My pain has stopped. My obsession, even though DM's always 'there', has significantly lessened. I don't cry myself to sleep any more because of him, I am simply rooting for him now to learn the lessons that his part of my soul needs to learn. It took good 7 years almost to get here...and I never thought I'd heal to this level. Ever. But I have. And most of all, I've realised the thing that you mentioned about me being the 'lead twin', I realised about a year ago that it is all actually up to me, and only me. I need to help 'him', ie. my other self out by pushing through, by fullfilling myself and my life with other things that make me feel happy and secure and successful. Because, if he does ever come in, I want to be the best version of myself that I can be. Not to have doubts about my self-image, or where I am in life, or what I have or not have...but fully content and happy with myself. And if he doesn't come....well...If I've done it right...then nothing would be missing anyway.. I would've found part of myself that I was searching for or expecting from him. 'He' does not really matter, I matter. I AM him, and he IS me. I think I'm on the right path... although it took immense amount of effort to collect myself from millions of pieces into which my heart was shattered 7 years ago. But I feel immensely blessed because of it and the awakening it caused.. Thank you for your videos...they are a great source of re-affirmation for me 💗.
@creamking3569 Жыл бұрын
Im so lost
@IMia111 Жыл бұрын
@@creamking3569 I know how it feels...I know it all too well...but that's ok. It's ok to feel lost. You were meant to get lost, so that you can find yourself again. And you will..in time... Just, tell yourself, I feel despair, I feel alone, I feel hurt, I feel the emptiness in me...deep deep void...but it's ok. I'm meant to feel this way. I was meant to realise that part of me is empty, so that I can now start my search for things that can fill this, that can fullfil me. Things that aren't 'them'. Why does it have to be 'other' things? Because your DM/DF won't come to you until you've managed to heal that emptiness without them. Because otherwise you would still be damaged goods in some way, and it would be easy for them to hurt you. Both intentionally and unintentionally. And because you're one soul, they can't heal until you do, so you could both end up projecting past pain onto each other and hurting each other despite all the love. And Universe won't allow that. Universe wants you to succeed in this mission you took on. So wander you lovely soul...be lost, but be open to angel's guidance...read, meditate, walk, cook, dance.. listen...you will be guided from one piece of information to another...slowly... until you start making sense of your spiritual environment... I was there...in total dark... looking for specs of light to start rebuilding puzzle of my heart again...but spec by spec...the light got stronger... Trust yourself that you can do this, because it was you who chose this mission. That means you believe in yourself already at subconscious level, just need to convince your mind now too.. You can do this. And when you find yourself, that's when the other part of you, your DM/DF can find you too. And when that happens, don't you want them to see you prosperous, happy, confident and independent? Become the best version you can be, and the rest will come.. I obviously still have work to do as I'm not in union yet either, but I can see how far I've come... You will be fine. Let yourself be fine..🙏🥰❤️💕
@creamking3569 Жыл бұрын
@@IMia111 i’m lost because idk what a df or a dm or the “union” even means 😂 i got recommended this video out of nowhere.
@IMia111 Жыл бұрын
@@creamking3569 maybe that's your first step in discovering! Google it and see if you can relate!
@creamking3569 Жыл бұрын
@@IMia111 I did google it actually but it keeps telling me DM means direct message 😂
@realmsofthespiritarts8557 Жыл бұрын
I’m feeling this! I’m ready to either move forward with my twin or let him go for good and move toward witu a soul mate. It’s been heart breaking and painful and stressful. My body can’t take anymore. I thought we were close to Union and nope… back to him playing games. No one deserves this and women especially don’t deserve this. I’m done abandoning myself. I’m now stepping into my power and moving forward. I have a good bye letter typed out ready to send my twin. Waiting on his next response if he ever does. But I can’t do this anymore. 😢
@notmaya1157 Жыл бұрын
Hello there I’ve just discovered your videos.I’ve been in much need of help and guidance. My twin flame abruptly moved back home to Ireland last Tuesday. Things were going really well with us we were growing and healing so much. We were with each other for two years.there’s no doubt we are twin flames. My shakti woke 3 years ago spontaneously then I started having visions of her in meditation it was like the most loving astral union before meeting in the physical plane.when we did meet in the physical the room we were in was dripping in purple red and green light and there was such a divine presence it was other worldly. My kundalini had already woken up but hers was still dormant. But when we were together for the first 5 days she could also see the energy.the doors and cupboards in the room were literally dripping in deep indigo and our heart chakras were spewing green light and we didn’t sleep for 5 days the energy was too much. But it all came to an abrupt end. I feel as if my heart and soul has been ripped out. she has cut all contact and I can’t reach her. We loved each other dearly though. Is this a normal part of this journey ? It sure as hell doesn’t feel like it. I don’t know if I will ever see my beloved again and it breaks my heart.I’m currently sitting in a mental ward due to this. Does this get easier ? I understand having watched your videos that I must let go so the energies can shift. Thank you so much for your videos and help. God Bless. 🙏 x
@davegcomedy1267 Жыл бұрын
This has been one of the most excruciating, maddening experiences of my life, but it’s also been the most cleansing and enlightening. I’ve grown so much and I will never go back to those toxic patterns/behavior. I will always love myself no matter what from now on. I’m so thankful for it all, the ups and downs. 🙏
@SC-oi9wp Жыл бұрын
Agree ❤
@A-qe2eg Жыл бұрын
My twin ❤️🔥 DM wanted to see me this evening. But he’s in bk and I’m in nj without funds for transportation to get to him, so I had to leave him on delivered as to not confuse him or cause anger and make him think I’m not on the path to elevation which… reguardless of possessions or lack there of in my reality NOW… i was born a valued possession. It all lies in me, which is why I’ve been guided OFF the path of the matrix. It’s to create a WHOLE new world, and God NEEDS me to be the change ans possibly the only one this powerful and in solidarity at this very young age. But whenever we CONNECT. I am shown. And he shows me EXACTLY who I am, every time. No games, he gets STRAIGHT to the point (Scorpio moon, Taurus sun) which can be wild for me to find in my day to day mind (Virgo moon, Scorpio sun). And he has class in the morning so I always find the timing off. “Why would he tell me to come at 8pm when I’d have to leave early before his class and time goes too quick when we’re together and I want it to last hours longer”. The fact that I can even say this to him and he’ll STILL guide me to take the risk and come, his frequency would tell me “go the next day and explore the city, figure it out, you are fine, get out of your head”. He feels like my heart. We have two different experiences but collided divinely. No apps, nothing. Our experience is very spiritual and this circumstance is rare for a gen z in this matrix. And everytime we connect I am inspired, broke out of the loop and brought back to my TRUE light, heart space and soul. Last time we connected I lost 15 lbs literally 1 day later. My body, my vessel became even more goddess like. He breaks thru my mental restrictions and I show him true unconditional love and the purity that allows him to KNOW God exists in me, and SEES God through me and is left speechless. It’s as if everything around us is a figment of our imagination and we transport each other to a planet where it’s only us, our souls, the elements of the universe, and God. I want badly to see him. But there’s always tomorrow, but then… there’s always tomorrow. See, I value organization and work and while I’m looking for that, it feels impossible to navigate but whole time I’M THE JOB. I’M the music that needs to be felt in the world. I’M the universe and it starts with me. But he is a helping, strong, soul in a way only he can be for me ❤ love to all DF and DM’s on this journey. Helps to know although we are the select few on the planet at the moment, we are going through this together and shall ascend for the betterment of humanity as we see it 💎
@BeeLove369 Жыл бұрын
It's so beautiful 🤍🧩🤍🧩🤍🤍
@KR_111179 ай бұрын
I won’t get tired of saying, how amazing you are and what you do!
@sacredsoulrising19 ай бұрын
You are most welcome beautiful soul ❤️
@kindahouse5631 Жыл бұрын
This energy is already intense! I have been purging since last night. I had to leave work after an hour cause I was as crying like crazy. But I also realized an extreme tough karmic pattern in my life from my dad. 🤯
@MysticWater117 ай бұрын
This video triggered so many tears
@lonika28 Жыл бұрын
I've been on this journey for 5 YEARS and it still feels like a curse, still feels Ike the deepest pain ever felt.
@victoriaalin6099 Жыл бұрын
Journey starts when you are from we are a child and know that you have a other part and our life is something deeper and very soul full and your inner knowing that you have someone else with you since childhood even you don't see or know that person and, you waiting for this person and when Divine connection between you and him you reconice this person Souls eyes and everything starts other level and when you are not fysisk contact with him, you can feel his presence all day long dreams and your inner knowing that you are the one who going to show and help him activate, like we woman are in the state and know before from start
@baharan1979 Жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤❤ In last days I am feeling being smashed, even I can see my TF through windows, for first time I took my attention completely from him, because I think I should collect myself, as you described nicely feeling smashed
@racquelviardo9997 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. I hunger for more information regarding this journey. 😊🙏🙏❤️
@twinflamemusicaltherapy Жыл бұрын
Thank you Kat!! 🙏🏽✨💜👁️🥰
@pattybryfogle3627 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much full resonates
@BeeBolger-ix2yf Жыл бұрын
I refuse to be with anyone else but my twin flame ever again
@BM-1822 Жыл бұрын
💯 🙏💗💫
@AnitaSeifert-z1d Жыл бұрын
You are so on point about everything on this journey! I so appreciate your candour wisdom and heart 🙏🙏 You are very much appreciated ❤ Sending You much Love 💗
@Pickles1497 Жыл бұрын
You are awesome
@kiritk1801 Жыл бұрын
Beautifully expressed ❤❤ thanku so much 🙏🙏
@maxstress7341 Жыл бұрын
I am as good on my own as I am with my TF, since they are me anyway, it's all the same. The place I have trouble getting thru is the physical. We are in a physical realm rn, and my body has been deteriorating quickly in my TF's absence, so for 2 years now. Every cell of my being longs for that physical connection. My soul is fully nourished, if I could spend all my time in 5D I wouldn't be writing this comment lol, but I just want to know how anyone makes it thru alive, literally 💜
@asabrantlov7775 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this very insight fully message🙏❤️
@sanneh2 Жыл бұрын
Amen. Well done Cat!
@butterflygirl2660 Жыл бұрын
Amazing content You are so knowledgeable and gripping 🙏 It's like subtle knocks on the head 😂 to tell us to wake up ,awaken.Thank you for your guidance 💖
@festiefairy Жыл бұрын
I choose to let him go, so I can put my attention back on to my internal journey. ❤
@skymeadow7762 Жыл бұрын
Love you Kat 💖😊
@carlosgonzalez3650 Жыл бұрын
You are pretty awesome ❤
@sandradesousa2256 Жыл бұрын
well I hope he's experiencing what I'm experiencing. ,I never thought of him for over 10 years and all of the sudden he pops into my head and heart again? its too painful. I wish I had it in me to lower my standards in what I want in a partner r,I would get into a relationship just so I never have to feel him around me anymore. I feel its unfair because he went on to remarry after we broke up then energetically reappears in my life. after 10 years , how do I cut the connection with him and get him out of my head.
@bleonabrahaj4334 Жыл бұрын
Does this hapen at diferent times for every one or at the same time for everyone
@MyNameIsKsenia Жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@88Deandrea88 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@QueenPraline Жыл бұрын
❤
@Karen_Hodges Жыл бұрын
🎉🎉🎉🎉
@nesreenaleid6572 Жыл бұрын
Can we meet note than one twinflane in same life time? Like more than one person? I think yes, what do you think?
@kindahouse5631 Жыл бұрын
You only have one twin, and that twin is the same in every life time, just a different avatar.
@anastasiarosekarpenko Жыл бұрын
I dreamt he died, what could it symbolize? 😕
@milena_1520 Жыл бұрын
3 days ago i wished my twin happy birthday after so many months of silence ,she replied even tough i didnt even think she would..since that day i couldnt stop cry ,she was so thankful and wished me well and i wished her well too ..that day i let her go with deep pain and feeling like i am back in the dark night of the soul ,she trigered in me the most painful childhood traumas ,feelings of not trusting ,abandoment ,abuse ..etc ..like someone ripped and smashed my body ,soul and heart to the ground ..i will always be grateful to her for everything she has done for me ,i will always carry her in my heart but i let her go indeed this time ,she has her own life ,big career ,marriage ,so i surrender again and all i pray is for my own healing now more then ever ,thanks Cat 🙏🩵
@CeaZeRXx Жыл бұрын
Not a twin if same sex
@777scorpiondragon Жыл бұрын
Wow I did the same thing 4 days ago. And took her to dinner. I found myself at peace with the little reunion and walked away again learning another lesson and turning it into a blessing. Now she has been in my dreams for the last 4 nights. I wish you healing vibes and light and love. Have faith.
@milena_1520 Жыл бұрын
@@CeaZeRXx says who ? Soul doesnt know for gender ,how many females are in union with their twins all around the world ,inform yourself ,even Cat did a video the other day about it
@777scorpiondragon Жыл бұрын
@@milena_1520 I will say it the hardest thing ever done. I see her six times a week. I do so much inner workings and know the more I do, I see her mirroring it. My faith keeps me going. I will not lie it's so hard but rewarding to finally say I need nothing from anyone now. Keep up the hard work. It is so beautiful to have found the most valuable treasure that is hidden in plain sight. It was inside of me the whole time. This situation was more painful than Losing my best friend and father 30 years ago and she left me on the night of the anniversary. I know why now. That dark night activated the light of the soul and truth. I love you and we all do. Keep the faith. I've seen impossible made possible.
@777scorpiondragon Жыл бұрын
@@milena_1520 yes I saw that comment also. As we know that we can only change ourselves. Triggers come from everywhere. You know the soul knows itself and people who judge and live in the old beliefs of a man-made paradigm are on a journey also. Just as hard to let go of. We are moving into something very exciting right now. You can do this. Pay attention to the triggers and work on them from inside out your greatest compass 🧭 6699. As we walk in the light and love with forgiveness and mercy for all. For they know not what they have done. That's the matrix LoL ascending to a higher realm of concussion. Light and love to you and happy trails