Just an update...January 13th I celebrated 5 years clean and my beautiful wife will join me at that number on April 13th! Thank you for all those who have supported us in prayer!
@tristanbulluss93866 жыл бұрын
Your sex must be bland now days.
@Ash-se6gh5 жыл бұрын
Amen
@Ash-se6gh5 жыл бұрын
Tristan Bulluss at least he is still alive
@workingclasshero53115 жыл бұрын
Keep strong bro..respect to you an your family from the UK
@nl67815 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! Thank you for sharing your story. You have much to be proud of and grateful for. God be with you.
@adampotts89525 жыл бұрын
20 years I spent high and then got locked up 4 years which led to my sobriety and God! 19 months clean and loving it!
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
Got that ole chain gang religion 😂😂😂
@itsmeashleyb4 жыл бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS! Keep it up:) I'll be 3 years clean from IV heroin & meth October 2020.
@anthonyzacarias32294 жыл бұрын
Thats right my brother. We can do all things through Christ
@adampotts89524 жыл бұрын
@@itsmeashleyb thank you! And be proud of what you accomplished your life is worth so much and sobriety is so much more giving than the alternative
@greglindfield27673 жыл бұрын
I am an ex meth addict. Speaking from experience. This is the most amazing story. To come out the other side of this addiction with your relationship intact is something special. The most touching video ever for me.
@bcmcboot Жыл бұрын
recovering addict. No such thing as 'ex addict'
@N1kk1009 Жыл бұрын
@@bcmcbootI get it but in reality its semantics, it's just words all of which are made up anyway. Wouldnt change it whether its Recovery or chicken wanker. The important part is he no longer is a slave to his addiction to the crap 😎👍
@BLUDDYknucklez Жыл бұрын
were you addicted to sex/masturbation just as much as to the meth as almost all meth addicts were/are?
@TheRealDebbieHАй бұрын
My addicted friend used to tell me about someone he worked for losing his wife and business and what a shame it was YET they knowingly chose to do it themselves and lost as much
@butterflyhouse92834 жыл бұрын
27 years. Just hit 1 year clean. No words for how grateful to God I am. More him less me, ya know?
@kareylandreneau71034 жыл бұрын
Hope you just keep walking with Jesus until your years away from your past addiction❤️
@downwithtrudeau3 жыл бұрын
Update?
@mattdacat-tu2vq13 күн бұрын
I'm in the same boat.....15 months clean!!!
@op3nyoureyes2093 жыл бұрын
Im 5 + years clean . I was a daily meth smoker for 5 years . Bless those who continue to struggle with addiction. You can get through it my prayers go out to you.
@yeyeman65692 жыл бұрын
Is your brain messed up big time?
@joshturner51652 жыл бұрын
Amen ❤️❤️❤️🙏
@BLUDDYknucklez Жыл бұрын
were you addicted to sex/masturbation just as much as to the meth as almost all meth addicts were/are?
@oliviarussell66974 жыл бұрын
Sober for 11 years and I'm loving every minute of it with my daughter. Thank You God !
@janeokeeffe52974 жыл бұрын
Well done
@oliviarussell66974 жыл бұрын
@@janeokeeffe5297 Thank You Very Much 👍
@HelmetBlissta7 жыл бұрын
The guy who smoked cannabis and was put on probation and being drug tested so switched over to meth. This is a very clear and powerful example of how prohibition can and often does make situations worse.
@jakobdodd80667 жыл бұрын
HelmetBlissta I have a similar story
@curtisburnham80997 жыл бұрын
Jakob Dodd Can you share you're similar experience?
@FalsePips7 жыл бұрын
im gonna be put on probation soon so ill switch from weed to xanax lsd and mdma
@EliteTHChannel7 жыл бұрын
Life is misery unless you're loaded. Drugs are the only escape
@jessebaker94317 жыл бұрын
Jay Leno well u want to get high n weed stays in ur pee to long n meth don't n pills all that u know
@kscott61984 жыл бұрын
43 days clean. My Higher Power is my strength, my guide, and a light to my ever changing path. God bless!
@B_easyRealHurts3 жыл бұрын
Good luck. I relapsed a few days ago. I had been clean for 9 months. One day I just got triggered by my senses connecting to memories and somehow I just went on autopilot. It was just right. And as soon as I did the first bit I was miserable and hated myself. I'm still high and this sucks.
@rachelmokoua21953 жыл бұрын
Yes.!!! Let's go K!!! 43days you got this.
@jdasko68953 жыл бұрын
Still clean?
@bamby52113 жыл бұрын
@@jdasko6895 yes, still clean. :)
@brianrenick93838 ай бұрын
@@B_easyRealHurtsHow are you doing now? I'm 🙏 you're finally clean and well. Nobody wants to be an addict. What a horrible addiction. 😞
@budzillah71946 жыл бұрын
Addiction is from a symptom. That symptom is a lack of love. Not the word most people use but the action very few show in this world.
@BUCKETHEADache6 жыл бұрын
Truest shit here
@MrMetalhord5 жыл бұрын
Bullshit!!!!
@MrMetalhord5 жыл бұрын
U obviously have no idea. Got nothin to do with love!
@FuckThatYo5 жыл бұрын
Brian Edwards Mr you dont have a fucking clue is completely correct. I have always had more love from my family and friends than one person could ever deserve, but I’m an addict nonetheless. ...and believe it or not, even after eight years of daily use, I wouldn’t want it any other way. Happy addicts do exist.
@OliveMule5 жыл бұрын
True
@richardcalf83377 жыл бұрын
I used to smoke meth. I've been clean for 13 years.
@ivanlopez87707 жыл бұрын
Richard Calf can some one please help me please please
@requiredname95647 жыл бұрын
Richard Calf 13 amazing. Please share your story to help others :)
@requiredname95647 жыл бұрын
Richard Calf sharing is caring
@hermosillosonora11707 жыл бұрын
today is my 34th day off meth, Im going along with 2018, and I just feel sooo freaking good!!! cant even believe myself about been numb on meth, can´t wait to be 13 and more years just like you Richard, I hope more people get to enjoy the unique satisfaction of being clean after meth. Greetings from northern México!
@godskid11007 жыл бұрын
God bless you all hope you all get clean.im in recovery from alcohol for 17 years,thanks to God
@deletalunstrum865 жыл бұрын
I have 22yrs clean from meth. To the ones that are fighting the fight. YOU GOT THIS!! Keep your head up. One day at a time. And I admire you to the ones that have 24 hours clean, 1 week, 1 month. Fight like a WARRIOR!
@mariedejager68874 жыл бұрын
How do you quit using it How can you help an addict
@kareylandreneau71034 жыл бұрын
Surrendering to Jesus...he will shit that bondage down when a person is truly sincere!
@jalifritz80333 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! That is amazing!
@EAsHorts843 жыл бұрын
I don't know if your 22years clean (now 23) led you to reaching out to help others, but if it comforts you, know that your message has been well received by myself if nothing else, and I am hoping this is the kick in the ass reminder I needed to ditch this lifestyle for the second time. After 6 years clean, I recently relapsed and 2 months later I feel I am at a crossroads; to continue with recovery and working my steps through NA; or sink into this devilish mirage that keeps me from having to feel the pain of losing my family. I don't get how it can be that hard of a choice; but just for today I'll remind myself to be a WARRIOR! Cause that's what it takes during the first few weeks/months/..life. And kudos to you and yours. I hope your life has turned out amazingly
@codprocamp46903 жыл бұрын
@@mariedejager6887 that's really up to the addict to do.
@brianjanis30145 жыл бұрын
Still struggling pray 4 me
@angiechristensen6385 жыл бұрын
Brian, I hope your going ok.
@coriheddens1515 жыл бұрын
Hey I hope & pray you’re doing well. I’m struggling now so I now exactly what you were going through or still going through but I’ll keep you & everybody that’s still battling this disease in my prayers❤️❤️❤️
@deniselee65065 жыл бұрын
Praying
@audreylucero68815 жыл бұрын
Praying For You In The Mighty Name of Jesus Christ Remember The Devil Is A Lyar God Has You Amen Live You
@mirandad73874 жыл бұрын
Here if u need to chat
@hgraham18366 жыл бұрын
I'm almost 3 years clean. I smoked meth all day everyday for almost 10 years. Its possible.
@camman69126 жыл бұрын
H. Graham congratulations I’m glad you got smart to get clean
@luc1d3566 жыл бұрын
@@Properbellend Whats wrong with you ? Why that sudden evil comment ?
@ey4686 жыл бұрын
H. Graham how?
@barnyard8356 жыл бұрын
I never done drugs in my life nor dranked... Im 53 years old and i have younger sister who did meth and probably still doing..have not seen her in many years. Graham glad you are clean..stay that way 👍 i pray my sister would stop too..just hope she's doing okay 🙏
@stever5076 жыл бұрын
@@luc1d356 I often think some of these rude comments aren't even from real people. They are some evil bot , entity or reptilian, inhuman thing. Pay no attention to those energy vampires.
@garychristie11884 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. I am in recovery from the hell of meth along with my wife....we thought we lost it all but have started to see the light. To those still caught in that tornado... Keep fighting you can get to a calmer weather.. the winds do change...you can do it... Just believe. Thanks again to the folks who made this video you are angels every one of you
@brielleanyez71132 жыл бұрын
I hope you and your wife are still clean and going strong, God bless you both😌
@garychristie11882 жыл бұрын
Thank you we just celebrated four years on April 16 feels great😁💓
@joejoe29282 жыл бұрын
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@scottsharp8585 Жыл бұрын
@@garychristie1188 amazing so happy for you guys keep fighting the good fight and looking after one and other ❤❤❤FM...Simead🇨🇮
@Freejaysongarrow5 жыл бұрын
2 and a half years clean from meth. 1 year 3 months off everything. Clean house, trust god, help others. Life is beautiful.
These interviewees were great. You can just feel how honest and candid they are being. Thank you. I got off Fentanyl January 2022. I used to shoot meth and smoke crack here and there too. My life is so much better now. I don't miss hard drugs at all. Me cleaning up had way bigger of a impact on my family and my GF's family than I ever would have imagined. It means so much to me. And life really is ok. My brain has healed so much. My baseline level of happiness is good enough for me. I workout a lot. I smoke weed and do mushrooms occasionally. We just have to give life a chance and trust in God.
@chuckwick91206 жыл бұрын
4 years 2 months drug and alcohol free here
@jenrobinson78836 жыл бұрын
Good work!
@brittaolson65505 жыл бұрын
chuckwick91 Wooo hoo! 🥳
@memphisskallywag76835 жыл бұрын
Breathtaking keep it up
@Kim115465 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!
@angieweston90305 жыл бұрын
Congratulations.. keep it up
@ogagakoeh75315 жыл бұрын
I used to smoke meth. Im happy and proud now i'm 2yrs clean.
@mupine674 ай бұрын
Nothing to be proud of at all
@brandyhuffman86722 жыл бұрын
I started on meth when I was 18 teen, I used it for 11 year's. I smoked so much of it I lost my teeth, been clean 12 year's. But it's a daily reminder that I have dentures, when I quit meth I became a alcoholic and had to fight that battle for 10 years. Finally got clean off alcohol 3 year's ago.
@brandymcbroom54974 жыл бұрын
I am a recovering addict. I will celebrate 6 years sobriety from meth on the 2nd of Feb. Best thing for me because I was spiraling out of control. For almost twenty years meth was my life. By the grace of God and The Salvation Army, I am clean and sober. Thankfully my husband and I got clean together, and recently celebrated 29 years of marriage. We are more in love now than we have ever been. Today, I work with addicts. I love helping people overcome their addictions, and help them become active members of society......
@Stellabyestarlight Жыл бұрын
I pray you have 9 years sober today ❤ on the 2nd of February
@BlackSailPass_GuitarCovers Жыл бұрын
"I even stole from my son". That cut me up. The animal craving that these substances produce can even override the most fundamental compulsion of a mother to care for her child. Pray for these lost souls.
@corinneanderson38116 ай бұрын
It is ruining my daughter,I wish she would listen.
@cameronzep47516 жыл бұрын
This video has helped me not use today.
@chadplzak97925 жыл бұрын
U can do it!!
@itsLULUhun5 жыл бұрын
Highly recommend Derek lambert. He has a very motivational channel to me. Hope it helps you. 🌻☺️ I wish you the best. Keep going 🌻
@leahann10765 жыл бұрын
Same
@jasoncooke35575 жыл бұрын
When you do use as far as the high does it immediately go serious more dark or pure euphoria
@amnakhan51745 жыл бұрын
Stay strong ♥️
@mikethechad33284 жыл бұрын
my mom is 7 months clean from alcohol, she’s doing better everyday, I hope
@janeokeeffe52974 жыл бұрын
Wishing the best for you and your mum
@lippypongstockings83563 жыл бұрын
I think I s tv
@harrygrewal92082 жыл бұрын
🙏🏾
@anthonyzacarias32294 жыл бұрын
I used to be a meth addict for 14yrs and an alcoholic for 20yrs. But throught the power of Jesus I can proudly say im over 4yrs sober 😊🙏
@timricketts16214 жыл бұрын
Amen brother...
@maggiewestern75504 жыл бұрын
Me too still going through it constant battle wish I could do it
@Dabby7243 жыл бұрын
@@maggiewestern7550 I was on it for nearly a decade, so I can relate brother. A clean diet and eventually a large dose of Magic mushrooms had completely changed my behavior towards meth. I even tried to smoke after my mushroom trip to test if I was "fully recovered" and to my surprise my mind was filled with absolute disgust when I held the pipe. Just reminded me of all the paranoia, psychosis, multiple restless nights and days without eating. I'm 1.5 years sober and counting. I only suffer from depression and anxiety now, after a decade of abusing my body and mind I know things take time but I'm hopeful I'll return to some level of normalcy. Anyway, if you want to quit I believe in you , it may feel like you can't but I guarantee you can. Start small, eat healthier , maybe incorporate a lil exercise and you'll see the weaning process will get easier and easier.
@MaNuLaToROfficial3 жыл бұрын
@@Dabby724 so you have been clean for 1.5 years and still suffer from depression and anxiety? Isnt watching this video about meth hard to watch? how exactly did you quit? I am asking fo a friend
@Dabby7243 жыл бұрын
@@MaNuLaToROfficial yeah I still suffer from depression and anxiety here and there (especially if I miss a day of exercise) although it's not too severe. Truth be told, I heard of the carnivore diet in how it relieves and treats addictions, depression and a whole myriad of other metabolic issues. I used that diet initially as a tool to quit meth. Then like I said, I had a profound experience with mushrooms and it had completely cured me of any meth thoughts lingering in my head. But yeah I don't recommend the mushroom trip until your mentally ready. To be in right frame of mind I suggest diet, exercise and meditation. I get that the diet is extreme but If you're desperate like I was.... well drastic times calls for drastic measures. Anyway, I truly hope your friend finds recovery, I wouldn't wish this devil's drug on my worst enemy.
@daviddawson17183 жыл бұрын
I had so much fun exploring coke,meth,LSD, ruffies,etc. Now I love what I grow in my yard. No needle, no dealer
@shanflores57175 жыл бұрын
"Painfully numb!" I led a life of DELUSIONS and it's a blessing to be alive. I want to be part of the solution when it comes to methamphetamine and undiagnosed mental illnesses. I self medicated for years and I realized I was faded more than not. I wanted away from that drug. STAY CONNECTED! STAY STRONG,KEEP THE FAITH,GET HELP AND BE THE Y O U..YOU KNOW U CAN BE..LOVE LIVE AND LAIGHTER I SEND TO ALL OF U..BLESSINGS
@wingat62524 жыл бұрын
I am 20 years old and I’ve been struggling with meth since I was 17 years old! Please pray for me.
@kareylandreneau71034 жыл бұрын
Jesus is your answer. Surrender your heart and life and this addiction to him. He will lift you out of it if your completely sincere!❤️🙏
@xxxtenacious5517 Жыл бұрын
You're going to make it just don't let your illness make the decisions for you. Use your heart, when the brain is unsure of what to do. God doesn't leave us, he watches us and wants us to be strong and use our hearts as well as our minds. You deserve a life, you aren't a bad person until you choose to become one brother.
@Domino1985-u7g14 күн бұрын
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
@paulettelamontagne71532 жыл бұрын
I just sent this to my 32 year-old daughter that's been addicted about 7 years. I can't live live with me anymore and I'm broken and I don't know how to help her God bless you for putting this here
@sm-fh3wv2 жыл бұрын
This drug. THIS drug. The most volatile, evil, dark addiction. I tried it in 2016, was hooked for 3 months. Sat down on my bedroom floor (after just coming out of homelessness), and prayed. What am I doing. Why am I doing this? My doc was alcohol. Thank God someone was listening because I did stop. What a horrific horrific drug. I've watched it tornado through people's lives that I adore. God bless anyone struggling and anyone who overcame it. Love from Canada.
@ferguson8143 Жыл бұрын
😮
@JakeyT-g9i10 ай бұрын
Stop being a drama queen. It's only bad because you are living up to beliefs about drug use that society has put into the world via Bill Wilson and his cult. I honestly wish that fucker never had come into existence, let alone start the 12 step AA trash. Antiquated, non-scientific, religious (yes, it is religious, deal with it. Fact. The little "spiritual not religious" game has been done to death and tons of people aren't buying that little bullshit move and there's a reason why). And, yet it's a real medical disease (apparently). And the solution or treatment for said disease is to give it all up to a higher power. This is such a disconnect and it is a massive disservice to humanity. That, plus the attention seeking, cry-me-a-river, "look at me, I've been clean for 3 days!" substitution nonsense. It's no coincidence the most prevalent personalities I saw in meetings were people who would fit right in at a sorority or fraternity. Disgusting. I'm simply not convinced. When everybody is chanting the same things or saying the same things, and independent thought and critical thinking are fucking nowhere to be found, we got a problem. And I smell bullshit.
@AbdulRahman-iq4es7 ай бұрын
How are you now
@sm-fh3wv7 ай бұрын
@@AbdulRahman-iq4es excellent. Clean and serene. Thank you for asking.
@AbdulRahman-iq4es7 ай бұрын
@@sm-fh3wv I need help I have been high on tht shit for like 4 times last time I did it was like 2 days binge after tht woke up with severe depression and sadness it’s been around 50 days prolly I’m still kinda sad inside I’m not able to be the old me and find everything boring how do fix this will I be fine in upcoming days I don’t wanna use tht shit again
@jazminvlogs933 жыл бұрын
My father is a meth addict he doesn't realize he has a problem.. it breaks my heart that I can't do more to help him get better 💔 😔 I will never lose faith and hope that will one day get sober 🙏
@Ashley-we5zr8 ай бұрын
I suspect my dad is a meth user but I’m not sure. I found out around a year ago that he was using coke but I’m starting to suspect he’s snorting meth as well. How did you know your father was doing meth? Were there any noticeable signs? And don’t lose faith in your father’s recovery, we might not know each other but i have hope for you and your family. I pray your father is doing better!
@adamwhite64527 жыл бұрын
I leave for rehab tomorrow!!!!!!!
@autumnriley787 жыл бұрын
You got this, man! You'll find that being sober is actually really nice
@rebeccalavoy66557 жыл бұрын
Adam White wish you the best! I really do. Hope you succeed
@myname021119877 жыл бұрын
Oh Hamburgers in MY opinion...AS SOON as you stay or THINK..."YOU got this"....you're effed! YOU/I/we NEVER have this!! Lol like I said MY OPINION
@autumnriley787 жыл бұрын
Have a little more confidence in yourself
@hoodone10007 жыл бұрын
Adam White good luck ... You can beat this habit ...
@clovis-ti1yv8 жыл бұрын
Very candid addicts. I wish them the best. Recovery is possible.
@chummiescatcat86967 жыл бұрын
Kitcat_007 bullshit
@smallhouse48747 жыл бұрын
Kitcat_007 I was hooked for ten years. Now 22 months clean. No cravings, not even when my mates are smoking. God took away the desire
@priscibee49057 жыл бұрын
Ben M Prasie God!!!
@CFAuto226 жыл бұрын
Kitcat, I believe that falls more under an individuals psychological state of mind, even before the drug use. more stereotyping i see, dont believe everything you see on TV, get your head out of the gutter, like more then likely where you get your information..I know alot of revenue is generated to make you believe this..js
@doingme83843 жыл бұрын
My sister is back on meth. This has never been a drug of my choice, so I don’t understand her demons or how she’s struggling with it. It destroyed her life before, got her kids taken away and sent her to prison. She turned her life around for a few years and started dabbling in it again. Now she’s someone I don’t know anymore and I’m scared of her, scared of how she looks and acts. I don’t know what to do about it. I tried to be supportive and she gets upset with me for accusing her of different things, even though we know she’s lying through her teeth. I have not spoken to her in months, that’s how bad I know she’s struggling. As sad as it sounds, I have just excepted that this is my sister‘s fate and that the short Time I had with her while she was normal and sober off meth, I will cherish that forever. I don’t know how else to help her without putting me or my family at risk with some of the paranoia and anxiety that comes with it. I can only just pray for her and hope she comes around soon enough, before it destroys her life again
@miapdx5033 жыл бұрын
So sorry. I have a child on meth, it's heartbreaking to see someone you love being ravaged by this thing. 🌺 but as long as they're still alive, there's hope.🌺
@doingme83843 жыл бұрын
@@miapdx503 I agree. There is always hope. She’s done it before and she can do it again. I am very sorry for your as well.
@HdHd-cg4nz3 жыл бұрын
She needs to go on a holiday and get her head straight. Two weeks in the Caribbean on a beach should do it. Decide to move out the area and start again somewhere else.
@doingme83843 жыл бұрын
@@HdHd-cg4nz if only we had the luxury or ability to do that.
@leviniahill4543 жыл бұрын
Have you thought of an intervention? Just thought I'd throw it out there. I hope you get your sister back. Its so hard to talk to them as you are not actually talking to them but the drug.
@freespeechforall10697 жыл бұрын
This should be shown to people who have addictions to give them hope that they can break free.
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
Stfu. If YOU TRULY want to change and quit something, you’ll do it. This is coming from an EX junkie. The ones I had the biggest issues with I stay away from, doesn’t matter if someone is doing it right in front of me, I made the decision to not do it. If you’re so weak minded that you need a crutch like religion, or to claim addiction is a disease, then you deserve to be swallowed up by this drug.
@jalifritz80333 жыл бұрын
@@stryctn9yne13 nobody deserves it. Sometimes people need an inspiration or an outside Input to change. It doesn’t hurt anybody to show compassion.
@jeffjeff68482 жыл бұрын
Everybody is hooked on something thia whole threadis fucked up
@OcelotTheFurious5 жыл бұрын
For those of you who are recovering and staying clean, you can do it, never give up, and never look back
@TLR12193 жыл бұрын
METH - Main Entrance to Hell
@freedomfighter34053 жыл бұрын
Two months off of meth and synthetic marijuana.A spiritual life is helping me out.Im working on this through a church.I would have not said hi to these people two months ago.Now they are my best friends and are helping to save my life.I have a twisted way of thinking.Thank God for where I am going and not being where I was in a short time.
@bobsmith5441 Жыл бұрын
Hope it's still going well for you
@domisthebomb096 жыл бұрын
Meth: main entrance to hell
@jameshill87704 жыл бұрын
COMPLETELY demonic
@tonyafromtexas4 жыл бұрын
So true. So glad to have my soul back ❤️
@txstyle1134 жыл бұрын
Omg!
@destinyrichens16404 жыл бұрын
Idk I think its what's in your party favor bag when you leave Hell. Door prize vacation tickets to Hells summer home. Self medicating to cope with Hell.
@timricketts16214 жыл бұрын
Amen...Thats the truth...
@Brex806 Жыл бұрын
Let's all pray. Thanks to those who shared their dark to light time. Really appreciate your honesty.
@lizbmusic113 жыл бұрын
Beautiful doco. Meth is a huge scourge in New Zealand. I'm in recovery from 10 years meth use. It sucked my soul and took everything! Coming up 5 years clean. So grateful ! Prayers from NZ.
@aswathyreena1963 Жыл бұрын
Someone that i know is actually trying to come to new zealand because it is legal there
@archangelSanMiguel4 жыл бұрын
I have tried to help my daughter out. She has been using meth for a few years , she has lost her children, everything, we were very close and now there’s nothing to that relationship we once shared. I have given her love , I have tried to Tell her it’s ok that she is still my daughter and I’m here for her. But she refuses my help. She is a complete stranger and cold hearted. I wish my daughter was the one I raised and I wish I could see her regain custody of my granddaughters. She has blamed me for her addiction, it hurts me. I wish I could take it away and have her see how this has destroyed her. I pray for her. I hope to see her change. God bless all people struggling with addiction and find help and peace.
@leewilliams71525 жыл бұрын
Thanks to you both for your honesty. I’m so glad yous came through alive and able to tell your story. Much respect.
@rev.cherylgrice37808 жыл бұрын
Where are the positive comments about this video? It's amazing. I have never personally used meth or anything like that, but this documentary is extremely well-done and hopefully will open some eyes as to what it's like to be an addict...of any kind. Muncie is where I make my home, and it kills me to see that there is so much of this addiction going on. It used to be funny when a fire truck went by and people would say, "Are they on the way to a meth lab?" but it's not funny anymore. I want to be safe in my town. I want to know that my friends and family are safe. I want to be PROUD of my town...not ashamed because we're #1 in meth production in the state and country. If this documentary helps even just ONE addict, or manufacturer, or casual user stop using, producing, or contributing to this phenomenon of proliference of methampheamine use and manufacture, I would say it's worth viewing. And well done, Ball State Students. VERY VERY well done.
@oopalonga7 жыл бұрын
well. . .it would be nice if the documentary did more than just "document." it's well done in its documenting, but beyond that, i dont see it offering much substance.
@wanshei7 жыл бұрын
No it's not well done, it's candy coated and you are endorsing it because you are a reverend. Keep it real 'Rev'. The comment right beneath mine (oopalonga) said it best "not much substance. No one said "it wasn't the drugs fault, it was mine." Because that would've been the truth of the matter. How is it that one female can use and not sell her body and another woman use and never sell her body? According to the experts, the libido is one the prime targets of the drug. Not unlike alcohol, one person can drink and want to fight everybody. While another person drinks and gets comical or sad and start crying. What is in you is in you. Using simply opens the gates to let 'it' out.
@househeadericmd7 жыл бұрын
That's way to easy. Your last statement is ignorant. Drugs are mind altering. They change brain chemistry and it's a disease. Of course people are responsible for their decisions and choices but this is an epidemic and it isn't a gateway to just let whatever is in you out. That's so arrogant and shows how uneducated you are about substance abuse, addiction, how the brain works, mental health etc....
@amyharding42087 жыл бұрын
I see that you are a Rev. so I just want to ask you if you have an outreach system in place? My church is located in the worst area of my city...... every Sunday we serve free crepes donuts and coffee, you are welcome to come even if you don't attend. Most Sundays we will get one or two addicts come in, and even though they don't always stay the duration of the service seeds are being planted ❤️
@reidmciver86414 жыл бұрын
Former meth and heroin addict here 4 months clean off heroin 1 day clean off meth I too ask for your prayers
@barbietingz93143 жыл бұрын
Hope all is well wid you ❤
@Sagsites5 жыл бұрын
Seeing all these people in the comments talking about their sobriety makes me so happy. Well done to you all.
@itsmeashleyb4 жыл бұрын
Showed up on my recommendations tonight so figured I'd watch - I know itll remind me how I never want to go back to that lifestyle again. Clean from IV heroin & meth since Oct 2017. Sending positive thoughts to all who are struggling - I hope they know it's possible to get better as long as they don't give up on themselves. This drug ruined so much for me...almost 3 years later and I'm still trying to get my life back to "normal". It'll never be the same again but I'm so much better off now than I was back in 2016/17.
@thomasj95613 жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing alright Ashley. Keep smiling that beautiful smile
@JunreyPuerinVlogs6 жыл бұрын
I've been 1 day clean. Thank god
@budpalmer44735 жыл бұрын
keep goin! if u slipped back, begin again
@deborahcraven64355 жыл бұрын
Junrey Puerin I hope you are doing well , life is beautiful and good health is your freedom , good luck ! 🍀
@wallydog22825 жыл бұрын
Your very brave! Make it two.thinking of you
@corninyourpoop5 жыл бұрын
Hi it's been a couple months, so how are you?
@E46Scrub5 жыл бұрын
Hello i just wanted to share im 20 yrs old. I started using meth when i was 16 and used till 3 days after my 18 birthday in august i am now a year and half sober. I quit because i had multiple seizures that almost made me quit breathing and i was ruining my family. I hope you are sober and doing well. Good luck you can do it!
@TheWhiteGyrfalcon2 жыл бұрын
Powerful stories! Thanks to these survivors for your story. I appreciate and respect your journey and healing
@kathymcgirt89446 жыл бұрын
Stop stigmatizing mental health and mental health treatment. Make treatment easily accessible for everyone. Pass laws that protect people from being drained dry, abused, and exploited. You’ll see an amazing drop in drug abuse.
@travisdevore94843 жыл бұрын
I personally believe a couple things here... 1. Once you're an addict, you're ALWAYS an addict. It's just a choice on whether you're actively using or not. 2. It IS a disease, and like most other diseases, people are worried about putting a " band aid on a broken arm" and would rather sweep it under the rug than to deal with it. 3. You'll only get and stay clean if it's YOUR idea and if you want to be clean. If it's trying to be forced on you, it'll NEVER stick like it should.
@DrJ-hx7wv Жыл бұрын
That's all been done.
@jamesrobertjr80026 жыл бұрын
Got some rest last night, throwing away all ""supplies", blocking #'s , no alcohol, and staying away from negative influences.. people, places, and things. Here we go again.
@jamesrobertjr80026 жыл бұрын
Relapsed like a mofo
@tr4nsd0n4ld36 жыл бұрын
dang you sound like me
@kennethjordan91366 жыл бұрын
Literally did this yesterday, hope all is well!
@DrJ-hx7wv11 ай бұрын
Five years later, how's it going?
@tabbykat8564 Жыл бұрын
i'm currently addicted to amphetamines. it's ruining my fucking life. i lost everything because of this drug but i continue to do it, even while watching my life collapse around me.
@mikecharles17245 жыл бұрын
I survived the crack explosion. Man I'm glad I missed meth. Surviving is the will not to die. May all who are suffering find the grace to heal
@JohnWick-ng3fw4 жыл бұрын
Crack gone take ALL your money. Crack addiction is very scary
@jonathangutierrez31513 жыл бұрын
Amen, thank you for that, it is a great new perspective to never do that shit ever agdin, thsnk you!
@Fanofyxnott3 жыл бұрын
My parents were caught up in the crack epidemic in the 80’s, it was a horrible time in Los Angeles......
@jodyann775 жыл бұрын
Been clean off of Meth for 16 years! Put myself in rehab on my Birthday, December 12th, after my drug dealer/ boyfriend busted through my bedroom window, sodomized me & choked me until I stopped moving. He left me there knowing that my mom and my four-year-old daughter would walk and see me waiting there on my birthday! I flatlined three times and somehow I made it! I know it's possible! I smoked and snorted a 8 ball and a 1/2 a day, and that was just to feel pretty much normal! I told myself at the beginning that I won't/can't get addicted cuz I'm too strong of a person to ever let that happen and I always had control of myself! All it took was a person blowing it into my mouth to start the downward spiral that I couldn't control! So if you think it's not possible believe me it is! And the proudest you feel for yourself is the most beautiful feeling in the world that never goes away!
@cutedpanda003 жыл бұрын
Smoke meth again
@silverstackingmama48842 жыл бұрын
@@cutedpanda00 fu
@cutedpanda002 жыл бұрын
@@silverstackingmama4884 fu to
@laszlohorvath86374 жыл бұрын
One of the best videos on addiction and meth. Thank you!
@evagreen14773 жыл бұрын
This video made me cry. Just know that no matter who you are or what you have done. I still love you all and you all belong here in love and light
@thaistomp2 жыл бұрын
Nah, some people deserve to crash out 🤷♂️
@Real-Ruby-Red7 жыл бұрын
addicts are people who need help, it's amazing how we claim to be such a civilized society but ban drugs which forces the problem into a deeper and darker place, help these people not lock them up.
@v4sdude1916 жыл бұрын
Only losers try drugs, they know they are playing with fire.
@carlstanton25505 жыл бұрын
@Jaime Alonzo they obviously didn't want to quit. There's a difference between an addict and a junkie. Addicts are addicted, but still nice, civilised people. Moat of which actually want to get clean, these are the ones most likely to succeed. Now your junkie on the other hand, these people are deep into the ride, they've lost all self respect, don't want to get clean, and will sell their grandma for a fix. It's easy to transition from an addict to a junkie, but near impossible to come back. Don't tar them all with the same brush.
@jessicatolson67234 жыл бұрын
They do need locked up because as soon as detox starts there gna lie still or whatever to get there fix to not feel sick anymore.. so yes locking them up and providing services and counseling is better than leaving them out in the world where they can keep using.. that's why there is a place called rehab.
@B_easyRealHurts3 жыл бұрын
I've been to prison and almost every single person is troubled and has always had issues.... I had 6 years for my first felony. One high speed chase and I got the same punishment as my celly, who murdered someone with an axe to the head. I got less time but same punishment.
@jamesbryant42693 жыл бұрын
@@v4sdude191 please shut up
@benbryant54997 жыл бұрын
This is a little poem i wrote...... To all my sober friends, If you were one of my friends during my addiction that I left behind please forgive me.I am sorry. I wasn't in the right frame of mind I was too focused on my chaotic life, I wasn't available to be there for you please don't judge me based on who I became and what I had to do Some of you may not understand what it's like on Satan's dance floor before the devil found me, remember who I was before Some of you know the combination to unlock the demon's vaults knowing the secret to walk away instead of being in a never-ending waltz To all my sober friends, you possess a strength that I admire some of you found joy in life again, some of you never fell into the fire Just don't blame yourself for my actions, I made my own choices I knew the game, I took the risks and listened to the evil voices I was once that sober friend who was always getting left out I could never grasp what hold the drugs had and what they were all about Embarrassed by the slave I'd become there was only me to blame I knew all this but still I took his hand and walked right into the flame It wasn't a conscious decision it was one that was vexed It was based on who can inflate your ego and where to score next I could ask anyone who's felt the flames to listen to what I have to say But addicts hearts won't listen, they always need to learn the hard way We need proof that it will ruin our lives to the darkest parts of our souls we need to see it with our own eyes, we need to feel the holes We broke our promises that we made and took his hand to dance even though we wanted to rest the devil continued to prance Dragging us through every waltz, tango and two-step when we fall he comforts us like a friend he's always kept All along it was us, we were the ones who needed to let go I hope you never dance with him, i hope you never know I pray you never understand, I pray you see me for who I use to be when I let go of his hand I hope you'll be there waiting for me Hold out a hand for me, be someone that makes the bad things run and hide not someone that I allow to drag me, be someone who walks beside You give me the hope that I can be strong and let go of the devil's hand there is a better life than dancing to the devil's evil band You're my prayer I say each night before I go to sleep please know that you crossed my mind when I was in too deep I didn't want to be embarrassed, if we didn't talk you wouldn't know if i didn't see you then there would be nothing I had to show I wouldn't let you down like I let myself down every day thank you for being who you are, it's for you I pray Continue being the light because one day I won't be at his command I will see you again even if you choose not to take my hand Even if you're not there waiting know that with your help i grew I hold no loathing towards you, you just did what i could never do It's not the life I wanted, it's one I wouldn't have picked with kind regards, from yours sincerely, your friend the drug addict
@Brobooke6 жыл бұрын
Ben Bryant much love... I hate how relatable this is. This speaks to my sad soul.
@n9th5006 жыл бұрын
little poem?
@bethhammonds74526 жыл бұрын
Great poem
@custard90096 жыл бұрын
That's something I would've written on a 4 day bender
@angelabrown14125 жыл бұрын
omgosh I'm in tears.. my daughter is a meth addict.. I lost My husband to it.. and now my child she's now she's Bern a meth addict for 8 years.. it devasted all I am.. all she is.. her childrens lives.. everything
@carolynmcintosh88244 жыл бұрын
Listening to Brian and Rhea the language they use, they have taken a good long look into themselves and aren't in denial. Inspiring.
@heathercrabtree50064 жыл бұрын
Thank you and bless you for your strength. My son is an addict struggling in a psych unit at this very moment. This gives me hope, thank you xoxo
@ElizabethAnderson915 ай бұрын
I was an addict from 18 to 32 years of age. I suffered from meth addiction it is a very scary drugs. I am now 6 months clean and I'm starting to open up. I would love nothing more than help with addicts.
@elvinwitherspoon62932 жыл бұрын
for all those who are sober and safe. PLEASE DON'T STOP FIGHTING. GOD IS WITH YOU ALL. SO KEEP PUSHING AND PRAYING
@richardbowman10622 жыл бұрын
This is the most beautiful inspiration doco I have ever seen being a struggle with meth myself I am.sincerely so happy for you both this needs to be shown out there and then just as you said compassion is needed but unfortunately the general public are to busy with their own lives let's.give those who succeeded an acknowledgment of there success you are both an inspiration to me bless you both
@joejoe29282 жыл бұрын
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@Lunas_pearl2 жыл бұрын
You're not alone luv ❣️💔❣️
@ErinBullington-e8m Жыл бұрын
I'm over 2 months clean of meth and I'm currently getting clean from opioids taking methadone daily
@saintmichael17795 жыл бұрын
I've never done meth (thank God), but I am a recovering alcoholic (15 years sober) and prescription drug addict (6 years clean). I know what they mean. It was fun, until it stopped being fun. Goodness, how I know...
@jalifritz80333 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! I am happy to hear that!
@danilalingo92965 жыл бұрын
Well done all of you. Such a difficult thing to overcome. Sending you lots of love!
@Teresa-ih4sn Жыл бұрын
At 62 i have battled with it twice. Lucky to be alive. Im asked if i still crave it, yes i do. To feel 20 yrs old, yeah i miss it. My kidneys are messed up, still break out with sores. Clean for almost 3 yrs. Given an opportunity with it in front of me i would really have a hard time. Wish all those affected just one day at a time, thats all u can do.
@TubboDaKittyCat Жыл бұрын
Currently on my 4th attempt to quit after a year of on/off functional use…1st attempt lasted a day; relapsed. 2nd attempt right after that high was over lasted 3-4 days; lapsed. 3rd attempt again right after the previous attempts high, lasted a week, drank like a moron, lapsed on meth. As I come down from the absolute bonkers amount of meth (I think between 2.5-4 grams in a span of a day) I’ve nasally consumed in this current bender…I watch these to ready myself for this final, 4th, successful attempt yet~ To all of you trying to stop or who want to stop…You can do this~ Wish me luck folks; and good luck to those addicts who still don’t see the problem in front of them…
@thenoneckpeoplerepresentat8074 Жыл бұрын
Hope you are doing OK. The power is within you, I sincerely hope you find it. Cheers!!!
@TheNAJunkie7 жыл бұрын
I never really thought about it before but Rhea is right...There's always stories of negative shit going on with addicts..Never the success stories. We need to hear more of those to give hope.
@Freddyandhiskittyfriends7 жыл бұрын
so many good things but u don't hear them cause they don't want u know how dam fun drugs are
@chrismyres12036 жыл бұрын
if you let the dope do you then you will have a bad time i never experienced anything like any of these ppl described
@miliaelainejones24214 жыл бұрын
Vidt softwhiteunderbelly on youtube
@Phuma_3 жыл бұрын
At the same time That exact part of the video wen she described I came across this comment. And I agree
@exploring94493 жыл бұрын
I dont get it either, it never made me feel that way at all, I thought... THIS IS IT??? What a weak drug, you don't even get a buzz from it! Keeps you awake and horny is all I can see it does. Smoke a good Joint and it will stone your ass! Meth can't even give me goosebumps! Poppers will do way more than meth for sex, like 50x the effect. Waste of money.
@ImAlrightITHINK5 жыл бұрын
Imagine feeling incredible. Invincible. Higher than ever. Amazing. Now imagine quitting that. Along with mental and physical torture in order to quit.
@adamsmith98984 жыл бұрын
The worst thing is the crash or the come down! You just want to die, and the depression and anxiety that comes after is pure hell for weeks on end.
@destinyrichens16404 жыл бұрын
I suffer from intervolts of sanity. Edgar alan poe. Reality can be more horrifying than the nightmare.
@dragoninthemoon77193 жыл бұрын
The fall through sobriety is tortuous, it haunts you . . . It becomes an invisible "friend" that you cannot make go away or disappear. Thirteen years sober from meth . . . I'm learning still to not look at it, to ignore that "invisible friend" constantly at my side that is an embodiment of the "good" I felt while using and dually, complete and utter grief over the good and the bad.
@stickyx93533 жыл бұрын
It’s not hard at all bro lmao
@ImAlrightITHINK3 жыл бұрын
@@stickyx9353 yeah I know man I quit heroin like 3 times I think. Sober.
@herojeannabomb98024 жыл бұрын
The best high I have ever experienced is Jesus, no joke. Im a recovering heroin addict, been sober 5 years and counting. I would rather sell my body than my soul. Never sell your soul. Jesus is real and we are all searching for that high because we know it exists...there is life after addiction...get help and get sober...you will thank yourself later.
@Gamerbooiii3 жыл бұрын
Praise Jesus
@martinestradacontreras50953 жыл бұрын
Bullshit
@rachelnicolechenoweth77563 жыл бұрын
I hear for some it is an incredible struggle to get clean and to stay sober. I hope both of you have each other to lean on when it's necessary. My husband and father of our kids chose addiction over family life. It's heartbreaking to see how each of my kids were affected and I feel very sorry for my ex-husband for all of the time with some of the most amazing, intelligent, charming, compassionate, responsible people I know (and just because I'm describing my own kids, doesn't mean I'm not doing so objectively). Everybody who cares and loves someone who is a slave to addiction suffers and it's exponentially more painful to watch your children experience that, in my humble opinion
@ronaldogaylican2947 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@angelaaguilar27852 жыл бұрын
i applaude every overcoming/recovering addict. i know it is not easy to stop but i rejoice with a glad & thankful heart to every one that does break free from all addiction🙏💙
@katyakalin64907 жыл бұрын
The background music to this is so unnecessary and distracting. -.-
@zaktripper49086 жыл бұрын
So is the content.
@thefallenx97865 жыл бұрын
Easily distracted by some noise probably a Meth head LMAO. Idiots can't pay attention
@janaskibo8713 жыл бұрын
This is the most transparent interview I've seen outside of NA or AA, or treatment
@fembot5217 жыл бұрын
Drug addiction, porn addiction, it is endless and who suffers the most? Little kids :(
@fubarsmith70035 жыл бұрын
Fuck those kids I'm still scrolling for that one open vid I'll never find.
@fubarsmith70035 жыл бұрын
Porn**
@Leandatastic5 жыл бұрын
FemBot true
@beckjaq28594 жыл бұрын
Those little kids grow up. The fucked up grown pple u see were once those wide eyed bullied unloved kids that u cry ur eyes out over. No one cares about kids. Its just harder to turn a blind eye and hate on a kid like u can an adult.
@MosmMAli3 жыл бұрын
Omg i been looking for this i am a recovering addict going on to 4 years 8 months it can be done my prayers for all struggling out there believe in hope and healing
@jalifritz80333 жыл бұрын
I am so happy for you and proud of you!
@MosmMAli3 жыл бұрын
@@jalifritz8033 thank you much love and respect
@richardstuivenberg46188 ай бұрын
Its so fascinating how i know people who use meth recreationaly once or twice a month. And there are those who take one hit and completely lose everything.
@mituiscool6 жыл бұрын
God give you strength to all the addicts trying to come out of this.
@jennylawrence74375 жыл бұрын
☝👀👅💋💣💥💨****the dopestest shirt n the woods
@triciaannenewbury11224 жыл бұрын
I took my first hit of meth in July of 2018. Stayed up for 4 nights and five days. On the fourth night I saw bugs and the whole nine yards .. I smoked 1.5 grams and I only weighed 145.6 pounds. I overdosed and died. They brought me back. Told me to my face I should be dead. Four days later I found out I was pregnant. It was my first and last time. And now I have my husband and a beautiful one year old daughter. Recovery is possible. Your life is worth it. Never give up. Hang in there. You are worth it and you will make it.
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂 yeah.....ok.....how’s those pills you pop behind your husbands back?
@shaifulhadi23163 жыл бұрын
Hai nice to meet you
@katiejackson61412 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. I'm off the OXY and having a rough time and this touched my heart
@parson7260 Жыл бұрын
Doing better Katie?
@mrsbomsta7 жыл бұрын
such an incredible doc! I love that people who are recovering are featured for a change. it gives hope y'no?
@Dulcimerea3 жыл бұрын
Yes. This "designer" meth is straight from hell. W!e need God's help.
@leahnicole7296 жыл бұрын
Love the depth these people go to... Its touching...and interesting!! Thank you for sharing! 💖
@sharonphee5 жыл бұрын
Wonderful experience. Thank you for all of your’ efforts. Audio, visual and message all excellent. God bless you all.
@AtemiRaven5 жыл бұрын
I only tried meth a few times. Friend of mine sold me about 5 times worth of the stuff. I liked it so much I spent 3 months trying to get a hold of it and I never was able so I gave up. Probably a good thing because I liked enough I would have just kept using it over and over again. I understand the whole idea that meth can be addictive from the moment you first try it.
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
I’ve had that issue quite a few times. Or my dude would get busted a day or two after I got some, so I’d loose that connect
@peterbollig80356 жыл бұрын
2 years clean with Jesus Christ.
@blancacarrillo43925 жыл бұрын
Peter Bollig how do u do it?
@ginajoseph87765 жыл бұрын
You must have really wanted to be clean. Congratulations
@ChamberedMaiden5 жыл бұрын
God bless and keep you, Amen Brother, hold on and be strong in your faith in the LORD!
@thecookingshow14034 жыл бұрын
Jesus 🤣🤦 but he died
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@ricktherrien82354 жыл бұрын
I am four years clean from needles and almost a year clean from meth. So happy to be here and do not want to go back.
@steviej3595 жыл бұрын
It's funny how some people think a higher power is what heals them, not realizing the strength came from within themselves.
@bymyinitials99865 жыл бұрын
Isaiah 40:29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak
@timricketts16214 жыл бұрын
Thank you Yeshua for delivering me from methamphetamine....
@thezapata806 ай бұрын
14 years clean and enjoying life to the fullest. I’ve been blessed with a beautiful wife and 2 wonderful children. God helped me to get out of meth addiction. You guys can do it too!
@jimsox8817 жыл бұрын
Worst drug ever . Stay away
@olegkeba63556 жыл бұрын
not even
@mariowatson49635 жыл бұрын
worse than crack?
@destinyrichens16404 жыл бұрын
Your right it garbage. But for people who use to self medicate it doesn't matter you'll find something to use. It's just more excptabul if you eat yourself to death or fill the hole with the rush of hoarding. You know its messed up that they prescribe methamphetamine at the doctors office to people who have hording or food addiction. It's not that hard for me to understand how people would give up every just to function normally. How do we put a price tag on that. And expect people not to steal it.
@specialK312 Жыл бұрын
that's definitely false. fentanyl
@Psycho_rock_3054 жыл бұрын
"I can do all things though Christ who strengthens me" Philippians chapter 4 verse 13 I truly feel Jesus put me to watch this video I can relate to everything y’all went through god bless y’all in Jesus amen 🙏
@goodfighter4life4 жыл бұрын
Amen bro
@jessfoxx20804 жыл бұрын
Don't know why this video popped up on my screen, I was just looking for a song to play.... but I'm thankful it did. Things have been rough lately! Definitely getting my ass back into meetings! It works if you work it!!!
@katydrew52744 жыл бұрын
This woman needs to work in health promotion. What she said about the news focusing on negatives only was so powerful.
@b.pnarozdemir13847 жыл бұрын
very impressive.i am proud of these people.
@devinsinclair52546 жыл бұрын
B. Pınar Özdemir it can be done.. meth almost killed me.. I damn near lost everything and was right behind everything that mattered to me.. became extremely unhealthy and extremely unhappy. Went from 188 to 128 in a years time.. very dark and disturbing place.. if it wasn't for my parents and my babies momma and kids, I wouldn't of made it.. I did it without jail or rehabilitation.. you get to a place we're you start to see and feel death and watching everything evaporate around you.. The combination of everything was finally enough incentive to walk away.. that was 4 years ago.. I wouldn't of survived another year of use. Thank god some of us manage to see the light before it's too late.. good advice would be don't do meth.. and they say not even once for a damn good reason.. some try it once and never touch it again.. but most aren't so fortunate.. doesn't matter how strong willed you believe you are.
@OGJOHNWICK6 жыл бұрын
I’m crying my eyes out please pray for me
@MultiDancing16 жыл бұрын
God loves you & adores you Zachary. He hears every prayer, collects every tear, longs for you to know who He is, and the extent to which He treasures you. ...Look up some Dan Mohler videos, they were a great blessing to me. You're in my prayers, & you're in the Fathers heart. Do not ever give up: life is full of seasons, & things can AND DO change! If you're in the midst of addiction & need help, investigate teen challenge (their treatment is most often free & on occasion at minimal cost, depending on the location. It is also available for all forms of addiction, & open to all ages). Keep fighting the good fight of faith: the victory is worth the battle!
@suchabeautifulday17335 жыл бұрын
The more uou have the urge to stop the more the devil will try to lure you to come back. You can do it. Please include Jesus in your heart and mind . I hope and pray that you are doing well now.
@angiechristensen6385 жыл бұрын
How are you doing Zachary?
@Rippnfoil5 жыл бұрын
@Mansur Zaman quit smoking it.. sounds like you lost a lot of braincells already
@Monkeymoon9405 жыл бұрын
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@marythompson36588 жыл бұрын
METHAMPHETAMINE IS THE ABSOLUTE WORST.....THE WORST......
@jcarter32387 жыл бұрын
Mary Thompson I agree. You feel AMAZING, you can physically function, it takes quite a while for it to take a toll on you regarding appearances etc. it's super sneaky. Meanwhile you're depleting your feel good hormone resources, missing so much sleep that you can not think straight and end up flipping on everyone close to you, become paranoid, curtain peeping, and you miss proper nutrition as well proper hygiene since your days all run together as one; the up regulation of hormone receptors in your brain becomes insane. Once you decide to get off, you feel nothing for a LONG time. Life feels horrible, and it takes a good year to begin gaining your feelings back. That's if you can sever your drug ties and get away from that life. There is hope though for those that can find support.
@Emmewantspeace7 жыл бұрын
J Carter I believe that my mom wanted to quit, but she couldn't handle the year of severe depression. I couldn't imagine how horrible that would be. She turned to alcohol and has been an alcoholic ever since. Tried everything to help her...wakes up 3pm, grabs her first beer at 5pm, drinks until she falls asleep again at 7am, and does this same routine everyday. Doesn't bathe herself, her teeth are chipping and turning brown. She smokes a whole lot of menthols. She's just a mess. I wish I could do something. I'm afraid he liver is going to give up one of these days. It's been abused for 25+ years, and I'm not sure how much longer it can survive. Sorta sad, sorta not. Horrible childhood, horrible mother. I wish it could be different so badly. Not sure why I just wrote this comment out...lol maybe since it's so long I'll copy and paste it places so people who have used it before can give me their input.
@jcarter32387 жыл бұрын
lunamaybelater So she traded one for the other? Or is she also still doing Crystal along with drinking... It is so sad as the trick in depression is convincing the person that they actually have the power to crawl out of the funk. But it's hard to think positively when you lack the proper amount of chemicals to 'feel' upbeat and happy. That's not to say you have NONE it simply takes more stimuli or will power to create more. Cheesey but it's like Peter Pan in hook learning to fly again and forcing himself to think happy thoughts but he just couldn't until one day he did and he flew. It all depends on who the person was before they began using and got lost. You have to find their weak spot, the soft spot that makes them 'feel' emotion. A childhood memory, a love they still carry for someone or something. Her children needing her for some reason, or maybe a chance to do something she has always wanted, a vacation, who knows. Once you get them to feel, the flood gates open and hormones begin firing again and receptors will decrease so they need less hormone to elicit the feeling. That's just conquering the depression though. And if she's drinking... That's the first battle to fight before the depression. Knowledge is key here though. If she knows there is hope, and understands how the body works, there's a chance for her. First and foremost is eliminating all people connected to her bad habits and triggers. Abandon the people with bad habits for good, and the people that trigger her until she's much stronger.
@theresamischeski717 жыл бұрын
lunamaybelater Addiction for the family members is pure Hell, Your Mum is a addict and from year's of knowing addicts I can honestly tell you the only one's who have stayed clean are the one's who truly found God.I pray your mum finds God Almighty who can make her better☺.I was just saying to my mum drug's are beautiful 😇 Which is why they're dangerous ,, Mum can't even handle Panadol lol, Your Mum love's you hun I can tell you that as a mum,My addict love one's love their kids but they just can't get of the drug's.
@ninaesco16167 жыл бұрын
toots kiwi sorry to say but I both and agree and dissagree with you. I have found God but unfortunately I to this day struggle with my addiction. I thank him that while I've been caring my children only he has been capable of blessing me with ive been able to stay clean. otherwise I am a wreck and struggle to not get that next one. Your belief in my opinion is irrelevant.
@laurenkruegerfauxcuriousit81617 жыл бұрын
My ex and i--heroin and meth addicts. I stopped. he did not. he hates me for not waiting for him. he's cheating. lying. it's the behavior. but....I accepted I will bury my love before long. :'(
@jakobdodd80667 жыл бұрын
Kels Krueger yup sometimes you gotta resign yourself to the fact that you can't see them again until they have a toe tag
@rebeccalavoy66557 жыл бұрын
Kel's Krueger...good on you for stopping. Pray, pray, pray to Jesus Christ for him!
@mtroche7186 жыл бұрын
Live a clean life and give yourself a chance. Sounds like your ex doesn't want the help ATM.
@maricruzgarcia49106 жыл бұрын
Fuck um move on bigger and better things coming for you
@helenachase56275 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that's so sad
@rblfrmthewstdwn4 жыл бұрын
It's truly astonishing that so called "good normal people " can turn their backs so quickly to those struggling with this disease. No person sets out to become a derelict or lose custody of their children.....these people are your family and people you love. Help them get through their struggles with empathy. Dont enable their addiction, enable their recovery.
@toxicbee9904 жыл бұрын
I've been clean for 12 hours...
@stryctn9yne134 жыл бұрын
I haven’t been clean since 10:30am yesterday when I got off probation
@Cewdipie4 жыл бұрын
Keep on being clean 💞💝💖
@jefflabbecomedy4 жыл бұрын
Betcha they didnnnnnn't! 😇
@alanschwamberger59564 жыл бұрын
It's only one day at a time. Don't look at the years look at each day to be clean.