song PAID MY DUES: www.rollingstone.com/music/music-album-reviews/nfs-the-search-is-a-one-note-depression-symphony-872720/ NF_2020_Chasing (DEMO) kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6LVo2Z6n8R9pJo NF_2021_CLOUDS kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJrFip6kiqh8i5Y NF_2021_LOST kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKnVnJucZpyZi5I NF_2021_STORY kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSkeH-AmNCFja8 Futuristic ft. NF_Epiphany kzbin.info/www/bejne/iYm2d2SHj6ZpjdE Flame ft. NF_Start-Over kzbin.info/www/bejne/g6SUpqSajZuqjrs THE SEARCH ALBUM Audio Links: Change: kzbin.info/www/bejne/oJDCh4yOj5Joedk My Stress: kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z4CUpZ1opc12h7s Nate : kzbin.info/www/bejne/gp6rnpStnKh0fsk Hate Myself: kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z5eZd2qqfKmWh9k Only: kzbin.info/www/bejne/gau6gWp3hc2mhZY Let Me Go: kzbin.info/www/bejne/bIjGqYWNqsutq9U I Miss the Days: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKqciniKd5Vpbq8 Like This: kzbin.info/www/bejne/e4KrqpKorLeqgaM Thinking: kzbin.info/www/bejne/l3TCmoCQgLuGqac Trauma: kzbin.info/www/bejne/l5zLpaeAipJjo8U Options: kzbin.info/www/bejne/m36udK16mNudnMU Returns: kzbin.info/www/bejne/ipzMdaKrd9N3qLc For your Reference Thank You