I finally understood the line about --people danced to the sound of your heart the world sang along to it falling apart- .. whenever he sang “for him” people went crazy while they didn’t know what was going on 😭 and in the end, the same song which was a gift for Connor turned into a reminder of what they no longer had. I think this is one of the saddest break ups ever (and to this day we don’t know why)
@SkittlesJos6 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD NOW IM CRYING
@dusky76116 жыл бұрын
yeah, oh wow, sounds horrible :/ I really liked the song For Him, but now I wont be able to listen to that in the same way..
@heck71866 жыл бұрын
wow i’m crying
@HannahG-nk2mf6 жыл бұрын
God I can feel the sinking in my chest, it's so sad
@cherriesforjm91455 жыл бұрын
I think we know why... Troye's song Plum basically tells us he fell out of love with this really sweet guy and even though the relationship is nice and also as sweet, it isn't working for troye anymore 😭 plum is so upbeat but the lyrics are sad af
@melaniemeier67326 жыл бұрын
It’s crazy to see how in note to self we can see Connors side of the break up and how it affected him and then flip to Troyes perspective here
@mythilivenugopal19916 жыл бұрын
Exactly. That's what makes it so emotional for us as well because we kinda get to see both sides of the story
@miledrama66826 жыл бұрын
i wish i didn't know who this song is about bc now I'm crying in the ground
@karenalejandra35806 жыл бұрын
Wow im doing the same
@KyuIsCute6 жыл бұрын
SIV4NCIDIO can u tell me who its about
@jennyblomfeldt31526 жыл бұрын
Who is it about??
@miledrama66826 жыл бұрын
Connor Franta, they dated a couple of years ago, I mean, none of they affirmed these rumors but it was obvious
@miledrama66826 жыл бұрын
Jenny Blomfeldt Connor Franta
@FaithHailey6 жыл бұрын
the way he looks into the camera and says the lyrics almost seems as if he’s saying it straight to connor and ugh my heart
@saulgarrido74604 жыл бұрын
Oh Jesus, you didn’t have to hit me this hard 😭
@hanna90074 жыл бұрын
Faith Hailey BYE
@nidhi96523 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I noticed it too. Some of them, the things he wishes he knew, he said while looking at the camera. My heart 😭
@Tigris7976 жыл бұрын
“I’ve been watching him from afar and I’m so proud of all that he’s accomplished” Connor has been taking pictures of LANY and several other big people!! he’s like quite a big time photographer!! UGH i’m so proud of how both of you have been dealing with this break up and doing well on your own paths!! also, i’m getting a little emotional 😭
@sarayahclark45116 жыл бұрын
Tigris 797 is it bad that I didn't know they dated. I've even read connors book and read the chapter about his first real love and now that I've seen these I kinda put the pieces today. Wow I didn't know they were actually together I thought ppl just shipped them
@MarieFlaaten6 жыл бұрын
TLC FABULOUS LIFE Many believe that Tronnor wasn’t just a ship, and even though neither Connor or Troye has confirmed it, many people still believe that they were dating. After Connor’s book and this song it really feels like they want to talk about it and give hints, but without revealing names. So yeah, they most likely were dating, but we’ll probably never actually know for sure.
@sarayahclark45116 жыл бұрын
Marie Steinum good point
@KaroKaulitzHilfMirFliegen6 жыл бұрын
Let's not forget they're still following each other on ig! T_T im crying again!!!!
@kuurak57336 жыл бұрын
and u know, he like, also wrote a book and stuff,,,,,,
@daisyy36316 жыл бұрын
this hurts so much?? wtf
@oktovria3 жыл бұрын
same fr
@ashllypatalinghug24063 жыл бұрын
trueEe
@gothichope40296 жыл бұрын
it sounds like a spoken word poem and i love it
@carly76986 жыл бұрын
i miss tronnor so much but i’m so happy that they both are happy
@apricotskies_6 жыл бұрын
Shit. I already knew that this song was filled with emotions, but having troye actually talk about it makes me so emotional. Especially when I know who the song is about
@Olivia-vm9pu3 жыл бұрын
Anyone else here after Connor's new video??
@XXLonelyLittlePillXX3 жыл бұрын
yes
@sarahelyse83253 жыл бұрын
yes. i've loved this song for so long and i had NO IDEA about the context
@theclockworkwatcherr3 жыл бұрын
Yes, hello 👋
@taeblends3 жыл бұрын
MEEEE
@alma15303 жыл бұрын
yes and being a fan since 2013 is really hurting me because i got to see everything and i'm kinda broken
@eshanair6 жыл бұрын
"I've been watching him from afar"
@holliebrooke73276 жыл бұрын
Esha N first thing that comes to mind: "some people call it stalking i call it watching from afar"
@eshanair6 жыл бұрын
cuddleswithtroye omggggg. Yes💙💙💙💙
@holliebrooke73276 жыл бұрын
Esha N ❤️💖❤️
@LeBeautiful6 жыл бұрын
Troye lookin GOOOOD
@GagaBoy13466 жыл бұрын
he only shows the camera his *good side* ;) XDDD
@__leeoalmeida6 жыл бұрын
my tronnor heart is crying! I love u troye, and I'm so proud of u. I hope connah sees this and stay ok
@amandopando78836 жыл бұрын
Bracing myself because I’m going to cry knowing it’s probably about Connor
@Van-th8il6 жыл бұрын
I found you almost in every video of Troye lol
@amandopando78836 жыл бұрын
Vania Islas I mean just look at my profile pic XD
@bhintunamaharjan43766 жыл бұрын
Amando Pando literally I shipped them so much, and I just found out it was about Conner.... damn
@elinottilia66576 жыл бұрын
These are literally some of the most beautiful lyrics I have come across in a long time. So honest and phrased so beautifully
@ScarlettJ12216 жыл бұрын
Troye's voice is a masterpiece just like his face
@Andrael6 жыл бұрын
ScarlettP thanks
@emilioKeka6 жыл бұрын
"The world sang along to it falling apart" Truly fucking beautiful but at the same time heartbreaking That shit got me good
@layanib6 жыл бұрын
Me: looks up Connor franta and Troye Sivan KZbin: this video comes up Me:*chokes on tea*
@Bxwiestarman4 жыл бұрын
Haha i did the same thing💀😂
@Stephanie-dg6wj4 жыл бұрын
OMG SAME
@pamelaJoyce3846 жыл бұрын
It's nice to hear the opposite side of a break up. Usually we only hear about the person who may feel left behind. It's nice to know that perhaps you are forgotten or easily brushed off.
@lovehumanity51726 жыл бұрын
It's so obvious who this song is about i'm crying
@00_fab606 жыл бұрын
love humanity wut
@user-oh7ep3th9h6 жыл бұрын
Me too I sobbed when it first rumored to have ended
@Kyrafromneptune6 жыл бұрын
SuperElite11 connor franta
@lovehumanity51726 жыл бұрын
connor (franta) is troye's ex boyfriend and who this song is about. although the relationship wasn't explicitly confirmed it's very obvious they dated for a couple of years as they spent most of their time together and both confirmed they were in relationships at points, and connor's book quite clearly represents the "bad side" as he talks about being lost and in depression. basically, they dated for a couple of years and then broke up, troye moved on quickly like he says in the song. the song is meant to be an apology to connor about the way in which things ended. after the breakup, troye got the good side and connor got the bad. he fell back into depression, which he had stuggled with before and said he lost himself and was completely destroyed in his book "note to self". Connor's spent the last 2 years moving on from that and gaining some happiness in his life, I guess some of us just hope that this song doesn't bring up any bad memories he's trying to forget. he deserves the world. it would be nice if they became friends again and actually sorted things out, but I completely understand that its much harder than it looks.
@lovehumanity51726 жыл бұрын
same :(
@lahagemo6 жыл бұрын
I'm here for Troye Sivan being on Genius!! Loveeeee
@user-ts9fp5ig9z6 жыл бұрын
This song makes me stare into the void and think about all the relationships I’ve never had
@sydneynoelle16505 жыл бұрын
That moment when u type TRONNOR in the KZbin search and this pops up...KZbin knows what's up
@dobrawaaa4 жыл бұрын
Same😂😂
@abby16265 жыл бұрын
wow I never realized how personal this song was to him. troye said it was the hardest to write but I thought he might have meant lyrically, but clearly this is something that impacted him. I thought the song was just a random sad song, but it’s specifically abt Connor (I think). will be so crazy to think about this later and realize that Jacob is who he met soon and everything and ugh I love them sm
@camillecedeno21606 жыл бұрын
Knowing who this about and stanning both of these boys has been so freaking painful these days. My fragile heart can’t take it. I already can’t make it through this song without crying this vid didn’t make it any better. They might already be moved on but now that we’re finally getting to hear about it, I’m the one getting over the breakup 😭😭😭
@isthisthekrustykrab48956 жыл бұрын
The ends of blue neighborhood and bloom are a great addition to note to self if you want to drown in a pool of empathetic breakup tears.
@sunols95176 жыл бұрын
that song just took a whole other turn for me wow. it’s so honest and genuine
@halaotb31926 жыл бұрын
I always felt sad listening to this song and now I’m even sadder, the verse of “The people danced to the sound of your heart,The world sang along to it falling apart” it’s gonna always get to my emotion and make me cry every time :(((((
@MANA986 жыл бұрын
The Title should've just been *_" To Connor : ... "_*
@user-bo5hi7dn5b5 жыл бұрын
for him 2.0
@ScarlettJ12216 жыл бұрын
I wanted Troye to sing the lyrics 😭
@TheDeafiewithCurls6 жыл бұрын
When ya lowkey (prolly really highkey isn't it) know who this song be about 👀but we love you Troye as you got through it all
@aylinitzel.5 жыл бұрын
This song gets to me every time. Having been on both sides of what this song talks about, he’s absolutely right that someone always gets the short stick.
@ana.medina5 жыл бұрын
this was so long ago but it STILL HURTS ESPECIALLY KNOWING WHO ITS ABOUT,,, OWE
@nat68925 жыл бұрын
him looking into the camera messes me cry harder it’s like he’s telling him directly what he wants him to know.
@shubh56146 жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking. I feel so bad about connor since I've read note to self but I am also proud of both of them; since they've moved on and they have grown and I love them both
@SofiaGonzalez-zl4xu6 жыл бұрын
“You taught me the ropes and taught me to love” ughhh I’m crying
@sergiomanzanares68176 жыл бұрын
But on the real, this is his best song right? Like Blue Neighborhood was amazing, but this song is better
@zuzanna92536 жыл бұрын
Sergio Manzanares how can u say this when dkla exists
@moonlite6 жыл бұрын
svt twt for him. exists tho
@fettypebble7826 жыл бұрын
+svt twt with ease
@sergiomanzanares68176 жыл бұрын
svt twt DKLA was his most chill
@sergiomanzanares68176 жыл бұрын
moonlite that song is cute, the live version is even better
@cierra72465 жыл бұрын
Ugh I'm relating to this song so hard today. I just got out of my first serious relationship a couple months ago. This person was my first experience with love and I was with them for almost 5 years. The part that kills me the most is "so many thoughts I wanted to share, but I didn't call cause it wouldn't be fair". It's so hard when this person has been my go to to share every thought I have for the past 5 years of my life. It's a disheartening and heartbreaking feeling when you no longer have that. I don't know if I got the good side of MY breakup, but I am blessed with a wonderful support network and I'm so thankful for that, and thankful that I have music like this to get me through it.
@andie-castillo5 жыл бұрын
africkso your feelings are 100% valid. i, too, can relate. fortunately we all have friends in life and perhaps also family members who look out for us :-)
@velvetr0s3s4 жыл бұрын
i’m here after thirteen reasons why because i was SO EXCITED and also so sad that this song was in the show. i love troye so much. he’s come so far.
@dinalaursen33806 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, this was so emotional to watch. I was so invested in Tronnor (kinda asuming that's who the song is about) when they were together, and just getting so much insider knowledge of how it fell apart really made me cry. I'm glad they're both happy now, just sad that con got "the bad side"
@saranggawane47194 жыл бұрын
The song has a completely new meaning post 13 reasons why season 4.
@mqple56863 жыл бұрын
what?
@rashichoudhary20063 жыл бұрын
@@mqple5686 Far as I know the song played during a very emotional scene. No spoilers though. It got spoiled for me. Don't wanna do the same to you.
@mqple56863 жыл бұрын
@@rashichoudhary2006 haha i don’t watch the show! please spoil it for me
@rashichoudhary20063 жыл бұрын
@@mqple5686 I haven't either but I wanted to so I'm not really the best person to ask. All I know is that one of the two characters who danced (Morty I believe) to the song died.
@peterjordan59474 жыл бұрын
He seems like a really nice guy, extremely empathetic. I hope they're both happy
@hwei11846 жыл бұрын
this is for real the most inspiring and motivating celebrity break up I've ever seen. they're both on their own paths now and still wish the other person well. no drama. no nothing. 😭😭😭I feel incredibly lucky to be able to experience all these emotions, thoughts, and feelings that troye had and I'm super glad he chose to share them with us in the form of beautiful, beautiful art. the good side was honestly very emotional and beautiful at the same time for me because of all the raw emotion and how genuine it was. a lot of the lyrics in the song really made me tear up because it's just so sad :( I'm happy for the both of them tho ❤ ill always be a fan
@MANA986 жыл бұрын
My Tronnor heart is aching
@yourgaycousins9426 жыл бұрын
*Gosh, his eyes look so pretty* 😍❤️🌈🏳️🌈
@shotbyserenity6 жыл бұрын
WE👏🏼STAN👏🏼A👏🏼KING👏🏼
@hyuckra.71635 жыл бұрын
i wish he would NEVER break up with jacob, i don’t want him to get hurt again.
@juniorlks14 жыл бұрын
It just happened and he wasn't the one getting hurt... lol
@riverviewsky26144 жыл бұрын
so, i watched this video when it came out and it broke my heart bc i knew he was talking about connor and watching this again, agh still makes me so sad, it’s almost as if was my break up too, i been following both since the begging and it’s just heartbreaking
@riverviewsky26144 жыл бұрын
i’m crying so hard wtf
@faicotone5 жыл бұрын
I hated it when it came out because I thought it was cruel of him to lay it all out there like that. Like we know who he became and we saw the sad change in Connor but to explicitly say you got the good side and not even let him pretend to be fine, I thought that was too much. But it has been a while and we can see they are both moving on from it and I come to appreciate the way he wrote this song. It’s simple and sincere, none of the flairs other songs in this album have. It’s a genuine apology and I respect that.
@morethanjustromantic4 жыл бұрын
3:30 the sad thing about that is that i think that had already kinda happened but he wasn't aware of it. i cant be completely sure but in note to self there's a poem about a boy that he saw at a café (probably troye) but before he could notice he was there he panicked and ran away from there :/
@SweetyShanice964 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard. The lyrics are so touching. This song was a perfect fit in the prom scene of 13RW S4.
@TylerDevineScott6 жыл бұрын
I really hope Connor sees this
@cybilm17596 жыл бұрын
True!!
@holliewalker83276 жыл бұрын
Me too!!
@uhneiceuh6 жыл бұрын
3:14 i feel like this was troye trying to directly talk to the person he dated in hopes that they may be watching this
@karenalejandra35806 жыл бұрын
Well i'm trying not to cry here. I can feel Troye literally saying these things directly to him (u know who) and it makes me sad
@aubreeaidyn16915 жыл бұрын
Got this song the other day and I'm obsessed and it makes me really emotional for some reason .
@bellabb136 жыл бұрын
I love Troye, but my heart breaks for Connor every single time 😭❤️ I do hope yall meet in the spring but also that you never hurt him again 💔
@cybilm17596 жыл бұрын
trueee... im so sad to deal with this becuzz im late on news ... I thought that Troye and Connor are still on relationship ... T_T
@christynsun58443 жыл бұрын
Three years later and this song still makes me cry
@SkittlesJos6 жыл бұрын
knowing who this song is about and knowing how well the two of them are doing now and how happy i am for the both of them, honestly, i can't help but seeing him watching troye explaining with tears in his eyes and as much as itll hurt deep down he knows its good and hes healing but oh heck now IM CRYING
@magdalena83025 жыл бұрын
this has to be one of my favourite songs of this decade. It means so much to me and makes me cry everytime I hear it...
@himawariraiden50414 жыл бұрын
Winston And Monty make me fucking cry💔💔💔💔
@elaichiiiiis4 жыл бұрын
Himawari Raiden same 😭 and everyone hates Monty but I actually liked him
@himawariraiden50414 жыл бұрын
Just a Potterhead Who Loves 13rw me too girl💘🥺
@bhaktichohan49496 жыл бұрын
I legit cried hard in every line. Oh troye the feels you make me feel💕
@chellebeaw5 жыл бұрын
i love how he always just read the lyrics, instead sing it like others
@khushbu_luhar5 жыл бұрын
I knew what and who this song was about the moment it was released but I still am crying after watching this again after an year...
@sa_yoonie6 жыл бұрын
I truly do believe that he once loved Connor, but what jacob and troye have is called TRUE LOVE, you can see the love in their eyes, their body language. I am so happy for them and love them both so much😍❤✌😙😙😙
@2002stylan5 жыл бұрын
ur name aw we love a larrie/tronnor/tracob queen
@rekhagoyal71364 жыл бұрын
this really did not age well.....i am crying.i loved them so much
@EmaAtwell3 жыл бұрын
i adore this song so much still and will forever because (obviously yes i know who its about and was there back then as a viewer just quietly picking up on all the clues and quietly to myself, knew what was going on) its so real and raw and beautiful. Its like hes directly talking to him. it seems so SO personal almost like im not supposed to hear it honestly. like its just for him. ive never heard such a beautiful song so clearly not meant for anyones ears but for the ones it was written for.
@sofic32756 жыл бұрын
The video shouldve been him saying: “connor franta” and thats it
@mavitan6 жыл бұрын
i know this is about connor and i actually started tearing up during the whole video. i love them both so much and i really shipped tronnor before. and omg their friendship was beautiful. but i’m glad that now they’re both okay and happy
@99kills536 жыл бұрын
I just went through a breakup where I guess I was the one that got "the short end of the stick" as Troyes said, but this song actually helped more than any other breakup song because it was sort of comforting to have someone show the feelings of the "luckier" person, I guess?
@captnemmy5 жыл бұрын
i have been listening to troye cuz i stopped for a while when they broke up and i’m sobbing right now my tronnor heart hopes one day the time may be right for them😭
@HannahG-nk2mf6 жыл бұрын
The lyrics cut so much deeper because we, the fans, also got see what the "Bad Side" of the breakup looked like from Con's book
@sydneynoelle16506 жыл бұрын
I understand these lyrics without the explination...I just want to see what he tells the public....now I'm crying again
@alexist44194 жыл бұрын
M: “Never could’ve done this, dance with you” W: “I think you could have, I loved you” M: “You didn’t even know me, and I would’ve never let you love me. I didn’t let anyone” W:“But I didn’t even get the chance to try. I miss you” M: “You miss your idea of me. Listen to me. Live with the living”
@tke89814 жыл бұрын
That entire scene 😭😭😭
@elaichiiiiis4 жыл бұрын
😭
@Joel-io5pk6 жыл бұрын
Genius acts like vague lyrics are hieroglyphs that need to be deciphered lmao
@jana-rs8fg6 жыл бұрын
ikr like those meanings are such obvious things
@truthsoulie53522 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for troye. it's so sad. literally crying in my pillow rn
@zionadams57056 жыл бұрын
My tronnor heart is quaking and crying omg this hurts so much but I’m happy for Troye
@clove95526 жыл бұрын
it hurts knowing exactly who's the person he's talking about oUCH
@nicolebartnikowski4 жыл бұрын
the fact that i used to be a hardcore troyler stan when blue neighbourhood came out just to find out it was all about connor. i love them all though and im lowkey sad tronler isn't as close as they used to be :/
@jarofpixies6 жыл бұрын
He actually looks like a painting
@luckakovarova53495 жыл бұрын
He's so smart!!! Omg, I really adore this man
@edmilsonfernandes74303 жыл бұрын
How can I suffer for a relationship I'm not even a part of? I just love the two of them so much, but unfortunately life doesn't work as we want.
@c.68904 жыл бұрын
this is one of the most beautiful songs ever it brings so much joy pain and like.... nostalgia i love it so much. crying
@yuvedat66316 жыл бұрын
I'm crying in the corner
@flypatrick1326 жыл бұрын
Yuveda T and I’m crying in the club
@gkqmtk6 жыл бұрын
their breakup broke my heart so bad and this song just kind of continue to beat it up to pulp really
@andie-castillo5 жыл бұрын
nearly a year later since this video was posted and my heart still shatters every time i watch this video.
@chawshiningstar5 жыл бұрын
if you listen to this after reading note to self, you'll cry twice as hard
@_marimarimari6 жыл бұрын
this lyrics are so beautiful. the first time i heard this song i felt so many emotions and i think thats amazing. i'm so excited for his album
@K3LM46 жыл бұрын
The good side >>>>>> My my my
@kassidysorel46316 жыл бұрын
I DON'T KNOW nope
@moonlite6 жыл бұрын
I DON'T KNOW I like both of them sm but I prefer My My My! just because I like upbeat songs more
@zuzanna92536 жыл бұрын
incorrect
@blissboy38766 жыл бұрын
same
@daisyy36316 жыл бұрын
rt
@andrealessage15656 жыл бұрын
this song makes me so fucking sad, i legit cry every time bc i know that it's about connor and i feel horrible bc of how hard this break up was for him but i love it so much at the same time bc it's so real and the lyrics feel so honest and genuine
@sa32846 жыл бұрын
That song makes me so sad and sensitive yet I thing is so calming and beautiful.
@natalieislame89986 жыл бұрын
I'm happy that Troye and Connor are in good terms. But like my heart still hurts??? ow
@mary-gx5cl6 жыл бұрын
knowing who this is about just makes the song even more heartbreaking
@calista63486 жыл бұрын
he still shakes his head when he says “i didn’t fall cause it wouldn’t be fair” like he did in the snl performance
@heist44206 жыл бұрын
It really hurts my heart thinking about who troye wrote this song for and their old relationship :( I’m glad they’re both doing well and are happy now
@avaware94526 жыл бұрын
“how the cookie crumbled”
@jesseyjacobs5 жыл бұрын
troye, you is a SNACK
@yourgaycousins9426 жыл бұрын
*He's sooooo cute* 😍🌈🏳️🌈❤️
@sef24736 жыл бұрын
Iam Tara try is ga ey sadly
@aylinyesilkaya72616 жыл бұрын
i love how honest he is about the breakup and didn't act like the "victim" like literally every other famous pop singer not particlarly taylor swift lol
@samantha4896 жыл бұрын
Aylin he dated Taylor ?
@holliebrooke73276 жыл бұрын
PageLit sometimes i just give up with comments like that
@11cutiepop6 жыл бұрын
Nicole no they were just saying that Taylor victimizes herself
@nicb10056 жыл бұрын
Emm Taylor doesn't victimize herself. She writes songs about her feelings and what she felt in the relationship. She sometimes blames it on herself but then blames on the guy because of what social media really thinks of her. She doesn't victimize herself at all. She's... Better than she ever was. I'm a Swiftie at heart
@11cutiepop6 жыл бұрын
Nicolette Buchanan Lol dude dont @ me i was just explaining what the comment meant, i never said she victimizes herself.
@sierra51556 жыл бұрын
i love u troye 💕💗💘💞💞💕💗💕💓💞💕💞💘💞💕💕💓💓💕💘💓💕💗💕💞💓
@herogamingmc65576 жыл бұрын
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@ll-ry5ei6 жыл бұрын
I'm actually crying, Troye, what did you do with me?