Ulta Haul +Trying New Makeup!

[@samanthaconnor5925]

Don't ever feel guilty about being sad about something that is important to you. Your birth is definitely something worth celebrating xx

[@mesijesibeauty]

🥺❤️❤️

[@shaneginn8186]

Biggest thing I've learned this year: you can't validate your feelings based on other people's experiences. Its okay to be sad! Its okay to feel "off" for a while. My birthday, my husband's birthday, and our 5th wedding anniversary are at the end of September, and although I'll be with my husband, it sucks knowing we won't be able to celebrate any of those things with anyone else. You're not alone in this!

[@janely-amaya]

Everything you said...I definitely resonate with you. I feel that with you, girl. Thanks for always being your honest, joyful, and BEAUTIFUL self on here for us 💛

[@rebeccanicely2102]

"It got excited!!!!" 🤣🤣

[@mesijesibeauty]

🙈🙈🙈

[@randyo6019]

Love your hair Jess! I’m so jealous of your eyelid space. Make up is gorgeous as always!

[@maiden411]

You’re fabulous! Please know that you’re feeling isolated that is prevalent during quarantine. You’re soooo right about your feelings. You should be able to vent them and not be judged. Just because there are worse things out there does not mean that your feelings are unimportant. But, you’re a bright woman, you don’t need me to tell you this. You’re so talented and amazing. I learn so much from you. I’m sending a virtual hug. 🤗

[@gigipera5751]

I really appreciate when a youtuber uses the same foundation. It shows how much you love them

[@annettebelisle]

Always love your videos. I too have “not been myself” recently. I’m starting to think that because this experience, Covid, fires, heat wave, together has created a very dire world for us to navigate. I cannot connect to an emotion because I don’t what the emotion would be. Looniness, isolation, unsure of what’s happening next or wondering when all this will end. I’m with you sister. The very few times I’ve done my makeup it does make me feel better. You don’t have to discount your feelings. Someone told me a long time ago, feeling aren’t right or wrong, they’re your feelings. And, yes, this look is fabulous. Take care kitten. 🐱 Alway love your content.

[@katfox678]

Jess, that moment of vulnerability and openness was relatable beyond words, and I relate so much to you in regards to your mental health. It's ok to feel bummed and sad about things even if others consider it to be trivial. I also am someone who resorts to bottling and suppressing my emotions because I dont want to burden anyone else, but it's so harmful and self destructive in a way. I'm turning 30 in 5 months, and I've never been too keen on celebrating any of my birthdays, but I just want to pet a goat for my 30th lol. On a more light hearted note, that palette is beautiful, and yes, I like your cow nails lol couldn't stop looking at them. Sending you lots of happy positive vibes Jess ❤️

[@andreakevresian1429]

Thank you for sharing how you're feeling with us - I can definitely relate to your hesitation to share your feelings with others, family, etc. and it's helpful to hear someone else talk about it! You aren't alone ❤️

[@mesijesibeauty]

❤️❤️❤️

[@noshit1345]

You had me crying. I totally understand your feelings and agree.

[@mesijesibeauty]

❤️❤️❤️

[@EraOfSarahYT]

I just turned 30 myself and it wasnt whT i pictured but it was still really fun! And ik next year ill hopfully get to do and go where i wanted to. We just have to make the best of the situation, and no one should ever feel like they cant talk to someone about how they feel. Were here for you girl! Were all in this together 💖

[@lillychristenson6719]

okay the red and gray/white in your hair is giving me Cruella de Vil vibes in the BEST way 😍

[@madeleneglans1102]

The "it got excited" comment and your facial expression, pure gold! Made my morning. 😂🥰 It's okay to not be okay and of course it's okay that you feel sad about your birthday! You should never feel guilty for that, everything is so weird right now and 30 is a milestone! Thank you for being honest and sharing that cause everything looks so perfect in social media. I'm gonna have a baby in January, no idea if we'll be able to have a baby shower either which is making me emotional as well ❤️

[@alivimia4141]

I love how deep you got in this video!! Very good advice too! It's ok to be sad for "small" things.

[@tikaizhere339]

Those things aren’t trivial to you... you’re important too. ❤️ your nails are cute and I love the makeup look.

[@Nayomee1213]

I am the same way Jess...the same. Im 36...it took me until I was 35, before I finally stopped feeling guilty for having feelings...-_-... so, super big hugsss gurl!! I remember turning 30!! I was sooo excited, bc i felt that 30 was the pinnacle for FINALLY knowing more about myself, and life! I have not been disappointed!! I hope you get to celebrate, bc you totally totally should!! Also...love your look as always! I am totally a neutral makeup wearer...and will never tire of it!! Would LOVE to see a super grunge look to go with those awesome red hair pieces!! 😍😍😍 Prayers for you and all you are going through behind the scenes! I pray that things start to get better quick!🙏🤗💖

[@lucydufeu15]

You are stunning!! Those lashes are sooo pretty on your eyes😍 this makeup look speaks to me 😍😍😍

[@blazynladyballa]

Those freckles look SO natural!!

[@Judith21123]

thank you for being honest and candid during this video! I like how the eye look turned out Jesi!

[@sarasales4406]

You are allowed to have emotions... process them and move forward! BUT you are allowed to feel any emotion that comes over you. Good vibes and positive thoughts sent your way doll!

[@bailyroberts8059]

I feel you on all of this! My 21st birthday was in April, and I was SO bummed that I wasn't able to celebrate it. I felt so guilty for feeling bad, but you have a right to be sad about stuff!!!! Allow yourself to fully feel the human experience. Someone will always have it worse than you, and someone will always have it better than you. Someone else's situation does not mean you aren't allowed to feel what you're feeling. Don't feel bad for feeling human things. Sending you love. :)

[@michelexti4453]

Thank you for sharing Jesi, loved the look. Wanted to try the colored extensions, so yeah hopefully they will restock soon. You're so lovely as always! ❤️

[@itslians]

love your hair😻

[@NicoleIleneGreensher]

I love your hair!

[@SchwallySells]

I really relate to how you are talking about feeling bad and how you feel like it's really difficult to talk about it. I had been doing so much better with my mental health and stopped taking antidepressants in the winter of last year, and then COVID hit in March. It's been 6 months of bad and worse, and I feel like I lost all this progress I had made with my routine, my resilience. It's not like I want to talk to anybody on a regular basis about just feeling sad. I KNOW other people are going through worse. But just like you said, other people's pain doesn't mean I'm not allowed to feel sad about my own circumstances. It's just hard to know who to talk to without feeling judged, without feeling guilty, and I DO NOT want somebody else to fix my problems. I just want to be heard. Ya feel? Anyway, thanks for your candor. I could really relate.

[@cassandraqcassandraq5510]

Have been using a color corrector added to foundation...can make a perfect match now!

[@Bookishbrunette]

Love the red in your hair jesi! You’re so beautiful ❤️

[@jillstarkel4425]

Hi! First time watching and I love you!! Great advice all around!! You look beautiful and answered all of any questions that I may have had. I have been so nervous to try lashes until now. I am going to get tons of new products to play with!! Thanks dear!💜

[@annannmare157]

Luv u cuz ur so authentic & true!! 💚💜💙 U need to celebrate ur 30th!! U will always remember it cuz it goes so fast!! U deserve it! It is difficult to stay positive or happy now but these times will pass, I hope!! Ur great!!

[@rubyyesenia9255]

I hope you feel better soon. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I love this makeup look. I love your highlights as well but I can't find it on the site.

[@kaivickers166]

I felt exhausted all the time and a blood test proved that I was really anemic. It’s better now, but I remember feeling like walking from one room to the next was a trial of fortitude. If you don’t have health insurance and the doctor is too pricey (like many ppl) grab a prenatal vitamin to take daily. It’s a good idea even if your levels are good 🙃

[@cassidyvor8545]

iron pills & lots of broccoli works just as good!

[@kaivickers166]

Cassidy Vor - Prenatal vitamins have a ton of iron and it’s often incapsulated so that it doesn’t cause nausea. The best source of dietary iron is beef or other red meat, which only works if you eat meat of course.

[@XXSINJUXX]

Loved this look. I use the peach and lily serum it’s my OG. My bday was in July and I wasn’t able to “celebrate” it either. It was just me, my hubs and our cats at home and my hubs attempting to make me dinner (bless his heart). It’s your day your aloud to feel sad if you wanted to celebrate. I turned 32 so I was okay with it but I know the feeling of the “turning 30” milestone. Also my cat chewed on my nars concealer too. So we match. ;)

[@lyurk218]

Your restaurant experience was spot on for me. I went to brunch with a friend last week and it was sooo incredible for my mental health. I hadn’t been out to eat the whole year so I had the same nervous feeling but was pleasantly surprised. I still won’t be going out but it was a nice little treat.

[@heathervarney3338]

This look is gorgeous 😍😍 have you seen the new Aqua lashes that came out? You're supposed to be able to dip them in water and apply them without glue?

[@missxdxo]

Hey girl ! I am going nuts too ! I am a person who is always on the go ! I can’t stay home and be mentally okay . Especially in the summer time .. I take my son to all kinds of event usually and we’re all at a stand still . It’s a crazy year . I think everyone is getting hit mentally . Sending good vibes and love ✨🖤

[@leahfruchter1276]

I own the morphe skin tint and love it! It looks so natural with a damp sponge. I just got the new cp foundation today so cant wait to see how they compare!

[@LorraineParis1]

Thanks for the honesty. I understand. I love your channel. Your so fun and funny talented.

[@sharkd0g]

You gotta try the morphe skin tint again, I didn’t think I was going to like it either but now I’m using it every day! Maybe try a different shade and different primers

[@lesleyhuizar8328]

Do you recommend the Fenty wax??

[@XO-yk5dq]

wow this looks beautiful !

[@lornahamm9778]

Yay you're Stunning and such an amazing artist WOW 🙌😗😍💜

[@Sharon.311]

Beautiful fall look 🍁. I have two of the Nabla highlighters and I love them! And I really like the Honest Beauty Blush on you !

[@Sil_ML]

We love you Jes💕. Thank you for opening up! I hope you are feeling much better💕

[@caroheesakkers8449]

You're allowed to be sad. Even though you have so much and the problem is nothing compared to the larger issues in the world, doesn't mean that it won't suck not celebrate what is important to you. I also wasn't able to celebrate my 25th birthday in April and I was definitely sad. We feel what we feel and are allowed to feel it💕

[@taylormurphy6139]

Sorry I'm a little late 😬 I like to ration out your videos because you bring me a lot of joy. Honestly it felt very therapeutic that you like everyone else is struggling with your mental health too. Saddnes is natural and we should all be able to share our emotions without judgement. It's going to be okay Jesi! Also happy early birthday 🥳

[@tamsinsylvie4331]

Loving the hair! :)

[@abigailsara]

I love peach & Lily!

[@carryledwards]

So beautiful! My birthday is October 4th and I'll probably be alone so I totally understand how your feeling. I don't like being alone for birthdays but it's been this way along time for me I guess I'm just not used to it. I hope you get to celebrate with family on your birthday, here's Happy Birthday early Jesi! 🎂🍨🥂

[@daliableuah]

The instant regret after you said "it got excited" 😂😂

[@mesijesibeauty]

😂😂🙈

[@chocochipcookiez]

Love you Jesi! Totally felt that about social interaction, and I'm an introvert. Lol sigh. Hopefully things will change soon and we can stop feeling so anxious being around people. And I hope you find the best way to celebrate your 30th!! It will be special no matter what because it's You day! :)

[@OhaiTabitha]

I just recently discovered your channel and I just wanna say that you’re SO pretty!! 🥺❤️ Your voice is kinda ASMR-ish and I love listening to you talk 🥰 also, has anyone mentioned that you kinda look like Ava Max? All the best for you and your channel! 💖

[@ariyanadelsantos365]

Don't you dare feel guilty for having your feelings. It's ok to not be ok and it's ok to talk about it because your struggles are relatable. People can't build and learn without people.

[@littlecoconutinc]

I ordered the entire acne kit from peach and lily which has the glass skin serum in it so I got really excited when you said you liked it lol. My skin has totally flipped on me during this pandemic and is freaking out, and i’m so desperate to fix it that i’ll try anything..even spend too much money on korean skin care 🤷‍♀️

[@kawaiijasmine7818]

Love it❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@karelynfuentes5332]

I’ve just subscribed to your channel love watching ulta videos can you please do another one!!!!💓💓💓❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊😊🤩🤩🤩😍🤩🤩

[@ymahopkins]

I have dry skin and I hated that elf primer 😩 it made my - very beautiful CP Pretty Fresh Foundation - look much heavier and cakey on my skin which is wild bc it is so beautiful otherwise lol

[@llovejc]

U look so gorgeouss girl!

[@Busan26]

Im the. same about feelings, I turned 40 this year and it was so not the way I wanted my birthday to be with the virus =(. It is ok to feel sad. about it coz its a big thing for you. Happy to see your videos

[@mesijesibeauty]

Aw I’m sorry! Hang in there, to better times 🙏🏻❤️❤️🥰

[@Busan26]

@@mesijesibeauty

[@ericamelissa6181]

Your hair😍😍😍

[@sonyahall944]

I really enjoyed this video, the makeup part and listening to you express your feelings, I think we all have a lot on are heart, prayers for everyone whose heart is heavy.

[@1117beckas]

That freckle product looks JUST like FRECK!!! That’s amazing, I love my Freck freckles. I hate the freckle pens, they just don’t show up on me for some reason.

[@dee-7584]

where do you get your jewelry from?! I love the smell of that elf primer 🤤

[@anamarijaantolic1235]

😍😍😍❤️ Where are all your earnings from (especially all rings 😍)?

[@gingerjess3441]

I get what you're saying about not wanting to feel like you are complaining about small things compared to bigger/serious things going on, however, you are human and we feel things. I think it is good to talk about how you feel. Some people may think it is simple, but for some people it is hard to do, and it actually can make it feel like a huge weight is lifted off of you if you just talk to someone who you know won't judge you and someone you trust. Thanks for sharing on here with us and being vulnerable. I think vulnerability can be a strength. I'll be praying for you as well! :)

[@trebrehsamuels7615]

Thank you for sharing it has been a very rough year for me as well I am hoping for a turnaround and I pray you see one too your content always makes me forget my problems for awhile ❤️❤️

[@chelden08]

Just because “it could be worse” doesn’t mean you can’t be sad. Life is difficult right now and it’s okay to be sad. I turned 30 on March 30th. The Birthday I’ve been waiting for.. I cried for days. Hoping things getting better sooner rather than later and I hope you start to feel better. 💜💜 You’ve also had to postpone you’re wedding.. I can’t even imagine!

[@Alisonmco]

I’m turning 28 in December and I’m sad that I won’t be celebrating my birthday this year. You’re allowed to grieve the things that you looked forward to this year. Birthdays, weddings, travel plans are important and talking it out is super important for your mental health. Everyone’s struggles are valid no matter how big or small. Sending you positive vibes ☮️

[@brendadawson4912]

Awwww Jess. You have EVERY RIGHT to feel sad about your birthday if you want to. Yes, your daily needs are met, but that does not mean that you can’t feel sad about turning 30 and not being able to celebrate. You only turn 30 once. And having to postpone/delay your wedding....that’s a huge deal too. As far as I’m concerned you can vent all you want to. Absolutely no judgement here. This has been a very different, bizarre, unexpected year and I feel most of your subscribers would understand, and have most likely experienced a situation like yours in one way or another. You’re not complaining, you’re just expressing how you feel. If someone can’t understand that, then idk what to say. Family is supposed to be your “safe place.” In sorry you have been judged by your own family. I find that very sad, and really not ok. But ty for sharing your feelings, and I truly truly hope you are feeling better emotionally soon. We’ve all been hit with a $hit $torm. The best thing we can do for our fellow humans is be understanding and compassionate. My prayers to you sweet girl. Hang in there, okay? Much love, And big hugs, Brenda 💄💄

[@23pinkcookie]

Yay another video 💕

[@laurapadron7155]

I love what you said about your feelings, it made me emotional because my 30th birthday is on november... Love your makeup!!... My best wishes for u ❤️

[@mshearer100]

You're amazing ❤❤

[@simplyymaria2695]

So pretty!!!

[@Mercilys]

Duuuude the same with my skin! I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t been wearing makeup, so I don’t keep up w skincare as much anymore... hormonal acne or breakouts from wearing masks. Maybe all of it?! 😭💔 my skin is PISSED.

[@thesnoopydance645]

You're looking good with straight hair !!!🙂

[@nadiasouthiere7908]

Wowww😍🥰Nice makeup Jesi and wonderful hair look as well, you look Perfect 👌🏻 Super Pretty as always! Thanks for sharing this video, sending love 💕 from Canada🇨🇦🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁😻🙋🏼‍♀️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@saralimon5072]

Wuju!....perfect to enjoy my Sunday!!...God bless👍🏼❤️😃love the hair

[@HollyG6]

I think most lashes look ridic but those look really cute on you. I don't bother with lashes bc it would take me ten years but you made that look easy.

[@marylizsotoquiles]

My dad walked in while I was watching this and he was so impressed by your ear piercings/earrings 😂

[@pennyachour8595]

So funny, I spend so much time covering my freckles 😂

[@lbchristensen8732]

Jesi, take care of you. if you need to talk im here ill listen here for you. and girl its a scry time right now. my bday is next month and i always go to Vegas but not this year, and that really sucks. but maybe next year. remember its ok to feel bad because of the way things are, we all are scared, just be safe. take care of you. love ya girl, your a sweetheart. great look. love the hair.

[@margaridarodrigues5358]

hi! I just subscribed to you and I was shocked when you said you were turning 30, I thought you were 20. Anyway I loved the makeup. Hope you feel better!

[@flamedude210]

Could you do halloween makeup

[@ericamelissa6181]

Yes! Agree!

[@sabina6844]

My 30th birthday is the day before yours so I feel your pain. I have had to cancel my party and it's not going to be the same but going to try to make the most of it however I can. Chin up girl xx

[@nicoledanielle125]

I’m turning 30 in October too!

[@sarasales4406]

Honey this should make you feel better, I have gained 50 lbs from depression since the beginning of this shit! Feel better!!

[@XxvidgamegurlxX]

Coming up on your dirty thirty! 🎉Girl this year has been fucking whack. I also can't believe it's been 9 months.. Damn. This year def hasn't been the greatest for mental health. I love going out and doing things and when important shit gets cancelled, it really does suck. Also my birthday was in April, right when lockdown was fresh. I didn't do anything cause I was confused about everything. When in reality I could have done something cool still but I was stuck in my head about everything. Remember you are not trapped! You should totally still do something rad for your bday ☺ Much love girl. Also I freaking love this look. I think it's one of my favs 💖💖💖🔥

[@alisonproblemgirl27]

Next month is usually a busy month for my family. September 12th is my bday, the 15th is my and my husband’s 20th wedding anniversary, the 17th is our nephew’s bday, and our twins turn 18 on the 18th of next month. I highly doubt we will celebrate any of them. ☹️

[@alisonproblemgirl27]

This look reminds me of low key Lady Gaga. 🥰😍🥰

[@andreabelec7852]

Girl you gotta be nicer to yourself. Acne sucks but it’s super normal and you’re beautiful with or without it ❤️

[@angiemedina112]

I can imagine Mía chewing the NARS concealer 🤣🤣

[@ceedeebumm1008]

8:35 "that's as good as it's gonna get" this remind me of anne hathaway in princess diaries, which/who (what?🤷‍♀️) is your doppleganger 😉

[@mesijesibeauty]

YES. 😂😂 made me think of that too!

[@Dayz972]

My therapist said your feelings are valid.Everyone feelings are valid.It's okay to feel how you do.Just remember that not all storms last long.Just pray about it and talk to God and you will be good. God bless

[@CA-bw9vw]

First time seeing you in my feed and for a quick sec I thought Lady Gaga is doing makeup videos now??? Alas it was just the thumbnail angle 😅

[@mirandakieren9415]

For a second I thought she said “I loathe this color” instead of “I love this color” and I was so confused because I was that whaaat it looks so good?

[@amysmithssportsandmakeup1397]

Wow, for someone 30 you have a mature perspective and outlook. I turn 47 on the 29th and I'm not there yet lol

[@avalopez1513]

omg we have the same birthday.

[@AryAyala]

Kimchi Beauty is having 40% off today

[@emilykerryn]

Ur not the only one that wont hav a bday. I have black friday thanksgiving election and covid hanging over my bday so the percentage of how likely it is for me to have a bday is literally in the negatives lmao and ik like 3rd world problems here but having your birthday recognised is still a thing that makes you feel good

[@andriaknobel5241]

This year was a sick joke and I'm hoping that 2021 will be better. (Fingers crossed)