Howie Mandel Talks About Living With OCD | 20/20 | ABC News

[@melissamorgan6161]

Unless you HAVE suffered from OCD, you will NEVER ever understand what it's like.

[@TheTrit0n]

Melissa Morgan it's hard to make them understand how hard it is for some people to be flexible about things. I have it, and to me, it's all about the routine, and what makes a person feel safe.

[@maxkline8985]

Melissa Morgan stupid way to think. believing you are a special snowflake that no one can understand breeds contempt for others and disconects you from being able to relate to others because you start at the point of not even trying.

[@dugger80]

Melissa Morgan These people are rude and DO NOT understand.

[@WolfFireheart]

Not to be rude. But some of us are able to feel what is called "empathy" Which allows us to somewhat put our self's in others position. You are right, we who dont have OCD can never truly understand. But we can understand to some degree. We humans are not meant to be loners, hence we have the ability to form bounds with others. We invented language to be able to better express our though and feelings. To better understand others, and be understood.

[@michellevioletta4410]

Melissa Morgan I kno it sucks it gets worse the more anxious I get . I always think I'm going to get a virus or sick it's annoying I remember feeling weird things like this when I was younger.

[@katherinethompson1199]

No one is judging you Howie... You are not alone...

[@GiDD504]

I’m judging him. Just a little bit

[@wolfievloggzuwu7329]

I have OCD I know how you feel

[@krishg1015]

@@wolfievloggzuwu7329 OK that's a lie

[@krishg1015]

@Cumberpatch Fingerbottom OKAY BOOMER

[@toruguineo]

I am

[@romanticdonkey468]

Gotta admit. He’s the cleanest looking person I’ve ever seen.

[@loco4331]

Mr Clean ;)

[@glenn5517]

i wonder what shitting for him is like 😂

[@tylerlavoie7874]

Glenn not Glen baby wipes, lots of baby wipes

[@dr.inkwell1070]

I wonder how he shags?

[@liveandletlive7152]

@@random8274 you getting me thinking now😂My man creams his😂

[@MaximumMadnessStixon]

One of my best friends has OCD. He used to have to wear rubber gloves everywhere. It was embarrassing for him in high school. One day he left to go to an intensive treatment facility for almost a year. When he came back, he actually shook my hand without a glove and I almost cried because it was such a big step for him. He still has a lot of his issues and phobias, but he's gotten so much better over the years and is so inspiring.

[@desertgrowndank7256]

It pisses me off so fucking bad when germaphobes say they have ocd, it's not obsessive cleaning disorder it's obsessive compulsive order

[@marknalberta]

He didn't have ocd he had germaphobia, this report is insane

[@Chiller-pc1dv]

@@marknalberta It's contamination OCD. He was professionally diagnosed.

[@islixxn]

you know its one google search to correct urself right@@marknalberta

[@cambrystratton]

I hate people who say they have "OCD" because they're always organized and stuff. I believe the phrase they were looking for was "a perfectionist" not OCD.

[@Linda19816]

I agree!

[@ANCUTTER]

I know I have OCD. I have to clean my room like 10 times a month, I also shower once a day.

[@Lena-uh3ky]

agree

[@Lena-uh3ky]

+ANCUTTER ahahahah me too

[@alexiasakach7267]

+ANCUTTER I deep deep clean my room and reorganize it every weekend so I understand and I clean my room everyday

[@rhansen1969]

My son has OCD. It is debilitating and heartbreaking. My son reached out to Howie several years ago and asked him how he was able to get through it, and Howie answered him: "One day at a time." That little nugget of insight helped my son maintain and continue to move forward. I will always hold Howie close to my heart because of that. Sometimes that is all that we need to keep going.

[@vivianst.claire7193]

💖

[@larajhilton]

👍🏼’One day at a time’ is very pertinent. I have someone in my life that has experienced this. Although they have finally learned to ‘manage’ it, it will always be there. They are doing so well and I’m so proud of them.

[@A_for_AML]

How is your son now? My best wishes to him.

[@rhansen1969]

@@A_for_AML Thank you for asking. My son is doing fabulous! The disease is always "there", but he is able to cope. We rarely talk about it. He is now married with 2 daughters. He is very involved with their sports ie, soccer and cross country track. Life is good. God bless you for being concerned and asking about someone you don't even know. It renews my faith in humanity.

[@larajhilton]

Apparently, it’s common in adolescent boys.

[@amsnek6162]

Opening up publicly about OCD is humiliating. He’s honestly such a brave individual.

[@amsnek6162]

fraggle rock you have to understand how embarrassing it is to do OCD rituals in public, let alone in front of millions of fans. Come on. If some bravery was all it took to overcome OCD, I’d have been out of the woods long ago, and frankly it borders on offensive, correlating suffering the natural course of an illness to cowardice. Maybe he isn’t challenging his rituals and coping with the panic that ensues, but that FAR from invalidates my statement: admitting to having something like OCD takes some amount of courage.

[@jakewalky73]

fraggle easy for you to say

[@sheldonspock5566]

@@floorbored3128 Yes he is fucking brave and you've just demonstrated why. Because when one opens up about mental illness, one has to deal with the backlash and judgment that ignorant yet opinionated assholes like you spew.

[@UNSTABLE111]

@@floorbored3128 fraggle, opening up that you have ocd is practically one of the first step you should take before even trying to manage it yourself..

[@kamelhaj6850]

@@floorbored3128 So, in your mind, being brave is challenging your cancer and curing yourself.

[@uncle-nice6556]

I can relate. I don't remember a time when I've been generally happy. Not even as a child, and I'm in midlife now.

[@chaemchoiaromdee2229]

If you are looking to treat symptoms of a mental health condition I'd recommend magic mushrooms.

[@kristahutchinson6519]

I'm going through mushroom infusion therapy, and I can confirm that it does work real good..

[@kristahutchinson6519]

doc_hayles

[@mavahenderson7757]

I remember having some minor surgery years ago and at that point I had never done any kind of drug at all. I didn't even drink small amounts of coffee or alcohol. They hit me with an intravenous dose of shrooms and I felt so good, so positive, and so thoughtful that I felt like I could've talked Hitler out of a wagging war.

[@kristahutchinson6519]

𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒

[@wildflower2793]

I am in utter shock and I deeply apologize to all those afflicted with OCD for having to deal with all the misunderstanding you go through every single day and the way it makes you feel.

[@DeidreL9]

Thank you. It can be so damn hard.😔❤️

[@bobbyb396]

Misunderstanding from wreckage people.

[@nathanhutton5304]

The misunderstanding nearly cost Howie his marriage. The diagnosis of OCD helped them to deal with Howie's issues more readily.

[@snay6869]

thank you man

[@snay6869]

it's really just misunderstanding of myself

[@sorryimsenpai65]

See? Don't self diagnose yourselves with OCD because you like organization. You're not "SOOO OCD"

[@sackblabbath69]

+sorryimsenpai this comment needs to be bathed in silk and painted with gold and embedded into the minds of every living person

[@pepepepe7497]

+Grace Gaglio that comment you just commented was the best comment i uave never commented in the youtube comments section

[@pinkslitz8759]

People need to understand that being neat and organised doesn't mean you have a mental illness

[@sorryimsenpai65]

+Muggerslugger Not necessarily. Different people have different compulsions and obsessions. To some it may be organization, and to others it may be touching things a certain amount of times.

[@ChloeAH]

+Muggerslugger Same...

[@aliciaclifford2765]

How sad that he feels shame and embarrassment, when so many people love and adore him and can accept him just as he is.

[@pewdsub6858]

I have OCD, and for people who don't have it, I describe it as an urge to do something and if I don't do it I start having anxiety.

[@elizabethschreffler9182]

I have OCD and I understand how you feel.

[@ShannonsChannel]

Same!

[@soriddaeng3404]

me too :(

[@KamillaStaun]

I have OCD and yes! And I hate how much I care about something that I know with my logic isn’t that big, but my feelings just grow and I can’t stand it

[@doublem6027]

That mix with harm ocd is HELL!

[@andrewanderson5537]

He’s so dedicated to being clean, he’s constantly cosplaying as Mr Clean.

[@ambassador8524]

Andrew Anderson *SNAP*

[@valentinak1123]

Oh THATS him xD

[@bassmansour7723]

You are making fun of a very real disorder

[@andrewanderson5537]

Space Potato no I’m just making fun of Howie Mandel

[@lilynoroozi5312]

Space Potato I have ocd, it isn’t offensive

[@shyshy8788]

It's a terrible condition to live with. It can affect you on all kinds of ways. It doesn't have to be washing hands and not touching doors etc.. Ruins your life

[@dedemaster542]

True😣

[@Emily-dv7xi]

Agreed☹️going through it right now

[@kristenwisener7067]

I feel bad for my brothers that dont believe in God. He is the answer to all insecurities and all pain. If you believe truly in him, there is no fear and no demons. Go to church brother to find your peace and then you will learn how to pray on your own time. God help us

[@microbios8586]

I'm sorry you people live this way. I honestly do not understand it, but your struggle is real. It must be debilitating.

[@Chiller-pc1dv]

​@@kristenwisener7067 No thank you, it's rude and dismissive and trivializing mental illness to say these things. I hope you understand this one day.

[@Alphazor77]

Can’t imagine how he is now with the corona virus out there

[@jackbauer555]

he's probably in some mansion in the middle of the wilderness in ontario

[@crazydavec3861]

Safer than everybody else... suddenly germophobes don't look so daft after all - stuff the therapy, I'm just gonna keep it for now, it's kinda useful!

[@88feji]

Ironically, his OCD looks a lot more normal now considering the current threat of coronavirus pandemic .. should I say, he's cured ?

[@plexus]

In a bunker

[@kritikitti3868]

Guess there's no sex involved, cause...yuck.😜

[@cs-nq2cz]

i have OCD and it's so annoying that people joke about it and say "i hAvE oCd" like i'm sorry were you diagnosed by a professional doctor? no. so stop saying that you have OCD when you don't.

[@sfuikm]

its a figure of speech get over yourself

[@cs-nq2cz]

moh720 I’m sorry? OCD is not a figure of speech. OCD is a medical condition that many people have. It’s just annoying that people say that because they “love to clean” they have OCD.

[@cs-nq2cz]

it’s also very hard to go about my day without clearing my throat, twitching, rolling my eyes uncontrollably, trying to keep everything organized, and trying to not walk on my tiptoes constantly.

[@cs-nq2cz]

it’s also very hard to go about my day without clearing my throat, twitching, rolling my eyes uncontrollably, trying to keep everything organized, and trying to not walk on my tiptoes constantly.

[@mrc4761]

@@cs-nq2cz ok

[@myri0731]

I have OCD and it is very irritating and slightly embarrassing . I didn't even know what OCD was until I went to the doctor and therapist. It's not just being neat, organized, and clean....

[@moralityisnotsubjective5]

Same. And very true.

[@frogwart2298]

Rougé so true. I have OCD, Anxiety attacks, and agoraphobia. My oldest daughter has panic attacks, my middle has agoraphobia, and my youngest is a Germ-a-phobe! Or either genetic or my tics are passing on from seeing me. No medications works :( I just fight it as best as I can.

[@MaryJoan24]

How would I tell if I have it?

[@PrimeBrenon]

Wow, they had it at 99 likes, your welcome

[@isabellerodriguez9785]

How did they test you for OCD?

[@PamelaNotAnderson]

😢 *OCD IS HORRIFIC,ESPECIALLY THE INNAPROPIATE/INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS/ACTIONS IT IS NOT JUST ABOUT CLEANING! THERE'S EXTREME ANXIETY/PANIC ATTACKS,DEPRESSION,SUICIDAL THINKING OR ACTIONS,TOO MUCH!!!!*

[@mrssadieadler4874]

SNOOP D.O. DOUBLE GEE I’m the same I don’t sleep at nights because of the thoughts an other stuff one day there will be a cure just be strong 👍😁😁

[@br3ad420]

I know you're just a stranger on the internet, but you're not alone.

[@MackV99]

Yeah my OCD relates to what your explaining, not just cleaniness.

[@lookscanbeverydeceiving.6918]

SNOOP D.O. DOUBLE GEE Yeah I get the bad thoughts everyday...

[@farky42]

I know. I can't belive most people who don't have it themselves think it's just about having things neat and tidy OR very clean. I have the germs and contamination one badly and ex partner's is 100 percent nothing like mine but also so horrific it's completely ruining his life. I wish people would stop and think before they open their big uneducated mouths and think it's ok to joke about this stuff.

[@EMMIGREYART]

It's not a disease!!! It's a disorder

[@RecklessTheory]

Disease covers everything. I learned that from a plant pathologist during a study. People misconceive the word "disease." It means nearly anything that effects the body or mind negatively. A Disorder a more specific term relating to behavior.

[@JustinLodes]

Emma Rey actually you need to look up he definition of disease. Disease means you're not at ease. Dis-ease or dis-eased so yeah he does have a disease. Anything can be a disease.

[@aerkhin]

same fucking thing as the person's view.. btw: up comments are right about it.

[@gaaraizallmine]

John J. Rambo It’s called Obsessive Compulsive DISORDER, not disease. It’s a mental disorder, according to psychology.

[@MetaDecker]

So as a colloquialism, it makes more sense to be called a disorder. I've never heard anyone say "anxiety disease".

[@vicj2141]

I've always felt an authenticity coming from Howie Mandel. He is comfortable with himself, even when it isn't comfortable. A very dignified human.

[@markmearth1]

Yes. I agree with your view. 😊

[@im_in_immense_pain]

@@markmearth1😊😊❤

[@allisgrace1313]

I really appreciate Howie being so transparent. I was diagnosed with OCD at about 16. I'm 38 now. It is much better for me these days. There is hope. I struggled more with the intrusive thoughts aspect of OCD. I would really like to see more exposure on that aspect.

[@i2thadean]

all.is.grace same here. When I was younger I had the physical compulsions (touching, turning lights off constantly) but later turned into the intrusive thoughts

[@allisgrace1313]

i2thadean How do you fare with these things today? The intrusive thoughts are total hell, especially when your not old enough to understand them for what they are.

[@HH-wv9fm]

Can totally relate grace. It started for me around age 8 with even amount of steps and turning lights on and off. Then it turned into being scared giing to the playground, thinking I would contract hiv as a child. Then wondering if I was gay, then relationship ocd and so in and so fourth.

[@KamillaStaun]

Same here, I almost only deal with the intrusive thoughts, and before I knew it was OCD, I sometimes couldn’t imagine me living much longer because I was filled so much with guilt and anxiety and no understanding of why

[@LonelyStar-gx7ei]

It makes me happy to see other people understanding what I’ve been through. Intrusive thoughts are a living hell. I have v*olence ones, self-h*rm ones, and as a religious person I have blasphemous ones too, not to mention maaany others that include compulsions. We got this tho. We are strong individuals.

[@madisheppard9190]

You aren’t alone Howie, its honestly inspiring what you’ve accomplished despite this torture. I have OCD as well as my dad. It’s absolute torture, pain, torment. But I find peace knowing that I am not alone and can accomplish anything I set my mind to

[@hodamahboub1910]

You can treat it as well dear ♥️

[@Blastable]

50% I have OCD! 25% explaining what OCD is. 15% Its not a disease, it's a disorder. 9% poor Howie 1% this stupid graph thingy.

[@baileek.7351]

@@pepememe5572 what do you mean by that?

[@UNSTABLE111]

@@pepememe5572 to be honest, this is the kind of approach I'm tackling my OCD and paruresis....it kinda works guys.., but I don't recommend it eveyone..

[@UNSTABLE111]

@Plautus egal there is no such thing as an easy fix..you can manage ocd but it won't be permanently fixed..the thoughts will stay, but sometimes it's just about not holding on or letting the thoughts no matter how shitty it is, linger with you..you have to treat it like they are just clouds and deceptions...

[@UNSTABLE111]

@Christian Ganzon it's not a phobia though...of it was a phobia, that's actually worst than ocd to be honest.., he would basically be the bubble man from that one movie with Jake Gyllenhaal

[@ExcitedAnacondaSnake-hg8ec]

It’s appropriate. Society had no understanding compassion empathy for mental illness. I think this kind of reporting was useful.

[@JohnThyEnglishman]

I have generalized high anxiety and OCD. I feel you, Howie. It's hard.

[@thinkpink007]

I do the same. I never touch anything in public or keep a napkin in my hands all the time so I can use that. I don't get embarrassed by it. I make light of it and say I'm just passionate about not sharing everyone's germs.😊

[@UhtredOfBamburgh]

@@thinkpink007 I touch things in public within reason but my mind makes an immediate automatic mental note to make one of the next things I do to be washing hands.. The funny part is I'm not afraid when its from nature and I'm perfectly fine with putting my hands in soil or touching dirty wood or leaves. But I don't like touching the floor indoors for some reason

[@AymeeRose]

Its tough I have GAD and OCD as well , sending you strength! One day at a time Mate

[@danh4435]

That woman deserves a gold for sticking around.

[@samanthabahadoor8696]

@YES you are FUNNY! 😂

[@Tolkienlady]

Why? She's a model human being, and the standard of how every human should be. Why should that be shocking? But in today's world where people are selfish...it is shocking.

[@LloydBlake89]

Dan H she’s awesome

[@KevinTempelx]

I suffer from OCD but it's not germs. It actually was when I was a kid but now before I go to bed or leave a bathroom I have to keep turning on the faucet and turn it back off. Maybe up to ten times until I feel it was turned off properly. Same with the lights in the room. It's not that i can't walk away but I get this severe urge to get it right and make sure it's actual off properly as if it might still be on which makes me feel like something bad might happen. It's un logical but the desire is really strong. Sometimes I'll repeat at random from bed for hours.

[@luciechase4556]

I know and when I touch something I have to touch it again around 15 times

[@YzshaLawliet]

i just recently found out that i actually have ocd, similar to yours. i can't sleep at night or leave the house without rechecking the locks and it usually takes me 15 minutes before i feel satisfied. Also, idk if it's ocd or maybe im just plain crazy, i have to knock on wood everytime i hear 'bad' words if i don't do it i feel like something not good will happen and it should only be 3 or 5 knocks

[@sebastianbednarek9704]

That sounds a lot like what I would do, except I would constantly turn a light off and on until it sounded right to me, and when I picked up a glass of water to drink it, I'd have trouble putting it back down because I would put it down but it wouldn't sound right and I just had the urge to pick it back up and then hit it on the table again until it sounded right to me.

[@evancosman5039]

Kevin Tempel Same

[@TokinTaylor]

I deal with a lot of the same problems. I've been diagnosed with OCD, manic depression and social anxiety. I'm a triple threat I guess lol. It's exhausting, especially when a family member will just tell me to "stop" or "be normal." I've isolated myself a lot because of it and it only makes my depression worse but I don't know how to fix it, I get the same sense of doom you do until I give into the impulses. Xanax helps but it's highly addictive and while I live in Colorado, marijuana is legal and a possible treatment option, I still couldn't get a job if I tested positive for thc in my system. I just wish people could understand that it's not something you can turn on and off. It's constant and I hate it. More than anything I just want to be normal or find something to give me a sense of relief but as of now, it just doesn't exist.

[@1298blaster]

The hardest part of OCD for me at least, is the rumination.

[@allosch9]

Same!!

[@curmudgeonjack1670]

They laughed at him then, but all along he was training for 2020.

[@AntiLoveBiotechnology]

He's probably like "what about MY ODC"??

[@Baby1961-i5e]

Howie, I have a son who is 36 years who has suffered from OCD since he was a teen. He graduated from high in the top 10% of his glass with honors. Like others, he started by taking many showers. Washing his hands so many times and not wanting to touch anything. This disease has crippled his life!! He has an IQ of 172, he so smart, I know he could have done great things. He is a very caring son, would do anything for me his mom. I often lock myself in my room and cry because he says to me that he will never marry and have kids. He went to college at UCSD and majored in Political Science. But that is as far as his gone!!!! He fears work being around so many people. I pray that someday he will get better and be that person that I know he can be a do wonders for society!! Thank Howie, I admire you!

[@hereisshirl]

I suffered through ocd too - please take him to a therapist who focuses on exposure response therapy. This saved my life!

[@jeremymichaelson7197]

Animal based low carb, also known as carnivore diet, has helped many with OCD. Meatrx.com has many testimonials reversing ocd and other disorders

[@nexxusty]

172? Lol, no, he doesn't have an IQ of 172. Einsteins IQ was 160. I'm sure your son is very intelligent, but there is NO way he has an Intelligence Quotient of 172.

[@bstebbi]

nexxusty highest IQ on record is 228, her name was Marilyn von Savant. took me 5 seconds to google...maybe research before you try to discredit someone.

[@rokanza2293]

nexxusty Einstein never did an IQ test, so you are wrong. Also you are wrongly presuming to know the intelligence of a person you don't know nothing about, so you are making a second wrong conclusion.

[@user-xt7zs7tn1c]

This is real OCD. People are always like "LOL I have such bad ocd because it bugs me a little when something is out of place LOL" but it's real OCD when you have to turn on a sink with your foot.

[@jclarkson1618]

Actually OCD doesn't even have to be related to germs at all. I have OCD where have to check things (power points, locks, windows) constantly and if I don't I will have a panick attack and usually end up making myself pass out so I don't have to deal with it (I take medication now so I don't have to make myself pass out but before I was diagnosed with it people thought I was faking, It still affects me majoraly though).

[@JohnKienle3840]

Ha This dude in the video built up so many walls in his mind that it became impossible to live

[@parkerteague8409]

ye ocd isn't restricted to germ fears. my psychiatrist diagnosed me with ocd but with a sort of will power kind of thing where I have a steamroller for a brain and when I have something in my mind I plow over everything possible in the way without considering anything else or other people, and it's hard to control so Im an extremely argumentative person

[@cutiexoxo4450]

I feel so bad about myself... like I had to erase a couple of words about five times before writing the full word...

[@davec3651]

I would never turn on the sink with my foot, because that's so dirty to put my foot up there, how can I wash my hands to satisfaction knowing that I'm washing them so close to something I just put my foot on?? Man some people's OCD is really illogical. I carry mine out logically. ;)

[@robertvazquez35]

The brain and what it holds on to and how we deal with things is amazing.

[@davidallen346]

and some people tell you to just forget things and move on it ain't that easy

[@christmascuddles4621]

The checking tires me out I loose sleep because I have to make sure everything is in the right place before I can go to bed. The doctor proscribed trazodone so I can rest.. or (slow down) 🤷

[@jessielynn]

This may seem so small but I really hope Howie sees this. Thank you so so much! I have perfectionism and OCD. I’m raising a 3 year old and it is so hard. I feel like such a bad mom some days, but hearing your wife say, “It [raising children]was so hard for him,” just validated everything I’ve been feeling. It is so so hard on my OCD raising my son. I feel like giving up some days. Thank you for sharing your story. I feel better knowing I’m not weak, I’m not a bad mom, raising children with OCD is just really hard.

[@Dee-l9q4c]

So thats why mr.clean is so clean.

[@ijoeputa7306]

deanne payne now we know

[@SouthernIowaLady]

I think Howie would be okay with that joke.

[@tashabrown2359]

This joke is funny but having OCD is not.

[@marklarson3934]

deanne payne And Bald 😇

[@dineomokgosi411]

That's not funny at all. He is suffering.

[@itsme2365]

I love that their marriage survived the Hollywood Hell and his disorder

[@joesmith389]

Howie should look into a new therapist. He’s giving in to all his OCD habits, even after 30 years. He should be taught that these things can’t hurt you (exposure therapy). OCD can be quickly improved with a good therapist. It seems odd that he still is completely at the mercy of OCD after 30-40 years of it. After seeing he won’t pick up a dropped pill for his well being or even shake someone’s hand is frightening. Having your own house built to separate you from your family is severe psychosis. He needs proper help and obviously hasn’t gotten it.

[@JohnDoe-ym5ly]

He's a rich, disconnected asshole. And he's using his disorder as an excuse because he can afford to build a new house, afford to be treated like a king every day. Yes, for real people with OCD, what you suggest is the correct course of treatment.

[@muthanna1973]

He won’t let go because it brings him money

[@bornbranded29]

I've been through CBT, exposure therapy, etc., and I can't even begin to do the work I have been prescribed- because I like the things I compulsively do and I am wrapped up in my fears and no one can talk me out of them. I need to rationalize alternative means of conduct, which I can't (thus far). So, it's not necessarily therapy that's Howie's problem, as I've had excellent help. It's often the case that an OCD person is bullheadedly unwilling to cease feeding into their compulsions and has a heavy veneer of rationality to their delusions.

[@sdunn6997]

Did you do a hierarchy when you did the exposure and response prevention?

[@joesmith389]

bornbranded29 you are correct. That means he’s not following his treatment as he should be.

[@megazazzy1106]

Howie is so open and truthful. These are the scenes where he is a true role model.

[@balerjohnson3099]

Anxiety disorders are real ..there was a time when I did not believe . When it happens to you or when you are finally diagnosed you learn the truth.

[@bmsoundtrack]

Same here. It hits you hard, too - in school as a teenager my friends had anxiety and I thought to myself that they were exaggerating or they weren't working hard enough to control it. Hit me hard within the next year - big panic attacks that I had no idea how to handle, and then OCD, GAD, STPD...... It only took one disorder to teach me my lesson, but I almost feel like I deserve 3 for how mean I was to think those things about my friends who were having such a hard time :(

[@marylagasse8108]

Anxiety disorder, panic attacks, PTSD, and depression are all real and I have all of them. My blood pressure is high because of them so is my heart rate but I am on medication for some of my problems. It's not a joke. Try going through the day without worrying about something that will not happen. You want to escape but you don't know what you are running away from.

[@trentsc4929]

Jesus gives the peace that passes understanding.

[@maidenmarian1]

Were you trying to type PTSD? What us STPD?

[@kamelhaj6850]

So true. I had several people who made fun of my emotional disorders but sang a different tune when they came down with it.

[@SuperKillerCarter]

OCD is more than just being organised or obsessed with the weather or a certain song. OCD causes intrusive thoughts and images, compulsive behaviours and extreme anxiety and fear. For me the worse part is the images and behaviours (rituals). OCD is a real illness and it can be disabling. I get times where I am unable to leave the room because my hair isn't right or something else my OCD picks on.

[@moralityisnotsubjective5]

It can be as varied as the people who have it even if they have certain components in common.

[@Cinedragon]

Why do they only focus on the germ-phobic OCD'ers? That gets really annoying, there are so many forms of it. I don't have the compulsion side anymore. It's the obsessive part that is the true terror. Those damn thoughts that your mind likes to latch on. I get scary thoughts about harm and violence, that I'm scared I'll go crazy etc. Germs? Pfff, sometimes I wish that was my biggest fear. They don't scare me at all and I'm not a neat freak. Seems more easily to overcome than being scared of your own thoughts. But, ofcourse I bet someone with terrible germ-OCD would think my fears are silly.

[@tabortoothtiger7580]

+Cinedragon I don't think you're fears are silly. I have Contamination OCD, but I understand that there are all sorts of OCDs out there that people have that need help. I think people need to realize that there are a lot of forms of OCD other than just "germ" OCD. Its quite sad that people think that OCD can just be classified as being afraid of germs or being organized. Personally, I'm not really scared of getting sick or anything. I'm not even sure what I'm scared of. That's the sad truth of my OCD. I'm not even sure what I'm scared of or what I fear. I'm just fear it and the fear has ruined my life. I haven't gone to school in 5 years and I have refractory OCD which means that there isn't a medicine that I have found that has worked for me so I'm stuck trying medicine after medicine with nowhere to turn, and until I can find a medicine, I can't go to therapy or it will sort of be useless. You'e not alone. I don't think anybody should feel alone. I wish nobody had to go through any type of OCD. I wish you the best, though.

[@Cinedragon]

Tabee Homman Thank you very much! I wish you the best as well. At the moment, I feel quite alright. I started my medication 3 days ago. Never used it before. I'm not sure if what I experience are side effects. After taking the medication I start to yawn frequently and while I fall asleep easily, I wake up a lot before falling back to sleep But luckily I'm not deadly tired. If these are the side effects I have to stick with for 2 or 3 weeks, I'm not bothered at all by it. All in all, I feel ok. I take 10 mg Citolapram a day. A very low dose, so not sure if it will be increased etc. I hope you will find the right mix for your OCD. But I have a question. You have a general feat and you're not sure what it is that makes you scared. Are you plagued by obsessive thoughts or is it a kind og worry. Because the way you describe it, sounds a lot more like GAS (General Anxiety Disorder) than OCD.

[@tabortoothtiger7580]

Cinedragon Oh, no. It's not GAS. It's Pure OCD. I haven't left the house in months. I have Obsessive thoughts. I wash my hands constantly. I take showers all the time. If I don't, I go into a total crisis and am constantly thinking about it. I haven't even been to school in five years and won't even be able to graduate with my own class because of my obsessive thoughts. They call what I have refractory OCD. Having tried two or more SRIs(in my case, I've literally tried them all) and not having found one that works. I've literally tried everything under the sun and nothing has worked so they've started to mix medicines, which is a common thing to do in people like me's cases. Anyways, yeah. I could go on a tangent about what goes on in my brain, but everything that I experience leads to contamination OCD. I also have social anxiety but we really don't have to deal with that right now because I don't even leave the house and at the moment I have depression which my doctors are right on top of. I have a huge care team, so don't you worry about that. I'm glad you're starting a medicine that will hopefully work. My dad says that if the side effects are just minor and the medicine actually help with the OCD, then why not keep it, but that's all up to the person that's taking it of course. Anyways, good luck.

[@Cinedragon]

Oh dear, I'm sorry that you've been having such a rough time. I'm glad you have a whole team standing behind you and I do hope you find that golden combination! I wish you all the best!

[@ricknight985]

Hocd is the worst

[@karendodd2679]

I have OCD since 9 now 51. People don't get it at all. So grateful for Howie making it public how hard life with OCD is. Germs and touching hands is hard and people breathing near you. Nothing outside can come inside unless cleaned or wiped. Groceries, clothes, shoes, anything... you yourself must shower all outside grime off. Its a hard life and if you even to tired to do all this wiping and cleaning, your brain goes berserk until you do. You don't have a choice. One side yes do it ..other side says nah don't be dumb. But the do it wins all the time. I hate OCD

[@kristymarie6065]

Mine is pure o. I’ve had it along time. I’m a perfectionist too .

[@ExcitedAnacondaSnake-hg8ec]

Society treats the mentally ill horribly. Achieving remission was like breaking out of jail. And I can’t forgive humanity for the non stop abuse neglect stigma bullying everything always in your face unfettered cruelty

[@junederose5473]

Did anyone watch America's Got Talent (2015) where the Mentalist had Howie Mandell shaking hands? He hypnotized him into believing everyone was wearing very thin gloves. I think this man can cure him and others. It was amazing.! He offered Howie help I wonder if Howie ever considered it? It was ashame he didn't make the final cut .

[@dude004004]

+June DeRose There was a follow up story on that where Howie admitted it was 100% real. But when he went back and watched what happened, he felt betrayed and taken advantage of by the mentalist.

[@junederose5473]

+dude004004, Thank you for the update. I also am a germ phobic and wish sometimes that I didn't worry so much about things: like shaking hands etc.

[@YourJudgeLaw]

And now, we can watch *20/20* in the year *2020* from a video that was *10 years ago.*

[@SunBunz]

😳........🤯💥💀

[@Code_Fish]

I remember when I was younger I used to touch something and then have “untouch” it for example if I swiped my hand across something at a store I had to stop what I was going and go back and swipe it back the other direction essentially like those fabrics that get darker and lighter when you swipe it back and forth it would get very frustrating at times when I felt as if it wasn’t untouched so I had to retouch it and try again I am very thankful that I do not suffer from that anymore

[@tekbarrier]

I haven't been officially diagnosed with OCD but I'm fairly certain I have it. When I walk across a parking lot I try not to step on any cracks or lines. If I do step on one, I have to step on another one with my opposite foot to "even it out". That's just one thing I do. There are lots more.

[@rosesolo8364]

@@tekbarrier if i sit or lay in bed i will move left and right then sit/lay at the middle of it. because if it's not even i would die

[@DrBitchcraft.]

For me, I have to “even out” a feeling by clapping my hands hard couple of times when I touch unpleasant textures (so many)

[@aleb6245]

The same thing used and is still happening sometimes And there was a point where I had to blink an even number of timesv

[@mistylang3329]

Yup

[@christmascuddles4621]

Diagnosed with OCD today I don't feel so alone now. 😔

[@rebekahlai742]

Hey it’s okay it’ll get better

[@z4kry44]

not alone, ive had OCD for as long as i can remember even as a young kid

[@dijonayjones4541]

I don’t have it but you’re not alone

[@mariafrances4934]

Youre never alone!! Ive been struggling for 4 years

[@z4kry44]

@@mariafrances4934 I’ve been struggling with it my whole life

[@Saynt614]

And he was hypnotized on AGT this year... and shook hands with 4 different people. Look it up.. it's crazy

[@sj5231]

I know!

[@divagirlz1160]

+Captain Cartman I watched that one!

[@sweiland75]

+Captain Cartman He then saw a psychiatrist who removed that hypnosis which is crazy because it has to be a real burden on him

[@rainbowwriter672]

I saw it and was horrified....that act turned his mental illness into a joke...Disgraceful that it was considered entertainment.

[@kathypetersen4694]

Rainbow Writer yes, was disrespectful.

[@pathuff9511]

My daughter has OCD. She’s brilliant & beautiful. She’s a mommy & works in healthcare, but has OCD.

[@finnibertlunchiken7792]

OCD is not about cleaning or orderliness. That is 10% of it. Its about an uncomfortable feeling that something is awry or off. Having rituals, compulsions, obsessions seems to be something that is intended to alleviate the feelings of anxiety and needing to 'fix' something. However these become habit forming cycles of behavior that support the need to control the environment, the mind, others, etc. The feeling becomes externalized and the environment feels threatening or in need of being made right. Or else the feeling becomes an internal battle of will against natural laws in the body and mind. Opposed to oneself in a way. A rejection of the imperfect physical world. The part of the mind that creates stability and order goes haywire and interrupts the natural flow of knowing what is important and how to think and act. It's like a set of urgent instructions are being handed down from on high or a warning alarm to correct something and prevent chaos which is always waiting. Its a feeling of loss of control in prioritizing life sensibly. A loss of trust in oneself.

[@andrewhasbigbrain4496]

thats a perfect description

[@andrewhasbigbrain4496]

truly deserves more likes

[@Krututu13]

To put it simply, its the same as any commonly rational fears you may have. For example, if there is an insect or snake in your house, you will feel edgy and unsafe until you are sure they're out of your house. You cannot feel comfortable knowing there's danger. Some people have fears that seem illogical and irrational. But fear can have a connection to anything and in any situation. Some people have social anxiety, some have stage anxiety and in the case of hawie, he has unclean anxiety.

[@trishscharnowske3431]

That very interesting.

[@ericaferrer]

Thank you. I have an extreme anxiety disorder that involves organization and hand washing. It is only done to alleviate whatever anxiety I am experiencing. I do not have rituals or obsessive thoughts. I do not have OCD. True OCD is a NIGHTMARE. One of my exes suffered from it and it was not pretty.

[@MamaamAnanna]

Rapid antidepressant effects Psilocybin has been shown to have rapid antidepressant effects, improving symptoms of PTSD, ocd and depression in a matter of days.

[@Ottilie-r5z]

I've taken LSD and had shrooms. LSD a few times, and completely laughed my a** off, which my sides hurt for days lol. Shrooms only once and I experience what I was hoping for. Now that's not saying it doesn't cause I have friends that say they've had amazing experiences on shrooms.

[@mavahenderson7757]

Mushrooms are packed full of an important antioxidant called glutathione.

[@netsonettaandsophia8115]

i have ocd, i don’t ever touch the food i eat without washing my hands or touch many things, i ever re read pages of a book or else somthing “bad” will happen.

[@pwrovr9k731]

I used to be like that but I changed now I dont really care but I used to use a whole soap bottle a day

[@quight4076]

netso netta and sophia i used to do the same as like re reading stuff or doing something cuz i have to or something bad will happen aftwr a few years i started getting annoyed of what i was doing, so i just stopped and ye.

[@Kay-wy3ow]

i cried because i know how it feels to not want to touch my family i suffer whit OCD every day and i am a kid

[@JulieR73]

I'll pray for you

[@brandonscott1999]

that's too bad. sorry kid. it ain't your fault

[@rycchi1331]

You spelled with wrong and you did not add a period at the end of your sentence. Not saying I have OCD, just it bugs me.

[@Dallin-ud9xh]

Kay2535 try ocd of getting intrusive thoughts about harming and killing your family it sux

[@starpowerchannel1442]

I have the same thing. I can't touch or even be near my family, let alone sit next to them or do anything with them.

[@VANE2648]

I can only eat off of disposable plates, bowls, cups and silverware. I cannot drink anything that someone else has sipped from. I wash my hands all day. It is crippling at times and expensive. I hate OCD!

[@molina3456]

VFS Goodwin and you forgot dry skin on my hands. It’s a living hell. You want everything to be perfect. Even my HAIR.

[@jakewalky73]

expensive? no one gives a fuck about money you mad head that’s materialistic. imagine the fact that you’re contributing to gigantic piles of rubbish filling up the earth.

[@jakewalky73]

i think everyone has “i love myself too much” disorder not ocd

[@schmingusss]

Would you eat out some chick?

[@AWISECROW]

Hang in there Howie. We still love you.

[@MrProofMan]

OCD is such a misunderstood condition. I've had beyond horrible OCD my whole life and all the time I get "I don't see any OCD on you", "You're OCD isn't that bad, I don't see you washing your hands all the time". So many people think it's just about germs and cleanliness, but it's put me in the hospital. The worst part is having to hear people belittle my condition because they don't understand

[@hla6618]

I can relate. I've suffered vile, terrifying thoughts for so long. But when people think that OCD is about being obsessively preoccupied with order, it makes me realize just how stereotyped and misunderstood the illness is.

[@Catairo123]

My OCD mainly centres around numbers and oddly enough certain parts of songs or their videos to the extent that i replay that part over and over for hours

[@elisabethhenderson9205]

Yes, absolutely. For me I have had OCD for as long as I can remember and my contamination fears started with a fear of soap, lotion, toothpaste, or other slimy substances. They gross me out. So I would refuse to wash my hands with soap as a child and hated toothpaste. I have to force myself to use those things today and I have to use hot water to wash it all away. I face my fears today because I've learned how, but it has taken a lot of painful work to do so and I still have more to do. OCD can be about anything that causes irrational thoughts and crippling anxiety. I applaud Howie Mandel for his bravery in speaking up and helping raise awareness. With more awareness those living with the fear and shame of OCD might seek help sooner and avoid living in misery for too long.

[@ybron1486]

I remember once on his show, someone hypnotized, shooked his hands and everyone filled with laughter.

[@kamelhaj6850]

I wish hypnotism would work on paruresis.

[@tuppencepetey]

I saw the same show. I was disgusted with the audience's heartless reaction.

[@kriggy11490]

never knew he voiced Gizmo, that's sweet

[@barbarastrong6016]

backassward v

[@spike16965]

I didnt either

[@efandmk3382]

I had OCD as a child. The doctors said that the vast majority of children who exhibit the disorder, are free of it as adults. That it just stops somewhere between 11 and 15 years old. Fortunately In my case, that is exactly what happened. It didn't just fade away either. It just stopped like some switch flipped.. Just so you know, OCD is freaking miserable.

[@JanHigginbotham]

This is interesting because Ihad it as a Child was scared of getting sick or catching something or a sickness. I am fine now as an adult and have always wondered how this happened as I guess I outgrew this. I really believe giving everything to Christ has healed Me. That and I do take a small dose of anxitey med.

[@theexplorer7139]

You're the man Howard! As a ocd sufferer, I can relate to the pain and hell this man has gone through. My ocd or phobias, happen in the mind. What I mean, is that I get painful, disgusting or evil images in my head and I do my best to resist them because deep down, I would never do something like that. I don't want to lists because these thoughts are vile and embarrassing and when I do resist, the doubts that this disease causes are demoralizing. Anyone that reads this and suffers from ocd knows what im saying. And no, I don't mean the people who ocassionally say I have ocd just because they double check the doorknobs. I mean the people who check the same doorknobs for five or ten minutes to make sure it's locked.

[@ceasarnunez5652]

Sending positive vibes your way, brotha!

[@theexplorer7139]

Ceasar Nunez Thanks man. Much appreciated.

[@MiffedMist]

When I watched this video, I think I nearly cried. My OCD is *exactly* like Howie's, word for word. I can relate to every single thing he said. Press on, guys.

[@theexplorer7139]

Like wise, stone keyboard

[@daze158]

Stone Keyboard I used to be like that. But one day i excepted Christ as my Lord and Saviour. When I did that I started to study the word. I was healed. The Holy Spirit started to transform my life and my way of thinking. He also gave the power to beleive and block out those lied form that tormenting spirit. Doctors call it mental illnes. Jesus calls it a tormenting spirit. (demon) Yes that is what they all day in this world. They have the world upside down. Your mind is the battlefield. I promise you. You call upon Christ with your heart and on your knees. Challenge him and say if you heal me from this. I will serve you. Now only am I healed but I have true Joy in my life. Depression is not normal. Bible says I can do all things in Christ that strengthens me. READ| Ephesians ch 6:10 Paul speaking 10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

[@simoncarlsson598]

I have OCD. Have had it probably all my life but it broke out really bad at around 14. It came as the complete package. Intrusive thought, excessive washing, fear of germs, avoidance of people and objects associated with certain images in my head, repeating words/scentances/actions and even thoughts, to the point where I didn't go to school for six months. And when I went back I did so basicly against my will. Suffered like that for years, but it has gotten alot better. I still have somewhat of an avoidance behaviour and intrusive thoughts. And also ALOT of unconcious tics I do with my whole body. I think alot of what has helped me get better is partially exposing myself to what I'm avoiding, and also realizing how alot of it really just is imaginary. And here's the somewhat controversial part; Alot of why I got better I believe is because of the use of hallucinogens, weed, but most impactful was LSD. Now I want to make clear that I don't recommend just using LSD, or mushrooms, DMT or any other hallucinogen irresponsibly. If you ever decide to try, you NEED to be well informed and read up on it because believe me when I tell you, it is powerful stuff. And you can't know for sure what you're getting into until after it's over. It needs to be done responsibly and well informed. I can't stress that enough! After I had done it everything was much more clear in my mind. But as time progresses I realize I'm falling back into the sam kind of behaviours. I really think they should startt the kind of LSD treatments they experimented with in the 60's or when it was. Clearly they were on to something big. But atleast I have the insights now and as soon as I catch myself I become aware again. I think these insights can be aquired through meditation and mindfullness aswell, and I am practising this. It helps to quiet the mind, since the mind is responsible for the OCD. Just thought I'd share my thoughts!

[@amhe4804]

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[@KernalPancakes]

Simon Carlsson You know man...It is a lot better than being a slob.

[@simoncarlsson598]

KernalPancakes If you mean that having OCD is alot better than being sloppy. Then I couldn't even disagree more.

[@chrisfreeman-clark9807]

Simon Carlsson It's hard to argue with the cure- any cure- when you have OCD. I can't argue w your experience w LSD but ODC and its treatment has been researched for a long time and the preferred treatment for most people is Cognitive Behavioral Therapy from a therapist with the credentials and training in CBT and Exposure therapy, and medication from a psychiatrist. That's pretty much the "gold standard" treatment because the right meds address the neurotransmitter issue and CBT addresses the "cognitive distortions". Exposure therapy is a way to safely confront the obsessions and compulsions. Success is incremental but builds and once the patient experiences success, he or she will be ready to further the treatment and get greater success. The OCD book written by David Adam is very good Simon- or you can see him in interviews on KZbin or on National Public Radio. It's interesting that it sounds like you came up with your own exposure treatment which is what a professional would suggest anyway. Best wishes. Chris

[@simoncarlsson598]

Chris Freeman I forgot to mention that when my OCD really started to get bad my mom took me to a sort of youth mental health treatment center or something along those lines. There I got to try different CBT-techniques and learn a bit about OCD. At the time I neglected the treatment and resisted the therapy, and also didn't think the medication helped, which I eventually quit taking anyway. But looking back however I would say that my treatment there did actually help me because even though I resisted at the time it provided me with the knowledge I needed so I could apply those techniques when I was actually ready later at home. And then much later ofcourse, came my own unorthodox and unexpected form of treatment that I mentioned. Anyway, thanks for the tips and best wishes to you aswell!

[@BJ_Andrews]

This is what OCD feels like: Imagine an image or a thought that keeps repeated over and over again. An avalanche, non stop, on going thought, only one thing can stop it, doing things that most people don't think is important, but people that have OCD feel like it would stop the on going madness. This is what it feels like to have OCD. People say that they have OCD saying they have to have everything in order, but it is not like that at all. Say that everything has to be in right, placed correctly and if you don't, you think that something bad will happen or if you don't check the oven twenty times you think that the food will burn. Don' t say that you have OCD if you have not been diagnosed with it.

[@caillou4049]

B.J. Andrews what if that person knows FOR SURE that they have OCD, but haven't been diagnosed from a doctor? Some people are too scared to tell anyone or see a psychiatrist.

[@graceb6368]

B.J. Andrews thats what i feel like everyday. Its not a good feeling but like i have a faucet that has a hot side arrow and a cold side a arrow and then a little dot in the middle. The dot has to be perfectly in the middle of the two arrows and i have other rituals but thats one of the most annoying ones. Another one is a rug. Ughh rugs are my worst enemy. The have to be perfectly flat and straight.

[@loopiewho]

I'm sorry I just think it's a form of self-centred ness attention seeking and it's can not stand people with ocd they drive me mad,sorry it's just can't take the endless talking and out what they do me me me on and bound on

[@scrapinmomma]

B.J. Andrews I liken my OCD like a film strip that moves at 1000 miles per hour, constantly, sometimes the movie changes but rarely..that's why people who don't actually have it, and make comments about having it because they like things 'just so' irritate me. If you truly have it, you wouldn't wish it on anyone

[@rebeccalavoy6655]

I can relate to these comments. I do not know if what I am about to say, will help any of you. I have to constantly manipulate my OCD, in order to manage at all. Some days it just reaks havoc with me and I lay down in my bed, so as to avoid the conflict going on in my head. But, on the more manageable days this is what I do...have any of you noticed a "peaking" to your OCD? It builds and then we do the ritual in an attempt to relieve the feelings of dread or frustration? Remember, OCD is not a physical disorder, it's a mental disorder. Our anxiety is caused by our feelings of doubt, insecurities, abandonment issues, lack of self worth, our keen perception of the world around us. People with OCD seem to develop or possess an intense awareness to their surroundings. Our attention to detail is an example of that. Anything taken to extreme, the good or bad will cause problems. I believe that we are transferring our inner feelings onto things that are tangible or touchable because it's our attempt to not only distract or rid ourselves of these troublesome thoughts and feelings, but it is also a way to control our outside world. If we can objectify or make our inner struggle visible, than we falsely believe that by controlling what is on the outside, will mask or hide the demons or struggles that are plaguing us from within. If you would like, try this. I find that it helps. Ride the peak or wave of fear or anxiety. In other words distract yourself from allowing the OCD to manifest itself physically. DON'T RUN AND HIDE from your feelings by masking them with a physical reaction. This requires alot of self talk on your part. Allow yourself to feel these unpleasant feelings instead of cutting them short with a ritual. The more that you face your fears, the STRONGER YOU WILL GET! You will begin to see a disconnection between the mental and physical. Running in fear (doing the rituals) only makes the anxiety worse, therefore the repetition. I have done this and it helps. It may not be a cure but it makes some of my days easier

[@Hootlane]

Howie, while it may be incredibly difficult and humiliating at times, please know that opening up about your OCD has no doubt helped many people to not think they are "defective" in any way. It's a medical disorder and by being public with it, you show others that it is a real, daily struggle and nothing to be ashamed about. Keep seeking help, and thank you for being brave. I have watched a friend of mine suffer with OCD.

[@davidnewell8272]

All I know is that you are a wonderful human being. And I have always like you.

[@drgnflyangeltruthseeker8556]

#MetooWeLoveYouHowie!!

[@TheMJKnight]

It's comforting to know that when someone as charismatic and successful as Howie Mandel suffers with this disorder lets me know that I'm not alone. When I saw the traits and rituals that he goes through each day, that reminded me of some of my daily routines. It's not fun....

[@beezabop]

Do people really think ocd is just not wanting to touch stuff and washing your hands 😒😒

[@TheSPLEEFKING]

Is this pro or anti howie mandel having OCD

[@blondwiththewind]

+SharlieGrl I "get" your point....for some it is much more all-encompassing than being just about "touch" and "fear of germs". Like with so many psychiatric disorders: OCD and its expression are on a continuum. One person can be very mildly affected so that it is not noticeable to anyone else....while another can be so overwhelmed with thoughts and fears that their every waking moment is an emotional mine field. OCD can be a very different experience for some than it is for others.

[@AaronCross760]

+SharlieGrl it can be anything really, when I was in high school I had OCD with random things like turning on and off a light a bunch of times or making something perfectly straight but I forced myself to ignore it and it kind of went away and now I can kind of turn it on and off at will by thinking about it.

[@AaronCross760]

double post

[@starfirek1010]

+SharlieGrl i have this thing where i have to move my fingers in different ways to feel comfortable. From now on im going to try to ignore it.

[@fredclives1276]

I suffer from adhd autism dyslexia depression and anxiety fears. I know what howie is going through. Howie is an inspiration for all mankind. I hear a noise and i freak out. I admire Howie he is a true warrior.

[@anirudhdwivedi6673]

OCD can be very crippling. Just imagine not having your thoughts in your control. Or, having compulsive thinking. And now combine that with numerical compulsive thinking. You just can't think properly. Your thinking, the most important thing that enables us to function, is crippled with OCD. I have that kind of OCD. Earlier I had cleanliness obsession, then repetitive rituals, now I've ritualistic behavior in reading. I can't read properly because of it. I have intrusive thoughts too. Whenever I try to focus, I get dirty intrusive thoughts about my loved ones. But now I"m on medication. Kindly share your experience if you have OCD. It'll will help us understand the disease, and reveal ways people cope up. I'm on medication currently.

[@simplythebest286]

hello my friend , I have the same symptoms : intrusive toughts, a constant irrationnal fear that require doing some thing (like checking the door 5 times...) since you are on medication : my question is : does it work ? do the intrusive toughts disappear? do you have side effects? how long is the treatement ? thank you !!!

[@anirudhdwivedi6673]

+simplythebest286 Sorry to reply so late. couldn't figure out how to do that on my mobile. Medication helps a lot. I never experienced any side effects. But along with medication you should also follow behaviour therapy. You need to remind yourself that these are just nonsensical thoughts and habits. Be strong with your OCD.

[@Alice-uk5ui]

I have OCD too, it was very hard but now i'm so much better :) be strong with your condition

[@thelarch171]

My story exactly. Been a long hard 10 years. Everyday is a struggle.

[@inkey2]

OCD is usually a way of coping with severe anxiety. The brain desperately searches for anything that might help the situation and invents rituals . It is like a little kid "whistling" while walking down a dark scary street. We all know in reality that whistling will not make you any safer but if it's all you can come up with......then you go with it.

[@sashmcflash1]

He's a man you just wanna hug but never can.

[@casper34xv19]

i wouldn’t want a stranger hugging me either what the hell hugs aren’t the cure for pain

[@sashmcflash1]

@@casper34xv19 I meant the collective you, silly!

[@Jackie371]

So brave of Howie to open up about his struggles with OCD. I feel for everyone suffering through that during Covid-19.

[@FrancoNotAvailable]

It’s important to know that OCD is way more than being clean or having order or liking thing symmetrical, there are a lot of types of OCD that aren’t as easy to recognize as those ones and most time those are the darkest ones. OCD is one of the most debilitating diseases, it really sucks

[@CrissBaybay]

Howie is one hell of a man, facing his extreme disorder to take care of and show affection towards his family. Brass balls buddy

[@mjardward]

i hate how this show makes it look like ocd is a germaphobe disease. it's not.

[@doctordrizzay]

They arn't saying it is, they are saying his type of OCD is a germ disease.

[@howtoguy17]

They said it was a disease right from the begginning

[@SavanahMarie-rl5jh]

William Damron OCD is awful I struggle with it myself this same kind that Howie does. Ocd can come in many different forms and really honestly it is exhausting and just fucking awful to live with

[@abasishadid3045]

scout101499 for some of us it is

[@benstein4414]

I completely agree.

[@zagadkamisteriya]

I had sever OCD until I was 19. I washed my hands 150 times a day, checked every door in every room 4 times on a regular schedule, etc. But I have improved tremendously, because I just said 'Fuck it'! from that day on I don't see myself as a person diagnosed with OCD.

[@meecrobman2097]

Ech Echech Exactly. Fuck it!

[@supadoopa926]

+Ech Echech I wish I could just say 'fuck it'. This irrational fear of germs and contamination is ruining my damn life.

[@elizabethclothier3267]

Aw Howie, my heart breaks for him. For someone who has brought laughter and joy to millions of people, to have to suffer this way. It's incredibly sad, and unfair. I'm glad he's in treatment and I really hope it helps. We love you Howie . 💖

[@letsplaypc2278]

Howie has OCD and yet he lives through it and does game shows and comedy. he is amazing and I hope they find a cure

[@dont_harsh_my_mellow]

My family used to think it was cute when I was two or three and had to change all my clothes if anything got messy. I took constant baths and cried when people touched me. Now, I have been diagnosed with OCD and pretty severe anxiety for over two years. My problems only got worse and worse.I have a whole book of things I can/can't do. But the point is that not everyone has OCD. People have obsessive compulsive tendencies, but it is nowhere near the caliber of OCD and its effect on sufferers. It's a serious mental disorder, and now psychologists and researchers are calling it a mental illness. It isn't just a disorder, it is a brain disorder.

[@1pepituh]

A question... How does a person with OCD deal with sexual relacions?

[@TheCraigellen]

every case is different. I have OCD and I have no compulsive behavior, only obsessive thoughts. So that makes it hard to generalize how everyone with the disorder deals with sex. What triggers one may not phase another...

[@HimTheHein]

My OCD is a lot like that of Mandel, so I guess I can give my two cents on this. I will admit that I am a virgin, which I am fine with, because sex terrifies me. Kissing is probably very different from one person to another, some are fine with it others are not, but I think sex is a problem for this kind of OCD. I imagine it would result in only one place being used for sex (most likely the bed), and a lot of showering and washing/changing the sheets. That is if people don't just avoid having sex.

[@jaimewilliams5609]

+bignonoIamAgirl if it isnt because you have ocd you might be asexual, like me. look into it. either that or ur immature (depending on ur age)

[@carinam535]

I don't because I have OCD and I'm asexual

[@S2DEliptiK]

+blonde clara wow, that's harsh. When were you castrated?

[@callumc9426]

OCD is a very wide spectrum disorder as well. I have been diagnosed with depression but have no problems with cleanliness or germs. On the other hand, my most debilitating ritual is my need to count and time everything I do in my head. I've never met someone else with OCD who has the same kind of trait, but I gather there are such people out there. Counting helps me relax and calm down. I count to time how long it takes me to do things from making my bed to the time it takes me to walk between two lamp posts while walking the dog. I am also extremely neat. I can't physically leave the house without making my bed and making sure my room is up to my standards. Having things back in their place gives me peace of mind that if I suddenly am too sick or tired to do those chores that they are already done - almost as if my future self will be benefitted from me having done it. But it can be really hard sometimes. My procrastination from university work often involves cleaning my whole flat, picking up microscopic pieces of fluff off the carpet or aligning pieces of furniture. It got so bad that I had to move out of my flat into a flat with new, much cleaner flatmates, which prevented me from being able to spend so long cleaning and procrastinating, as well as improving my mental health and anxiety. My OCD has improved quite significantly due to antidepressant medication, particularly improving my counting ritual, but it has and won't ever completely go away.

[@ExcitedAnacondaSnake-hg8ec]

Have you tried exposure therapy? Do you see a therapist PhD specialist? I would advise against psychiatrists

[@laurajimenez7878]

He’s so strong for not shying from his business, he moves everywhere constantly between hotels and places, I would probably stay at home all day and stay in my comfort zone, but him doing everything he does is such a great example that even tho it’s tough for everyone you’d still be able to have a somewhat normal life

[@MayankYadavdivine]

I can make you alright again you will be able to everything just like normal

[@hodamahboub1910]

You can treat it as well. It is somehow biological disturbances ❤️

[@livvyloveylaughy7637]

i made a list of my OCD triggers and habits because my therapist told me to watch for them but might as well share. Won't touch door knobs, light switches, railings, cabinets. If I do I immediately wash my hands. If I have to touch a cabinet I touch the least touched part of it. Like along the sides or top rather than the bottom where everyone opens it. If my face or body is wet I dont move until its dry because I can feel the air touching it and it makes me feel like there are germs landing on my skin. Disinfecting things. Balancing things. If I accidentally kick a wall, I will kick it again with the other foot in the same spot so its even. If I blink too hard with one eye I blink harder with the other eye so its even. Even numbers or numbers that end with five. It literally makes me want to tear my hair out if it's not like that. Setting my alarm for an exact hour. Ex. Not 6:30. So I set it for 6am and lose 30 minutes of sleep. Count how many times I blink. My foot hits the ground. Breathe in and out. If I wake up right and my foot hits the ground I have to stomp the left foot on the ground too before I put on my slippers or else it doest feel "even" I straighten and square up everything When someone teases me, like messing up something I organized it makes me anxious and I have to pretend it doesn't bother me until I can fix it again. While I'm waiting to fix it again I can't focus on anything else other than fixing it.

[@TheConspiredOne]

If you blink harder on the right eye because you did with left that dosnt make it even because you blinked even harder to make up for it. so it means you must blink twice on the left...but then thats 2 to 1....mind blown.

[@londonm3161]

god I do the balancing thing all the time, and the even/5 number thing. volume has to be a square number (multiple of 5) and everything else to be an even multiple of 3 or 8. My boyfriend has always counted his steps in sets of 8 and luckily he also has the balance issue so if we kiss wrong and it needs to be corrected it's not a problem 😂 I also absolutely will not use any kind of dishware someone else has used unless I wash it or it goes through the sanitation cycle in a dishwasher (i.e. if I want cereal but there are no spoons and I can't reach a sink from my wheelchair, I will not be having cereal and would rather go hungry than ask someone else to wash it for me). I had no idea any of those things were even symptoms of OCD until I started dating my bf and he told me he has autism and OCD and talked about some of his triggers/rituals 😂 it's been a wild year of self-discovery for sure haha

[@marynmegquier6945]

my friend tells everyone she has anxiety and ocd and its so annoying. LIKE JUST CAUSE YOU LIKE ORGANIZATION DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE OCD. she told me her cousin who will soon be a doctor diagnosed her with both but I asked her months later if she had any family member who wanted to or was a nurse and she said no.

[@bignonoIamAgirl]

why does she think she has ocd or anxiety?

[@marynmegquier6945]

bignonoIamAgirl she thinks she has ocd because she likes an organized work space which most people do

[@marynmegquier6945]

Zombiesize factssss

[@bignonoIamAgirl]

***** Yeah it is but I was actually thinking of social anxiety because that's what my friend has and she tells me things, so I just added it in case that's what scott meant as well, but now I'm pretty sure it's just ocd, thanks for pointing that out.

[@chaiselatterly7003]

I have anxiety, but I'd know it to be OCD if I kept washing my hands, counting things and certain, kinds of superstitions of what will happen "if" I touch that. I'd say I have mild OCD, my mother had moderate OCD and Howie has severe.

[@mokiino2832]

I used to say "i have ocd so everything needs to perfect" as a joke. Now, I have ocd and I will never ever joke about any mental disorders ever again. Trust me, you don't want these thoughts :(

[@HH-wv9fm]

You are not your thoughts. I am diagnosed too, around 5 years. Intrusive thoughts aren't something alot of people get. All the best :)

[@csifreak101jf]

@@HH-wv9fm A psychologist told me that 96% of people get intrusive thoughts. Most people are able to just dismiss them and not act upon them, but 2.5% of the population that have OCD can't get rid of the thoughts and it causes anxiety. Unless you meant "intrusive thoughts" to mean "OCD obsessions", then yes, about 2.5% of people have that.

[@HH-wv9fm]

@@csifreak101jf I'm sorry but what are you talking about? I am diagnosed obsessive compulsive disorder and a major part of that is having intrusive thoughts.... Any form of ocd starts because you ruminate and get "stuck" on a thought. My psychologist tole me that most people have intrusive thoughts, including him, but that he wasn't anxious and upset about them as I was. I guess I don't understand how people can have such crazy thoughts and not get stuck. I am a work in progress however...it is with you for life and the best you can do is manage it.

[@HH-wv9fm]

@@csifreak101jf also nobody with ocd and intrusive thoughts "acts on them" you could be a little more careful with your wording as comments like that are very triggering to myself and others. I think what you mean is act on the thought ie runinate, obsess and do mental or physical compulsions to alleviate anxiety. Re read your comment and yes you are right most people do get intrusive thoughts, but the major difference is they can dismiss them and go about their day. My intrusive thoughts used to throw me into a deep depression for days/weeks.

[@nadiazayman779]

It's inspirational that Mandel overcame his shame to come forward. As someone who has achieved a lot in life he sets a great example for other people who are living with a disorder, whether it be physical or mental. The shame that people feel is societal stigma which is entirely unnecessary and primitive.

[@kattwin1]

I heard Howie is also challenged by ADHD. OCD and anxiety can be comorbid conditions of ADHD... There is often a strong link between them.

[@luv_ly3167]

Oh, I have the same thing as Howie. I didn't know they were linked! But my ADHD is worse than my OCD.

[@GoGirl311]

This was absolutely the most beautiful, vulnerable, honest...thing anyone could share....been a fan for 40 yrs....this is a beautiful truth

[@JohnRoberts-wk6rf]

OCD is hell, just that simple. I have had this disorder for 35 years, ever since I was 30 years old. I would not wish this on my worst enemy.

[@ExcitedAnacondaSnake-hg8ec]

Ever tried exposure therapy?

[@paulbeahm3891]

HE VOICED GIZMO??!!?!

[@rahrahsiscumbah763]

AgentMinor ReligionBrigade Lmao! Right????

[@williamshaw9047]

The black guy with the funny sound effects from Police Academy voiced some of the Gremlins.

[@tattsey2786]

Dude for real yes he did !

[@larissam4968]

Ikr.. that's something I never knew til now 😉

[@TheMJKnight]

That caught me by surprise as well

[@nicksilvacastro]

My OCD is fear of losing a family member. I lost my father and a brother. My OCD start when I was 7yr old when my dad died. I'm 37yr now I didn't know what I had till 5yr ago. My OCD is: keeping my family alive, I have to do all this rituals every day check doors, stove, Windows anything that can cause something that can hurt my family. My home is my fortress. Security cameras ip cameras steel doors. You name it. Sometimes I think is good that I have OCD because it make me what I am today. But sometimes I get over stress that is killing me. (I don't talk much about this but I'm just so tired of it).

[@sorryimsosad]

It focuses too much on the clean OCD. There is multiple versions of OCD. Like fearing you will hurt someone or have a psychotic break. Things that aren’t easily reassured by making sure things are clean. It’s difficult in many regards. Many.

[@Chiller-pc1dv]

It focuses more on that....because that's the type of OCD Howie deals with....it only makes sense

[@drsunilpatkientspecialist9561]

@sorry , I am Dr sunil, an ENT surgeon suffering from same, ie OCD, since 26 years, rumination of thoughts / music / songs / some movie dialogues , not getting rid of it since many years, inspite of medicines or rituals, nothing working. Still managing this painful illness and going ahead. God bless you too. Remove I'm so sad and laugh😅😅😅

[@vikashpunia]

I really appreciate your openness. Living with OCD is very hard and tiring. God bless you

[@dannybourne_]

Howie Mandel - Thank you for helping others to grasp the magnitude of the problem.

[@Sioux-periorGaming]

I'm sure there are times when he really does want a hug but his mind doesn't allow him to do so.

[@ayeitsnoura]

Just met him at a restaurant, still a awesome guy

[@jesussaves7800]

AyeItsNoura No you didn't, dumb bich.

[@heavenlybeats3961]

JESUS SAVES "Jesus Saves" huh?

[@mddell58]

@@jesussaves7800 You should definitely change your username.

[@NoName-mm6gh]

D Hoosier just because you don't believe in Jesus does not mean you should tell someone to change their username.

[@mddell58]

@@NoName-mm6gh *You completely missed my point. They posted a rude statement, .... One of which, I don't feel a Christian would say. Oh, by the way, I'm very much a Christian.*

[@fionazuk24]

What courage to talk about this openly! Well done Howie! It can be such a debilitating condition that I think is often misunderstood.

[@MeYou-om6wr]

Story of my life. Hands on fire about to fall off cause I wash them about 50 times a day. I can't touch door knobs, or any type of handle. I wash my groceries before putting them in the fridge. I even wash the outside of plastic water bottles off before I drink out of them.... because they been all over the store on many hands. I wash laundry everyday, my phone is wiped everyday...my bed is as clean as could be. I usually only buy things that can be wiped or washed. I hate carpets. I hate bathroom rug's. I hate a dirty house. Even a decently clean house is considered a filthy house to me. I do not like people talking to close to my face... especially older people because I don't want saliva sprinkled on my face. I hate public wash houses...I never used the folding tables and I washed my whites with a ton of bleach so I could use the same washer to wash my colors. I Lysoled the dryers then after a few minutes wipe them out with some Clorox wipes. I put my clothes in a brand new trash bag and fold at home. I don't put dirty bags like groceries or luggage on my floor. I unload from outside. I don't sit on any chairs that have fabric in public places. I make sure after touching money to sanitize immediately until I can wash with soap and water. I do not like wet floors. I love water for all the positive things, but so hate how dirty water can spray and splash at the slightest movement. I clean off my toiletries like toothpaste tube, lotion bottles, shampoo, conditioner...lip balms... even my sanitizer bottles. I could go on and on about all the different things that I can't mentally bare.Basically anything that I come into contact with needs to be clean or touched with a napkin. I try to avoid using my sleeve cause I hate the thought of using my shirt to polish off the germs from the random knobs and handles. Anything that comes into my house needs to be boiled clean. Anything that goes into my purse needs to be sterile. It's a very complicated way to be. It's not an easy life. ✝Lord Help Me. Pray for me to. 🛀😈🚿

[@MeYou-om6wr]

I meant to say, pray for me you all! Thanks 👊

[@mfigueroa4514]

I could totally relate to you because I do the same rituals you do. If I go to a restaurant I use Clorox wipes or Purell wipes to clean the table & seats. I also use a napkin to clean my utensils. I would be a great spokesperson for Clorox wipes, Soft Scrub, Windex & Oxy Clean. The one thing that scares me is to know that as I age, I will have ugly and over wrinkled hands. The difference is that I have accepted my strange behavior and moved on. I am sure I annoy people in my family as well as friends but they've learned to tolerate my behavior. Thank God I don't need to take anxiety meds.

[@MeYou-om6wr]

M Figueroa It's not an easy life, but will be okay. God Bless you.

[@damarisdiaz7128]

Me You i will pray for you but if you want to help your self stop doing what you doing even if you get alot of anxiety . and talk to your self those germs are not going to do nothing to you. Try to talk your self alittle bit every day like that . good luck

[@ForrestGump1212]

Lies, all lies... :D

[@stephanreece3569]

Cant believe I've only just come across this story. I'm 26 and havent seen my family in nine months. I worry that breathing in the same air as them I will suddenly contaminate them with illness's or dicease. I suffer with compulsive thoughts and contamination using specific objects. I think its great someone with your platform has opened up and spread awareness of this illness. Well done

[@ExcitedAnacondaSnake-hg8ec]

Have you tried exposure therapy

[@tessarix]

Love ya to pieces, Howie. You're the funniest man alive!

[@PraiseworthyNobleman]

The worst thing with OCD is when you drive a vehicle at high speed. I'm always confused about whether to take the right or left lane. Are there any of you similar to me?

[@sandraolsen8549]

Well done for speaking up on this 👍

[@madefromscratch9871]

Poor Howie it must be hell when he has to wipe his ass.

[@VaultOfTheFuture]

Made Fromscratch that made me laugh so hard 😂😂

[@denizewillocks7602]

Hilarious!!

[@puppy386]

Up

[@sweetbee8650]

Oh my gosh ha ha lol you so crazy ha ha lol oh my Gosh I cant ha 😂😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣 best laugh in years ha!!

[@peter813]

He probably wears gloves

[@huang9991]

I have OCD but it's not serious. I just feel really uncomfortable if I have a box and I touch one corner but not the other corners. It kinda messes up my school and no one understands me but it's been annoying me for years. If I'm at my bed sleeping, and my pillow falls on the floor, I would put my other pillow on the floor and pick them up at the same time or else I would feel unsecure. It's especially annoying when someone makes a loud noise and I cant do anything to make me feel comfortable with myself.

[@dadestarmysteries255]

@M Cha What difference does it make? They said it wasn't serious, who cares what the actual definition is. Having OCD to any extent even if not severe is still difficult especially when there are other more challenging issues that you're dealing with.

[@dadestarmysteries255]

Maggie Huang: I have those exact issues: like when I put something down on a table I feel like I have to touch all 4 corners. The only thing I can think of is to try to work out a more simple routine, but I'm still trying to come up with answers.

[@siichoo5066]

Maggie Huang Omg that is the same kind of stuff that i do around school and home. I never thought someone else was going through the same thing because its so weird to me

[@lobstarpobstar6045]

Are you sure its not OCPD?

[@gailprouse1003]

My grand girl at 8 was diagnosed with OCD. Kenzie was so bad at one point that she could not complete her school because of counting. She did not want her friends touching her stuff. This would make her anxiety level go through the roof. She’s not on meds but in therapy and trying techniques her chiropractor has given her. He has helped her so much. She still struggles but nearly as much as she six months ago. Thank you for sharing.