TW: miscarriage

January 9th was one of the happiest days of my life. I immediately contacted an OB and began the process of determining if I was having another ectopic pregnancy. I went in twice weekly for blood work to ensure my hcg was doubling correctly. My greatest fear was losing my remaining tube and becoming sterile in my 20’s. Daniel went with me to every single appointment and we waited for the worst. Pregnancy after loss is bizarre. The unadulterated joy is lost completely. Instead every time you go to the OB you wait for the worst news or check the toilet paper every time you wipe to see if there’s blood. At week 6 our baby had a heartbeat and was implanted in my uterus, exactly where it should be and my numbers were rising perfectly. We then went in for our 8 week appointment and during the ultrasound there was silence. Deafening silence. They moved us into another room and explained that our baby no longer had a heartbeat and my body was continuing on with the pregnancy regardless. This is called a missed miscarriage. I still had all the pregnancy symptoms but my baby had already passed away inside me. The next day I had a D&C surgery because my body wasn’t reacting the way it should and passing the baby. My body is recovering and our minds are healing. Our family will continue to praise God in the peaks and in the valleys even when we do not understand Gods plan. We would appreciate your prayers as we mourn our second pregnancy loss. I now have two guardian angels who I long to meet one day 👼👼 #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyloss #ttcjourney #ttccommunity

[@WH2012]

So sorry for the devastating loss of your precious one. 🙏

[@OutRunCheetahs]

You mean she is using it for views?

[@mikaeladonegan2430]

I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks 4 days. Saw babys heartbeat the day before I lost them. I announced super early and was so thankful for all the support. I now have a living child and another on the way but I'll never forget my first little bean.

[@Shane-ff2mm]

So sorry for your loss. You will be with your lost child in Heaven one day. Never to be separated again.

[@lorrenraven]

I had a miscarriage. Years later, had a lil girl, with some struggle.2018. was told I'd likely never carry close to term again,but- When she was months after 4 her brother was born. In july 2022, but not without major issues during pregnancy &birth. Got pregnant again, &October 18 I had done the miscarriage removal process, which I was afraid wasn't going to even work. They say they should work within an hour. Nothing happened until 12+hrs later. Almost took a full day 😩

[@letthelightshinein]

I suffered four days ago at 9 weeks two days. I feel like im in a living nightmare And i just want my baby back.

[@juliamarie1740]

I feel you! Found out I was pregnant Feb 6th, had concerning symptoms; very early ultrasound was inconclusive and then ended up officially miscarrying 2 weeks later. Love, prayers, and strength to you!

[@fuzzfeyza]

Im sorry for your loss. I miscarried at 9 weeks with the first and 5 weeks with the second. You are not alone❤ The journey of Pregnancy can be a very stressful. I know your devastated but your going to be alright. I have a toddler of 18 months and the second one is coming in 2 weeks. May god bless you to with babies and make you forget your pain.❤

[@cassandrab3720]

I had a missed miscarriage, the hardest part was knowing the baby was gone and still having all the symptoms , I carried that baby 4 weeks after it was gone. They made me wait 2 weeks to confirm , it was tramatic. I'm currently carrying my rainbow baby and I'm terrified.

[@shemikatate1871]

You got this!❤❤❤❤❤❤ ..Coming from a mom of a still born. My rainbow baby is 5 now..

[@danav837]

I am so sorry. Be strong. I know it is not easy. I lost one pregnancy at 8w3d in 2020 after infertility was diagnosed. 4 years later, i am pregnant in 37 weeks. ❤

[@pluto-qd2qu]

hope you have a healthy and easy delivery ❤

[@SunnyJOof]

I feel this. Had my first miscarriage last year. Everything is different afterwards. I am so sorry for your loss.

[@jamies8991]

I miscarried at 12 weeks August 14th 2023. Worst day of my life. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. Be gentle with yourself. ❤

[@brooke9847]

I never thought I'd have a baby after an ectopic pregnancy and miscarriage. You never forget them but it get's easier to deal with losing them. I am sorry for your loss.

[@joshalynnsegura8876]

May God give you the strength to get through these difficult times. May His love cover you and His peace replace the pain. ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@thecochrans9939]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I had a MMC in May of last year at 12 weeks. It’s absolutely devastating. You can grieve as long as you need to and how you need to. Praying for your healing.

[@sofiajohnson197]

I’m so sorry mama. Don’t give up I had 3 miscarriages and I now have 2 boys

[@tpsbb4758]

I'm so so sorry for you loss... You are not alone! I lost our baby at 6+4. Praying for your heart and body to heal. You will be a mom to this baby forever

[@TheHeejy]

Mother to a 6 month old, after countless years of fertility struggles, I cannot imagine this pain, sharing is such bravery x

[@saielady]

Sorry for your losses. I suffered a missed muscarriage last September at 12 weeks. Baby never developed at all, blighted ovum. 12 weeks of thinking I was closer to seeing my little one. It took a week and a half to get answers just to be told I’d pass it any day. Fast forward to January, I got pregnant again. I miscarried 3 weeks ago, but baby was formed 😭 The second one hurt more emotionally and physically

[@nicolespagnolo]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I just had a miscarriage in March and it was truly devastating. Praying for peace for you and that you will have your rainbow baby in your arms very soon. ❤

[@Pjs49]

I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks and a silent miscarriage with twins at 13 weeks on the twins due date I found out I was pregnant I started to constantly bleed throughout the pregnancy and one night had to go to a and e with bad pains was told it was the start of another miscarriage I don’t know if it was wishful thinking from me but I chose to believe that wasn’t true and went somewhere else for 2nd opinion…. I’m pleased I did as I write this I’m sat holding my 1 week old little girl that I bleed through the pregnancy for no reason and told was miscarriage with at 16 weeks. Me and my partner agreed she was are last try no matter what the out come was I couldnt deal with the lost pain and jealousy of wonder why it was never me I’m sorry for your loss ❤️

[@ipacarrollread]

I’m sorry. Not just for your loss but from the procedure of the whole thing. I hemorrhaged with two of my losses and the additional requirements of surgery on top of mourning was so hard. Best wishes as you heal.

[@graceallum5115]

I’m so sorry love. I know exactly how this feels. Two miscarriages down the line and no idea what to do now. Sending strength

[@froggylvr15]

They are amazing little pieces of our souls that are meant to come and go.I've had 10 pregnancies and 2 living children.My family and I have been through it so many times But each of them had a purpose. Keep going , stay strong and keep fighting

[@CamrynCarter-wx2es]

I’m so sorry you had to go through that. praying for you!🩷🙏🏻

[@mamanaturae2055]

I love how proud she looked at her moms face, while she found out😍 I am so sorry for your loss! I experienced it too, it’s the most heartbreaking. Feels like someone ripped a hole in your heart

[@stephanieboniface894]

So sorry for your loss. My second baby went to be back with the Lord after me carrying him for 12-13 weeks. This was 23 years ago and I still miss him dearly. Something I learned to live with but never got over. I have had two after so please don't give up. Much love and prayers to you💞

[@akitoyaname7897]

I can't imagine the hurt of losing a child that was wanted and loved so dearly 💔 their spirit is with their creator, and they know how loved they already were ❤ praying that you have a smooth recovery, dear, and wishing you all the strength in the world ❤

[@jadeh907]

I’ve experienced the same thing I had 2 ectopic pregnancies then MMC, keep trying! I had 2 babies after w/one tube! I wish the best for you!

[@user-hz4qc7oy2y]

Sorry for your loss. In our city it is customery to not tell others about the pregnancy for the first trimester to ensure the baby's safety. I recommend you to do such in your next pregnancy

[@TheMsklopez]

I agree. I've carried 2 rainbow babies and especially with my last child, we didn't want anyone to know until after the 1st trimester.

[@mercedesc607]

I’ve had several miscarriages, I prefer to tell my loved ones because it’s scary to go through the emotions alone. It’s devastating to break the news to them, but they’re able to support me fully. There was one miscarriage I didn’t tell people about and it was awful to go through alone and I got several comments about when/if I was going to have a baby… had they known, maybe they wouldn’t have brought it up so much. I had to secretly run off and cry every time bc it was too painful to bring up and I didn’t want them to be uncomfortable either

[@nanaronhano337]

Moms can tell anyone they want whenever they want!! Life has no guarantees unfortunately. There are women who lose babies full term. There are infants in this world who die of SIDS. Children who get hit by cars. No mom has to suffer alone or celebrate alone unless she chooses to! I announced each of my kids VERY early. Because I need the support and prayers of those around me.

[@Susan-qo5nx]

I am so sorry you and Daniel and your family are going through this. Many of us have experienced the heartbreak of a pregnancy loss and can relate. Prayers.

[@mariposavioleta9007]

Continuing to pray for you through this

[@leblanclola1703]

I've shared this unspeakable grief . Sending you a hug.

[@MNE2310]

Ich wurde im Januar 2020 das erste mal schwanger und habe meinen Engel in 7+6 Schwangerschaftswoche verloren. Ich weiß wie hart es ist 😢 fühl dich gedrückt. 2022 Kam mein sohn zur Welt, das beste was mir je passiert ist.

[@castiel8960]

I’m so sorry for your loss I know how it feels. I’ve been through that as well. Please stay strong.

[@user-dy3hq7cg2j]

Iam so very sorry for your loss. I lost two myself. Never give up dear. I finally was able to have my beautiful son

[@yanasosnovskaya864]

So sorry for your loss... 😢 i had two miscarriages in past 6 month, its awful. 😢

[@ameliahawkins283]

I had one at 5 weeks and one at almost 12 weeks. My walls wouldn’t hold onto the embryo. Progesterone once I got pregnant the third time was the charm. My heart and prayers are with you ❤

[@MaryLawrence-sr6qi]

I have been there and I feel your pain. I wish you peace and leave you with hope that one day you will have your rainbow baby. ❤

[@lizzieshearer5553]

India I'm so sorry that you're having to carry this grief. Sending prayers your way in this painful season ❤

[@TriciaGrace]

So sorry India. I’ve been there and I’m sending love and hope 💫

[@lissygeorge9199]

Third miscarriage.. recent one last week right after my mums death. Hoping for the Lords grace to handle the loss of my mom and my baby.. May all of you going through such traumatic period gain strength from the Lord.

[@emmav.l.9395]

I am so sorry. You are not alone ❤

[@TaraKies]

Miscarriages are so devastating. So sorry for your loss.

[@roxannar3820]

I am truly so sorry for your loss. 😢

[@pearlkt]

I’ve had several miscarriages as I have lupus. I can honestly not send you enough love prayers from the UKXX

[@marisade]

I am so sorry,India.It hurts my heart to see you like this.Praying for you to heal.❤I have a very traumatic story myself from 14 years ago that I carry with a heavy heart every day until today.😔

[@traceybolden7227]

that happened to my diva. i was there for ultrasound reveal as well as the devastating loss. Condolences. 🙏🏻May you love your rainbow baby when they arrive. ❤❤

[@meganjackson4640]

I am so sorry for your loss ❤

[@MASHkicksass]

I’m sorry mama ❤ I feel your pain and mourn with you ❤

[@CandiceAlise]

We went through a miscarriage last year. I’m so sorry for your loss as well

[@alaynamcdonald4081]

I am so sorry for your loss. May God be with you ❤

[@donnamassey6555]

I'm so sorry for your loss😢

[@dedep6789]

I feel this. Very sorry for your loss. A lot of live ❤

[@AngelaVEdwards]

This made me cry. I hope you know I am going to be celebrating with you and Daniel when the baby God has planned for you arrives. Your other two children’s lives had a purpose and God loves them as much as you do. I fully believe that every life, whether it be short or long fulfills God’s purpose. We don’t have to know everything ourselves as long as we know God knows.

[@user-pc6xo4bb3r]

So sorry to hear hopefully you can get pregnant and carry a baby full term ❤ 😢🙏🏻

[@simonabgnsc6907]

so sorry for your loss💔

[@rosalindagonzalez1341]

❤so sorry for your loss

[@ambrafarigu5089]

I miscarried twice, and I didn't see any of my babies. It was the most painful experience of my whole Life, for my body and my soul ❤ i send you all the love, healing is a long and hard road ❤

[@sheridanvance7426]

I’m so sorry for your loss 💛💛💛💛💛

[@oopsassy]

Sorry for your loss, praying for you

[@Es_g460]

I feel so bad, I'm so sorry

[@rebeccabaradas7699]

Crying with you! Praying for you now…🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@lnwhite0315]

Praying for you India!

[@sunshinejgb]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. From the moment we suspect that we're pregnant we are loving that potential life. Once there's a positive test we are already love that tiny little life with all our heart and soul.💞💞💞 Miscarriages are painful, physically, emotionally and spiritually. When we have to go to the hospital and wait for the D&C procedure, it is as if time stands still and all you want is for it to be done, so we can go home, crawl into bed and grieve that baby and all the dreams you had for that child. I wish you good health and happiness as you continue your journey. My first pregnancy was ectopic and it ruptured on the way to surgery. I lost the right tube and 6 months later I lost a large portion of the left ovary. So not great odds. However, I had 3 babies in 4 years. My childbearing years started and ended in ectopic pregnancies with 15 miscarriages and 3 live births in between. My children are grown with kids of their own and being their mother is my favorite thing. Even if they were not mine, I would want to know them. I love them with all my heart and soul and I really like them. I was lucky to have had that little window of time when I could have my kids. I hope you'll be able to conceive again soon. I can't wait to come into you tube and see a video of your birth story Sending you love and positive vibes. It may not feel like it now, but the pain of loss will become quieter. You are stronger than you know. ❤❤❤

[@user-sb7hk6bc6b]

12 miscarriages and it never gets eaiser, i was told i would never carry to term. But when man said i couldent GOD said you will. I now have 3 beautiful boys. Have faith GOD is in control

[@jesse1863]

Very sorry for your loss

[@danielapm100]

I hug your soul and pray for your resilience 🫂

[@littleredcarpet2980]

Feel better 😢 sending prayers and love ❤

[@tallspicy]

I am so sorry for your loss. There is a reason people did not share their pregnancies until 3 months back in the day. I think it created less heartache. You will be a great mom to whoever you choose to mother.

[@Gellerman55]

Because of medical issues, I ended up with five miscarriages, but also three live births. As I look back on my OB history and all of the pain that it entailed, you may be surprised to hear that I would do it all over again. There is a reason for the madness, I kept telling myself, and indeed there was, but I can only see it now, at age 67. It would take up too much room to explain the multiple things my husband and I learned from these tragedies so I will just tell you one positive thing that came from it. When our three children were adolescents, we ended up taking in two more teenagers that needed a family to escape to. We lived in a rather small house so having five adolescents was quite the challenge! I think if all of those babies had been born, we would not have been able to take in the two abused teens. Does that totally take away the pain of the miscarriages? Truthfully, no. But it helps.

[@laurenlocke4513]

Momma I hear you, and i feel for you...

[@anneko6842]

I’m so very sorry!!

[@CrazyBritTho]

I’m so sorry ❤❤

[@lededrawaters55]

Im sorry to hear this

[@chelseahahasteen980]

Prayers. God knows your heart and needs. Love you have a blessed day🙏🏼💕

[@user-fu4ht1zf4u]

Sending love and prayers! ❤

[@ShadiShadi-qx5tc]

Had two miscarriage. Longest one at 8 weeks. It was the hardest thing I've done. But it gets better. Hang in there. Be grateful for all that u have. Enjoy life. Travel. Spend time with loved ones. Once u have a successful pregnancy and a baby in your arms, You'll miss being just u and you hubby a lot. Trust me. 😄

[@annierose5100]

You’re not alone. My first pregnancy was ectopic. They did a D&C bc they were having trouble locating the pregnancy and wanted to make sure it wasn’t an incomplete miscarriage.. required treatment with two rounds of methotrexate.. second was an early miscarriage, and my third was an ectopic that was caught later than my first, and even though it was also treated twice with methotrexate, my tube popped requiring emergency surgery where they drained the blood out of my abdomen and removed my left tube. Losses are so hard but we mustn’t give up hope. I get to start trying again next month. Let’s pray for each other that we can both have successful pregnancies with healthy babies. Also please ask for a referral for an HSG if u can. I also have one next month to check the patency of my remaining tube

[@nataliemaj]

Sending love to u ❤

[@user-tl9rm4hv8x]

Моя милая...у меня тоже была замершая беременность в 9,5 недель, мы очень тяжело переживали эту утрату, я плакала постоянно. Это так больно терять маленького ангелочка. Но через 8 месяцев мне снова удалось забеременеть, теперь молюсь и надеюсь, что все получится! И у тебя все обязательно будет, ты родишь здорового малыша ❤🙏

[@shaylabystrom5858]

I’m so sorry love 😢

[@fayeberman9218]

Sending you all my love

[@jaclyncritesJesuslovesyou]

Same happened to me. I feel your pain. 🙏

[@alexism1127]

Sorry for your loss. Ultrasounds very early are doing more harm than good, though.

[@abhiramiks7077]

My friend lost her baby at nine months, a month ago😢🥺can't imagine the pain she's going through... 🥺

[@charityasquith1982]

I'm so sorry I also found out on Feb 21st that I had a missed miscarriage. I was 9 weeks 6 days with a blighted ovum and I have to have a d&c too. So heartbreaking and I think often of my baby.

[@MsYourstupidimnot]

Sending you a big hug. Please take the time needed to heal in every way. Remember to be kind to yourself. You and your husband have been through a lot. We all love you.

[@adelemuller8955]

So sorry😢

[@catherinemarie333]

Wow, I'm so sorry❤

[@mymakeup1669]

Praying for you.

[@angelareiswig4302]

I lost my daughter at 7.5 MONTHS She didn't have lungs yet so no incubator. They terminated the pregnancy and I had a D&C. Then I got fibroids. Years of surgeries, pain, and bleeding for months at a time. One of the tumors broke through the ceiling of my uterus and attached itself to my aorta and was draining my circulatory blood. I ended up getting a hysterectomy.

[@Allannia]

Sending you lots of love. ❤️

[@tammythomas851]

I am sorry your baby could not stay. My heart hurts for you.

[@TheJadeology]

I lost 7.... finally at age 37 having my first, in my 25th week.. most terrifying experience ever expecting another loss.. people dont get it unless theyve been through it.

[@AngelaVEdwards]

P.S. Please look up the song “Miracle Child” by Brandon Lake. He wrote that because he was born after his parents had SIX miscarriages. I think the song will mean a lot to you.

[@OffendingBarbie]

Don’t lose faith, the timing perhaps? Miscarried at 10 weeks & 4 tests later welcomed my 1st. Been the biggest life changing blessing in the world. ❤️✝️🙏🏻 you will be blessed with a miracle

[@petriadagmaranecula8055]

May God bring all over you all His blessings with health peace love hapiness and Joy!!! God bless you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💖💖💖✨✨✨✨

[@texasktea]

Im so sorry for your loss. And maybe sometimes its better to have the support. I feel like this is why they tell women to wait to he exccited until theyre in 2nd trimester. 😢

[@lissamarilopez6599]

Just went thru rn it's the worst feeling praying for you

[@Readerpaige1]

🙏🏽🙏🏽 sending prayers your way 🤍

[@susanhiggs6873]

I struggled with pregnancy demise and infertility for four years. Today, with anti-reproductive autonomy legislation we have now, my reproductive endocrinologist would not have been allowed to treat my doomed pregnancy. Also, the abortion clinics that saved me after being denied care at an emergency room for threatened abortion, that turned into a missed abortion that turned to an infected abortion that was turning into a septic abortion. Abortion is a medical definition. Miscarriage is a social definition with less judgment.

[@lauraflegal5848]

I dont say these words lightly but trust God. Went through 10 of my own. Prayers.

[@gabepetro358]

Thats why i wait 3 months to announce. Im not trying to entertain or be entertained if something like that happens