"I like this place where you can see the sky," you said. 'If only there were white wings on your back too, we could have gone anywhere.' You gave a troubled smile. If only you would catch me, I would be at ease. Help me. As soon as you turn your back, this loneliness assails me. The more I shout 'love me' the more I lose something. I can't help it scaring me that I can't move from here. What gives me shape is direction of your gaze. I don't have to touch you to sense the certain warmth of your body. I walk with you along a road I once dreamed about. Is this what I wanted? I don't understand, I can't remember, it just feels good. I want to leave myself to you, to melt with all of you into one, forever. If my wish were granted, when my desire is fulfilled, I would likely collapse right there and weep. My contrary heart is being eaten away bit by bit. How much longer is left until the bell tolls? The more I shout 'love me,' the more I lose something. I can't help it scaring me that I can't move from here. See how the white snow falls and piles up to hide us. Shall we quietly meet our ending here like this? I finally noticed the smile you showed me. What I should protect is not a battered heart. Before long, the white snow will melt and you too will get up. From now on I will keep earnestly wishing for your happiness.