Ups and Downs (turning 23, feeling overwhelmed) ❤️ | nyc studio VLOG

[@cupofjasmien]

💫 ty for watching 💌 What are your plans for the rest of november? ig: @jaschann art/ceramics ig: @moli__studio tattoos: @novchild.jpg ~hope you enjoyed

[@wilsonjevin]

I don’t have time to watch the video yet, and based of the title I understand. I’m the same age and feel the same as well, I hope we and everyone else in the same boat can make it through.

[@sousleciel2416]

Jasmine you forgot to add another underscore in your description for moli__studio! I was very confused for a sec 😅♥️

[@cupofjasmien]

@@sousleciel2416my bad i just fixed it😅😅

[@momopeach4661]

Healthy productivity and focusing on my self!

[@Ashley-yy3de]

Jasmien, I’m 29 and I have to say… i went through the same exact thing you’re going through rn when i was your age. How I got over it was just caring less about my career and more about my hobbies, friendships, health, and the present moment. It’s not that I don’t care about my career… i just don’t care about external validation or the external definition of success. My definition of success is learning, pushing myself, and doing my best. I used to want to “achieve” big things fast. Now I’ve been focusing on slow life, enjoying the little things, doing things the more traditional way or the way my inner child likes… idk though i think we all go through phases of worrying about stuff. The focus of the worry changes overtime too. The thing is, regardless if you worry or not, things will probably turn out how they’re supposed to be so just trust ur gut. Have big dreams but focus on the now always. Do your best in that and a good future will naturally open up to you. Good luck!

[@Rosegoblin]

I feel this way too at 31.

[@kumadori9627]

aren´t we all in the same boot? I mean literally everbody is lost in this life. We all think it´s always us but everbody has their problems ...

[@Ashley-yy3de]

Yea I agree. Some people are really good at pretending and acting nonchalant or like they are not lost but a major part of the human experience is being in the dark and unsure of a lot. Nobody really knows anything for sure. It’s kinda fun though. That means every day has the potential to be an adventure

[@victoria4]

I am just like you, I have a hard time living in the present I’m always scared for what’s to come. I find that grounding yourself and keeping yourself busy (but not too busy 👀) help. Good luck to you and happy belated!

[@cupofjasmien]

thank youu❤

[@suburbanview]

Wow, 23! You already accomplished so much, you don't need to rush with those last questions, you already have fulfilled some of them. As always, you dont see your own life, but we, the outsiders, we can see your pretty life full of adventures, new beginnings, and health. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY! And thanks for sharing bits of your life with us. Its an honor.

[@adyfern]

love u jas, thanks for all the years together here in yt, cheers to more !! 🥂❣️💫

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤❤thank you for watching!!

[@zozocchini1157]

just commenting as a normally silent watcher to tell you I’ve been watching you since you first went to pratt, and you’re the reason I’m applying to new york schools as a canadian student! i’m trying to follow my dreams thanks to you :)

[@lxyds7122]

I’ve been watching you for years and I never realised we were the same age 🥲 you have accomplished so much in such a short period of time! Being in your early 20s is so difficult and challenging, but comforting to know that we’re all struggling together

[@mmkoo30]

hi jas, its lovely to see you again ❤️ here’s a sleep tip, if you find yourself awake then its best to get out bed. the pressure of trying to make yourself fall back asleep is going to boost anxiety even more. you can drink some warm chamomile tea, meditate, or if your mind is racing a lot you can journal for a bit, get everything your thinking about off your mind and onto paper. Also, focus on your breathing when your trying to sleep, relax all your muscles and focus on letting your body sink into the bed as you focus on rest. hope this helps, luv you xoxo

[@khalishu]

This helped me a lot, needed to even see this advice!! X

[@mmkoo30]

⁠@@khalishuno worries bb! I actually got this advice from the podcast diary of a ceo - Matthew walker the sleep expert!! It helped so much!!

[@pearheadperi]

happy belated birthday. i’m glad you’re so honest in your videos. it’s a nice reminder that it’s okay to take a step back and breathe ❤

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤thank you

[@moonysdiary]

being in your 20s really is a lonely journey that we're all going through. let's try to enjoy it as much as possible, don't forget that we got you 💌 happy late birthday, hope this new year will bring many moments of joy and happiness to you ❄

[@ro2974]

1:18 love that you're taking private lessons again for figure skating ❤ it's a bit motivating to see you pick something up that you dropped years ago~ 23:43 AHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ❤ wishing this year brings you joy, connection, peace and comfort in all the best ways~ 25:18 ugh i feel this to my core. i don't have a solution for this either but it feels debilitating too for me especially when i think of my relationships 😶 feels like adulting is a series of losses for me at least right now

[@shaynearea]

love uu jasmien, you're my favorite!! been watching your vlogs since i was in high school, now im studying fine arts ♡ you're one of my reasons why i pursue this path!! always, hope uu well!!

[@cupofjasmien]

awe thank you!! i hope you’re doing well too!😊

[@daniellaramos8145]

Happy belated birthday!! WOW.. You're now 23 and I am 19...Idk how long I've been watching you but you were still in school and it's been a whileeeee. Crazy to think about haha. And so nice to see how far you've come!

[@ColorOfCozy]

I hope this isn't weird but I love listening to you talk. It feels like listening to a friend facetime me haha. Thank yo for including us in this journey!

[@julie.k15]

your ice-skating looks so beautiful wow!! love the studio vlogs

[@cupofjasmien]

❤

[@paulasouza8842]

I feel comforted and inspired by watching your vlogs! I too have moments where I don’t know if what I am choosing is the right thing to do, so watching this vlog is a way to remind me to be understanding with myself. Thank you, Jasmine!💛:)

[@cat_zi]

you inspire me to keep my passion alive, thank you

[@loen2629]

Happy belated birthday! I always forget we are the same age lol, I'm also turning 23 next month and I am going through a similar feeling. I just started my tattoo apprenticeship in october and I'm a little scared if everything is gonna work out, especially with all the paperwork and inportant adult stuff I have to do now. But at the same time I'm so grateful for my life and the past year and all the people in my life. I just think this time of the year is always coupled with a little bit of anxiety for me too, because I often get seasonal depression and I have a harder time getting stuff done when the weather is pulling my mood down. The changing season, daylight savings, the holidays and the new year approaching as well as becoming one year older shifts so much focus on movement, change and being busy. I think at times like that, where so much seems to be happening its important to take a step back, get centered and calmly remind ourselves that we are doing good. Some things might seem messy, unfinished or unsatisfying to us, but its all a part of the process and just the journey of us as a person.

[@alexiadenogean2160]

happy belated beautiful! i treated myself to watching your video, it’s my birthday today hehe, I cant believe you’re only a year older than me..i’m very proud of you and myself! We have both grown so much these past years I’ve been watching your videos. thank you for sharing yourself with us🩵🤎 also that green is ❤️👄❤️

[@sophielouisee26]

I love your videos, they bring me so much comfort

[@croissantlover5395]

hi Jas, I also suffer from waking up in the middle of the night with racing thoughts sometimes, what I'd do is to dump all of my thoughts into my journal so they don't run around in my head anymore, then I'd be able to fall back asleep. In our 20s, we have so many things to figure out and that could be overwhelming. Totally feel connected with you on this one and vlog is beautiful as always

[@nataliasenna1184]

Hi Jasmien, I don't think I ever commented on any of your videos before. I started watching you when I was still in school and you were still in college, I wanted to study arts just like you, more specifically visual arts (which is what I'm majoring now yayyyy), and the years went by and for some reason I stopped watching KZbin, but here I am back to yt and you're full of tattoos (just like me hahaha), and you've become also a great tattoo artist, which is something I've been planning for the past year and I wanna start studying tattoo this year and graduate college (hopefully). It's sweet to see how much you've grown and changed inside and out ❤

[@igotfeathers1447]

24:10 I LOVED THAT TRANSITION SO GOOOODD

[@cupofjasmien]

❤

[@OOtwiga]

Your vlogs are so peaceful. I love watching them in the morning.

[@cindyychenn]

love you so much you feel like a warm cup of tea on a cold day

[@meilol1236]

You are a person who brings me comfort

[@cupofjasmien]

❤

[@Nxox_]

Happy birthday Jasmien !!! Your channel gives me so much happiness ^^ it makes me feel like you're my cool older sister

[@rikalalaa]

love love love as always, i rarely comment but i'd love to show some love - literally your vlogs are the only vlogs that i never ever skip! thanks for always putting out content on youtube! 💙

[@cupofjasmien]

awe thank you so much!!

[@user_justsomeone]

Honey I know how you feel. I am the same age like you, and when I had creative blocks when I was feeling like that I was here and I was watching your videos. So I want you to take a deep breath relax take your time, how much time you need and do what you have to do for you. Don't think about us don't think about nobody. You're going to create when you do you not by getting stress about everything.❤

[@aptdccvii]

i find peace in your videos

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤

[@jemvais]

ur vlogs give me sm peace n i love ur aesthetic sm! tysm for uploading and i hope you feel better

[@gxwinko127]

Jasmien I am sooo happy you are back! I am the happiest girl watching you

[@mindnyght]

i love watching your vlogs, it put me in such a cozy vibe it's so relaxing

[@hazelmlkt]

Jassss it’s been like two years that I haven’t watched any of your blogs, I missed you so much. And I’m glad you seem to be doing fine. Lots of love from over here 🫶🏻💗

[@storm88.]

Always beautiful to watch you Jasmien! I’m in my 40s and being tender with yourself and surrendering is the key. Just be in the moment because it all passes so very quickly. Grounding barefoot to the earth, sunshine and taking all phones and computers out of your bedroom will help you rest better. Electromagnetic radiation attributes to much unease in the body.

[@dig2341]

Happy Birthday!!! Also your editing of this video is fire! Love seeing snippets of your life!

[@MistyLaShay]

Happy belated Jas 🎂 here’s to many more 🥂

[@cupofjasmien]

thank you 🥂

[@no-xz1vw]

i have anxiety so i have trouble sleeping sometimes as well. what really helps me is listening to a boring (!!!) audio book and really focusing on the book not my thoughts. i usually set a timer to 30 min to 1 hour.

[@cupofjasmien]

going to try that!!!

[@jxngwvn]

Thank you for being so real!! Love your videos sm

[@axllj]

i’ve been feeling under the weather nowadays, one of those phases yk, and your energy and vibe just made me feel a bit more motivated 🥹 thank u so much 🫶🏼

[@thepatrickstudioss]

Hey Jas! Im not sure if you remember me but I made the handmade embroidered face masks for you a few years ago 🥰 I get so happy seeing your new vlogs and you continue to inspire me to pursue my creativity 🫶🏼🤍

[@dig2341]

So happy to see you again! You’re my fave KZbinr ❤

[@sanatta77]

such a good video quality!!😭😭i adore your vlogs

[@alexaberger1481]

I love your channel, it is so calming to me

[@cupofjasmien]

You are so kind❤️

[@moshimoshiumeboshi]

My favorite way to turn my thoughts off are to listen to a science or history audio book with the speed turned down. I have one (or two) queued up at all times on my library app and automatically start it when I wake up in the night. It gives my brain something to loosely focus on but is not so exciting that I stay up. Or, if I do stay up, at least I’m learning something haha.

[@Sukitachi]

hi jas! i absolutely love your clothing pieces. so effortless. i would love if you did another video about your favorite clothing pieces or your favorite places to shop :)

[@Ceceglene]

jasmieennn I love you soo muchhh💖💖💖

[@littlelizzzard]

I missed your longer vlogs so much ❤

[@solarr.__]

omg didn't even realize we are almost the same age! im almost 23, and currently looking for a tattoo apprenticeship, you are an inspiration to me!

[@rosemarykayevalentine1262]

I have a hard time falling back asleep sometimes too. Ive found taking 1 mg of melatonin in the middle of the night helps a loooot. also you could try putting an ice pack on your chest over the vagus nerve for 20 minutes. this calms the nervous system down helps your body and mind relax. icing the vagus nerve is very effective anxious racing thoughts as the brain is apart of the nervous system.

[@cupofjasmien]

i will try the ice pack method!! i’ve taken melatonin before - not a huge fan of it , it makes me feel like I’m drowning LOL thank you!!❤

[@lionesskathyok4557]

i really have to get back on the ice this winter as welll... seeing you skate made me miss it so much

[@kaijyuwu]

glad to see a new upload 🥹💖

[@cupofjasmien]

❤

[@nari1071]

I am 23 and have no income , I struggle with communication which at this level is quite crucial ,I live with my family which is quite troublesome, Have 0 social life , it's been 5 months since i actually got out and met my friends cause they live in different cities, I am struggling with the stress of job hunting and yeah whatever it is , I hope you're not having it tougher than me .

[@claudie3948]

Hey if u need to talk, im opened we all struggle with thosr things from time to time ❤i hope you are all right

[@6dinosaurs865]

i love u jas sooooo much

[@yin7948]

I love your hairrrrr, missed u sm ❤❤

[@rakscav4287]

Creativity overload..you can do a lot ❤ love youuu

[@Toutoule]

so glad that you're active on youtube, your work is very inspiring to me ! where is your sweater you wore on your birthday (the blue and orange one) from ? thank u

[@elegancealex]

Feels nice to be early. Love your videos Jasmien.

[@cupofjasmien]

thank you❤

[@GGkimchi]

Love u Jas! enjoying your content since 2020 😄

[@gingerandginger]

ahh i turned 23 this past week! happy belated bday

[@Microcutee]

21:30 looove the jumper ❤

[@Maloup44]

can't believe you're just 23 !!!

[@adaritaa]

right?? I am 21 and thought she is at least 5 years older than me, she just seems to have her life figured out XD

[@Maloup44]

@@adaritaa that's crazy how much she developed herself and accomplished at such a young age! She's such an artist, I'm 25 and I wish I was at her stage!

[@austongreen9883]

happy bday!!

[@fahmoabdihassan1345]

Super nice and cozy video!❤ wondering what camera you use to film?

[@Maryam-rn8qn]

Happy birthday ❤❤ pls do more vlogs cause we love it...

[@gretareggio8938]

I enjoy watching your videos very much because the vlogs follow your life, not the other way around. You just live and happen to have a camera to record it, nothing is made on purpose to create exciting content. Have a good life :)

[@calliasroom]

the colors of this video are so gentle and pretty

[@no-xz1vw]

i think yesstyle has very similar style clothing :)

[@cupofjasmien]

i buy a lot of my clothes off the real real !! and a lot of uniqlo or i steal my bfs clothes hahah❤

[@calliasroom]

haha perfect thank you ❤️

[@racheledinger]

I always love your vlogs, they're such a creative inspiration!! May I ask why you use gloves while painting with oils? I always get absolutely covered in paint and am slightly concerned it isn't the healthiest thing...

[@sweetpototo7945]

Happy belated bday 💕🔥 I just turned 22😵

[@guilianadatnoff6633]

Happy belated birthday! Please share, where is your birthday sweater from??

[@akarene10]

FIRST COMMENTVLOVE YOU SO MUCH JASMINE

[@cupofjasmien]

THANK YOU❤❤❤❤

[@davybinks]

Love seeing your vlogs everytime, would love new videos about your clothes if you got the time, take care!

[@teestamukherjee3711]

🖤

[@ChaseLehmanlife]

love your videos as always, been watching since you've been in art school! I have to ask, where did you get your desk in your apartment ? I'm currently looking fora new studio desk and yours looks perfect in size, thanks!

[@kasieeenda]

16:56 daaamn that's so cool of you!

[@ΑγγελικήΣταματίου]

I love ur videos so much

[@annaholm481]

Hi! I love your content! I would love to see a video where you talk about your cats. I’m thinking of getting one, but i’m not sure how to make my apartment a good home for them.. Do you have to put away electrical cords and such, or is that not important? I have loads of other questions, but can’t put them all in here. Maybe you could make a video about your cats and how you have made your apartment and your life work with them. Hugs ❤️❤️

[@socksndsandals97]

@11:45 I felt called out, I was sitting the same way 😂

[@ky_c_c]

Hi Jasmien, if you don’t mind me asking, what camera do you use? Beautiful vlog ❤

[@jen4130]

❤❤❤❤

[@cyphervasquez4445]

YAAASS

[@carolinaapintoo]

we have the same desktop background!

[@razdiaryy]

love you!

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤

[@vizy5791]

what a camera u use for vlog? Your video amazing!

[@esmeraldamunoz8154]

bestie, where’s the couch from 🫦

[@magicwendy210]

l know how you feel on the middle of the night waking up and then over thinking, it is not good for our immune system and managing the next day, l have tried many things to help but nothing helps, living in a city doesn't help and all the 5G everywhere is causing the sensitives amongst us a lot of issues, but hey ho that's life now 🙄hugs to all who need it x

[@nikaramik3087]

happy late birthday 💗✨🌀 love that your are sharing your authentic mood ! Have you ever thought about speaking about your finances ? I am an artist as well (also ceramics) and so do curious how you afford the studio and materials. Would love to know your pricing and your main source of income. I guess you could help a lot of artists out since you’ve taken so many steps to your independence already. Ver inspiring ! I hope this doesn’t come across as rude, no pressure :)

[@Julie_ao]

❤️❤️😍

[@kudos5405]

where did u get that sweater u wore on ur bday

[@AndreeaEremiaArt]

Another amazing video 😊😊😊

[@pearheadperi]

i’m always curious how your boyfriend reacts to the changes you make in the apartment 😅

[@cupofjasmien]

he just goes along with it at this point😅

[@IamCaptainDeadpo0l]

wait its gonna get worst be ready “Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!”-Sylvester Stallone

[@bethmartinez3807]

Id love to know how you feel about My Year of Rest and Relaxation, because I could not finish it. Maybe it was due to my own mental state at that time but it was just so sad for me :’-(

[@tsesia9746]

love you

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤❤

[@kaylinbalogun1853]

what camera do you use?

[@BethEllaNelson]

you are so beautiful!

[@cupofjasmien]

❤❤❤awe thank you🥹

[@lottiemac2047]

cannabis will definitely help you with sleep and over sleeping. Just a little bit, not enough to get really high but think of it like microdosing. helps me

[@Stellastarpower]

Does anyone know what camera she uses???

[@lancosima]

happy birthday❤ENJOY your 23 (probably should change your youtube profile lol

[@cupofjasmien]

just did😂thank you!❤

[@taniyachatterjee5866]

I saw the thumbnail and was ready for a deep dive about UPS and the Downs syndrome.