Inside My Head - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

[@BrazillianFOsho]

Dude, I 100% can relate. The way that the thoughts and obsessions linger with you for WEEKS. And they cause literal panic attacks, and it feels like your entire world revolves around that obsession, and it feels like you will never recover from it. It's truly awful, just awful. I'm glad you're doing better, and thank you for sharing your story.

[@dannylukeanselm1778]

may god bless. all of us

[@TylerAndRyan]

Amen!

[@hellow9882]

Amen🥺

[@SugarCookie8920]

@I know Nothing 🤯 no trust us, Jesus does indeed bless us physically; and mentally and he's been such a sweet God 5o help me with my disorder 🥰😁

[@NatureGirl1111]

Amen🤲🏻

[@eiantomyuri393]

I have OCD and panic disorder and I am dealing with it alone. It's really hard and I wish my life would become normal again. Having OCD is a waste of time and energy. I am crying now and hopeless. God please help us😭

[@phynexx5841]

your not dealing with it alone, there are many many people who do to (for ocd, me too)

[@lilvvs2416]

Me too just stay strong don't let the thoughts win

[@fjgx8992]

I feel your pain friend.You are not alone.

[@swolfe9668]

stop feeling sorry for yourself OCD and depression are NOT real, pharmaceutical companies and the government created it to sell drugs

[@lilvvs2416]

@@swolfe9668 it is real although I do think the government did create slot of things to profit of just not mental illness

[@Americangirldoll1239]

I’m diagnosed with ocd and I understand what it’s like and how hard it can be and Thank you for sharing your story

[@yoah95]

I don't know if I have OCD or not, but I felt normal and understood watching this. I honestly thought I was going crazy for the longest and felt terrified of what I was becoming. This makes me want to go seek help. Thank you for sharing this. 😭😊

[@nedb1667]

as someone with OCD i just wana say thanks for sharing your story

[@avakrueger8777]

We will come out on top. OCD doesn't define us, but bravery and a fighter is what describes us. Much love hun, it will get better.

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thank you for watching Kennedy!

[@TylerAndRyan]

Absolutely right

[@versatilehumanbeing6013]

@@avakrueger8777 true words i am battling ocd from last 6 years currently on medications and tms therapy hopeful of its results still a long way to go

[@RecepieReviews]

I have ocd myself...and i totally related to everything you said ...like the way you said that to know that you are not alone in this and many people are struggling with it the way you are on a day to day basis...i feel the same way...i literally cried watching your video cuz i realized its not just me going through this...just wanted to let you know that you are very strong and always stay strong ..may God bless you!

[@mentalhelp8474]

your comment really is really motivating. i am trying to do my own channel now and you gave me some positive things to think about. thank you

[@RecepieReviews]

@@mentalhelp8474 ThankYou! For appreciating what i said😊..and i wish you very good luck , with your channel 😊

[@AustinMahoneNavy]

this was really well done, the video transitions and audio the mix, did such a great job with this, thanks for sharing I learned a lot

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thanks so much!

[@nathangee4033]

well done brother stay strong, OCD is a monster on a mission to destroy at least thats how it feels for me, thank you for having the courage to share some of your story, all the best bro.

[@juliosaenz1567]

Thanks for sharing this personal story Bro. Just remember, like you said, you’ve been through worse. Will be praying for you 🤟🏼😎

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thank you my friend I appreciate you!

[@awwwson]

OMG Tyler... I didn't knew.. I has tears in my eyes... God... You'll always have a support and remember - you're not alone!! I know is probably your biggest thing to fight with but... I know the situation... I am so happy that you're okay now and you're smiling!!! Keep doing what you do it's really impressive work about your music and about yourself! TYLER! I'm so proud of you!! I will always support you.. Love as a person, as a musician and all of you! Thank you for this video, it really opened our eyes... Very important thing...

[@TylerAndRyan]

Wow thank you! I'm glad you could learn a little about OCD and about my story. I hope it can help you in any way

[@ReyBanYAHUAH]

Always remember to repent of your sins (sin is transgression of YAHUAH’S LAW: Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, & Deuteronomy) And Have Belief On YAHUSHA HAMASHYACH. HE Died and Rose Again On The Third Day So that you can be forgiven of your sins! HE Loves you! Come to HIM!🙂

[@mentalhelp8474]

your comment really is really motivating. i am trying to do my own channel now and you gave me some positive things to think about. thank you

[@elizabethkelly3952]

Thank you so much for sharing!! I can completely relate, as I also suffer from OCD and intrusive thoughts. My OCD is so bad at times that I'll actually take pictures of the light sockets in my house before I go out the door to "convince" myself that certain appliances are unplugged. The anxiety will always be present, but there are coping mechanisms one can can use to get through the fear. Having a good support system is, as you mentioned, invaluable to individuals living with OCD and can often change our perspectives on how we view ourselves and the world. Thanks for your advice!!! :-)

[@ticolindo2010]

I'm glad I'm come by and saw this video I never thought that something bad happens to you or u have something to take care but its good that u are no alone

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thanks for watching! Everyone struggles with something and that's okay

[@suhanichoudharyyy]

As someone with OCD, i'm extremely proud of you Tyler. It's not exactly easy sharing what you feel when you're hopeless cause that's what OCD practically does to you. The panic attacks, when you see the world functioning just about normal but you're stuck with some rituals and invasive thoughts you can't help. Phases where it gets real terrible but you have to keep going while also preparing yourself for the possibilities of facing it all over. Sometimes people even making you feel guilty saying it's not that bad or drawing comparisons with their normal checking habits. You're lucky to have a support system. LOVE.

[@Laura-lp7pq]

Wow! Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story! This was so inspiring and also kind of encouraging, empowering

[@TylerAndRyan]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@jordaneden33]

Oh dear Tyler. I wish I can give you a hug. Wish you happiness with your family. God bless you always.

[@PachoMarulanda]

Thanks for your confidence. Gracias por tu confianza. Greetings from Montreal, Canada.

[@TylerAndRyan]

De Nada!

[@chaeyoonnam3658]

that is so relatable, its like your always negotiating and making sorts of deal with your own mind. at some point its also like your being blackmailed by that voice in your head. its hard. I've been called names in the house like insane, near to insane, they even told me I look like i was enjoying doing those rituals all the time. for me, I can just try my mightiest best to stop doing the rituals, I can. But the intrusive thoughts i just cant simply put them down and thats the master i serve the rituals for. its so hard to filter your own thoughts, to control them. But i have always wanted to live normal and feel normal like the other ones in my age.

[@rockellbitner1056]

The power in admitting your faults is understated. I am diagnosed with ocd/ anxiaty mixed with agoraphobia. I am scared if I go far away from home something bad will happen when I am not close. I obsess that I am unwanted and defected because of my childhood. And that's the biggest battle of my ocd. ♡ your not alone.

[@TylerAndRyan]

You are loved! Always remember that! Thank you for sharing your story

[@lindsaycameron1945]

I was diagnosed with ocd at 4, I totally understand thank you for sharing

[@Kyl3117]

It is hard to hear what you've been through, Your a great KZbinr that I've ever met in person. keep posting videos my friend.

[@TylerAndRyan]

I appreciate that!

[@sophsmithsmusic]

beautiful story too, im binge watching all of your content, incredible and so talented

[@claraalebrook3857]

Living with ocd is a nightmare. The feelings are real, even though it is not really there. I hate it. 😓

[@sakisdoukas7102]

I have ocd and i learn how to deal with intrusive thoughts,and know i dont care if a bad thought comes,really idc,we have to learn how to deal and not reacting to bad thoughts instead of trying to get rid of it,and remember,ACT,CBT AND ERP therapy are the best for ocd!

[@mutzicat]

thanks for your video! Your examples help explain what goes on in the mind of one with OCD.

[@jordanalexanderleyva3366]

What a warrior thank you bro for this 💯

[@stayathomecichlidmom3579]

This gave me chills. I'm 44 and I've been diagnosed since 11. I've always been a worrier since I can remember my thoughts but it was when I got my tonsils removed and when I got home with an hour, I felt something slide in my throat and it was the blood clot and I began bleeding out. That was my turning point from just a sensitive kid to fighting my thoughts everyday.

[@teodorapenkova7647]

I'm glad there are other people with OCD and i'm not alone. When l was diagnosted l was in shock.

[@DanisJourneyToWhere]

Same thing happened to me. I was happy that I wasn't alone and what I was suffering with had a name. All the best to you. *hugs*

[@russtex]

Thank you for sharing your story, Tyler!

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thank you for watching!

[@pizzatime5192]

Mate i luv you for your vid, u won’t imagine how much you have helped me and I’m sure lots of ppl around. I’m 18 years old & having OCD, and you brought to my life such a huge hope, kinda inspiring, thank you so much😊

[@ddna0812]

Thank you so much! I am struggling as I do not have anyone to talk to but these kind of videos are helping me calm down.

[@ML-cp7zu]

Me too.

[@ddna0812]

@@ML-cp7zu You are brave. You will recover from this.

[@ML-cp7zu]

@@ddna0812 thank you . Hope so

[@ML-cp7zu]

You too. God bless you

[@mentalhelp8474]

I have just started my own OCD channel about my own struggles and I love what you have done its amazing. keep up the super work😀

[@bobbiec6074]

tonight this video saved me. thank you for reminding me i'm not alone, from someone who has lived with OCD and intrusive thoughts my whole life after childhood trauma. I hear every word. I understand it because I live it too, everyday. I feel you. Thank you. ✌🏼and ❤️ to all

[@victoriacushman9657]

I'm so sorry you go through that Tyler... I'm glad you have a way to deal with this. Just keep your head up high and do what you do best. I don't know if you want a hug but I'm giving you one anyway *hugs*

[@TylerAndRyan]

I appreciate the hug, sending one back as well

[@justhadley290]

God bless my friend. May we all unite to make it through this together

[@jacobhoeksema6110]

I don't suffer from OCD but I do have anxiety and panic attacks and depression as well stay strong. ❤️❤️❤️

[@TylerAndRyan]

You stay strong as well!

[@farah4962]

We are all together in this we still strong and we fight it guys don't give up no matter how its hard to deal with💗💗💗💗

[@chaeyoonnam3658]

a lot of people dont understand ocd in its totality in a most basic realistic set up of how it is in normal basis. Even informative videos lack the ability to really transcend what is ocd and just how it is for someone who suffers from it. We need more testimonies and sharing of personal stories and experiences like yours which is really raw and realistic. Not just simply teaching definitions and illustrative examples or scenarios, but transcending the feeling as well. People around us need to take a real grasp of how we feel so that they can truly understand and support us. Btw, its good that you have a strong support system, i dont really have a lot of people around me and i honestly dont have an idea how therapeutic or helpful will it be opening up and talking it out to others.

[@ieza8993]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. This really gave me hope that i can get better too and i will.

[@bjol8669]

I’ve pushed a girlfriend away from living with ocd. There is hope. I’ve gotten better and now I’m married with children.

[@peet2798]

I have OCD, Whenever he said his house set on fire I got scared for some reason so I looked out my window and under my bed like always

[@ameliax4270]

Dam I’m so sorry you had to go through all this you are so so strong remember you are NOT your thoughts I wish you all the best in life ❤❤❤

[@goofball2228]

I relate so much. I have ADHD and OCD and it makes life so hard.

[@xyrolol9895]

I understand how u feel I also have OCD it is really annoying god bless you

[@sophiaabdulrahman3520]

Am so sorry that ur going through all that😞😞

[@godiskingofalljesusismysav5823]

So I have bad ocd but I can tell u that the house burning down was a sign but GOD always restores and your testimony will help so many people!.

[@abdoolucky1855]

I miss your songs i mind all about that bes it was my favorite song it take me back

[@TylerAndRyan]

I'm glad you enjoyed it!

[@brandonkelly7107]

This is the most relatable video I’ve seen

[@ROBIN-rb9ix]

I've experienced having issues with things like "if i do not press the light switch 2 times then my hands will gonna be tired" its so annoying usually in the bathroom, if i rust my brain will gonna be "if you don't touch the rust something might happened to you. Its super annoying beacause im always losing my control in my body

[@ShaneRoseARamos]

I don’t really know if I have OCD but all I know is I count so much…I was told that “7” was God’s number while “6” was the devil’s…sometimes when I’m in bed..tired..My mind keeps telling me to stand up and touch the door knob 7 times. Sometimes click the mouse 7 times, refresh the computer 7 times, check if your assignment have been passed 7 times, blink seven times (there was a point where my sister and parents thought I had an issue with my eyes, I really couldn’t explain it to them that It’s just me…my mind? I had no idea what OCD was before, I thought it was only me). I’d see a stone while walking and I can’t stop thinking about it, I know I just have to touch it. Just touch it. 7 times. I get really frustrated that I have to do these things, I can’t seem to convince myself that I’m doing nonsense and I dont have to do these things. EDIT: -When I watch movies, I NEED to see every single word, clip, letter, I MUST not miss a single thing. This means when I watch with other people, they get frustrated when I turn back the movie… -When I climb up the stairs of our bed (double bed) My foot has to touch the stairs 7 times… -I MUST check the stove after I cook. -I need to touch the buttons of a vending machine 7 times -pull the switch of the fan 7 times -touch my palms on both hands 7 times -touching the mouse 7 times I’m doubting if I have OCD since I’m not really the cleanest person…I just dont know why I’m counting and that seems to be the only symptom I have.

[@rosewalder8887]

Cleaning is just one example of OCD and isn’t something that you have to experience, and is really just misinformation from the media, a stereotype of ocd. Everything else that you are describing sound EXACTLY like OCD. Get some help, I promise it’s worth it. As someone diagnosed with OCD, therapy really does help.

[@bobbiec6074]

You have OCD for sure. You must get and deserve support with this, as it won't just go away. There is also a form of religious OCD that can be triggered in childhood. It is recognised because many, many people have it. You aren't alone. Speak to someone you trust, it doesn't have to be family. Take care ✌🏼

[@mentalhelp8474]

your comment really is really motivating. i am trying to do my own channel now and you gave me some positive things to think about. thank you

[@user-li4hv4ws1q]

Bro i experience the samee with uuu, that's OCD, it's been 2 years i hope you already overcome it because I'm starting to overcome itt

[@heatherrochellelux6935]

I haven’t really left my house in 3 years because of my agoraphobia and ocd, it’s awful. I’m still trying though💜

[@addie8210]

I can totally relate to you.. and its not easy.. 😔 I've been struggling for the longest time..

[@ROBIN-rb9ix]

I like things perfect and the example is if i see things that's in the bad position like the shoes goes sideways, it just makes me uncomfortable then I'll gonna start doing wierd things in my feet and hands just to feel my comfort, i usually just close my eyes if i see things that is uncomfortable to me

[@georginamotolinia-c4557]

I’m crying is so true , every one is dealing with something

[@mladendenni7062]

Thank you Tyler.

[@IPCLive]

I hope you get better..... Its hard to hold on!!!ull get better

[@TylerAndRyan]

It is something to live with, we all suffer from something my friend

[@IPCLive]

@@TylerAndRyan That's very true!!!! Praying for u

[@chelsootro7205]

I repeadily count in my head and it wasn't until recently that I thought to Google what it means because it has gotten to the point that I don't like it to be interrupted and if it does get interrupted it kinda frustrates me and then I have to start all over again before I even finish the counting process to start again anyways. But when I was younger up until now , being an adult, I developed this little mechanism or whatever in my head where I repeat "green, brown. White, blue. Red, black. Up, down. Its crazy

[@strawberrydiamond5886]

@@ELVIR2 I'm so happy for you, I hope that you continue to live a good life free of your ocd symptoms.

[@mentalhelp8474]

your comment really is really motivating. i am trying to do my own channel now and you gave me some positive things to think about. thank you

[@DW-ul8np]

Thank You very much for Everything

[@NatureGirl1111]

I have also bad OCD..but no one can understand..even family too😭😭😭😭😭I hate myself😢

[@FranciscoSantos-ss3uq]

Este vídeos está super bem belezas., parabens! Ótimos. ! 💙💗💙💗💙💗💙💗💙💗💙💗💙💙💗💙💙💙💙♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[@themantrawomankey8514]

We are all suffering from something, chances are they're suffering from something too. ☯️💙 Sending you positive energy your way. Love.

[@benwatso]

One time I was walking home alone in the dark and I started telling myself if I didn’t run into the woods for 10 seconds somebody in my family would get hurt. And I have nyctophobia

[@reneaguilar3471]

My ocd explosion 💥 comes with stress . Sleeping little working too much and stressful situations are a trigger . The pandemic got me frozen for 2 weeks and my hands cracked after I washed them about 500 times in two weeks .. well I don’t know in reality how many times but every time I felt like my hands were filthy I washed them and they started cracking a bleeding a little

[@mentalhelp8474]

your comment really is really motivating. i am trying to do my own channel now and you gave me some positive things to think about. thank you

[@reneaguilar3471]

@@mentalhelp8474 well thanks and you seem to be very young . I’m 46 years old . I have being struggling with ocd since I was eighteen. But I did not know what it was . I have hypochondriac ocd and pure ocd and existential ocd But one hundred percent stress is the number one trigger . So it would be good if you address that issue . I call mine crisis not spells because that’s what they seem to me . I hope you find the way . I stay away from too much stress and that’s my road into the light .

[@wolfgangproductions7402]

This world isn’t helping me with my ocd disorder unless a person has this no one will ever understand us…. Happy new year

[@jamiereilly7375]

Well done mate would like to hear some of your music

[@aprilm.miller7762]

Wow this is deep very true.

[@katarzynadebowska1959]

Thank you💚💚💚💚

[@litoboy5]

I pray for an hour or more (¿is this O.D.C.?) KEEP WORKING

[@TylerAndRyan]

Everyone has a little of something, and that's okay!

[@avakrueger8777]

I have OCD and i struggle to pray, to where i feel like i have to start over because i'm not saying it correctly, this sometimes takes up 2 or 3 hours for me. Maybe go and get checked out. It never hurts.

[@litoboy5]

@@avakrueger8777 ME TOO, not 2 hours but 1 and half, take it easy, God will understand, don't repeat too much, try to keep focused. (and pray for my niece Scarlett, please)

[@avakrueger8777]

@@litoboy5 thank you :) same to you! And I will for sure keep you guys in my prayers. God Bless

[@eleanorbuck2033]

I have not gotten medication because my mom doesn't really believe me and I just can't stop feeling like everything is my fault when it isn't. I have to step an even amount of times before I stop. I have to make my drawings perfect or I recycle it out and restart. My room is perfect paradise. Worst of all, 99% of my classmates don't have it and they don't understand me so I tend to throw myself into studying.

[@catavarela8457]

I know the last part was to try a funny thing but even with ocd i feel i dont even have time to keep clean things and its just more effort to my mind and dont wanna turn things i like in ocd and just let them be :,)

[@sevarakhaydarova416]

May be, all people here can create one supprotive group, and chat somewhere. If you read this, please write here. We can create a group. It is a wonderful feeling to understand that you are not alone and you have so many friends who understand and support you.

[@sophsmithsmusic]

Loved your new stuck with u collab, id love to collab also, let me know if you are up for it!! :):)

[@TylerAndRyan]

Thanks so much! You have a wonderful voice, do you write as well?

[@sophsmithsmusic]

Tyler & Ryan yes i do!😊

[@saintjabroni]

Now, imagine having more than one of these OCD forms (and suffering EVERY SINGLE DAY, MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY), then getting lambasted by SJWs for not caring about politics… Imagine that. Obviously - this goes for any other debilitating mental condition. Point is: Do not fucking tell or guilt someone into feeling a certain way about something. They’re going through their own life experience. Respect theirs as your experience ought to be. P.S. OCD in particular has MOUNTAINS of guilt issues.

[@sahidhussein9606]

Sometimes it's related to rules for living in order to survive in the world. Another thing with Ocd is people sometimes feel their work is not good so they keep on doing it. Sometimes the stuff is clean but ocd hullucinations make it look dirty

[@h.kansouh7165]

The thought is what really killing me no body can know how much you think and think and think it doesnt stop whatever i try . I just want a normal brain normal life normal thinking again i never imagined that my life will be a hell because of a un real thoughts that triggers me to keep doing compulsive actions

[@FranciscoSantos-ss3uq]

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[@corioberhansli9422]

I have the obsessive thoughts and cleaning rearranging and anxiety

[@taylormatthews3767]

i have ocd its torture

[@Miyamithu77]

Im also suffereing from ocd..

[@georginamotolinia-c4557]

It’s sad and is hard on the family too

[@travellersph5890]

OCD is very annoying, the dirty words keep repeating in my head. It's ruining my life now i have anxiety because of my OCD

[@renakmans3521]

I’m there with you, brother. I still can’t believe what I’ve been through and can’t believe I’ve continued to pursue my career which is very social oriented! Oof. What meds do you take to help? My music is highly creative too:/)

[@FranciscoSantos-ss3uq]

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[@nabilmohammad5076]

You are not alone :)

[@user-vl3xg2uu9r]

I have real event OCD and it feels like hell.

[@toufiqueabbasi3929]

I am facing depression and OCD, I can understand each word do you speak...... I am taking medicines to cure the problems😔

[@johnrainsman6650]

*Please no likes; just replies* With OCD, is it possible to "consciously plan" to do something while subconsciously, you weren't going to? Can intrusive thoughts come in the form of intrusive planning/instinct/behavior *_in the moment?_* I'll give you an example. Once, when I was a 14, a classmate (who wasn't facing me) insuIted me and I raised my hand, but then thought "no, don't hit him, that would be wrong." It was a combo of urge and absentminded instinct, but for a huge chunk of my life, I didn't condone violence, and that's the contradiction about OCD: the more you condemn something, you more you think about it and "crave" it.

[@Yeeyeebr0thers]

No the thing about the house fire is legit, I always feel like everything I do is consequential

[@extendedpinky]

It is a private hell.

[@ulcutie8852]

Bro I had ocd from 14 age and it was till the core of sucide but God saved me , I have it still now , and there's anxiety In me for not doing the compulsion but I just want my self to repair gradually and I will pray for you too , you seem so sober💙 your a diamond 💙 ocd is exhausting and ig we have to live with it , and I just have a tip that works not 100 percent but yes , stay busy in the work which builds your future 💙, becuase it's okay if something bad happens cuz u had gone through bad things but u survived 💙 in short your strong try to write ur thoughts on paper, I know the feeling wasn't good at all of bad things💙 and ask God for help , ocd is freaking exhausting

[@vaibhavv01]

listen to sapien medicine ocd video everyday for 2 months. it has helped many people i am trying it too

[@spilledkornflakes8006]

thank god somebody understands

[@rewindbekind9412]

Talking about it scares people.

[@CB-fq2ye]

God bless you!

[@Frogger-by1cu]

I have OCD from pandas syndrome

[@Hoytbuff]

I would rather be in a wheelchair than deal with the mental strain I've dealt and deal with for 45 years

[@josephwhigham3490]

I deal with doubt and have intrusive thoughts and I'm a Christian. God knows what were going through. As a little kid a always said, I hate my life.

[@josephwhigham3490]

I'm not perfect I wish I didn't have intrusive thoughts. I love God eventhough we suffer and deal with things because the world is cruel. Yes I need to tell someone about my intrusive thoughts.

[@artisticshorty9740]

Thanks to you opening up about your mental health issues. I no longer have the fear of sharing the story of my struggles that I have faced in my life either. 😊 I have also been suffering from epilepsy for the last few years 😔. And I am on lifetime medication

[@TylerAndRyan]

I'm glad I could help you! I am glad to hear you have your epilepsy under control. I know someone who has that and it is very hard to deal with.

[@mirkafernandasanchezhermos2300]

😍😊

[@Gleefan134]

I really think I have ocd oh my lord. I’m serious, it’s just so bad for me. The doctors said I have GAD but I think I have ocd

[@bobbiec6074]

I was first diagnosed with GAD as a kid. They finally changed that diagnosis to OCD when I was 30.

[@ekstranger]

I have extremely ocd . Plz save me . I have nothing in my life . It's Ruined