Update vlog of the week❤

[@vivi6121]

your vlog is so inspirational! I know all about loneliness and PTSD, I will try those meditation videos u mentionned. Your art portrait is amazing! should be displayed in the national museum or in my lounge room! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings 💗

[@amyevans5273]

Thank you for sharing so much of your feelings. I, too, have been exploring deeply my inner self, my true self. Rupert Spira has been very helpful for me (along with Tara Brach) trying to understand happiness and peace. Your art is beautiful as is your soul. Keep on keeping on and enjoy your little darling 💛

[@ababy6074]

I will have to look up Rupert Spira, thank you!

[@jennifermarsh1260]

Ange sweetheart...my heart goes out to you...you are incredibly strong & it is an honour to listen to your raw, genuine, truth...thank you for that. I'm so so thrilled that the pain condition has eased - SO happy for you regarding that! Thank you also for sharing that poem - it's so true that we automatically define ourselves by what we perceive we 'aren't' and our shortcomings and 'lack', instead of all that we 'are'...such a great reminder in that poem. I loved the part about what you are proud of in terms of what you 'are'...I can certainly vouch for the fact that you are one of the most determined people I've ever met, especially in having beautiful Vivienne as well as surviving the 'A'...your perseverance, resilience and strength are phenomenal!

[@ababy6074]

Thank you so much for appreciating what I say. I sometimes feel like it's pointless and nobody cares. Yes the poem is fabulous I love it so much. That poet writes many others similar. I am so glad you can see through to my best parts, it is hard to access them sometimes and believe in myself. Being a mother was a non-negotiable, and considering I lost so much else I wasn't going to lose that too. To be honest you are full of determination yourself. But you exude love and that's what I love about you the most.

[@jenniferlee9387]

I understand the lonely feeling. As you love to paint, I love to write. I tell everyone about your beautiful paintings. You are very talented. Please keep up the positive thoughts. I look forward to your videos. Thank you.

[@ababy6074]

You tell people about my paintings? That's so lovely, thank you so much! Maybe you could do a channel discussing your writing, I'd love to hear more xoxoxo

[@jenniferlee9387]

@@ababy6074 Thank you . Yes, your paintings are beautiful. Stay positive sweetie. I look forward yo your videos.

[@kaylakilduff7635]

I hope you're okay, it's been a while since this video. Thinking of you! Sending a hug from the US

[@collettenicklin7204]

Sending lots of love to you keep fighting lovely,, you deserve all the happiness in the world, and little Arty is perfect💜xxx

[@ababy6074]

Thank you sweetheart, so much xox

[@collettenicklin7204]

@@ababy6074 you are so welcome, please know your not alone, we are here for you, much love xxx

[@nataliefigures5332]

Hey, Your voice is so soothing you could be a therapist 🙂, I love it. The portrait is amazing definately wishing you all the best for the future your so very talented. xx

[@ababy6074]

Hi there, and thank you! Nobody has ever said that about my voice before. I wish you all the very best for your future too. What are you into? If you feel like getting in touch or have any ideas for me for future videos you might like, DM me on Instagram, link in the description! xox

[@sambarnes8429]

Please see that people ‘see’ you clearly and your shining loveliness x

[@ababy6074]

Thank you Sam! That is so lovely of you. Your shining loveliness warms the world up too xoxoxo

[@vivi6121]

u not making a new video update? would be great to see some of your fantastic work!

[@paulastack300]

Here in the UK if you go to your doctor with an eating disorder,they literally insist you try an antidepressant.Is that the same with your doctors?.Please could i suggest Alfie (my sons name) for your beautiful portrait?.My son was premature weighing 2lbs at birth.He is now a 6ft 2 at 15 yrs old.Like you,i still had anorexia when i had alfie.I gained 3 stones throughout that journey😯😯😯but obviously it was vital at that time. XxxxxBe good to yourself

[@ababy6074]

Been that 'treatment' route. It is pretty common. Alfie is a BEAUTIFUL name, it was actually on my list of boys' names when I was pregnant if it was to be a boy (I went for a surprise in the delivery room).

[@mf-fb4bt]

I sort of think of it like someone with diabetes. It is part of "me" and needs its own care to keep maintained. It is not "me" ; just a part of "me" . Just my view :) .

[@amyevans5273]

Right! That’s my perception as well. And then along must come acceptance which allows resistance to fade. Then (finally) change is possible. We all have a right to feel worthy and find the happiness within. Once I see glimpses of that, I can eat. 💛💛💛

[@paulastack300]

Just a thought.....Eventually the Menopause will arrive😕With its weight gain.A large chunk of my recovery came from menopause weight gain.I can't shift a single pound of it😁😁.I was period free for years due to being underweight.But eventually mother nature came and took everything out of my hands.Menopause gives you a big plump spare tyre.Anyway you may find its a blessing in disguise.I'm hopeful for you xxxx Please in your next video can you talk about your daily calorie intake?.Mine was around 250 a day at my worst point.Anything above 250 calories and i would have anxiety overload😦

[@ababy6074]

I will have to think about the calories thing, as I don't want to be triggering. I don't talk about my intake in general at the moment as it's so low and I don't want anyone to be offended by it. DM me on Instagram though, ange_miniarts if you want to talk to me about it in private. xoxoxox

[@ababy6074]

Um, no I don't think that's very helpful, you know? I really don't.

[@decayingdeer]

Wtf this is so triggering.

[@ababy6074]

@@decayingdeer ??

[@decayingdeer]

@@ababy6074 yes? Im skinnysakura on MPA. You can get underweight on way more than 250 calories, and someone talking about weight gain that they can't lose is just triggering!

[@user-bw1rb2wx4s]

You are a beautiful soul

[@ababy6074]

As you are, I'm sure

[@funnytiktok9173]

Hyy pllzzzzz i was like dont do thaet you will die dont be afraid from be fat in first recovery you will gain alot of weight but it is not real weight you will returne to previous weight